i need to hear this live again

“So when dawn breaks, you’ll know?”

Know that this time, I won’t be coming back

Know that you won’t have to deal with me sleeping in ever again

Know that you don’t have worry about cleaning up after me anymore

Know that you’ll never find the perfect recipe for that Tenebrae dessert

Know that we won’t ever again share the joy of reeling in a big one

Know that you don’t have to find ways to hide veggies in my food anymore

Know that Gladio will need a new sparring partner

Know that Prompto will need a new purpose to live for

Know that you’ll never get to hear my voice again

Know that there will never be another photo with the both of us in it

Know that when dawn breaks, I won’t be coming back


“I should.”

Tips for being a morning person and not wanting to go back to bed again

Okay, we’ve all been there. Somedays you hear your alarm go off and the first thought that comes through your mind is “I can’t wait to go back to bed tonight” I mean, sleeping is probably one of my favourite things to do, though I really wish it wasn’t. I truly envy morning people, or the people that only need 6 h of sleep. Like, wtf? How do you do that? I need at least 9 h of sleep in order to feel functional, and being in uni living in student halls in practically impossible.

Anyways, here are some tips for all my sleepy heads that wish to be *cough* aliensfromanotherplanetbecausesrslyhowcanyouwakeupeverydayat5 *cough* morning people. I’m not a morning person by any means, but sometimes I feel like the best advice comes from people that struggle as much as you do:

  • Routine. Routine. Routine. I cannot stress this enough. Having a routine very morning makes you feel so put together. Waking up to go into your bathroom. Doing your makeup. Murdering the flatmate that wouldn’t turn down their music until 4 AM. Just small things you do every morning to give you a sense of order. I personally like to meditate for five minutes everyday. It also works for me to imagine myself in one of those Morning Routine videos, so I start talking like a beauty guru in my head (you do it too, and you know it)
  • Look forward to something. But something that you are doing as part of your morning routine. Maybe is watching a show while you have breakfast. Maybe is talking to your S.O. But make it part of your routine, because if you have a 9 AM lecture the next day that you really don’t like, it’s going to be harder to want to get out of bed. If it’s something small that you do while getting ready, you’ll feel more inclined to stop hitting the snooze button, even if you’re not really looking forward for what you have to do next.
  • Leave something to do for the next day, in the morning. If I want to get to bed early, but I still have to do something first, sometimes I’ll leave it for the morning after. That way I’ll have to force myself to get out of bed in order to have time to do it. This works really good on Mondays, for example.
  • Set goals. Okay, let’s be honest. You’re not going to wake up tomorrow at 5 AM, workout, meditate, shower, have a healthy breakfast, do some readings, clean your bathroom and then head to your lecture. You may be able to do it for a couple days, but you will quickly loose motivation. I find that the best thing to do is to set goals. Start by waking up everyday at the same time ( would be better if you did it on the weekends too, but everyone knows they are cheat days) and do one thing of all the things you want to do. My personal goal atm is to wake up at 8 and in my morning routine meditate some. I will continue to do it until it becomes a habit. Then, maybe I’ll continue by doing some workout, and so forth. See what I mean?
  • Forgive yourself. Nobody’s perfect! If you went to bed last night at 2 because you were studying (or maybe you just went out, couldn’t sleep) it’s okay to sleep in sometimes. Somedays we are just more tired and our body needs that extra half and hour. But forgive yourself, and try again the next day. Being a morning person takes time and will, but it is possible! (Or so I’ve been told…) Let me know how it goes!! We can do this guys!
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Mark- He’d be frustrated, but happy. Frustrated that he was about to give up on you liking him back after knowing him for only two years. Yet happy because Jackson was right that you really had liked Mark back. He wanted you to wake up, so he could ask you directly.

(insert gif) “Now can you tell me that when you wake up? I need to hear it again.”

Jaebum- Cocky as fuckkk, but he’s also high-key fanboying. He didn’t love you yet, but his feeling for you were stronger than a wimpy crush. When you wake up, get ready for some hard core teasing. He’ll confess of course, but he won’t let you live the events down.

~after you woke up~

“Will you stop looking at me like that?” You rolled your eyes.

(insert gif) “I mean, I knew you couldn’t resist me. You should have just said so earlier.” He intertwined your fingers together to prevent you from moving away from him.

Jackson- Laughter. That was all he could find himself to do. He was happy, but at the same time, he found your confession. He had hoped that if he stayed around longer, you would sleep talk more confessions that he could use against you, but he didn’t get so lucky. Why? Because he was too busy laughing at your sleepy confession and his foolishness for not realizing you liked him back. His laughter is what woke you from your nap.

“Why are you so loud?” You’d snap waking up angrily.

He tried to keep his smile from widening, but man was it hard.

(insert gif)

“Why are you laughing?”

He won’t tell you, but he may just confess to you in the next few days now that he knows his feelings weren’t one sided.

Jinyoung- He had planned to just let you sleep on the couch, but he thought better of it and moved you to his bed, so the boys wouldn’t wake you up when they came home. When he placed you on his bed, that’s when he heard it. It was faint, but he heard it. You said it! But, you were sleeping. He still considered it a confession. He would lie beside you and stare at your sleeping figure.

(insert gif) “I’ll just wait here for you to wake up.” Just to wake you up faster, he may lean down and kiss you while you were half asleep.

Youngjae- He needed answers when he heard the words slip off your lips. Youngjae wouldn’t wait like the other members because his curiosity was killing him, so he’d wake you up.

(insert gif) “I need to know.”

“Know what? Why did you wake me up?”

“Do you love me? Like love love me not just as a friend? I need to know”

BamBam- He would die. He was your childhood best friend and he found himself falling for you right before you entered high school. However, he never pursued anything because he figured you saw him as a brother, but that changed. He finally knew it wasn’t one sided, but he still couldn’t believe it.

“Did they just—” (insert gif)

Yugyeom- No words when he heard your confession. His face lit up and he knew the moment you woke up, he was going to ask you out.

This gif is worth a thousand words. Just look how precious he is!!!

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Legacy DLC:

Aveline: “Are you alright, Fenris? I thought I saw you get a pretty good hit in that last fight.”

Fenris: “I’ll live.”

Hawke: (Diplomatic) “What? Are you hurt, Fenris?” (Sarcastic) “Is it bad? I hear a good kiss usually heals those right up.” (Aggressive) “Why didn’t you say anything? Don’t keep those things to yourself.”

Fenris: “I’m fine, Hawke. It’s nothing a potion can’t take care of.”

Hawke: “You’re doing it again, love.”

Fenris: “…I…”

Hawke: “Does it need attention?”

Fenris: “It’s not – (sighs)…perhaps.”

Hawke: “There we go. Now come here.”


I have a canon that Fenris is veerrryyy averse to holding up the group when he gets hurt. (He also hates being healed by Anders) So I just think things like this would happen quite often. :P I also don’t think that Fenris and Hawke have enough romantic banter…

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Summer wind blows in again
Sometimes we wonder where we lost it
My good intentions were your fateful weapons
Still I’ve yet to learn my lesson
Oh oh oh
Though i don’t need much for anything
But a shady tree and a couple pours of whisky
To write my songs of love and life and loss
And just a few about you
So if you’ll hear me out

Stay with me we might never have to leave
You’re my southern king
We’re living for the day dreams
So don’t you laugh
He’s a good good man there’s something’s
he just wont understand

You know my old man is out of town for a couple days
I think that you should
Stay with me, all summer
Stay with me, under the covers
Stay with me, be my lover
Stay with me, all summer
Stay with me, under the covers
Stay with me, be my lover

So come on down i will show you how
Us mid-west boys like to party
So grab a beer and get over here
Summer straw and air don’t wait another year

Stay with me we might never have to leave
You’re my southern king
We’re living for the day dreams
So don’t get mad
Whats past is in the past
We can make this last if you just give me that chance

So when my old man is out of town for a couple days
Stay with me, all summer
Stay with me, under the covers
Stay with me, be my lover

Stay with me, all summer
Stay with me, under the covers
Stay with me, be my lover

Stay with me, all summer
Stay with me, under the covers
Stay with me, be my lover

Stay with me, all summer
Stay with me, under the covers
Stay with me, be my lover

(╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻  That’s it. I’m sending these boys down to the second floor. I AM IN RENOVATION HELL AGAIN!
I live on the fourth but they’re renovating the second and I CAN HEAR IT ALL DAY LONG. The amount of headaches I’ve had over the past week is ridiculous. And I actually really rarely get those.

Ugh… screen redraw, because.
….. I might have fallen a bit for Mr. Eyebrows……. who am I kidding I’m hopelessly lost *curls up in a corner staring into space*

“His name is James. James Buchanan Barnes.” As he’s born and can’t grasp the concept of a name yet. 

“My name is James Buchanan Barnes!”
“Eh, too long. How about–” And he is Bucky, baptised by a skinny little blond boy, front tooth missing, blue eyes shining. 

“Buchanan… 53… Barnes…”
“Bucky!” And he’s alive again, crawls back from the gaping abyss because he’s needed. 

“Let’s hear it for Captain America!” Until he’s not. 

“That little guy from Brooklyn, I’m following him.” But maybe he is. Under a new name. New identity. A Howling Commando. 

“The only Howling Commando to give his live–" 

"My name… is Bucky.” Mumbling to himself, shaking in the damp cell, as he feeds the rats half of his ration before they come for him. 

“You’re not James Buchanan Barnes.” And he starts to believe that. 

“You’re not Bucky.” And he believes that, too. 

“зима солдат.” “Winter Soldat.” “Winter Soldier.” As it becomes cold, colder, kill. 

“Bucky?” And something in it sings. 

“Your name… is James Buchanan Barnes.” No, it’s not

“Your name… is Bucky.” It mumbles to itself and it becomes a he again and something clicks. 

“My name… is Bucky.” He reminds himself as he gets lost in the notes and only sees orders and blood. 

“Bucky!” And he smiles back. Blue eyes changed but the core is the same, unshakable and real. 

“You’re Captain America now.” An aborted squeeze to the shoulder that’s been numb for seventy years. 

 So many names. And only one of them ever fit.

It gets better. With time, it gets better. First, it will hurt a hell of a lot. You won’t be able to hear his name without cringing and without having that pain in the back of your heart. Then it’ll begin to bother you less and less until one day, he becomes irrelevant and you can live your life again. I hope that day comes soon for you. I really do.
—  you need to believe it. // excerpt from a story I’ll never write #54

anonymous asked:

I feel like I need to be committed to a mental hospital I have told a few doctors recently that I don't feel anything inside anymore it's a void and they ask stuff like are you suicidal and I say not really more just I don't want to exist like I just want to peacefully slip away into nothingness like how it feels inside. there is no pain there is no joy in me I'm just existing and i don't want to continue with it I have no motivation to do anything in the future i don't know what to do

I’m sorry to hear that. If doctors are being useless that have you considered seeing a psychiatrist? If you think it would beneficial to your health and safety then maybe you should check yourself into a psychiatric ward. That’s no way to live your life. I hope you get the help that you need asap and can enjoy life again!

anonymous asked:

I didn't read fanfics for ages, but just reading the summary of yours makes me do it again! I really needed YOI for my own good and loved how their relationship was build. I'm glad to hear that you decided to build their relationship slow

I live for a good Slow Burn!! They’re my favorite, as long as the payoff is satisfying.

I like to think of Winter Song as a non-traditional Slow Burn though - because their sexual relationship gets going pretty early on. It’s the intensity that builds as they begin to trust each other more. It’s not just about the physical side of sex but also the complex emotions tied to it.

I found a video of her voice...

For the first time in almost 3 years, I finally heard my moms voice, in a video one of brothers had saved on Facebook… it’s just her sitting in our living room, recording my brother watching sports, and her talking to my dog asking if he’s okay.

I started to break down. After a few months past her death, I had completely forgotten what she sounded like…

I just kept repeating the same few seconds of her voice. “You okay Pico? Hmmm? You wanna watch the game?”

I keep hearing “you okay..”

It hurts so much to hear her… but I can’t believe how much I’ve needed to hear her voice again…

‘Zoo’ inspired sentence starters
  • ❛ You’re not going away are you? ❜
  • ❛ Don’t be such a coward. ❜
  • ❛ Looks like we both got ripped off. ❜
  • ❛ How does that even happen? ❜
  • ❛ I promise you, we will be fine. ❜
  • ❛ You’re lying to me. ❜
  • ❛ Watch yourself, scrawny. ❜
  • ❛ Maybe I’m just chasing the unicorns that killed Kennedy. ❜
  • ❛ I made some coffee, I hope you like it black and bitter. ❜
  • ❛ I like people, I just prefer it when they’re not around ❜
  • ❛ How am I supposed to trust my instincts again? ❜
  • ❛ My condolences to your wife. ❜
  • ❛ This is all very riveting. ❜
  • ❛ You hear that? I’m perfect. ❜
  • ❛ When we were living together, I was always the one who killed the spiders. ❜
  • ❛ You are exactly who I need. ❜
  • ❛ Are you coming? ❜
  • ❛ If I weren’t such a nice guy, I might be offended. ❜
  • ❛ I wouldn’t ask that guy for directions to the bathroom. ❜
  • ❛ I’ll be sure to get you an application. ❜
  • ❛ I believe that is what you would call classified. ❜
  • ❛ I’m so glad to have met you. ❜
  • ❛ I will kill you. ❜
  • ❛ Are you always this cheerful? ❜
  • ❛ Sneaking out without getting caught by the teacher — takes me back! ❜
  • ❛ This is ridiculous. ❜
  • ❛ I’m nothing, if not punctual. ❜
  • ❛ There is a story there, but I prefer not to tell it. ❜
  • ❛ Is this what you’re going to do? Bartender pour me another? ❜
  • ❛ We’ll make it. We have to. ❜
  • ❛ I’d just thought we’d — improvise. ❜
  • ❛ Don’t be jealous, we were twelve. ❜
  • ❛ At the risk of sounding overly girly, this is all really, really, really disgusting. ❜
She’s impatient, restless and hates waiting for anything. But she’s a girl worth waiting for, she’s a girl that you’ll find yourself staring at for longer than you realise. She’s the girl that incites fear into you because you know deep down she could do it all alone. You’re the next after me, and you should know a few things. She loves Turkish delight almost as much as she loves to sleep. She’s not a girl that’ll tip toe around anything, she’s be blunt and direct and most of time she’ll tell you things that you don’t want to hear. Don’t let that scare you off, it’s what you need. If she’s singing along to a song, you better join in or don’t get involved. Your life won’t be worth living if you turn off the music. I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again, she’s a paradox and a contradiction. She begs for it to warm up but when it does then it’s too warm, you’ve just got to live with this. You should always ask her how she is, ask her about her day and you should always treat her like she isn’t yours yet and you’re still fighting to make her yours. Don’t get complacent, she doesn’t need you. You need her. Always offer a helping hand even if she doesn’t want to take it, at least she knows she isn’t alone in whatever she’s got going on. She’ll take your clothes. Also you need to love the dog! And if you’re laying together, her comfort is more important than your own. Don’t touch her when she’s hot and if you ever run out of ideas of where to go, she’ll never get tired of the ice cream parlour. She’s willing to do almost anything to make sure you’re happy and if you ever think for a moment that you’re not able to do the same then you have to leave. Now to the most important thing you will hear from me, if your mind wanders elsewhere and maybe you think she isn’t the one for you then you’re automatically wrong. Life doesn’t get better than her. She’s gorgeous and the things she says will leave you thinking about it for hours afterwards. Don’t let her go. Don’t make the same mistakes that I did because it’s been quite a while now and there isn’t a day when I don’t wish I had her back. She’s yours now. Don’t let anything compromise that.
—  i wrote this when i saw that she found somebody else
vine

well fuck

Ophelia was shocked that Marka had heard her. She tried hard not to reveal her nasty side to those she loved. She had even forgotten that Sean was there.

“I’m sorry G-mama. I didn’t mean to be mean.” I was just telling Elsa that I’d lend her some clothes if she needed them.”

“Don’t try to bullshit me, granddaughter. I heard you loud and clear. SLUT! How dare you.”

Do you know who is a slut? I AM! I’ve spent the best years of my life as a SLUT!  I’m still a slut. Are you going to try to shame me now?”

Ophelia was for once speechless and a little grossed out.

“If I ever hear you talking to anyone that way again I will disown you. You think you are rich? Well you’re wrong. I’m rich, you live as I wish you to live. It could all go away in an instant.”

Vacation

Request: can you do a hayes imagine where you’ve been so stressed about studying for college exams (you guys are older) and filming videos for your youtube channel and hayes is really upset that he hasn’t gotten to spend much time with you cause of this so he plans a vacation to give you a break and time to spend with each other?? thanks!!!

Word Count: 428

Pairing: Hayes Grier X Reader


Y/N’s P.O.V

“Where’s my camera?” I called out, knowing Hayes could hear me, “I’m borrowing it.” I heard him answer, I rolled my eyes, out of all the times, he chooses now to take it. I need to film today, other wise I won’t be able to edit and upload a video this week, which happened last week, so I don’t want it to happen again. 

“Hayes.” I sighed, trudging down the hallway, finding him in my small apartment living room. “Hey baby.” He smiled at me, the camera on the tripod in front of him. “What are you doing?” I asked, subconsciously crossing my arms in front of me. “I’m helping you with a video.” He answered, as if it was obvious. “Hayes, please, just let me take my camera and film.” I mumbled. “Just let me do this, I promise you’re gonna love it. Besides, don’t you have a test to be studying for.” He whispered the last part but I heard him anyways. “Fine!” I through my hands up in defeat and made my way to my room shutting the door behind me. 

“Study, study, study, film, study. That’s all I do.” I grumbled to myself as I grabbed another book that I needed to use for studying. This is ridiculous, I thought as I skimmed through the pages, stopping when I found the information I was looking for. 

“So right now she’s studying, but I don’t think she would mind if I bothered her with this.” I heard from outside my door before it was pushed open. Hayes was standing there with the camera pointed at me. I raised an eyebrow, placing a bookmark in the giant textbook before shutting it. “May I help you?” I asked, he came over to me, propping the camera up on some of the stuff laying on my desk. 

“Here.” He handed me an envelope, I looked up at him curiously, why is he filming this? “I’m scared.” I said to the camera, letting out a small laugh as I opened the envelope, revealing a bunch of folded up papers. I made a face at him as I pulled them out. I read it and felt my mouth falling open, “are you serious?” I asked in shock, glancing at the camera for a minute. “You’re stressed out about school, and we never spend time together so I figured why not?” He told me. I grinned practically throwing my self on him, I wrapped my arms around his neck as I hugged him. 

“Thank you!” I mumbled. Florida, here we come.

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Eremika manga ”live”

Continue reading art→ “Don’t cry”

I was drawing to cry……TAT 

thank my friend Translate it to English again!! >///<

●This manga extends from SNK- ch53 to ch65. a post touch me→by 

erens-jaeger-bombs  .Quote this post : He needs to hear that he isnt useless, and most importantly, he needs to hear it from her.”

I just want to give eren encouragement q___q 

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My precious one,
when you have fallen, don’t run -
come close to me.


Hear my heartbeat. It is the sound of the sun
as it hits your solemn face -
but child, I will wrap you in grace


and let you live again.
If you wish, you may press your fingers
against my freshly preened feathers.


Do not forget, I am watching over you
for as long as you need me to,
my precious one.

—  do not run, fallen one (a.)