i never did fix it

AoEx Boys Helping Their S/O with Painful Cramps: 

(Requested by @thiscityneedsyounow! I hope these are okay! And I hope you feel better soon sweetie!! ) 

Rin Okumura! 

  • he’s at a loss
  • totally caught off guard
  • and a little scared ?
  • he knows that girls get cramps on their periods…but…he doesn’t KNOW
  • you’d have to walk him through it - but he’d do whatever you ask 
  • You want chocolate? Sure - he’ll go get it. 
  • A heating pad? Definitely. No problem. 
  • You want him to rub your back? No big deal. 
  • Need more pads/tampons or pain killers? Just tell him which ones to get and he’ll get it. 
  • (he’ll text you pics of the different ones at the store until he finally has the right one)
  • also he’s always down for cuddling so if you just need affection - he’s THERE 
  • he’ll wrap his tail around your waist and nuzzle against you and its so cute and warm and lovey dovey  

Yukio Okumura! 

  • he’s a 
  • he KNOWS what to do 
  • he’s already got everything you need 
  • likes giving you little facts about this or that revolving around a period 
  • “Did you know that chocolate actually helps ease period cramps because-” 
  • “Yukio - stop. Please don’t talk about it.” 
  • “Well, okay Y/N. But there’s no reason to be ashamed or embarrassed of it - its totally normal and - “
  • “YUKIO”

Ryuji ‘Bon’ Suguro! 

  • oh geez
  • big gorilla lookin muthafucka buyin pads/tampons at the convenience store with THAT expression ^ 
  • he doesn’t honestly have a problem with it 
  • but he has to keep up appearances - you know?
  • constantly worries about you though 
  • if you’d let him he’d wrap his arms around you - his hand lightly holding the heating pad/hot water bottle in place against your abdomen 
  • presses soft kisses to your shoulder comfortingly 
  • stays quiet usually but if you just want to hear his voice he’d recite sutra 

Konekomaru Miwa!

  • bless his sweet little ol heart 
  • he’s not prepared in the slightest 
  • feels useless cause he doesn’t know how to help 
  • probably prays about it when your napping or whatever 
  • is willing to run around and do whatever you say so that he can be of use 
  • its sweet
  • he’s kinda like a puppy 

Shima Renzou! 

  • he ALREADY KNEW when this day would come
  • he’d noticed your habits in class and stuff before ya’ll had become a thing 
  • and could pinpoint approximately when you would start 
  • its kinda creepy Renzou 
  • but he always offered you a water bottle and he always knew when you wanted chocolates and he always kept a supply of pain relievers in his bag when he knew this day was approaching 
  • now that ya’ll are a thing - he’s still the same 
  • he’s still ready for it and he spoils you days in advance 
  • bringing you your fave flowers or a teddy bear and something chocolate 
  • when the cramps happen - it shocks him that they’re so bad 
  • but he stays chill and rubs your back and does whatever you need him to 

None of them ever say anything if there’s blood on sheets/blankets/clothes/towels. They just let it be. They might text their mothers (or girls they know, ex: Shura) and ask how to remove the stains - and if they can’t they might just throw out whatever it is and get a new one (unless its something important to either of you - in which case they just don’t speak about it and eventually they don’t even notice it anymore to be qh). 



Not only does he swoop in to save the day in absolutely glorious fashion, the otherwise quiet and collected officer also delivers one of the most savage putdowns of the entire game, displaying unfathomable and hitherto unknown levels of snark, while staying so fucking classy. Who knew he had it in him?! His gloating, as cold as it is gleeful, is utterly brutal - and so, so delicious. 

Bonus points for the look on his face, as he effortlessly crushes the last, faint sliver of hope for the already humiliated Jedi in front of him. It’s simply delectably devious.

This. This is it. This is the moment I fell in love.

- Quinn, I could kiss you!

I had to doodle something from the latest chapter of Serendipitous Fate by @skaylanphear cos it gave me so many goddamn feels and if you aren’t reading that fic then you are missing the hell out like you don’t even know ok

The end of all things (Pt.3)

Genre: Angst

Pairing: Taehyung X reader (?)

Fandom: BTS

Summary: After thinking over everything that’s happened you decide to pull yourself together. You get rid of anything that reminds you of him when you get a visit from someone who’s willing to help. You’ve finally come to terms with it: Love sucks.

Pt.1 // Pt.2

Originally posted by jeongtaev

If it wasn’t clear before it definitely was now. Love wasn’t your luckiest subject and this time you’d really fallen for the wrong person. Someone who was once so sweet ended up just putting up with you because he was so sweet. You hadn’t realize you were the one who drove this awful person out of him. Closure? Yeah, you weren’t getting that anytime soon but you did realize it was over. The game you two had been playing for only half a week as come to a close and neither of you would be crowned a victor. It was literally a lose, lose situation. You weren’t one of those people to go out to the press and ruin everything he’s built or have the guts to ruin the other girl’s love life by telling her everything. There was simply nothing left for you to do but get over it all by yourself.

There was a box placed on top of your bed as you started to put things from around the house that were his or things that reminded you of him. You kept reminding yourself how hard it would be without him but now you were starting to realize you never had him in the first place. He always belonged to someone else. When you walked past the front door you heard the door bell go off. Nervously you walked over and placed your hand on the door knob. As you opened the door the words spilled out of your mouth-

“I’m sorry!” 

Jungkook looks at you, confused. “Y/N?”

Your eyes widened and you looked up at the handsome boy standing in your doorway. 

“O-oh….I thought you were someone else…”

Jungkook nodded. “Tae? Nope. Sorry it’s just me..”

You waved your hand for him to come inside and he followed. You showed him to the couch, letting him sit down. 

“Do you want something to drink or-?”

He shook his head. “I came here to talk to you about something.”

“Right. Before you do, can I say something?”

Jungkook gave you a nod and you sat next to him on the couch.

“I..uh..feel awful about the other day. It was stupid, impulsive, and selfish. I’m really sorry that I took it out on you and I shouldn’t have used you like that. If he’s blaming you I promise i’ll tell him it was my fault. I don’t know what I was thinking-..well to be honest I wasn’t thinking at all. I made things worse for everyone. I’m sorry.”

He took a deep breathe and faced you. “I’m not sorry. I felt guilty because I’ve never had to lie to the members before but I don’t regret it.”

“What? But I don’t understand-”

He fiddled with his fingers in his lap.

“You were right. I do like you and even if you were just using me you were still with me in that moment.”

The look on his face was already enough to break your heart. You put him in the same position Taehyung put you in and you weren’t sure that an,”I’m sorry”, was going to fix that anymore. Both of you remained silent for a few seconds and to break it Jungkook stood up from the couch. You looked up at him, standing in front of you.

“I should go now. You’re going through a lot and I’m sure me confessing isn’t helping right now. But, Y/N?”


“I’m sorry he did that to you and I’ll be there for you if you need me to. You already have my number.”

Jungkook flashed you a light, apologetic smile.

You stood up. “Wait. Do you wanna stay a little bit longer? I could use the help.”

His face lit up when you asked him to stay. You hoped this would end up with another mistake you couldn’t take back. The two of you sat on the living room floor sorting out through all the crap you had to get rid of. You had music playing through your stereo, you and him started talking more, and overall you were starting to feel better. For a while you even started to forget how badly you felt this morning. Jungkook made some dumb joke, causing you to choke on your drink laughing. Your phone lit up beside you and you saw Taehyung’s name attached to the text message.

TaeTae ♥:

       “I really fucked up the other day. Me and Y/N got in this fight the other day and I think I need to go back over there. I was supposed to make a clean break but it turned out to become a mess. I just wish things didn’t have to be like this, Jimin. I know you’re just going to tell me that I should have risked it and stayed with her but I wasn’t going to get her in trouble. Blackmail doesn’t work like that. Someone’s going to get hurt either way.”

Your eyes gliding over the words and you didn’t know what any of this meant. Jungkook stared at your blank expression.

“Y/N? What is it?”

You suddenly get on your feet, running to the door. You grab you shoes, forcing them onto your feet.

“Hey! What’s wrong?” Jungkook calls after you.

You ignore his words once again to go running off to the boy’s dorm. The word mistake was replying over and over in your head. Here you go once more chasing after something that’s most likely not there. Love really made you do some dumb things. When you arrived at the door you froze. Jimin walked behind you, coming back from practice.

“What are you doing here?”

You jumped, startled by his voice. 

“Jimin please be honest with me. What does this mean?” 

You pushed your phone screen in his face and he took it from your hands to hold it himself. His face expression looked as if he just witness a car wreck.

“You really shouldn’t have gotten this..” He says, handing your phone back.

“Well it’s too late now and I need to know what’s going on!”

“Fine…go inside and talk to him. He’ll probably tell you everything.”

Jimin walks over to unlock the dormitory door, letting you inside. You felt your own heart pounding in your chest. This was either going to fix things or make it worse. There was a small shred of fear that he was just going to start yelling all over again. Jimin called out that someone was here to see him. He came out of his room and saw you standing in the kitchen. 

He looked astonished. 

“What are you-?”

You showed him the message just as you did for Jimin. You heard him slip out a curse from under his breathe. 

“Just ignore it. It obviously wasn’t for you…Please just go home Y/N. I told you this is over with.”

“Oh really? Then why did you consider coming back? Please for once just tell me the truth. You said right here that someone was bound to get hurt and that you didn’t want to hurt me but that’s all you’ve done! It can’t get any worse so please-…Please just tell me.”

Taehyung extends his hand and suddenly yours is engulfed by the warmth of his. He walks you to his room and sets you down. 

“Things went way worse than I meant to…I took it too far and I’m sorry..” He begins. 

“What does the blackmail thing mean? What’s going on?”

Your demands cause him to sigh, looking as if he had been holding back. 

“BigHit asked me to have someone play as my girlfriend for media attention. That way no harm would come to you and both of us would get attention since we were celebrities. However, only our CEO and Manager knows that. They told me if anyone found out about us that I would have to handle it and there was no way they were going to admit to telling me to date someone for the press. She started blackmailing me and saying she would tell reporters that I had someone on the side. She asked for money since we became more popular and I had to break up with you so people didn’t do some witch hunt and ruin your reputation along with mine. I know what I said was harsh but Pleas trust me. It wasn’t supposed to end up like this..”

For once your eyes hadn’t weld up with tears and you assumed it was because you were already way past your limit. 

“…Why didn’t you just tell me?”

“I was scared. People are crazy! Who knows what they would have done towards you?” He exclaimed.

“So..You weren’t pretending after-all? This didn’t all happen because I told you I loved you?”

Taehyung slowly shook his head. 

“I wanted to protect you but you wouldn’t give me up that easily. Then I just lost it when I heard about you and Jungkook….”

Jungkook! He was still sitting all alone in your place probably wondering where you ran off to. You hoped he would be okay for just a little bit longer but it was probably a bad time to tell Taehyung that he was in your house. 

“You made me believe that you didn’t love me. Taehyung you put me through literal hell for 5 days!”

“I know I’m sorry-”

“Are you? I believed those words you yelled at me! I thought I was going crazy!”

When you locked eyes with him you noticed his eyes glistening. He had started to tear up.

“I know. Y/N. There no excuse for the way I did it but please…let me fix this. I’ll never hurt you again. I’ll never fight with you or yell. I love you so much..”

Damn your weak spot for him. You reached out and held his hand as a form of comfort. 

“I love you too…Just don’t ever do anything like this again. You have to ask me when you make decisions like this.”

He nodded frantically. “I will. I mean it!”

You felt your lips smile on their own. He admitted the words you had been waiting to hear. You kept wondering what the catch was or if you would suddenly wake up and this would all be a dream.

Taehyung put his hand onto your cheek.

“If you’re not still mad at me….can I kiss you? It’s been so long and I really missed you. It was hard controlling myself before.”

It was true he was a touchy boyfriend and you noticed the change but it never occurred to he was the one holding back.

“Yeah..go ahead.”

You watched as he leaned in closer to you, closing his eyes slowly until his lips met with yours. His warm hands were up against your blushing cheeks. No other kiss made you feel this at home. You really had missed him so badly. When he pulled away, he rested his forehead on yours. 

“We can’t be together though…Seriously. I’m not letting her ruin your name. If she even finds out about this she’ll ruin both of us.”

You nodded. “I know..but at least I know, now. We’ll figure this out, I promise. But for now, can’t I stay a little bit longer with you like this?”

Taehyung’s face lit up with a smile. “Please.”

Looks like Jungkook was going to have to wait a little longer.

we don’t fight anymore [Stanchez, 800 words]

I asked myself: if they were dating, why did Rick never help Stanley fix the portal? And then I wrote this drabble :V

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it was never Daisy’s job to forgive or heal or work with Ward in any way after he betrayed the team and I think that’s something that should never be used against Daisy 

you dont realize how many drawings youve done till you gather up most of them and drop em into a file

You’ve Completely Changed - Part 2

Pairing: Issac x Reader

Summary: Hi! So if your requests are open, can you please try to do one where Isaac and the reader were best friends in elem/middle school and when they start high school, he just starts to forget about her? And then one day, Isaac says something really mean?

You woke up to get an early start to the day, this wasn’t your usual routine but since the encounter with Isaac the other day it seemed the most appropriate. Brushing you teeth, washing you face, pulling on gym clothes you tied your hair in a ponytail and set out the door to ran, anywhere and everywhere.

Stopping at a street corner, you checked the watch you were wearing and figured this morning exercise was enough. Running on back home you had just over an hour to have a shower and head to school. With 20 minutes to spare you felt good, you felt refreshed and ready to start a new chapter.

Parking close to the entrance, students were either walking in or chatting to their friends. Grabbing the bag in the passenger seat you found an empty spot out in the yard, and got comfortable. However that comfort turned to displeasure when you saw Isaac heading your way.

“Please walk past, please walk past” you hoped by saying those words over and over Isaac would get the hint, but nope he didn’t walk past, he sat right opposite you and didn’t move.

Choosing to ignore him like he had done to you, hoping that would be enough for him to give up on whatever he had planned on saying. It wasn’t as hard as you thought it would be, in fact it was quite freeing to not have to constantly give a damn about whether or not he was going to magically turn back into the guy you knew.

“Ignoring people is rude, you know” Isaac finally spoke, and boy did he choose the wrong words to say.

“Maybe you should take your own advice then” you snapped at him.

“Could you just look at me?” he asked, clearly annoyed.

“Could you just leave me alone?” you matched his tone.

He huffed, and you took a sneak glance. Isaac was wearing his signature leather jacket, his hair was on point and god you always thought his jaw and those cheek bones were sculpted by gods themselves, that was one thing that hadn’t changed.

“Obviously you have a problem with me, and whatever I did I just want to formally apologize”.

Finally giving him the eye contact he so desperately wanted you couldn’t believe that this was actually a real conversation. “Apologize, you Isaac Lahey want to apologize to me?”

Biting your lip and shaking your head in disbelief you got up and flung your bag over your shoulder, “Well you can take that apology and keep it. Because I don’t want it nor will I ever accept it. What you did to me can never be fixed with an I’m sorry”.

With that you turned your back to him and marched away, wondering if you had just made the biggest mistake of your life.

The day was nearing it’s end and you couldn’t be more thankful. Home sweet home was where you wished you could stay, unfortunately that wasn’t possible. Just when you were about to head upstairs the doorbell rang.

Turning back around and opening the door the last person you ever thought would be standing on the outside, was in fact standing on the other side. “What are you doing here Issac?” you asked him not knowing why he didn’t get the hint from this morning.

“I want to know why you hate me so much?” he asked.

“Are you really that dense? Or are you pretending to not know who I am, or what I was to you” you said, feeling the urge to just break down right in front of him.

“A lot has changed in my life, I’m sorry if I don’t remember the times we supposedly had Y/N”. The look in his eyes seemed sincere, but how could someone just have a chuck of their life erased?

“Don’t remember? Or is it that you just choose not to remember, does this refresh your memory?” You walked to the closet located in the hallway and came back with a box, Isaac had welcomed himself in and closed the door behind him. “How about this photo of you and I, the first one my mum took of us when we started middle school?” You slapped the photo in his hands, and all he did was stare at it.

“Or how about this bracelet you made me when we were little ,and you told me to keep it close because if I did it meant you were close”. Dropping the bracelet back in the box, you sorted through it and stopped on another item pulling it out so Isaac could see.

“Or this the letters we wrote to each other when we weren’t allowed to see one another. In them we talked about how we would travel the world someday, and be there for the other no matter what!”. You let the box fall to the ground, along with the letters.

Isaac’s face was blank, maybe he was trying to process everything or maybe he was actually feeling guilty.

“I would have gone through hell for you Isaac, I loved you….but you forgot all of that as soon as you got a new group of friends to hang out with. And I don’t know what they did to you, but I miss the old you! The Isaac that was my friend, my best friend in fact. What the hell happened to you?” at this point the breaking down happened on it’s own. Tears weren’t possibly to hold back any longer.

“I know that I’ve been a jerk. But I had to act and be a certain way, even if that meant hurting you. Believe it or not I’m trying to protect you from what I know, from who I am now!”

Shaking your head this was all too much. Isaac could never lie to you, he was a terrible lie and this was no expectation. You were searching for something to prove this was all an excuse he made up, but you found nothing.

“Well it looks like were at two different points in our lives, we grew apart and now I know why. So you can go now, and you can go back to pretending like I don’t exist” you told him taking back the photo you gave to him early and placing it back in the box.

You returned it back to the closet and thought that when you turned around Isaac would be gone, but that wasn’t the case. He looked at you, he just took this moment to proper look at you.

The next moment, the next move was hugely unexpected. You often wondered what his lips would taste like, and that wonder was now fulfilled. They were soft, and tasted sweet.

“I don’t want to pretend you don’t exist anymore, I listened to people who I shouldn’t of have. Give me a chance, I’ll prove to you that I’m still Isaac Lahey from when you knew me. I’m still here Y/N, just with a few changes” he said.

“What do you mean changes?”

“I can’t tell you, at least not yet. But I love you Y/N, that’s one thing you can count on”.

His phone beeped and you couldn’t see who it was, but something inside made you think it was Erica or his new friends. “I have to go, but please don’t give up on me”.

And with that he left, walked out the front door and left you still trying to come to terms with the kiss and the confession. He wasn’t the same old Isaac you knew, and that was something you had to learn how to be okay with if you ever wanted to reconnect with him again.

Thorns Pt: 2



SUMMARY:   PART 1: Summary It’s been a year since the RFA party. MC and Jumin’s relationship was rocky because some demons were coming out. That didn’t stop the couple from continuing to fight for internal happiness. Jumin made the biggest business deal ever in the history of the C&R International Company, so of course, a party must be done to celebrate his achievement.  

Jumin POV

I ran. I ran just like I did 5 months ago. I saw the rest of the members with new flowers and balloons I ran past by them and saw V, Zen, and Seven trying to catch up to me from the corner of my eye. I refused to be caught. I will follow MCs wind. I felt a breeze around me knowing it was her running next to me. The wind was running past me and I was not going to let it. My heart and eyes burned. My feet was ready to give up. Not yet. Not till the wind stops.

I ended up at the same ledge MC fell at. I felt the wind go around me telling me I need to be free. I stood by the ledge and let the wind take me.

“Jumin NOOOOO”

My heart stopped. The wind kept flowing past my body telling me to jump but…but I know that’s MC’s voice.

“Jumin please don’t go”

I would never leave MC. How can I leave someone who changed my world for the best. Without her, I’m just a machine. Call me possessive, stupid, or irrational but that’s what love is. Love isn’t a fairy tale. It’s heaven and hell combined. It brings out the best and worst of you. Whoever says love is beautiful, kind, and sweet, don’t ever fucking believe them. Love is going blindly into the depths of their soul and trusting them that they will be the light to guide you.

“Jumin…. I’m sorry for everything please forgive me.”

I dared to laugh while I was looking into her sunset brown eyes. Why is she asking me for forgiveness?I was the one who broke her. You don’t break the people you love. I don’t and never will deserve her. I breathed heavily while taking her hands into mine. I put her hands near mine and kissed them tenderly. It seemed like once upon a time was all we had.


I known Jumin ever since we were little kids. He always had this tough exterior protecting his heart because his first heartbreak was his own mother. You see, people love to romanticize everything and anything. The reason for that is because people have hope that someone or something would save them, when in reality you can only save yourself. It is pretty cliche but how do you tell someone that there is no hope? That there is no light at the end of the tunnel? You simply can’t because then you are the one killing them. Humans are such strange creatures because we crave and need love in order for us to feel complete. Once we reach that level of bliss, we have a tendency of being the ones to destroy it simply because we are afraid of someone else destroying it.

That was not Jumin’ case. I was the reason for my brothers heart break. The person who I thought was the love of my life was actually the devil herself. Her poison tasted like honey and god I was addicted. None of that didn’t matter because I was seeing my brother confusing Zen for MC. God. I’m the reason why he is broken.


I always hated him because he reminded me of my brother but…. but….I was glad I saw him as my brother. He was the family I never had. I just never knew it till years later. Damn how time flashes by because I was in his exact same position. The two main differences is that I hid my pain with beer and cigarettes. The other one is that my family’s doubt and hatred caused me to be this way. Jumin on the other hand, he didn’t know how to handle the love of his life dying and he is blaming himself for it. When I notice he confused me for MC…I had to pretend to be her……how else would you save someone who was ready to get rid of their life.

Jumin… please let’s go back home…. You need to rest….let me take care of you….let’s go Jumin…” I extended out my hand hoping he is still confusing me with her. He was still looking into my eyes as if he was hypnotize. He reached for my hand using my strength to help himself get up. He looked at me and I saw a broken man. I felt breeze go around me.. shit it was getting cold… we need to move now. Right when I turned around I felt a big thug hit the ground. Fuck. Jumin fainted.

Sevens POV

Holy mother of honey Buddha Chips. I knew MC’s state was affecting him but I didn’t know it was this deep. He actually confused Zen for MC. Poor man is desperate just to see the love of his life. When we saw him faint, all three of us rushed over to make sure he was alive. Thank god he was still breathing. I told Zen and V to pick him up while I go get the car. I never ran faster in my life because I knew how it was like to lose someone you love…. and to be the cause of their destruction…. Saeran I’m sorry. I felt my tears falling down onto my skin and my lungs were ready to explode. Shit this isn’t the time to think about Saeran. I finally saw my car and raced back to the area.

V and Zen was already holding his lifeless body and they put his body in the back seat. I rushed back to his house and yelled at the guards to open the fucking door. We rushed inside his master bedroom and put him to his bed. Shit. His place was a mess. Wine, whiskey, scotch, and tequila were everywhere. On the floor was a picture of MC and him at the first party. There was another photograph of the whole RFA. Damn. How shit change. The three of us decided to stay at his home to clean up the place and to also take care of a broken man. Please…. wake up soon Jumin…..

Jumin POV

What the flying fuck is going on with my head. Did I drink again and passed out ? I opened my eyes slowly falling into the realization that MC is yet to be here again. Ugghh. I touched my head and felt a bandage. Okay that’s new. I saw my room was tidy up and I knew I had to fire the whole fucking staff for not following orders. I got up and dragged myself to open the door but it was fucking locked. What the fuck. I started to bang against it hoping someone will hear me.

“ Jumin…. it’s time for you face it Jumin… you can’t kill yourself because of your past….Jumin you have to….” it was V. He had a hint of guilt in his tone. “ Let me out. I need to go see MC. LET ME FUCCCKING GOOOO” I yelled hoping he will get that I’m fucking serious about this. “ Brother..no.. I’m sorry” I heard footsteps and then heard a door close. Fuck he left. I cannot…… be left alone……. FUCK I MUST HAVE ALCOHOL STASHED SOMEWHERE. I looked frantically trying to find it but instead I was left with my demons…with my own thoughts killing me. You looked into the mirror and all you saw was a disgusting, pathetic man. You looked into your own eyes and you were ready to tell yourself the truth. You were ready to let the demon out.

“I fucking hate you.” You pointed at the mirror. “ You are the reason why she is on that bed. You are the reason for why your parents split up. You are the reason for your mother’s tears. You were so stupid. As a kid you were suppose to have emotions… you were suppose to be there for your mother but all you fucking said was get over it. How stupid can you be. How fucking stupid and pathetic can you be.” You fell to your knees and started to cry. It wasn’t those cute cries. It was the cry of finally opening the ache that had been within your heart for many years.

“You deserved when mother told you that you were going to end up like your father. All your father ever done is work and expresses his emotions with money and women. You didn’t help mend your mother’s heart all you did was destroy it even more. She deserves to say all the nasty things she said to you”. You banged on the mirror roughly hearing the shattering of glass and mistaking it with the shatter of your heart. You can’t go back. You need to release it all.

“You’re a fucking MONSTER for falling in love with your best friend girlfriend. It wasn’t even falling in love.. it was just your pathetic ass needed to be understood by someone…. needed to fill a hint of emotion because you didn’t want to admit that you were lonely. You didn’t want to admit that you hated yourself and your life. YOU RUIN EVERYTHING” the scream echoed throughout the apartment as if someone was being murder. That’s how the poison from within you was sounding.

You couldn’t even have a normal fucking relationship with someone because you compared the women you were in love with to a wrecked snake” more glass was being shattered. You looked at yourself with the mirror majority cracked. You started to laugh uncontrollably. “This is seeing the real me…a shattered pathetic man” you saw the blood on the mirror and the proceeded to look down onto your knuckles. “ MC YOU’RE MY LIFE, MY HAPPINESS, MY DARKNESS, MY LIFE, MY SWEETEST DEVOTION, I’M SORRY I FAILED YOU. I’M SORRY I WAS TOO COMPLICATED TO BE FIXED. ALL YOU DONE WAS TRY TO SAVE ME BUT ALL I DID WAS TAKE YOU DOWN WITH ME TO HELL. IM FUCKING SORRY MC I’M IN LOVE WITH YOU MY ANGEL. WHEN DID EVERYTHING WENT WRONG. I WOULD NEVER KNOW BUT I WILL FIX US. THIS LOVE ISN’T OVER YET. GOD PLEASE PLEASE SAVE HER. TAKE MY WEALTH OR MY HEALTH AND SAVE HER. I CAN’T LET GO OF HER YET.” I yelled to the heavens. Please god…. save the one who tried to save me.

I heard the main door opening and I heard footsteps running towards my master room. “ Jumin!! Are you okay!!” It was Seven. “Couldn’t be any fucking better” I hissed with a hint of sarcasm and sadness.

“Jumin… I’m sorry MC is go-


  • Ophelia: I wish I could fix you. I wish I could take away your pain and reverse everything that happened to you. But I can't. But I can tell you that I'm scared. And I just want you to be better. But I can't be the one that heals you, okay. And for that, I'm sorry.
  • Jules: Yeah well, you wanna fix me? That's so sweet. Poor little rich girl runs to my aid to fix me. I don't need you, Ophelia. I never did. You invaded my life like a disease and you make mistake after mistake, and you want to know why? Take a guess. 'Cause you told me that first night in Beans, remember? Because you are a mistake.
  • Ophelia: You wanna be angry and alone? Fine. But I'm not gonna let you ruin my fun.