i never make shit like this

Awesome Angry Fairy Princess

One reason why I love Strange Magic is that Marianne is allowed to be ANGRY. I’m not referring to her facial expression, not that that isn’t awesome, too.

Roland betrayed her, and even when her father sides with that ass, she refuses to swallow the shit Roland’s trying to hand her and smile and give him another chance like a “good girl” should, but kicks his ass instead. The “Stronger” scene is where I fell in love with the movie, and it’s still one of my favourite parts.

Instead of absorbing abuse and making herself as small and accomodating to others as possible, she respects herself and takes care of herself.

And while the movie goes on to show that isolating herself completely is harmful and opening up to someone who deserves this trust is a good thing, I never had the impression it tried to paint her initial reaction as wrong — I read it so that she needed the time and focus on herself to heal.

There is so much pressure on girls and women to neglect their own needs and feelings and “be nice” and “just give him a chance”, and stories that treat female characters as things and trophies where of course the guy who wants a certain gal gets her in the end, Strange Magic was for me a very needed breath of fresh air.

Darkness is a harsh term, don’t you think ? 
And yet it dominates the things I see. (x)

I post drawings at 5 am because I’m smart. Also that FUCKING SWORD took me like 3 hours I never want to look at that damn reference picture ever again. The crown looks kinda weird but eh whatever I tried (I’m thinking about making another piece with Merlin, so maybe you’ll see that pop around in the next month who know maybe I’m becoming productive)
(you can click for better quality and all that jazz)


I look at Jack and listen to him speak and Im like….. “How?” I turned out like a potato sack looking emotionally broken pile of flesh and bones…..hm. LOL! 

All jokes aside: I love him, he thinks so logically and he speaks so well, like he makes my fucking heart melt. He also happens to be quite the sight for sore eyes….legit he makes me emotional just looking at him. Like he’s like everyone else, flawed and dumb and crazy and all over the place (well more or less compared to others) but overall he’s just a big ball of absolutely fucking nuts and I love him still, I don’t ever hate or dislike him for shit he thinks or feels or says, I will never love every single thing he does but I doubt Ill ever dislike him either. 

An opinion is like a head, everyone has one and everyone one has a different one. I again appreciated this video he did and he overwhelms me with everything I do like and not the rest haha of course. Idk what it is about him but he’s a lot (but not everything) of what Id want in a man, weather it would be my father, my brother, my husband or my son….this would be a big part of who I wish they could’ve been or who they could be. 

I am awfully biased most of the time but I also do know he makes mistakes and is flawed and all of that but its comforting to meet someone rather different than the shitty men I have met, including my father and my brother…Im not having children so I cannot say my son but I also pray for the future that my husband is great like Jack too. 

I don’t even know man…I dont even know.


I mean really instead of trying to lose weight, try to gain muscle. Get fucking ripped. Bench press a couch. Pick up fatphobic assholes and throw them across the room.

It’s like every force on earth conspired against me getting this done.  But here it is!  The Secret Santa gift for @shamanicshaymin! Who wanted a picture of Chara, Asriel, and Frisk as friends!

Apologies this is so late!  There’s kind of a funny story behind this one. When I signed up for the Undertale Secret Santa, I never got a notice for who my recipient was so I just assumed my application didn’t make it in for whatever reason.

LO AND BEHOLD THE GREAT AND GLORIOUS @that1nkyone was MY Secret Santa so I’m like SHIT, now I definitely know I was supposed to get someone!

After a frantic back and forth with @undertalesecretsanta I got my assignment and made this!

I hope you like it!

it’s v beyond me why people seem to be so ?? interested or w/e in my current ships on this blog    (   well, i get the idea it’s just one particular ship, but, whatever  …   )    ———    and i can’t believe i’d feel the need to explain this but hey, yeah i’m shipping byakuya  &  aizen w/ ramses but guess what !  it’s only a thing in my modern au    (   i mean i guess bleach is modern but yakno human verse like shit’s Normal    )    &   there’s a reason for that being a thing: both of us agree that byakuya / aizen wouldn’t quite make sense in a canon setting, at least from our personal portrayals and headcanons and all that jazz. we have plotted some stuff for a more canon setting for them, but that’s nowhere near romantic and will probably, most certainly, never become so.

i can’t believe we’re been getting shit from people bc of this when we haven’t even written anything for it down yet, i’ve only reblogged something as a joke and @’d ramses on it and for some reason that was enough to put someone’s panties in a twist somewhere out there ?   &   i’m sorry if i come out a little mean or whatnot but i’m just really bothered by this ?   ———    you want to judge me or my partner so badly over a ship that’s only been developed ooc as of right now without any proof or examples of what it is about and where did we set it and how does it work   …   listen, just. unfollow. block me for all i care. don’t vague about it, don’t send rude anons about it. if you honest to god have a problem with it because you think there’s something seriously wrong with it, at least have the decency to approach me out of anon about it, we can talk it out. but, again ?? we haven’t even written it down in a thread yet so i can’t see why that’d be the case ??? 

i’m just … why feel the need to make out discourse over a ship … set in an au verse, between two consensual adults … that hasn’t even been brought to ur dash beyond the eventual joke yet … i don’t get it man

anonymous asked:

did you ever get art blocks in college? bc i just got in this really nice art school but im afraid theres days i dont wanna draw shit

Oh yeah. I once went through half a year of only making crap haha and right now I almost experience once every two weeks because I never feel like my work will be good enough to show the teachers

anonymous asked:

basically I have been inlove with one of my best friend for years trying to suppress these feelings, Saturday night we were at a party and got drunk and we were dancing and then she said I was acting like such a lesbian )but she said this jokingly while smiling) and then I was like what's wrong with that and we kissed and she is always really flirty but has never said she's anything lgbtq+, she doesn't know that I am either but always is so supportive of others and doesn't give a shit, what I do

You could bring up what happened like “lol so we kissed..” and see what she says. I wouldn’t make a big deal out of it, maybe she just enjoys kissing. You could try to bring up LGBT stuff and casually ask her about her orientation. Maybe even come out to her if you’re comfortable with that. All of this could start a conversation that could lead to you finding out if she likes girls. And then just see what happens. Flirting is always good :D

anonymous asked:

ye xing de

STOP PEOPLE MAKE THE “when u think u boutta chogiwa but then you get hit with kris’s ye xing de” and it deadass happened to me. like on accident. i was playing wolf and i swore i clicked wolf and i did but i was on the chinese version on spotify so i had never been so shook in my life. i felt like the mr krabs meme i shit you not

i hate cis people because there’s no way to answer their invasive ass questions in a way that benefits anyone but them.

for example: “Is your friend transgender like you?”

I either say no (lie) and move on, hope they don’t question about it more or become aggressive with me when they’ve decided for themself that I lied. Or I say “You can’t ask things like that etc” and then they get to say “So, that’s a yes then, okay.” 

the same thing applies with myself. If a cis person asks if I’m trans I say no, I closet/misgender myself further, then hope they don’t find out and become aggressive at me for “lying” “faking” or whatever else they make up, or I tell them they can’t ask me that and they still get the same answer aka “So, yes.”

I’m sure as fuck never just going to say yes and let them think that shit is okay to do. it’d just encourage them to start asking more shitty things because that’s what cis people do. additionally trans people literally don’t owe cis people a goddamn thing so we don’t have to out ourselves for their leisure. 

anyway what im saying is fuck cis people im exhausted

  • Drimo Peligroso: You have only yourself for having believed me
  • Softpetals: plot twist: I never trusted you and I didn't open the link biTHC
  • Drimo Peligroso: SHIT
  • Softpetals: BITCH*
  • Softpetals: I make it a point not to believe the words of corpsedraggers
  • 鬼: of what now
  • Softpetals: oh
  • Softpetals: OH I ASSUMED
  • Drimo Peligroso: N-NOT THAT I CARE! I-IDIOT!
  • Softpetals: YOU KNEW ABOUT that one?
  • 鬼: That rings minus two bells DO TELL
  • Drimo Peligroso: Wait, for real? An anecdote YOU DON'T KNOW?
  • Softpetals: OH BOY OH BOY SO like remember a few years ago when Ric came to visit and crashed at my place a couple of weeks?
  • Drimo Peligroso: WELL SIT TIGHT AND GET READY FOR A RELEASE OF ENDORPHINES. COUPLE O' YEA-- no actually yeah Karen gets to bard it up today
  • 鬼: O h b o y, yeah
  • Softpetals: and we were lazy and unshowered pieces of shit for the most part like we just played games and shit, big surprise there, went out for fast food and beer, as you do, and one of the days, we scheduled specifically to play Metal Gear Solid 3.
  • Softpetals: So we basically pass the control around whenever we feel like it, just a capricious ass system for capricious ass people, and it works out, so we are having fun. I start playing, I get us through the first few areas, no problem, and then I decide It's Grey Time so I tag him in.
  • Softpetals: And this fucker, ok, so you know Ric loves stealth games, but have you actually seen him PLAY one?
  • 鬼: I doubt Fallout New Vegas counts as a stealth game so no.
  • Softpetals: Ok so I am pretty trigger happy, so when I passed him the controller, I said something to the effect of "sorry for leaving like four bullets all of different calibers for you" 'cause I ATE through out magazines like a hungry hungry hippo, and this shitter just says "it's ok, I don't shoot"
  • Softpetals: So I just think that's just him boasting about how stealthy he was going to be (in stark contrast with my artistic reinterpretation of Rambo 2 just seconds earlier), but I hadn't quite
  • Softpetals: UNDERSTOOD
  • Softpetals: what he actually meant by it
  • 鬼: UH OH
  • Softpetals: So Cacklemania here unequips all firearms except the tranquilizer gun and equips the knife. Just those two things, so the weight wouldn't affect his stamina consumption. First poor sap he sees, he makes a beeline to him, CQCs him, and stabs him in the neck once he's floored.
  • Softpetals: And until that point, yeah, that's just normal playing. After he's done shiving his neck, he grabs the body and starts dragging it around. I think "yeah he's gonna hide it", except, he WASN'T hiding the corpse, and instead just left it in plain sight of every guard. I was like "???Ric?"
  • 鬼: bro were you trolling or
  • Drimo Peligroso: wait for it
  • Softpetals: BUT THEN, IT ALL BECAME CLEAR. As soon as a guard saw the corpse, they would approach it as they always do when they see someone on the floor, to check if they are asleep or something. Whenever they approached, Ric would pop out from the shadows, CQC grab the poor sap, slit his throat, and then hide again. The another guard would come, and he'd do the same. When no more guards were there...
  • Softpetals: He'd grab a corpse and drag it to where the next set of guards were and repeat the process.
  • Softpetals: This PSYCOPATH spent all of his time dragging corpses and using them as bait for guards to come and he cleared EVERY area of guards like this, with each area ending with a massive dogpile of soldier corpses neatly piled in one place.
  • 鬼: pppppfpffff holy shit?
  • Drimo Peligroso: don't judge my playstyle. Actually, judge it, but positively
  • 鬼: eat a dick?
  • Softpetals: the worst part was that it actually worked really well? Like it was a demented take on espionage but they never actually saw him?
  • Drimo Peligroso: hey, if it works
  • 鬼: but how long did The Sorrow end up being frygfgrtreg
  • Softpetals: VERY.
Let’s make a bargain.

Guys, I opened my dash, and this had happened. 

Like, holy fuck, that’s almost 100 people. 

You guys are the best.

I seriously never would have imagined.

Thank you.

So, here’s our deal - 

Get me to 100 followers, and I’ll post one more update to From Your Fences. 

And, go. 

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.