i need to stop everything

what if

note to self

- stop checking who’s watching your story compulsively, or at all
- stop checking if theyve read your message
- stop deleting posts and pictures when they dont get enough attention
- who cares if they can hear your music blasting through your earphones, turn it up
- stop comparing yourself to her. you are enough
- stop apologizing for being sick
- stop refreshing your notifications, my fingers are so sore
- ignore the urge to conform to their expectations
- stop talking, listen
- do not let people tell you to calm down
- stop trying to get them to want you , if they want you they will ask
- stop making the same mistakes
- stop feeling bad about thinking of his body against yours
- stop refraining from appreciating yourself
- stop explaining yourself
- create.
- you dont need people
- stop feeling everything so damn much

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this stream was a complete blast thank you so much to everyone who came and hung out!!! we got some real great work in lmao…..

I want you to text me everyday. I need to stop waiting for your texts. I want to talk to you about life and everything happening in yours. I need to stop asking you so many questions. I want to hold your hand. I need to stop wringing my own. I want to make you smile all of the time. I need to stop staring at your lips. I want us to stay up all night talking on the phone with you. I need to stop losing sleep because of you. I want to be with you. I need to stop pretending that you’ll ever settle for someone like me.
—  what i want to say, what i never can // 3:34 pm
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Here it is, folks. The q+a I said I’d do. *sighs*… boy howdy. -arin

I hc Otabek as very awkward when he meets new people (like.. when he actually talks to them, even if he seems cool) and that’s just so cute to me I can’t stop thinking about his first awkward convos with Yuri where he tries too hard I’m d ead

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