i need a fic of this so bad rn

You should be afraid (Jumin x Reader/MC) (Alternative Ending)

Oh god, I feel so embarrassed rn lol
This is not even that smut… And I’m like cghdcgshd WHAT AM I WRITING. 

Ok, this is alternative ending of my Jumin’s fic. If you want to know when it’s started, please read the first part here.

(I also changed the title)

@pansexualtrash  helped me with my bad grammar, misspellings and other mistakes, big thanks to her. Go check her fanfictions!

“How many times I need to tell you that I don’t care about my damn hand?” He growled, looking down at you, his eyes eager and needy.

You rarely heard him curse- most of the time, even when he was angry, he didn’t show his emotions that much. But now he was just livid, and you didn’t know what to do anymore. You should’ve said something, tried to stop him, but you didn’t. You felt like you were desperately losing this confrontation.

“Besides that…” There was an amused glow in his eyes, quickly overtaken by lust, “You said that we shouldn’t do this, but your body tells me another story,” he pointed out with a purr of pleasure.

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snap shots

i haven’t put up a fic today and my blog is looking distinctly not snowbaz-y rn so that needed to change

(bad) snap shots of their daily life, basically (ft baz’s insecurities, simon stacking cups at three in the morning, and fluff sprinkled lightly throughout)

they’re just gentle kisses on the forehead and cheeks right now, because baz is fragile.

he is. he’s been pushed too hard his whole life, and held himself together with magic and willpower, and now he’s cracking apart. so simon just grips his hand tight and cuddles into him on the couch and they have disney movie marathons because baz has never seen a single one, which makes something inside simon ache.

he deserves the world, and simon’s going to give it to him.

they sit up on the counter-top, leaning into each other and giggling softly. there’s flour and powdered sugar everywhere, and baz would usually be panicking, at least slightly (baz hates a mess), but right now he’s more relaxed than he’s been in a long time. he finds simon’s hand in the sugar and squeezes it.

“i love you,” says simon, and baz smiles. he doesn’t think he’ll ever get tired of hearing that.

“i love you too,” he murmurs, twisting his head to connect their lips.

simon tastes of chocolate.

simon has snow in his hair and a light in his eye and he’s gorgeous.

baz sometimes has trouble believing he really is his, he really loves him back, he’s not just some wonderful dream that he’s going to wake up from one day. that’s his worst fear, really, that he’s made it all up and one day he’s going to open his eyes and see simon looking back at him with hatred in his eyes and his sword in his hand-


he refocuses and simon’s right in front of him, looking worried. “you okay, love?”

baz nods, and it sent a tear down his cheek. he puts a hand to it, surprised, and simon tilts his head sympathetically.

“okay, we’re building a snow fort. come on.”

“simon-” baz tries to protest, but he shuts him up by kissing him. 

“i’m here to stay, okay?” he pecks baz on the cheek. “now come help me build my snow fort.”

he wakes up to a dark room and an empty bed, and the first thing he thinks is that simon’s (finally) abandoned him. it takes nearly five minutes of deep, slow breathing to convince himself that that isn’t true, and five minutes more to believe it enough to get up and go looking for him.

he finds simon sitting on the kitchen, stacking cups over and over and over. they clink against each other, a steady rythm- click, clack, clack, pause, click, clack, clack, pause- and-

simon’s crying.

“darling?” says baz softly, so as not to startle him. he does anyways- jumps so hard the cups scatter, then rights them frantically and starts stacking them faster and faster. baz crouches in front of him, takes both his hands. simon tries to jerk them away, still staring resolutely at the floor. “simon, love- hey. come on, sweetheart, lets go to bed.”

“baz,” simon whispers, voice breaking. “i can’t- i’ve got to, i can’t-”

baz tilts his chin up, meets his flooded eyes. it hurts. “oh, simon… it’s fine, darling, it’s alright. it’s time for bed now, okay?”

“okay,” he says, sounding dazed and empty. baz’s heart breaks for him.

“baz, wake up!”

baz groans, and hisses as simon throws the windows open wide. they snap back closed abruptly.

“shit, sorry-”

“how do you still manage to do that?” grumbles baz, sitting up sleepily. “we’ve been dating for years, roommates since we were eleven-”

“married,” says simon smugly, “since last night. yeah. i know.” he kisses him, lazily. “rise and shine, sleepyhead.”

you do not get to say that to me,” says baz, voice lacking it’s usual bite.

“excuse me, i get up at six nearly every morning.”

nearly- merlin knows why- you know this is our honeymoon, yeah? we get to sleep in. hell, we’re supposed to sleep in.”

“it’s ten thirty,” says simon in wounded tones. baz kisses him again.

“alright, fine. thank you.” he glances at the strips of light coming in through the closed window, and sighs. “why did we choose to go somewhere sunny?”

“to see if you sparkle?” suggests simon innocently, and baz snorts.

“i don’t sparkle.”

“that,” says simon, crossing his arms and sticking his nose up in the air, “sounds like the words of a man who sparkles.”

“no, actually, that sounds like a man who doesn’t sparkle. and are you trying to imitate me?”

“yeah,” says simon smugly.

“i hate you,” baz grumbles.

“you love me.”

baz pauses, and sighs. “you’re right. i do. why?”

“because i’m simon snow,” he says cheekily. “i’m the chosen one.”

“simon snow-pitch,” baz corrects, and they both grin.

“you’re right. simon snow pitch.”

anonymous asked:

Aw, im sorry that everything is kinda going shitty for you rn. I hope you get better soon! Is there anything i could do to make you feel the slightest bit better? Like a drawing or a fic? - jelixpo

okay how the fuck are you so kind and caring, jelixpo, you are a freaking angel and i will never be tired of stating this fact
it’s not like everything is reaaally bad, i feel a lil bit better today and my mood has kinda improved since yesterday’s “ohhh nooo im dyinggg help” just a flu or smth, no need to worry, i get sick a lot and got used to it now
you can do whatever you want honey, no matter what you draw it always makes me feel better just because of how adorable your art style looks like
hope you’ll have a great day/night~


my favorite fics [12/?]

Take Me Down With You by harrystylesandstuff (@hegotadagger); 107k, read on ao3

Summary: Louis is fine. He just happens to walk to the suicide bridge of Bristol at least once a week, just happens to be dealing with a lot of anxiety, and just happens to be done with life. But he’s fine.

Everything is just fine until a mysterious guy starts showing up every time he tries to kill himself, and he should be very scared, but he’s somehow very glad to have company. Until he’s not.

AU where Louis tries to kill himself multiple times but he’s not very good at it, Harry keeps showing up out of nowhere, and maybe life isn’t as bad as it looks sometimes.

apheli0ns  asked:

I just got caught up on your fic and it's inspiring me to draw AAAAAAAAAAAA bramblewing and orchidstar have cured my art block. question! orchid is described with both blue and green eyes and I'm not sure which to give her in my drawing? also I'm so excited to read more,,

I’m,,,, as bad as the Erins on my god. Orchidstar has green eyes. I definitely need to fix that sorry!

Alsmdknssn im so glad you like it! I need to write more. I have massive writer’s block rn and I need to break through it somehow! Maybe this all will help ;-;

I’m super glad your art block is breaking though!! Keep it up you can do it!

anonymous asked:

I just wanna say, holy shit your Kaishin Vegas wedding fic is SO GOOD

Thanks! I’m glad you’re enjoying it so far! More to come!

Thanks @spooniewithtn and Nonnie for catching me up! My mind is blown right now! 

  • I’m sad Kate ended things the way she did
  • I’m FReaKKINGG OuT over my bb Ressler 
  • highly annoyed because I still think that whole Daddy thing is pretty ambiguous. I’m legit so done with that part of the story. 
  • SARAM! IT’S HAPPENING! *insert michael scott gif here*
  • WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK is TK doing rn? I need all the theories, speculations, headcanons, really just any thoughts as to WHAT THE HELL this bb is doing, and could it be possible that my fave spy!Tom is making a comeback? Please Lord and Jo(h)ns, yes
  • I feel an intense need for speculation fic. 
  • ok but seriously now back to ressler how is my precious boy scout going to handle this? please don’t let him pick up any more bad habits, please let him talk through his emotions and fears with his best friend and partner, maybe she could be talking about certain issues that have suddenly come up as well *coughspy!Tomcough* and they bond and they’re there for each other and they get closer and Liz might finally get to call him Donnie and there could just be this constant contrast between Ress and Tom and tptb and Liz will finally see who she deserves to be with and alksdfajklfoeiea

So aside from the ambiguity of the daddy thing, TBL certainly knew how to hook me for the coming season with a Ressler arc sure to come and the possibility of spy!Tom making a return. I also need to know a lot more about Liz’ memory manip from 2 years ago? Did I miss more info about that, or…? Anyway yes, all the Ress and spy!Tom good

Overwatch Fan Fic Rec List #1

these are my personal favs!! i’m a multishipper so i hope this helps y’all.

notes: i don’t really read aus and theres a few ships i dislike so you won’t find stuff for them on there. ;;/ pls recommend fics to me too. <3 most of these tend to be multi-chapter too. (i didn’t mark everything.)

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anonymous asked:

Woman you better not stop writing fics now. I'll personally fly to Texas and make you

this is so kind i need people like you to motivate me :) i’m just in a slump rn which is bad because i literally just started a new WIP but ahhh idk it’s a combination of so many things going on in my life (i’m supposed to be studying lsat rn but i have tumblr open bc of course) and skam ending

anonymous asked:

1. You heard Jin latest dad joke? I laughed and thought of you! 2. #it's like in those aus where jimin goes to a club -- AUs?? REC PLS I need a bit sexy mochi rn! km ofc

LOL, i love you :’) that was really so bad that it was so good, guilty pleasure >:)

omfg, sweetheart, it’s a wrong person to ask for recs lol i’ve read much smut but I don’t remember the most, and some smut I read written in my native language, heh.  tbh I like reading long fics with agsty plots and somewhere there’s jimin going to clubs dancing and etc… but this got me weak because a pole dancer jimin???pb jimin??? bye 

dexthecryptid  asked:

oh real quick on the topic of sub dex i know you're writin a stripper dex fic (unless im rememberin wrong) but once i actually get my ass in gear/school lets up im writing a cam boy dex fic w the same d/s dynamic u like so like....... be on the look out...........

me: looks @ my drafts

me: right… writing. yeah . totally. chyeah.

(i’m such a bad blog runner omfg)

bUT HOLY SHIT!!! BEBE LINK ME UP (LINK ME UP INSIDE) i need that shit… literally m favourite zimbits fic is one where bitty’s a camboy. I love camboy aus. ur killin me, buddy. i’m like….. ho ho hoooollllyyyyyyy fuck I can just imagine nursey domming him through the camera. yes. yes yes yes. yes. I am the physical embodiment of the 100 emoji rn.