i need my coffee first


the calendar // panic! at the disco

So I’m moving for the new job, either to NJ or to MA in you, know like .. FOUR TO FIVE MONTHS, and now all I want to do is to clean ALL THE THINGS and to start packing to make it as real as possible.

I wish I could explain to you what I feel when you smile.
But all I know for sure is that it makes me feel good.
It’s like the sunrise that i’ve been waiting for and all of the sudden the sky in front of my eyes lights up with these warm, vibrant colours and every inch of my body melts in complete awe.
I sit there and never want it to end because damn, it’s one of the most beautiful sights I ever did see.
And like the sunset that i chase and wait all day for, and all of the sudden the sky goes dark and lights up shortly after with stars twinkling with reassurance. It’s an end of another beautiful day, and I see endless possibilities on the horizon. I see that same sparkle in your eyes.
Your smile, yeah it’s also like when I first wake up and I need my coffee (because you know how bad I need it) and when I take that first sip I know everything is going to be okay, and all of the sudden I’m at ease and so content.
So now when I see the sunrise, and sunset and sip my coffee I see your smile because the feelings are all the same.
When I see you smile, all of the sudden I know I am okay because to know that I get to see you smile makes things pretty damn good… All of the sudden.
—  All of the sudden, I feel good.

And the last part! Which leads straight to this one.

Feeling lost? Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3

(Coffee shop AU)