i needed to gif this because that's me

Boyfriend!Wonho x Reader 

  • thE CUDDLIEST BOYFRIEND TO EVER BOYFRIEND
  • loves giving you all of the love and affection no matter who is around. he is not shy about pda at all
  • Want a kiss? The boys are gagging because he’s already given you 30. Want a hug? You haven’t left his arms since you walked in so you don’t even have the chance to want one. 
  • Watching a movie with the boys? You aren’t even facing the TV, you’re straddling Hoseok’s lap with your head buried in his neck. You both are sleeping.
  • No one is mad about it tho. The never-ending affection may be disgusting but it is also Adorable
  • When I imagine Hoseok’s girlfriend, I always imagine someone who is really cuddly and affectionate. And shy. Someone that he can gently tease and praise and make blush.
  • He isn’t afraid to show everyone how much he loves you. He can be  a clingy and possessive boyfriend. He gets jealous easily
  • not because he doesn’t trust you, its just because he’s afraid of losing you. He’s a lil insecure.
  • He doesn’t act on it that much tho. He usuually just sits and stews in his jealousy until you crawl into his lap and give him a kiss on the neck and snuggle into his chest. He’s fine after that happens. He makes it a point to never tell you about it but you still know.
  • (which is why you get so snuggly with him sometimes) He just needs to be reminded that you love him the mostest 
  • Has a huge temper, but he also hates arguing with you. If he’s upset with you he will distance himself from you, just to get his head clear before talking about it. He doesn’t want to take anything out on you because he’s a romantic at heart.
  • On the chance that you guys do actually argue, in the end it will be you comforting him because he feels horrible. He loves you too much tbh poor bby
  • i dont see a relationship with him lasting if his mom doesn’t absolutely love you. She’s important to him, and her approval means the world to him
  • He tends to go through life seeking out the approval of the ones he loves. He wants to please everyone and he leaves himself at the bottom of the list. He never really considers his own happiness.
  • So you’ll have to become good at reading him in order to prevent this from happening.
  • Loves loves loves spending time with you. It doesn’t matter what you are doing, but he prefers staying in with you and cuddling or eating. something super domestic lol
  • Speaking of cuddling, he’s a Master. 
  • He prefers being the big spoon, but he would love to be the little spoon too because sometimes this lil softie needs to be held.
  • while cuddling he would play with you hair or absent-mindedly draw shapes on your tummy or thighs
  • would also talk about his day and talk about how much he loves you and how much you mean to him. Sappy stuff bc he’s a sap
  • I feel like he would really like holding a chubby person, but thats just me and my bias speaking lol
  • he would like how snuggly and warm you are,and how there is more of you to hold.
  • sex with wonho,,, oh boy,,,,
  • now, i say that he has a daddy kink or some kind of caregiver kink, but if you were to not be comfy with that he would be okay with it. 
  • As I said in my daddy!Wonho post, i feel like he would be more concerned with the taking care of you aspect instead of the punishing aspect anyway. You don’t have to call him daddy or master for him to be able to take care of you.
  • I think his appeal to the daddy kink or any other kind of caregiver kink is the fact that it makes you reliant on him, maybe not in all aspects of your life, but just in the bedroom.
  • he needs to feel wanted and needed by you. He loves to make sure that he is taking good care of you and that you are feeling great and loved
  • he definitely does not want to take your independence away. He would just like you to give up control every once and a while because he knows that that alone can make you feel more relaxed
  • Kinks aside, this boy is a giver at heart. 
  • oh, you had a bad day? well sit down and spread your legs bc he will eat you out until you don’t remember it at all
  • WARNING FOR PERIOD STUFF THIS MIGHT DISGUST YOU BUT HEAR ME OUT
  • You’re on your period? well let him just wrap you up in his arms and spoon you before slyly slipping his hand in your pants and giving you an orgasm (ORGASMS HELP WITH CRAMPS BC OF THE RELEASE OF HORMONES AND ENDORPHINS OR SOME SHIT)
  • If the fact that you’re bleeding makes you uncomfy, he’ll do it in the shower.. But he really doesn’t seem like the kind of guy to mind it. He isn’t doing it bc he thinks its kinky, he’s doing it bc he feels like you need it. 
  • ultimate bf right there^
  • he likes face to face positions. if he’s going to take you from behind it’s probably in front of a mirror bc he likes to watch your reactions. 
  • he’s also a sucker for eye contact bc it makes him feel closer to you (such a romantic bby)
  • Body worship is a thing that happens all of the time. He can’t help but to constantly tell you how much he adores you and your body. He also loves receiving it too
  • literal king of aftercare. Hoseok will always make sure that you are in absolutely no pain whatsoever. 
  • he smells good. Don’t know what makes me think this but he smells wonderful
  • a firm believer in minimal clothing worn in the privacy of your home. He never wears a shirt
  • Now whether that is because he just doesn’t want to or if he just likes the attention that he gets from you because of it he will never tell you
  • he loves when you touch him in a non sexual way? Like when yall are just chillin and standing in your kitchen talking he loves when you randomly put your hands on his chest and just rub him with a lil smile on your face
  • itS ADORABLE
  • He also loves touching you on your back or sides. He likes to feel how warm you are 
  • all in all he’s a very touchy boyfriend and he just wants to give you all of the love and affection.
  • Whoever ends up with him is very lucky and they better treat him riGHT

I’m so hyped for the Anaheim Wings tour and I’m 99.9% sure that bts will stop by Disneyland because namjin needs to have a cute fluffy date eating flower ice cream

You walked in frustrated and tired of all your classmates and their assuming everything. You have been struggling with wanting to tell your friends and family about discovering your true self, but now you just needed to get it off your chest. 

Everyone was already in the house and talking. You worked up the nerve to finally say it, knowing that they would except you because they still love and except Ian for who he is. You just had to get it over with. 

You paced in front of them for a few moments. Their eyes followed you as you paced until Lip spoke up. 

“Hey are you alright?”

You stopped and looked to him then started to pace again and mumble. Finally you stopped, turned, and spoke what you needed to get off your chest. 

“I think its time I said something because you guys were trying to get me a date. And while thats nice and all of you guys its stressful because i’m not straight.”

Almost everyone looked surprised. Ian giggled a bit knowing full-well of your sexuality. Mickey elbowed him and whispered for him to shut up.

“I’m bisexual and I need some space on the whole dating thing.”

V and Fiona were less shocked and more apologetic as the date set ups were their plans. 

Fiona walked up and hugged you “We are so sorry, we will back off. Thank you for telling us though.”

“Yeah , and if you ever need help with bullies you can talk to us we will be there for you.” Ian said supportive tone in his voice. 

Mickey stood up and slapped his arm over your shoulder. “Hey we will be there for ya kid. just shout for us if you need anything.”

Frank just sipped his beer and said, “do you mind if we cut this feelings crap out and finished the party?”

Kevin smacked the back of Frank’s head and said, “Ignore him he is just in a bad mood. he skipped his nap today.”

“Hey was that an old man joke!” Frank said defensively.

“Shut up.” everyone said to frank. And all was well with the friends that are also family.



(Thank you for the one shot request it was very fun to write, and I am sorry its kind of short. I hope you like the story.)

YOU HAVE ME


(requested by anon / anon)

Kai Parker x Reader
word count :
3 237
warning : possible triggers
summary : Reader has lost her brother and tries to take her life / Kai comforts her.
* gif by christophwood
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Y/N laid on the couch in her small apartment , curled up into a ball. Her life hadn’t been easy - she had lost her parents a few years ago and now her only relative left was gone too. Somehow she had lost all important people in her life and as much as her friends tried to be there for her it didn’t feel the same. It felt more like they are being there for her because that’s what they are supposed to do , not because they love her. No matter how much she tried to shake the feeling that there was no one left who cares and love her , it was still there eating away at her.
A tear rolled down her cheek , seeing a picture of her and her brother only from a few months ago. They had been so happy back then , taking a short vacay from Mystic Falls and all the insanity there. Smiling widely at the camera , none of them expecting that a few short months later they’ll lose each other. What had happened to him had been an accident - a car had shown up out of nowhere just as they were crossing the street heading for the park. Her brother had pushed her out of the way , saving her life and losing his shortly after , barely a few minutes before Stefan had shown up to help. It had been a few days and she felt more alone and unloved than ever. What was the point in living if there was no one who loves you ? What do you do when you have lost it all and have nothing left ?
A beep came from her phone and she glanced at the screen NEW TEXT MESSAGE from KAI.

                         "Hey. Are you okay? Please , call me back.“

Y/N reached for her phone on the coffee table , wiping the screen with her thumb starting to type a reply. It had been two days and she kept avoiding his calls and texts. Perhaps it was time to answer him , even if its just with an emoji but what would she say to him ? ‘I’m okay’ would be a lie and there was no emoji that described the way she was feeling , not even a combination of two or more. Her eyes closed for a moment and then her last moments with her brother came back into her mind followed by another wave of tears. The girl left the phone on the coffee table without replying and curled up in an even tighter ball than before.
    “Should’ve been me..” she whispered.

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Two whole days Kai texted Y/N , called her and tried to find her with no luck. There was only one thing left for him to do and that was to ask her friends. Perhaps she was with them or maybe they can tell him where to find her or at least how she is. That is all he needed to know - that she is okay.
    “Hey guys…” said Kai , walking in the Salvatore house making everyone turn towards him.
All of Y/N’s friends had gathered there , talking and drinking but there was someone missing. He looked around the living room trying to find her , he even tried listening with his vampire hearing , realising that she really wasn’t there. Kai knew a couple of days ago she had lost her brother but had expected her friends to be with her and not having a get together of sorts. He couldn’t stop thinking what she must be feeling after losing her only family and wanted to find a way to be there for her , but she wouldn’t let him.
    “Ughh look at what the cat dragged in.” said Damon , taking a sip from his drink. “What is it that you want creeper?”
    “Do you know where Y/N is ? She um – she’s not answering her phone. Is she okay ?”
    “Y/N lost her brother , of course she is not okay.”
Kai sighed , putting his hands in his pockets. “That’s exactly why I want to see her and I know you don’t like me but -”
    “No , we don’t. So why don’t you get out of here and -”
    “ - I want to be there for her. I – I get all these weird feelings , I don’t even know how to explain them. It’s driving me nuts and I need to see her. Y/N is my friend , my only friend and I – I care about her. ”
Everyone stared at him as if he had just punched a hole through someone’s chest and dropped the person’s heart on the table in front of them or something.
    “You care about her ?” said Elena quietly , unable to hide the surprise in her voice. “That’s new. Maybe you really are changing.”
Bonnie glared at Elena. “Don’t tell me you buy any of this?!”
    “Are you going to argue or are you going to tell me where Y/N is ?” wondered Kai , starting to get a little impatient. It was more than clear where the conversation was going and he didn’t plan on sticking around to listen to them voice their opinions about him again. He knew very well how everyone felt about him. Everyone but Y/N. Somehow they’ve found a connection and the longer she was away from him and kept shutting him out ,  the more he felt as if the connection was breaking. Kai didn’t want to lose her , not now not ever.
    “Give her time Kai. Everyone deals with grief differently. He was her only family and she probably needs time to process everything.” said Elena. “I am sure when she is ready she will call you back.”
Kai wasn’t so sure about it. Emotions were hard to understand for him but he knew she was hurting. He couldn’t stand the thought of her being in pain , even more knowing there is nothing he can do. The young heretic was starting to get really worried about her and he hated that feeling. Y/N hadn’t been answering his calls and she’d always at least text him an emoji or something, even when they are in a fight. If her friends weren’t going to tell him where she was then he’d start with the first place that popped into his head.
    “Well , thanks for nothing.” he muttered and walked outside without saying a word.


Kai checked the cemetery and after not finding her there he drove to her apartment. He knocked a few times on the door, hearing movement inside but no one came to answer.
    “Y/N ? I know you are in there. Please I – I just want to see you. I need to know you are alright.”
Y/N sighed , glancing at the door and at the bottle with pills at the coffee table. Kai. Of course he’d come looking for her. Despite what people said about him , he was actually really nice , caring and sweet in his own way. Out of everyone she’d miss him the most wherever she ends up after what she plans to do. A part of her wanted to open the door , see him one last time before she drifts off into sleep , the other didn’t want to. What would even be the point ? It’s not like this will change her mind — or maybe she was afraid that’s exactly what would happen and thats why her hand kept hovering over the doorknob for a few seconds too long. All Y/N wanted was to be with the people who loved her and to find a way to shut out all the pain. It would be easy to ask one of her friends to compell it all away , that would do the trick but there would still be a hole in her heart , even if she doesn’t remember why it’s there.

‘I’m sorry’ , he heard her whisper.
Almost two minutes passed and he could hear sounds similar to the ones tick-tacks make when you shake the container. Kai wondered what those sounds were and a thought crept inside his mind but she wouldn’t go that far , would she ? No. No way — no way he’d let her do that to herself either. After she didn’t open the door , he unlocked it with magic and took a step inside seeing her sitting on the couch starring at a hand full of pills on her palm and a glass with water in the other.
Kai’s eyes widened so much , they almost fell out of their sockets. All of the sudden his entire world stopped and he could barely contain himself from running towards her. What if he does and she gulps all of them at once ? He wasn’t sure vampire blood could heal her from those , he had no idea how that stuff works. Kai wondered why he felt like as if Y/N dies , he’d die too. … And then it hit him like a school bus. All those emotions he had felt , the real reason why he had been trying so hard to find a way and talk to her these past few days. It all made sense to him in that moment but none of it would matter if he doesn’t find a way to stop her. How was he going to do that ? He had never had to do anything like it before. What was he supposed to say ?
    “No , no , no. Don’t — Y/N , don’t do it. Please.” he said taking a slow step towards her.
    “There is no one left.” she said quietly, a tear rolling down her cheek. “No one loves me or cares about me. I have no one. My brother is gone and it’s — it’s my fault. I wanted to go to the park that day. We were there because of me.”
    “It’s not your fault.” said Kai taking another step. “It was an accident. Please don’t do this. I – I know your brother wouldn’t want you to. You are not alone Y/N. You have me , you will always have me. Tell me what you need. I’ll do anything. Just put those down.”
Y/N shook her head. “There is no one who loves me or cares about me.  N-no one.”
    “Don’t –don’t say that.” he said softly taking another step , kneeling down on the couch next to her. “Your brother loved you , thats why he saved you and wherever he is right now , he wont want you to end your life. He will want you to live it. There are so many people who care about you and love you. People who will miss you – what about your friends ? W-what about me?”
Y/N shook her head slightly , another tear rolling down her cheek and he wiped it away with his thumb , making her look up at him. The glow her eyes usually had was missing and they were filled with so much sadness and pain — he was terrified he might not be able to stop her. Her eyes closed and she pressed her lips together trying to push away the tears. Kai used the moment and gripped her wrists , taking the pills out of her hand.
    “I care about you Y/N. I’ll die without you next to me.” he said lifting up her chin , wiping away another tear. “I can’t lose you. You are the best thing that’s ever happened in my life.”
    “That’s — thats sweet but-”
    “I am in love with you Y/N.” said Kai , gazing lovingly into her eyes. “I love you. I never even knew there were that many emotions to be had and didn’t realise what all of them meant until I saw you ready to swallow all of those. You are the only person who cared enough to give me a chance , who stood by me and defended me through it all -”
    “Kai don’t -”
    “You are my light in the darkness and without you I’ll be so lost. You are what’s good about me. I love you , Y/N…” said Kai , cupping her face. “I will always love you and be by your side. I will never leave.”
Y/N’s eyes had started to water and tears started streaming down her cheeks again. Why was she crying ? Her emotions were on complete overdrive, even more so after hearing what Kai had said to her. Her friend was looking at her with heart eyes and there was a hint of sadness in them but the love part dominated in them. Kai sounded so sincere she couldn’t help but believe every word he had said. A smile tugged at the corners of her mouth - she wasn’t alone , he’ll be there with her. He loved her. Everything was too much for her to process and words kept escaping her.
Y/N leaned in towards him , wrapping her arms around his shoulders, hearing him sigh in relief seconds before his hands wrapped around her. Kai held onto her tightly and helped her lay down on the couch covering her with a blanket , her heart was beating faster than ever. He tucked in a strand of hair behind her ear , brushing his palm against her cheek right after. Y/N closed her eyes for a moment , feeling another tear roll down her cheek and she quickly wiped it away before looking at him with a hint of a smile on her face.
Kai was at a loss for words ,which was new to him seeing how he never stopped talking. He kept trying to think of something to say or something to do that will make her smile even for a second and forget everything but nothing popped in his mind. Why did emotions have to be so hard and how where there so many of them ? He could hard catch up with all of them. The young heretic couldn’t imagine how big Y/N’s grief could be for her to want to end it all. Part of him somehow knew that it will take her a while before she responds to his confession and he was willing to wait , however long it takes.
    “You don’t have - I know you must - I just – ” he sighed.
Y/N hadn’t taken her eyes off him the past few minutes, her hand reached for his and she gave it a light squeeze. Kai looked at their hands intertwined together and his heart stopped for a second. Maybe there was hope for the two of them being something more than friends.
    “You know what. I’m not - I’m not going to talk.” he sighed. “Is - is there something you need?”
    “Just be here with me.” she said quietly.
    “Oh-kay .. come here.” he said , sitting on the couch next to her pulling her into his embrace. He pulled the blanket up so it covered her back , wrapping his arms around her , rubbing soft circles on her back hearing her breathing calm down and the sobs melt away.  He didn’t know what to do , but his actions seemed to calm her down and he kept it up. Y/N rested her hands on his chest using him as a pillow while he stroked her hair. Kai kissed her forehead for a moment , noticing a change in her heart beat when he did that. He wondered what that meant and what he could to get her to smile even for a second.
They cuddled for a while sitting in silence and just enjoying each other’s presence. Somehow Y/N found a way to snuggle even closer to him.
    “This is nice.”
    “Yeah ?” he asked with a small smile , tightening his embrace.
    “Mmmhmm…”
    “Do - do you need anything else ?”
Y/N hummed a ‘nah-uh’. Kai was being so sweet and kind but there really wasn’t anything else he could do. He couldn’t bring back her brother but somehow having him there , she didn’t feel that alone anymore. She felt … happy and sad at the same time. Kai had been right - her brother wouldn’t want her to take her own life , he would want her to live and be happy. For a moment she could almost see him , sitting on the comfy chair smiling at her , telling her exactly this 'be happy’. That him being gone doesn’t mean there is no one left in her life. It kind of felt as if her brother had somehow sent Kai to her in the right moment to stop her from making the biggest mistake in her life , one she wouldn’t be able to fix afterwards.
    “Thank you.” she said pulling herself up until their eyes were on the same level. Y/N placed her hand on his chest and kissed him gently for a moment slowly moving her hand towards his cheek. “I um — I know I made you wait quite a while b-before saying something and I –”
    “No , no I - I get it.” he said with a small smile on his face , brushing his thumb against her cheek. “You need time. I can wait. I’ve been waiting for you my whole life , what’s a few more days or a week— It won’t be a month would it ?”
Y/N laughed under her breath. “How about 5 seconds ?”
Her lips pressed against his , kissing him deeply while he pulled her towards him , not wanting to let go off her. Kai could still hear her laugh , see her smile and her kissing him not once but twice made him so happy but what made him even happier is that there were no traces of tears in her eyes and the sad heartbroken girl he had seen when walking into her apartment about an hour ago.Somehow he had comforted her without even realising it.
    “You are smiling.” he said almost grinning at her. “I love that smile.”
    “How can I not ? You make me happy.” she smiled at him. “I love you too , Kai. T-thank you for saving my life.”
    “You die , I die.” he said. “At least thats how it felt and it still does. If I hadn’t been able to stop you , I would’ve ripped my heart out because there is no life for me without you.”
Y/N felt her cheeks flush. “I feel the same way. C-can we not tell — my friends about us ? At least for a w-while? They will flip out.” she said with a nervous smile , almost hearing their commentaries and the upcoming lectures in her head.
    “So, there is an us ?” grinned Kai. “I like that. No , wait — I love it ! I love you.” he said pressing his lips against hers. “I love you. I love you.”
Kai started tickling her just to hear her laugh and see her smile again. “Hey do you want some ice cream ?”
    “Um , yeah but .. I don’t - I don’t want you to let go off me.” she said wrapping her hands around his neck.
    “Crunchy almonds or Rocky road ?” he asked.
    “Both ?”
Kai smiled widely at her and something flashed in his eyes as he raised his hand. A moment later with a muffled thud on the coffee table landed just the two ice creams she had wanted , the sound of the freezer closing following a second later.
    “OH and spoons.” he glanced at the kitchen corner flicking his wrist , getting two of the spoons fly towards them landing right next to the ice cream. Their eyes met and he saw Y/N looking at him with complete awe on her face.
    “That is so cool.“ 
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NOTE : (to the anons who requested it) I tried my best to get the both requests combined into one. I hope you like how it turned out.
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MASTERLIST - SMUT
MASTERLIST - FLUFF

Its only been three hours since you left Thomas in the parking lot, yelling at him over what now feels like pointless worries. Every minute you’ve been aching knowing this time the fight is your fault. His broken face when you drove away is still embedded in your mind, the way he slammed his fists against the hood of his car and rested his head defeatedly in his hands. He was broken, and you had to fix him.

You knock softly on his bedroom door, biting your lip and waiting for him to answer.

“Go away Dylan I told you I’m not bloody hungry!” He yells, assuming you are his roommate.

“Thomas it’s me,” you say softly, resting your hand against the door.

There is a moment of silence before he mumbles, “just come in.”

You hesitate, opening the door to see him laying on his back, staring at the ceiling with a blank stare. He doesn’t move when you shut the door behind you.

“I’m sorry for getting mad at you earlier - for yelling,” you pause, waiting for a reaction from him, but he doesn’t flinch. “I just - I’ve never let myself get close to someone, and I was getting scared Thomas. I was getting scared because when you told me you loved me - I - I wanted to say it back, and I’ve never let myself get that close to anyone.”

“You can’t let your past haunt you from moving on,” he mutters, eyes still set on the ceiling.

“I know, thats why I’m here.” Your voice trails off. “I love you Thomas and I need you to know it.” Thomas sits up slowly, his eyes wide and mouth slightly agape. “I want to show you, how much I love you.”

“We don’t have to-” he scrambles to sit up, staring at you.

“Thomas-” you cut him off, walking towards the bed as his eyes grow wider, “I want to.”

So! Quick notice that I might move back to semi-regular posting, since I feel my current “I’ll do it whenever” method turns into “I’ll do it never.” I made a few touch-ups to the battle system, because really, I’m still trying to figure out how to approach that aspect of the game. 

So there’s that! You might also noticed that the protagonist’s portrait is a bit different - I changed the design a little, but it’s basically just a color swap:

 I felt like the original color scheme was too light and needed more contrast, so here’s that change. I might also get a multiple parallax script or something going because I am not too happy with that background :\

Anyways, I’ll keep you guys posted! 

I  CAN  SAY  THIS  BLOG  IS  ALMOST  ONE  MONTH  OLD !!!  THE MOMENT I PASSED 100 FOLLOWERS I REALIZED THIS NEEDED TO BE DONE ASAP. 

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                  you  guys really  are …  the best

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