i really didnt know if i should post it or not

anonymous asked:

OMG I SAW YOU BUT I DIDNT KNOW IT WAS YOU AHAH, I JUST SAW A PICTURE OF YOURSELF THAT YOU POSTED AND I REMEMBERED SEEING YOU BECAUSE I REALLY LOVED YOUR JACKET 😂

OMFG THIS IS SO FUNNY HFJGUKSJFB well thank you! and it’s too bad, if you knew it was me you should have said hi to me!!

too many white ppl not wanting to speak up bc they’re scared of bein ostracized by their white friends…and u know what i’m really sick of? white ppl who never bring up issues on their own. they wait till all the people of color on their twitter feed, on tumblr are discussing something and post a shitty rephrasing of a post a person of color already made and better to seem involved. they try to rehash a point that has been made millions of times to the point where it’s common knowledge and play this off like they’re accomplishing something. you don’t have to teach poc about racism. we fucking know all about it.

y’all are silent 364 days of the year but then when poc are upset about something you decide to chime in with your obligatory white two cents that accomplishes nothing. and you won’t bring this stuff up in front of other white people either. not ever. you’ll listen to the white people around you being openly hateful and you’ll keep your mouth shut. all this talking like you care and then you refuse to confront your racist and hateful white friends because you don’t want them to exclude you or get mad at you. if you care about us why the fuck you want friends like that in the first place? 

we can tell when you’re posting shit just to seem like “one of the good ones” and we can tell when you post stuff bc you’re scared the big bad people of color will come for you if you don’t and you’re just trying to cover your ass

this is just a list of things my astronomy professor has said that i think everyone should know
•supernovas.. yeah they explode really good
•newton was such an asshole the dude went home for spring break and came back to school all “guess who just invented calculus!”
•i want you all to know that the guy who discovered pluto died before they revoked its planetary status so its all good
•also they sent his ashes to space so it could fly beside pluto how cool is that? maybe you all can discover something too and have its rights revoked but as an apology they will fly your ashes to it idk
•um the homework portal was down by the way but i got a lot of emails of outlandish excuses on why yall didnt do your homework so im gonna read a few
•the way we measure the hotness of a star is a ranking of OBAFGKM or as i like to call it One Boy, A Fucking Great Killer Mess
•i know it says no phones in the syllabus but i want you all to take a picture of this meme i found to help you remember the star patterns
•do you like my hair braid? i was teaching my daughter how to braid this morning so i dont want to hear any bad criticism okay shes trying her best
•one of the guys from queen is an astronomer so if you think you dont have time to go back to college just know.. legends only

update#11

i tagged like, every photo and then some so that pretty much every post should be searchable now. for some posts that i didnt know the name of the meme i tagged it with some general thing (the tags i added were #movie poster, #comic, #ascii)

im probably struggling most with like

  1. the photo of jesus with “the people were astonished at his doctrine”
  2. the photo of the dude straining really hard that i captioned “me when i haven’t told anyone im gay in 5 minutes”
  3. the meme where a dude passes a note forward and the dude turns around with an angry face
  4. this

so if anyone knows a name for these memes thatd b good thank u

anonymous asked:

As someone Native, the flaws with Ilvermorny really hit hard bc I see a whole lot of people all over the place that use "I didnt know" as an excuse to use our culture and heritage for their own entertainment and gain. J. didnt mean to offend but by using Native creatures and myths without consulting someone Native when she clearly has the resources to do so made her seem way worse than it actually could have been.

Very true and JKR should absolutely have consulted a native american before using their stories in her work. I think what happened is because she’s quite used to borrowing from other cultures- three headed dogs are from ancient greece, the sphinx from egypt, and kelpies are scottish. However not only are these cultures less relevant today, but their portrayal in media is very different to native americans. Nobody is prejudiced against the ancient greeks and so the way the stories are presented is not as big a deal

Compare that to the continuing discrimination against native americans and it’s clear that any attempts to integrate their culture with the world of harry potter need to be treated carefully. I maintain that JKR did not mean to offend and is not a racist and so shouldn’t be attacked, but I do think it needs to be pointed out to her that when your work is going to be read by millions, you should run it past someone of that culture first. With great power comes great responsibility and I don’t think JKR fully embraced that by talking about native american culture in this way without consulting people from that culture first

anarchystockingtrash  asked:

How many oc's do you have and what are they all like as individuals? (weird question I know, just curious yo) also you have art gOals

oh man, so many… im one of Those Creators. i have a lot of them in drawings ive uploaded but there are even more ive never posted/drawn much of and a lot of them arent really well-developed. everything in this tag should be an oc except some of the compilations, so if any of them intrigue you id be happy to explain about them, but i only have names for some of them and youd kinda have to go by description to identify them,,, aghh sorry i didnt actually expect people to take interest

tl;dr i have too many creations to explain them all in one response (゚O゚;

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Hi friends. To try to counteract severe depression I’m gonna try to upload a cover a day during the month of October, so here’s the first one. I really am sorry that I’ve been posting negative stuff lately. I’ve always tried to keep everything positive on my blog, and I’ll continue trying. But it’s really tough right now. On a better note, this is my first ever guitar cover I’m posting on here. Yay.

anonymous asked:

Hey im not sure how long ago you posted the thing on the langst tag about your friends, and i know this is literally none of my business, but i really hope you're doing okay!!❤❤ This is probably stupid but please know you are important! Your feelings are important too, and if your friends don't realize that, i genuinely think you should ditch them! I was in a really similar situation for a really long time, and eventually we moved to different schools, i didn't understand it at first but as we

cont here:  (Same anon as last) stopped talking my life got so much easier, i understand its hard to find new friends, and im super super sorry for trying to police you around and give you advice you didnt ask for, but please do what makes you happy. If your friends don’t, please dont force yourself to stay chained to them!!💕💕💕 again im sorry for not minding my own business! I hope you feel better soon!!💗💗💗💗💗


i honestly wish i was able to get new friends, but i’m really, really weird, and like, many people are already in a friend group, so i’m shit out of luck. also, there’s only 100 people in my grade level, and my friends are in every single one of my classes. I’m kinda stuck.

And most of the people who know about my mental health don’t seem to care, when i try to help everyone else. it’s very frustrating 

anonymous asked:

Since you tend to reblog and post a lot about FFXV I figured Id ask your opinion on Ignis being kinda pointless in the last half of the game? He doesnt say much and isnt really there for a reason. I didnt know if you had any idea as to like, what could have made him better or?

I mean. If you really want me to get into this, I tend to just pretend the last half of the game doesn’t exist and was replaced with actual character development and not shitty writing as a whole so.

But to be more specific I guess.

You really only get, what, like 4 scenes with Gladio and Ignis at all after the events in Altissa, and they’re mostly just either filler or weird dramatically tense moments that involve Gladio losing his shit and going off for no reason that’s literally never explained. (I could write an entire post on how I don’t think that’s at all how it should have been written, because it’s stupid, but I digress).

I don’t think the writing in the second half of the game was done very well. An example is after Noctis accidentally knocks Prompto off the train car and calls Ignis about it. He seems…really apathetic? It bothers me a lot, because you can’t sit there and tell me these boys all went around Eos for like, a year, and weren’t close friends. Of fucking course he’d care that Prompto was tossed off the train like a sack, is that even a question???

A lot can also be derived from the fact the localization changed, like, a LOT of stuff too. The English dubbed version of the game changed lines and even left a few out of the game. I don’t think that was a good decision, really, but I didn’t make the game so what do I know?

All that being said, no, I don’t think any of them at any time ever were “pointless”. Being moral support is just as important as anything else. Not once did I ever get the impression that any of them were useless, and if you get that impression, I don’t really know what game you’re playing.

Yes, I have a lot of issues with the last half of the game. (There’s literally NO discussion about the accident in Altissa minus the one scene where Gladio goes off in the train about Ignis being someone that Noctis should basically pity- which no- and the one in the swamp where everything is weird and tense and makes no sense. Wish they would have had an actual discussion about it, which Im 100% sure happened and we just weren’t shown it in the game, but oh well) But I don’t think any of that leads to anyone being useless. 

kiinshiiro  asked:

i feeel reeally bad asking for this but do you think i could get some positivity? Im feeling really upset and betrayed because of my mom. She was gone for 24 hours and didnt tell any of us that she was in the hospital? And she keeps lying to us and shes leaving in a week but whether or not I can survive that week of this happening is so iffy and idk!! This is really stupid because I know I should support and love my mom but I dont i just dont I have no reason to and ! god im so whiny im sorry

Heya, blog dad!

It’s okay to feel upset and betrayed about this. When someone lies to you and disappears without telling you where they are, especially if that someone is supposed to be a loving, nurturing authority figure in your life, it can really start to get to you. Parents are always those weird cases where, when you have to start acting like the adult in the instance (in this case, the reversal of the child not knowing where the adult is because she was somewhere else without telling compared to the usual adult not knowing where the child is because they snuck out), it can always trip you up - no matter how old you are or how mature you are, because parents aren’t supposed to act like that. It’s one of those things that tears you two ways, like you said; support or the upset/frustration at the situation. That’s okay. What you’re feeling is valid, dude, and not stupid at all. What you went through was pretty scary! Not knowing where someone is for an entire day, especially a parent, can be terrifying (especially if you later find out they were at the hospital, because the implications of that aren’t exactly good, either). So you have ever right to be upset with her. 

For the week that she’s gone - can you perhaps see if you can have help from someone else? I’m not sure if you have any family relations you get on with, or maybe some friends who could help. If it’s a “oh god I can’t cook what do”, trust me when I say simple stuff like pot noodles, pasta and toast/sandwiches are your best friends. It’s maybe not the healthiest things you can eat, but it’s something, and that’s what counts. Trying to get some microwavable food is a good idea, too. Of course, if it’s more the emotional situation - try to keep yourself distracted from it all. Watch movies, make various sorts of posts, watch a bunch of videos online, play games. Anything so long as it can draw your attention away from what’s going on for a long-ish period of time. Talking to friends if you’re getting overwhelmed is a good idea, too. Working between getting things off your mind and keeping yourself distracted can be a big help when you need to handle a week of something going on (this is usually my game plan for when my parents are away on holiday, because I sort of suck at looking after myself and typically get a little paranoid about them not being here). You’re gonna make it through this, dude, even if it’s frustrating as heck. 

As for the “I should love and support my mum” - dude, nah. It maybe sounds a bit mean? But if she’s done nothing to deserve your love and support, then you are not obliged to give it to her. Don’t tire yourself out or wear yourself thin trying to support someone who won’t accept it or who doesn’t deserve it. All that does is drain you instead of her, and at the end of the day, if she’s lying to you and disappearing to go to the hospital without telling anyone, chances are she’s not using any of the benefits of your support, anyway. It’s really not stupid to feel this way at all, I promise. And you’re honestly not whiny! You’re in a really tricky situation, and it’s hard not to get affected by it or need to get it off your chest somehow. It can get overwhelming otherwise. 

So. Try to take care of yourself first and foremost, okay? Do what you can for her if you want to, but don’t feel pressured to do it. We’re always here if you need more advice or positivity, I promise.

- Mod DoomedDirk

anonymous asked:

"or that Harry was asking which box had the ‘tattoo’ in it behind the scenes on the Late Late Show so Niall wouldn’t have to get one!" LINK??? Ohmygod. I KNEW he did that! I told my friend that he did (but of course I didnt really know). I need to see that.

I feel like I should’ve posted a disclaimer that I don’t know if that’s true or not, but I do remember seeing something about it. Like, one of the crew members saw it or something and talked about it. I’m not sure, sigh.

heartthrobmob  asked:

i don't wanna sound rude but you can go fuck yourself. wes is an amazing person and the thing you posted about him is childish, not to mention cunty. you don't act like that towards someone you cared about unless you never really cared about them to begin with, and shouldn't have dated them in the first place. or you're just an extremely immature person and aren't ready to be dating at all.

ok listen, wes didn’t do SHIT for me. he acted like i didn’t fucking exist. so shut the fuck up before you call me immature when you’re over here blaming me for shit because i broke up with him. if he wanted to date me, he should’ve acted like it. it’s amazing you wasted your time to try and be the better person. like seriously? you dont know shit. i didnt break up with him bc he’s a horrible person. i broke up with him bc he would NEVER TALK TO ME. How the fuck am i supposed to like him if he ignored me 24/7 ? hm? i lost interest too. it’s not because i thought he wasnt a great guy. so if you’re going to yell at me for “breaking his heart” even tho we dated for a month??? you can go shove a cactus up your ass because you’re a clueless prick.

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WEEK 3

I admit that i didnt pay attention in class and that made me not knowing that we need to do pre planning for the drawing. I read other student’s work, and the preplanning seemed really helpful. I have to pay more attention next time.

Yesterday, i posted the pictures of this prpject already, then i read my textbook and realized that i got so many mistakes, that’s why i deleted the post and redo it again. I corrected some mistakes on my drawings and i think it’s ok now.

When i was doing this drawing in class, i mistakenly locate my top view drawing in the middle and the section view on the top, and i had to redraw everything which is kinda frustrating but that’s learning. 😊

Im actually still confused where to write the scale because based on the book we should write it in the title block but it seems like we dont need to draw title block in this project. Im still in a confusion.

You know what I don’t like, when Rapmon has solo songs everybody gets angry because they want Yoongi to have solo songs, when Yoongi has solo songs everybody gets angry because they want Hoseok to have solo songs…. Man, will you stop complaining about stuff and enjoy a comeback? Enjoy the music and the videos and the amazing songs I’m sure they will release? Enjoy all the things Bangtan will give us these months after surely a lot of time of hard work and practice. Hobi will have his time too we just have to wait. Just like Rapmon and then Yoongi, maybe Hobi is the next one, but I don’t like seeing people talking shit about Yoongi because we are a fandom and a family who should support every member. I support every Bangtan member, every member not just one or two, and I know we all want a solo song of our bias but Bangtan is a group, and I’m sure all of them will have their time to shine on a solo song someday, but meanwhile, enjoy the music and appreciate their work, because I find disrespectful seeing people talking in bad way about Yoongi. Just an opinion.

As my scheduled for collage is finally starting to settle down, I’ve come to the conclusion that I’m gonna have to be scrapping at the last few minutes of the day to be able to draw for this blog. I know I’m already pretty slow with things and school is gonna make my pace a lot slower as I am having to focus the most of my drawing time for my animation class, along with the home work from my other classes, that really eats up a lot of my time.

But that doesn’t mean I’ll stop with the blog all together, I’ll try drawing for it once every week, maybe I wont upload something every week but I’ll really try! Just please bare with me if the quality isn’t good or if it looks rushed, please Please don’t mistake the lack of uploads or anything as me not caring for this blog anymore, the fact I’m making time for it should show that I still love drawing Mana, right? Q vQ

Thank you for reading and following so far, I really hope we can continue to laugh and grow together! Please take this tiny bear Mana as a thanks~

@sinbadismpleasestop “if i was op i wouldn’t want to see this shitty little comment on my post. it’s stupid and unnecessary and maybe sometimes you should just learn to keep your mouth shut.” YOU REALIZE YOURE LIKE… HASSLING OP EVEN MORE… BY CARRYING OUT YOUR WEIRD VENDETTA AGAINST LI ON THEIR POST? even if someone may be annoyed by a comment i can guarantee that an unrelated conversation on their post is exponentially even more annoying like im really screaming whats wrong with you… you have such a stick up your ass about someone that youre making a whole ‘callout’ blog and calling completely neutral commentary a 'shitty little comment’… op please get some help with your obvious self-hatred, i know the last time i got this infuriated by complete strangers daring to have personalities that didnt mesh with mine it was because i was only 18 and extremely depressed

I see a lot of posts full of worry about yoongi, and people saying yoongi should not feel this way or that they wished he didnt put himself down for missing the kobe concert or for the things hes lacking according to himself in general, but I dont agree, and I dont feel that way. Im not saying they’re wrong, ‘cause they’re obviously right, but this is exactly why its not what I really want to express, personally. ‘cause its an evidence we’re all thinking that way about him and what he says. he knows it too, despite all he might say, on top of it all he knows how we view him and what he is to us.

but these are yoongi’s bare feelings. these are his thoughts and there are probably a lot more he didnt say or expressed ‘cause he didnt have time, didnt know how to put it into words or didnt want to. and I take them as it. I take them as these raw emotions a human being feels in regard of who he is, what he does, what he faced and what hes currently facing. its really important for me not to even question it back or say anything like he shouldnt just feel this way ‘cause it leaves the impression that I dont regard his feelings at all and dont really listen to him. there were plenty of moments when I said too that hes perfect and that hes an amazing being and that he gives us so much and that I wish he would see how valuable he is. but these were all during “light moments”.

not this time. I know when I feel I have to be very attentive, caring of someone’s words for what they are and listening to what they say by putting myself in their own shoes and respecting it without refuting it. this is what he feels. I dont want to say he shouldnt feel like that. this is the last thing I want. these are his feelings and I take them as it. I respect them as it. I dont want to question it ‘cause its not my place to do so at the moment. I feel I need to sit and listen and let these emotions be, leave them like that, raw and full of remorse, regret, pain, ‘cause this is very important. he needs to wander through these feelings ‘cause, I dont know if you really saw it and read between the lines, but its a part of what he expressed by going back to the concert’s place and immersing him in all the emotions he probably felt there. he needs it. he needs it in order to clear his thoughts, forgive himself and be at peace with himself. or just to grow. dont disregard this work on oneself. it just gives off the impression you’re not understanding any of what he said, and by understanding I mean really understanding, on a profond and genuine level. I feel its almost misplaced to say things like the posts I could read all around. but I know its just that you are all caring about him, of course. theres only one post that I found really accurate.

at a time like this. if I was next to him listening to what he said. I would probably just nod every once in a while without talking, and tell him one simple “I understand”. ‘cause sometimes you dont need to deny it in order for them to feel better or tell them they’re wrong and they’re so much more than that or whatever they said you think isnt right. even if you mean it. even if they know you mean it. sometimes you just need to tell them you understand. and thats all. it brings a lot more peace, a lot more gratefulness and helps them a lot more ‘cause they’ll feel you really did listen to them and really acknowledged their emotions, valid them as existing, and lowkey telling them its okay to feel this way. its more soothing than any encouragement or praise.