i promise (not)

for all my trans and nb followers, especially the kids and those who may still be in the closet, please don’t let what trump said today make you ashamed or afraid to be who you are. you are NOT a burden, you are IMPORTANT and you MATTER. i’m so sorry that there are people who can’t see that. i’m not going to lie to you and say this isn’t what trans people face on the daily, i’m not gonna tell you that our lives are all rainbows and flowers bc they aren’t AT ALL. but we are capable of having rich and happy lives, despite pieces of shit like that orange circus peanut.

you matter. you always have, please let my voice drown out all the bad ones. please. you matter.

and for all my cis followers, fight for us. we are fighting for ourselves trust me we are, but be an ally to us and fight too. don’t speak over us, don’t overshadow us, but stand with us please. know the struggles we face, and stand with us to help change that. be our ally.


The night that my parents died, I blew off family night so that I could go to some party. I ended up getting stranded, and they had to come pick me up. That’s why we ended up in the car at Wickery bridge and that’s why they died. Our actions are what set things in motion. But we have to live with that.


cheritz said 11 days of pleasurable new content for v’s route

v is in ‘another story’, separated from casual and deep. he’s the only person in his section. 

usually the first four days are the common route, since you get multiple people to choose from. but since v is on his own…

we might be looking at 11 days of pure new content. think of everything that can be shoved into those first four days. i fully expect v’s route to be full of drama, tension, shitposts, and explosions. jumin, please leave seven’s babies alone 

Personal Update

This is just a quick post to let you guys know that I’ll be taking a small break from my tumblr and other media sites for a little while. Nothing to worry about, I just need to separate myself as part of the my recovery plan for a few reasons. I’ve been neglecting certain aspects and now I really need to focus. 

So to those of you who are still waiting for responses, I’m terribly sorry and I promise I will return to them once I’m back. I’m so sorry for taking so long and now for leaving you, I hope you all forgive me. I just need to take some time and focus on what I need to do in order to get better.

I promise it’s nothing too serious, but it’s the advice given so I’m going to follow it. And this has nothing to do with the fandom, or you guys at all! I was just saying how lucky I am to have such positive and beautiful people in my life. But for just a short while, I need to pull back and really look at recovery.

This doesn’t extend to my writing, if anyone’s worried. Nothing is being abandoned. I’ll still be working on the TBE update as normal, but I’m afraid I can’t split my time any further between writing and my real life responsibilities, I’m so sorry. I hope you forgive me for being antisocial,  but I promise it won’t be for long. 

I wish you all the best and promise to be back as soon as possible! In the meantime, I’ve set up a queue with some fabulous fanart from amazing artists, so hopefully that’ll brighten up people’s dash!

As always, thank you for being you and talk soon x


“Loose ends?”

John Wick: Chapter Two (2017)

korean phrases to comment on the boys’ sns part 2 (bc i’m hella emo rn)

  • 뉴이스트의 곁을 떠나지 않을거야 - I’m not going to leave Nu’est’s side (informal)
  • 러브가 더 고마워 - LOVEs are more thankful (informal)
  • 다들 행복했으면 좋겠어요 - it’d be great if you all could be happy
  • 있다면 노래 너무 좋아요 - i really like the song “If You”
  • 열심히 응원할테니까 뉴이스트 잘되자 - I will work hard cheering for you, so Nu’est, let’s turn out well (informal)

One 10 hour shift in a week is good money.
Two 10 hour shifts in a week is really good money.
Follow that up with a 12 hour shift and I’m getting tired.
Follow that up with another 12 hour shift and please kill me.