Κάθε βραδυ ειμαι έτοιμος να σου στείλω μήνυμα και να σου πω το ποσο πολυ σε αγαπαω,το ποσο πολυ μου λείπεις,το ποσο άδειος νιώθω τωρα που δεν μιλάμε πλέον…αλλα παντα κατι με σταματάει,η αξιοπρέπεια;!,το οτι δεν θελω να σε κουράσω;! Πάντως εγωισμός δεν ειναι ! Λείπεις μωρο μ …και αυτό πονάει !
And if he called me at 3am and asked me to come over, I would come running no matter what the reason, no matter how tired I was. But if I called him at 3am, he wouldn’t even answer the phone. And that’s the saddest part.
People say that if you truly love someone, you should let them go—as if it’s that easy. I think that’s bullshit. You invest so much time in loving a person, giving them your heart, your soul, your love, and everlasting affection and you are told that as a way of showing how much you truly care, you must let them go, and slip from your fingers. I say, no. If you truly love someone, you fight for them. You fight like hell, because that’s what love is supposed to be about. It’s about fighting for them. And when fighting no longer works, that’s when it’s really over.
When I say I love you, you should know that I love all of you. I will love you at 3 am when you are falling apart. I will be there to hold you and never let go. I will love you when I wake up in the morning with you beside me your hair in every direction and your makeup smeared. I will love you when you see no reason to love who you are. I will remind you of how beautiful you are and to tell you that you are so much more than the thoughts that try to take the best of you. I will love who you were, who you are, and who you will become because you will never stop looking like heaven to me.