i need dis in hi res

alpacalypticpotatoes  asked:

"I almost died" and/or "Hey, you’re safe now. It’s over.” With ladynoir? I absolutely love how you write their dynamic and I'm in desperate need of some ladynoir right now bc I'm stuck in the hospital and need something to cheer me up 😩

Oh no, @alpacalypticpotatoes! I hope this makes your hospital stay a little brighter. <3

“I almost died,” Chat Noir gasped. “Holy cats, I almost died.” He clutched his chest with one clawed hand, panting.

“Chat, stop being so dramatic, we need to…” Ladybug trailed off once she got a good look at her partner. He was doubled over, chest heaving and face shiny with sweat. “Chat?”

“I…I can’t…breathe…” he wheezed.

Ladybug was suddenly by his side, guiding him down to sit on the rooftop. “Hey, you’re safe now.” She brushed his hair away from his forehead. “It’s over.”

Chat Noir’s eyes were wide as he gasped beside her.

“Kitty, focus on me, okay? If you keep breathing that fast, you’re going to pass out. Breathe in for me. Okay, breathe out.” She took his hand in hers, smoothing out his palm and linking their fingers together. After a few minutes, his breathing evened out and he relaxed.

He cleared his throat. “Ah, sorry about that.”

“What happened?”

Chat Noir shook his head. “I’m not sure. It’s not like that was the first time I’ve gotten thrown off the Eiffel Tower.”

“Probably won’t be the last either,” Ladybug quipped.

He gave her a small smile. “Probably not.”

“You kind of freaked out though.”

“Yeah…yeah, I know. I think…it’s been a rough week and maybe that was just one thing too much?”

“I can understand that,” she nodded. She loosened her fingers from his but instead of pulling away she began to trace patterns on his open palm. “This can all be a lot to deal with sometimes.” 

He watched her motions. “Yeah.”

“Like, I had this huge test today that I know I totally bombed because of that stupid egg akuma yesterday.”

“That guy was disgusting.”

“Right? So while I should’ve been studying, instead I was chasing Chicken Man across the city,” she complained.

“I’m right there with you. I’m pretty sure I failed a test earlier too.”

“Mmmm,” Ladybug hummed, sliding her index finger up along his. She tapped the tip of his claw and began to slide it back down. Chat Noir’s breath hitched and she looked up, flushing and dropping his hand. “Sorry,” she muttered.

“I…I didn’t mind,” he gulped. “Uh, you can keep doing it if you want. It was relaxing.” He offered his hand. 

She eyed it for a moment before taking it in hers again, beginning with his pinky. After a few minutes, a deep rumbling began in Chat Noir’s chest. “Ignore that,” he muttered.

Ladybug scooted closer to him so their shoulders were touching. She linked their fingers again and let their joined hands drop into her lap as she rested her head on his vibrating shoulder. “You’re like my own personal massage chair,” she sighed.

“If I’m a chair, you should get in my lap.”

She was silent for a moment. “Maybe I should.”

“Holy cats, I think I’m dying again.”

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Someone Like Me

Summary:  A bad date and a bad night for the reader take a turn for the better thanks to Sam.

Characters: Sam x Reader

Word Count:  1348

Warnings:  smut (fingering, unprotected sex), fluff

A/N: This was supposed to be a drabble for my lovely friend @arryn-nyxx but Sam decided to take his time.  I love you Arryn!

This is unbeta’d all mistakes are mine alone.

Originally posted by findyourownhappyending


You slip into the bunker, hoping that Sam and Dean are otherwise occupied and you’ll be able to make it to your room unnoticed.  Unfortunately this night is determined to fuck you and Sam is sitting in the library, head buried in a book, when you walk in.

“Hey, Y/N.”  He looks up, dimples popping out as he smiles.  “How’d the date go?”

Stupid, handsome jerk, you think to yourself.  Why does he have to be so handsome and happy to see me?  He should only be this happy to see me if he thought of me as a woman and not a sister.  Ok, my mood is definitely in the bad territory, better get to my room before I say something I’ll regret.

“Fine,” you mumble, quickly continuing down the hall.

You’re praying he’ll go back to whatever he was reading, but his footsteps sound behind you as he calls for you.

“Hey, Y/N, wait up.”

“I’m really tired, Sam,” you say, keeping your head down.

He reaches you then, the scent of sandalwood and mint filling your nose.  You sigh inwardly, if only you could find someone like him, but there is no one like him.

He crooks his finger under your chin so you have to look at him and when your eyes meet his, his face falls.  His smile is gone, replaced by a furrowed brow, concern darkening his hazel eyes.

“What happened?”

“Nothing.”  You try to look down, but his finger keeps your chin up.

“Red-rimmed eyes isn’t nothing, Y/N.  What happened?”

You spin, crossing the doorway to your room with Sam at your heels.  He closes the door behind him as you sink down onto your bed.

“Can we talk about this later?  I just want to curl up and go to sleep.”

“Did the date go that badly?  I thought you were thinking about breaking up with him?”

“I was.  But he broke up with me,” you sniff.

“Then…”  The bed sinks as he sits next to you.

“The rejection still hurts, Sam.  Even if I didn’t want to be with him.”

“I’m sorry, Y/N.”

“Why can’t I just find someone already?  What’s wrong with me?  Either I like them and they don’t like me or they like me and I don’t like them.  I give up!”  You throw your hands up in exasperation; you’re nothing if not dramatic.  Why can’t I find someone like you?  And you really want to say it out loud.  You’d jump at the chance to be with him.  You know he doesn’t feel that way about you, but it doesn’t stop a little piece of you from hoping.

“Maybe you just need to look at people you haven’t thought about before.”

“What do you mean?  Like who?”

“Like me.”

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anonymous asked:

Hey there👋🏻 I wanted to ask you about your opinion of the theory that Hide is actually from the sunlit garden, I find it kind of reasonable but I'd like to hear your point of view. Great metas you post by the way ;)

Thanks anon! I’ve seen that theory and I think it’s pretty cool, but I don’t really adhere to it for three reasons. 1) I find it hard to believe that the tyrannical Washuus would let one of their Garden children go free into the world and potentially reveal everything they’ve been doing (if Hide is from the Garden, then he definitely escaped rather than being let loose); 2) I don’t think it’s necessary for Hide to be from the Garden to motivate his actions or give him the ability to do them; and, 3) The symbolism doesn’t match up.

I think Hide’s intelligence is more of a device to involve him more deeply in the story than a regular human would normally be able to, and as a crucial agent to Kaneki’s tragedy/recovery, it’s very important that he is involved. Besides, he goes to one of Japan’s top universities - his smarts aren’t all that surprising. His interest in Ghouls in particular comes from finding out that Kaneki is one - they’ve only talked about it twice before; in the park as kids as any kid might (and Kaneki only remembers it because it’s now relevant to him) and after hearing a news report about a Ghoul attack, which is pretty natural. And remaining conscious after the attack from Nishiki could easily just be a testament to Hide’s devotion to Kaneki rather than a sign of unusual skills.

Hide only starts tailing Yamori when he sees him leaving Anteiku. From his attempted phone call, we can see that his primary concern was Kaneki’s well-being. As we know that Hide is well-read about Ghouls, he might have recognised the infamous ‘Jason’ - if not, he still looks massively suspicious. Perhaps he even heard some of the noises of battle outside.

I think Hide was just an intelligent human who got caught up in this whole mess for the sake of his friend.

But this is no longer the case. 

As Scarecrow, Hide is now a Half-Ghoul. Scarecrow freeing Amon and calling him by name confirmed my belief in this theory. Part of his throat is missing from when he allowed Kaneki to feed on him, resulting in his distorted voice and the need to conceal his face, and since he seems to be a failed subject, he has been unable to regenerate. Indeed, there is a scar around his throat area - and doesn’t Scarecrow’s rubbish mask remind you of Hide’s terrible drawing skills?

But now, he has a larger role in the grand schemes of things - and yet, it is a role that is still essentially the same. Both before and after, his mission is to protect Kaneki.

Hide’s role in the school play can only be foreshadowing - mentioning it has no other purpose, and we’ve already seen that Kaneki has become the King he portrayed (a role in which he will prove to be unexpectedly good). This is why I say the symbolism for Hide to be revealed to have been from the Sunlit Garden doesn’t match up - there are no witches in the Garden. Eto, on the other hand, has continuously been associated with witch imagery (observation from linkspooky’s meta). 

This had led to speculation that Hide might have been working for Eto all along, or else, because of his get-up, he is secretly a Clown. But if either of those are true, why does he tail Yamori and Nico? If he’s in cahoots with Eto, he would know where Yamori’s base is already, and if he’s in cahoots with the Clowns, through Nico he would know where Yamori’s base is already.

But then, Kaneki was not always the King. He only became the King in :re, and that is when Hide becomes the Witch’s Servant. I think that Eto, after having heard about the sacrifice Hide made for Kaneki and seeing his efforts to rescue Amon, freed him from Kanou’s labs to act as Kaneki’s remote bodyguard when she or Arima could not be there in person to guarantee his safety. Eto needed to use Aogiri to harass Kaneki so he could grow stronger for the role he must fulfil, but it would all be for nothing if he died - Eto presided over him herself in the Rose Arc, and she trusted that role to Arima in the Rushima Arc, but who saved him in the Auction Arc? It was Scarecrow, who activated the intercom so that Kaneki’s screams could be heard. We also saw him rowing away from Rushima before the landing could take place a little after Eto’s speech - presumably she told him that the King was on the mainland, and he had to get there before shit hits the fan.

It’s possible that Hide might be both from the Garden and Eto’s servant, but I’m not sure how necessary to the plot Hide being from the Garden would actually be, since Kaneki already has a connection to that world through Arima. So, I think that Hide was an intelligent but ordinary human whose steady purpose in the protection of his friend has aligned with those of some very influential people. I believe Kaneki will meet Hide again in this upcoming arc to parallel their meeting at the end of the original Anteiku Raid; only where that meeting heralded Hide’s ‘death’, this one shall herald his life.

OUAT Mini-Review 6x11: Tougher Than The Rest

We’re baaaaack! At last I can leave the anti-rumple tag, which I’ve been in so long I started to get brochures about time shares, and go back to snarking on everyone. Oh, happy day! Let’s dive into that enchanted overnight wardrobe together. Ready?

  1. Someone needs to talk to Emma about her eyebrow situation– she looks perpetually surprised and slightly upset. That’s how most Rumbellers felt all of 6A so I feel you, Emma– but Kabuki Eyebrows are not the look for spring. Change the fate on your face first, yes?
  2. Teen!August looked nothing like either Adult!August or Kid!August but maybe that’s a subtle meta-commentary on unreliable narrators? Discuss.
  3. Kid!Emma looks like she could punch you in the face and I admire that. It’s tough to glare in a beanie, but she’s got it down. I love that she chose her own name, too.
  4. I don’t know why they needed a magic chisel when Pinocchio could just chew the scenery all the way down to Storybrooke. But while I disliked the O.G. bobble-headed liar I really liked Wish!August, daddy issues and all. I even liked that Original!August was typing on the Mystery Fakeout Typewriter in the garage so he wouldn’t wake his Papa. Such a nice boy. I guess this episode was about Redeeming Non-viable Stubbly Love Interests– I’m not sure we needed that, but it was nice to see. (Now, where’s Walsh?)
  5. Wish!August carved a wooden swan (ship name call-out!) out of instinct, and Wish!Robin had his feather and didn’t age (along with Wish!Sheriff Nottingham), implying that there IS a connection between the Wish!realm and the “real” realm. Maybe all Wish!Robins go to heaven?
  6. Wish!Robin is bitter and salty and somehow I liked him better than the real thing. Wish!Robin and Regina had more of a believable connection in this episode than all of S3-5 for me, which just goes to show when you slow down and have people talk to one another instead of just screaming at monsters in the same frame magic can happen. 
  7. Regina gets hit with the Anti-magic Slap Bracelet of Convenient Plot-points … but wasn’t that brought to Storybrooke by Greg/Tamara/Peter Pan? How would it appear in the Wish!verse? (Cue Wish!Rumple reading “Circuitry and Plot Holes for Dummies.”)
  8. I know we’re supposed to sympathize that Regina’s super glum that this realm seems to be “better off without her” but, you know, she DID drop a lot of bodies. I want Regina to love herself and re-integrate post-haste because it’s healthy  … and also because Split!EvilQueen has killed three people and screwed with Belle. But I am here for Happy!Regina– let’s see more of that this season.
  9. Wish!Hook was there for comedic effect, and it worked for me! Nice to know he’s still got his swagger in this realm; I didn’t even mind the potbelly. What would you rather, a bag of bones?
  10. Speaking of which … So Wish!Snow and Charming never checked Regina’s tower for prisoners, which is why Wish!Belle starved to death along with who knows how many others? This is why Regina is mayor. This is why Regina will ALWAYS be mayor. Remember in S2 when the curse broke and everyone was running around trying to find their loved ones and Charming just gave a speech about hope, when it turned out Regina had binders that scrupulously recorded everyone’s real name, cursed name, and address because she’s a giant nerd who takes her real-life SIMS game seriously? Regina may kill the odd peasant when she’s having a bad day but she’s the Project Manager Storybrooke needs, is what I’m saying.
  11. If Belle was dead for 28 years when Rumple found her skeleton, how did he know it was her? Did Belle claw a goodbye message in the walls before she died? “DEAR RUMPLE SORRY WE NEVER BANGED XOXO BELLE.”
  12. Also, that wasn’t remotely a full skeleton Rumple dropped on the ground. What did he do with the re– you know what? I don’t wanna know. (Note to fic writers: I don’t want to see the words “sad wanking” and “tibia” in the same sentence, okay? O-KAY?)
  13. Gideon wants to be a hero, like his mom, by stabbing someone, like his dad. I love it. Gideon is a tall emo drink of Angsty Monk and I totally would– but where are his lips? #PoofGideonLips2k17
  14. When Rumple had his tete-to-eyes-all-the-way-up-here-tete with Gideon and went: “You’ve been alive for 28 years, I’ve been alive for centuries. There are things a man learns …” I thought for a second it was going to turn into a rather-late-in-the-day explanation of the birds and the bees. “Your mother has written this pamphlet with some of her favorite positions, but you have to be a bit flexible to– wait, where are you going?”
  15. Do you think Belle has her wardrobe categorized by mood? Her white fur coat ensemble was filed under “I’m Trustworthy But I Like to Bang Dangerous People.”
  16. Unless the script read: “RUMPLE sneaks off STAGE LEFT while BELLE awkwardly goose-steps off STAGE RIGHT” the director has some explaining to do. That was the worst example of “walk casual” I’ve ever seen, unless they just had an angsty parental quickie in the alley or something.
  17. Speaking of weird directorial choices, where’s the missing scene between Belle and Gideon? At the well Belle intimates that Hook/Charming “betrayed her trust”– but she just asked them to hold off until she could talk to Gideon. That was during the day and then all of a sudden it’s night, Belle’s changed outfits, she hasn’t talked to Gideon, and she says she “protected [Gideon] knowing what he wanted to do.” Er, was this off-screen? I know a lot of Rumbelle is reading between the lines but sometimes things need to make it in the episode, you guys. Maybe next episode will have a Belle/Gideon conversation and they didn’t want to be too repetitive?
  18. Way to ruin your mom’s clock tower, Gideon! I know some people were mad at Belle for staying on the Jolly Roger in 6A instead of in her library apartment … but do you know how many times the clock tower has been broken into by villains? Maid!Joanna died there, Hook was tied up there, Rumple tried to massacre nuns there, Maleficent was in the basement for 28 years, I think Dark Swan hung out there once … Belle would never get any rest up there, is what I’m saying.
  19. Charming is going off the rails on a sleep-deprived crazy train and I’m here for it. But remember, Snow is the brains of this particular operation. Tag her back in before you drop of exhaustion, yes? No more than three Red Bulls at a time.
  20. I’m all for the message that you can change your fate, but this is intimating the writers are taking “Killing Emma” off the table of options, no? That leaves either depowering-via-shears, sleeping curse until a “cure” is found, or some kind of Hail Mary-Margaret shenanigans in the finale involving a mass-TLK or something. *bites fingernails* I can’t stand the suspense!
jikook fic recs~

 Mine, and his by  Rose_gold715

a/b/o, side taegi and namjin

this series is one of the best a/b/o dynamics i ever read and believe me, i read many

Vividaline Me by hakho

There’s a new product that you can inject that lets you remember an event in vivid detail for the rest of your life, tightening your emotional state and pumping adrenalin and other hormones into high speeds to create a flashbulb memory of a particular event. It’s the new craze. Everyone does it. Or otherwise known as that one time Jeongguk wants to properly remember their first time, down to the very last detail.

amazing, this is all i have to say

could you stop being so high up, please? by dyegu

If someone wants a kiss, someone is going to have to stop being so freaking high up.

too cute tbh

Going Down by Shealezz

“Um, could you repeat that?”

“I-I asked if you were an elevator.”

“Sorry, but I’m no—”

“Because I would totally go down on you.”

i cried and laughed and can we all agree drunk sex is the best sex

Thunderstorms by vanillajae

fluff and angst in one is literally what i live for. this series saved my life

you’re a star by cygnus

“He probably thought I was weird, Tae,” Jungkook frowned, pulling his knees to his chest and wrapped his arms around them, resting his chin on top, “He caught me staring at him, ogling at him, as if that wasn’t creepy enough. I just had to mention my mom’s love life and how I cry every time I watch the Titanic and that documentary about orangutans. I called him fluffy of all things. And then I asked about his hair conditioner. I’m doomed. I can’t show my face to him anymore.”


jungkook’s part of the dance team and the yearbook committee who takes too many unnecessary photos of a certain cutie he has a crush on, jimin’s the star basketball player with a beautiful soul, and taehyung’s the best friend everybody needs in their life.

gguk is so relatable in this fic like dude. also i died bc of amount of fluff and i love the way i died, ily cygnus for writing this

Blow Me Like Your French Horn by ohdizzy

In which Jimin undergoes a transformation from Cinnamon Roll to Sinnamon Roll and Jeongguk is a little too competitive, a little too tsundere, and a little bit too moony-eyed for his own good.

(A tale of red converses, sandpit wrestling, shitty best friends a little too obsessed with playing Cupid, emotional constipation, existential crises, and that one body roll Jimin does that makes Jeongguk re-evaluate his life)

“i see that you adore playing your loud ass trumpet at random moments in the middle of the night, well fyi i happen to be a master at the French horn so fuck u i challenge you to a brass off” AU

it has my heart, what else can i say

Let’s Not Fall In Love by  jungkoojk

In which Jungkook is the popular kid, Jimin is shy, and a game of spin the bottle at a party brings them way closer together than they ever wanted to be.

fluff, angst & smut in one aka my heart couldn’t take it and i cried and laughed and everything else and i love this, bye

as long as we’re together ( does it matter where we go ) by daegust

Jimin knows he should tell the truth to Jungkook.

That if his back hurts, it’s not because he stayed sat for too long, but because the boys of his class knocked him with their feet. That if his lip is torn and slightly bleeding, it’s not because he fell this morning on the way to school, but because the boys of his class had hit him right in the face. But Jimin finds himself unable to say anything, because Jungkook is talking to him about the same boys hitting him with stars in his eyes, his smile almost reaching his ears. Jungkook had no friends except for a few childhood friends, and he had always tried to become popular, to get noticed by the cool kids.

my heart is still in pain

dear diary, holy crap i think i’m in love with park jimin by bangtans-boy

jungkook’s art class is going on a trip for a showcase and asks jimin to house sit; needless to say, jimin sits on more than he bargained for: the fact that jungkook might be in love with him

*trying to sound like jackson* cute

White T-shirt and Brown Timberlands by Rose_gold715

Jimin is filing for divorce after eight years with Jungkook. He needs to let go, and yet, he wants to hold on a little longer. 

jeonggukie is a cutie and you can’t tell me otherwise

The Jeon Family by staycute1234

Jungkook is the heir to Korea’s biggest mafia group, and Jimin is a innocent employee that catches his eye.

a roller coaster boi

slytherpuff relationships are the best by aborescent

this. THIS WAS SO GOOD OHMYGOD my potterhead ass couldn’t take it

be-kita  asked:

B!!!!!!!!!!! *waves* how are ya??? hope you're good! my sweets I need your help!! I'm caving for widow fics... do you have any rec??? xoxo

YES !! (sorry i’m so late to answer this)

- come away with meby  suspendrs  : Or, Louis has to pick up the pieces of his and his daughter’s life after his wife dies, and Harry is a beautiful stranger that just wants to help. (80k, NR but smut)  

- Tug-of-War , by @cherrystreet : Louis’ husband dies suddenly and he is left with nothing. Well, not really nothing. He has Harry. And a St. Bernard puppy named Link, whom his late husband left behind for him. Louis takes care of Link and Harry takes care of Louis. Everything is okay until suddenly, it isn’t. (63k, E)

- Standing on the Edge of Forever , by EllaOHarry Styles is a single father, just trying to keep his life organized after losing his husband four years earlier. Between his daughter, Liam’s hellion twins, and Sophia throwing him into any romantic tangle she can think of, life gets a little crazy. Of course, everything changes the moment Lo and the twins get interested in their school musical, The Wizard of Oz. Because the new director, Louis Tomlinson, is just about the most attractive man that Harry has ever seen.Featuring adorable Dad Harry, hotshot actor Louis, three sassy kids, a badass Sophia Smith, and a Liam who just wants all their kids to be well behaved. (55k, M)

- what’s love without tragedy  , by @hilourry : Louis is a widower with three kids. Harry is the babysitter. They fall in love. (17k, E)

You Got Timeby  bandshirtedboybanders The thing is, Louis wasn’t meant to exist without Aaron. They’d grown up together and into each other. Forged together by pain and trials they were too young to deal with. Forged by love too of course, an absolute fuckton of the stuff. Melded together until they were two halves of a whole. Now, Louis just feels like half a person.Or, the one where Louis’ pretty sure he’s already loved and lost his soulmate, and then he meets Harry. (61k, E)

- promise you’ll remember  , by nightwideopen: Louis is a widower whose daughter’s fish just died. He panics, then ends up meeting Harry, a marine biologist who is out to steal his heart. (10k, E)

- Too Long Since I’ve Been A Fool , by fightingforlarry :  Louis is a widower with a little girl who’s driving him crazy while Christmas shopping. It doesn’t help when she finds a school friend at the store, shopping with his hot uncle Harry. After Christmas break, Harry might end up picking his nephew up from school a lot more and Louis might enjoy getting there a little earlier to enjoy the beautiful stranger’s company.  (15k)

"He Could Have Pie, He Just Won't Eat It Though...": On the Absence of Pie in Season 12 and the Demystification of Mary Winchester

I am prefacing this by saying that I haven’t watched the most recent episode yet, so if Dean and Co. happen to eat pie in 12x13 “Family Feud” I had no way of knowing it. :)

That said, in the end, even if Dean did enjoy a slice in this week’s episode, it really wouldn’t change a whole lot, because so far we have seen Dean very rarely eat one of his favorite types of food in S12: pie. Sure enough, the reason why we may see Dean not indulge in eating as much pie may be entirely be explained by things outside of the show - like maybe Jensen saying “man, please no more sweet stuff” ;) - still within the context of a show the absence of pie his season feels very telling. Especially so as pie for Dean definitely was a typ of comfort food and held a good deal of connotations and associations that all circled round notions of family, home, safety and love.

In the 12 seasons of Supernatural Dean’s love for pie has become just as infamous as his love for his baby. Even more so Dean’s eating habits as such have been used as an indicator for his emotional state of mind, his longings and wishes and especially over the course of the “Mark of Cain”-arc Dean’s hunger or lack thereof was drawn attention to as it revealed a lot about his emotional struggles (I have written lot on this topic, I’d insert links but as I am typing this on my phone I can’t) as well as the fight he faced within between human and demon. After all, little else is such a direct example of basic human necessities: the need to eat and drink to survive. That entire plot with Dean edging away from being human to becoming a demon was exemplified heaviest when Dean “left that cheeseburger uneaten” as Crowley reminisces before raising Dean as a demon in 9x23 “Do You Believe in Miracles”. Dean’s arc was contrasted with Castiel’s, who as a human for the very first time experienced hunger and thirst as two real necessities to be able to function.

The topic of hunger and food as indicators for humanity therefore have been very directly written into Dean’s personal story arcs from S8 onwards. Given this focus of recent seasons paired with the shows adamancy of inserting Dean’s love for pie as a recurring stylistic device over 12 seasons of the show in general, it feels very striking that Dean seems to have lost his taste or love for pie in S12 almost completely - the season in which he sees his mother returning from the dead.

As mentioned above Dean’s love for pie seems to be to a good extent directly connected to the memory and love of his mother. In fact, 5x16 “Dark Side of the Moon” even gives the audience as much of a “starting point” as to how Dean’s love for pie came to be in the first place when we see one of Dean’s memories play out in which we (as much as Sam) learn that the Winchesters’ “marriage was never perfect until after Mary died” and that Dean comforted his mother when his father had moved out for a couple of days after a bad fight (one now has to wonder if maybe that could have been due to Mary disappearing and hunting), told her that “daddy still loves her” and offered emotional support to his mother when he was a mere 4 years old. It’s that memory standing out clearest in relation to Deans love for pie as Mary not much later after she calls Dean “her little angel” offers him some pie. It’s by no means a truly happy memory imo, especially as it does kind of showcase how Mary tries to lighten the mood with the offer of pie. It’s this action really that frames and explains Dean using pie as “comfort food” in the most literal sense of the term. So of course this will sound somewhat over the top, but one could argue that every time Dean enjoyed a slice of pie in his life he remembered this moment with his mom. A moment nonetheless in which he again acted almost like an adult rather than a child (and yes, that is suppose will just always remain the tragedy of Dean Winchester: his lost childhood, that, as the show progresses, it seems was lost much earlier than when his mother died…

Keeping all of this in mind I think it is interesting to take a look at S12. The season of Mary Winchesters return. The undoing of the past. But for sure not the erasure of old wounds, scars or traumas, but rather the start to add a few new on top. Amara giving Dean “what he needed most” was his mother. She gave the Winchesters a chance to re-write their story, because maybe she wished her and her brother could do the same. What Amara wanted - and there is not a single doubt in my mind, because even though Dabb seems to have forgotten what he himself wrote at the end of last season, Amara wasn’t cruel just cause - was for Dean to be happy and find peace. Little did she know that bringing back the Winchesters’ mom would hardly bring that for him.

Now, as I have written about multiple times at the end of last season and prior the beginning of this season with Mary’s return we aren’t just loosely following the possible re-write of the Winchesters’ story (though much of this season to me feels sadly like “same old same old” and plain repeat), most of all we see the demystification of Mary Winchester - and that may actually be one of the most painful ones for the Winchesters and Dean especially as it seems countless times he is proven that his mother really is nothing like he remembered her to be. Of course there are few characters that have had such a “cult” surrounding them on the show as Mary Winchester. Her own children never really got to know her as a person as they simply were way too small for that to be the case, yet over time Mary was stylized, idealized and turned into a symbol that had very little in common with the very real Mary Winchester - as this season explores.

Not a single episode this season didn’t feature some sort of deconstruction of Mary Winchester as a person and character or a realization of who she is opposed to how she was imagined to be. It’s vital to see things for what they are, but there’s no denying it’s tough and eliminates foundations that provided at least some sense of stability - and so far we have not seen any kind of building new ground together for a stronger and more mature foundation. In the first episodes Dean learns that Mary “never cooked” or “continued hunting even when she was already married” and that many of his memories are unveiled to have been “false”. Getting to know their mother really is a constant progression of disillusionment for the Winchesters (and for Dean much more than for Sam since he doesn’t have any memories that could be rendered untrue or incomplete or downright “wrong”) and while I firmly believe that Mary does somehow care about her grown up sons, true emotion and connection doesn’t seem to be there. And one can’t really blame anyone for that because of course for Mary suddenly being alive is hard and she never learnt how to have grown up kids, because well… she never lived to have them in a natural progression.

Still, I think it is fairly well portrayed how much Mary struggles to form a meaningful connection with Sam and Dean. A relationship that could build into becoming the loving relationship that meant safety and home and everything being okay for Dean for example as seen in his memories - and one memory in particular featuring pie. Coming back to the symbolic meaning of pie again I think it’s valid to analyze the absence of it in S12 (I truly only remember Dean eating pie in 2nd episode when all was still fairly “okay” and happiness prevailing over Mary being back rather than the start reality setting in) in relation to the demystification of Mary as a symbol and mother figure. Pie may simply not provide the comfort and safety it once did for Dean, because like so much of his past and memories regarding his mother have been overturned and corrected, but not in a very healing - or worded differently - comforting way.

So in a way this season exemplifies imo rather perfectly the saying “You can’t have your pie and eat it too”, which describes you can’t have two good things at the same time, which seems awfully fitting to the whole Mary Winchester arc. And in that regard I think it is indeed very revealing how now that Mary is back “Dean could have pie”, but we don’t see him eat it…

What I’m Proudest Of


Pairing: Lin-Manuel x Reader

Summary: You were his Eliza.

Note: (uses super vague summary so you have to go into this disaster fic BLIND) So, essentially I’m a monster and this is the outcome to that but @letsgiggletogether ENCOURAGED IT SO BLAME HER TOO.

Word Count: 4,247 (distant screaming)


2 years before

“Babe, have you seen my journal?”

“Lin, I can see at least five journals from where I’m standing and three of them are definitely yours,” you snorted as you watched him scurry around the apartment.

“Okay, fair enough,” he said. “But like, I need it.”

“It’s the Eliza one, isn’t it?” you asked knowingly.

“Maybe,” he looked at you sheepishly.

“Last I saw it was in the pantry, god knows why,” you laughed.

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We had our duo photo and Bobby picked Ezra up and his suit got all bunched and Emilie fixed it and they all went cheeeeeeese and I just about died

Then during our trio Emilie steps in front of Bobby to carry Ezra first because she’s never got to and she says “you’re not needed now” to Bobby and Bobby goes “oh really?” And giles is just behind us going “HE IS THE CUTEST”

And then after our photo Emilie refused to put Ezra down lol and Bobby proclaimed Ezra his favourite little Gold 😭

So we’re a good half-way through Lars’ character development arc, it seems.

With that in mind I hope while he’s becoming even more of a brave hero boy on Homeworld, that Sadie will get get some needed attention.

I believe with all my heart that upon finding out what Lars did and the fact that he actually died and is fighting for his life on a hostile planet, she’ll be inspired to help Steven and his friends fight. And god knows she is more than capable of throwing down.

And no, it’s not just because her crush and friend is stuck somewhere and sacrificed so much, but also because Sadie finally saw first hand how serious the situation was after being captured and almost taken away. She sees how dangerous the Homeworld Gems are now, and will happily answer the call at helping fight back in any way she can, because that really is the type of person she is.

I have such high hopes for her you don’t even know.

3x23: oliver goes in for the i’m so glad you’re okay hug and felicity is just like screw this i could’ve died on this nightmare island i’m getting a kiss. oliver blinks in surprise when she pulls back from it… *soft felicity voice* “i thought we were taking things one step at a time?” felicity trails her fingers across his chest shyly “i didn’t think there would be any complaints about moving ahead to the step where we’re kissing.” ****heart eyes**** oliver puts his hands on her face like he does and kisses her again really gently, whispering against her lips “no complaints” *curtis, somewhere in the background, cries “my otp!”* 

anonymous asked:

Murphy siblings fluff?

  • Connor and Zoe use to play the floor is lava when they were kids
  •  sometimes when they’re both on the couch with nothing to do
  •  Zoe stands up and whispers “floor is lava” and grabs his book. 
  • Connor chases her climbing over furniture
  •  Zoe is mildly surprised how fast and nimble her brother is, he’s like a cat
  • It ends with Zoe being tackled off the counter and the two laying on the floor going “Well I guess I’m dead thanks to the lava”
  • “At least I died with a good little sister”
  • Connor getting help is all the fluff I need in my life

captnbarnesrogers  asked:

Imagine Bucky's super sick & u come home to him after a mission, then u see him tucked up on the couch, shivering & ur just like, "Jesus Christ, Buck," u put the back of ur hand on his forehead then on his neck, "did you tell anyone?" He shakes his head, "Bucky!" He giggles, "The only medicine I need is you." He kisses ur hand & u help him up, "You're about to be the clingiest guy I know, let's get you to bed." He chuckles, "You complainin'?" You kiss him on the cheek, "Not at all."

“That’s sweet but you could have died Bucky”

“If all the angels look like you, I’d be happy to”


Fluffy Friday™


Beware of the folks that try to be slick and pit T'challa and Shuri against each other. I honestly think they both need each other. In one of the comics where the Dora milaje overthrew the government T'challa was psyched out because Shuri died and she wasn’t there to encourage him and to guide him. They both deserve a chance to rule and are equally supportive of each other when they rule. They both may have different views about ruling a country but they’re always there to love and support each other. THERES NO JEALOUSY! T'challa knows easily Shuri can kick his ass and he’s proud 😂 There may be times where T'challa gets lucky but Shuri doesn’t care lol!

Jaebum imagine where he says i love you for the first time

Originally posted by leader-jb

You, Jaebum, Yugyeom and BamBam had decided to go to the amusement park because of the nice weather. After finally getting yourself out of bed, you got dressed and applied some light makeup. You then made your way to the kitchen to grab breakfast.

10 minutes later you got a text from Jaebum saying he and the boys was outside to come pick you up. “Good morning babe” He said as you entered the front seat of the car. “Good morning!” You bent over to give him a kiss on the cheek. “Yah! Save that for later” Bambam whined from the backseat. “You´re just jealous you´re still lonely and single” Jaebum said as he glared at him trough the front mirror. Bambam was about to say something but got interrupted by Yugyeom. “Shut up, let´s go!” He said, excitingly hitting the seat in front of him.

After the 30 minute drive you finally got to the amusement park. It was filled with lots of people and the sun was shining. There was plenty of signs telling you that this was going to be a good day.

“So where do you wanna go first?” You asked the boys looking at the map over all the rides. “This one looks awesome” Yugyeom said pointing at one of the rides. “No, that looks boring. What about this one instead?” Bambam said. From experience, you knew that this discussion would be going on forever if you didn´t step in. “What about letting Jaebum chose?” You said looking over at him who was sitting down on a bench in front of you. “You only let him chose because he´s your boyfriend” Bambam said jokingly.

After Jaebum chose which ride to go on first, you made your way over to the line. “Why did you have to chose the scariest ride of them all?” Yugyeom asked looking at the rollercoaster with a terrified expression. “Because those are the most fun” He said with a smirk. “Holy shit man!” Bambam said as he heard the screams from the people going down the rollercoaster. You bit your lip at the thought of being at the top of the ride. There was no secret that you were scared of heights.

After a few minutes it was your time (unfortunately) to go on the ride. If there was any trash cans around you would probably end up throwing up in them all. “This is going to be fun, don´t be nervous babe” Jaebum said grabbing your hand as you both got on the ride.

Bambam and Yugyeom got on the seats in front of you as you and Jaebum sat down on the row behind them. “I feel like dying” You jokingly said burying your head in his neck. “Everything will be okay as long as you hold my hand” He said trying to comfort you while petting your hair. You nodded and took a hard grip around his hand. “Yah yah yah! You´re hurting me” He cried while laughing. “Sorry” You laughed back as you loosened your grip.

The ride started moving and you could feel your seat slightly going up. “Omg omg omg” You heard Bambam say, probably just as scared as you. You knew there was only seconds before you dropped down god knows how many meters from the ground.

“Y/N I need to tell you something” Jaebum said facing you. “Hurry up, we´re about to di- i mean go down” You said, still holding into his hand. “I love you” He said quickly. You turned your head round to face him, suddenly forgetting all about your fears “Wait what!? You asked in confusion. Before you could say more you dropped down the hill, making you scream your lungs out.

You got of the ride, your mind only filled with those three words Jaebum told you just a few minutes ago. This was the first time you had ever heard him say that, and it made your heart flutter and your cheeks turn hot. “That was fucking awesome!” Bambam yelled out jumping up and down. “Seriously, I thought I was going deaf because of you during that ride” Yugyeom said glaring at Bambam.

“I´m hungry, let´s go grab some food” Jaebum said, making you all nod in agreement. “Let´s got to this burger place around the corner” Bambam suggested. “No I want pizza” Yugyeom said crossing his arms. Tired of their stupid little fights you pulled up the map from your pocket trying to search for a good place to eat yourself. Jaebum walked over to you and looked down at the map. He then leaned close, whispering something in your ear. “I meant what I said up there”

This really made me want to go to an amusement park aaah,, Anyway I hope you liked it!! I´m actually supposed to study for my math final but instead i´m sitting here writing this in my pikachu kigurumi lmao ,,,

-Admin Karoline


Portraits: Nico di Angelo and Will Solace

I wanted to test out a new style//color palette, and MAN I love it!! It was so much fun to get out of my comfort zone for once, and I have a feeling I’ll be sticking with this for awhile.

The setting is post-BoO, so Nico has his Camp Half-Blood shirt and a bead for being at camp for a year. I also feel that someone ((Piper and Hazel tbh)) would take him shopping to pick out a new aviator jacket at some point.

Will on the other hand, well, HE’S BEEN AT CAMP FOR AWHILE.
He also needs to stop having “such pretty eyes.”

…Nico’s words, not mine.

This art is mine
Do NOT re-upload on other websites without CREDIT.
That includes Instagram and wherever the hell else my art gets posted all the time without me getting acknowledged for it.


anonymous asked:

Hi, if you're still doing this, could I get some words of encouragement from Levi? My dad died a few days ago, and it's been really hard. Thanks, love your blog! 💙

Cadet I heard about it. I understand. There is not much I can tell you now exapt to get going. Your story is not over and we all need your strengh and support. Life, at some point means to loose, but every loss, no matter how hard the time is that follows, makes you strong. The strengh comes from within your heart, because you realize that good memories are what you will always have. The sun will rise again tomorrow, giving you the chance to move on. Remember that you are free. Let your feelings come out, understand them and than move on. You are strong Cadet - Levi

I am very sorry for your loss, if you need to talk to someone I will listen. Take care

Legends Rant (i just want Mick to be happy)

i fucking cried today talking to my mom about legends of tomorrow. they just treat mick like shit and, not only do i relate to him super hard , but it’s awful to re watch the first season and compare how they treat him then. its awful because THERE IS NO EXPLANATION. 

from one episode to the next he becomes the entire teams punching bag. they ignore the fact that his best and ONLY friend dies, forget that he was tortured and brainwashed for decades, and i think most hurtful of all, treat him like a useless idiot.

i’m not saying he’s a genius, but he can re build his heat gun if he needed to, i cant do that shit, nate, amaya, sara, rip, jax, and probably stein couldnt do that shit. in the flash, he “learn his gun inside and out” and proceeds to repair it. not to mention the wealth of knowledge he has of time travel and timeships, thanks to the timemasters. every time he’s paired up with someone, they complain. But about what?!?! time and time again he proves he’s helpful, but whatever look at the idiot cant remember words LOLOLOLOLOLOLLLL

i just dont understand how making fun of someone mentally ill is supposed to be funny. AND him forgetting words for simple shit does not make me laugh. im fucking worried about a fictional character who is either showing signs of brain damage (going completely unnoticed by that clusterfuck of a crew) or is drunk as shit alllll the time. (also unnoticed, or more likely they just dont give a shit.)

like i get that its just shitty writing, but i still feel so much for this guy, his partner dies and everyone just fucking turns on him. he stays with the team because he has no one else. and that really fucking hurts.

Will put his hand on Nico’s shoulder. “Nico, we need to have another talk about your people skills.”
“Hey, I’m just stating the obvious. If this is Apollo, and he dies, we’re all in trouble.”
Will turned to me. “I apologize for my boyfriend.”
Nico rolled his eyes. “Could you not―”
“Would you prefer special guy?” Will asked. “Or significant other?”
“Significant annoyance, in your case,” Nico grumbled
—  Rick Riordan, Trials of Apolo Book One

my parents are coming to visit next week, and we’re going out to dinner with my father’s old friend Mike and his partner Daniel. My mother, who wants me to date more, keeps being like “well, I’m sure Mike knows some lesbians in seattle! Or places to meet lesbians! We should ask Mike to introduce you to people!” 

It is really hard to convince her that the lesbians Mike knows are probably all in their 50s and 60s, and while I joked about being the kept woman of a wealthy older lesbian, I don’t actually want to do that.