A/N: In celebration of hitting out goal of 500 followers, I wrote this. I tried to make this as angsty as I could, plus I cringed sssoooooooooooo many times while writing this. Sorry if it wasn’t what you expected.
Word Count: 2,639
Warning: SMUT, SMUT, SMUT SMUT, hate comments, self-consciousness, forms of self-harm, AND SMUT (DIRTY TALK???)