i need to stay here asap

I couldnt get those HCs out of my head

I’ve been dying for someone to write a fanfic with a Saeran and V friendship as the main focus- and I’m like “I could put my 4+ years of writing experience to use and do it, but I need to work on my GPA this year, shit”


So here are some HCs because I canNOT stop thinking about this AU


-ok so basically, instead of being mum about it, V works up the power to tell everyone about Saeran while he’s suffering from the after effects of the drug. MC and Vanderwood stay to look after V and Saeyoung fuckin naruto runs out of there to save Saeran



-And obviously after the entire ordeal is over we have two severly mentally ill and traumatised people who need help asap (three if we count Rika I guess? but that’s not the focus of this post)


- And like. Bear with me. Imagine this. They both take therapy sessions at the same hospital/clinic, so they have to spend time in the waiting room together


-At first it would be super hard and awkward for them and to some extent even painful and triggering to be in the same room as one another.


-It would probably be months after the RFA party at this point, when V and Saeran first get the chance to talk to each other alone. Saeran is very quiet and withdrawn and doesn’t make eye contact; he hasn’t forgotten what he’s done to V back in Mint Eye, and just being in the same room as him makes him consumed with guilt.


- V apppears calm on the outside but he’s silently repeating the phrases his therapist told him to remember over and over in his head and going over one of the breathing excercises.


- Neither of them actually speaks ever when they’re in the waiting room waiting for MC and Saeyoung to pick them up but one day, Saeran drops the ice cream cup he’d been holding because his hands are shaking. His eyes would probably widen and he’d feel panic start to nearly overwhelm him.


-He’s just about to pick it up again and have a mini episode of self deprecation for the 3rd time that day when V gently picks up a towel that the cleaning lady forgot on the glass table and cleans the mess.


- Saeran just sits there; frozen. He wants to tell V not to do that- that he’ll fix it himself, that it was his fault, and so on, but he can’t find the voice within him.


-V finally finishes. He picks up the now empty container and throws it in the trash, and then puts the towell back in its place . He’s quiet while he does this, but noticeably not as tense as before.


- “So you like ice cream? I can’t help but notice you have a cup from the clinic’s cafeteria after every session or so.” He finally says and breaks the silence. It was spoken so quietly that Saeran almost didn’t hear.


-I’m imagining him trying to speak several times and failing to process the words. “I… I do,” he manages to choke out. “..like it.”


-V nods quietly and returns to his seat. Neither of them says a word. Saeran becomes less tense, but he still won’t meet his eyes. It’s ultimately a major relief when MC finally returns with Saeyoung.


- However, from this point on, it’s not uncommon for them to share a word after they finish their sessions (and they often do at the same time).


-V would usually intiate conversation first and Saeran really doesn’t understand why, but he goes along with it


- it’s just mindless small talk like “How was your session?” “How are your breathing excercises?” et cetera


- they still sit like four seats apart but now small talk is easy and it’s even somewhat something they’d look forward to


-When V’s therapist tells him that she thinks it’s time for him to start painting a little, Saeran is the first person he tells. Saeran doesn’t understand why V would tell him but he seems to content and happy that he’s getting somewhere and Saeran does his best to make “ah, congrats” sound supportive because he really is glad that v is getting better


- after one particularly bad day with his therapist, Saeran’s more withdrawn that usual. V can see his hands shake. He doesn’t have a cup of ice cream today either.


-V goes to the small cafeteria they have on the secons floor of the hospital and buys a chocolate chip mint eye cream and a vanilla.


-He sets the mint and chocolate chip ice cream in front of saeran and takes his own with him before returning to his seat. Saeran looks up at him tentatively, eyes furrowing in confusion.


-“Why…..?”


-V stays silent for a while. “It makes you happy,” he replies quietly. “I’m sorry you’re not having a good day.”


-by the time Saeran reaches for the ice cream, it’s half melted. But he takes it anyway, and V can’t help but notice that he might be crying a little


- things just get progressively easier for them. by now it’s routine for v to always get saeran and himself a cup of ice cream after therapy when saeran forgets his money. The small talk continues, but it flows less awkwardly now


-once v brings his first completed painting in a decade with him to show to his therapist because she asked him to. Except while he’s there, another person in the waiting room recognised him as “the famous photographer” and started gushing over his pictures and how they were a big fan and how they couldn’t wait for his next gallery, when was it going to be?


-Basically V almost has a panic attack because he’s trying his best to distance himself from that, and he tries to apologise and explain, but the fan wouldn’t back off until Saeran stood in between them and very gently, very quietly asks them to please leave V alone or he’d call over staff


- they’re shocked for a second, but their eyebrows twist into a soft frown and they leave.


-V casts a side glance at Saeran, eyes wide. His surprised look melts into gratitude and he thanks him.


-Saeran just flushes and mumbles something under his breath.


-V could have sworn he said, “I.. like your painting, by the way…”


-I can see them being reluctant and hesitant with getting too close. They still remember how much they hurt each other. Saeran still remembers what he did to V back then. It’s been unspokenly forgiven but not forgotten.


-And it’s hard to even half forget something like that. They might have forgiven each other, but not themselves.


-and I can just see their bond being really delicate and fragile, but also very firm.


-I have a lot of HCs I’m yet to put here. But I imagine the day V finished all his required therapy sessions (and I believe he finishes before Saeran), he’s overwhelmed with joy. He moves towards Saeran silently and opens his arms with visible reluctance. Saeran’s happy for him. He still has a long way to go, but he’s genuinely glad that V’s getting better. He quietly goes into his arms and they share a hug. It lasts for about three seconds; it’s not long or sweet, or completely comfortable and unawkward, but it carries emotion.


-I just… I want this so bad

Brave: (Verb.) - Bucky x Reader

Authors Notes: Another quote I saw and wanted to write out….This was supposed to be a drabble…

Notes/Warnings: Violence, physical assault, use of guns, mentions of blood and death, self doubt.

Quote: “Scared is what you’re feeling. Brave is what you’re doing.”

Word count: around 1.5K

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Your hands trembled and you clenched them into fists. You wanted nothing more that to turn around and run, to escape the chaos unfolding before you, but you can’t, they need you.

 You watched as an RPG rocketed towards the Quinjet and your breath caught in your throat. “Tony!” You shouted, knowing your earpiece would relay your voice to him. “RPG headed for the jet, east side!”

 Tony, who wasn’t too far away ,whirled around and fired off mini-rockets to intercept the explosive. His tactic worked and the RPG exploded a few yards off the jet. Without any acknowledgement to you, Tony turned right back around to fighting off some ground thugs with grenade launchers.

 You sat, still shaking on your ledge, and watched the battle below you. Your job as look out had you positioned a mile from the fighting. you sat in the tree line and checked on the rest of the team. Steve and Wanda were tag teaming a group of eight Hydra agents on the street. You could see Sam and Nat clearing an abandoned building of thugs, men flying out windows left and right. Vision and Thor were dealing with a small cluster with flame throwers. And Bucky…

 You lost sight of Bucky. Your heart sped up to a dangerous rate as you scanned the field below you. You couldn’t see him. He was supposed to be with Clint but he wasn’t there.

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YUSSS!! Lol this turned like a lot more angsty than it needed to be i am very sorry I have a problem with angst okay someone pls stop me before I make myself die of the feels XD


As a doctor, WIll always had to remain calm. No matter what came through that door. It didn’t matter if it was a minor cold, or blood was gushing out from their side, the campers of Camp Half-Blood could always trust him to be cool and collected, the eye of the tornado.

But, alas, there are times when even the best of the best crumble away.

All of it was so sudden. Really, no one knew it was happening, except Nico di Angelo. Nobody expected him to come when he did. One moment Will was just sitting on his bed, reading some book called Carry On that Annabeth recommended to him, the next he was looking up as someone appeared out of nowhere, causing him to jump a foot in the air. He looked up to see a familiar pale face. 

“Gods Nico I thought I told you not to do that anymore,” Will says with a laugh, standing up. Nico looks like he wants to say something, and he tries to, but he’s interrupted as he falls against Will, unconscious. Will gasps, reaching his arms around him to support him. 

“Nico?” he says worriedly, his breathing starting to speed up. That’s when he notices Nico’s hands pressed firmly to his side, both of them coated in a thick layer of wet blood. 

“NO. No no no no no!!” he cries. A few of his siblings rush into the room to see what the commotion was about, and immediately stop. Will looks up at them, tears glimmering in his eyes. 

“We have to get him to the infirmary. We have to save him.” Nobody told Will that it was probably too late as they helped him with Nico’s lifeless body, taking him to the infirmary as quickly as they could. None of them mentioned that it was almost impossible for someone to lose this much blood as they opened the doors, causing campers to hoard around them. And they did not mention how cold Nico’s skin was as Will ordered everyone away that wasn’t a doctor. 

“I need stitches,” Will tells one of the Apollo kids that rushed to their aid as soon as the door bursted open.

“And bandages. Lots of bandages.” Another person nods, heading off. 

They set Nico down and the campers arrive with stitches, bandages, nectar, and ambrosia. Another camper removed Nico’s hands from his side. That was when his world came crashing down. That’s when, for the first time, the campers saw Will cry. 

“I-I-I can’t–” he says, his hands shaking. Someone puts a hand on his shoulder.

“It’s alright Will. We got this one.” They all knew Will and Nico where friends. In fact, they where almost inseparable. Some even wondered if their bond went deeper than friendship. Either way, they never left each other’s side. They where the sun and moon. Always. 

So, for the first time in forever, Will left the room, the thought of blood spilling onto the pristine white sheets making his stomach twist painfully as he gazed at Nico’s chalky while face in his mind’s eye, cold and unmoving. 

Nico isn’t going to die, he told himself as he clutched his head in his hands. Nico won’t die. He’s a fighter, he’s always been. He’s probably been through worse. Your siblings will save him. They always do. But, no matter what he told himself, he kept thinking about what would happen if his heart stopped, bringing the sun down with it. The world would stop spinning and there would be a hole in his heart, bigger than anything he’s ever experienced. He never even told Nico he loved him, and that would be the worst part of this whole situation. He would regret it till the day he died.

By the time his sister came out it could’ve been an hour or five, Will still wouldn’t have known.

“He’s stable. For now,” she says solemnly. Will nods his head. 

“I want to see him.”

“I’m not sure if that’s–”

“I’m going to go see him,” Will says firmly, ending the conversation. He stands up, brushing imaginary dust off his jeans in an attempt to keep his heart from racing a thousand miles an hour. It doesn’t work.

The hallway seems to grow longer than ever now. Every step seems to ring in his ears like a drum. Thump. Thump. Thump. He doesn’t know what he’s going to see when he walks up to Nico’s room, but it’s not going to be good. 

The door creaks open like something out of a horror movie. The air around Nico smells and feels like death, and that’s when Will realises that the ghosts have gathered around him, mourning.

The other doctors cut off his shirt, which is now deposited in a trash can, stained permanently with blood. His side looks like an animal attacked him, all of it marked with bright red scratches that go in every direction. It must’ve been a monster or something. 

Will then looked up at his face. It was paler than normal and his eyes were closed, but it didn’t look like he was sleeping. It was something more grotesque than that. It was someone’s awful version of sleep, something that showed more pain than peace. The worse part was always waiting for them to wake up. Even if it wasn’t someone Will got along with too well, because people where counting on him to save them, but the truth is, when you get to this point, there was nothing much you could do. You just had to wait by and hope that the gods think their life is worth saving. 

The machine beside him was beeping steadily. Good. There wasn’t anything to worry about. Not yet. Nico would be fine. He was always fine. Even when he had to get seven stitches in his head when a minotaur had a little too much fun with him. Even after he shadow traveled all the way from Greece. Even when he almost got his arm chopped off. He was constantly fighting battles, whether they where with inner demons, or the demons demigods faced everyday, and each time he was okay. Always okay. 

Will did something that he’s done to countless of patients as he stayed by their bedside late at night, hoping he wouldn’t fail someone else. He started to talk. He always hoped that his words would reach them, and that it would help them resurface. But this time, his voice came out choked up.

“Nico I… You can’t die on me, okay? You’re my friend, you’ve always been. Even when you tried to push me away, I still wanted to be with you. I know you try to be something dark, something that people want to stay away from, but to me you where the stars in the night sky. You where the moon guiding my way home. You where the brightest thing in my sky. Always. I need you, Nico. I–” Will can’t continue because tears are starting to stream down his face and weak sobs are escaping his throat. He presses his forehead against the scratchy sheets. 

“Gods I can’t do this. I can’t–” he groans and sits up. He grabs Nico’s lifeless hand, squeezing.

“Please keep fighting. For me?” Nico doesn’t answer. Will pulls up a chair so he can stay by his side. He grabs Nico’s hand again. 

“I’ll be right here. Always.” 


Will was woken up by the monitor beeping. At first it didn’t really worry him, but then he realised that something about it was off. He bolted awake to hear it beeping warningly and seeing others rushing in. Oh gods no no no no no.

“Is he breathing?” someone says. 

“I’m not sure. I don’t think so.”

“Check his pulse.”

“It’s faint but it’s still there. We need to get him an oxygen tank asap. Someone try to get him breathing at least a little bit,” a girl with frizzy black hair nods her head, pressing her hands to Nico’s chest, giving him CPR. 

Then, oh gods, no. There’s one final, long beat, and then nothing. Absolutely nothing. Dead silence. The room is suddenly a lot colder as the ghosts form again, crowding around Nico, their eyes sad. Tears stream down Will’s face as he forces himself right by Nico’s side, pressing his fingers to his stone cold face. He presses his face to Nico’s chest as the other’s quietly slip out and the ghosts disappear, letting him mourn in peace. 

“Nico…. You can’t die on me. Why did you die on me….” he starts to shake with grief. 

“Nico after everything you’ve been through…. it’s not fair for you to die. Not like this. Not after–” he pauses, deciding to choose his next words carefully. 

“Look. I wish I could’ve told you this when you where….. but oh gods Nico, I love you. I love you so much you can’t even begin to understand. I’ve always loved you, Nico. I wish you knew. Maybe…. maybe it could’ve ended different.” He puts both of his hands on Nico’s still cheeks. He wish he could see a smile crack on them. He wishes he could see blushes spread across them and he wishes he could’ve wiped curls out of his eyes as they gazed at each other. But now…. now…..

Will leans forward, his face inches from Nico’s.

“I’ve always wanted to do this, and I guess you’re not around to care,” he whispers, then he presses his lips to Nico’s cold ones. Softly. Gingerly. Then, to his surprise, he felt them move underneath his. For a moment, he wonders if he’s imagining it, if he wants it to happen, but then hands cup the back of his neck, pulling him closer. Will pulls away and looks at Nico, who’s brown eyes are wide open, his face full of innocent wonder. 

“That was my first kiss,” he whispers, sounding excited, and pretty shocked. 

“What the fri–” Will’s heart is beating faster than ever. Nico looks over at him, cocking his head. 

“Why are your cheeks wet?” Nico asks. Will lets out a cry of joy and wraps his arms around Nico, burring his face in his neck. Nico yelps.

“Oh right. The stitches. Nico how–”

“How what?”

“How are you alive?”

“Why wouldn’t I be?”

“You where dead, Nico. I heard your heart stop.”

“Well it’s working fine now….” he trails off, thinking for a second. Then–

“DAD!” he roars. The god Hades vaporises in front of them. 

“Okay look I had to. You know I’m a sucker for love stories,” Hades says, putting his hands up defensively. Nico crosses his arms and rolls his eyes.

“That doesn’t mean you can just raise people from the dead.”

“Yes I can.”

“No you can’t.”

“I just did.” Nico opens his mouth to say something, but then Hades disappears. Will shakes his head, chuckling. 

“I love your dad.”


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Awakened-Chapter 2

Summary: You are the sister of Charles Xavier. You are part of the Avengers and dating Bucky Barnes. Unbeknownst to you Bucky is having an affair with Natasha. When you catch them in the act, things go downhill from there. You are a Mutant with similar powers to Jean, only with Immortality thrown in.

Pairings: Bucky x Reader, Bucky X Natasha, Logan Howlett X Reader

Warnings: Angst, Violence, Cheating, Feelings of worthlessness, Depression.

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EXO Reaction when you have a fight with them and storm out of your/their place, leaving them all worried

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Chanyeol:

*Can’t stop thinking about what he said* “I’m an idiot… I hurt her…If she doesn’t come back in fifteen minutes I’m going out for her… I can’t leave her alone.. not like this”

Kris:

*Stops you before you can even go* “Baobei please… I messed up and I’m sorry, I really am. But please don’t leave… no matter how angry you are.. it’s storming outside… Please stay here and we’ll sort this out”

Sehun:

*Completely broken* “What have I done… I made my girl runaway… I really don’t deserve her… but I love her… and I have to fix this somehow… where could she have gone to?” *Feels really guilty*

Tao:

*Literally him running after you the moment you storm out* “Oh no no no girl don’t you dare leaving in this storm!!! Come back here or I’ll have to carry you back! Even if that’s the last thing I do, I’m not letting my girl catch a cold and definitely leave like this after a fight!”

Kai:

*Calls everyone he know* “Have you seen her? Please… she hasn’t come back in a while.. I’m worried.. can you help me find her? I need to find her asap… She needs to know I love her..”

Xiumin:

*Stays up late until you get home* “She won’t go back to my place so… she’ll come here.. but maybe I should go look again for her… it’s late and… she’s alone and… broken… yes I can’t stay here waiting, definitely not”

Baekhyun:

*It starts raining so he goes out to find you* “Jagi… no matter how bad we fight.. please don’t leave like that.. I don’t want anything to happened to you…” *Always worrying about you*

Luhan:

*Goes insane looking for you* “BAOBEI! COME BACK! I BEG YOU… DON’T DO THIS… PLEASE FORGIVE ME. LET’S GO HOME”

Chen:

*Runs after you and follows you around all the city* “Jagi.. please don’t runaway from  me… I’m really sorry.. please come back, come back to my arms”

Kyungsoo:

*Finds you in the park, alone* “What have I done to her… she looks so lonely… she was supposed to have me.. I wonder if she can forgive me… she’s the love of my life” *Gives you his coat as he sits on the bench next to you and hugs you tightly* 

Lay:

*Can’t stop crying and worrying* “What if.. what if she doesn’t come back.. she said she needed some space but… maybe I should go after her… convince her to come back… my girl…”

Suho:

*Takes his car and goes to find you, yet he can stop crying* “Please jagi get inside… it’s raining outside. Jagi please don’t ignore me… I can’t do this jagi, I need you… I’m sorry”

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{ Part 1 of ??} The Bakusquad living together

Well, it’s more like everyone just moves into Katsuki’s apartment. But, at this point in his life, Katsuki just accepted he had mothered the biggest bunch of jerks straight after himself and rolls with that.

Katsuki invites Ochako over. Why? Because Ochako sold her old apartment after moving into the dorms of U.A. Because keeping it would be a waste of money. By the graduation time being, she’s struggling in finding a place nearby Tokyo. Katsuki already has an apartment, just because his parents had plotted the whole thing behind his back and gave it as gift to him.

The rest can be summarize in:

Katsuki: you can stay with me *shrugs* I’ve enough space.

Ochako: r-realy?! Ohmygod, thank you! I owe you one!

*the day she moves in*

Ochako: you said it was an apartment, NO A DAMN PENTHOUSE!

Katsuki: surprise. I fucking lied.

Ochako: I can’t stay here, you spoiled rich bastard!

Katsuki: yes, you can. And you will. Don’t make me repeat myself and put your shit in your room, Uraraka. It’s too damn early for this.


The next one is Kirishima.

Kirishima, unlike Uraraka, isn’t exactly in need at the moment. He just went back to his parents’ house. He lives with his parents and his siblings and that’s OK, but he’s looking for a place ASAP to fly out of the nest. Eijirou wants to stop being a burden to his parents because he thinks they’ve done enough for him and now is his turn to provide for his family.

Kirishima actually had saved money for his cause, which is the main reason behind all those jobs he took back in high school and middle school. Still, finding a place is a pain in the ass. At first he doesn’t find anything, then finally he gets some stuff to work through. The problem is, when he thinks he nailed it, the place it’s just too small for his stuff or it is practically crashing down in pieces beneath its weigh.

One day Katsuki is just, too tired, of watching his bro getting the shit out of him due to that trivial crap. Thus he just invites Eijirou over. And Kirishima is just, “BRO!” And cries like a real man.


The next one is Todoroki, which Katsuki swears to god is the worst of them all. At this point, Uraraka is working as Nejire’s sidekick (whom Katsuki just calls “L’Oréal girl” because he doesn’t remember her fucking name). And Nejire tells Uraraka that Mirio told her that Todoroki is living in the dorms from Mirio’s agency.

Katsuki’s mom instincts just kick in, and next thing the Bakuqsuad (minus Mina and Deku) know is that Katsuki is dragging Todoroki by the collar of his t-shirt and Uraraka and Kirishima are carrying all his stuff.

Todoroki: what’s the meaning of this?

Katsuki: It means you’re living with us from now on, moron!

And he doesn’t accept a fucking no as response.


Mina just came in a Mina-ish way.

She knocks at their door one day and says: “We broke up.”

Ochako y Eijirou don’t ask, they just hug their friend and help her to move her stuff in. Katsuki starts cooking something he knows Mina likes. And Shouto slightly freaks out before dialing Izuku and quickly makes him aware of the situation, also ask for his advice because the poor young man doesn’t know what to do.

Izuku: Just do that thing Toshinori taught you! I mean, he taught you a few things but you know what I mean!

Shouto: no, I don’t know. That’s why I am asking in first place, Izuku.

Izuku: the ice puns, man!

Shouto: how exactly that would be helpful?

Izuku: just trust me and do it, OK? I promise she will laugh.

And with that, Deku hangs up.

So, Todoroki thinks about the situation he’s struggling over, his mind doesn’t comes with anything better, so he gives it a shot and says: “How ice of you to dropping by, Ashido.” And, surprisingly enough, Mina laughs.

She never leaves since then.


And Deku, well…

“Kacchan, HELP!”

Of fucking course, Katsuki had shut the door in front Izuku’s face by reflex. It was just common sense. Yet in retrospective, it was his fault the asshole had knocked at his door at the fucking three in the morning– The blond just had ignored all his best friend’s incoming calls and texts for the sake of getting some decent sleep after a shitty day at work. Also he knew his karma is a bitch and that he would be obliged to make up for it later. So, Bakugou had it coming.

He would never admit it, though.

Anyways, even if Katsuki had shut the door in front his best friend’s face and made his way back to his bedroom, Deku was sitting in their table at the next morning, reading the newspaper. The blond was just too damn used to inviting the disaster in, that he just walked passing the young man yet with fluffy and green mess for hair, making his way straight to the coffee maker.

“Who the hell opened the door?” Katsuki wasn’t complaining, just asking due to curiosity and to kill some time while the coffee was getting ready.

Izuku didn’t even bothered in looking up, before nonchalantly say:

“Shouto.”

Katsuki wasn’t really surprised.

“I should’ve guessed.”

Then Katsuki ask what’s his deal is, and surprise! All Might and Inko are getting married and Izuku just freaked out last night because, he loves Toshinori and he’s cool with him being his stepfather, but Izuku would NEVER meet the man’s eyes again if he has to live seeing his ex-teacher and his mom being all lovey-dovey in his house.

Katsuki shudders and just fucking understands, and let the asshole move to their place.

They’ve been talking about inviting Deku over anyway.

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Hey guys! Need help… AGAIN.

So my dad has been in a pickle with financial stuff unfortunately, resulting in him needin money from me. I STILL haven’t gotten an actual job yet because applications have been submitting but still processing and interviews have come as well. So again, I rely on my art to get me through stuff.

If you want proof…

I just paid for my medical deductible, and my dad needed $40 for gas, so.. ^^; That only leaves me with $49 in my account right now.

And you know, I’m supporting the house I’m in right now. Buying groceries for the house, things we need around the house like pet food, food for dinner so I can cook… And now I need money for clothes because I’m losing weight so fast that some of my clothes actually don’t fit on me(I have to tie my pants down so tight, it’s ridiculous)

Anyway :’D;; I would appreciate it if ya’ll could help me out by commissioning me, leaving tips or donating! I prefer commissions but I know some people aren’t into that and would rather give, which is fine too!!! Every little bit counts to be honest.

If you’re interested, please send me an email/donations at the9divinearts@gmail.com/message me here on tumblr and I will get back to you ASAP. 

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If not, please reblog!!! This is my only way of income for the time being while I’m on my job hunt, so this means a lot to me! Otherwise I won’t be able to stay at my parents place while I maintain a job and go to school.

Behind The Story – Pt. 4

Summary: The reader is Jensen’s girlfriend and also a cast member of the show. Just a typical day in set shooting Supernatural S10 while being pregnant.

Author: deanwinchester-af

Characters: Jensen, Reader, Jared and Cast Cameos.

Pairings: Single!Jensen x Actress!Reader

Words: 2.1k+

Warnings: Fluff and Smut (Sort Of)

Disclaimer: NO HATE TOWARDS DANNEEL, SHE’S AMAZING!

A/N: This is my first time writing some sort of smut and I have to admit I’m nervous yet anxious to see y’all feedback on it. Is a new thing for me. Hope you guys like this part, it was fun to write. Feedback is always very much appreciated it. ♥

Beta: @lovin-ackles (thanks bby girl)

Behind The Story Masterlist

THANKS FOR READING AND ENJOY ♥

“You guys know the drill. ACTION!” Bob shouted.

“Kitty Kat?” Jensen shouted, out of frame.

“Library!” You shouted back, fake reading the book between your hands.

“Where’s Sam?” Jensen’s boot steps indicated to you he strolled into the Bunker’s library set, his voice deeper than usual as he portrayed his character.

You looked up into his eyes and closed the prop book you were supposed to be reading. The camera is about ten feet away from you guys, making this shot a profile and mid body length one.

You shrugged, “He went to next town watch a movie or something… Said he won’t be back until tomorrow.”

“That means we have the bunker all for ourselves…?” Jensen puckered up his pink lips, followed by his Dean smirk as he reached you.

You stood up slowly, Jensen clenched his jaw while he watched you move, his eyes on your loose buttoned up white shirt and went down to your long lengs. Smirking, you licked your lower lip, leaning against the wooden table. “Are you suggesting something, Winchester?”

Jensen stepped forward, “Oh. I have a thing or two to suggest.”

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Hostage

Pairing: FakeAH!Michael x Reader

Word Count: 1,244

Warnings: Violence, swearing

Part Two (One) (Three)


You weren’t sure how much time had passed, it could’ve been days, or maybe only a few hours. Only one other person had come in since the medic left, and all he did was inject something into your upper arm, with little resistance due to your bound limbs. You’d been fading in and out of consciousness since then, barely able to process the thirst and hunger paining you as you fought to keep your eyes open. By the time the commotion started outside, you were barely able to process any of it.

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Prompt Request List

Hey! Here’s the list I promised. If you want one, please send the number and the Roman numeral (as there are multiple subsets), as well as the pairing you’d like. 

1) Coffee shop AU 

i) Barista and person who has a ridiculous coffee order 

ii) I’m worried about your coffee dependency 

iii) you accidentally poured boiling hot coffee over me so you’re responsible for taking me to A&E 

iv) you give me a different fake name every time you come into starbucks and I just want to know your real name bc ur cute but here I am scrawling “batman” onto your stupid cappuccino 


2) Flower shop AU

 i) You buy a weird amount of flowers and I’m concerned as to why

 ii) I’m allergic to flowers but I work in a flower shop – you’re a customer who’s very confused as to why I’d do that 

iii) flower meanings eg, buying certain colours/types for person to represent feelings etc. (please specify flower, color, and meaning!) 


3) Library AU 

i) You’re overdue on this book and I want it so I’m tracking you down

 ii) I work in the library and I’m a little concerned for your health because you never stop studying 

iii) The library’s pretty empty save for you and me and OH that couple making out loudly in the shelves somewhere 


4) Awful first time meeting

 i) I accidentally punched you in the face when I was too overexcited about something

 ii) I thought you were my friend who’s just done something awful to me (read: cut my hair while I slept, dyed all of my clothes pink, etc. etc.) because you look similar from behind so I stormed up to you and shoved you from behind while calling you a crude name 

iii) Oooh when you told me your name I thought you were joking because it’s awful and I made a joke about it and things got awkward real fast 


5) Weird places to meet/awkward meetings in general

 i). “okay I know that being in the woods at 2am is a weird thing to be doing but my friend called me and- wait, why are you in the woods at 2am, I’m going to die aren’t I?”

 ii) We keep accidentally running into each other I’m not a stalker I swear iii) You live across from me in our apartments and we smile when we see each other but we don’t really know each other and (you fill in here) 


6) Friends to romance – pining and all (a personal favorite) 

i) You’ve got a date tonight and you asked for advice on what to wear but I’m so in love with you and you look good in the outfit I picked out for you 

ii) I really like you but you’re my best friend’s ex

 iii) You’ve liked me for ages and were really obvious about it and I didn’t like all the attention but now you’re over me I really miss it and I think I like you too? (Not a favorite, but eh it’s okay) 

iv) Somewhere along the way of getting into bar fights together, staying up all night with movie marathons, other friendship things, I’ve fallen in love with you but oh my gosh this could ruin EVERYTHING 


7) Fake Dating 

i) I told my sister I have a boyfriend so she’d stop trying to set me up with people but now she’s coming to visit and I’m in too deep I need a fake boyf ASAP 


8) Soulmate aus 

i) The first words your true love(s) will say to you are tattooed on you and why the are their first words something really (insert desired adjective here with word examples) 

ii) You get an ‘impression’ of your soulmate when you turn 18

Manhunt - Chapter 1

~MASTERLIST~

Word count: 1′700

A/N: Alright, I’m kinda nervous about this since it’s my first fanfic that I wrote and I haven’t written stuff in a long time (about a year) so I guess I’m a bit rusty ^^. I was inspired to write again from reading  @rui-and-ry-blog@akechimitsuhidevevo and @talk2animals fic’s.

I’m sorry if the first few chapters are kind of boring but I wanted to leave some questions that may cross your minds open for now and also build it up slowly ;).

Constructive criticism is more than welcome and I’m sorry if I made any grammatical or spelling mistakes since English isn’t my first language. Anyway enough of me talking and I hope you enjoy the first chapter. :)


CHAPTER ONE:

I was nervous as I stood in front of the most beautiful and also first casino-hotel in Tokyo the “Tres Spades”. The nervousness and excitement that were welling up inside of me came from a place in the depths of my heart. I knew they were inside, I just had that tingling, heavy feeling in my gut that I can’t quite explain.

As I set one foot in front of the other towards the majestic hotel I couldn’t help but grow even more anxious and nervous.

When I stepped through the beautiful clear glass doors I was sure my jaw just dropped to the floor and my mouth let out a big, unintentional gasp. It was even more stunning than you saw it in the pictures when I googled the hotel.

I placed my rather heavy luggage on the beautifully shiny, marble floor as a pretty hotel maid greeted me “Hello Miss! Welcome to hotel Tres Spades. We hope you enjoy your stay here!” Giving her a small smile and a friendly “Thank you” I made my way to the front desk.

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Crush

Originally posted by osehu

“I don’t remember falling in love with you. I just remember holding your hand and realizing how much it was going to hurt when I would have to let go.”

Summary: You’re Kai’s best friend and you’ve been invited to stay with them for a little while they are on tour. You expect just normal visit where you spend some time with your best friend that you grew up with and have fun… However little do you know, feelings get developed from someone in the group….

What will happen?

Previous Parts:

Part 1 // Part 2 // Part 3 // Part 4 // Part 5 // Part 6 // Part 7 //

Part 8 is here~ 

Last Part:

Part 9

Masterlist 

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“Kyungsoo…”

He was about to speak but before words left his mouth you two suddenly felt the elevator stop. You were expecting the doors to open but instead, it didn’t… Wait aren’t you on your floor? Shouldn’t the elevator doors open?

“Um what’s going on?” You asked confused and that’s when it hits you.

You two were stuck….

in an elevator…

~

“This can’t be happening,” You mumbled as you slowly slid down the elevator wall. This was your biggest fear. You could have never imagined yourself ever getting stuck in an elevator…. You were going to freak out. It may not be now but eventually…

“Guess we are stuck here..” Kyungsoo blurts out but when you looked over at him, you could see how calm he looked about this…. Wow does this guy have emotions?

You looked at the elevator door and then looked up at Kyungsoo who was just standing there. Maybe right now can be the perfect chance to actually speak to him about the whole Chanyeol situation after all the two of you were going to be stuck in the elevator for who knows how long. 

“Kyungsoo…” You said in a low tone and he looks at you.

“Can I ask you something?” You were now basically doing all the talking. By the looks of things, although you are trying your best to fix things between the two of you, he was giving in…Kyungsoo looks at you and just silently nods.

“You do believe that there is nothing going on between Chanyeol and I… Right?” You asked Kyungsoo waiting for him to give you some type of answer, however instead the only thing you heard was absolute silence.

“Right?” You repeated yourself again and he slowly slides down against the wall and was now sitting next to you. Kyungsoo better starts talking now or you would make him talk sooner or later.

He slowly moved his head to look at your direction and you looked at him.

“Well… To be honest just from the looks of it, I do..” Action does speak louder than words…

Just as you expected… Kyungsoo thinks you and Chanyeol have a secret relationship. But the truth was Chanyeol just made you confess that you liked Kyungsoo and encouraged you to be more than friends with Kyungsoo… If anything Kyungsoo should be thankful that Chanyeol was even in my hotel room because if it wasn’t for him, you will still be denying the fact that you don’t like Kyungsoo. 

If it wasn’t for Kai and Chanyeol.. than you probably would have kept your feelings to yourself for who knows how long. 

“We aren’t… anything though,” you blurted out awkwardly and he looks at you.

“Look Y/N… it’s okay if you guys are. You don’t have to keep you two a secret.” Why won’t Kyungsoo believe you? You weren’t saying this to prove a point and try to convince the boys anything, you were telling Kyungsoo because you wanted him to know that you were only interested in him. 

“It’s true,” You commented back and he just sighs.

“No offense but you don’t have to try to convince me. I mean if you two want to keep your relationship a secret, it’s kind of too late now… I’m pretty sure the rest of the boys know about the two of you already.” Was Kyungsoo not listening to a single word you were telling him or something? 

Was he not going to listen to?

“Are you serious right now? Here I am trying to explain myself and you’re completely ignoring me,” You barked annoyed and Kyungsoo just shrugs not looking at you. 

When people don’t bother even listening to you, it just aggravates you to the max. You were getting more and more frustrated than you already were. Kyungsoo was slowly getting you more and madder and that’s because he’s not listening to a word you’re telling him.

“Wow.” You mumbled and Kyungsoo finally looked at you. 

“What?”

“You’re something else,” You barked annoyed and you got up from the ground and was now on your two feet. 

“How? I’m just telling you I don’t care what you do with your life.” Kyungsoo says and you looked at him and looked down. That absolutely hurt…  You were just about to tell Kyungsoo that you like him and now here he is basically saying he doesn’t care about you… Cool. 

You stayed quiet and walked to the door. At this point on you just wanted to get out of here, forget about trying to tell Kyungsoo your feelings. 

“Help!” You shouted as you banged on the elevator door hoping someone would hear you. 

“What are you doing?” Kyungsoo asks and you looked at him and then looked back at the elevator doors. 

“Doing anything to be far away from you.” You spat in disgust and you felt your pockets hoping you had your phone but no luck… You must have forgotten you didn’t have your phone during breakfast 

Kyungsoo, however, had his phone so he began to text the bandmates as you stood far away from him as possible. 

~

You continued to stand there leaning against the wall in complete silence. Can someone please hurry up and save the both of you? 

“Y/N…” Kyungsoo blurts out interrupting the silence and you gave him a glare. 

“Do both of us a favor and let’s just stay quiet.” You didn’t want to be an asshole but you were annoyed not only about Kyungsoo not hearing you out but because you were stuck in this stupid elevator. 

“Y/N.”

Just as you were about to reply something hits you. It was completely random. You felt like the walls were slowly closing in and you felt your space getting smaller and smaller. You began to look around and breathy heaving slowly starting to panic more and more. What the hell is happening right now? 

“Y/N?!?” Kyungsoo says a bit confused yet worried. You couldn’t reply, you were to busy trying to remain calm but you couldn’t because of how much you were panicking. You fell to the floor on your knees holding onto your hair and had trouble breathing at this point. 

How could you forget? You were claustrophobic. You couldn’t be in a small room without panicking and freaking out. You needed to get out of there asap. 

“Y/N what is happening!” Kyungsoo asks getting on his knees right next to you trying to get a hold of you.

“I….. I …. can’t be… in small… spaces.” You choked out and Kyungsoo eyes widen. 

You were here trying to stay calm but nothing was helping you. Kyungsoo continued to panic right next to you and at last, you felt him put his arm around and pulls you into his chest trying to remain you calm. 

“Everything is going to be okay,” Kyungsoo whispered holding onto you and you closed your eyes and continued to breathe in and out.

After a while your breathing slowly began to calm down you looked up at Kyungsoo who was staring at you as he had you in his arms. You might have stopped breathing heavily.. but your heart was racing as you continued to stare into Kyungsoo eyes and the next thing you know, you feel Kyungsoo cups your cheek with one of his hand and slowly pulled you into a kiss. You don’t know what made him do that but you were really complaining. 

You closed your eyes as soon as you felt his lips on yours and you felt the same feeling you felt at the pool. You felt electricity… You felt fireworks… You felt something you’ve never felt before. This literally made you forget why you were mad at Kyungsoo in the first place. You couldn’t help but to smile throughout the kiss and at last, you two pulled away.

“Y/N I…” before Kyungsoo could finish his sentence, the elevator doors opened and you looked up and see firefighters and the members behind them… Now they all want to come and save you now…

“Y/N!” You hear Kai shout and you got up from the floor and walked up to Kai and hugged him. You did need your best friend’s hug. 

“I was worried as soon as I heard about you two stuck in the elevator… I know you can’t handle small spaces..” Kai says and you smiled. Your best friend knows you best. 

“I got through it… thanks to Kyungsoo.” You said glancing at him and you watched the boys all hug him and you smiled. You had no idea what was going to happen after the two of you both exchanged a kiss… But you were hoping it was a good sign… 

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You laid down on the hotel bed just looking up at the ceiling. What was Kyungsoo going to tell you? Does he like you? Was he going to ask you out? Did he finally decide to listen to you about Chanyeol and you? Was he going to be the one that you were going to let past your wall? 

You were so lost in your thoughts you didn’t notice your phone ringing till finally, you were out of your thoughts and back to reality. You sat up and grabbed your phone.

“Hello,” You answered.

“Hey, how are you?” it was Chanyeol.

“I’m good what’s up?” You were kind of hoping it to be Kyungsoo but it’s okay Chanyeol was a good friend of yours.

“Did you fix things between Kyungsoo and you?” Chanyeol asks right away but you laid back in bed and sighed. 

“I truthfully don’t know… We kissed and he held me when I was having a small panic attack but after he didn’t talk to me… I mean I don’t know what all that is supposed to mean.” You told Chanyeol through the phone and silence. 

“Ah, I’m sorry.” You hear Chanyeol say. 

“What are you sorry about?” You asked slightly confused. 

“I shouldn’t have fallen a sleep in your room.” It was even his fault… Honestly, you don’t blame Chanyeol for anything.

“Chanyeol! Don’t worry… It’s not your fault. You know what maybe it was destiny telling me something..”At this point on, it comes to a realization.

“Telling you what?” 

“That relationships aren’t for me,” You told Chanyeol and you could him mumble under his breath. 

“Y/N…”

“Chanyeol it’s okay.. Trust me I’m fine,” you responded and you heard him sigh from the other side of the phone.

“I have to go, but text me if you need anything,” Chanyeol says and you smiled.

“I will.” you smiled and you both hung up.

If you were supposed to be with someone… You wouldn’t have anything stopping you from getting to the person you want… It shouldn’t be this damn hard… You like Kyungsoo and it seemed like he liked you too… But this was all too difficult. Every time you think there was a chance with Kyungsoo… Something gets in the way. And there was clearly a purpose for that.

~

Ring..

Who’s here?! 

You groaned as you rolled over waking up from your nap. How can someone rudely interrupt you while here you are in deep slumber…

“Y/N open up!” You hear from the other side of the door and you sighed. What the hell does Kai want? Can’t he come in maybe an hour?

“Kai! Get lost,” You shouted as you grabbed a pillow and put it over your head. “No. Open the door.” You hear Kai call out and again you ignored him and close your eyes trying to fall back asleep. 

You’ll open the door as soon as you recover from this nap. Just as you were so close to falling asleep, you begin to hear knocking again making you open your eyes. Does Kai not get the message? Can’t he let you live man?

“Y/N! Open up!” Kai shouts from the other side of the door and although you wanted to completely ignore his presence and go on with your life, you knew you couldn’t. 

You threw the blanket off of you and pulled yourself out of bed. You slowly dragged your feet walking to the door and opened it up as you rubbed your eyes. You probably look like a giant mess. Your hair was probably all over the place, there was probably drool on your chin and your eyes were probably small because of such a sudden awake.

“Finally,” Kai breaths annoyed and you gave him a glare.

“I was napping but you decided to rudely interrupt me.” You barked as your crossed your arms but instead of arguing back, he walks past you and walks in your hotel room. 

“Get dressed.” Was that a question or command?

“I am dressed.” You said annoyed walking to your bed as you looked down at your outfit and Kai sighs.

“Go get dressed, like dressed up,” Kai says walking over to your suitcase and from that point on you got up and followed right behind him. What the hell? Is your outfit not good enough?

“Why?” You asked complaining and Kai stops from looking at your suitcase and looks over at you.

“What do you mean why? Just get ready and don’t ask questions,” Kai says smiling as he picks up your suitcase and hands it to you. This boy was up to something and you had no idea what it was…

You crossed your arms and continued to stare at Kai. You hated doing things without any explanation. Kai either tells you now or you will stand here and stare at him until you get your answers.

“Kai…” You mumbled annoyed and he sighed.

“Fine! We are having a dinner celebration and of course, I need my best friend there.” Kai smiles. You continued to stare at him blankly and he started to do Aegyo. He began to do a heart a puppy dog face and you wanted to decline his offer but when he does Aegyo, there is no way you can say no…

“Fine,” you mumbled annoyed and you opened your suitcase and began to look for a fancy nice outfit for tonight.

~

“Why am I getting put a blindfold?” You asked confused. “Can you not ask questions?” Kai mumbles as grabs your hand and gently pulled you to follow him. 

First Kai mentions that he was taking you to a dinner but the moment you two were in a car… He pulled up and made you put on a blindfold… It did take a while because you kept protesting until you decided to say yes… Now here you are getting dragged by Kai. What is he up to? It’s definitely not your birthday that’s for sure… 

“Kai.. this better not be a surprise. You know I don’t like surprises.” You began to complain and that’s when you hearing Kai chuckle.

“Well it’s too late now,” you hear Kai say and you could tell he was smiling not even by looking at him. This boy was really asking for a death wish. He should know not to do things like this man…

“Where the hell are you talking me?” You continued to ask and Kai remains silence. Right now you weren’t even in the mood for all of this. 

You’ve been in such a blob mood after the whole Kyungsoo situation. He didn’t even bother to try talking to you again.. But you know what everything happened for a reason. There must have been a message behind all of this and the message is…. You’re just better alone. 

As you were lost in your thoughts, you suddenly felt yourself stop from walking any further. Were you finally here? 

“Can I take my blindfold off yet?” You asked Kai slightly annoyed.  

“Wait…”

You crossed your arms and impatiently waited. What is taking so damn long?

“Now you can,” You hear Kai say and you slowly untied the blindfold that was covering your eyes and took it off. Now it was about time where you see what Kai has been up to.

You opened your eyes and your eyes widen. 

“What is all this?” You asked as you looked at the fireflies lights all around a big tall tree and a table with a table hovering over it and two plates with a candle in the middle.

“Have fun on your date,” Kai says as he winks at you and you continued to stare at him confused as hell. 

Date? What does he mean by date?

You watched him walk away and you looked back at the table and found Kyungsoo standing behind it smiling with his arms behind his back.

Your mouth dropped. 

What’s going on…

~

TO BE CONTINUED

It Must Be Mine

Pairing: Demon!Dean x Reader

Summary:  Dean somehow survived Metatron’s attack, but the Dean the reader knows and loves isn’t the one standing in front of her.

Word Count: 1,919

Warnings: Language, implied smut, Demon! Dean

A/N: This might turn out to be a series. I’m on a break from school for like a month, so I got the time. We’ll see. This also goes slightly off canon, but I guess that’s why it’s called a fanfiction.

(Gifs are not mine)


You thought Metatron had killed Dean. You watched him stab the man you loved into the heart. You held him as he was breathing for the last time whispering, begging over and over again for him to hold on, and you finally admitted to him that you loved him. You had been in love with Dean for years but were never able to admit it to his face.

You thought Dean was dead. You watched him die in your arms. You had passed out from crying so hard, still holding his dead body against your chest.

And when you woke up the next morning, you could still hear his voice.

“Y/N,” You heard Dean’s faint voice, from outside your room in the bunker.

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yumikire  asked:

Bucky and Clint are on a mission together, when their plane unexpectedly malfunctions/gets hit/w.e you want and they have to crash land in the arctic circle. Bucky will survive being frozen, Clint tho, Clint doesn't have the serum to help with that kind of thing. (Basically an excuse for a cuddling for warmth fic)

Okay, I really liked writing this. It’s like a good 50/50 on the fluff and angst! Thanks for prompting this, I hope you like it and I can only apologise for typos!

On a sidenote, for those who are on mobile and can’t read these prompt fills, you can find all them here. :)

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Doo Wop (That Thing)

Another Becommissar story based on the following tumblr prompt (which I slightly adapted):

“i meant to text the contact one above you in my phone’s contact list for a booty call but i didn’t realize i hit your name until i sent it so now i’m just sitting here feeling those little three dots hardcore judging me” au

Find the story on AO3 or fanfiction.net.

I’m also working on a (smutty) sequel to Tsunami, so stay tuned for that one.


I’m drunk and lonely and confused and you need to get here asap and have sex with me, thank you very much. Staying at the Radisson Blu, room 2008. Hurry!

It was about 4AM, Beca was finally back in her hotel room, and, also, still pretty drunk from the Worlds’ afterparty, where she’d spent her time downing about four beers within fifteen minutes to distract herself from the gorgeous specimen that was Das Sound Machine’s lead.

The other team had taken their defeat surprisingly well—Pieter had even congratulated them, before getting everyone a round of drinks, and Kommissar… well. The blonde had danced. First by herself, swinging her hips from right to left and running her hands all over her own body, and then together with Stacie, which had her grinding her ass against Stacie’s crotch, all the while giving Beca what could only be described as a sultry look every now and then.

It had gotten worse, though, because, at some point—Beca had turned away a good thirty minutes earlier because seeing the woman she was definitely not crushing on basically making out with Stacie on the dance floor wasn’t one of her favorite things to do—she’d felt a hand on each side of her hips, and a set of lips close to her ear.

“Congratulations, tiny Maus. You know what they say: the winner takes it all. So feel free to do so.”

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anonymous asked:

asap please ;; alright hunties, ya know makes me M A D ? when people come at you crazy from nowhere regarding what you cannot post on a thread???? like bro leave me alone??????? i was trying to get my bro bday art by posting on the CAAA thread by saying, "good friends of them please pm me" followed by in bold, "stay out of this, brother" because they don't need to know i'm getting them bday art. so this WHORE MOUTH over here sends me a pm saying, "you should leave drama off of the thread." ye OK

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Ashton Series-you're pregnant and he leaves

This is going to be a series about Ashton and Y/N. Luke will play a big part of it,more of a part of it then Ashton for a while. Hope you like it guys,I’m trying,feedback welcome. Even if it’s saying I’m shit:))

Your/Y/Ns POV

“Babe?” Ashton called to me through the bathroom door. “What’s up?” I answered him as I unlocked the door and went over to the bed. His hands began pulling at my clothes,his lips pressed roughly against mine. “Ash-ash-Ashton stop.” I pushed his body away from mine,his eyes staring at me. “What’s up?” “Nothing,I’m just not in the mood right now..” He wrapped his arms tightly around me. “I’m sorry,I shouldn’t just spring myself on you like that..” “Yeah,you shouldn’t.” I walked away from him,towards my wardrobe. “Someone’s on their fucking period..” He mumbled,the anger bubbling inside of me. “Fuck you Ash.” “What? You only get like this when your on it! And you haven’t had one in ages,because I’d have remembered you being a massive bitch don’t you think?” I didn’t reply,knowing if I did I would end up screaming at him and I wasn’t in the mood for an argument. “Not gonna answer me then? Fine,I’ll check for myself.” He said,then walked out our room and to the kitchen,where our calendar was. I ran after him,praying he wouldn’t notice. “Ash please don’t..” I pleaded. His fingers wandered over the dates on our calendar until he found what he was looking for. I looked down at the tiled floor terrified Ashton would figure out what I was so scared about. His hand fell back to his side and he faced me. “You were meant to get it 11 days ago.” He stated. I nodded. “Why? Why haven’t you got your period Y/N?” I ran my foot over the tiled floor,staring at the patterns on the tiles.”Y/N answer me!” He shouted. I looked up at him and his face was a mixture of anger and worry. “I-I-dunno..” I stuttered. “Have you been to the doctors? What is it? Y/N stop lying,please!” Ashton shouted back at me. “I said I don’t know! I don’t want to know!” I retaliated. He frowned. “What do you mean?” “Maybe I’m scared of the possibilities..” I mumbled. He frowned again,but then his face dropped,his big green eyes staring at me. “Are-are you? Are you pregnant?” He asked me and my head spun. I shrugged. “Do you think you are?” He said. This time,I nodded. His large hands ran through his curls and he began to pace. “Is it mine?” He asked suddenly. “I hope you’re joking.” He glared over at me.“People are always telling me you’ve slept with other people,how am I meant to know?” I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. “I would never cheat on you. Never. And I can’t believe you even would accuse me of it.” I walked away from him and back to my room. I heard the door slam,telling me he’d left.

Half an hour later,Ashton came back to the apartment, storming into our bedroom and handing me a package from the chemist. “There’s a test in there,take it.” He ordered. I went into the bathroom,forcing out some urine,trying to aim into the cup. I stuck the test in the cup and waited. And waited. How long had it been? The timer on Ashton’s phone beeped and my hand reached shakily for the test. 2 straight lines means…pregnant. My hand reached out for Ashton to grab the test,but he refused. “What are we gonna do Ash?” I whispered. “What you’re gonna do more like. This isn’t my problem.” He stated angrily. “How can you even say that? This is your fault too! You got me pregnant!” I screamed at him. I couldn’t believe how he was reacting,this was a big shock to me,but at least I was being responsible. “I doubt that.” We stood there for a few minutes,then Ashton finally said what I was dreading. “Get rid of it or we’re over. If so,I want you gone Y/N.” My heart plummeted and I held back the tears. “Fine,I’ll be gone in an hour.” Ashton went to leave and I grabbed his arm. “Oh,and fuck you Ashton. I’ll be a better parent than you’ll ever be.” I packed a suitcase of essentials that I needed and headed to the only place I could think of..The Hemmings.

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My knuckles wrapped on the front door and soon Liz appeared. “Y/N,what a nice surprise! Come in!” She said cheerily,stepping back for me to go inside. Then she looked down at my bag and frowned. “Whats happened?” The tears began to well up in my eyes and I tried to stop my self from sobbing. “Come on,let’s go in the lounge so we can talk okay?” I nodded and let her lead me in to the lounge. I wiped at my eyes,annoyed at myself for crying. “God,why can’t I stop crying?” I mumbled and she put her arm around me. “Do you want to tell me what happened? Or-?” She was interrupted by my sudden sobs,the tears pouring out and my head drooped. Liz wrapped her arms around me and hug me tightly,swaying me slightly. “Shh,it’s okay sweetie,it’s okay..” She whispered,rocking me back and forth. I emerged from beneath her hug and sighed. “I’m sorry Liz,I’m sure you have better things to be doing right now-” “Y/N,don’t say another word. You’re like a daughter to me,I like knowing you know you can trust me..and you can,anything you tell me is in complete confidence I swear.” She stated. I nodded,not knowing where to begin. “I-I’m,I’m pregnant.” I stated. Her eyes widened in shock. “And Ashton told me to leave…I don’t know what to do!” I wailed. “Y/N,I’m so sorry. He should not have done that,I’ll tell you if that was Luke I’d be giving him a smack round the ear-sorry darling,anyway,what is your plan?” I shrugged,everything had overwhelmed me,so I hadn’t had time to really think about the situation properly. “I just know I want my baby,whether Ashton wants it or not..is that the right thing to do? I can’t think straight!” I sobbed. Liz wrapped one arm around my shoulder. “If you want to keep your baby,that is your decision okay? Not Ashton’s. But if you are serious about this,you need to sort some things out.” I nodded at her. “You need money,a place to stay,you need to go to the doctor asap..” “But I don’t really have a lot of money,most of it was Ashton’s..and I have no where to go,all my family are in Y/H/C. I don’t know what I’m gonna do!” I started crying again and Liz wiped at my eyes. “Y/N,you can stay here,with us. For as long as you need okay? And as for money we can give you any you need for the baby. It’ll all be okay,I know you’re scared.” I didn’t know what to say,so I just nodded wearily. “Thank you,thank you so much…” “Come on sweetie,we should get you upstairs for a bit,get some rest ey?” Liz led me out of the lounge and up the stairs to the spare room,my aching body falling onto the bed. She pulled the covers over me and kissed my forehead and I was gone.