i promised a picture so here it is

I need help I really need help I'm freaking the fuck out please help me

My cat who’s been missing for 3 months just showed up out of nowhere I comometly gave up hope of finding him and tbh thought the worse by now

But I need help I really fucking need help both his eyes are just messed up he can’t see anything they look like they’re at that stage where they will rot and cause him more problems I’m fuckijg freaking we don’t have money I need help

Pleas PLEASE PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD COMMISSION ME OR DONATE TO PHOXYART@GMAIL.COM
I WILL POST PICTURES LATER BUT I PROMISE THEYRE GRAPHIC SO ILL TAG THEM AS #GRAPHIC
Just god please reblig this please if you have any spare money just donate please I don’t even know how Mich this will cost but god I’m scared I don’t want him to sit here and rot

I’m tired of being sad and having no clue as to why I am this way, so I’ll write about the happy bits of me and why I smile. I dance when I’m alone, when the music gets just right and I’m sure that no one is watching, it’s okay to feel lonely, I used to not like the idea of it, but once you’re comfortable in your own skin even depression starts to feel like a breeze. I’m reading a book that says we are the beliefs and thoughts that we think and believe in. So if I say that I’m happy a thousand times, one of those will come back as true. So if I say I’ll find the love of my life some day, some day she’ll appear in front of me while I’m writing another poem. It’s good to have goals, the only goal I’ve ever had up until recently was to keep myself happy with someone else, that’s not a goal, but an illusion. You can’t live your life for someone else, it’s called your life for a reason. Happiness must happen when I say so, so I’m saying so. We bring into this world the kind of kindness that we’ve been dealt, so when I fake a smile, my mother is omnipresent. Although it’s not real, fake it until you make it, right? The book also says, spend more time doing things that make you lose track of time, so I decided to write again and more often than not, to not compare myself to others because once you start doing that, there’s no going back. I don’t write like someone else, I write like myself. I don’t think like anyone that I know, there’s just you and the beautifully twisted world, we’re all trying to find redemption inside of coral skies and trustworthy friends. I would break my own hand to contain my anger, it is contained. Happiness is what we make it, so if I say that it exists, then it will be so. Listening to your guidance, that makes me happy. You know who you are. Breathless to the words, you paint the sunrise with your pinky and promise that as long as I’m here today, tomorrow will not be filled with sorrow. I keep writing letters to the future person that I will be, I wonder if I’ll change. I probably will, we all do in one way or another. I’m the kind of person that snaps a picture of the sky while I’m driving, I’m reckless, but we’re still alive. Life’s too short and I need to be more careful, I’m certain that death has given up a few passes for me. Do you ever feel like you’re running out of time? Like there’s something trying to make a statement, a lost word that even google couldn’t even get its hands on. Do you ever feel like no one’s really listening? We’re all selfish in the end, but the ones that truly listen– they are the ones that I live for. I maintain online friendships better than I do with my siblings, I guess our thinking is just on different frequencies. On the topic of frequencies– the you that you would like to be is out there, you just need to listen. Hear the right words said by the right person and you’ll be in the right spot to be the you that you’d want to be in this life. Do you ever feel like you’re not good enough? Remember that thing I said about thoughts? Sometimes we just need to let go a little bit, embrace the art of it. To be left to the wind, the unknown will bring us to more adventures and you may not be loved by many, but there’s a chance that you will be– why not take it? I would like to break out of this, I want to smile more and to laugh a little louder, I just want to make myself proud of who I will be versus who I used to be. And you can’t turn back the hands of time, you cannot change your mistakes– they are permanent, but you are not. There is a fire inside of your chest and if you keep suffocating yourself with an indescribable pain then you’ll only suffer in a incomprehensible way. I just want to fill this world with more love and less pain, I see a butterfly and I’m easily distracted– how beauty will fly past you if you’re not even paying attention because you’re so damn sad all of the time. So I drop all signs of negativity and lean towards the positive, I am the only vibe that’ll alter my moods, so I must feel more wealthy than a million silver spoons even if I don’t have any, so I must create the art that likes to spill from my fingertips, we live such short lives– why not be the best version of yourself? Who will you be if tomorrow was your last day on this planet? Will you cry because it’s over? Or will you search the ends of the earth until you’ve found the fountain of youth? I’ve got a secret to share with you. You can be a 100 years old and still have the sweetest smile, you can be in your 20s and have a soul heavy enough to sink the titanic, life is strange, life is strange. We live our youth to buy pretty things, but live our oak days trying to make up more time– it waits for no one, the wrong turn will break you, a simple kiss will turn your thoughts into poetry and a life of self-hate is a road that needs constant validation– why not be your own way out? Be your own lover, be your own brand of music, be your own kind of poem, be your own story of kindness, and if you’re not perfect just look around– nobody is. I’m tired of dreaming, I want to build it instead. You can’t be who you want to be if you’re still having the same thoughts from last year– you can’t change or heal in the right way if you’re not willing to break a few pieces of your heart because the clutter inside of our minds often match the attitude that we give off. So like a quote, so like a poem, so like a bedtime story. If I repeat it enough times, I’ll be happy. I just want to be happy. I just want to let go of the bad feelings. I just want to love myself enough to see a brighter day. You can’t change the world if you can’t even change yourself, right? If I repeat it enough times, then it must be real. I will be happy. Sadness is a crucial emotion because without it, being delighted and euphoric wouldn’t be so dense, but that’s the beauty of the intensity to which we should love ourselves. I want to be so fucking glad to wake up today that it’ll just drown my depression into the white noise. I want to glow in the dark and live like the jellyfishes, give my poetry the immortality to always bring a smile onto the faces of those that love who I am even if I’m a bit flawed because at the end of the day– you’re the only one sleeping on your bed, you’re the only one who’s going to determine if you’ve got enough room to breathe, you’re the only one to have the last say if you’re art or not.
—  I wanted to write something happy for you–
yes, you. The person that’s reading this.

anonymous asked:

oh ok thanks for answering so fast :) even it's fake that's still nice for my namjin imagination lol can you tell me what was written after daddy please... i can't read it :( Oh by the way what do you think about namjin since the beginning of 2017?, do you also feel that they interact less compared to their early debut where they looked so close to me, always standing next to each other, rapmon always touching jin hand when talking etc... i'm a bit sad, do you also feel it or is it just me?

I think it says “bby sin” - which ??? I have no idea what that means.

Beginning of 2017? We’re only 3 months in so I dont think we can make a general statement and say that “ there werent much namjin moments this year”. But I feel like, with the whole Wings comeback last year, NamJin has just been everywhere and more in your face then it has ever before- 

Exhibit A - when Namjoon and Jin had no chill and were openly flirting at a fan-signing 

Exhibit B - when they gave us this christmas gift and defined the word married

Exhibit C - when they actually got married in Japan and did a whole photoshoot on it

Exhibit D - when they couldnt contain their joy at winning at the AAAs

(lol im Yoongi in the back admiring them)

Exhibit D  - when Jin had some words of encouragement (?? sure) for Namjoon and vkook were all of us

Exhibit E - when they ended all ships with this one v live

And lets not forget:

And when it comes to holding hands and standing next to each other, well…

So anon dont be sad! Namjin is here and to me, 2016 was THEIR YEAR and fingers crossed that 2017 will be too! 

potential angst starters
  • “please don’t forget”
  • “you know you should have stayed”
  • “you’re cold on the inside”
  • “there’s a dog in your heart and it tells you to tear everything apart”
  • “you ruin everything you touch and destroy anyone you love”
  • “i know that you can’t hear me anymore”
  • “it’s so loud inside my head”
  • “i haven’t been all that you could have hoped for”
  • “if you held on a little longer, you would have more reasons to be proud”
  • “i talk to the shadows hoping you might be listening”
  • “how can i say this without breaking?”
  • “i loved and i lost you”
  • “i don’t want them to know the way i loved you”
  • “i don’t think they would accept me”
  • “your heart fits like a key”
  • “it’s so quiet here”
  • “you said that you weren’t alone”
  • “you still owe me a reason”
  • “i act like i don’t fucking care”
  • “maybe you’re too good for me”
  • “lately colors seem so bright”
  • “i can’t admit that you’ve got all the strings and know how to tug them”
  • “losing you was something i always did so well”
  • “i don’t do anything anymore”
  • “sorry, i nearly lost my head”
  • “this feeling i dread, it makes me wish i was dead”
  • “i’ll be alone instead, i don’t need anyone in this bed”
  • “i come home on my own”
  • “i don’t care if i don’t look pretty”
  • “big girls cry when their hearts are breaking”
  • “i’m in pain”
  • “she gives me toothaches just from kissing me”
  • “i didn’t care much how long i lived”
  • “heaven and hell were words to me”
  • “i need to feel your hands upon my face”
  • “words can be like knives. they can cut you open”
  • “i think i might have inhaled you”
  • “i can feel you flowing in me”
  • “i miss you more than i thought i would”
  • “i never meant to start a fire. i never meant to make you bleed”
  • “i’ll love the world like i should”
  • “the blood on my hands scares me to death”
  • “you took a chance and you took a fall for us”
  • “my love, look what you can do”
  • “i know in peace you’ll go. i hope relief is yours”
  • “was i selfish again? well, i can’t help that”
  • “i pour my heart out on the ice and everyone’s watching but you”
  • “i can’t see you, you can’t see me”
  • “everybody’s watching but you, and i don’t think i want them to”
  • “there’s a bitter storm inside of me”
  • “i do it all for you”
  • “it’s all gone to shit, it’s out of our hands”
  • “if you’re searching for us, you’ll find us side by side”
  • “as long as we’re going down, baby you should stick around”
  • “does any of this love exist or is this just a fire keeping out the cold?”
  • “memories never lie”
  • “tell me that i’m right”
  • “your tired, unfamiliar face says it all”
  • “even though we all grow old, love will never die”
  • “that was long ago”
  • “i used to call you my own, my dear”
  • “now you’re lost and i am drunk alone”
  • “when you said your last goodbye, i died a little bit inside”
  • “if you loved me, why’d you leave me?”
  • “our love was made for movie screens”
  • “i tried to be someone else for you”
  • “i thought that i loved you, but we weren’t love”
  • “there was something that was not there”
  • “i can sleep forever these days”
  • “i believe in anything that brings you back home to me”
  • “there is no distraction to mask what is real”
  • “now you’ll be missing from the photographs”
  • “in my thoughts, you’re far away”
  • “i can picture you so easily”
  • “what’s gonna be left the world if you’re not in it?”
  • “every minute of every hour, i miss you more”
  • “it’s such a shame we have to see them burn”
  • “i’ve lost control of all of my senses”
  • “put me in my place”
  • “i can’t help but think of you”
  • “it’s always been just you and me”
  • “and i’ll hold in these hands all that remains”
  • “i don’t want to rest in peace, i’d rather be the ghost that annoys you”
  • “hold me in your arms”
  • “don’t listen to your friends, they only care once in a while”
  • “it’s pulling me back”
  • “when you go home, everything looks different”
  • “i wish you would tell me how you really feel”
  • “when you leave me, you take away everything”
  • “that’s not our deal”
  • “i want you so much”
  • “i want to go back to the first time, the first place”
  • “my heart is open like a door, but i don’t trust you like before”
  • “you came and took me by surprise”
  • “maybe one day you’ll be the one, but until then…”
  • “now i’m fucked up and i’m missing you”
  • “please just look me in my face and tell me everything’s okay”
  • “i’ll never be like you”
  • “absolve me of my sins, won’t you?”
  • “it hurts me everytime i see you”
  • “i hate that i love you”
  • “you want her, you need her, and i’ll never be her”
  • “do you miss me like i miss you?”
  • “wedding bells were just alarms”
  • “you said you wouldn’t but you fucking did”
  • “i guess this is moving on”
  • “you don’t care, you never did”
  • “you don’t give a damn about me”
  • “you’re only happy when your sorry head is filled with dope”
  • “if you’re looking for love, know that love don’t live here anymore”
  • “i don’t want to see you go, i just want to see you smile”
  • “tell me that now is not the end”
  • “if you’re trying to find pity, then you need to look somewhere else”
  • “i’m a first class let down”
  • “how did it come to this?”
  • “love is a polaroid- better in picture but never can fill the void”
  • “if it’s broken then it can be fixed”
  • “all you need is time”
  • “we promised the world we’d tame it”
  • “i wonder what keeps us so high up”
  • “could there be a love beneath these wings?”

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The musical is legitimately perfect, each actor put so much effort into capturing their characters. There’s so much emotion in every song it’s everything a PJO adaptation should be, finally.

I’m too spent to write up a full report tonight, but I promise there will be one! For now here are some pictures of the stage before and after the show, and the Playbill! And @percyyoulittleshit already shared because I spastically sent her a message during intermission ANNABETH NOT ONLY HAS BLONDE HAIR, BUT BLONDE CURLY HAIR. I didn’t think that would matter so much to me, but it literally took it from watching an actor on stage to seeing Annabeth.

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The Artist’s Abode

A sweet new home for your (not-so-starving since it’s kinda far from a starter) artists (who happens to like plants… a lot. Comes with a small white greenhouse and a grill on the backyard. To see more pictures, click here and here (kinda?).

  • §46,338
  • CC free
  • Used packs: City Living, Get Together,Get to Work, Outdoor Retreat, Spa Day,Vampires, Dine Out, Backyard, Romantic Garden, Movie Hangout
  • 20x15
  • 1 bedroom, 1 bathroom

Origin ID: bravrbird (I’ll add a download link one day I promise)

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Rundown Kitchen Series 100 followers gift

Hi Everyone!

It’s finally done!!!! 🤗😁 it’s 23:58 PM (close call😅) over here so didn’t break my Pinky Promise 😆. Tired of your sims having a picture perfect start up in life? Wanna give your sims a more realistic approach of simslife? Then this serie will help you achieve that!

It took me a bit longer after last weekends pc break down but I’ve run them through quite a few times. I’m a big perfectionist unfortunately.  Hopefully my new iMac will arrive soon with A LOT more fire-power 😉😇. 

To my followers😘❤️: Thank you for your patience and enthusiasm! This really kept me going when I lost some files a few weeks ago (oops…) 100 is a lot for me! Also a small ‘shout-out’ to fellow dutchies @eenhoornsims and @martinessimblr for your encouraging words on my updates☺️.   

A small side note; you’ll notice a shadow on the corner cabins (see unedited screens above), this is a issue that’s been reported at EA/Maxis for a few months now. This effect also occurs with curtains sometimes. It’s unfortunately not something that I can fix now. 

Some (technical) info:

  • I don’t use Adfly.
  • These are Standalone recolors; Bas Game Compatible (BGC).
  • They were made with Sims4Studio Jackpot 2.7.1.5
  • The last 2 screenshots are unedited screenshots of the Kitchen items.
  • The set has been tested tested in both OS; Windows and OS X.
  • Items are properly tagged; search for ‘rundown kitchen series’.

Terms of Use

I should not have to ask this but please… respect my TOU;                          Don’t re-upload these items. If you want me to see your sims kitchen remodel then @ me of #renorasims.

Simfilehare (SFS)

Separated and merged package files 

Choose merged package file or pick the separated package files!

And last but not least… let my know if you guys like them! I’d love to hear for you!☺️

Hello Chickens! It’s me the Easter Bunny! I’m here to collect eggs…..yes eggs…to hide for the kids to find on Easter day! You can trust me I promise I’m not going to eat the eggs!

So progress is slow, but glowy!

Not pictured: two cat supervisors below, and the hilt drying/curing in the other room (where it’s well-ventilated)

EDIT- So glad everyone likes this pic, but there’s been more progress!

See the base sword and hilt assembled (and ready for painting) here:  http://sirladysketch.tumblr.com/post/160647502963/last-update-i-promise-and-for-real-i-need-to

I also did some work on the pauldrons:

http://sirladysketch.tumblr.com/post/160680734303/this-weekend-in-review-pauldrons-are-detailed

I’m not perfect, I know this. But you aren’t either. For that, I love you even more! I’m gonna apologize ahead of time for being annoying and clingy sometimes, hell I’m so stubborn sometimes I’ll probably piss you off. But I promise when I’m wrong, I will always admit it, apologize and learn from it. I know you can’t be happy 24/7, that’d be emotionally exhausting. But I promise I’ll try my hardest to make sure whenever you can be, I’ll help make it happen. I promise I’ll always listen to whatever you say, and I’ll remember the little things like your favorite flower, your pet peeves, the way you take your coffee- hot, cold, black, light and sweet, all of that. I’ll remember the big things, your dreams, your fears, what keeps you up at night when you can’t sleep, all of that too. I promise you will be my one and only, I’m not here for games, when I’m about you I am so about you. Hell I’m probably obsessed w you, taking pictures of you all the time, sending you good morning texts every morning, and showing you off whenever I can. I promise I’ll buy you flowers, not too often that way they don’t have as much meaning, and not “not too often” where you feel I don’t care. I won’t get them when we fight because I’d never want you to associate them with something bad. I will buy you flowers because you love flowers, and I love you. Most importantly, I promise to be here. Through thick and thin, days will get rough but I would rather fight with you than love with another. If you need someone at 3am when you can’t sleep and you’re feeling lost and you hate your life, I will be there for you. I promise you’ll never be “too much” to me. I will be there for you on days where you can’t bring yourself to get out of bed if you’re too depressed to move or do anything. And I will be there at 2pm when the sun is shining and you are out smelling the fresh air and loving your life. I won’t love you any less on your bad days, but I promise I’ll love you more on those days because you’ll need it most.
—  letter to my future girlfriend
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🌻 SKIN CARE 🌻
i am so so so serious about skin/hair/body care whether you’re a girl or guy!!! it’s SO important. doing things like exfoliating 2-3 times a week or doing a mask a few days a week makes you feel amazing and it’s so good for your health. also moisturize.. repeat after me, “i, (your name here) promise to moisturize every day.” great! you did it! so start!!!! here’s products i use:
panoxyl face wash
yes to tomatoes acne mask (pictured)
zapzit topical
neosporin +scar treatment for any blemishes
acne free face perfecting topical
sugar lip scrub
vaseline for eyelashes

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Here it is! My blog’s first anniversary Art Raffle!!!

Please click the pictures to have a better look! If you want more samples of my art, just search the tag “my art” on my blog!

To join, just follow and reblog this post and you’re in! Yes, LIKING THIS POST WON’T DO ANYTHING! Winners will be chosen by a random name generator, no cheating I promise~ :)

BUT! Chosen winners MUST reply to me within 48 hours with the requested characters along with their reference(s), or a new winner will be chosen again. Sorry. :( I will inform you through both ask/PM and tagging in a separate post, please do take note!

Also if you don’t mind, send the references through PM, okay? Submitting is also fine, but I don’t recommend doing so.

THIS ENDS AT 17 OF MAY, WHICH IS A MONTH’S TIME FOR YOU ALL TO JOIN!

Anyways, thank you all for supporting once again! Have a nice day, and I wish you good luck! :)

Gravity Falls Journal tutorial!

When I posted my journal replica online this weekend, I never expected it would get so many positive reactions! I’m really flattered, thank you all so much! 

Now of course I promised a tutorial, so here goes. I hope I will be able to explain things well enough with the pictures I’ve taken. If you still have questions regarding the journal, feel free to ask. 

For the people who haven’t seen the pictures yet, this is the journal I will try to talk you through making:

I’m putting the rest under a read more, because this post is pretty long.

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jennusdemenus  asked:

Sorry if you answered this before, but how and why do you think the incest started between Jaime and Cersei?

Hi! Wow, I wrote way too much for this. I think first a timeline and some text will be useful before we get started.

  • 266 - Jaime and Cersei are born at Casterly Rock
  • 272 - Jaime and Cersei are taken to KL for Aerys’s Anniversary Tourney, though Cersei does not see Rhaegar there. “When she was just a little girl, her father had promised her that she would marry Rhaegar. She could not have been more than six or seven.” (This art by @bidonica​ is my favorite thing.)
  • 273 - Jaime and Cersei are seven. They are discovered by Joanna’s maid. Joanna dies soon after. After the Martells arrive, Cersei sexually abuses Tyrion by twisting his penis; she physically abuses her baby brother on more than one occasion
  • 276 - Jaime and Cersei are 10. Tywin hosts a tourney. Maggy the Frog tells her prophecy. Cersei sees Rhaegar for the first time. Aerys refuses the Cersei/Rhaegar betrothal and he refuses Jaime as Rhaegar’s squire.
  • 277 - At eleven, Jaime is sent to squire for Lord Sumner Crakehall. 
  • 278 - Tywin brings Cersei to court. She is 12. Cersei wept and Jaime raged. 
  • 279 - Jaime wins a squire’s melee, though where this melee took place is unclear. Possibly at the tourney held at Storm’s End?
  • 279 or 280 - Tywin visits Casterly Rock with Cersei. Jaime visits home too. The twins are 13 or 14. Jaime dares Cersei to kiss Tyrion, which she does. Cersei laughs at Tyrion’s tumbling, until Tywin puts a stop to it. 
  • 281 - Jaime wins his spurs against the Kingswood Brotherhood. Jaime and Cersei are known to have slept together at Eel Alley. They are 15.

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the life and times of ryan ross pt 8

.2015/2016

welcome all! make sure to thank @jen–ne–sais–quoi for the existence of these posts because the poor thing asked to know about ryan and now she probably knows more than she ever wanted to!

here in our final chapter, we shall see what ryan has been up to from where we left off in 2015 to as current as we can be as of today (feb 26, 2017) this is mostly links and pictures because he didn’t actually do a whole lot

alright, early 2015. pretty much all ryan ross does is spend time with friends, mostly dan keyes and ryland blackinton. he goes to coachella and looks lovely in his hawaiian shirt. 

he also posted some teasers about making music on instagram, but we saw no new music. 

the most important thing about 2015 is ryan’s beard. 

look at it. it’s glorious. 

in february/march of 2015 zayn has left one direction (this is a ryan ross post, why is she talking about one direction??? it’s relevant, i promise.) someone thought it would be funny to edit the 1d wikipedia page to day that ryan ross had joined the band. 1d fangirls lost their minds. ryan tweeted “ You guys got it all wrong, the four remaining members of One Direction are joining MY band” 

if you look at his twitter throughout 2015, some of the tweets are vastly different than others. it could’ve been him on drugs, it could’ve been shane morris. personally, i think it was more shane, but the other is a possibility. also in june 2015, he got super fucked up and crashed a PHASES show. there are pictures of it out there, but i don’t think it’s really appropriate to share them. i also vaguely remember someone (z maybe?) asking for them to not be shared because ryan was really embarrassed and upset about it. about the incident he said “Def was having too much fun at the Phases show tonight, I promise I’ll never do it again  again” so there’s that.

then in july ryro got a girlfriend! he began dating model helena vestergaard and it seemed really good for him. it was certainly good for all of us fans because he posted so much while they were together. she also posted a lot about him. there were so many ryan pictures. it was glorious. here are some pics

then the next most important thing of 2015 happened. 

dorothy ross. 

ryan and helena got the cutest puppy in the world

from then on his instagram is pretty much dottie, but none of us mind because she’s precious. 

we also got this monstrosity

that’s all i’m gonna say about that. more helena and dottie pictures. then we get a picture where ryan tells us he’s taking vocal lessons!! and then he posted a teeny clip of a new song!!! more dottie & helena. a video of him learning to box?

don’t forget that this era of ryan likes hockey and baseball. he watches both and plays hockey too. 

halloween 2015. the fucking party. so. you thought we were done talking about brendon urie. we’re not. by 2015, he and ryan are not talking, at all. brendon usually avoids talking about ryan at all. then adam levine (yes, that one) has a halloween party. ryan’s invited because he’s best friends with mickey madden. he goes as a gremlin. well, a mogwai because he’s fuzzy and not scaly, but yeah. 

brendon, dressed as a skeleton and with sarah, was also there. as far as i’m aware, they basically didn’t even talk. brendon goes on to mention it a million times.

btw, by this point ryan doesn’t use his twitter anymore, it’s all just instagram links. there were some tweets earlier in the year that i’ll be talking about in my shane morris companion piece, but basically, shane likes to troll ryan’s fans by tweeting things or posting things on facebook then quickly deleting them.

also in 2015, ryan posts a picture of what seem to be song titles along with promises for making new music (the “shut the fuck up” was in response to someone telling him to go to bed btw) 

we’re now at the end of 2015. it seems like this is when ryan finally disconnects his twitter from his instagram because (except for one) his tweets stop and his instagram continues. he has also dropped shane morris as his manager (thank god)

near the beginning of 2016, ryan tells us that he has written a song for a band called agelast (sadly, that is pronounced ah-gel-ist, not age-last) he posted on both twitter and facebook about this. i’m inclined to believe both posts were actually him, not shane, but who knows. there was this comment on the facebook page that would be nice if it was from him. 

then, also early 2016, he and helena broke up. he was all set to fly to visit her in australia on a long term modeling job, and maybe he did, but that was that on helena vestergaard. she deleted all traces of him from her social media. he continued to play hockey and post pictures of dottie. 

he also bought 5 pounds of sour patch kids, causing all of us to fear for his health. then he starts to become a bit of a recluse. he posts a lot less frequently and it’s usually dottie pictures. 

then he goes to a renaissance fair and saves lives with his look 

easily the most important part of 2016 was when ryan did a surprise performance with dan keyes’ band cologne at emo nite la. it’s everything. EVERYTHING. watch it now. it felt like a nice comeback and he looked GOOD

we also got another tiny song clip. more pictures and videos of dottie. he also modeled some new PHASES merch with Z and Langley 

he went to the beach and we were blessed with this glorious image 

then he turned 30! and jeremy burke & alison harvard threw him a mini party at midnight with pizza! 

also sometime in august, his demo ep was deleted from soundcloud (his whole soundcloud was deleted) along with his site going down and his facebook page being deleted. the only thing we know is actually ryan is his instagram. 

then came halloween. with costumes in the past like et, a sloth, and a gremlin, we knew he would not disappoint. he was link from legend of zelda and he spent a good amount of the party (adam levine’s again, bden was not there) with victoria asher and gabe saporta from cobra starship. have some pics. 

(that’s gabe beside him)

then he “drank some blood” in this adorable video with his vocal coach

throughout 2016, a director named dan adams (glitterworldinc on insta) had been tagging ryan in a lot of pictures. i’m going to make a companion piece for him as well, but i’ll mention him here. he posts pictures of ryan, sometimes with strange captions, sometimes with rude captions. many pictures didn’t have ryan in them, but he was tagged. some pictures were of ryan’s house or around echo park. see more about that in the companion piece. lots of speculation went on about what he was doing with ryan. we’ll get to that in a minute. something more exciting now. the longest clip of new music that makes me cry every single time i listen to it, that callback line. (fun fact, z commented on it and called him space boi which is where i get one of my tags for him)

he looked beautifully goth for new years 

now we’re in 2017!

we found out this year that all the things glitterworldinc had been posting are because ryan’s going to be in his new movie!! he’s playing a character named Dewey Parsons in daniel adams’ new movie starmaker

the newest picture we have from ryan himself is this

and dan adams (glitterworldinc) has recently posted two! one was posted today! 

and that is basically everything i know about ryan ross’ life from the earliest facts i know to today! thank you for coming along on this crazy long ride with me and reading this giant mess. i’ll make those companion pieces here soon, so look out for those!

EDIT: Update!!!!! ryan posted this mere hours after i finished this because he likes to make my life harder (i’m mostly kidding, i love him so much)

his caption: “On all twos Makin tunes on toons”

EDIT NUMBER 2: i should have made an outline for these posts, jesus christ. i told you all in another post that the guitar ryan burned alive would be important later and then i never told you why. the why is because brendon still has it. yep, he has the guitar that ryan burned all the way back in the cabin/pretty. odd. era. how do we know this? oh, just because brendon put it in his literal house of memories. it’s fine, i’m not crying. (it’s not fine, i am crying) the house of memories is a vip thing for this tour where fans can go in and take pictures with a bunch of old panic! things, from the masks from fever era to stuff from the victorious video. i would kill to go. 

Hawaii - Jimin

Originally posted by kookies-for-taehyung

Hawaii

Parts; Masterlist, One, Two, Three, Four

Pairing; Jimin x Reader

Genre; Romance, Fluff

Word count; 2.736


“Ya JK, open the door!!” you heard someone yell whilst pounding on your door. You were startled as you were already asleep and as you moved to grab your phone you were getting angry because it was in the middle of the night and after the jetlag you suffered from flying from Europe to Hawaii, you finally fell asleep at a normal time but now there was a lunatic pounding down the door, yelling for someone named JK.

It wasn’t till you were fully awake that you saw your friend Mina hyperventilating, this was something new but as the guy kept yelling JK, she went completely crazy. “Why aren’t you opening the door?” you asked with a husky voice but she just waved me off, which made you get out of bed to open the door yourself, this was going to be interesting because if that person thought you were going to let him off easily, he was dead wrong. “YA KOOKIE OPEN UP!!” his voice was getting louder so you quickly put on your silk robe and open the door. “SHUT UP WILL YOU!” you yelled back but when you saw the person in front of you, you immediately wished you hadn’t said anything because it was the most handsome guy ever and there you stood yelling at him, he was also in shock that was a certain thing “That’s Jimin from bts.” you heard Mina choke out.

“Where is JK?” Jimin pushed you aside and walked into the room, he was reeking of alcohol and he must really be drunk. “There is no JK here, you have the wrong room.” you tried but he had already taken up the bed and after a few seconds, a soft snore came from him. “What the?” you were feeling shocked that was for certain and Mina just kept watching Jimin and who could really blame her, as he was beautiful even whilst being drunk. “Mina? You said he is Jimin from Bts right?”

“Ye, Park Jimin, you know who he is, I’ve shown pictures of him.”

“I know who he is but I’m not wearing my glasses and it’s night, you know my vision isn’t that clear, the only thing I can see is that he is really handsome.” you said apologetic and she nodded without looking away from a sleeping Jimin, this was going to be super awkward in the morning, you needed to find the guys or a manager to get him out of here. You grabbed a bra and sweats and a shirt and put on your glasses, so you were at least a bit presentable. “Mina please look over Jimin and don’t take pictures, I am going to look for someone of the Bts team.” you took the room key and went to look for someone you would recognize. After having no luck, you went up to the reception and asked if they could call someone from Bts’s team to meet me in the lobby and at first they denied that there was even someone from Bts and you actually had to tell them about Jimin and the fact that he was sleeping in your room. You quickly texted Mina to tell her to make a picture and send it to me, just to prove it to the receptionist and when she saw the picture of a sleeping Jimin, she immediately called one of the rooms and not long after a guy with glasses came walking up to you followed by none other than J-Hope and JungKook, now that you were wearing your glasses you recognized them right away.

You put up your hand to signal them and J-Hope was the first one that spotted you and he nudged the other guys. “Are you Y/N?” you nodded and bowed quickly. “Why is Jimin in your room?”

“I really don’t know but he was pounding down the door, calling for JK.”  Jk and J-Hope exchanged a certain look, which looked a bit like panic. “Look he is really drunk and he just passed out in my bed and I just thought you guys should go and get him.”

“Did you take any pictures?”

“Ani, we didn’t. We do respect your privacy.”

“Is it okay if you let him sleep in your room for just tonight, I know it’s weird but he has been down and hasn’t been sleeping, so if he is finally sleeping then we should really let him sleep.” they sounded apologetic and as they look at you with their puppy eyes, you couldn’t say no but you couldn’t help but sigh at this because how in the world were you going to get some rest. “Sure, does he need to be somewhere at a certain time later today?”

“Ye, he needs to be at the beach at 9 am.” of course he did, this was going to be a real bitch because it meant you had to be dressed and showered way before 9 am. “Okay, I will make sure he is at the beach on time, I’m sorry for waking you guys.”

“That’s okay, thank you for telling us, we were a bit worried when he didn’t come to his room.”

“Then I will go back, good night.” you bowed and started to walk towards the elevator when you got stopped by their manager. “I really don’t want to be rude but can we see your phone tomorrow?” You were happy he didn’t want to see your phone right now because there was a picture of Jimin sleeping like a baby on your phone. “Of course but really we won’t make any pictures of videos, that’s really disrespectful.” they nodded and bowed, which you took as your cue to walk away but before you returned to your room you asked for a few bottles of water, just in case Jimin woke up really thirsty. It also was a good thing that you brought painkillers. The minute you opened the door you couldn’t help but laugh at what was in front of you, Mina still sat the same way as you left her completely mesmerized by Jimin. “Ya Mina, get off the floor.” she turned and the look in her eyes told me she was completely smitten but somehow you couldn’t help but get a bit defensive about this.
“You are really being rude right now, just go to sleep.” she threw you a glance that told you to die right there but it was so funny you couldn’t help but giggle at this. She did get up and almost crawled in the same bed as Jimin, you quickly pulled her back by her shirt and pushed her on her own bed. “Are you crazy, you can’t sleep in the same bed as Jimin.”

“Ah why?!” she was actually whining in a low voice which made this situation even funnier “Just go to sleep and don’t bother him.” she groaned and whined for a bit but eventually she grew quiet and not long after her soft snores were heard. This made you relax a bit but you still couldn’t sleep so you put the water on the nightstand with two painkillers in a cup next to it, you couldn’t help but be drawn to the sleeping Jimin, his hair had fallen in front of his face and you couldn’t help but brush it away, next thing you know he grabs your hand and pulled you next to him, he actually pulled you into him, which would be really sweet if you would be dating but now it was way too intimate and you tried to get loose, which worked after a few tries, luckily he didn’t wake up but the thing that happened was that you just lost your heart to the sleeping boy.

Not knowing what to do, you grabbed your laptop and decided to watch a movie, you did set the alarm just in case you fell asleep. You took a seat on the chair which was in front of the window and you made yourself cozy, you did fall asleep but woke up by the sunlight, which was the best way ever to wake up. You stretched but stopped when you felt eyes on you and as you quickly sat up your eyes locked with Jimin’s and to say he looked confused and hungover as hell was an understatement. “How are you feeling?” you wanted to get a bit closer but he stopped me with just his hand. “Who are you?”

“Ah I’m Y/N, you were a bit drunk last night and were looking for JungKook.” you quickly explained but he started to look suspicious. “Why would I come here?”

“I don’t know but you were convinced that this was the right room and before we could stop you, you already crawled on my bed and fell asleep.”

“Why didn’t you wake me up?”

“We tried but you were fast asleep but I did contact your manager and told him that you were here and they told me to just let you sleep, so that’s what we did.”

“You didn’t take pictures right?” you hesitated and he immediately held out his hand for your phone and without thinking you gave him your phone but you already had deleted the picture because that was what you promised. “You didn’t take pictures?” he sounded surprised, which made you a bit sad because that meant that there were actually sasaengs that made that kind of pictures, which was a complete violation of their privacy. “Well we did make one picture but that was just to prove you were in our room.”

“Who needed the prove?”

“Ah, the receptionist but after that, I deleted the picture.”

“Thank you so much.” you smiled at him and he let himself fall back on the bed with his arms over his head. “I’m so embarrassed right now.”

“Ah don’t be.” you sat down on the bed and started to spin the top from the water bottle “You should drink some water and I have some painkillers if you need it.” you handed him the water bottle and was a bit surprised when he sat up and moved so close to you, his arm was touching yours and just like last night you felt the same spark but this time you noticed that he felt it too as he froze up for just a second but he recovered really fast as he continued to grab the bottle from your hand. “I’m sorry to ask this but do you maybe have a spare toothbrush?” he asked after drinking the water and you nodded as you quickly got up and opened your suitcase, showing the spare toothbrush. He got up and disappeared into the bathroom. You followed him with your eyes but stopped when you locked eyes with an angry looking Mina, she was definitely judging you hard for being so close to Jimin and you quickly looked down at the ground out of embarrassment. “Really Y/N?”

“Whatever,” you mumbled as you got up from the bed. Jimin didn’t take a long time and you quickly walked into the bathroom and listened to him introducing himself to Mina. You got dressed real quick and decided to put on some shorts and a sleeveless shirt and you braided your hair loosely, your makeup was minimal as you probably ended up swimming anyway. “Mina you can take a shower now,” you called out and sure enough she joined you in the bathroom with a cloudy expression. “You can have him,” she mumbled embarrassed and you wondered what happened there but knowing Mina she probably tried to flirt with Jimin and he most likely turned her down in the nicest way possible.

You walked out of the room when you heard Him gasp and you immediately looked down to see if there was something wrong but nothing was wrong and you looked up and jump back a bit as he was right in front of you. “Oh, you scared me,” you said a bit out of breath but he was actually smiling at you. “You look beautiful.” you felt the blush on your face when he said that which made him chuckle in a low voice. “Ah before I forget this, you need to be at the beach at 9 am.” He looked at his phone and made a small noise when he saw the time. “I need to leave like now.” he was already running towards the door when he suddenly turned around and came back, he pulled you into his arms and gave you a tight hug followed by a kiss on the cheek. “Thank you for taking care of me, I left my number on your phone and I called my phone with it, I will text you okay?” you nodded against his shoulder and that’s when he let you go.

You let yourself fall on the nearest bed and put the pillow on top of your face and screamed in it, this was the first time you could express your enthusiasm for having one of the most handsome guys in your room and to have him hug you and kiss you on the cheek, what kind of dream is this?

“You’re not dreaming but you did steal the guy from me,” Mina said when she walked into the room and you couldn’t help but giggle at her sour tone. “I really want to say sorry but then again I don’t.” which made her snicker as well. “You’re so bad, warning me to stay away from him and there you are taking care of him.”

“I know, I know but I couldn’t help it, I was just really drawn to him.”

“Let’s go rent jet skis.” she suddenly yelled and you immediately were on board because that would be so badass “Let’s go1” we grabbed our bags and a few minutes later we were paying for jet skis and the minute we got on the water, there wasn’t a single thought about Jimin and we just had fun, falling into the water a few times, we were completely exhausted by the time we got back, it was almost evening, which was good because that meant the sun wasn’t that strong anymore, not that it was relevant because you had been on the water for the entire day and got a bit tanned. You two walked to one of the lounge chairs when you spotted Rap Monster approaching you together with Jimin and their manager.

“Y/N, you’re finally back on land, we watched you play as we needed to talk.” You were way too tired to talk about serious things but you couldn’t really escape it. “Sure.” They asked you to follow them and as you took a seat at the chosen restaurant they immediately out some documents in front of you. “These are Nondisclosure documents and I need you to sign these.” Their manager was really bold about this and you actually felt a bit angry as it was offending as if you would tell people about Jimin being drunk, the guys noticed the change in you and they immediately tried to explain the situation. “I get it, I will sign them but know that I’m really offended as ARMY.” You quickly put your name on the documents and stood up and without looking back you walked away but was stopped the minute someone pulled you back.

“I’m sorry but they insisted, I do trust you but it’s just standard procedures.” Jimin was visibly upset but you were angry enough to not fall for it. “Look I’m really tired as I didn’t have much sleep last night, so just drop it.” you tried to pull your arm free, which was fruitless as he was much stronger than you. “Please forgive me.”

“Why would you even care about if I forgive you, I’m just a nobody and you don’t really know me anyway, so let’s just pretend that we never met and just let me be ARMY from afar.”

“Ani, I really don’t want to forget you, I really don’t think I can forget you, to be honest.”

“Why not?”

“Because I like you and want to know you better.”

“As if you have time for that.”

“I never really had a girlfriend but I think you have to be my first so please have dinner with me tomorrow.”



Part 2

Prompt List

Originally posted by picture--sex

Pairing: Only some of 13 Reasons Why Characters, such as Alex Standall, Clay Jensen, Hannah Baker, Jeff Atkins, Jessica Davis, Justin Foley, Montgomery de la Cruz, Tony Padilla, Tyler Down and Zach Dempsey.

Rules: Send me as many numbers as you like from the list, specify the character and gender of the reader.

Take note: I am using the numbers just once, so I am crossing out the phrases that I already used. If ever I get two requests with some different numbers, I will still consider your request, but the number won’t be used by someone anymore.

Enjoy!


1. “Shut up, I’m trying to study here.”
2. “Oh my God! Did you just fart?!”
3. “Home is whenever I’m with you.”
4. “I’m sorry, Mr. It’s my period week, don’t bother me.”
5. “Why, all of the sudden, you are this interested in my life?”
6. “I despise you too, so don’t think that I’m fine with you texting me.”
7. “Never in your wildest dreams.”
8. “What do you think? Let’s give it another shot?”
9. “I am just protecting you.”
10. “Appreciate what I do for you, even just for once.”
11. “I have never asked for your help.”
12. “Damn, you get high grades but you never understood it?”
13. “I can give you a ride.”
14. “Let’s skip our next classes?”
15. “It was the fifth time I’m calling her phone.”
16. “I can’t tell it to you through the phone, meet me after your duty at work?”
17. “Well, she’s hot. Why don’t you try to date her?”
18. “I prefer to do it on my own, thanks.”
19. “I’m busy, can’t you wait for a while?”
20. “Good! I wouldn’t stand if I have to break someone’s heart for his best friend.”
21. “Just because I’m a girl, you think that I can’t win against you?”
22. “Do you think she’s angry?”
23. “How I wish that was me.”

24. “I knew you would end up together.”
25. “We have an unfinished business here.”
26. “Can I have a good luck kiss?”
27. “How’s the taste of defeat?”
28. “You look sexy in these glasses.”
29. “I love him and nothing’s ever going to stop us.”
30. “As long as we’re together, there are two less lonely people in this world.”
31. “Hey, what’s this mess all about?”
32. “I still have our photographs, but there’s no
way I’m showing them to you.”
33. “You have 5 fractures in just one hand.”
34. “What did you punch?”
35. “I love Superman.”
36. “There are no bells ringing.”
37. “I’m sorry for pretending.“
38. “You seem sad.”
39. “I’m just tired.”
40. “Your girlfriend hates me too.”
41. “Just a little bit.”
42. “You both know each other?”
43. “I didn’t bring you here to tease me.”
44. “I’m just stating the truth.”
45. “You need that more than I do.”
46. “But on the serious side, we decided to remain friends.”
47. “He’s jealous.”
48. “We’re not together anymore.”
49. “I just wanted you for my lusts.”
50. “I am an idiot heartless man for making you cry.”
51. “What if she gets hurt?”
52. “We need to be professional here, so stop bothering me.”
53. “Listen to me for once and for all.”
54. “You’re not obliged to save me.”
55. “He never left my side, mostly when I needed him the most.”
56. “I am not asking you to save me.“
57. “It’s just a matter of principle.”
58. “Can a broken heart damage my body system?”
59. “I’m trying to be nice here.”
60. “Stop mocking me!”

61. “And you’re just mocking me.”
62. “You really broke her.”
63. “I’m starting to question my sexuality.”
64. “Am I the only one who ships them?”
65. “That dress is surely short for you.”
66. “I’m here, I care for you.”
67. “Without you in this world? I would be lost.”
68. “Your girlfriend would hate me even more.”
69. “You’re really beautiful when you smile!”
70. “Can we go home now?”
71. “You can sleep on the couch or sleep beside me, it’s up to you.”
72. “I missed sleeping with you.”
73. “Where did you get that hickey?”
74. “There’s no way I’m getting a hickey, duh!”
75. “There’s something strange happening in this place.”
76. “What are those slaps for?”
77. “I need to go back to work.”
78. “He’s too handsome and nice to do such thing.”
79. “Why do you seem so happy in these days?”
80. “Not when you have a lipstick stain on your lips.”
81. “Aren’t you convinced?”
82. “Idiot, you made me worry!”
83. “I will protect you just like how Clark Kent protected Lois Lane.”
84. “Don’t listen to him, he’s just being overprotective once again.”
85. “You’re the only one who cares for me.”
86. “Why are you so quiet?”
87. “Send me that picture, asshole!”
88. “What does that kiss mean?”
89. “Can I sleep with you tonight?”
90. “There’s always the couch for you.”
91. “As long as you sleep on the couch.”
92. “Get your ass over here because I want to have some rest!”
93. “You’re so cute in your pyjamas.”
94. “Maybe you can wake up from reality!”
95. “What the fuck was that for?”
96. “I know that you still love me.”
97. “I would die if you continue doing that thing.”
98. “C’mon, let me hug you tight.”
99. “Pinky promise?”
100. “Were you eavesdropping?”