i promise these are in the right order


- OVER -

The whole world seems to be in a stage of shock. To all my american (and also non-american) friends, I’m with you! You’ll get through this, I promise. It doesn’t end here, you’ll outlast him. Don’t forget that you are a gigantic nation and that every single one of you has rights. You can protest, you can campaign, you can sign petitions. And most importantly, you can support one another and show kindness and compassion.

As a small act of kindness and compassion I decided to do a give away. I don’t care if you follow my blog or anything, you really don’t have to in order to win this. I just hope I can make one or two people smile in such depressing times. Don’t give up and remember to breathe! I love you guys! <3
Deadline: November 20th

I can’t promise you things will always be simple or easy with me. I can’t promise we’ll never fight and I can’t promise I’ll always have the right words. 
But what I can promise you is that I’ll always be there to wipe away your tears. I’ll cook you breakfast and memorize how you like your coffee. I’ll be there to pick you up when your car breaks down. I’ll order your favorite takeout and watch movies with you on a Saturday night. I’ll go to the doctor with you and make soup for you when you’re sick. I’ll never forget a single birthday or anniversary. I’ll support you in whatever you do and I’ll always be by your side cheering you on.  
I can’t promise things will always be easy but I can promise that I’ll give you everything I have. 

TPM AU where after Obi-Wan promises Qui-Gon he’ll train Anakin, he realizes he can’t stay in the Order to do it, because:

1) The Council already turned Anakin down for training and Obi-Wan’s not like Qui-Gon, he can’t just bulldoze his way through them and do what he wants anyway (I mean, he can, obviously, because that’s what he did in canon but he doesn’t think he can do it).

2) More importantly, there are Sith out there. Apparently. And they managed to track down him and his Master on Tatooine and Naboo. If his Master’s right and Anakin is the Chosen One (or even if he’s not and Anakin’s just a really strong Force user), making him a Jedi will just put a tracker on him because Jedi have assigned missions, there’s always a record of where they’re going and what they’re doing. What if the Sith try to find them again?

3) Lastly, he’s pissed at the Council. They didn’t take the threat of the Sith seriously enough and sent them back out without any reinforcements and now his Master’s dead.

So yeah, he’ll train Anakin like he promised, and he’ll train him in the ways of the Force. But he’s not gonna do it within the Order, not while there’s still Sith out there. He’s not gonna tie them down anywhere and put a target on their backs. So he packs up his and Anakin’s things, gives Padme his farewells, accepts her thanks for his and Qui-Gon’s assistance, and takes Anakin and leaves.

They move around a lot, Obi-Wan picking up odd jobs and bringing Anakin along as his “younger brother.” Part of it is that they’re trying to save enough to go buy Shmi’s freedom (the only thing Anakin cares about now that being a Jedi is off the table, thanks to the stupid Council….it doesn’t take him long to get over it though because you learn to roll with the punches and take what life gives you when you were raised a slave on Tatooine; plus Obi-Wan is still going to teach him anyway so whatever, he doesn’t need to be a Jedi to be a hero). Obi-Wan’s also keeping an ear out for any signs of further Sith activity but it gets quiet on that front. He hears that Palpatine was elected to be the new Chancellor but that’s it.

Some things I wanted to include here but haven’t fully fleshed out:

- Dex is one of Obi-Wan’s primary contacts.

- Obi-Wan and Anakin spend some time as part of Hondo’s pirate crew.

- They do manage to free Shmi and sooner than she was freed in canon. She goes with them, because it’s not like any of them have money for her to buy property on Tatooine to settle down in. Obi-Wan teaches them how to use all kinds of weapons. Anakin is wide-eyed. “How do you how to fight with so many different weapons? That’s wizard.” “Ahaha, well, I had a tendency to lose my lightsaber a lot and had to make do with what I could get my hands on…and if you listen carefully to the Force, it’ll guide you in learning how to use a weapon. Especially if it’s a life-or-death situation.” (Basically the Force loves Obi-Wan and will pull all sorts of tricks to make sure he stays alive.)

Trump Will Continue LGBTQ Worker Protection Order Signed by Obama
The White House announced Tuesday that President Trump will continue a 2014 Obama-era order protecting LGBTQ employees who work for federal contractors from workplace discrimination. The announcement came after reports that an executive order affecting the LGBTQ community was coming. "President...
By ABC News

So this was the big news that they were talking about for the LGBTQ+ community. 

Do you see the smokescreen?

We were riled up and ready for it to be something bad like taking away our marriage rights or enacting RFRA-type discriminatory laws and what’s the big news? Federal employees will continued not to be fired over their sexuality. 

And they phrase it like he’s a champion of our rights, but during his election he promised to take away our right to marry. He said he’d protect us but ‘from a hateful foreign ideology’ as if we don’t know he means Muslims. 

And this order comes after complaints that there is nothing on the white house website about LGBTQ+. 

You know what this looks like to me?

‘See? I’m the good guy here!’

This is the barest of minimums, framed like a gracious effort.  

I’m not falling for it. 


Hi everyone! So this is part one of the ABO Verse fic I promised to post. I finally got around to writing it and voila! Let me know what you think pretty please? It’s kinda short but every first chapter is right? xxx 

Pairing: Alpha!Bucky x Omega!Reader

Summary: The a/b/o verse where Hydra fucked with Bucky’s hormones and temporarily made him a Beta (because they take orders better) as the Winter Soldier, but now that he’s safe at Stark Tower, Tony hires Y/n to help re-orientate him back to his natural-born rank as Alpha.

Tags: Angst, fluff, smut (duh), and everything else I can’t remember right now lol

Tagged Lovlies: @softforseb@mrtinslydia, @wine-and-space-donuts, @aislinsekhem, @creideamhgradochas (lemme know if you wanna be tagged x)

(oh and I did this lazy crappy last minute minimalist cover, but I would love if you guys submitted your own covers :) Sexy, angsty, whatever you want idc but I’d love to see some!!! You guys are way better at graphics than I am lol)


Opia n. the ambiguous intensity of looking someone in the eye, which can feel                                      simultaneously invasive and vulnerable

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An Original Quick Watercolor Work. #372

December 2015 —Day 29: With 2 days left until the end of the year, I want to remind everyone who is struggling, or has come across difficulties that “it’s okay”. Things may not be well right now, but I can promise you that for as long as you hope and never give up, you will realize in the future why certain bad things have to happen in order to give way to better things ahead. x

Check out THE ARTIC SOUL for more original artworks.

Seattle judge blocks Trump’s immigration ban nationwide
A federal judge in Seattle has temporarily blocked President Trump’s executive order banning entry into the United States from seven Muslim-majority countries. US District Judge James Robert on Friday issued a temporary restraining order against the president's restrictions, siding with Washington Attorney General Bob Ferguson, who claims the immigration ban is unconstitutional.

US District Judge James Robart ruled in favor of Washington State Attorney General Bob Ferguson, who argued that President Trump’s action violated the “Constitution’s guarantee of Equal Protection and the First Amendment’s Establishment Clause, infringes on individual’s’ constitutional right to Due Process and contravenes the federal Immigration & Nationality Act.”

Attorney Ferguson filed his lawsuit on Monday, promising to continue his fight against the ban.

“I firmly believe that no one is above the law, however, and I have a duty to protect all Washingtonians from unlawful actions that violate the Constitution,” he said in a statement to CNBC on Monday. “I will continue this fight — all the way to the US Supreme Court if necessary — to uphold the rule of law.”

Quickly becoming my favourite outfit 💪🍑
Today I planned on going to the gym, but my goal right now is to become healthy. And health is not always just what you lift or what you eat, it’s about your mindset, too.
I’m inspired by my own progress, but I so often compare myself to others: “she lost so much weight already”, “her biceps are so much bigger than mine”, “I wish I had legs like hers” - just stoooooopppp. Right now I’m trying to focus on myself and what I need to do in order to improve. And if that’s to take a step back and chill in my pyjamas, or to dedicate myself in the gym for an hour or two, or to take myself out for some retail therapy, then that is what I am going to do. 💕💕
Also, I will get round to doing all your promos, I promise. 💕💕💕💕💕

Don’t be afraid of the dark, disjointed thoughts in your head…
I promise you there’s nothing wrong with you.
It is the human condition to be messy and broken. I fear we are too complicated to be put together right. We are highly intelligent creatures that evolved too fast for our primitive side to catch up. We grapple with a myriad of emotions so complex we often cannot even comprehend WHAT we are feeling, much less HOW to deal with it. We are obsessed with order and perfection when by our very nature we are chaotic and flawed and it causes us to confine our darker selves… to lock them away where nobody else can see them.
We are a cyclone in a bottle… a storm of immense power contained within a vessel we present as ‘ordinary’ or ‘normal’ and we all have difficulty containing it sometimes.
So embrace yourself – accept yourself.
You are exactly like everyone else in your own unique way. We all struggle to make sense of our own minds… we all battle with demons that nobody else can see. And those times when we are at our worst we all secretly fear there is something deeply wrong within us that cannot be fixed… Something dark and terrible that makes us different from everyone else…
But I’m here to tell you that you are not alone – we are all inherently flawed and we all go through this. There’s nothing wrong with you, you’re just overwhelmed and that too is normal.
It’s okay… everything is going to be okay…
—  Ranata Suzuki | You Are Not Alone
Imagine having a slight panic attack during the line up and Rick and Negan trying their best to calm you.

(So I had a request for Negan X reader X Rick as reader has a panic attack and they calm her. Hope I got it right and you all like it. I tried my best to describe a panic attack as much as I could, hope I got it right :) Gifs not mine/Credit to the original owner/Found them on google)

Your friends and you had suddenly been surrounded by the Saviors. You all stopped and were ordered to drop everything.

The whole day had been stressful for you. You had seen your friend, Maggie, sick and you fear the worst for her and her baby.

You had a few tears seeing her suffer but with Rick comforting the both of you and promising everything will be alright, reassured you a little.

You believed him and had hopes of seeing Maggie well.


However, everything change the moment you decided to leave the RV.
You felt like something worst was going to happen and you were right.

You saw your friends that were missing that morning and were now all sitting on the ground waiting.

Waiting for something, someone.

You suddenly heard a door open and a distinct voice.

“Pissin’ our pants yet…boy do I have a feeling we’re getting close!”

You weren’t comfortable with what was happening and tried your best to control your breathing.

As you concentrated, you seemed to take notice of all your surrounding even the sound of Negan’s footstep. It made you more nervous and take a deeper breath.

“It’s about to be pee pee pants city real soon!” He said walking out of the shadow.

He started to laugh and you grew even more nervous. 

As he looked your way, he couldn’t believe a woman like you could be by Rick’s side.

“Oh, a pretty one!” He said chuckling while staring at you.

You couldn’t find the courage to look up at him and couldn’t think of anything.

Negan approached all of you but subconsciously you backed away from him. It made him chuckle and walk towards someone else instead.

In the corner of Rick’s eye, he noticed how nervous you were.


Since he had met you, Rick knew of your anxiety problems during times of stress. He had noticed that it always happened when the group was in danger.

He hated worrying you and had always been the first one to help you calm down and comfort you. He would try anything to help and truly showed how much he cared for you.

He noticed that just as him, you were shivering in fear. He knew he couldn’t calm you down if he wasn’t calm himself.

He took a deep breath and tried to think about ways to get you to focus on something else.


Negan had asked questions and suddenly was reminding you of what you all have done to the Saviors.

“You killed a whole lot of my men…more than i’m comfortable with…and for that…for that you’re gonna pay!”

Negan looked back at all of you and pointed towards your direction for fun.

“Even you beautiful!” He said looking directly at you and smiling.

You looked up at him and you started to feel as if you were being strangled.

He thought he was being funny but none of this was for you.

Everything seemed to close in on you and your breathing became irregular.

You had tears in your eyes and they blurred your vision.

At that moment, Rick knew something was wrong and couldn’t care less about Negan, he grabbed your hand. He wanted to calm you down and had you looking at him.

“Y/N…” He said looking at you.


Not truly understanding what was happening Negan got angry and yelled at the both of you.

“Hey! what the hell are you doing?”

Everyone else were worried as well but knew Rick could handle you.

Rick, didn’t seem to hear Negan and only looked at you. He then held you to keep your gaze on him.

“Y/N, concentrate on me…i’m here for you…remember Y/N, i’m here for you…Y/N, i’m the only one here…nothing’s going to happen to us…no matter what…I won’t let anything happen to you or any of us…”

You tried your best to only look at him and think about him and his words. You squeezed his hand that held yours and took deep deep breath. You wanted to believe him and the feeling of being crushed to go away.


As Negan heard what Rick was saying to you, he later realized your reaction wasn’t simply because you feared him or what was going to happen. He realized you were in a panicked state and felt guilty about the situation.

He wanted to create fear in all of you but had never expected for such a turn of events.

He signal everyone to put their weapons down and slowly approached you and Rick.

Your friends were scared about what could happen but calmed down when they saw him putting his baseball bat on the ground.

“Hey! You scared?” Negan said looking down at the both of you. It was a new situation for him but something about you made him want to help you.


He wanted to help but clearly his tone only seemed to make the situation worst.

You didn’t look at him and could only shake your head. You didn’t understand what was going to happen or what could happen now.

With slight more confidence, Rick looked back at Negan and told him

“You shouldn’t ever speak to her that way…Especially when she’s clearly  in distress…”

Negan was taken back by the way Rick spoke to him and chuckled.

However, as he looked back at you he thought it was better to follow Rick’s order if he wanted to help.

“Fine, how can I help…” Negan said in a much softer tone than earlier.

Rick thought it was strange for someone like him to want to help and didn’t know how to answer.

He only looked up at him and back at you.


Negan got pissed but seeing how you tried to fight back and kept holding your tears, made him sank to his knee next to Rick.

You suddenly seem to finally noticed him and got even more fearful. Your eyes shifted around and you felt as if you were being crushed.

Rick immediately held your hand tighter and grabbed a hold of the back of your neck.

He made you stare at him and told you “Y/N…i’m here for you…remember…breathe in…breathe out…slowly…at your normal pace, remember?”

You nodded and tried to do as he instructed. He started to stroke your hair and wipe some of your tears away.

Negan noticed how you seemed to calm down by the way Rick held you and talk to you.

Just as Rick, Negan suddenly grabbed your other hand and held it tightly.

You looked over at him slightly shocked but he smiled at you. He didn’t knew what else could be done and decided to rub your hand with his thumb as he held it.

He then softly told you “Y/N, i’m sorry…I didn’t mean to scare you like that…I won’t hurt you…or do anything that makes you uncomfortable…I promise…”

Rick looked at Negan confused and unsure if to truly believe him. He was still on edge himself and couldn’t think of Negan as a man of his words.

He tried to get your attention back to him but suddenly just as him, Negan had his other hand on you as well.

He cupped your face and made you look at him directly in his eyes.

“I’ll repeat it for you, Y/N…I promise no harm will ever come to you or…your family…whoever they are…”

As he said it he looked at Rick and the others and back at you. Although you didn’t know him much, the sincerity in his eyes told you everything. With his grip and Rick’s on your hands you felt safe and could truly find peace.

You looked over at Rick and back at Negan and nodded at them.

A Task Force X Prompt: “Nothing against the country of your roots, Chato, but I swear we’re never getting Mexican food while we’re on a mission ever again!”

Originally posted by fatalitum

“Guys, I’m hungry and my tummy is growling. Let’s eat something before we proceed with the mission, shall we?” you proposed since the mission you had been assigned on was taking too long and you had already skipped lunch.

“Yes! I agree with (Y/N)!” Harley was quick to agree since she always loved a good meal.

“Ok. I suppose you are right.” Rick gave in and you scanned the street for any kind of restaurants to go in.

You spotted a Mexican restaurant and since Chato had promised you to guide you through Mexican cuisine everyone agreed.

“I will have the chilaquiles.” You ordered to the cute waitress and she smiled back at you.

Everyone was excited to try the food they ordered and Chato looked proud that everyone wanted to try many of the dishes.

“Oh, and, guys, go easy with the sauces.” He warned.

The food was ready and served and all of you delved right into it.

The sauces were delicious and spicy and everyone forgot Chato’s warning.

“I think we are ready to go.” Rick said as he paid the waitress who greeted you ‘adios’.

That’s when Digger’s stomach growled loudly. He looked around awkwardly and ran to the bathroom.

“What’s wrong with him?” you asked confused.

“He is weak.” Chato laughed and that’s when you understood Chato’s warning.

The next was Floyd. Rick followed suit and you were laughing like a lunatic, Harley and Chato soon joined you.

Digger was back and he looked sick and tired.

Though, before he could even open his mouth, his stomach betrayed him again and he ran back to the bathroom vowing to never eat Mexican again.

After about around half an hour, the boys were back and you had ordered some plain tortillas for them. They munched them grumpily while you explained the situation you were in, to June and explained to her why the mission was postponed for a bit.

June laughed, and you swore you heard Waller laughing in distance, as you hang up the phone.

“Nothing against the country of your roots, Chato, but I swear we’re never getting Mexican food while we are on a mission ever again.” Rick growled with annoyance.

The other affected boys agreed while you, Chato, Harley, Tatsu, and KC scoffed them.

“I am impressed, though.” Chato said to you and Harley.

“Why is that?” you asked with a smirk.

“You two ate the most of the sauces and all the spicy stuff and you didn’t even flinch.” He explained.

“That’s amazing. Are you sure you aren’t from Mexico?” he smiled as he punched you lightly on the shoulder.

“Ha! I wish.” You said and Harley agreed.

“And well, we love spicy food. Unlike some others, whose stomach betrayed them five times in the span of thirty minutes.” you laughed as the three men glared at you.

30 days of writing; httyd

beginning. accusation. restless. snowflake. haze. flame. formal. companion. move. silver. prepared. knowledge. denial. wind. order. thanks. look. summer. transformation. tremble. sunset. mad. thousand. outside. winter. diamond. letters. promise. simple. future.

“Hiccup! Hey.”

Hiccup swiveled, in what Fishlegs would call a “pirouette fit for the Nutcracker,” and cracked a grin. “Hey, Astrid.” Eyeing the box in her hands, he reached for it. “Need help?”

The blonde girl shook her head. “Nah, not with the box. You have some time?”

“I – ” He then proceeded to glance at Fishlegs, who blinked.

“Oh, right, I’ll be going now,” the stout boy said, before promptly shuffling away.

Hiccup turned back to Astrid. “I have time now. What’s up?”

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don’t be scared of the avalanche

don’t be scared of the avalanche (or how a couple should react after a near death experience)

I promised @gypsyscarfwoman fluff and I think I promised @itsfridaysomewhere a fic where Jane and Kurt are almost caught in an explosion (I’m really losing track of prompts and requests). And also I love my headcanon of Rich and Jane having movie nights together (once he joins the team). And also Speed just might be one of my favorite movies ever. So this is all that in one fic. Enjoy!

“I’ve got a bomb up in the attic!” Kurt spoke into his comms, “it’s on a timer! 60 seconds!”

“Same here!” came Jane’s voice, “in the basement! also on 60!”

“Reade! Zapata! Evacuate the house, right now!” Kurt ordered his team and turned his focus back to the bomb.

“What are you looking at?” Patterson asked Jane and Kurt and they both described the same bomb.

“Talk us through it, Patterson,” Kurt said to the agent.

“There’s not enough time,” Patterson said, studying the schematics in front of her, “what you’re describing is a very complicated pairing system. You don’t have time to disarm either one, and even if you did, they are rigged in a way that… you have to disarm them both at the exact same time… even if you’re a millisecond off, the second one goes off. Just get out, both of you, now!”

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Good morning/afternoon/evening (^; 

Here are the giveaway wips to show you I do keep my promises, even if shit happens in life. I’m making them in order of request: first was Sparrow Genji training with a bamboo sword, second was Reaper, third was a teasing D.Va blowing a kiss. Yesterday evening I started painting Genji, shouldn’t take long before I finish him. I think Reaper’s going to be hard because he has all that black smoke revolving around his body like when he ults XD never painted that, hope it comes out well. As for D.Va, there are several things to correct. The right shoulder, the hand that holds the hat etc.


As for my situation, I feel like explaining below a little:

I had to face a sudden relocation after my mother changed her mind about going to take care of my grandfather in his own home. She decided to sell that house and move him to our own, but since it was only a two rooms house, I had to go. I had set everything with my culinary school to do the internship in a local pastry shop, but I had to change all my plans. Right now, my half sister’s father is hosting me, but I fought with everything I got not to go live into this house, since when I last was here I went through daily episodes of psychological abuse that left me scarred. Those were different times, but I took the fact I had to move here like another defeat in my life. Now I’m here, I’m with my sister and I’m happy of that,  it’s like having a sleepover party everynight, we both draw and have a passion for Overwatch, Hanzo, Genji and manga. I’m being treated fairly, maybe because I’m giving it all for this culinary school even if being a pastry chef is not my aspiration in life. I have more time to draw and I feel much, much better. I feel like I can improve my art 100 times more quickly here. I’m sorry, because I really meant making a gift to other Overwatch fans when I posted my giveaway, but after all that happened, when I drew, I needed to draw something for myself, that would make me feel better. 

Imagine Negan witnessing you taking care of the kids in Alexandria and is smitten by you.

(So I have been slightly uninspired lately and instead of writing the requests in order I just went through my request list and decided to write whatever inspired me first…Hope it’s alright with everyone and i’ll soon go back to writing them in order, promise :) Hope I got this request right and it makes sense and you all like it. Gif not mine/Credit to the original owner/Found it on google) 

As you had met the group, you were always drawn to taking care of Judith. 

Eventually when the prison was filled with the children of Woodbury, you had also taken upon yourself to care for them as well as teach them.

You were now in Alexadria and since your arrival the kids and the parents of younger children were all drawn to you.

They liked how easy it was to talk to you and how understanding you were. As for the parents, they liked that you were able to care for each of the kids despite how energetic they were.

Each morning you would take them to the park in Alexandria and keep watch of them and play around.

However as time past, the kids have been begging you to go out in the woods to play around. You had told them countless of times about the dangers outside the walls but they were so intent on seeing the world.

Their continuous begging had got to you and eventually you had talked about it during council meeting. You had suggested to clear a path near Alexandria, as much as you can and that the guards keeping watch from over the wall should keep an eye on you and the kids. While you were out you obviously promised everyone you would be cautious and keep a weapon close.

Many were reluctant about your idea but you managed to convince them and they went along.


It has now been a few days since you had eliminated the few walkers around the woods near Alexandria and you have now been able to take the kids outside.

The were all excited and kept pulling you to run with them.

“Y/N! Look! For you!” A young boy said as he showed you a leaf he picked up on the ground.

"Well, thank you Thomas! It’s lovely” you answered politely as he handed the gift to you.

“Y/N! Y/N! Over here! Look a lady bug! It’s so pretty!” Another little girl said while pulling you towards the bug.

“Wow! it is pretty just like you Lily!” You said touching her nose cutely and it made the girl giggle.

They were so happy it made you smile and apparently it also made another person happy.


From a distance, a man had been watching you but you hadn’t noticed.

The man who had keep watching was none other than Negan, the leader of the Saviors.


After what had happened to his men he had taken upon himself to watch your group’s next move. It has been weeks since the attack and he had watched your group for quite some time.

He had noticed you before but had seemed to always missed out on you when you played with the kids as he would keep an eye on Rick instead.


He had been walking in the woods for a while when suddenly he heard the laughter of children. Negan got weary but he slowly walked towards the noise and tightly held his bat.

He suddenly heard the children say a name and it eased him a little. He got closer and he looked through the woods.

He noticed you from afar as you were laughing and running around with the kids to keep them entertained.

Time seemed to stop as he stared at you. You were beautiful in the sunlight making the children laugh.

Motherly women weren’t usually his type but the way you took care of the kids totally changed his perception. Indeed, you were just so adorable he couldn’t stop looking at you. He started to feel his heart beat faster and now knew what love at first sight meant.

Seeing you smile from afar had drawn him over and unknowingly he kept walking towards you.


He walked so much he hadn’t even notice the proximity between you and him.

You heard the leaves rustling behind you and immediately put your hand over your gun. The kids suddenly shied away and you slowly got up. You quickly turned around and pointed your gun at him all while holding Judith in the other arm.

The kids hid behind you and Negan couldn’t help but think you looked so cute as an overprotective “mother”.

He bit his lip and smile at the sight and immediately put the baseball bat down. He raised his arms to show you he was unarmed and nervously said  "Hi… I noticed you have many children…you shouldn’t be out here all alone…“

Negan wasn’t usually a shy man but seeing you from up close had made him unable to be as confident as truly was.


You were weary about the man, you thought his smile was unsettling and kept your gun at him. You were also mad at the fact that your friends had kept you aware of the movement in the woods so you answered back "What do you want?”

Despite your anger your tone was quite sweet from Negan’s perspective and it made him chuckle.

“I-I just heard laughter while walking and thought I needed to see what it was…”

You then asked him “You’re alone?”

He nodded his head and saw one of the kids peered out from behind you and Negan waved at him.

You noticed his nervousness but his action had seemed to ease you and you lowered your gun.

Negan took it as a sign that he could put his guards down and lowered his hands.

“Where are you from?” You asked
continuing your interrogation.

Not wanting to ruin the moment, Negan knew he couldn’t tell you where he truly came from so he lied and replied  "I’m-I’m from the Hilltops" 

You furrowed your brows and said “Well you’re a far way from home…”

He laughed nervously and replied “I was on a run and I got a little lost…I’m really bad with directions…but i’ll be able to get back.”

You nodded and wanted to turn and leave but Negan asked “Are these kids…all yours…”

Obviously, a few of them could never pass for yours but he was just so excited of speaking to you that he blurted out a random question.

It made you laugh and you shook your head. “No…None of them are mine…i’m just taking care of them while their parents are taking care of business.”

He nodded and noticed his mistake and stuttered “Oh! Of course! You’re like a babysitter!”

His change in attitude made you smile and you couldn’t help but think that the man in front of you was quite friendly.

“Yes, I’m their babysitter…I’m Y/N…”

“I-I know…I heard the kids yell your name.”

The lighthearted atmosphere between you and him had eased the children and they suddenly slowly showed themselves.


You then started to ask more and soon enough the two of you were sitting on the ground talking to each other. You got to know the man a little “more” and the kids started to show interest in him.

“So what is a beautiful girl like you and kids doing out here?” He suddenly asked 

You got shy from his compliment and answered “The kids always wanted to come out here, that’s why I had arranged for it to be a somewhat kid environmentally friendly but…apparently I couldn’t keep it safe from lost strangers…”

He laughed and replied “Well, you’re lucky i’m the stranger…”

You laughed as well and suddenly a few of the kids noticed and started to tease you. 

A few sat around you and the man and suddenly Lily shyly asked “Sir? Do you like Y/N?”

It startled Negan and he could just answer “Euh…I-I don’t hate her…she’s been very nice to me up until now.”

He looked at you smiling and it made you blushed so you looked away.

The kids giggled and the little Thomas playfully told the man “You can’t like Y/N! She’s already mine! She accepted my gift! Look!”

Negan pretended to be taken back by his statement and suddenly got up. He then told the child “Oh really! We’ll see about that, come on! We’ll fight for her! Bring it!”

The boy ran towards him and Negan caught him and pretended to fight. 

It was a very out of the norm moment for Negan to act this way with children but spending a few hours with you had made him somewhat kind. In your presence he seemed to be unable to his usual self and could only show you and the kids kindness.


You then both continued to talk and time seemed to fly away. It was getting slightly darker. 

You told him “It’s getting quite late…I think we should go back…”

He nodded and said “Yeah…we wouldn’t want anything to happen to these kids.”

He slowly woke up Thomas who had fallen asleep in his arms. He lightly shook the boy awake and you couldn’t help but think the man was cute.

Negan got up and picked up his baseball bat that he had completely forgotten while spending time with you.

He then turned around and asked “I just wanted to say that I truly enjoyed spending the day with you…Can I assume you’ll be here often…”

You smiled and teased him “So what? So you could get lost in the woods again…”

He got closer to you and looked you in the eyes and said “If I get to see you every time I get lost then I would gladly do it over and over again! I don’t know if you noticed but…I am starting to like you…”

You blushed and shook your head and said “We’ve just met…maybe after a few meetings…you can be sure about me…”

He couldn’t stop admiring you and could only answer “Oh…i’m sure about you…anyways get these kids home…it’s late”

You nodded and turned around to leave.

He was about to leave as well and you suddenly realized you had spent the entire day with a complete stranger and hadn’t even bother to ask him his name. You then grabbed his arm and said “Wait! Y-you haven’t told me your name yet…”

Negan stood still in shock and couldn’t think of a random name in order to avoid you being alarmed by. He turned around and instead said “The next time we’ll meet, I’ll tell you…promise…”

He then turned to leave and you looked at him in slight confusion and hoped that the next day he would come across you would come soon enough.

As he made his way back to his camp kept rethinking if him and The Saviors should really go on with the plan against your group.


The queue is pretty far out right now (eleven days, at the moment), and asks are still pouring in. I’m still trying to answer everything that isn’t just plain awful, but there’s just a lot. If it’s plot-related, I’ll try to find a place for it before we move on to the next thing, but I can’t make any promises. If the queue gets too out of hand, I’ll adjust the number of posts per day until it’s back to something a bit more sane. I really enjoy getting all the asks. Thank you for that.

Just to make things more fun, I am really sick. Like, have to stay home from work on doctor’s orders sick. Thank you to everyone who has sent super-sweet messages in the wake of… whatever yesterday was. You keep this fun for me, even though I’m a bit whacked out on prescription cough medicine right now.

Please be a little patient with me. You are all lovely and I am so happy you’ve all chosen to follow Iggy.

I’m off on holiday next week guys, so I’m going to be closing my shop down whilst I’m away just so that when orders come in they wont get ignored ;) 

Also, EOS art is on the way, I promise!! I’ve unfortunately just been so busy with work which is a good thing I suppose, but all I want to do is draw pretty pictures of Rowan …

Anyway, please be patient with me! THE ART IS COMING! 

For now enjoy this sketch of Rowan (I’m still trying to get his tattoo right…) 

anonymous asked:

opinion: flocke is jean if he never had the good character development

I’ve seen a lot of people compare the two as being like the same but opposites. If that makes any sense! lol

Like how Jean wanted to join the MP’s to live comfortably in the interior and have the glory of being an MP, but his conscience wouldn’t allow him to go anywhere but the Survey Corps after the attack on Trost. Whereas Flocke joined one of the other factions (he was Garrison before, right?) in order to be as safe as possible but only chose the Survey Corps when there was the promise of glory (as did many others, so I’m not trying to single Flocke out lol).

So, ultimately Jean chose to listen to what was in his heart even if it betrayed his original goals, whereas Flocke was just looking for glory and realized the mistake in doing that a little too late.

If you choose the Survey Corps… it should never be for glory. lol