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1) age: 32. I just had a spike of panic about this. For someone reason the idea of turning 33 is terrifying. Like. I’m old. Damn. 2) biggest fear: Deep water. Any deep water. Pools? Open sea? Lakes? Ponds that I can touch the floor of? FUCK. THAT. Even if I can’t SEE IT doesn’t mean there isn’t something THERE that is aiming at killing me. 3) current time: 2:10 pm 4) drink you had last: watered down black coffee (the shitty work coffee kills my stomach if I don’t water it down). 5) everyday starts with: Getting my cat to make that churrup waking up sound they do. And then stumbling to the coffee maker. And then drinking instant coffee while watching reruns of Ghost Adventures and trying to draw. 6) favourite song: apparently my ‘favorite song’ morphs depending on which me you’re talking to. It’s currently all nite diner by modest mouse. Because I’m looking at myself kind of kind of 8 ball. 7) ghosts are real: I want to believe. 8) hometown: I don’t consider any place I’ve been stuck in due to shitty parents my 'hometown’ so I don’t have one. 9) in love with: my cat. Pizza. Drawing. 10) jealous of: people who don’t constantly feel the bleak pointlessness of life and people with 'follow through' 11) killed someone: I had this really weird realistic dream in college and I couldn’t tell that it wasn’t a dream for weeks and sometimes I still think it might of happened but I don’t even know who it was or could have been and apparently I got away with it. 12) last time you cried: Oh probably last week 13) middle name: Alexis 14) number of siblings: one older batshit brother 15) one wish: to have a clear purpose in life/ something to throw myself at that will take all of my attention. 16) person you last called/texted: My art partner. Apparently art night is cancelled and she wants me to go to some dinner with her boyfriend at his place. She is trying to tempt me the cat that lives there. It is a very good cat. 17) questions you’re always asked: “So, what do you do" and “aren’t you going to regret those?” (About my tattoos)
18) reasons to smile: cats and fictional universes and fictional relationships that I can drown myself in oh and tequila
19) song last sang: I hate singing. 20) time you woke up: 630 am. 21) underwear colour: black. It’s all black. 22) vacation destination: A quiet cabin on a beach when the weather is storming. 23) worst habit: doubting everything I do. 24) x-rays you’ve had: uh….teeth. Stomach? That’s a sonogram though. Does that count ? 25) your favourite food: give me the pizza. Give me all of it. 26) Zodiac Sign: Taurus. @universe-c@wyomingnot@helliskylux@weezl@fixedglitch@ottenebrare
Those reports of the sun spots and the solar flares. They’re wrong. They’re aren’t any. It’s not the sun. It’s you. The sky is full of a million million voices, saying, “Yes of course. We’ll help.” You’ve touched so many lives, saved so many people. Did you think when your time came you’d really have to do more than just ask? You’ve decided that the universe is better off without you. But the universe doesn’t agree.
Doctor, it’s happening. It’s changing me. It’s changing my thoughts. I can’t save you from this. There’s nothing I can do to stop this. What? I stole your childhood and now I’ve led you by the hand to your death. But the worst thing is, I knew. I knew this would happen. This is what always happens.Forget your faith in me. I took you with me because I was vain. Because I wanted to be adored.
After everything we’ve been through, Doctor. Everything. You can’t just drop me off at my house and say goodbye like we’ve shared a cab. And what’s the alternative? Me standing over your grave?Over your broken body? Over Rory’s body?
best of: amy pond “you know when sometimes you meet someone so beautiful, and then you actually talk to them, and five minutes later they’re as dull as a brick? then there’s other people, and you meet them and think, not bad, they’re okay. and then you get to know them, and their face just sort of becomes them, like their personality’s written all over it. and they just turn into something so beautiful.”
Take my memories. But I hope you’ve got a big appetite. Because I’ve lived a long life and I’ve seen a few things. I walked away from the Last Great Time War. I marked the passing of the Time Lords. I saw the birth of the universe and I watched as time ran out, moment by moment, until nothing remained – no time, no space, just me! I walked in universes where the laws of physics were devised by the mind of a madman. And I’ve watched universes freeze and creations burn. I have seen things you wouldn’t believe. I have lost things you will never understand. And I know things, secrets that must never be told, knowledge that must never be spoken, knowledge that will make parasite Gods blaze! So come on, then! Take it! Take it all, baby! Have it! You have it all!