i only watched this tonight

okay so let’s talk about tonight’s episode of saturday night live. i was so worried that this show that i love was going to make light of the horrible events happening in the country, but i was not disappointed. first, pete posted on instagram with a beautiful caption which, to be completely honest, is the only reason i watched the show tonight. kate as hillary, singing hallelujah, broke my heart. it broke everyone’s heart. and when she said, “I’m not giving up, and neither should you,” with tears in her eyes, it killed each and every one of us. thank you, snl, for not mocking us. thank you for letting kate play hillary. thank you for letting our incredible gay icon play such an amazing and influential woman. thank you for that message.
everyone was so happy tonight. did you see that? almost everyone broke. kate broke as rbg and she kept giggling and my heart soared. and kenan broke a million times. leslie, my sweet baby, broke over and over again. and pete with that god damn cookie. was that not beautiful?
and leslie. leslie fucking jones stole the show. she looked so beautiful tonight (she does all the time, who am i kidding) and she got so much screen time and i am so happy for her.
talk about cecily’s safety pin shirt. i love cecily strong more than words can convey. wearing that shirt, she did absolutely so much for so many people. i love her.
i love the entire saturday night live cast. it felt so good to laugh after everything awful that has happened this week. this is exactly what all of us needed.

i know all of us have said this approximately seven thousand times tonight, but. i’m saying it again bc i am just so beyond grateful that louis has steve right now bc he is such a genuinely Good person with such a big heart and knowing that he’s been yet another source of support for louis through this is so incredibly comforting and i really hope he knows how much we appreciate him 💖


Pros of watching this masterpiece:

  • Stays close to the source material (though im only on the 3rd episode  so)
  • Niel Patrick Harris as Count Olaf
  • Kronk’s actor is Lemony Snickett
  • gives each book 2hrs, unlike the movie which shoves 3 books into an hour forty-five
  • Montgomery Montgomery exists and is a good uncle
  • this is a great series and everyone should experience it
  • netflix made it so no commercials
  • there are jokes bout the no commercials and other meta jabs


  • There are small bits of filler that might take away from the intense mystery, BUT they aren’t bad and explain a bit
  • its 8 hours of content at least so you might not sleep tonight
  • its only goes to the fourth book this season
  • nothing else, my only complaint is that i cant watch it all tonight.

Please go watch the show, I love these books and more people need to experience this story, its delightfully dreadful.

say hello to Bear the key charm bear and say goodbye to my determination

gotta get this thing done during the break gotta go moderately fast 

me about tonight’s episode:

I will miss Mark’s presence with his family.
I will miss Jaebum’s slow motion hip thrusts.
I will miss Jackson’s energy at the concerts.
I will miss Jinyoung’s English captioned insta posts.
I will miss Youngjae’s English explanation of 1:31am.
I will miss Bambam’s hater speech.
I will miss Yugyeom’s 19+ dance.
I will miss breathing in the same country.
I will miss Fly in USA.

I relate so much to this Dutch dude, oh my god. I don’t even know how, but like, I just kinda relate to being a non-native speaker among a bunch of English native speakers.

I live in France so I won’t be able to watch TVD tonight. I will only be able to watch it Saturday night with french subtitles. 

So please don’t message me tonight after the ep cuz I won’t be able to answer since I will be asleep and since I can’t watch the ep I won’t be able to answer you guys until I watch it. I’m saying this cuz I woke up with angry messages these last episodes because Bamon didn’t happen yet. And I don’t know what to say since I didn’t know what happened in the ep yet until I have the ep with french subtitles here.

Hoping the spoilers were right ^^

Good luck for Bamon tonight and if it doesn’t happen just give up and move on it’s okay guys we will survive lol.

Hugs :)