i really dont think u people deserve nice things right now

Oh man, where do I begin?

A year ago, I officially began my presence in the Fire Emblem Fates RP community — and here I am, still here, a year later! Only those who have been around for longer than I have remember my old URL KIRAQI — but upon further deepening of Kiragi’s character, was changed to the one I have present day. It’s only been my second experience with a community on Tumblr, my first being in the Osomatsu-san fandom — and I had ditched one of my blogs in said community in favor of Kiragi.

I guess I should start with what I’m thankful for in this introduction. Honestly, there’s a LOT to be thankful for — this community’s kindness, it’s welcome, and the zeal it had ever since I joined to improve many different aspects of myself in the creative aspect. This includes my graphics, writing, musical ability — it’s endless. I joined this community with absolutely no idea how it’d work out — honestly, I thought it would be a lot like the Osomatsu-san community, where the majority of people DREW ANSWERS to asks. I was surprised to find out that the majority of the fandom used their creative writing skills for the most part. I was young — er, younger — when I made the blog, so I had no knowledge of what I was doing, other than the fact that I was here to have fun — I think that’s the most important part to when I joined. As began to roleplay more and more, new glasses were placed upon my face, and I started seeing — well, EVERYTHING differently. 

Before this gets too long, I’d like to just say thank you — to YOU. Because it’s likely that if you’re seeing this from my blog, you’re following me — you’re one of those THOUSAND followers that I have accumulated over the past year. Roleplaying is not my priority, as writing in a whole is just a hobby for me, and I always do things in the order and balance that I want — perhaps that’s selfish of me, but this community has allowed me to realize MANY things. Everyone I met was so unique and amazing, and even though I’ve only managed to fully befriend only a fraction of my followers, I cannot wait to see what’s in store for me in the future!

And — oh yes. You didn’t forget, right? Because I didn’t — I told you that I’d make a CELEBRATORY VIDEO. Now, let’s begin this long-ass bias list. | art credit !

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guardian angel!chenle

im so in love with chenle sfdshfjsdfklf im an unloyal hoe markhyuck look away


-so a lil BACKSTORY ON U

-you moved to a new school a few months ago and you couldnt really make friends with anyone :(((

-you lowkey got bullied and you knOW THAT BECAUSE YOU SEE THE GIRLS WHISPER WHENEVER YOURE AROUND

-so cliche

-you didnt really mind but it still sucked :///

-but *SUPERHERO MUSIC* CHENLE TO THE RESCUE

-one day at lunch you were sitting alone and suddenly you felt someone slide into the spot next to you

-next thing you know, a loud voice rings out “hi! im chenle, it’s nice to meet you!”

-”uh… hello…?”

-and later on when classes happened, you realized he was in every single one of your classes

-and then you found out he was also your neighbour???

-who is this creep and why is he stalking you??????

-you were too awkward to call him out but after a week or so you realized he was a really cute and smol precious guy

-your school life suddenly became less awful bc you had a best friend now!!!!! (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧

-but little did you know this lil shit was fuckin keeping a secret from you

-he pulled you aside one day and bluntly stated “im your guardian angel”

-to which you laughed in his face bc ??????? BOI

-”lol chenle, youre amazing and shit but calling yourself my guardian angel is so lame smh”

-”no im actually your guardian angel. im not human.”

-”…. :OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO”

-you didnt wanna believe him bUT he showed you his wings and you screamed

-it was lowkey weird having a guardian angel best friend but like perks amirite ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

-he can get you anything you want

-after all, his goal is to make your life happy and enjoyable

-but you didnt want him to get you anything you want

-you didnt want things to just be handed to you

-you wanted to work for them

-”you know i can make all your wishes come true with a snap of my fingers right?”

-”i dont want that. that’s lazy and dumb.”

-”… out of the hundreds of people ive looked over, youre the first one to ever tell me that.”

-chenle fell in love with you at that moment :((((

-angels arent allowed to date humans

-like, ever???

-and he knew that but

-he couldnt help it

-even though he couldnt use magic to help you achieve your goals, he’ll use magic to get like chocolate for you whenever youre sad

-”chenle where’d you get this bubble tea?”

-”… hahahaha..hAHA”

-all the girls who used to gossip about you suddenly came up to you everyday and asked “omg hey!!111! so like, where’s chenle?”

-”…. if you dont get the fuck away from me you wont ever see chenle again :))))))))”

-cue chenle’s: ”y/NnNnnN YOU WONT EVER MAKE FRIENDS LIKE THAT”

-”THEY DONT WANNA BE MY FRIEND THEY JUST WANNA DATE YOU”

-”well i have my eye on someone else so it doesnt matter”

-”WHAT WHO”

-“IM NOT TELLING YOU”

-”WHY NOT??? IS IT SOME ANGEL GIRL????”

-”….”

-”SO IT IS”

-you didnt seem very upset about it but your heart went :((((

-i mean nothing changed in your friendship but it still hurt

-at one point of your friendship a lot of girls stopped approaching you asking about chenle but they also started gossiping about you more???

-and you didnt know why until one of them came up to and asked you “i heard youre dating chenle….. yeah u dont deserve him!!11!111!!”

-you were like ?????

-so on the walk back home after school with chenle, you told him that

-and his cheeks flare up what a bABY

-”w-why would they think that??”

-he was your best friend for years dude

-you literally couldnt remember a time where you were happier

-aaand that’s why everything went downhill :((

-chenle knocked on your door at like 9 in the morning on a saturday smh and was like “wanna go on an adventure?”

-so you were like “:(((( ok” 

-you felt like something was wrong but you kinda just ignored it

-so on your walk the bad feeling pursued because chenle was so awkward during it

-eventually you two ended up in a park and he stopped you two

-”hey…. y/n i need to tell you something”

-”yeah chen?”

-DONT MAKE THIS HARDER THAN IT ALREADY IS SDFBHDSLFKNKM

-”… im leaving… i got the message a few days ago and-”

-”wait… what?

-youre… youre not my guardian angel anymore?”

“… im sorry”

-”youre sorry? i guess you werent sorry enough to tell me earlier?”

-”y/n, please listen to me-”

-”when are you leaving?”

-”… in two days”

-”two days? two days? so youre just going to throw this friendship away, huh? we’ve been best friends for years! youre just gonna leave like this?”

-”you know i dont have a choice!”

-and you did

-you knew he didnt have a choice but god you were so fucking in love with him and he was your best fucking friend you had every right to be mad but you also had every right to sit the fuck down

-”… y/n?”

-”dont ever fucking talk to me again chenle.”

-his last day was monday

-and somehow the entire school knew he was ‘moving away’ so all the girls flocked to him

-he didnt care about any of them tho

-all he cared about was you

-but you couldnt even look in his direction without tearing up

-no bff chenle interactions for the entire day :((

-after school you two walked together in silence

-right as he dropped you off he mumbled “im leaving tonight”

-you clenched your jaw to bite back the tears and spit out “fine.”

-you didnt know whether or not to go over and become best friends with him again but he was gonna be gone in a few hours so what’s the point?

-youre too stubborn to apologize anyway

-at around 10pm you started getting fidgety because fuck what if he’s gone already what if it’s too late?

-but then your mom came into your room and told you chenle was waiting for you at the door so you felt a smol weight being lifted off your shoulders

-”you know im leaving in two hours right?”

-”yeah and?”

-”… y/n cant you be my best friend again? for another two hours? for our last two hours?”

-chenle was a desperate hoe but you were lowkey too so

-”… dont you get it chen? if we become best friends again… even for two hours… it’ll just make everything harder”

-at that point chele just couldnt take it anymore

-”god youre so fucking dumb y/n”

-”… what?”

-”havent you noticed? everybody else in school has and fuck, probably even the angels too. everyone else but you”

-”noticed what?”

-”noticed that im so god damn in love with you”

-you slapped your hand over his mouth and hissed “shut up youre not supposed to fall in love with humans!”

-”so you dont like me back huh? i shouldve known.” his eyes became glossy and dark and he looked like he was about to cry

-you decided ‘fuck it lmao he’s leaving in 2 hours anyway’

-”chen youre a fucking dumbass ive been in love with you for so long and you didnt even have a CLUE”

-chenle stopped breathing for a good minute before he grinned and glanced up at the sky

-”god im about to be thrown out of heaven for you”

-before you could even question him he presses his lips against yours and rests his forehead on yours when he pulls away

-you didnt even realize you were crying until you felt chenle wiping your tears away

-”youre the only thing that ever made me feel this way, you know? i just thought being an angel was easy because we had no feelings but… i guess i was wrong.

-y/n i-”

-”dont say it. you know theyre listening and-”

-”i love you.”

-*cue cliche drizzle of rain*

-”chenle…”

-”say it back to me before i have to leave because god am i going to get in so much trouble for this”

-the rain came down harder like it was egging you on so you said fuck it and

-”chenle i love you too.”

hello yes i just finished lord of the flies (and then watched the 1963 movie immediately afterwards) & i rlly luv piggy so im gonna yell abt Just Piggy Things™ even if no one cares

  • piggy’s the first character we’re introduced to, after ralph ofc, so that means we’re supposed to get attached, and boy did i get attached..
  • ass-mar
  • the fact that he’s been called mean nicknames so long that his real name doesnt matter to him?? he doesnt care what hes called?? poor thing wtf??? hes like eleven hes too little for this
  • the Flashing Anime Glasses. especially the one w the fire when he starts laughing maniacally. same.
  • im talking about: “then he laughed so strangely that they were hushed, looking at the flash of his spectacles in astonishment.”
  • also: “’i got the conch,’ said piggy, in a hurt voice. ‘i got a right to speak.’” let him speak hes the only damn reasonable one. also stop hurting him hes been hurt enough goddamnit 
  • k but how much he loves ralph? and ralph is annoyed by him??? but then later he confides in him & cries over him & their friendship is my fav in the book so. they bond it just takes a while. but piggy was always good to ralph awe
  • “i was with him when he found the conch. i was with him before anyone else was.” he finally made a friend dont u take him from him ;-;
  • k speaking of the conch, in the first movie, his laugh when ralph’s blowing the horn for the first time??? aw??? a rare moment of joy in that sad ass movie?? 
  • ‘63!film piggy is the sweetest & cutest i lob him. ‘90!film piggy was annoying as shit tho i refuse to talk about him.
  • in the ‘63!film when he puts his hands on his hips when jack says “shut up fatty” and then hides behind the tree when they all laugh at him.
  • god in the book it’s easy to forget theyre actual babies but with the movie u cant possibly forget and theyre so cute but defenseless it’s so sad
  • i kno these actors r like 70 or dead now but i wanna go back in time & give them a hug. especially piggy cuz hes a pouty chubby bub gOD IM SO SAD
  • one last note on the film before i get back to the book: the movie rlly encompassed how awkward i imagined piggy to be & i luv that. also his story time abt camberly was adorable + educational (for me, anyway)
  • how hurt he is when ralph tells the other boys his name, poor thing ugh :(
  • “’let him have the conch!’ shouted piggy. ‘let him have it!’” yes stand up for poor lil mulberry child
  • “piggy knelt by him, one hand on the great shell, listening and interpreting to the assembly.” hes so fuckin sweet??? hes like the mom of the island hes so nice to the littluns i luv him
  • and when he gets upset over the mulberry boy probably bein killed in the fire :’( hes the most sensible and the most empathetic of all the other boys. what a cinnamon roll. unproblematic fav. true neutral. 10/10. the best boy.
  • my second favorite line in the whole book: “then, with the martyred expression of a parent who has to keep up with the senseless ebullience of the children, he picked up the conch, turned toward the forest, and began to pick his way over the tumbled scar.” tired mama piggy lmao
  • he wants to make a sundial?? hes so smart aw
  • piggy thinking ralph’s patronizing smile was a friendly one :( :( he just wants a friendddd hes so naive & sweet im sadddd
  • i think it’s implied most of the other boys (particularly the choir boys & ralph) are from a nicer, more upper class part of england, &, despite his intelligence, piggy’s more lower class, judging by his cockney-esque accent (his use of ‘them’ instead of ‘those’, etc.) and also “piggy was an outsider, not only by accent, which did not matter…” idk why this is cute i dunno
  • “piggy arrived, out of breath and whimpering like a littlun.” me in pe. but also poor thing ;-;
  • “piggy sniveled and simon shushed him as though he had spoken too loudly in church.” i interpreted shushed as, like, consoled, more than, like, ‘quit crying, ya baby’, which was more what he was doing, but still…first of many cute piggy & simon interactions. i’d ship them but theyre like twelve so nah. but they cute as buddies
  • “this was too bitter for piggy, who forgot his timidity in the agony of his loss. he began to cry out, shrilly: ‘you and your blood, jack merridew! you and your hunting! we might have gone home-’” this hurts because if jack hadn’t gone hunting, they may have been rescued before simon or piggy died :( :( :( horrible vague foreshadowing
  • simon getting piggy’s glasses for him when jack throws em ;-;
  • simon giving his piece of meat (not a euphemism, goddamnit) to piggy.. god simons so sweet hes my second fav
  • “only, decided ralph as he faced the chief’s seat, i can’t think. not like
    piggy…he could go step by step inside that fat head of his, only piggy was no chief. but piggy, for all his ludicrous body, had brains.”
    why does ralph resent piggy sm. it’s like it psychically hurts him to compliment him, even just in his own head. jeez. just cuz someones fat doesnt mean they cant be smart?? the 50s were weird
  • “piggy came and stood outside the triangle. this indicated that he wished to listen, but would not speak; and piggy intended it as a gesture of disapproval.” aka ‘i’m mad at everyone so im gonna stand two feet away & glare at you all’ aw haha
  • when he tiptoes onto the triangle cuz hes done w his protesting ahaha aw
  • “piggy held out his hands for the conch but ralph shook his head.” idk i thought the mental image was cute. “gimme pls” “nuh uh”
  • what he says about the beast & life being scientific…me & piggy would be buds if he was real lmao
  • “ralph nodded to piggy. ‘go on. ask him.’ piggy knelt, holding the conch. ‘now then. what’s your name?’ the small boy twisted away into his tent. piggy turned helplessly to ralph..” honestly piggy & ralph are the mom & dad of the colony (jack being the asshole uncle) it’s so cute
  • “’that’s a clever beast,’ said piggy, jeering, ‘if it can hide on this island.’” sarcastic piggy is sarcastic
  • more sarcastic piggy earlier in the book: “you got your small fire all right” i lob him
  • indignant & shrill piggy… and his quote: “’what are we? humans? or animals? or savages?’” honestly lowkey want that tattooed
  • i fuckin hate jalph but admittedly jack’s jealous lil “’that’s right–favor piggy as you always do.’” is salty & gay lmao
  • the whole three blind mice convo…i luv
  • particular highlight in that scene: “’i’m scared of him,’ said piggy, ‘and that’s why i know him. if you’re scared of someone you hate him but you can’t stop thinking about him. you kid yourself he’s all right really, an’ then when you see him again; it’s like asthma an’ you can’t breathe. i tell you what. he hates you too, ralph—’” POOR BABYYY 
  • also “’i know about people. i know about me. and him. he can’t hurt you: but if you stand out of the way he’d hurt the next thing. and that’s me.” IN THE END ROGER’S THE ONE WHO HURTS HIM UGH :(
  • “’keep piggy out of danger.’” YOU ASSHOLES LET HIM DIE
  • piggy holding his breath until his asthma acts up & then the boys just leave him??? what dicks
  • “jack cleared his throat and spoke in a queer, tight voice. ‘we mustn’t
    let anything happen to piggy, must we?’”
     AND THEN YOU LET HIM D I E U SALTY BITCH QUIT IT
  • “piggy put on his one glass and looked at ralph. ‘now you done it. you been rude about his hunters.’ ‘oh shut up!’” why dont more ppl ship them?? compared to jalph theres nothing??? theyre like a married couple it’s precious. like i said - mom & dad of the island.
  • piggy getting braver & being more of a leader once jack leaves!!! im proud of him!!
  • he [simon] sought for help and sympathy and chose piggy” k the two most humane & sympathetic kids on the island, and the two doomed ones, gravitate towards each other & look out for each other & it so sadd
  • piggy being “so full of pride in his contribution to the good of society” he didnt deserve his fate he was so good im so sad
  • samneric & piggy making a little mini feast for them?? thats so cute??? 
  • also “piggy broke into noisy laughter and took more fruit. ‘he might be.’ he gulped his mouthful. ‘he’s cracked’.” piggy u get teased for bein different why would u tease simon (behind his back too) for bein diffrent u hypocrite. noisy laughter tho aw
  • piggy & ralph laying by the fire & talking…ralph didnt deserve piggy honestly he wasnt even grateful until the very end for such a good friend in such a horrible situation??? ugh
  • when he understood how far ralph had gone toward accepting him he flushed pinkly with pride” see? good friendship. piggy just wanted a friend & to be considered valuable. and ralph finally started appreciating him
  • piggy took off his glasses, stepped primly into the water, and then put them on again.” prim: stiffly formal and respectable; feeling or showing disapproval of anything regarded as improper. idk why this is funny to me
  • when he gets annoyed and starts slapping the water & yelling. temper tatrum lmao. dont blame him
  • piggy stirred the sand under water and did not look at ralph. ‘p’raps we ought to go too.’ ralph looked at him quickly and piggy blushed. ‘i mean–to make sure nothing happens.’ ralph squirted water again.” they’re so fuckINGN CUTE
  • piggy touched ralph’s wrist. ‘come away. there’s going to be trouble. and we’ve had our meat.’“ SO MUCH OF THIS STORY WOULDVE BEEN AVOIDED IF THE OTHER BOYS ACTUALLY LISTENED TO PIGGY
  • ralph sat down in the grass facing the chief’s seat and the conch. piggy knelt at his left, and for a long minute there was silence.” i luv their dynamic sm. ruler & adviser. no questions asked. ultimate loyalty. so good.
  • piggy trying to be all rational about simon while ralph freaks out…what a scene. also i luv how awkward their convo w samneric immediately after is
  • piggy wants to be rescued most and hes the one whos killed!!!! bullshit!!!! justice for piggy!!!
  • when ralph says piggy should write a letter to his auntie & he takes it serious & ralph laughs & piggy doesnt get it. awe.
  • the scene where they take his glasses ;-; u made my boi piggy hav an ass-mar attack u monsters,
  • PIGGY GETTIN ALL BADASS & DETERMINED & TALKING ABOUT WHAT HES GONNA TELL JACK 
  • he held out the conch to piggy who flushed, this time with pride” and then “piggy sought in his mind for words to convey his passionate willingness to carry the conch against all odds.” the conch is the only constant on the island, the only dependable thing he has besides ralph, so hes so invested in it, hes pretty much deemed himself the caretaker of the conch, and it dies with him…
  • the scene where piggy reassures ralph & it says “the twins were examining ralph curiously, as though they were seeing him for the first time” is probably my fav scene in the entire book…it just really shows, in a couple of lines, the characters that ralph & piggy are, and what their relationship is like, and why they’re a partnership throughout the whole book. fantastic.
  • “’am i safe?’ quavered piggy. ‘i feel awful–’” fuckin foreshadowing, i hate it. imagine being practically blind on a cliff and then, minutes later, falling to your death. god it’s terrible.
  • piggy crying for ralph not to leave him actually hurts like psychically in my chest. him and simon were babies??? i know it’s fiction but kids are the sweetest things, not even fictional kids deserve to be killed so mercilessly??? im so fuckin sad
  • his last words…powerful and iconic.
  • i dont wanna talk about his death. im very sad
  • k ik it’s terrible but when he died his skull cracked open & his brain more or less fell out (”and stuff came out”, “with his empty head”), and thats p macabre but it’s also symbolic and genius bc when roger killed him he also took away the only thing he had going for him, the only thing that gave him superiority over the others - his intelligence. his brain. 
  • of course, have to end on: “ralph wept for the end of innocence, the darkness of man’s heart, and the fall through the air of the true, wise friend called piggy.” cue me shutting the book, hugging it to my chest, and sobbing
looks - markjin moments masterpost pt.1

hiiiiii loves! this is my first markjin moments masterpost (or MMM for short!) and its going to be of all of the “looks”. the masterposts are sort of like a series but also not, I’ve just sort of grouped moments together in categories and i’ll have a lil running commentary of me flipping my shit. also, i want to make an obvious point, this is not me stealing pictures or gifs and calling them my own (credit to everyone who took these pictures/made these gifs!!!!!), this is just me thinking that it would be nice to have all moments in one place instead of searching for hours through tags :-) okkkkk thats just my psa lmao so enjoy!!!

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anonymous asked:

Do you have any good ereri fics you can recommend? I am seriously lost and I can't find good ones anymore ;-; they could be one-shots, finished fics or still on going, whichever you want, but please help me ç-ç

oh my anon, u r in for a ride~~ i forgot way many fics off of this list probably, but hopefully u will find something to read here!! when it comes to fics i only read complete fics w fairly happy endings, and also for some reason i seem to prefer one/twoshots ??? and like i dont give a flying cock abt who tops/bottoms, ngl i am a huge slut for bottom eren but like i dont differentiate w ereri/riren

u’ve probably had the same couple of fics recced at u thousand times so here are also some lesser known ones that are way fuckin great in my opinion and deserve more recognition~~ i tried to avoid featuring more than one fic from each author but pls check out their other work as well!!

classic ereris

words are trivial - the first ever ereri fic i read and i was instantly i n l o v e like gdi they are so ic in this one and its super realistic tbh p l s read this its great, exactly how i would imagine ereris happening in canon

five years time - m an y e e s s !!! continuing with the classic ereris bc im always a slut for touch-starved eren tbh. the only problem i have w this fic is that i need like 100000k more of it

the misanthrope - this fic srsly needs to be recced more!!!! i dont understand why this isnt on every person’s rec list bc this right here is the very definition of classic ereris. canonverse au, cutie eren meets grumpy scouting legion veteran levi.

playing favorites - this is literally so what i am about ,this is everything iwant in life pls i need more ereri fics like this i cant function srsly when i think abt this fico kok, levi spoils eren bc lbr that boy deserves all the nice things

morning breath - maaan this is just really nice and smooth and leisurely, def a classic piece of ereri

not to curry flavor - two of my favorite things, ereri and descriptions of food~~ levi worries for his lil cutie and cooks him a meal

the art of wooing - okokok i dont like reccing several fics from the same author but this is too cute!!!! titan eren woos levi w rocks!!! pls read!!!!

cool ass aus

pastel eren - yyyYYWEEEEAAA pastel eren!!! i love pastel eren in case u havent noticed

wisdom lost - yeEEE this was super great and hilarious, eren gets his wisdom teeth remove and is rly damn high and then they fuck~~ 

look at me (the way i look at you) - MY CHRISTMAS PRESETN!!!! its super fluffy and cute, and u can def read this even if its not christmas. eren gets sick and levi cares for him and pines hardcore

always - do u wanna cry~~ short as balls and sad but also fluffy

window washer au - a number of drabbles abt window washer eren and office worker levi whos smitten w him~~ 

gross kinks

what a catch - pwp daddy kink, i have no excuses tbh u can judge me all u want lol

blood sticks - and now for something completely different ahahahahahahahhhhhh. sorry i know i am a terrible person and ok the violent descriptions kinda make me cringe but ngl i love a masochistic eren

precious gift - ok o kok so before u unfollow me for reccing this, pls consider a moment. theres some srs noncon and other fucked up shit right here, but the author recognizes it and doesnt try to pass it off as a healthy relationship. the petplay here is written rly damn well like a+++

the greatest view - ahahaaa compared to the others this isnt actually gross at all, some great bondage and dirty talk and praise kink and bottom levi

forest boy - frickles in the woods~~ idk somehow this has a rly beautiful mood 

dragon’s blood - rly damn sensual pwp, like holy hell man and omg i jUST NOTICED RIGHT NOW THIS IS BY RARYU???? WTF I DIDNT KNOW THIS WAS UR FIC OMG IM DUMB

coming clean - literally super filthy smut, oh my~~ 

didn’t find anything nice and now are forever disgusted by my tastes? here are some other peoples’ rec lists:

cat’s recs (both ongoing and finished and also pwps, quality person and an ereri connoisseur, we have remarkably similar tastes loool)

fuzzyporcupine’s recs (a fuckload of fics, rly damn well organized, most of them quality except for that one dentist au lol who even wrote that) (srsly this was the first ever rec page i ever found my stuff on and promptly shat a brick)

bfketh’s smut recs aaayy (so many dicks, also some erurirens so avert ur eyes if that isnt ur thing)

vaneh’s recs (rly damn aesthetic posts, will look way pretty on ur blog when u reblog them, well organized and described, the only downside is that a few of my fics r on here lol) (but tbh if ur following me then im p sure that u dont mind this type of content)

pom-pom-pomodoro’s fluffy recs (!!!!fluffy, u had me at fluffy)

kitty’s fic recs (rly damn quality person once again, a lot of well known fics but tbh u will probs find trashy porn as well bc she loves ass)

corporalmizuki’s recs (other ships than ereri also included)

and also the ereri fic rec tag, its p quiet there most of the time but ive found a couple of nice things there~~

the only REAL hero in CACW is Rhodey

what makes a hero a “hero”? someone who is selfless, and fights to protect the innocent because its the Right Thing To Do.

All of the heroes in CACW are ultimately ruled by personal loyalties and/or emotions. the only one who is motivated PURELY for the sake of peace and the people, AND because its the right thing to do? is Rhodey.  

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the songs of hamilton interpreted by claire
  • ACT I:
  • alexander hamilton: hi my name is alexander dark’ness dementia raven washington hamilton and i have long dark hair (that’s how i got one of my names) with purple streaks and red tips that reaches my mid-back and dark brown eyes and a lot of people tell me i look like lin-manuel miranda (AN: if u dont know who he is get da hell out of here!) i’m not related to george washington but i wish i was because he’s a major fucking hottie. i’m a politician but my ideals are true and pure. i lived in st. croix until i was 17 (i’m nineteen). i’m a federalist (in case you couldn’t tell) and I wear mostly outdated clothes (according to jefferson). i love princeton and once punched a bursar there. a lot of preps stared at me. i put up my middle finger at them.
  • aaron burr, sir: notice me seymour
  • my shot: don’t fucking get in my way or i will punch you just like i did that bursar
  • the story of tonight: basically the song drink with me but like years before the student revolution
  • the schuyler sisters: the greatest people you will ever meet
  • farmer refuted: and the worst
  • you’ll be back: everyone’s favorite mad king doesn’t understand why the colonies are breaking up with him
  • right hand man: generals have a lot of shit on their plate, okay?
  • a winter’s ball: fuckboys galore
  • helpless: eliza worms her way into your heart and takes up permanent residence there
  • satisfied: angelica earns her name, is actual angel, too selfless, too pure for this show
  • the story of tonight: fuckboys 2 - fuckboys strike back
  • wait for it: ham just bc ur impulsive as hell doesn’t mean all of us are
  • stay alive: i’m a general WHEEEEEEEEEeeee
  • ten duel commandments: hahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahhahahahahahhaa YOU THINK YOU’RE CLEVER DON’T YOU LIN (you are)
  • meet me inside: the equivalent of being pulled into the principal’s office
  • that would be enough: okay what did hamilton do to deserve eliza? where can i find someone like her?
  • guns and ships: lafayette saves the day, is fantastic
  • history has its eyes on you: don’t fuck up son (don’t call me son)
  • yorktown, the world turned upside down: HERCULES MULLIGAAAAAAAAAAAAN (also does this song remind anyone else of those “here’s what you missed on last week’s episode!” recap things?(
  • what comes next: king george is that ex that keeps showing up on your facebook timeline making sad status updates that are very clearly about you
  • dear theodosia: excuse me while i weep into my old blankie
  • non-stop: literally everyone begging ham to just sHUT UP
  • ACT II:
  • what’d i miss: this just in - thomas jefferson was kind of a dick
  • cabinet battle #1: okay literally the only thing that i’m thinking about is that rap battle video where everyone’s freaking out and the one guys walks past with his hands on his face like he just saw the second coming of christ, and what i’m trying to say is that i was that guy when i listened to this song
  • take a break: "is he comma sexting me?"
  • say no to this: fuck you hamilton
  • the room where it happens: burr just really wants to be popular okay?
  • schuyler defeated: burr, well-known metamorphagus morphs into a democratic republican, leaves schuyler family in lurch
  • cabinet battle #2: sucks to be u jeff
  • washington on your side: “hamilton only got cast for the lead over me because hes friends with the director” - jefferson, probably
  • one last time: hamilton makes valid points, washington ignores, talks about vines
  • i know him: jonathan groff comes on for what is probably one of the last whimsical moments of the show
  • the adams administration: john adams gets owned by ham, ham destroys own career
  • we know: "HA U SUCKERS THOUGHT I DID SOMETHING BAD, BUT GUESS WHAT? I DID SOMETHING EVEN WORSE"
  • hurricane: hamilton has seen some shit, alright
  • the reynolds pamphlet: "what’s the worst possible thing i could do to myself?"
  • burn: i’m going to fucking set you on fire alexander
  • blow us all away: philip is an actual cinnamon roll, too good, too pure for this world
  • stay alive pt. 2: :(
  • it’s quiet uptown: “and now to come up with a song that will simultaneously break the audience’s hearts and turn them into dribbling piles of emotion” - lin-manuel miranda, probably
  • the election of 1800: "are you fucking KIDDING ME???? LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE also fuck burr, jefferson for president 1800"
  • your obedient servant: listen up sweetie(:
  • best of wives and best of women: why
  • the world was wide enough: "I FUCKED UP" burr cries after killing hamilton
  • who lives, who dies, who tells your story: eliza is an angel, everyone has something nice to say about u after u die apparently, i sit crying and wondering why i’m so invested in a musical that brings me so much pain
Reel Love - Court81981
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So today (2.26) marks the birthday of one of the first people I connected with in this fandom. Until I read Legend, I had reviewed many fics, but that story was the first time I was also compelled to PM the author and open a dialogue. She wrote me back, and a correspondence was born.

Eighteen months later and I can say I am proud to call this talented woman my friend. I’m humbled to have the chance to work with her, and to be a small part of her creative endeavors. I value her feedback on my work, and I am a better writer for it.

Unfortunately, I am also a flake lately, thanks to some RL crap, and I almost royally fucked up her birthday. I would have been a month late and a story short. So this preview is from an idea that she asked me for months ago. I had started to write it as a one-shot for her birthday when I thought it was in March, but now it’s a full-fledged WIP planned to post after Crash My Party and Windfall wrap.

So, HGRomance, you magical storyteller, here is the start of your Everlark Joshifer fic, Reel Love. You can thank Ro Nordmann for the ridiculously gorgeous banner. Happy, happy birthday, you star.

Thank you to iLoVeRynMar and streetlightlove for holding my hand as I planned this out.

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MUSIC BANK IN MEXICO BRuUuuUuUUHHhhH (long ass post)

FUUUUUCK FUCK FUUUUUUUCK FUCKK OK CHILL im chill


Ill start from the beginning. I got sooo fucking lucky u have no idea when i got there I was like in 3rd or 4th row and then idk how but i ended up in front row in like the floor zone and I COULD SEE EVERYTHING.  My friend and I 

(follow her ayee)

 made some friends but mostly her I was too busy trying to get to the front and i did eventually lmao. I have bruises bc I was between the crowd and the metal bar thingy but I don’t even care, the crowd was actually pretty decent compared to Teen Top’s. I HAD SO MANY MAGICAL MOMENTS BUT IM DUMB AND I CANT MAKE GIFS SO ILL SOME ADD SCREENSHOTS KEEP IN MIND THAT MOST OF THEM ARENT EVEN ZOOMED IN 

OK ILL START the concert began with a cool ass introduction of bts, ailee, bap, girls day, exo, infinite and beast DAMN and then they started singing La Bamba CUTE AS FUCK IF YOU ASK ME. Sunggyu, Chanyeol and Doojoon started doing their hosting n stuff awww babies they also spoke spanish awawaww.  

aND THEEEEENNNNN IT WAS TIME FOR ASDFGHJKL BTS ISDHFOIADSHFIDOAS  I SWEAR IT WAS THE HAPPIEST MOMENT OF MY FUCKING LIFE ADFIDOIUFHDWH I STILL CANT BELIEVE I ACTUALLY SAW THEM, LIKE THE BOYS THAT I LOVE SOSOSOOOO MUCH AND I THINK ABOUT 24/7 WERE RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY EYES. THEY ARE SO TALENTED THEIR DANCING IS ON POINT AND THOSE VOCALS MAN WHAT THE FUCK KOOKIE SENT ME TO HEAVEN TBH AND LETS JUST SAY THAT I ALMOST HAD A SEIZURE WITH THEM RAPING SKILLS LIKE SHIT SON GET IT. THEY DID WE ARE BULLETPROOF, DANGER, BOY IN LUV, THEN THEY TALKED FOR A BIT AND FINALLY :(((((( THEY SANG ATTACK ON BANGTAN. I REALLY WANTED TO SEE HORMONE WAR LIVE BUT ITS OK ALSO LOOK MY BABIES LOOKED SO FUCKING HOT 

JHOPE STARING STRAIGHT INTO MY SOUL PLANTING UNHOLY THOUGHTS THEEENNNNNN MY BABY JIMIN, MY SUNSHINE JIMIN SAT AT THE EDGE OF THE STAGE AND I S2G TEARS WERE FORMING IN MY EYES I MEAN THE LOVE OF MY LIFE WAS SO CLOSE TO ME OMG



PPPPAAAAAARRRRRRKKKKKK JJJJJJJJIIIIIIIIIIIIIMMMMMIIIIIIIIIINNNNN


IIIIIIIMMM IIIIIIIINNNN LLLLOOOOVVEEE WWWIIIIIITTTTHHHH YYOOOUU Ok next is Girl’s Day DAMN those girls can put on a show. They sang Expectation, Darling and Something (HOT AS FUCK IM SURPRISED I DIDNT FAINT LMAO). I dont know why they only did those songs i mean later they did “Suerte” by Paty Cantú BTW WHAT THE HELL THEIR ACCENTS ARE SO GOOD but I honestly wanted to see more still those girls are SO BEAUTIFUL LIKE HOLY SHIT I HAD MENTAL BREAKDOWN and they have the sweetest voices. 

Concert Tip:

 don’t try to do girl group choreographies, your butt will land in strangers’ hands and ppl around you will be very mad. 

YURA PLS TAKE ME I WILL BE A BETTER HUSBAND THAN JONGHYUN

Then it was Ailee’s stage. HOOOOOOOOOOOOOLYYYY SHIIIITTTTTT THIS WOMAN. THIS WOMAN. She’s truly a godess. I had no idea she had that voice, like I knew she had an amazing voice but SHE KILLED ME AND BROUGHT ME BACK 2 LIFE WITH THEM VOCAL CORDS. She sang Don’t Touch Me DAMN GURL, U&I DAAAAMN GUUUURL, and DAAAAAAAAAAAAAM GUUUUUUUUUURL. THAT BALLAD DOE no joke i had tears in my eyes. She is soooooo pretty and cute. She said she was surprised that we sang along and she genuinely looked happy aw bABYYY.

lmao the quality here sucks but u get my point of her holy being 

Then Yoseob, Sunggyu and Youngjae came out and sang “Corre” by Jesse & Joy AND IT WAS BEAUTIFUL MAN im still not over their spanish its so good THE FUCK then like I said before Girl’s Day came out again and sang “Suerte” CUTE AS HELL. Then a dance group did a cover of No More Dream and BTS came out again and danced together it was so cool honestly but Jimin didnt lift his shirt what the hell man pls think about me the fans. 

These guys seemed familiar and the I REALIZED THEY ARE MY FRIEND’S FRIENDS AND ONE OF THEM IS HER COUSIN WHAT THE FUCK WE COULDVE HAD BACKSTAGE OR SOMETHING BUT THE DUDE CALLED KEN DIDNT TOLD HER FUCKKKK SHE WAS SO MAD IT WAS HILARIOUS BUT STILL FUCKKKK

okokokokok then BAP CAME OUT AND OH MY GOOOOOOOD OHHHH MYY GOOOOOD I think their stage was the one i enjoyed the most. They just went off, like full power u know I was ready to fight someone, it was glorious. They started off with 1004 (Angel), No Mercy DAMN I lost my shit so many times bc FUCKING MOON JONGUP AND FUCKING BANG YONGGUK CAN NOT CONTROL THEIR THRUST DANCING RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY FACE LOOK

I DONT THINK YOU GUYS UNDERSTAND THIS ISNT ZOOMED IN I WAS THIS CLOSE OF THE POWER OF THE D I WILL LEARN TO GIF JUST FOR THE SAKE OF IT ok so yeah no mercy and then One Shot, maaaaaaaaan bap deserves all of the awards ever bc every single one of them is sososo talented I fell in love even more than before FUCK

lmao look at yongguk’s arms

Anyways, after bap it was EXO’s time, DUDE people went craaaaazy (i dont blame them tho) They looked fancy af in their white suits. I really tried to get a pic of Sehun’s ass but the guy never came around where I was DAMN IT, there was also a KAISOO sign and I thank the lord for giving that girl a cardboard and a sharpie. They sang Overdose, Growl and Lucky ,dude, during Lucky i had some magical moments with Baekhyun im not kidding ill upload the videos later the guy was right in front of me and didnt move at all but then Chanyeol… this fucker came walking straight towards me looking at me and posed for a pic or something and GODDAMN IT I WANTED TO PUNCH HIM IN THE FACE HE IS SO FUCKING CUTE 

BAEKHYUN PIERCING MY SOUL WITH HIS BLUE CONTACTS U AINT FOOLIN ANYBODY BUT KEEP THEM ON A+ QT AND MY SHITTY PHONE COULDNT FOCUS CHANYEOL WELL BUT HES STILL CUTE AF 

That phone is blocking Sehun’s ass damn :((((((

Ok now Infinite HOLY SHIT their high notes got me good, i was ready to get my ass to church and join the choir. Everything was super chill as fuck and then BAAAMMM everybody was singing and dancing like maniacs, they started with Last Romeo, The Chaser, Back, and Destiny. They did such a good performance honestly everybody was so TURNT

Now let me tell you something, DONGWOO, THIS MAN JUST LOOK AT HIM, HE JUST WENT AND KNELT DOWN IN FRONT OF US AND GRABBED MY FRIEND’S HAND WHAT THE FUCK KAORI U LUCKY BASTARD

LOOK AT HIM HE LOOKS SO HAPPY TO BE HERE AWWW BABY

After Infinite’s performance Ailee came to stage again awww she looked beautiful and sang “Donde Voy” I swear this woman had me in tears, EXO also came out again and sang “Sabor A Mi”. Chanyeol took out his guitar and he didnt rap he sang IN SPANISH it was so beautiful. I dont understand how can their accent be sooo good the fuck. 

When Beast came out they began with 12:30 so everything was nice and chill but then they sang Good Luck and Beautiful Night AND EVERYBODY WENT CRAZY SHIT SON IT WAS WILD PPL WERE SO CHILL AT THE BEGINNING BUT WE WENT OFF WITH THEM THERE WAS SUCH A FUN VIBE HONESTLY WE WERE ALL DANCING AND SINGING V NICE V NICE

u ok there boys?

OK SO THE ENCORE BRUH, SO MANY MAGICAL MOMENTS I SWEAR MOSTLY BAP YAASSS YASSSS YAAAAAASSS they obviously sang Run To You and then left but they came out again like 3 times more #THANKYOUBASEDGOD but look at some pictures from the whole thing REMEMBER THESE ARENT EVEN ZOOMED IN AHKJDFHIADJKFHIAKSDJFHKJVBDKSJHIUDAHSFKJHADFAJKHFLAKJ

okokok lets start with Himchan he was being super cute n shit and then he noticed that I was recording him or something and started doing funny faces aww hes so dumb i died on the spot WHY CANT I GIF HOLY SHIT

THIS MAN. THIS LITTLE MAN NEVER LEFT MY PART OF THE STAGE I HAVE LIKE 3 MINTES WORTH OF HIM JUST DANCING AND BEING A CUTE LIL SHIT WHICH IS LIKE 30 HOURS IN A FANGIRL HEART BUT 

LOOK AT THIS HE WAS POSING FOR MY FRIEND TO TAKE A PICTURE (THE RIGHT ONE IS THE ONE SHE TOOK) BUT SHE TOOK IT WHEN HE STOPPED POSING LMAO SHE IS SO DUMB IM SO HAPPY 4 HER HE IS HER BIAS AW SHE IS STILL V DUMB I LOVE U KEYO

JIIIIIIMIIIIN KEEP THAT TONGUE IN YOUR DAMN MOUTH BEFORE I RIP IT OUT FT. CUTE SMILING BABY HOBI N SUGA CAMEO ILOOVEEYOUU

OK NOW THE HIGHLIGHT OF MY NIGHT: FUCKING YOUNGJAE OUT OF NOWHERE KNELT DOWN IN FRON OF ME FOR LIKE A MINUTE REMEMBER THAT NON OF THESE ARE ZOOMED IN HOLY SHIT

I S2G I WILL LEARN HOW TO MAKE GIFS PJOAOUHOFOJADJNJNSAAD

YYYYYYOOOOOUNNNNNGGGJJJAAAAAERRROIHFJODIHFJDFJJAFP

I will upload the videos on this youtube channel later but keep in mind that i recorded with an iphone so they are a lil bit shakey and some times I recorded things sideways, and then the right way and then the other way and stuff idk im really dumb

a lot of cute and funny stuff happened like ppl were throwing their bras at exo and bap so staff came out and told them to stop or they would stop recording the concert aND SPEAKING OF RECORDING I AM 200% SURE THAT I WILL BE ON THE OFFICIAL VIDEO BC THERE WAS THE MEXICAN CAMERA CREW AND THIS GUY KOREAN GUY WHOM WERE ALWAYS FILMING MY FRIEND AND I LIKE TEHY NEVER STOPPED IT WAS ACTUALLY KINDA AWKWARD BUT WHATEVER BITCH HELL YEAH

So yeaaah HELL YEEEEEAAAAAHHH that’s how it went, I think this was the best day of my life tbh words can not explain how happy I was I CAN LEAVE THE EARTH IN PEACE . Im sorry this long ass post and im pretty sure made a lot of mistakes writing this but im too lazy to formulate sentences decently bye