Yeah so I need to share this but I can’t believe I missed my one year anniversary but guys it’s been over a year now since I’ve started making content for Matsuhanaiwaoi and I’m sh00k I’ve never been so committed OK that is all goodbye
I know 22 September is Bilbo and Frodo Baggins’ birthday—but let us not forget that it is also the date in which Samwise Gamgee, last of the Ring-bearers, leaves Middle-earth for ever to reunite with Frodo.
I am 24 when my doctor tells me that I was abused. She doesn’t tell
me what happened to me, or plant any memories that weren’t already
there. She takes what I have told her and she puts it all inside those
six letters, that one word.
Before she takes my memories and gives me that word, I tell her that I
have made the appointment because I want to know why I can’t stand being
touched. I tell her that I’m 24 and I’m sick of flinching when shop
assistants hand me my change, just in case their fingers brush against
my palm and there is that fire again, the one that rushes up from my
bone to the membrane of my skin any time it comes into contact that I
wasn’t expecting. I tell her that I have been trying to do this
properly, from dating to everything else, and it’s like I’m blocked.
It’s like I’m missing a piece of myself that makes me an adult, or
perhaps even a human, and I don’t know where it’s gone.
ok so i rarely (read: never) share stuff in any social media but i just came accross this really cool video of a person skating to eros (w the same choreography too!!) and i just thought it was really well done and every yoi fan needs to watch it??
This is definitely my favourite moment from episode 12 because both Victor and Yuuri are just so precious in this?
Look at this beautiful boy who declares he’ll win just so Victor could kiss his medal. He just wanted to retire but how could he when Victor says he failed as a coach? He’ll skate one more year and he’ll win this time ok.
But then as much as I love Victor’s ridiculous puppy eyes (same Victor, same) his answer is just so perfect because honestly, Victor’s main goal was to make Yuuri confident in his skills and to help him get the best score and the whole time after Yuuri beats his record he’s so proud and happy and Yuuri saying he wants to stay is everything he wanted to hear and yet he demands more.
Victor, how long have you been thinking about competing with Yuuri while still coaching him? Because it looks like he already calculated all the risk and despite he doesn’t hesitate for a second? He’s so in love I can’t handle it and I also love how he puts Yuuri’s medal around his neck as if he was stating that it’s still valid but at the same time he says he wants Yuuri to win more times as he deserves.
Victor knows this is ridiculous, he was the only person ever to be able to do something like that and he was much younger when he started and he still totally looks like he thinks Yuuri could do this. Even when he does that super sweet thing with his face when he winks (I can’t find the gif but you know which one lol) it doesn’t look like his just teasing Yuuri he really is able to believe that at that moment even if he knows how it sounds. And then Yuuri doesn’t say it’s stupid or he could never do it, he says “okay”?!
He’s moved to tears because of how much Victor believes in him and how much Victor wants to do for him so they could stay together and so they could compete on the same ice because Yuuri always wanted that and promising Victor he’ll win for him is the least he can do in return?
Like this is the moment where most of their dreams come true and instead of just celebrating they sit there declaring absurd things to each other because they believe so much in the power of their love I’m so done with them, bye.
Inspired by #victuuriweek prompt: -> Day Seven: Endings Victor: Promises
So I was reading through@randomthingsthatilike123‘s super accurate Sanvers headcanons and it gave me some first-time thoughts (b/c I firmly believe they have not had sex yet) and felt the need to share with the class.
The first couple of times Maggie stays over it’s like, obnoxiously
respectful and cuddly and tender and Alex spends a lot of time giggling
because ok she is a grown adult and so is Maggie but also there’s a girl in her bed and she’s never felt so giddy before.
a great kind of giddy though, b/c Maggie is wrapped around her back and
somehow even though Maggie’s shorter it feels like she’s covering all
of Alex up and it’s so intimate that she has to like, breathe through it
Freelance worker lives in huge, gorgeous house/apartment in expensive area despite never seeming to be working
Characters work 8-5 office job with hour-long commute, but go to bed no earlier than midnight and get up in time for morning sex and long, leisurely cooked breakfasts every day
Do these characters even have jobs?
Single parent has way more communication with child’s teacher than is normal; leads to dating; administration somehow has no problem with this.
“I know I could never afford this mansion, but it’s OK I inherited it. No, paying property taxes isn’t difficult on my salary. I don’t even know how much the place is worth. Are property taxes a thing?”
There are two levels of cooking skills: gourmet food every time no recipe, and sets pot of boiling water on fire somehow. No one is ever in between these two skill sets. People on each level always end up dating each other.
Despite the gourmet meals described needing like seven pots to cook, no one ever does dishes.
Character shares a bottle of wine with their date (2 and half glasses each), and they both get falling-down drunk.
Later, one of them drinks an entire bottle of whiskey by themselves and does not die.
so i just really need to share why so buckle up bitches and sit ur asses down and listen to all the magical pieces of my son that i want to love and protect
chaol is the most realistic character in the entire series
he fucks up
he constantly fucks up
but he realizes that he fucks up and he forgives himself and tries to be better
he doesn’t get stuck in an asshole rut or try and destroy his life bc sometimes he sucks
he moves on
he grows from his mistakes
don’t get me wrong i love aelin and dorian but mostly they either a) don’t do things wrong or b) don’t learn anything from doing something wrong
they just like cross their fingers and hope to do better next time
chaol is literally describe as like decently attractive
like a normal freaking human
which also means that celaena did not fall in love with chaol bc he’s super stunning and handsome and panty dropping
she fell in love with him because he is kind
because he cared for her, despite all of his intentions
he really did care for her
and yeah he fucked that up to
because he didn’t really know what to do with himself
i mean… if you found out ur fuck buddy/girlfriend/lover/the girl you love was potentially fighting against the one thing you care about more than the girl you love? your pride? your country? your honor?
like he really thought he was doing the right thing
so he was pretty fucked up about celaena a) maybe not actually loving him and just using him? and also b) potentially trying to KILL HIS BEST FRIEND?
like that’s confusing as fuck ok no one would fucking handle that well don’t put unrealistic expectations on the shoulders of characters, just like you wouldn’t on a real person
but you’re being an asshole if you’re trying to say that he didn’t fucking do his damnedest to make up for fucking up
he is so, so loyal
and maybe he was totally loyal to the wrong person, but he realized that and got the fuck out, but also its so incredible how much he is willing to do for people that he is loyal to? like he knew not telling the woman he loved that her best friend might die would hurt her
but he believed he was doing the right thing
he always always always does what he thinks is right
so fuck off of chaol ok
he who is without sin can throw the first damn stone aight
Yesterday was St Martin’s day, an evening of celebration in my Dutch sort of hometown. The old tower / church opens its doors to everyone, including an actual horse, which trots a reenacting saint in so that he can brandish his sword, cleave his cloak in half, and share it with those in need with warmth. Kids then follow him around the old city, swinging their homemade spiderman etc lanterns and singing songs about keeping lights lit brightly in the cold and the gloom (eyes fixed on bowls of sweets their song will give them access to). I’ve been feeling pretty gloomy these past few days, but seeing so many different families celebrating brightness and sharing (and candy) made me smile, and so here’s a quick pen and watercolour drawing. I hope your weekend is one with warmth, light and good people.
Ok everyone listen up, because I have an unconventional
headcanon about Jack Zimmermann that I neED TO SHARE.
I think that Jack will have a long, wonderful career in the
NHL and go down as one of hockey’s all-time greats. He wins multiple Stanley Cups, but more
importantly, he is happily married to one Eric Bittle – Food Network’s new up
and coming star.
Now, my headcanon for Jack begins after his NHL career.
Picking apart the ending of KHR, the thoughts I have about Tsuna’s final moments in the series.
The Vongola was originally meant to be a Peace Group that protects lives from danger and/or harmful thugs.
Tsuna in the end said he didn’t want to become a mafia boss, still not changing from the beginning, but, he ended his story with how he loved his friends, protecting people with them/and protecting the ones who are dear to him.
Let’s go back to the Future Arc when TYL!Hibari was training Tsuna and he went through that experience of meeting all the Vongola bosses, Giotto told him that he has to hold all the bloodshed created by the bosses after Vongola Primo/he would have to kill people no matter who they are, which Tsuna said he’d wipe out the Vongola before he would hurt innocent people.
Later when Byakuran and Tsuna are having the final battle in the Arc, Giotto appears and all of Tsuna’s allies/family gave their flames to him, giving Tsuna strength. They mended his wounds and heart, especially after Yuni and Gamma sacrificing themselves, it made him realize even more how much he wanted to protect the world, the living, from evil and pain.
Tsuna said his pride was his friends, Tsuna would not let Reborn die, Tsuna used his dying will to save everyone.
Going back to the end of the series, Reborn comes back to make Tsuna “Neo Vongola Primo” (a couple weeks after Tsuna turned Reborn down for becoming a mafia boss) and Tsuna seemed to be quite okay with that. What I am thinking with Tsuna’s character development and kindness, Tsuna created the thing Vongola Primo wanted all along.
When years go by, Tsuna becomes the new boss of the Vongola, a Peace Group that he made to protect his friends/innocent lives, and make the world a better place.
Tsuna’s never wanted to be a mafia boss, but over time he grew and grew, and found the path he really wants to take.
Tsuna makes the Vongola into the Peace Foundation Giotto strived for.
With his friends by his side, their flame will never go out.