i really do i hate ur everything

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‘  if i’m ever murdered i hope they make the chalk outline of my body hot  ’
‘  i hope you end up ok  ’
‘  i’m crying my best  ’
‘  how fucked up would it be if an astronaut was coming back to earth and everybody hid for a bit  ’
‘  some kid just skateboarded down my street crying  ’
‘  do you ever get in an “i don’t know” phase in your life. where you literally don’t have a solid answer to anything. you. just. don’t. know.  ’
‘  i guess at this point i should just consider dating myself  ’
‘  which of the three pillars of modern music is your favourite: burnin’ up by the jonas brothers, beautiful soul by jesse mccartney, or lucky by britney spears?  ’
‘  you know my name… and also my story cause i overshare 24/7 tbh  ’
‘  @ all of u that hate mint ice cream: what happened  ’
‘  there is no doubt in my mind i’m really that bitch  ’
‘  after you hit 21, you start forgetting your age cause ain’t nothing else to look forward to, besides sweet death  ’
‘  why am i not currently in the italian countryside with a fruit plate wearing a light linen dress? unacceptable  ’
‘  hands are weird because one of them can do absolutely everything without a problem and the other one can’t even hold a spoon  ’
‘  remember to drink a fucking shit ton of water every miserable day of ur life  ’
‘  what the fuck is a good day  ’
‘  sleeping pattern: ??¿?¿??¿¿¿?¿  ’
‘  is he………you know…….*makes football throwing motion*….straight?  ’
‘  does anyone else have a resting bitch face™, but kinda enjoys looking intimidating  ’
‘  i’m not like most girls [rips off sunglasses]… i like most girls  ’
‘  time flies when u take a 2hr depression nap in the middle of the day  ’
‘  roses are red, i’m going to bed  ’
‘  u know when ur hairs greasy and it makes u feel so so so bad about urself. and ur entire life. everything is awful bc my hair is greasy  ’
‘  i’m just so glad the word “ugh” was invented  ’
‘  just another day of loving with all my heart and believing in the universe  ’
‘  you know when dogs sit outside with their face turned towards the sun and their eyes closed and they look so relaxed and when you pet them they’re warm that’s how I want to feel always  ’
‘  come into bed and listen to the rain with me  ’
‘  i hope all my girls out here r safe n being loved  ’
‘  people are so petty and then here i am, me, an angel,   ’
‘  i want to have angel wings and be kinder, braver and more tender  ’
‘  concept: a really nice italian restaurant but it’s spelled “spagooter” on the menu and the waiters won’t take your order unless you pronounce it like that  ’
‘  i want kids but i’m scared they’ll blame me if they’re ugly  ’
‘  does anyone have any tips for not thinking about it  ’
‘  “what’s a queen without her king?” well, historically, better  ’
‘  i want something that doesn’t taste like alcohol but has a lot of alcohol in it  ’
‘  i’m alive out of spite  ’
‘  the beatles wouldn’t even fucking exist if big time rush hadn’t paved the path for them so shut the fuck up  ’
‘  a bad person? who, me? that would be correct,  ’
‘  you hate me? wow u think ur hot shit and original huh well i hated me first so u can go grab a number and wait ur turn  ’
‘  my heart does a little “!” when I see you  ’
‘  i just want to say from the bottom of my heart i didn’t sign up for this shit  ’
‘  i deadass lost interest in everything. im just cruising on autopilot rn  ’
‘  still got love for some people i know i’ll never talk to again.  ’
‘  my mitochondria clearly aren’t working because this bitch has NO FUCKING ENERGY  ’
‘  y’all i get attached to people so quickly wth  ’
‘  i wonder how many strangers hate me bc of how someone else described me to them  ’
‘  for the 80th year in a row, the song of the summer is Everytime We Touch by Cascada  ’
‘  it’s weird to think that people who are 5 ft are only 5 subways long ’
‘  in alcohol’s defense i’ve done some pretty dumb shit while completely sober too  ’
‘  man this has been the worst life of my life  ’
‘  having “feelings” is ruining my reputation of being a heartless bitch  ’
‘  I Have To Be Dramatic. I Have To  ’
‘  forgive and forget?? haha no resent and remember  ’
‘  “you’re obsessed with yourself” and you’re not??? sad. tragic  ’
‘  are people becoming more annoying or am i becoming more angry  ’
‘  do my dark under eye circles and unwashed hair turn you on  ’
‘  KIDS REACT TO existentialism and the inevitability of death  ’
‘  remember to do your best to be positive with a clear mind and believe in aliens because those motherfuckers are real  ’
‘  personality: I DON’T GIVE A FUCK  ’
‘  my gender is “pretty boy”  ’
‘  what others call a rebellious phase i call the sudden realization i don’t deserve to be treated like garbage  ’
‘  what is a sex drive? where is the sex going? does it even have a license?  ’
‘  i don’t want to look “pretty” i want to look otherworldly and vaguely threatening  ’
‘  i’m not interested in being polite or heterosexual  ’
‘  do re me fa so done with you  ’
‘  ctrl alt delete feelings cause i can’t do this shit no more  ’
‘  i may seem like an asshole, but deep down i’m a good person and even deeper down i’m a bigger asshole  ’
‘  should i go back to school tomorrow or should i fling myself into the ocean  ’
‘  am i too judgemental or is everyone annoying: an autobiography by me  ’
‘  are we gonna fuckn hold hands tonight or what bitch  ’
‘  i love drunk me but i don’t trust her  ’
‘  has anyones crush ever actually worked out for them or is that a myth?  ’
‘  i say “fight me” a lot for a girl who is 5′3″ and has a hard time opening some doors because they’re too heavy  ’
‘  if i had a dollar for every time someone called me ugly i’d have 0 dollars bitch u thought lmao  ’
‘  my last words will probably be sarcastic  ’
‘  i used to be a straight a student. now i’m not even straight  ’
‘  ever wonder how different your life would be if that one thing never happened  ’
‘  single and ready to find aliens  ’
‘  it’s very important that i am both cute and powerful  ’
‘  i want to make friends but at the same time no  ’
‘  there’s a special place in hell reserved just for me, it’s called the throne  ’
‘  hi i’m here to ruin everything  ’
‘  i’m glad dogs can’t read the ‘no dogs allowed’ signs so they don’t feel sad and feel left out  ’
‘  we’re all better and gayer people than we used to be  ’
‘  every time i speak i am reminded why i should not  ’
‘  every machine is a smoke machine if you operate it wrong enough  ’
‘  i don’t know what i’m feeling but there is a lot of it  ’
‘  the rumors are true: i’m soft and i just want to be loved  ’
‘  i’m like a hexagon: all my hecks r gone  ’
‘  we all know that one person you get sexually frustrated just looking at  ’
‘  i wonder what it feels like to know what the fuck is going on  ’
‘  my kink: not having to set an alarm for the next morning  ’
‘  on the bright side, at least i am not addicted to cocaine  ’
‘  they called me stupid?? well joke’s on them i don’t even know what that means  ’
‘  i might get a lot of shit for saying this but i think it’s fun to enjoy things  ’
‘  i’m the nicest, sweetest, most rage-filled person i know  ’
‘  assert your dominance by calling your friends by their student id number  ’
‘  there she goes again, being over dramatic and by she, i mean me  ’
‘  if u don’t know how to respond to something just say ‘how dare you’  ’
‘  um that’s u’re* not ur  ’
‘  i wonder what it feels like to know what the fuck is going on  ’
‘  so sick of looking at my purse and not seeing $20,000  ’
‘  literally want to be rich for the clothes  ’
‘  me??? upset???? yes constantly  ’
‘  a good gender neutral term to use is ‘fool’  ’
‘  today’s schedule: suffer  ’
‘  my middle name is actually $$  ’
‘  don’t u hate it when u wake up and ur awake  ’
‘  i want someone who will light a fire in me  ’
‘  i want someone who will light me on fire  ’
‘  i’m too cute for 90% of the shit i go thru  ’
‘  who needs therapy when you can Realize™ things about yourself alone at 1 am  ’
‘  why is there so much blood in my alcohol system  ’
‘  no offense but i am a blessing to this earth  ’
‘  haha oops i care about you  ’
‘  they call me calcium because i give everyone strong bones  ’
‘  do you have that one person that you can’t look at when you’re trying to be mad at them because they’re so cute??  ’
‘  hi i’m here to ruin everything  ’
‘  one day i’m gonna say ‘fight me!’ and someone’s just gonna fuckin deck me  ’
‘  me? a jealous hoe? absolutely  ’
‘  it’s raining but it’s not men so what’s the point  ’
‘  i think i may be gayer than i originally planned  ’
‘  i can’t hang out tomorrow i’m too busy doing nothing alone sorry  ’
‘  me? overreacting? shit probably  ’
‘  i would like to publicly announce that i have no idea what i’m doing  ’
‘  is there a scholarship for trying  ’
‘  me?? using sarcasm as a defense mechanism??????? what?????  ’
‘  i don’t know what i’m feeling but there is a lot of it  ’
‘  i require a lot of attention or you get a lot of attitude  ’
‘  “what the fuck” is an emotion now and it’s the only one i have  ’
‘  you’re important to me, you piece of shit  ’

lil psychosis things:

- *something moves in the corner of ur eye* *turn to look @ moving thing* *thing is now regular thing but you knOW ITS ONLY PRETENDING*
- bugs?? everywhere?? why are they in my skin and my hair why 
- is that a gif
- hey look these two delusions totally contradict each other but they are also somehow both true
- seriously is that a slow moving gif or a photo or
- thinkin ur friends arent real
- thinkin ur friends hate u 
- everyone is In On It. u arent sure what It is but they are In On It. 
- really slow moving hallucinations. u know the ones. like the floor is moving ever so slightly under ur feet or the ceiling shifts a lil and ur like god damn go big or go home son this is hurting my eyes 
- those voices that essentially just shitpost constantly
- tfw suddenly everything phases in and out of existence and ur like woah
- impulse control?? what is that?? 
- seriously i smashed a glass and then squeezed the shards??
- why did i do that
- who knows
- rage

hi my angels! 👼✨ 

i hope ur all doing amazing as u all deserve to be! anyway since i reached a goal of mine i wanted to make sure i took some time to appreciate u, my lovely mutuals! thank u so much for following my messy blog,, it really means a lot to me 😪 seeing u all on my dash and makes me so happy nd im so glad that we’re mutuals,, i love u all very much nd i’d do anything for u all 💌💞 (im so serious sfhsh) pls know that im here for u all, literally just send me an ask or a message about anything (im starting school tmrw so i won’t be as active but) yeah just literally pop in my askbox and tell me about ur day nd id go along with it like??? i love talking to u guys so much so!! 

anyway here we go… (if i forgot u or if u changed ur url im sorry! ill fix it just tell me!) 

💐 = i admire u so much??? ur blog is amazing and i probably aspire to be like u and reblog alot from u (gdhf im so sorry) 

🌟 = even though we have different aesthetics ur blog is everything and i enjoy ur content on my dash!

💗 = we’ve interacted a few times or at all and  ilu pls lets interact more 

🌹 = everytime i see u on my dash i smile,, ur really amazing 

💘 = this is especially for ash,, i hate u well i just want u to know that uh i kinda love u like i dont know what id do without our daily convos n stuff??? ur so funny n im glad i met u…n u kinda mean a lot to me?? yeah ok bye 😪💌 also ten came back to me and made me write this so 


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anonymous asked:

Ok so I feel bad, cause all of hero academia is kids, but I think they look hot?? And I'm not a kid, but when shouto used his fire the first time or izuku showed his 6 ok or man kirishimas hardened mode it's like? Dang??? Its just confliction, most of thge time i just want to hug em but then those times happen and i hate myself

to be fair a lot of the kiddos from bnha don’t look like fifteen-sixteen year olds–Shouji is probably the most extreme example–and, my dude, there’s no shame in finding things nice to look at. as long as u know what ur doing^^

literally every frame of shouto in the anime is beautiful, especially when he uses his fire side. like. goddamn. it’s funny cuz his character design had all the makings to look like a really bad OC ((heterochromia, depressing past, super strong)) but everything about him is super likeable–his personality is the real kicker here though. he’s not your regular cool as a cucumber and silent rival y’know??? he’s just super awkward and doesn’t know how to interact with others to save his life??? he’s super earnest and takes life lessons to heart???? he’s just… such a breath of fresh air compared to other “silent, broody” protagonists and i love horikoshi for breaking the fold by creating shouto.

i don’t know why people don’t really talk about???? how hot izuku is???? i think i’ve been noticing this especially in the recent episodes (and he only gets better from here shit man). look-wise, yeah i can understand why people think he’s plain, but he’s one of those people where the longer you look at them, the more you see something about him that’s really, really nice. for me it was his shoulders and hands for some reason??? they’re really??? defined??? and then when i plugged a good pair of earphones on, i listened to his voice in both english and japanese, and jfc those moments where he mutters/talks to himself is. wow. it’s not just about his voice getting deeper–it’s what he’s talking about and why exactly he’s muttering in the first place. is it possible to find intelligence really attractive??? idk manz.

kirishima overall is freaking dope man i love him. like shouto and izuku he’s super earnest, sweet, and supportive–like, c’mon, bakugou respects him. you can tell he’s special from that alone^^ kirishima when he’s not in hardened mode is wow but when he is he’s just. ow. does that make sense???

yeahhh so ik you were initially talking about appearances anon but my thoughts kinda derailed lolol. like with character designs alone these kids are hella attractive but??? when u see their personalities??? their goals??? their morals??? 

it’s too much for my heart manz.

Of Course Pt. 8 (Kim Seokjin)

Originally posted by hopeatuuli


“I’ll go if the others ask what I’m doing tell them I just went for a walk to think about philosophy or some shit.”

Word Count: 1.2k

Genre: Angst, (Flashback fluff)

Warnings: Drinking, smoking
A/N:

I’m glad how this series has grown! Thank you to everyone who reads, likes and rebloggs, I appreciate it a lot! Enjoy <3

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“I’ve barely slept, I’m running purely on coffee and I’m positive it’s unhealthy, I’ve been smoking so much and I’ve just been feeling generally ill,” You said as your voice raised slightly. “But yes, I’m okay.”

“You just contradicted yourself.”

“Yes I did but I am okay.”

“You’re lying though.”

“I’m okay.”

“No, you’re not.”

“Yes, I am.”

“No, you’re not.”

“I’m fine.”

“For once, stop pretending you’re okay! Just talk to me!”


“Why should I? It’s not like you ever cared anyway!”

“Why would you ever think that?”
“Because you said you don’t love me!” You seethed, a few tears you didn’t know you had left escaping your eyes and falling onto the carpet. You pushed past Jin in the doorway and walked out into the living room where the rest of the boys were. Jin still stood in his place as the rest of them stared at you. I guess we weren’t quiet with our arguing. You thought. It was awkward, to say the least, the air was tense and uncomfortable. It was as if they stopped talking and thinking and were just paying attention to you, some of them scanning your features and condition and the rest just staring. You quickly walked to the door, not letting yourself take in the familiar doorway and the plant they never moved and the piles of shoes at the front of the door. You weren’t going to let yourself remember everything again.

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anonymous asked:

Crime lord x innocent one AUs? Or something along those lines?

What a wonderful idea :)

  • I just got the shit beaten out of me over a bad deal and my ass ended on the side of the street, where you just so happened to stumble across. you stared at me for a slick moment, then offered a cigarette and a nice talk.
  • “I’m relatively new in town and you often stop by the restaurant I work at for brunch, and it honestly took me a long while to notice how tense everyone got when they spotted eyes on you cause apparently you’re some renown drug kingpin? and you kill a lot of people? and I knew absolutely none of this? or else I wouldn’t be chatting you up like a sweet old lady every time I served you instead of watching my every word? dUDE??”
    • “you made it very clear though that I’m your favorite person to visit at restaurants and honestly I have no idea how I feel about a crime lord having a very clear crush on me cause man,,im jus tryna pay the bills and maybe adopt some more cats..? yeh i dont have time to be dealing with alla that”
  • I caught sight of some deal going south so I did what any dumbass would do, and stepped in to stop one of them from killing the other. Y'all have some damn anger problems though cause I ended up getting cLOCKED IN THE NOSE BUT JOKES ON U CAUSE sURPRISE I GET ANGRY TOO AND SMACKED THAT RIGHT BACK BUt you started laughing bc apparently some lil thing like me getting angry and violent was not something you were expecting
    • wha t the fuck is going on there’s a half-dead man on the ground and my nose is gushing blood and somehow this is turning really funny for the both of us because! what the f uck! is happening! and no! i dont want a job???
  • “I wouldn’t say I’m a criminal per say–more like an accessory to the criminal organization that I sometimes help with money laundering and accounting, but yeah blood? aha no, no. just no.”
    • “look I understand that with crime stuff there’s gonna be blood and that you’re the boss and everything but seriously, can you wait to beat someone up until I’m gone? I’m just here for accounting advice man idk it’s sorta a phobia?”
      • “okay I wasn’t actually expecting you to be concerned at all about my feelings but now you’re offering to help guide my way through a sea of bodies in an accidental shoot out without me seeing any of it and…thats actually…kinda sweet”
        • “who knew a person who just finished killing like ten guys would be offering to hold my hand so gently alrightyyyy aha ur kinda cute”
  • I kidnapped you for a ransom bc you know this rich prick I’d done business with before and about halfway through of keeping you chained to a chair I realized we lowkey already met before at a party hosted by said rich prick, soyeah……..hey how you doin’
    • we were also flirting like nonstop that entire night too oops
      • maybe almost hooked up
        • okay we had sex, but this totally isn’t personal
          • ……….you seeing anybody?

  • Ive lived for a very long time, made many deals, built many empires and basically ruled everything i wanted. and yet. no matter how many years have passed and how many mortals have died, i still see you. just you. walking around like you have no care in the world. immortals arent supposed to be like that, theyre not even supposed to exist anymore, and yet here u are…just livin life as you do with ur dumb happy smile and sunshine laugh and beautiful face
    • and yet my miserable ass is still here, hating you and the world for the fact that i cant breathe a word to any other immortal without stripping away their life span along with my own
      • and that really fucking sucks sometimes because youre everything i wish i was and something i need but never deserve

anonymous asked:

Dear Julia; I have a little issue. Since I was younger, I really like drawing and illustrations. I do not really post my drawings but I sometimes draw when I'm bored. I draw OCs, canons, historicals.. I generally like my drawing skill. But my mom literally hates it. "Not everyone has drawing skills, dear, you can't be good at everything." "Maybe you should try something else!" I don't know anymore. I feel like the ones that like my drawings are just lying now. What will I do? -Margarette

draw anyway out of spite, fuck what anyone thinks ykno??? it’s ur thing which u like doing so why should anyone be bothered by ur harmless hobbies?? i dont get it

hello hi i hate reaching out like this because it makes me feel really embarrassed but things are getting rougher financially and me & my mom are like $400 short for rent because of all the Irma expenses and dealing with the after effects of the hurricane and everything so sdlfksj i’m just gonna drop my etsy store, i draw/paint, make infographics, design logos, basically whatever kind of graphic or art need you have, i can do it. just the consideration would make me very very happy and not feel so out of luck with my situation, so thank you to anyone who does!!

anonymous asked:

ur vegan i highly doubt ur life has been that bad. nice try

Lol, yes, tell me more about my OWN life, stranger from the internet =) 

I’m not really sure what being vegan has to do with how good or bad my life has been anyway ??? In fact, I would say because I grew up in a household being beaten and abused, and because I’ve been raped, and because I was homeless at one point and not a single “friend” cared about me, because of everything I’ve been through in my life, I fight even harder to save and protect the poor animals that the human race has condemned to lifetimes of misery, abuse, and rape. In fact, I know many vegans with similar stories - we feel such deep compassion for nonhuman lives because we’ve felt the sting of so little compassion for our own human lives. I’ve been through some shit in my life, but it doesn’t even compare to the horrors these poor animals face. Veganism isn’t some exclusive movement for rich people. I grew up eating many plant based meals, because meat and dairy are luxury foods that we couldn’t afford. I was accidentally following a plant based diet for many years after college because I was working minimum wage and couldn’t afford anything better than noodles, rice, and bananas.

I didn’t make my last post to imply my life has been any worse than anyone else’s. This isn’t a contest (though I’d happily want to lose it, if it were). I’m grateful as fuck for every day that I have a roof over my head, a car that runs, and a steady paycheck that mostly covers my bills. There’s only been a few times in the past year where I was concerned about where my next meal was going to come from (compared to that being a DAILY concern just a few years ago). I’m hopeful that I’ll reach a point in my life where I’ll be financially stable enough to never be in extreme poverty again, which I think is a pretty reasonable hope that everyone has ?? Don’t know why that was so offensive to you, anon.

High School Crush// Moon Bin

Originally posted by beyondastro

Pairing: Moon Bin x reader

Genre: Fluff

Summary:Anonymous said:
hello lovely~ can you write a scenario where sanha/moonbin is ur table partner in school? he likes the reader and stuff like that pls make it fluffy fluffy ahhhhtisbd ty and good luck in everything you do 😌

Author’s Note: You guys come up with the cutest scenarios I swear to god, they practically write themselves sometimes :3 I really hope I interpreted this well, enjoy the read! (ALSO I used a name from Noragami as it is my favorite anime and I really had no Idea what other names I could use fjhsdgsdhj don’t hate me)

xoxo Sara


“(Y/N)!” Your friend called after you, pulling on the strings of your backpack to make you stop. You giggled at her as she gripped you into her arms, humming and interlocking arms with yours.

“I’m so glad you’re here! Apparently we are switching seats in math today! Hiyori had told me that the teacher paired up the students that are doing well with the students who are not doing so well in order for them to work together and improve. I am so bad at math, so I hope i get seated with you~” She cooed softly, poking your cheek as you both walked into class.

“Ah, (Y/N)!” Your heard your name being called, your head turning to the side of the room at which the sound was coming from. Your eyes landed on Moon Bin; a boy who had caught your eye from the moment he enters the school last year.

You two were in the same grade, as well as in the same classes, so you saw him often. It was hard to concentrate with him around, as his smile often captivated your thoughts more than you liked it to. You never let it affect you, though, as he always sat so far away from you.

Until now.

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it sucks bc ages 13-15 u think u know everything (like not in a bad way, its true, everyone will tell u that they thought they knew so much at that age) but really u dont and bc ur like, so convinced u do, u wont listen to people. and i dont mean this negatively like, its one of the toughest ages for a reason, i did such bad stuff and got taken advantage of thinking i knew 100% what i was doing at that age and didnt listen to anyone and i hate that. like i get so scared bc im so traumatized from stuff @ that age where i thought i was so cool bc an older boy wanted to get with me and was insulted when people said he was taking advantage of me (which he was) ugjsdfkj just please. if ur in that age group: please try to listen or at least understand why people get so stressed about this. if ur 13 and hes 18- he doesnt love u. hes trying to take advantage of u

anonymous asked:

hey serra, maybe this is really stupid but i'm about to start my third semester of uni and i've passed all my exams so far but... i don't remember much from what i studied?? like i forgot most of it again and now i'm anxious about the future. am i always gonna forget everything i study? then whats the point? will i graduate knowing nOTHING?? do you (or ur followers in the comments) have anything to say about this? any advice? thank you in advance, you're an angel 🌷

Hey anon friend, i can honestly say that i know the feeling, and it really does suck. There are a lot of things i’ve learned to pass my previous courses that i’ve just forgotten, and sometimes i get nervous about it as well because will i have to keep double checking my knowledge when i graduate and start adulting? I don’t know what your major is so i don’t know how applicable my perspective will be to you, but for me, i’ve pretty much accepted that i’m gonna keep reading, keep learning and keep going over and improving my past knowledge. I don’t know if there’s any other way around it other than continuing to work on retaining and gaining more knowledge and experience. Wishing you luck and all the best!

jojolicn replied to your postdoes anyone remember the drawn to life games??…

THOSE GAMES RULED the second one’s ending was a cop out but also super depressing i used to skip the credits bcus they made things more sad and if you sat thru them all the way ur raposa would vanish and it made everything feel super lonely

YEAH i do remember a good portion of the second one was really depressing and even moreso after the ending (it was a pretty dumb way to end the series but goddamn even on its own it was really sad ;o;), and it definitely wasn’t all bad!! visually it was really great and had better, less-irritating bosses (there was like a fish boss in the first game that kicked my ass for a good month hdfghjdf? i really hope i wasn’t the only one who hATED that fukcign fish)

i really wish i would have kept my cartridges aaaaahghg

anonymous asked:

why'd you stop posting on your studyblr account?

multiple reasons tbh!!
-aesthetic study posts r rly nice to look at but honestly? a lot of the time they’re just unrealistic (esp in uni). I realized that I was worrying more about the aesthetics than school and also that i didn’t have time to make my notes ~aesthetic~ bc i had so many other things to do. (i also just type them on my laptop)
-I went thru a really bad mental breakdown during my second semester and I realized that any cute aesthetic and positive school posts I’d make would be so carefully constructed and not even communicate how i truly was feeling and everything just felt so fake tbh??????
-it truly started to bore me 
if ur in the studyblr community, like/participate in the aesthetics, etc etc pls don’t feel like i’m hating on u!!! I still try to make my planner rly nice and I still like looking at studyblr posts, I just don’t think being involved in the community was the best choice 4 me!!!

kushkittexn  asked:

so ive been posting my own nsfw stuff lately and the amount of hate and slut shaming ive been getting its crazy. do you have any tips on how to ignore the hate? i try my best to but i get soooo much and its so hard to ignore. )):

Idk I really don’t get much hate, I’d just turn off ur anon button if you have it on tho! Other than that if ya gonna put any kind of content out there ya can’t really be bothered by other people’s opinions on some level. Like I’m completely secure with everything about myself soO nobody’s opinion of me could ever impact how I feel, yunno? 🌹

anonymous asked:

i was just minding my business when i came across ur jikook vs taekook post and i honestly? when did this even start?? ive seen some nasty things and tbh idgi?? why do is there so much hate oh my god thats so awful :// anyway i hope you dont get hate (tho i imagine u will which is just really shitty) and maybe to the people out there, to which ur post goes and addresses, maybe they could all calm down. so anyway despite everything i hope u still have a good night/day

Tbh I don’t really mind about getting hate, I have quiet a huge following here and I’ve been through a lot of fandoms, A.R.M.Y’s are probably the nicest people so, the things bad things I have gotten here are pretty soft compared to other fandoms.

Anyway, I suppose the hate between Taekook vs Jikook started because since forever Taekook shippers (not all of them, only the childish ones) have been “making fun” of Jikook shippers because back in 2013, Jikook had a fan service thing where Jimin would chase JK and JK would ignore him. So they’ve been making fun of Jimin since then.

And now that Jikook is rising from hell (since 2015) we’ve been getting a lot of moments almost daily, apparently some of them are getting mad and they keep bringing these jokes back to piss us off and sometimes they even comment hateful things to Jimin only because he “cock blocks” their ship.

anonymous asked:

Tomorrow is coming out day and I kind of want to come out to my dad as a lesbian but I've always avoided doing it, not bc he's homophobic, but just because I don't want to have that conversation?? Like I'm sure he probably already knows (I'm not super subtle haha) but I just don't want to confront this for some reason

Every time I come out I kind of hate it because I just hate doing. And even tho it’s coming out day tomorrow you don’t HAVE to come out, there’s definitely a kind of pressure to come out on this day every single year but you really don’t have to. I feel like everything is gunna be fine with ur dad tho and good luck babe.

anonymous asked:

Hey man i know ur not active much on here anymore but i hope youre doing good. Tumblrs a hellhole and its probably good to be away from it but i miss ur blog! If you ever see this i hope you have a good day✨

hey dude i really appreciate that. i reinstalled the app like a week ago so i could read something and ive found myself compulsively opening it all the time like i used to which i hate. im deleting it after i post this. i don’t like the way i came across on here these past few years, but that probably has more to do with me growing up and everything. as for right now, being a senior is strange, and i feel like an overgrown kid. but i know the work i need to do to get what i want, and i’m proud of myself for the work i’ve already done. so in short, i am doing better. thanks for sending this. i love you, take care.

anonymous asked:

isn't shipping real life people ugly?

lmao the way u asked this is. funny.

anyways so we’re talking about larries right. leaving hundreds of comments about larry on their social media, yelling out louis at concerts, ppl who harass and terrorize louis’ gf/exs (i dont rmr their names lol) or whatever thats definitely disgusting and ridiculous and i really hate it when ppl do that and i dont fuck with them at all

but also expressing that ‘hmmm these two look cute together and if they ever were together romantically it wouldn’t be surprising considering how close they were at the beginning of everything!’ isn’t inherently a bad thing so if ur tryna come at me idk where this is supposed to go from here lol