being chubby is not a bad thing it just means there is more of you to love look at Rose Quartz she’s chubby and she’s amazing. Chub is not a bad thing.
Hair grows and changes and it is probably just u thinking its weird. You aren’t gross at all. You can look at some different hair tutorials on braiding your hair up if its longer to make you feel cute, and if its short you cn try making soe flower crown with vines in your yard.
Also, if you can? maybe try smoothies to drink/make in the morning.?I made one this morning because that is what a lot of people told me to do yesterday and I feel kind of a lot better I think.
Here is the smoothie I made this morning:
-1 ½ cup strawberries (i used frozen strawberries so the smoothie would be cold)
-½ tsp sugar
-1/3 cup cottage cheese
-½ cup milk
-1 tsp Chia seeds
and I added 1 leaf of Kale but u don’t have to do that. And I also put in a spoonful of hemp protein powder because I need more protein and stuff.
Here is another smoothie that I am going to try tomorrow and its called, *pause for dramatic effect* “sunrise smoothie” pfft
-1 cup frozen berries + 1 frozen banana(cut the banana up b4 u freeze it so its easier to blend
-1 peeled orange
-4-6 oz of greek yogurt OR 4-6 oz of cottage cheese either work
-2 or 3 spoonfuls of hemp protein powder
given though these require you to have a blender and frozen fruties and cottage cheese and hemp powder which is expensive(but lasts a long time but a bottle of the stuff cost 13 bucks on amazon prime versus about 16 in kroger, so its not really cheap which is sucky
and do things to focus on loving yourself outside of this, look in the mirror and say look at my beautiful curves and my beautiful chub I am beautiful and fabulous , even if you don’t believe it tell yourself you are beautiful in the morning or whatever you need to do, becuz u are beautiful
and try having dance parties in your bedroom while you’re in ur pjs (for me just a tshirt and soft pants) and turn ur music up and dance like Christina Yang or Callie Torres from greys anatomy ahh
i am sending you a very big hug too, i hope u feel better soon.