i need to fix a lot of things

I drew this last year and really liked it, but there were a lot of things I needed to fix, so I did! Fixed the proportions mostly, there are probably other things to be fixed but I think this will do for now.

Reblogs are appreciated! Please don’t copy, trace, repost, edit, etc. Thank you.

Bonus before and after gif: http://imgur.com/p5ZuZ11

The Murder In My Backyard

by reddit user Pippinacious

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There was no love at first sight, no stomach fluttering feeling of “This is the one!”, just the realization that this was the best my budget could get me. My realtor, already frustrated with how many times I’d said no to other places, watched anxiously over my shoulder as I signed the papers, as if she was afraid I’d back out at the last minute, and just like that, I was the less-than-proud owner of a decades old house and all the issues that came with it.

Still, I told myself as I was handed the keys, it was better than continuing to live with my all too recent ex-husband.

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100 years Rick and Stanley

I see a bunch of posts saying if your asexuality or aromanticism is caused or influenced by trauma or mental illness or neurodiversity or something, it’s still valid.

I see a lot of posts saying asexuality isn’t something that needs to be cured, that a-spec people aren’t broken and don’t need to be fixed. That people are naturally born this way.

I also see a ton of posts telling everyone it’s ok if their labels change, that sexuality is fluid and identifying as something different before or after or now doesn’t invalidate the person’s orientation at any point. That if it’s useful for the person now, they can use it.

But I don’t see a lot of posts, actually basically none, that actually address the point where those things intersect.

If your asexuality or aromanticism is caused or influenced by something, your orientation is valid, and it doesn’t mean you couldn’t have been a-spec without it. Maybe you were born this way, maybe you were made this way, but no matter how you got here, you are still a wonderful valid person.

You are not broken if you do not feel you are.

It is also completely OK for you to feel like you are.

If you feel your orientation is something that is only temporary, because of mental illness or trauma, and you had labels you identified as before and want to identify as them again, you are so valid.

It is ok for you to think something broke and for you to want to repair or mend it. If you have a bowl because the top part of a clay vase broke, it’s ok to want a vase again. Kintsukuroi creates beautiful art out of broken pottery people mended.

It is also so ok for you to feel like some part of you is broken, and to want to let it remain that way. You don’t have to fix it. People make mosaics out of broken glass, and they are far more beautiful than the beer bottles they came from.

It’s also ok to not know how you feel about it. To feel like some days there is nothing wrong with you and other days to feel that part of you is just shattered shards of something else.

No matter what, you are valid and your experiences and feelings about your orientation are valid.

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You spend a lot of nights awake and shaking, full of a deep fury. You shoot arrows of hatred and they all seem to come back and attack your heart like boomerangs. Loneliness licks away at you like a wolf observing its prey. Some nights you can’t imagine a night darker than this one. Nights where the light is at the end of some very long tunnel and you’re tired. Your body is tired of moving forward. You spend a lot of time asking yourself “how can I fix this?” Because the thing is, you want to get better. You want to feel better, live better. People around you give you all kinds of advice - start exercising, talk it out, write it out, drink more water. But that’s too much. You handle it the only way you know how: by surviving. You sleep often, eat when you can, shower when you remember, meet up with friends when you feel up to it.

Because the thing is, the thing that no one tells you is that healing is monotonous. Boring. Exhausting. It takes forever and it always feels like you aren’t making any headway. You have a bad night and it feels like you’re right back where you started. But one day, you get up before 11 and consider it a victory. Weeks later, you go for a walk and the fresh air clears the fog in your head for awhile. Sometime later, you’re sitting in a restaurant somewhere and it hits you that you feel lighter than before. Maybe it’s a small change but that’s fine because you go to bed that night telling yourself that tonight is not the darkest night.

We heal the same way we grow: slow and quiet until we bloom.

Dating Theo Raeken would include...

Warnings:A LOT of smutty things so I going to mark it as mature content.


Requested:not really


Authors note:                                                                                                     THEO WAS SUCH A BABE IN 09x06, BUT THEN WHAT HAPPENED BROKE ME… 

Well let´s talk about the Imagine:                                                                        It´s not really long, though.                                                                            But I really enjoy writing those kind of imagines so enjoy!

MASTERLIST (it´s still not working and I trying to fix it)

GIF´S NOT MINE, CREDIT 2 OWNER

Originally posted by codychristian

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here’s the thing guys, there’s a lot about hockey culture that needs to change. toxic masculinity, homophobia, racism, and i would say transphobia but probably only 5 people in the nhl even know what that is. but there’s also non-social issues that need to be fixed…for instance i know we all love goon culture because of the movie but i feel like a lot of us are missing the point of goon. it’s a funny heart warming story, but that ending is a sad one, it’s supposed to make you feel sick for watching a guy put his literal body on the line for his team for our entertainment. it’s supposed to make you think “is it worth it.?” and i’m not sure if i’m totally cool with the way tumblr treats that movie like it is worth it. but that’s beside the point because that’s just a movie.

but Connor McDavid missed out on his rookie year because of a collarbone break and surgery. I broke my collarbone and i can tell you, it’s not a fun bone to break (not that any of them are but…there is literally only 2 things you can really do about it and sadly “not moving it” isn’t an option). It’s just so sick that we’ve gotten to the point where, players are not people. They’re targets for other players, paychecks for their owners/gms, x’s and o’s for their coaches, and characters for us. When players are hurt they experience pain and depression and loneliness and helplessness and can develop or exacerbate mental illness. It doesn’t matter if they’re not hit in the brain. psychologically these men are raised with the idea that they are literally NOTHING without sports. since he was FIFTEEN Connor was treated like nothing but a hockey player, not even a human being. 

So when we act like it’s not a big deal that a guy purposefully injured him. when we act like it’s nothing when a 26 year old can get away with causing intentional injury onto a player who is seven years younger than him. we’re all totally missing the point. “it wasn’t a head injury” “he wasn’t being homophobic” ect. ect. ect. SO WHAT??? i’m sick of this idea that you have to be The Worst to be bad. 

Connor is not crying to anyone by bringing it up to the media. He is saying “this isn’t how it’s supposed to be so i am going to hold him accountable.” (because manning wasn’t going to take responsibility for his actions himself that’s obvious) Connor is sticking up for himself and taking no shit. because he is a person a real life human being who deserves (like they ALL do) to be treated like his actual personal at home life matters. You do not sell your right to be human when you enter the NHL. and players like Manning do not gain the right to treat others less than. We want more players to bring up homophobic and sexist language that’s on the ice? well let’s start here. 

i don’t care if it’s “hockey” because this shit is wrong and things don’t change if you don’t get pissed about them. and to the people who are trying to say “well people aren’t being nice to manning either” yes he doesn’t deserve some of the gross hate he’s gotten. but that’s a separate issue. there’s a different space to talk about that. 

What I find really interesting about him is that he does know so much and he usually will know how things will play out, but he will allow them to be played out, until he needs to absolutely step in. […] There are a lot of things he could fix, but he chooses not to.
—  Harry Shum Jr. talking about one of his favorite parts of playing Magnus Bane (TV Guide Magazine Interview Live chat)
The Armed Detective Agency needs to lose

So I’ve been thinking about Bungou Stray Dogs a lot lately and it’s recent rapid decline into a series a baffling, shitty contrivances. And I’ve been thinking about what it would take, for me, for the series to fix itself.

The Armed Detective Agency needs to lose.

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Every so often, it’s not too often, I get someone come into my ask box and tell me off for liking Kevin. They tell me he’s problematic and remind me of certain stuff he’s done. A lot of them especially point towards the ableism he showed when talking about ‘fixing’ Janice. It makes me wonder how they can dislike a character so much, that when they happen to stumble across my blog, they feel the need to tell me that he’s a bad person, that therefore I’m a bad person, like…I know Kevin is a huge problem of a character?

He’s an antagonist, he’s supposed to do and say bad things. That’s what causes problems for the protagonists. I understand, he follows the opinions of this horrible problematic cult and therefore says and does horrible problematic things. They’re the antagonists for petes sake. I get told also that I can’t ‘use the excuse that he was brainwashed’ to justify cutting him some slack, like Kevin isn’t a multifaceted character at all and just a flat villain character who deserves no pity because the reason he did everything is ‘because I’m evil mwhahaha!’

Like yes, let’s just blame this traumatised and mentally abused character for the things a higher more directly evil power made him do and give him absolutely no pity/empathy and never examine his character ever and let’s make sure everyone that likes him knows that that makes them horrible people too. That’s a great idea.

I know Kevin is not a good person. I know he can’t be fully excused for his behaviour still, and I don’t excuse him for it. I don’t think ableism is ok and I do think someone needs to help him recover and tell him why these things are not ok to say. Please just let me like this character in peace. Go away and examine him a little bit, properly, not through the lens of ‘every little problem is inexcusable always’ and if you still don’t like him - fine. But don’t keep trying to spread the 2D version of his character around to spread your undue hate and don’t bring it to blogs that clearly like him, please?

The Murder In My Backyard


There was no love at first sight, no stomach fluttering feeling of “This is the one!”, just the realization that this was the best my budget could get me. My realtor, already frustrated with how many times I’d said no to other places, watched anxiously over my shoulder as I signed the papers, as if she was afraid I’d back out at the last minute, and just like that, I was the less-than-proud owner of a decades old house and all the issues that came with it.

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Hello doomeds! Look who’s back! 

I’m finally free, so i’ll have more time to tumblr now. I decided to create this sweater because i always wanted to do that, but i didn’t know how to start. This is my first clothing for TS3, i’m very bad at TS3 CC in general, but i’m learning how to do those things with time. This is a recolor from JS Sailor Moon sweater, there some issues, i tried to fix it, but unfortunally i cound’t. Sorry! Maybe one day, because i liked this sweater a lot! Well, like always, if you have any trouble with this CC, please contact me so i can fix it! And, i needed to create another simblr, the other one was a ‘second blog’, so if you followed me there, please, follow me again here! The other simblr will be inactive from now!

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Credit (mesh): JS SIMS

Hello all! I am in some trouble. My van (which is the only thing I have in the world) is being kept by the impound lot because they towed it for being “abandoned” because I left it for more than 14 days. I paid the fees to get it out, but I need 200 dollars to pay to have it fixed and drive it to the shop. If I leave it in the impound it is 45 dollars a day.

I am willing to do tarot readings or anything writing wise to help compensate!

Please help out a trans-sister in need! I would NOT be asking if it wasn’t dire!

My PayPal is PayPal.me/arisarcana!

If you can’t donate please reblog!

((Ooc: I was thinking earlier, and I realized that their are a few things in the magical world that would probably happen. Then I imagined Newt doing them and just ugh. So here you go lovelies!))

Okay so if you have to wear glasses, you could just get your eyes fixed with magic right? Well a lot of people don’t and it’s probably because they put a tax or fee on a magic eye-contact charm or something like that. Or if you have a prescription for certain charms you need to pay a fee to be able to use them???

-Newt having pretty blurry vision and sometimes forgetting to pay for his eye charm, so he has Pickett help him find his glasses

- “oh come on! Again?” Whenever his suitcase won’t open because he didn’t pay his wizard rent for magical enlarged living spaces

-just a bunch of silly stupid domestic things in general that he’d forget to do.

-his self writing quills stop working because they’re over used and he forgot to stop by the wizard office depot while he was out

-Percival having to extend a lot of his overdue bills because he knows how busy and aloof Newt can get

-Graves demanding that he stops studying beasts for one night and have dinner with him as compensation for his troubles

((Idk what this is I’m sorry. It’s so dumb but you’ll learn I do that a lot on this blog))