i really don't know what to do so

If you read my works

I will delete both my fanfics in progress, “Burdens of Blood” and “The She King” because it’s been so long and I cannot write a single word. I know I won’t finish them and I don’t want to just leave them out there unfinished.
Also, I will take some time with writing in general. I really thought writing would be good for me but it has been doing more bad than good and I don’t feel as motivated or excited as before. I know I reached 1,000 followers recently and I should be doing something to celebrate but my mind is not in the best place right now, it hasn’t been for a while, and idk I really feel like I should take some time.
I am really sorry and I hope you all can understand. I’ll still be around, so if anyone wants to talk I will be here.

I know I say this a lot but I really really wish I wasn’t here. Everything is too much and I’m in so much pain and it hurts. I don’t even know what I’m doing or what’s happening anymore. I feel so sad and empty. And ppl seem to get annoyed with me and it all hurts so damn much. I just don’t know what to do. And I just believe that everyone and everything will be better off without me.

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#princely

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infodumping about the ocean

Some doodles I did on the side yesterday night ( @blesstale drew Zunde that there ) including Dreby taking his first steps. I saw this kid screaming “NOOOO!” at some meat in a grocery store before running to his mom, so there we go ✌️

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#creeping creeping creeping…

Draco: Pansy, tell me some tips on how to flirt.

Pansy: It’s simple really. You hold their gaze, try looking into their eyes. You can smile at them. Maybe start greeting them or ask them out.

Draco: *staring at Potter across the great hall*

Pansy: Why are you glaring at Potter again.

Draco: Well you said ‘hold their gaze’. I’m holding his gaze!

Pansy: Not with narrowed eyes and a lifted eyebrow!

*30 mins later in the hallway*

Draco: *passes Potter, tries to smile*

Pansy: *whispers* Why are you sneering at him now?

Draco: You said smile! 

Pansy: That’s not how you smile!

Draco: UGH WHATEVER

*in front of the Potions’ classroom*

Draco: What’s up Scarhead?

Pansy: I SAID ‘GREET THEM’ NOT INSULT THEM.

Draco: WELL MAYBE YOU SHOULD GIVE CLEARER INSTRUCTIONS NEXT TIME!

Harry: Wha-?

Draco: SHUT UP, POTTER! 

Harry:

Draco: Also, you’re going to Hogsmeade with me this weekend!

Harry: I -?

Draco: YES, IT’S A DATE OMG FIGURE IT OUT ALREADY

Harry: *wide eyed just nods*

Pansy: *smug* My instructions always work.

Fleur Delacour

some people make me feel so worthless, it hurts sometimes, I just wish to sleep for over a week without dealing with anything.

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ShootWeek: Day 3 ↳ favorite Root friendship(s)

Am I the only one that doesn’t care at all that Mon El said that he loved Kara before Sanvers have said it? Like the relationship between Kara and Mon El is messy and lacks development, so I’m not surprised that he said that he loved her so quickly. In all honesty he may not even truly love her, she’s just the first person he’s truly been attached to and not a hook up, which he was doing on Daxam. 

BUT Sanvers has been developed and I’m just waiting for that special moment that they actually say it. Not some type of “I’m saying this cause I don’t want to lose you bullshit,” but they say it cause it’s true. Cause they truly can’t live without one another and love each other, ride or die. When they do say it, it will be impactful and not easily forgotten like Mon El’s confession.

Kool-aid Vase Incident | 17.08.17
  • Someone in chat: Talk about the vase thing.
  • Dan: Yeah, Phil what the hell is up with your kool-aid vase incident?
  • Phil: Right, let me explain...
  • Dan: Have you explained this?
  • Phil: NO! It was a...
  • Dan: Seriously, what is wrong with this guy? Explain it.
  • Phil: The kool-aid it said...
  • Dan: No, go back. Context.
  • Phil: In my video...
  • Dan: Which video?
  • Phil: My Sleepless Night With Phil...
  • Dan: This is why I interrupt Phil.
  • Phil: Yeah.
  • Dan: He leaves out... look, I let him start things 'cause I'm nice like that but if he just goes "the kool-aid went in this!" It's like look... they don't know what you're...
  • Phil: Let's rewind, sit by the fire, open the book and tell you a tale about the glass of the vase. Basically, in my Sleepless Night With Phil video, I was making kool-aid and the kool-aid said to prepare it in a large drink receptacle, so I thought what's large? None of these glasses, I'm going to use this massive glass.
  • Dan: It's... it wasn't a glass! It was a flower vase.
  • Phil: It was in the cupboard with all the glasses!
  • Dan: Was it?
  • Phil: Yes!
  • Dan: Why?
  • Phil: I don't know! I didn't put it there.
  • Dan: Didn't you?
  • Phil: I just thought it was a massive glass but it turns out it is a flower vase but it makes a really good drink. Do you know when you have a massive mug for a big hot chocolate if you're having one of those nights? You know?
  • Dan: *hesitant* Yeah... *laughs*
  • Phil: Yeah, well if you're going to have an eight hour session on the laptop, just pour one drink into a vase and you don't have to get up again.
  • Dan: I guess? Sure.
  • Phil: Just make sure it's got no flower bits in it.
  • Dan: But there are big drinks receptacles that are like cylinders...
  • Phil: There can be like three pints in that!
  • Dan: Wouldn't you like cut your lip on it because it's not what it's supposed to be?
  • Phil: No, just think outside of the box, Dan. That's what you need to do.
old but i had to do this...
  • looks like a cinnamon roll but could actually kill you: stephanie patrick
  • looks like a cinnamon roll and is actually a cinnamon roll: matthew patrick
  • looks like they could kill you but is actually a cinnamon roll: jason parker
  • sinnamon roll: chris widin

pull yourself together district leader