i promise i still love the guy

alright ,, i promise i was working on a huge follow forever and it was going to be very sappy and gross but i literally have no time to finish it :(( but i did want to do something for 1k since im still freakin out and can’t really believe one t h o u s a n d (almost 1.2 now whoops) people have followed this mess of a blog! so i thought id do some blogrates to commemorate my appreciation n love for all y'all :) thank you guys so so so much for 1k !!


mbf me + rb this post
send me an ask telling me what your favorite book/book character is!
blacklist ‘jen does blogrates’ if you don’t want to see these


icon: selfie (look how cute you are!) | personally not a fan | really nice! | yo this is really cute | i love oml | one sec i gotta steal it real quick

url: don’t get it sorry :( | i like it! | ooh nice | heck that’s great | actually iconic | how tf did you even get it that’s amazing

mobile theme: not my thing | it’s alright | simple n cute! | i really like it | yo i love this | aesthetic as diddly heck

desktop theme: default bab | don’t really like it :( | p cute! | v aesthetically pleasing yo | i ! love ! it ! | give me the code please and thank you

hp house aesthetic: gryffindor | ravenclaw | hufflepuff | slytherin

am i following: just did! | no but ily a whole lot | yes ofc | if i ever unfollow you put me in a shallow grave

overall: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10


Chips are life.

[Quick update]

Hey guys! Really sorry for the lack of new comics - I’ve been hella busy lately. My schedule is a bit all over the place right now, but I promise that I’ll do my best to post at least once a week! 

Hope you all have a lovely weekend!

-posting my masterlist just for the heck of it-

Full-lenth oneshots (typically around 1,000 words) are posted first under each name, separated from shorter works by a line. Enjoy!


“I Want to Try It With You”




It’s Just That…



“I Wrote This For You”

“Excuse Me For Falling in Love With You”

Cha Cha Malone



See You Around

Nice To Meet You


Five Years



“It Brings Out Your Eyes”

“He’s Going to Be Fine”

“Why Don’t You Just Crash at My Place For Tonight?”


“Birds Can’t Fly Without Wings”

“Take the Long Way Around”







“I’m Sorry… I’m Just Stressed Out”

“Please Don’t Do This”



Good Morning

Don’t Tell




Of Course






“What Happened To You Two?”

“He Really Needs Help”

“I Heard a Noise”






“I’m Sorry, I Didn’t Mean To”

“You’re Warm”


1:30 AM


Goodness Knows Why




“I Could Never Lose You”

“You Need Some Sleep”

“You’re Not Happy Here, Are You?”

“Your Feelings Don’t Matter Right Now; We Need to Do This”

“I Want To Wake Up With You Like This Every Morning”

“Why Don’t You Just Crash At My Place For Tonight?”

“I’m Coming Home”


Let Loose

Out Of the Blue

Next Time




With You


“Cross My Heart and Hope to Die”

“Hold My Hand So He Gets Jealous”

“Don’t Say That”

“Sorry I’m Protective Over the Things I Love”



My Pleasure


I Insist



“I’m Not Going Anywhere”

“Keep Your Eyes Open”

“I’m Sorry I’m Protective Over the Things I Love”

“Take Notes, Sweetheart”




“You Look Good”

“Someone Will Find Us”




“The Key Is Under the Mat”

“You Look Good”

“I Couldn’t Do It Without You”

“Why Don’t You Just Crash at My Place For Tonight?”

“Keep Your Eyes Open”

“Have I Ever Told You How Much You Mean To Me?”

“Who Was That Guy?”

“Pillows Are Over-Rated”

Jay Park



Give It a Shot

Go For It

Thank You

One Reason


Little Fish




Just You


“Go Back to Sleep”

“I Wrote This For You”

“Slushies Aren’t Just For Kids, Fuck Society”

“You Got a Cute Butt”

“Do You Do This Every Day, By Yourself?”

“Do You Know How Long I’ve Been in Love With You?”

“You Still Have Me”

“I Cheated”

“I Swear, I’m Not Scared”

“Can You Just Leave Me Alone?”

“Get Over It”



“This Is For You”

“She Really Loves You, Doesn’t She?”

“Sleep Tight”


The Truth

Too Late

You Know That


Any Chance


“Who Was That Guy?”

“If You Fall, I’ll Catch You”

“Do You Know How Long I’ve Been In Love With You”

“I Want To Wake Up With You Like This Every Morning”

“I Just Wanted To Get To Know You Better”

“We’re Going On A Trip”

“Let’s Give This Another Shot”


You’re All Mine


“Why Do You Only Kiss Me When I’m Sleeping?”

“I’m Pregnant!”

“Yes… But You’re Prettier”

“And Then On Top Of All That, I’m On My Period”

Mad Clown


“Who Was That Guy?”


You Promise?


“I’m Not Going Anywhere”

“What Happened to You Two?”

“Tell Me What Happened, From the Start”

“We Still Have a Long Way To Go”

“You’re Not Happy Here, Are You?”




“Don’t Cry”

“Take My Jacket, It’s Cold Outside”

“Who Was That Guy?”

“Someone Will Find Us”

“You Look Good”


Roll With It


“I’m Ready”

“Do You Know How Long I’ve Been in Love With You?”



Everything I Need


“Can I Kiss You?”

“I Had a Dream About You”

The Quiett






“You Still Have Me”

“I Love You”

“Can You Come Over?”

“You’ll Stay By Me Forever, Right?”

Rap Monster




“Stay Over”

San E




“I Think You’re Beautiful”


Study Buddy



“Why Don’t You Crash At My Place For Tonight?”

“He Really Needs Help”

“I’m Sorry, But That Was Adorable”

“But, I Said I Love You” (Angst Version)

“But, I Said I Love You” (Fluff Version)

Simon Dominic







Your Turn

I Don’t Need You

Remember That

Come Back


Some Other Day

Day 1

I Believe You

Just Check It


Don’t Remind Me

Good Night

No Big Deal





“I Was in the Neighborhood”

“You Should Have Told Me”

“I Wrote This For You”

“You’re Competitive and So Am I, and It’s Going to Lead to a Fight”

“Don’t Say That”

“He Really Loves You, Doesn’t He?”

“I Need You”

“Let’s Give This Another Shot”

“I Don’t Think I Ever Told You, But…”

“No, You’re MY Bitch.”

“Excuse Me For Falling in Love With You”

“You Have No Chill”


Keeping Score

Happy Birthday

Ugly Duck



“Stay There. I’m Coming to Get You”



“Someone Will Find Us”

“I Bet You Can’t Go 24 Hours Without Cussing”



“You’re Important Too”



“You’ll Stay By Me Forever, Right?”



Happy Birthday


“What Are We?”

“We’ve Become That Clingy Couple That You Used to Complain About”

“Do You Really Have to Do That?”

“Please… Don’t Lie To Me”

“I Want to Wake Up With You Like This Every Morning”

“Get Out of the Way Before I Murder You”

“I Think I Busted a Rib”


Tell Me It Again

“Don’t Be an Asshole. Asshole”

“Leave Me Alone”

“Sleep Tight”

Imagine...Jensen Being Cute

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Request: I was wondering if you could do a Jensen x reader like that? Like Jensen is doing a signing at a con and his best friend (reader) is on line to jokingly get an autograph and he sees her and writes “I love you” on something and then gives it to her and then just fluffy cuteness overload?

Pairing: Jensen x reader

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Greatest/sweetest ranking of BL movies/series that you don't wanna miss!!

UPDATED: As of April 4, 2017 !!!!!
Hi guys!!! been addicted by Bl movies/series/webisodes/ and even short movies and these are my rankings of it from best to worst xD

  1.  Takumi-kun series movies - especially series 2,3 and 5. A big DaiMao fan here xD
  2.  Love Sick Series 1&2 - PerWin, PhunNoh, and OmMick are my ships
  3. ***HIStory webseries: Obsessed - the title says it all! if you loved Gloomy Salad Days and loves a whole lot of kiss scenes then you will definitely love this! very nice chemistry next to my beloved DaiMao <3
  4. ***SKAM - oh shocks whoever told me to watch this is an angel! love love love love it to the max! who knew norwegian Bl can be this good?
  5.  Make it Right the Series - Very Funny and Sweet!! Kyaa! TeeFuse and BookFrame are my OTPs very much like Lovesick!
  6. ***Uncontrolled Love 2 - the directors are very mean. i really thought this was a sad ending…but it was not! love the possessiveness the kiss and the after credits <3
  7.  Love love you (Love’s Coming 2) - haven’t watched this yet, but the trailers are just, ooommph! If ever you have a copy PM me XD
  8.  Like love Series 1-2 -I love the uncut scenes the most. And the story gets better xD
  9.  Junjou Pure Heart - sweeeeteeest ever!  really, those awwww moments xD
  10. ***Fanatic Love - Game themed BL coming through! I loved the side characters especially the sister <3 Must watch!
  11.  Waterboyy the movie - a must watch especially to those fans who have been missing love sick series xD Ngern-oppa is sooo hot here.
  12. Uncontrolled Love- Finally, Master x Servant BL!!! the uke is soo cute and seme is sooo possessive can’t wait for the second part!
  13. ***My bromance:the reunion - this is the series remake of the movie my bromance. and thank goodness that in the first season nobody dies! a different conflict altogether but still the same plot.
  14.  Counter Attack Web series - QingYu for the win xDD. they are sooooo married. I also recommend their photoshoot sessions, more kissing scenes than the series xD loving the doctor’s cow licked hair, kawaiiii xD
  15.  Addicted/Heroin Web Series - Sweetest punk I ever watched really. I wish for uncut scenes! and I demand a continuation!
  16. ***Ame to kisu - Love this movie! it made me read the manga and you will love how cute the uke is and how the story was very well portrayed in the movie
  17. *** The right man - there are only a few BL movies/series who would portray the love of a parent and their worries. i loved this film because other than the love story unfolding, the relationship between the mother and the son progresses too <3
  18. Yandaixie No.10- honestly, the story has a lot of promise! it was very good but I didn’t like how the first season ended being them still in bad terms…then hearing that there won’t be a second season!!!! or so i heard.
  19. ***SOTUS - hazers! hihihi. if you’re ooking for a cute-tsundere uke then this is what you’re looking for! it has the all goody kissing scenes and a very good college plot. very recommended
  20.  Love’s Coming - Nai x Gump xDDD
  21. Love Place 2(Shiawase no Katachi)- A continuation of Love Place 1. Finally an English sub that I’ve been waiting! Typical BL story, most of the time you can read in a manga but you can feel the characters feeling very deeply!
  22.  Grey Rainbow - Has every thing I want in a BL,marriage, sweet moments and even a kid! and it also has something I didn’t like…death! why!?!
  23.  Doushitemo Furetakunai - the story is great and is really based on the manga. Loved the characters. this is my first BL ever just forgot to post teehee :P !!!
  24. ***HIStory webseries: My Hero - so this is one of the ghost themed BL. Comedic. but I do not like that the ghost girl experienced all the sweet moments using the boy’s body. oops spoiler. BTW the seme is sooo hot *wink*
  25.  To you for me–chocolates - I laughed at this BL so much. It really portrayed the case of miracles to two people that should be in love. wonder when it will end?
  26.  Paternity Leave - you’ll love it, Mpreg xDD
  27.   eCupid - movie about the greatest app for semes who take advantage of their uke’s love xD
  28.  Just Friends? - hottest and sweetest forbidden love I have ever watched!! sadly it was tooooo short for a very good plot movie xD
  29.  Udagawachou de mattete yo - sooo cute! as in supeer!!! one of the best live action next to Doushitemo Furetakunai <3 <3
  30. ***HIStory Webseries: Stay away from me - brother’s theme! yehey! though I wished for more sweetness. the eyes of the uke seem to catch my attention a lot in a not so okay way. but I STILL LOVED IT.
  31.   Two Weddings and a funeral - I loved the comedy aspect of it. It mainly focused on the life of gays and how the ‘two weddings” conquered it with love. but why Tina !?!?! why ?!?!?!
  32.   My Bromance - I love the on-relationship scenes but I just hope the ending was not when one dies. I bawled for this one,it’s like rising you up,then pulling you dooown,why!?!?!?waaah! But the story was really good!
  33.  Happy together - loved the couple sooo much! being 6 years together, those fights and make-ups seems like a typical married life 
  34. Oppressive Love - half-horror and half BL and they actually became a couple! to bad the older brother had to possess him…ooops spoiler ;-P
  35.  Ai no kotodama 2
  36. ***Bad romance the series - another side story BL but because they started the series already together and the ending was so sweet so it is okay.
  37. ***I’m here our twelve years is a reincarnation legend - short shounen ai chinese BL. if you’re on to watching just the sweet, innocent stuff, then this is good for you :)
  38.  Takuya and Joon jae “the lover” - you may be a bit disappointed because it is missing some smexy moments like kissing and “you-know” but the story is great with lots of laughs and sweetness. hoping for season 2 
  39. ***Love Complex - this is a thai series but the BL part is a side story and doesn’t develop much though it is still on the first two episodes. some of you may not like it because it is on a side story but promise, the main story is very funny.
  40.  Docchi mo Docchi - may be low budget, but that romcom theme was perfectly executed xD sooo funny xD
  41.  Itsuka no kimi e - loved the story so much. It was like reading Junjou Pure Heart again xD soooo cute! Wishing for more kiss scenes though. 
  42.  Ai no kotodama 1
  43.  Seven Days Monday-Thursday, Friday-Sunday - perfectly executed as of those of the manga
  44. Hollyoaks (Ste and Harry) - lots of problems; closet gay, HIV, parents are against, even teachers then there are also cocaine involvement. wut?! haha but the story and how they still get back together is what makes it great. 
  45.  Diary of Tootsies - Very very funny!! as in very funny! but they left Gus and Top’s story hanging, which is what I’ve been waiting…sigh
  46.  Fujimi orchestra live action - it’s like the BL version of Nodame Cantabile. the movie needs a sequel. it’s not that they did not end up together but the movie ended with the seme still pursuing the uke xD 
  47.  Go go go G boys - very funny, packed with hot bishies. Last part after credits is a must seen
  48. Farewell my ghost boyfriend - short movie. I’m not on vote on the new ship. i still wish there was some kind of miracle for the ghost. huhu 
  49.  Love Place - I preferred the part two (2) than the first one, more Bl action, though it is still not translated
  50.  Boku no Kareshi wo Shoukai Shimasu - was hoping for more kiss scenes xD
  51.  Gloomy Salad days - ep13-14 only. Hidoku Shinaide story, bully and the bullied. You’ll be hoping for more.
  52.  Love of Siam - honestly, a good plot, really. It just needs some tweaks on that bad ending,urgh. Hoping for season 2 to change it.
  53. I’m yours - a one-sided love of a robot to a human and he’s quest to help the guy to achieve love. it was badly cut, I don’t know. it was missing some parts when I watched it so I am still heavily confused.
  54.  Love next door 2 - Watched XD but still looking for subs. but very promising especially in terms of comedy and hotness.
  55.  Mr x and I - First Season: First and Second story only, the other two has horrible ending, I advise this to those who do not wish to see a sad ending. Second Season: Loved the ending, hated the hetero guy, urggghh
  56.   Princess Princess D - actually, this is a live action adapted from a shoujo manga. full of fanservice and crossdressers and will leave you laughing at the clichès and corniness. 
  57.  Love next door - the story escalated quickly and the ‘love’ (sweetness) I was searching for was too short in the plot.
  58.  A Pair of Love - so-so xD
  59.  Time line - Watch the first couple only, and/or the last one. never ever the second one, it still gives me goose bumps till now
  60. Me my familiar people - uhhh…actually I didnt quite get the story. it was soo confusing. its like he has s*x to another then I don’t know maybe his bestfriend too?
  61.  Teacher and student - because I was expecting that light, romantic theme I was deeply disappointed by that twist as it turns out to be too psychological. One of my least favorites next to Kindan no Koi. 
  62.  Kindan no koi - simple……i hated it. the plot twist at the end was just tooo much, really, too much. Still a good movie though, but definitely my least favorite.

This is an edited list XD those with *** are newly posted as of April 4. Will update for more lateerrr! Ask me for links if ever you are interested xDDD hehehe


I hit 200!!!! Here are some of the icons i promised, the Magnus Chase people! Im definitely gonna put out the 7 heros of olympus and harry potter, and maybe a few others! Thank you so much for all the support and reblogs, i love u guys ❤ (also if you use please credit me!)

Highlights from the Rebecca Mader panel at Storytelling Con, Barcelona, April 22, 2017

  • Asked about visiting Prague:  “My favorite thing to do in Prague is just to walk around the old part, walk over the bridges, drink the wine and eat the food.  I ate and drank so much in Prague it was fantastic.  A really beautiful city.”
  • Asked about Elizabeth Mitchell:  She missed working with her on Once Upon a Time but loved working with her on Lost.
  • About Zelena’s relationship with Hades:  “That died a death didn’t it?  Zelena and Hades no more.  […]  Being with Hades was the first time Zelena has ever been in a romantic relationship with a man or a woman.  It definitely changed her.  It broke down some walls around her heart.  […]  He was awful.  She can do way better than him.  He’s an amazing actor.  I think she deserves to be with someone who doesn’t want to murder her sister.  You know what i mean?  […]  I need some new blood.  Someone new.”
  • If Regina and Zelena weren’t sisters would she ship them:  “Yeah.  It doesn’t matter because in real life we’re just Bex and Lana.”  What story would you like for them?  “To be lesbian lovers you mean?  I’d watch it!  It would have to be on cable or netflix.  And for them not to be related.  Just girlfriends, not sisters, two strong women?  I ship it.”
  • Why she became an actor and move to the US:  “I always wanted to be an actress but I couldn’t afford to go to college.  So I just decided fuck I’m going to move to America and see what happens.  So I moved to America with $200 and said I’m going to be an actress!  And everyone said okay… and I showed them.  Haters gonna hate….”
  • What would you like to be if you weren’t an actress:  “I don’t have a plan B.  I always wanted to be an actress so I did it.  I don’t have an plan B.  If it all goes wrong I’ll just have to do it at home.”
  • Asking about Glinda:  “Yeah I love it when there are lots of Wizard of Oz characters.  Tomorrow night, because you’ll all be watching illegally on your laptops, is a big episode for my character where you’ll get to meet the Tin Man and maybe the Cowardly Lion.  I think it would be great if Glinda came back at some point.  She’s beautiful.”
  • Bex cannot remember the Lost numbers.
  • Bex wants Star Wars characters added to Once Upon a Time.
  • How does she view Regina blaming Zelena for the death of Robin:  “It was not my fault!  I didn’t do it!  I didn’t kill him!  I killed Hades for her!  I’m FINE!  I literally killed my boyfriend to save my sister.  You’re welcome.  Regina lives because of me.”
  • FMK:  Emma, Rumple, Regina.  F: Emma, M: Regina, K: Rumple.  Because Regina would cook for her and be a good wifie.  “That’s a whole new tv show!  I’d watch it.”
  • If Zelena had a pet what would it be:  “A flying monkey.  And a broomstick.  And if you ever don’t see my baby in a scene, they’re like ‘the flying monkeys are taking care of it.  They’re good nannies.”
  • A love interest from Lost for Zelena:  Sawyer.
  • Funny stuff between the cast:  She directs people to Snapchat and she suggests Lana is always trying to feed her and make her fat.   
  • Favorite character on Grey’s anatomy:  “The hot guy who is always moody and works in peds.  And then like the hot blond lesbian.  I love her.  If I had a sick baby I’d take her to her stat.”
  • Promises that we’ll see some “sister stuff” in the coming episodes.
  • Question about Zelena finding true love, someone suggests Emma, “Sorry Hook.  Maybe she should break up their relationship.”  More suggestions about Zelena and Belle.  “At the end of this season I don’t know that she’ll find true love.  She’s still getting over that Hades thing.”  But says she doesn’t need a man.
  • Favorite ship on the show:  “Zelena and her broomstick.”
  • Favorite bloopers:  “When i forget a line I say such awful things.  There is a reason I’m not on the blooper reel much because when I forget a line I immediately swear.  Once my sister came to visit me in Vancouver in September and we were in Mr. Gold’s shop and Regina, she was the Evil Queen, and there was Rumple, and my sister was by what we call video village where the monitors are and I walked up to the Evil Queen and ‘FUCK!  I forgot what my fucking line was!’ and I heard my sister in the back scream and that made it so much worse.  I don’t even remember what the question was.”
  • Favorite life advise:  “Be yourself.  Piss off hater.  Do you.  Just do you boo.  And whatever you are doing in life just don’t give up.  And when things are really awful and you just want it to be over and you don’t want to do it anymore it never feels the same the next day.  Hashtag ThisToShallPass.”
  • What it was like working with Barbara Hershey:  “Awh mama.  Barbara Hershey was wicked.  She’s really kind.  She had really good candy.  I had a bit of a love affair with Barbara Hershey.  We fell in love and she would like hold my hand.  We had these beautiful scenes with Barbara, Lana and me, and before we shoot while the cameras were rolling we would just hold hands and look into each other’s eyes and just say ‘I love you’.  The three of us together was magical.”
  • Would she like to have a romance with King Arthur:  “A bit weird because Liam is a very good friend and I know his fiance so I’m going to say no.”
  • She’s only ever been to an airport in Sweden.  But she’d like to go there and see more then the airport.
  • What does she think about the Black Fairy:  “I love her.  I’ve known the actress who plays her Jaime Murray, for seven years.  Jaime Murray is an amazing actress.  But it’s nice.  We’re the same age.  We’re both English.”  About the final battle:  “Buckle up for safety, it’s about to get real.”
  • Memorizing dialogue:  She learns each line and then the second, and then goes back to the first and does both, and then goes onto the third, and repeats until she learns all of it.  She credits doing soup opera acting.
Strange Magic starters
  • “Because love is dangerous. It weakens … It rots. It destroys order. And without order, what is left? Chaos.”
  • “I am so… not getting my army.”
  • “So that’s how you react to a near death experience?”
  • “Please smile.”
  • “This is one of my better ones.”
  • “You cheated on me, remember?”
  • “You left me at the altar. Remember?”
  • “Wow. [Name] slammed [him] pretty good.”
  • “Well, so much for being [king].”
  • “You think I can’t be [king]?!”
  • “You’re saying I need a love potion?”
  • “It was a joke!”
  • “[We] have to… go…”
  • “Just kidding, [Boss]!”
  • “Okay. All I have to do is - visualize.”
  • “Hey. Listen, uh… [elf]? I know just how you feel.”
  • “Man, you’ve got it bad.”
  • “I just wish… I wish there was some way to make [her] love me again!”
  • “But I know… you can.”
  • “But why can’t you?”
  • “Cause I’m big! My armor, it’s too shiny. I’d be spotted for sure. If only I was… little, like you.”
  • “I do blend in.”
  • “Oh, it would have been perfect!”
  • “I’ll do it!”
  • “If you stop crying.”
  • “Oh, I’m feeling much better now.”
  • “But [he] still loves you.”
  • “But if not [name], then, there has to be someone else.”
  • “Maybe if you got out more?”
  • “Let it go, [Dad].”
  • “You’ll be stronger with a [king] at your side.”
  • “I’m stronger alone.”
  • “I don’t want you to be alone.”
  • “I promise, if I meet a [guy] out there who takes my hand, and looks me in the eyes, and I don’t wanna hit [him], I’ll consider it. But that [guy] doesn’t exist.”
  • “Look, I’m usually a [guy] who enjoys a good joke, even at my own expense. But right now, I’m not in a “ha-ha” frame of mind. I’m in an “ah!” frame of mind.”
  • “How do you think I got in here?”
  • “You were listening! So I’ll do it.”
  • “I’m free! I’m free! I’m free - did I mention I’m free?”
  • “Free? We’re still in the dungeons!”
  • “I’ll have your head on a stick!”
  • “Bring me the prisoner.”
  • “What is that?”
  • “I made it special for you.”
  • “It looks good on you. I hope you like it.”
  • “No! No. Why don’t you have a wee nap? I promise I won’t go far.”
  • “Wait! Please tell me your name?”
  • “Wish I could say the same for you!”
  • “What do you mean?”
  • “I dunno. I was expecting… more?”
  • “Oh, no. What did [she] fall in love with?”
  • “Don’t listen to [him]!”
  • “Forget the potion! Get the antidote!”
  • “I wanted a wedding. Now I’m getting a funeral!”
  • “What if [he] doesn’t like me?”
  • “I’m going to destroy you!”
  • “No need to worry. I will protect [the kingdom].”
  • “I’m not afraid of them!”

「  O R A N G E  」Final. Letter 13

If you ever cry alone again, or even if the day comes when you find just living to be painful, then I promise I’ll save you again and again.

anonymous asked:

Can you write an elorcan fic where it's Elide's first time and she loses her virginity and Lorcan kind of guides her through it? Mostly fluff but it can still be a little smutty of course haha love your blog❤️


Direct continuation of the scene in EOS (chapter 52) so read that if you’re lost

Also, I’m sorry guys, I know I promised a nessian fic but it wasn’t working out, I hope this is okay instead! PLEASE FORGIVE ME

I love them so much I might do another one, stay tuned

Smut below the line 😉

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anonymous asked:

OMG PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE continue the MC kidnapped by Saeran fic! It's so good, so sweet, I love it so much!

Wahh I promised it by the end of the week but I’m 52 minutes late >o<

I’m sorry guys  。゚・ (>﹏<) ・゚。

I hope you still enjoy? There were quite a few requests for the third part aha thank you all <3


Click here for: [Part One] [Part Two]

Note: If you haven’t read the first two parts, the 3rd part miiight not make sense in terms of how the story ended up here XD


“Are you… lying to me?”

“No,” you whispered, crawling towards him and enveloping him into your arms. He deserved all the affection that you could offer.

He lifted his head, meeting your eyes. His mint-teal eyes captivated you—such a unique colour… You felt your eyes closing, and you began to lean in subconsciously. (Also because you were still affected by Seven’s damn drugs.)

A series of knocks came at the door, and the two of you immediately jumped apart. Saeran regained himself, running a hand through his bleached hair.

“I have to go,” he said with a hint of hoarseness in his voice, taking on a cool, nonchalant expression again, hands in his pockets.


The bedroom door swung open from Saeran’s kick.

The lights were shut. The bed was made, even though you had sat on it earlier. Everything was neatly organized just as Saeran had left it.

Even though you were supposed to be there, waiting for him.

Panic stirring in his chest, Saeran dropped the box of pizza onto a nearby desk. His eyes scavenged the entire room. There had to be some traces of where you had disappeared to.

Oh god, what if another of the Saviour’s servants had taken you away? Had it been discovered that he hadn’t locked you in the dungeons? But… he really didn’t believe you deserved such cruel treatment. And he… he couldn’t bear to do that to someone else. Locking someone up and restricting their freedom, that is. Why would he do that, when he’d been traumatized by his own experience?

No matter how badass he looked, Saeran Choi would never willingly abuse anyone.

Maybe under the influence of drugs, but god, even then, he regretted it every damn time after sobering up.

“MC?” he cautiously called out, shutting the door behind him in case anyone heard. He couldn’t risk getting caught hiding you in his room. It had been of his own will, and against the Saviour’s orders.

A light bang came from his walk-in closet.

“Oof!” He heard you squeal.

In a mix of relief and worry, he opened the closet door, only to find you sitting in his clothes on the floor. You looked at him like a deer caught in headlights, eyes wide.

His eyes travelled down your body, noticing that you were wearing one of his black hoodies, unzipped, and… was that a pair of his boxers? Holy cr-

“MC…” he struggled to maintain a steady voice. “What are you doing?”

You grinned, giddily zipping up the hoodie. “I’m being you!!” you giggled, eyes shining with pride.

Saeran stared blankly, wondering if it was really the drugs still in effect, or if this was just your normal self. Or perhaps a mix? Either way, you were really… vulnerable.

He swallowed hard, averting his eyes from your body. “So uh, where are your own clothes…?” he asked.

You gasped, shock filling your features. “What the- I think they disappeared!! My clothes ran awayyyy,” you wailed, swinging your sleeves in the air. “What do I do, Mr. Kidnapper!?!”

He sighed, “They can’t run away, MC. And I told you before, my name is Saeran.”

“Okaaaaay, Saaaaeran,” you grumbled, standing up reluctantly from your slightly uncomfortable position.

“Anyway, I uhm, brought dinner for you. Figured you’d be hungry by now?” Saeran gestured to the box of pizza on the table.

Your eyes lit up at the sight of it, and jumped into his arms in excitement. Then, you backed off, remembering how the two of you had almost kissed when you were this close earlier. A light blush tinted your cheeks as you looked away.

Covering up for suddenly distancing yourself, you posed a question instead. “Saeran… A-am I allowed to do that?” you said softly, asking for permission to touch him. He’d had a panic attack earlier, after all, so you wanted to make sure he was comfortable with your touch. (Even though it was also an excuse for backing off just now.)

The man in question was blushing, turning his head to the side to avoid your eyes. “I don’t mind,” he mumbled. “C’mon.”

You followed him with your eyes as he threw a few blankets on the floor, under the ceiling window. He also tossed a couple pillows, then turned back to look at you questioningly. “Are you coming or not…?”

Secretly, he wondered if he was doing this wrong. Being sweet, that is.

You nodded shyly, walking over to sit down. He flashed you a brief, impish grin as you did, feeling his heart rise in pride that you were willing to spend time with him like this.

You flopped yourself back onto the pillows, staring up at the sky from the large window on the ceiling.

Above you, you could see colours in the sky, and at first you thought it was the Aurora Borealis. Saeran chuckled, “Wow… a night rainbow. How rare.”

“Huh? Night rainbow…?”

“Look, MC,” he pointed. “The colours are only just vibrant enough to make out. Since our Mint Eye Headquarters are so high up on the hills, we see pretty amazing night scenery here. It’s also why I requested to have a room on the top floor, so I could install the window just for this.”

You smiled quietly, noting that he really seemed to appreciate the natural beauty of the sky. The two of you quietly munched away at your slices of pizza, appreciating each other’s presence under the view. Neither of you even knew how much time had passed, but the stars continued to move across the sky.

At one point, Saeran suddenly turned his head quietly to you, and you boldly returned his intense stare. Eyes fluttering shut, you found yourself leaning in once again. This time, no one would interrupt.

His lips covered yours skillfully—though you struggled not to burst out laughing from the thought of how your first kiss with him was filled with the taste of pizza. His kiss was hesitant, almost as if wondering whether you’d accept all of him or not. You crawled onto his lap, pressing your lips harder against his to deepen the kiss.

He groaned, quickly wrapping his arms around you, trying to feel for more of you. He gazed at you passionately, hand at the top of your zipper. “Please… MC,” he murmured softly, grazing his lips at your neck. “Let me have you.”

“Yes,” you moaned quietly, placing your hand over his to pull down the zipper, revealing yourself to him.

Although the whole kidnapping situation was plain weird, and neither of you knew what tomorrow would bring, or what the “Saviour” would do to you from now on… in this very moment, in this very night, you were together. And that was all that mattered.

anonymous asked:

I know your prompts are closed but I'm 26 and I just got diagnosed with early onset Parkinson's. but I've been a baking and piping for as long as I can remember. I have a bakery known for making really intricate wedding cake and I'm freaking out about loosing my main source of income. Basically what I'm asking is for a fic to help me cope. One where Alex is diagnosed with Parkinson's and it encroaches on her work and her sex life. If you have too much to do it's fine.

The 26 year old with Parkinson’s here again. I got diagnosed last week and I haven’t told my family. I don’t want their pity. I feel like Alex would do the same. I don’t mind some angst but a happy ending would be nice :). Thanks J.        

It starts with a shaking that she can feel, but that no one can see.

It starts with a trembling, like she’s trembling on the inside but it won’t translate into the outside of her body.

She doesn’t know whether to be relieved – at least no one can see – or scared – is it in my head?

She runs tests on herself and she tells no one.

Maggie notices anyway.

So does J’onn.

But when she loses balance on a basic mission and misfires her gun and Kara doesn’t believe her explanation that she’s fine, she’s fine, she just got distracted, she’s just tired, she submits to a full work up. Finally.

Maggie’s eyes are wide as she hugs herself in the back of the room, as she watches Alex get a full neuro exam, as she watches tubes get filled with her blood, as she watches the DEO medics whisper to J’onn and Alex’s body tense as she sits up and Kara has to hold her down.

“You people realize I’m a doctor, right? You realize I’ve been practicing longer than the both of you combined, that I – ”

“Alex – ”

“No! No whispering! No whispering and no sad eyes and no – just tell me what’s going on.”

And they do, and she expects Maggie to cry. Hell, she expects Maggie to leave.

Because already, Alex is running it all through in her head.

She won’t be able to hold a gun. Not even the ray gun that shoots so easily.

She won’t be able to reliably keep herself or others safe out in the field. Hell, she may not be able to navigate in the field.

And forget lab work, forget sticking needles into people’s veins and stitching up her fellow agents and conducting emergency field surgeries and…

And saving lives.

Forget saving lives.

Failed. Again. It figures.

And not just at work.

Because Maggie loves how steady Alex’s fingers are inside her, how strong. Maggie loves Alex’s precision, Maggie swoons under Alex’s touch. Maggie moans in ecstasy when Alex lifts her up and carries her into the bedroom, when she holds her down and fucks her senseless while whispering how much she loves her into her ear.

And now?

And now the failure is physical. Now the failure is everything. Now the failure is permanent.

She keeps her face steady and she listens as J’onn steadily instructs the medics to listen to Alex, to do as she says and continue giving everything to her straight up.

So they do.

Kara bites her lips and adjusts her glasses and holds Alex’s hand and asks more questions than Alex knew her little sister could have about biology.

Maggie doesn’t say anything at all. Not with words, anyway. She crosses the room and sits on Alex’s other side, and she kisses Alex’s forehead, but that’s all Alex knows because Alex won’t look at her eyes. She doesn’t want to see resigned obligation, and she doesn’t want to see pity, and she doesn’t want to see heartbreak.

She doesn’t know that if she looks, she’ll just see warmth.

“Yoga can help a lot, right?” is the first thing Maggie says, after a long while. “In addition to the DBS, if she decides to have it?”

“I’ll have it,” Alex says immediately, without hesitation and without emotion and without looking at her girlfriend.

“For a lot of people, yeah, holistic treatments can be quite effective.”

“See Danvers, I finally have the perfect excuse to get you to come to yoga with me.”

Alex hears the grin in Maggie’s voice and turns to her, finally, disbelief on her face.

“Why are you being so – ”

Maggie cuts her off – not something she makes a habit of, but she knows Alex, and she knows this isn’t going to be something Alex wants people to hear – “Guys, could you give us the room, please?”

J’onn nods the DEO doctors out, and Maggie lifts her hands to stop J’onn and Kara from leaving. “No, you guys are Alex’s family, I didn’t mean you guys should leave.”

They both beam down at her, and Alex waits.

“What were you saying, Alex?”

“Why are you being so… calm? I’m going to lose my job, my entire life, hell, our sex life, Maggie, it – ”

“Danvers, I’m not calm. I’m furious. You don’t deserve this kind of pain, and I know, I know, that this is going to be so hard for you. But ride or die doesn’t mean bouncing when things change, Alex. And it’s change. And that change is gonna be hard. Dead hard. But I don’t love you because you shoot guns and beat the shit out of people and are incredible in bed. Sorry guys.”

“Should I leave?”

“No, J’onn, that’s the most graphic I’ll get for now.”

“Thank god.”

“Alex, I love you because of why you do those things. Because you’re so desperate to protect the people you love, to fight for what you know is right, to take care of people, to make me… to make me happy, to give me pleasure. Wasn’t too graphic, was it?”

“Getting there, Maggie.”

“Sorry, Little Danvers, I promise it’s done now.”

Alex smiles, shocked that she still can, and her heart warms, shocked that it still will.

“Those things, Ally? Those things haven’t changed. Those things aren’t going to change. You’re still you. And we have a lot to figure out, a lot about how you’re going to move differently in the world now. But we’ll figure it out together, Alex. You and me and Kara and J’onn and James and Winn. We’re gonna figure it out. Together. Okay? You haven’t failed a damn thing. I promise.”

“You’re perfect, Alex,” Kara echoes, and Alex is shocked by the lack of pity in her voice. She sounds exactly like she did when Alex came out to her: full of love, full of emotion, but not full of pathetic sympathy.

And that? Alex can stomach that. She squeezes Kara’s hand, and when her own trembles with the effort, Kara just smiles.

“You’re my big sister, Alex. And you’re never gonna stop being a badass.”

“We should still come with a warning?” Alex asks, and Maggie kisses her hand as she watches the two of them.

“No one ever gave me a warning about you two,” J’onn deadpans, and Alex laughs at the normality in his voice, in the good god they’re going to figure out a whole new set of danger to get themselves in now voice.

“The Danvers sisters will always come with a warning.”

Naruto manga ending

After thinking about the naruto manga ending yesterday, some sad idea crossed my mind. What if Naruto is more like Yuri Kuma Arashi, in terms of criticizing japanese societys treatment of homosexuality. Im not japanese, nor am I an expert; there are tons of things I cant see in the manga cause of cultural differences, so these are just some loose speculations.

Its quite clear that Kishimoto has based Naruto on some things in his life. His bond with his twin-brother ( brotherly love is a often used motive) his admiration for his highschool crush (idealizing Sasuke; Sasukes character is based on that highshool classmate guy, Narutos love for Sasuke- Naruto is Kishimoto himself)

Other motives are; the village system( shinobi are expected to be emotionless tools for the villages sake) thats the main theme of Naruto, next to the story of Naruto and Sasukes relationship.

And theres “my ninja way”(every single one shinobi has his own ideals about beeing a ninja; its like trying to connect ones individuality with the villages “shinobi ideal”)

Its pretty clear that Naruto and Sasuke love each other. Yet they dont get together in the super happy bubbly ending we got.

The easiest thing to see it would be to change the gender of one of them; the romance is so fucking visible, that each of them marrying anothe person without any explanation is pure bullshit.

So, why did we get this bullshit ending? Why is there this big hole of many years, where Sasuke fell in love and married Sakura, and Naruto got together with Hinata?

Because this hole + the last chapter is the silent true ending of the story.

My theory is; Naruto didnt change the village system as much as he wanted. He lost in one point.

Naruto and Sasuke are the most powerfull shinobi in that universe. Both also come from important clans; Naruto is the only Uzumaki in Konoha, Sasuke is the last Uchiha. Of course every one would expect them to marry, and have children, be the parents of the next powerfull generation of shinobi. Their clan bloodlines are extremly valuabe to Konoha. The villages seem to cooperete more in the times Naruto is Hokage, but  I dont belive that having powerful clans is not important for the Village anymore.

The village system at this point represents japanese societys pressure to marry and have kids. Gay people are seen as selfish, if they dont do that.

I think its quite possible that after the war Naruto and Sasuke lived together for some short time. But both decited to break up because of the villages pressure (remeber; every single fucking shinobi saw who Sasuke was for Naruto during the war) and because they both were the last of their clans. Then Sasuke left, and Naruto stayed in the village.

This takes me to Yuri Kuma Arashi. In Yuri Kuma Arashi the main couple is in a simmilar situation, yet the ending is different; Kureha and Ginko become social outcasts, because they “wont give up on their love”- they say adios to societys expectations and rules. They dissapear.

Naruto and Sasuke both start families, have kids and work for the village. I think they both decited to do so, and stay friends only. Mybe they didnt see each other for a few years after they decited to break up.

I even belive they both rlly love Sakura and Hinata, and of course the kids.(I also dont think they have to be gay; I see Naruto as mor of a bi guy, and Sasuke is hard to read anyways) They both play along of societys rules. But they are not together, despite beeing soulmates. 

Its all painfully visible in Sasuke; he still wears (on his belt) the scratched head protector Naruto gave him in the last chapter, with the promise he will hold onto it until they settle things between them. Sasuke doesnt visit his family for years, for so long Sarada cant even remeber him-  but meets with Naruto for exchange of information about things concerning the village, and writes him from time to time.

There is also one sad  thought that crossed my mind, but I wont share them with you cause it would be a bit..um. Lets better not.

( but I think its not hard to figure it out if you did read the whole thing here, yet I dont want to talk about this)

Also, this is just my theory. Write about it what you want and if you want  but I most likely wont answer or discuss parts of it, cause writing all this stuff in english is a pain and takes a lot of time.

starshineandhappythoughts  asked:

I thought of one yay if you're still doing them: Sid and Geno and a relaxing night off. (Could totally also apply to actor!Sid if you want).

Geno wonders if he’s saved a bus full of children in his past life to deserve Sidney puttering around in his Team Russia shirt, with flour somehow speckled in his hair and cream cheese filling splattered on his arm as he tries yet again to make his own cheesecake from scratch. 

Sidney turns to Geno and holds out a spoon full of filling like an invitation. 

“Taste?” he asks.

Forget the bus full of children. The bus was probably on fire and there’d probably been at least two nuns on the vehicle. There’s no way Geno was this lucky without having done a good deed. He opens his mouth obediently and lets Sid stick the spoon in, swallows, and nods his approval. 

“Compliments to chef,” Geno says. “You earn one kiss, can redeem now.”

“Only one?” Sid says wryly.

“I give more later–”

“Guys, stop, I came here because I was promised cheesecake,” Olli moans from the armchair, looking up from his PSP. “It’s like watching my parents make out.”

“You should be happy they’re making out,” Conor points out. “It means they’re still in love.”

“Yeah, but they’re both like, a hundred,” Jake says. “How long until the cheesecake is done?”

Ugh. Geno ropes Sid in for a resounding kiss just for that last comment (Olli’s horrified “Nooooooo” is kind of worth it). 


Requested: Can you write one where shawn is completely jealous of a guy who flirts with you?        by: @alone-in-madness    

Shawn Mendes x Reader

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Shawn had a concert in Toronto, and he invited you to go with him.
Backstage you noticed a guy about your age, who was staring at you. After Shawn introduced you to the people of his crew, he prepared himself for the show and in the meantime you were sitting at a small couch, when the guy from before started talking to you.

 “Hey, I’m Jacob. I’m working for the local promoter and there isn’t much to do right now. Can I bare you some company?” “Hello, of course. I’m Y/N. Nice to meet you.” You two started a conversation. He tried to flirt with you and you didn’t say anything against it, because you didn’t want to seem unfriendly. 

At the same moment when Shawn came back from the dressing room, he gave you a compliment. Your smile immediately faded out, when you saw Shawn’s look. At first he was confused but after a second his look changed into jealousy. He must have heard it. “Hey” he said tensed. “Hey” you smiled to him and moved over so he could have a seat. He looked between Jacob and you and made sure Jacob saw how close you were to him. He joined the conversation but there was a negative tension between the two guys. 

Soon Andrew called Shawn. It  was time for the show. You wished him good luck and he gave you a quick but intensive and passionate kiss. You know he did it on purpose, because of Jacob. You knew how easy Shawn got jealous.

While he was performing on stage, you were standing on the left side. He did as amazing as always and the crowd went wild.
Halfway through the show Jacob stepped to your side again and you watched the show together, but again and again you felt his gaze on you.

After the Show Jacob gave you a piece of paper with his number on it and slightly touched your arm. At the same time Shawn got off from stage. You could tell he was angry, his jaw was tensed, hands clenched.  He stepped to you, ready to start a fight with Jacob. He raised his hand “I don’t know if you know it yet but Y/N is my girlfriend and if you ever try again to touch her, I swear to god “ “Shawn! Stop it” you interrupted him. Before he could go any further, you stood between them. You stood with the back to Shawn so you could face Jacob.
“Thanks, but I don’t want your number. Shawn is my boyfriend and I’m incredibly happy with him, so please just go your way.” You said to Jacob. He gave you the little piece of paper anyway. “Just in case, you change your decision.” He winked at you and before Shawn could attack him again he walked away.

The whole way home, you didn’t say anything, same as Shawn. You didn’t know how to feel. On the one hand, you were extremely upset about Shawn because he overreacted and almost hurt Jacob.
On the other hand you could understand him. You also got jealous sometimes when a pretty girl is flirting with him.

You were standing in the bathroom and made yourself ready for bed. Shawn leaned against the door when he began to speak:” I’m sorry for tonight. I think I overreacted a little?” “Maybe you did, but I guess I would have reacted the same,” you admitted. “ but you should know, that I would never let more things happen. I didn’t care about him or any other boys and I also didn’t want his number.” 

You passed Shawn to go to the bedroom. You took the rumpled paper, which still was in your jacket, and went back to the bathroom. “What are you doing?” Shawn asked. You showed him the number, teared it apart and flushed it down the toilet. 

“I will never be interested in any other boy, except you. And when there are other guys who try to flirt with me, promise you trust me and talk to me, before you start a stupid fight. I trust you and I’m also trying to stay calm when there are thousands of girls who are in love with you.” You said jokingly, he knows  how much you love his fans. You smiled encouraging and hugged him tightly.
“You know I trust you. I’m just not trusting some guys and then I’m worried that I might lose you on another.” He said sadly and kissed you on the head. “Shawn, I love you okay? Only you. Don’t worry, I will never leave you.”

@snows-os  <3