i really have something more productive to do today


8.10.17 ITS OCTOBER i love October. Its come so fast! Just a couple of photos from the weekend reading foucault’s history of sexuality and watching a computer science kid do some coding in my new bedroom. I love this room so much more than last years but i need to keep decorating! Also the two of us went to night vale live last week! It was so much fun. Its been a really good day today after yesterday being quite hard, but i did something i was really scared of for a long time. I might talk about it in a later post. Hope everyones having a soft and productive day. Xxx Emily

Coffee’s For Cuties

Summary: Coffee shop AU. It’s your first day on the job and your very demanding boss sends you to pick up coffee. With a ridiculously complicated order, you’re sure to annoy the barista, but what if he’s more understanding than you expect? 

Word Count: 1,168

Warnings: none? 

A/N: Please forgive me if this isn’t up to my usual standards. I’ve been really sick for the past few weeks and we’re still trying to figure out exactly what’s wrong with me. I currently can’t keep any food down so I’m having trouble focusing because my energy levels are pretty low, but I really wanted to do something productive, so this happened. Anyway, here’s some cute, fluffy Bucky to (hopefully) brighten your day. 

Originally posted by calif0rnia-lovers

You trudged through the New York streets, yawning as you desperately tried to wake yourself up. Today was your first day at a new job, and you hadn’t been able to sleep the night before. Your mind was buzzing in a mixture of anxiety, excitement, and anticipation, the combination of which had caused sleep to evade you. This was your dream job, and you still weren’t quite sure how you had managed to get it, but you weren’t going to question it. You just hoped that you could make it through your first day without any major problems. 

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tha-beer  asked:

Hiii Sensei! How did you know what you where ment to do? Or did it just kinda happen? Im getting older and i know time doesnt wait for anyone and at times its hard not being grounded to reality. My mind is a mess.. and i feel like a burden to my family because its impossible for me to do the most simplist things sometimes. I wanna get better but theres always those days where my mind seems to tell me no you cant. I just wanna believe in myself and i try, but i always end up back at square 1.🤕

I know just too well what you mean. I took quite the while to know what to do with myself and also took long time for recovery from mental illness, which still hits me sometimes. It’s understandable you don’t want to be a burden to your family, but what’s important is you. You need to see what you can and can’t do. It’s true that time doesn’t wait for anyone, but it’s also true, that you have all the time in the world to figure out what you’re meant to do. we have so many possibilities today and yet so little, that it’s often hard to find the right thing. I started five different things before I ended up with something I really enjoyed and today I know that’s cool. Back then I was really stressed out about having to get a job soon and be a productive member of society, but you do you and there’s no need to rush into something you can’t or don’t want to do. Take time to recover, for therapy or for coping and start with little steps, maybe a honorary office for a few hours a week to get into something and to get yourself more resilient. I know there’s lots of pressure, but the only thing that matters is you! Allow yourself to try lots of stuff with internships or little jobs for a few hours a month, nothing too big. I love you and I’m proud of you!

I swear I am going to be productive tonight. I’m going to make things and not stare at tumblr for hours.

26-02-16 || [100/100] Finally, 100 days is up. It’s kind of a bittersweet feeling, since 100 days is enough time to make one feel attached. As much as my (extreme) irregular posts, I have been much more productive all these 100 days, and I guess studyblr really REALLY helped in so many ways☺️ As for today, I was not feeling well, so I really didn’t get much work done, so I guess something motivational would also be great to end off this 100 day journey. And lastly, all the best to all, you can do it!!💪🏼📖