i need 2 get my head back in the game ja feel

Part 8 - Find Me

Pairing: Luke & Y/N

Words: 2.035


Copyright © 2015-2016 DestielHolmes.  All rights reserved.

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School is worse than ever. I used to have just one person to avoid, now I have two.

I can’t listen to what the teachers are saying cause I have too many voices in my head. I’m used to them and I’m good making them go away when I’m in a crowded place I just watch what the other people are doing, study their movements ask myself if I can be like them, carefree.

When I’m alone it’s worse, there’s nothing I can distract myself with and the voices get louder and louder until I can’t breathe.

Monday, no one likes it and I’m not an exception but there are Mondays that I like, for example this one.

I don’t know if I’m in a psychologist or psychiatrist anymore because I don’t know if I’m going crazy or not. I started with psychologist then I got worse so it must be a psychiatrist.

“Hey Paul.” I greeted him.

“Oh Y/N, hi. You can go in.” He said smiling. I like Paul he is nice, he’s older than me but he’s always shy. He finished college and came here to get more experience in his area. I used to talk to him about it while I waited for my appointment and he’s one of the persons that influenced me into following this kind of medicine. Psychiatric. And the main reason was me, I wanted to understand what’s wrong with me.

“Y/N! Nice to see you.” Mrs. Eeras said with her so subtle smile.

I like her, I want to be like her. Normally I can tell what kind of person someone is just by looking at them but not with her, she’s so mysterious but so kind. I can’t see through her and that made our sessions interesting, always mentally fighting one another to see if we can get something out.

“Hi, Sarah.” She likes to be called for her first name. I think that it’s to make her patients feel better, more welcoming.

“So how many p.a.’s?” We talked a lot of panic attacks so we decided to shorten it. This was so normal. I think if other people were watching they were to think she was being rude or not professional but it was just a way to make a serious thing not so serious and to try and make the panic attack not sound that frightening to me. She was good but I could see through that and she knew, maybe that’s why she says I’ll be a great psychiatrist.

“Fourteen… Two per day.” I said as I sat down.

“Two? They are increasing. Did something happen to make them rise?” She said landing down her note book that she knew that annoyed me. People taking notes of what you’re saying so they can study you later? No thank you. I don’t want her to study me I want her to understand me.

I looked at the ground when she asked the reason of the p.a.’s.

“So old demons hum?” Ugh I hate when she reads me that easily. I’m gonna win this game! It’s fun when I think this way cause I don’t take this things so seriously and they start to lose their weight on me until they faint. Like the old demon did, she made it go away, but something or someone made it come back.

“And today?” She asked since I didn’t answer. Well I didn’t need to she already knew.

“You know I never have p.a.’s when I come to see you. You make me feel good, you’re like my medicine. How’s that make you feel? Having someone depend on you? It must feel great.” I sassed.

“You’re my patient not the other way around. Don’t study me!” I smirked. One on one doc.

“So about that boy, Luke was it?” She smirked.

“You just said the old demon was back and you want to talk about Luke?” I raised an eyebrow at her.

“Yeah I like that guy.” She smiled at me. What is she playing at?

“You like that he fucks girls and leaves?” I raised both my eyebrows at her.

“No… I like the he fucked you and stayed.” She smirked.

“He didn’t sta-” I cut myself off as the memories from our first night came back to me.

“Don’t leave me.” I whispered.

“I won’t.”

He said he wouldn’t leave but he told me he just fell asleep.

“I guess there was a change on the events?” She asked while I spaced off.

“I… He… He’s just makes me feel worse.” I couldn’t bring myself to tell her or I didn’t know how.

“Does he? If I remember since he appeared in the picture your p.a.’s descend.” She pointed out.

“No! He made them worse he told Jake-” She cut me off.

“First that name it prohibited in here, second if you want to be a psychiatrist you cannot exalt yourself just because someone says something you don’t like and third it is a fact that this boy made your p.a.’s decrease and he made some stop. Y/N can’t you see? He’s good for you.” She’s insane. Good for me he’s not good for anyone.

“Good for me? He used me just to piss of Ja-, well you know who.” I said with my voice back to normal.

“Did he really? Because if he really just wanted to use you he wouldn’t have come back for you. What I’m saying is he said he just used you but if he just wanted that, he wouldn’t bother with you anymore but instead he returned.” She clarified.

“He said it’s because I make him feel powerful.” I rolled my eyes when I remembered.

“Of course you do. Any man that can get the girl he wants feels powerful and I know you started to take a like on him too.” She declared.

“What? No I didn’t.” I said kinda pissed off.

“Y/N, you’re always so rational you should have been able to figure this out on you own but you couldn’t because your heart is getting in the way. Do you ever stop to think why does he do what he does? Everyone as a reason for their actions.” She’s so calm saying every word at a time while I’m falling apart.

“You sound like you’re defending him.” I protested.

“Come on Y/N you’re smarter than that. If you can’t figure this out by yourself I’ll tell you: he likes you Y/N.” She affirmed.

“He doesn’t like anyone.” I hate how it hurts because I want to believe it but I know it isn’t true.

“Where should I start? He showed jealousy, that’s a sign, he gives you whatever stupid excuse he makes to show you he doesn’t care but he always comes back running to you, he refuses to have a good night of sex with god know who to be with you, I think that’s enough. Oh wait the big one that you were always wondering about, do you know why Luke hates you know who and you know who hates Luke so much?” She asked excited because she figure out something that we were always trying to find an answer to.

“If I knew I wouldn’t be wondering about it.” I said in a boring tone.

“Because he always liked you. You knew each other since you where kids right? And suddenly he backs away from you. Was it suddenly or was it when you met you know who?” It was her time to raise her eyebrows to me.

I couldn’t talk, I couldn’t assimilate the ideas, I just stared at her.

“I think I’ll go know.” I simply said.

My head was messy nothing made sense. I need to know… Where could he be?

I need to find him. It’s Monday, best bet it’s home.

I knocked at his door and Calum came answer it. “Is Luke home?”

“Yup he’s in his room. Do you want to come in?” He asked.

“No it’s ok I’ll wait here I just need to ask him something it won’t take long.” I explained. Me in his room again? No… here is safer.

“Ok then I’ll call him.” He said with a smile as he disappeared.

“What the hell are you doing here?” Jerk.

“Hi to you too.” I sassed.

“Yeah, whatever. What do you want?” He asked bored.

“I need to ask you something.” I said.

“Ok.” He waited for me to ask.

“Do you like me?” He seemed taken back by my question but then he chuckled.

“Y/N I told you you’re not special you’re just another girl.” Just another girl… Always pleasant to hear.

“That’s what I though.” I whispered.

“If you knew, what are you doing here?” He sassed.

“Why do you have sex with so many girls and then leave?” I asked.

“You should mind you own business. You’re nothing to me ok? Just go.” Nothing… Nothing to me…

“So why do you always come back?” It hurts hearing those words but I tried my best to make my voice normal.

“What are you talking about?” He raised an eyebrow at me.

“I don’t remember you getting more than twice with another girl and you come to me knowing you won’t going to have sex. You come to me and comfort me and then leave me in pieces. Why are you playing with me? What did I do to you?” My voice was cracking at the end.

“I’m not playing with you.” His actions changed instantly when he heard my voice cracking.

“You said you didn’t like me but you won’t leave me alone! Why? Was it a bet? Or you just want to get back at Jake for god knows what? Why are you using me like this?” I wanted to scream at him but my voice was too weak. Why do I always break in front of him?

“I’m not using you.” He stepped closer to me putting his hands on my arms and rubbing them, his voice sweeter.

“So what is it then? Why did you have to tell Jake about us?”

“I didn’t.” His answers were getting on my nerves! Why didn’t he elaborate?

“You said you did!” I pointed out stepping back.

“I just wanted to piss you off.” He said bringing me closer again.

“Why does he want me back then?”

“What?” He asked raising his voice. That made him angry.

“He said that he wanted me back and you said you told him about us so I thought you two were using me to piss off each other.” I explained.

“What did you say? Are you two back?” Any sign of anger was gone he now looked desperate.

“I said I needed to think-” He cut me off.

“You can’t go back to him. He’s going to hurt you. What kind of guy in is right mind chooses football over you? He doesn’t deserve you!” Desperate in his eyes and worry in his voice.

“But you do?” I wasn’t even thinking on what he did to girls I wanted a to know what he wanted.

We just stared at each other after I said that.

“Do you want me or are you going to leave?” I whispered.

His right hand made it’s way to the back of my neck and pushed me full against him connecting out lips together.

Sweet, gentle, caring kiss with a little bit of lust and desire.

“Did you push me away because of Jake?” I breathed against his lips as the kiss stopped.

I opened my eyes and stared at the ocean blue on his.

“You can’t do this now Y/N. I’m not little Luke anymore I’m different.” He breathed.

“Luke are you going to take long?” A girl that I’ve never seen before came to the door and I pulled myself away from him.

“I see…” I smiled at him but my insides were rotting.

You fond me and helped me fight my demons, just to leave and create another one.

I’m asking myself every night if you’ll find me again.

I know it’s stupid, because you’re not mine, you’re not even someone else’s for me to take.

Copyright © 2015-2016 DestielHolmes.  All rights reserved.

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Wordcount: 1,070

Summary: Kurt takes care of you when you have a bad cold.

“That seems like a very bad cold. You should start doing something about it before it gets worse…” Ororo said as you both walked down the hallways of the mansion towards the kitchen room. You began to feel sick the night before and knew Ororo was right about worrying over your health.
“…Maybe, you know, have some hot chicken…”
“SOUP!” Kurt yelled as he jumped right in front of you at the entrance of the kitchen, making you gasp a little bit.  “And then, liebeling, you’ll feel much bett’r!”
Kurt wrapped his tail around your arm and guided you towards the table where a bowl of hot soup was waiting for you.
“You made this? For me?”
“Of course, mein liebe. Vhat else vas I supposed to do if mein schön is sick?” he replied, placing a soft kiss on your forehead. You didn’t know if the blush was because of him or because of the fever you began to feel. Needless to say, knowing Kurt’s amazing skills in the kitchen, it seemed more like a delightful detail coming from him rather than a way to get rid of the cold.
“I’m sure after this, you’ll be at 100% again!” he added with a hug. But as you had experienced before, this was just the beginning.
“I doubt it” you said to yourself.

“High fever,  Kurt. I think it’s better if you keep your distance. Otherwise, you’ll be next” Ororo said after walking away from your room. A terrible night had just passed on and just as you thought it’d be, you’re just worse.
“But… The soup vas supposed to…”
“It’s normal at this time of the year. From now on, we should probably let it have some rest.”
Since Kurt was more than concerned now that his wonderful detail didn’t had the effect he expected, he appeared with a bamf right next to your bed.
“Mein liebe… How do you feel?” he asked as he sat in your bed and took your hand with the both if his.
“I feel so bad I’m scared you’re here” you said hoarsely. This was typical on your sick days. Eventually it’d get better, but no soon. “You’re gonna get sick too”.
“But you need me! I’ll take care of you!” he said standing up and posing like a hero, fists tight on his sides. He was taken away from his thoughts when he heard you cough like you were a 70 year old smoker. “Hmm… But maybe first…” He vanished with another ‘bamf’ and reappeared after a couple seconds with gloves (weird, since he couldn’t put them on properly) and a surgical mask on his face. After that, he spend the rest of the day spoiling you, cooking more soup for you and caressing your hair (now without the gloves) while you both watched tv together in your room, his tail tracing small circles on your face.
“You know, Kurt. I could really get used to this” you said talking like a heavy metal singer.

You woke up feeling a little better today, so you thought maybe you could do some training. You’ve rested enough, so you can do something worth your time. However, it seems like the rest of the mansion thinks otherwise, so they’ve sent you get more rest. Complaining about your partners’ decision, you go sit in the tv room to play some video games or something.
You’ve been there for what seems around one minute or two when you hear a not-so-bad voice singing a song you’re familiar to with a very, very heavy german accent.
“Can I lay by you siiiiiiiiide
Next to yuuuuuuuu!?
And make sure you’re alrriiiiiiiiiight.
I’ll take care of yuuuuuuuuuu!
And I don’t vant to be here if I can’t be vith you… TONIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGHT!”
“I thought you were training in the danger room” you said laughing a little bit at how cute he looks when he does that. He looked at you straight in the eye with a broken smile and then sang again the last line of the chorus of Sam Smith’s Lay me down.
“Okay, okay… I get it…” you said make a move with your head for him to come over. “BUT!” he froze when he was just inches from you “If you get sick, you’re on your own, kiddo”. He got closer and then placed a kiss on your head.
“Ve’ll see, mein liebeling”.

You definitely feel tons better today, so you get out of your room and start having a normal day. After a while in the kitchen trying to decide what your breakfast will be, a ‘bamf’ calls your attention right behind you as you feel a couple of fuzzy hands cover your eyes.
“Wow… I wonder who could it be!”
“You kill all the fun vith your sarcasm” Kurt says crossing his arms with a frown in his face. “Are you cold-free, liebe?”
“Maybe just one more day till I’m back on my 100%” you said giving him a wink.
“JA! Finally!”
“Let’s just now hope this doesn’t turn into an epidemic or something” Ororo said walking in the kitchen.
“Actually…” you made a pause thinking about whether to say it or not. Maybe you’ll bring up the bad luck. Ororo and Kurt both turned your way as to expecting an answer “…nevermind.”
“Vhat, mein freund? Vere you tryin’ to make someone sick?” Kurt asked teasingly, moving his tail from side to side while walking to the table.
“Not at all, perhaps, I may be blamed if anything happened to…”
You got interrumpted by the sound of a sneeze coming right from behind you. Ororo turned with a ‘too soon’ expression on her face.

“AAAAAND NOW! HERE COMES THE PLANE!” You yelled as you walk inside Kurt’s room carrying a bowl of hot soup, orange juice, tea and anything that seemed helpful to help him recover soon.
“SHHHHH! Don’t be so loud!” You hear a hoarse trapped voice coming from under the pillows as he covered his head with them. You threw them away just to see Kurt’s face a little annoyed. “Vas the mask really necessary…  And the gloves?” he asked arching an eyebrow.
“I just got outta the pit you’re in, liebe. And I’m not planning on coming in any soon” you said as you hugged him tight against your chest.

[Request by @i-am-the-bamf]

Chapter TwentyFour


~ Six Weeks Later~

“So how many people are coming again?”, Briana asked as she pushed the trolley while I did the loading of the food and Jasmine held a sleeping Zay in her arms.

“About 35, maybe 40”, I told her as I smiled softly at how adorable Isaiah looked, curled up in a bundle while Jas rocked him back and forth. Poor baby was exhausted from all the shopping we had done today and after spoiling him with ice cream and lollies he crashed out.

It has been a month and a half since our family had come together as a whole again and it has been by far the best time of my life. The love and happiness I have felt during this time is literally indescribable and to say I was blessed would be an understatement. 

Not only has Zay taken to family life so quickly but Tyson as well has adapted amazingly to becoming a father. To make matters even better Ty has yet to have an episode since Zay has come to live with us. Although we are so proud of Ty for his self control, we all couldn’t help but be on edge with him as well, as Tyson has never been able to last this long without falling manic.

What was worrying us was that we were afraid that he was bottling any anger in and that soon something would trigga him off causing him to explode, which something that we did not want to happen.

Though that thought was constantly in the back of our minds we couldn’t help but doubt it with every day passing as Tysons happiness was quite evident but it also didn’t mean the ‘rough’ side of him was gone. His bluntness, attitude and rudeness towards other was still there and I couldn’t help but beam with the fact that his personality hadn’t changed.

That brings us back to today. After a few months or recovery and intense rehab, Ty was finally able to get back on the court and just in time for practise for the new season that began in the coming weeks.

While he was off early in the morning at the basketball court with Ace, J and the rest of his team, the girls and I took Isaiah out to the local supermarket so we could get decorations and food for his birthday party tomorrow. 

Yes it was in fact Isaiah’s 3rd birthday tomorrow and having missed his first 2 birthdays, Tyson and I were going all out for it even if he was still just a little kid. Most the people attending were Tysons team players who were bringing their wives and kids as well as Zay’s friends from the orphanage that we had managed to get Mrs Jones to agree to let come.

“So I need your guys advice and opinion”, Jas suddenly asked causing Briana’s and my attention to turn away from my shopping list and over to her, where she subconsciously tapped her foot on the ground repeatedly.

“You better not be asking what we think about threesomes, I will literally slap the shit out of Jeremiah for even suggesting that”, Briana immediately said off the bat causing me to break out in laughter while shaking my head.

“Girl please, lets be serious out of all our men, Ace would be the one asking that and J would be the last”, Jas defended in a joking manner although we all knew it was true. 

“Hey ! Ty wouldnt be asking for no threesomes either. He knows i’d royally whoop homegirls ass as well as his”, I chuckled even though I was dead serious.

“Ace can ask all he wants but it would never happen, not in his wettest dreams”, Briana huffed before looking back over at Jasmine who was still rocking a sleeping Zay, “Anyways what was it you needed advice on?”, B asked as she threw in some plastic plates and cutlery.

“Jeremiah asked me to move in”, She blurted out while beaming causing me to squeal as I jumped up and down while clapping my hands in excitement. Briana on the other hand narrowed her eyes with suspicion before openingly eyeing out Jasmine from head to toe.

“You checking her out or nah?”, I asked jokingly as I winked at Jas who was a looking at Briana in confusion, “You looking a little plump, you pregnant or nah?”, Briana retaliated, aiming her question at Jasmine whose eyes grew wide while I on the other hand died of laughter in the middle of the shopping aisle.

 ”Bitch what the hell”, I managed to get out as I leaned my head on her shoulder while Jasmine just shook her head with amusement trying her best not to laugh so she wouldn’t wake up Zay.

“Im trying so hard to be offended that you pretty much insinuated that not only was a hoe but also fat”, Jas playfully pouted as I mockingly gasped, “Hey, I aint married and I got a kid. You trying to say Im a hoe?”, I asked with a raised eyebrow while Briana rolled her neck all ghetto like causing strangers to look at us weirdly.

“It dont apply too you cause both you and your man are fine as hell and you produced the cutest baby on this planet. So your hoe title has be removed, effective, immediately”, Jas said all cop like causing me to cheese while winking at her.

“Well pregnant or not, I think if you love him and feel ready then you should definitely take the next step and move in”, Briana said causing me to nod my head while Jas playfully rolled her eyes.

“Okay lets clear that up, I am 1000% NOT pregnant and I do love him, like a lot and I know he loves me. Besides I pretty much spend all my time at his anyways”, She replied with a sigh just as I handed some party decorations into the trolley.

“You seem pretty sure so why you looking a little doubtful?”, Briana asked causing me to look over at Jasmine with a raised eyebrow, “Its just, I’m scared that it would change us. Like what if once I move in he can’t stand it or he gets sick of me”, She stressed as a small smirk played across both mine and Brianas face.

“Okay you need to chill J! Obviously you do not realise just how much this nigga is in love with you. You need to put your fears aside and take this step otherwise your relationship is never going to progress”, I sighed as I walked over and gave her a side hug which prompt Briana to walk over and join in for a group hug.

“Yo you emotional ass females ready or what? Bout to lose my damn mind shoppin with y’all, my damn turtle walks faster than this”, Brock grumbled as he suddenly appeared out of no where with a frown etched across his face. Following close behind him was ‘Juice’, he was the newest employee on the Brown team and was assigned to pretty much be my shadow.

“Yea we got everything you grumpy ass, lets go to the check out and go home”, I mumbled before sticking my tongue out at Brock which caused Juice to chuckle under his breath.

You would think that after 6 weeks the news of us getting our son back surfaced across the world, that people would leave us alone and get over it. Well that was not the case, not even a little. Paparazzi was now a frequent occurrence in our life and there wasn’t an outing that we went on that didn’t involve them hovering around us. Hence the added bodyguard.

Originally, Tyson was banking on having a extra 3 bodyguards for Zay and myself alone but after a hour long argument, rough sex and putting my foot down we had finally come to the agreement to have only one other along side Brock.

Brock was one of the most trusted people Tyson had so his mind was at a lot more ease when he knew that B was with me when he wasn’t. But as you can see, due to Brock being more like a brother and part of our family, he didnt have a ounce of filter or professionalism so instead of me running shit, it was usually him. 

“Lazy ass stay complaining, we only been shopping for two hours”, Briana huffed under her breath causing me to bite down on my lip to stifle the laughter that was trying to escape.

It wasn’t until 40 minutes later that we had finally arrived home and too say we were all exhausted was an understatement. After unloading all the groceries, Briana and Jasmine each found themselves a spare bedroom so they could take a nap, Brock took his ass to the lounge room to watch ESPN and eat and Juice went home as he was no longer needed for the day.

I on the other hand, took my baby boy upstairs to my bedroom and carefully laid his small body on my bed where I proceeded to undress him and slip him into his pajamas instead. Showing no signs of waking up anytime soon, I left him in the middle of the bed and placed a barrier of pillows around him so he wouldn’t fall off before making my way to our ensuite.

Groaning as I stripped out of my clothes, I mentally cursed being a women as the craps that came with having your period hit me at full force causing me to hold onto my stomach while fumbling with the water.

Once the cold was pouring out, I stepped straight in and let the goose bumps take over as the water covered my hair and entire body in one hit. Feeling the sleepiness come over me, I quickly began washing hair while fighting to keep my eyes open which proved to be quite a challenge.

Spending only 15 minutes in the shower, I silently congratulated myself on the worlds fastest shower in my books and proceeded to get ready for a nap.

Combing some treatment into my wet hair, I slipped into some sweats and Tysons shirt before making me way back into our main bedroom where I found Zay still sleeping his life away, look adorable as hell.

Smiling at the sight, I turned the bedroom lights off and turned the Tv on before slipping into bed. Quickly checking my phone, I sighed when I saw that the time was only 1:00pm meaning Tyson still had a few more hours before he came home giving me at least 2 hours tops to have a nap.

Switching it to silent so I wouldn’t be bothered, I placed it on the side table before getting comfortable under the blankets and snuggling up to my sons tiny body. It only took minutes before I slipped into a deep sleep where nothing but good dreams filled my mind.


“And he shoots and scoressssssssss”, Ace’s obnoxious voice yelled throughout the court causing the boys to break out in cheers and howling as the 3 pointer I just shot landed perfectly in the basket.

“Ight I see you nigga, still got game I see”, Bosh chuckled as he came up and dapped me while a cocky smirk was permanently planted across my face, “Bra please this nigga can break all four limbs and he still will out school you and your homeboys”, Ace exaggerated as he came over and slapped my back while Bosh waved him off.

“Y’all thought King was done gone for good huh? Bitch I aint going no where”, I chuckled as Jeremiah came up while shaking his head and chuckling at my boosting, knowing fully well I was cockiest when playing the game I loved.

“Yea he ain’t changed”, J muttered mockingly as he dapped me while I just shrugged and dribbled the boy in between my legs, enjoying the feel of being back on the court. Even though I had been back training for a few weeks now, the good feeling of being able to play was still fresh in my mind and I was constantly on a high everytime I came out here.

“300 suicides and then y’all free to go”, Coached yelled out resulting in all the players to groan while I just happily jogged over to the line causing everyone to shoot me raised eyebrows and confused looks. 

Chuckling as I shrugged my shoulders, I began my suicides as my team players looked dumbfounded at my participation of the exercise. Why? Because once upon a time I would have literally told the coach to go fuck himself and walk out without completing them.

However after months of no training, orders and playing I was happy to comply and partake in the exercise, “Dont look too excited coach, it only gonna last another week before this nigga gonna be saying fuck you and everyone in here”, I heard J say causing them all to laugh loudly as they knew it was true.

300 suicides later, I was mentally cursing this nigga for making us do this and most importantly myself for even considering it. Realising why I never complied to doing anything like this before, I flipped off the coaches who were standing around and watching me with proud faces before huffing my way towards the lockers while hearing a string of laughter from the others.

Wanting nothing more than to get home to see my woman and son, I had a quick shower before wrapping a towel around my waist and heading into the locker rooms where my teammates were all changing and chatting with one another.

“King you looking at hitting the club this saturday night bra?”, One of teamplayers asked as I began putting on my clothes hastily so I could get outta there as soon as possible.

“Why? We celebrating or something?”, I muttered as I slipped into some sweats while turning around to face my niggas who looked like they were just lounging around like they aint got places to be.

“Na we just going to hang out bra. Bring the ladies too”, Ace spoke up as he sat down next to me, still in his towel while scrolling through his phone.

“You trying to get a lift back to mine I suggest you get yo bony ass up and start getting ready nigga, otherwise you walking home”, I mumbled while shoving my sock covered feet into my J’s.

“Chill bra, Im coming. But you down for this saturday or nah?”, He asked as the boys still stood around waiting for my answer, “If my girl down then ill be there”, I shrugged giving them what they wanted so I could go about my business.

“Dont you worry bout Lani, Ill talk to her ass if she on some shit”, Ace chuckled while bouncing on one foot, trying to get into his sweats as quick as possible. Taking the opportunity, I sent a shove to his shoulder causing him to lose balance and crash on the floor sending everyone to hauch over in laughter while I casually grabbed my duffle and began making my way out.

“Im waiting four minutes bra then Im leaving”, I said over my shoulder as a string of incoherent curse words left his mouth while I made my way out of the locker room and down towards the carpark. Making it to my car, I grabbed my phone and dialed Lani’s number as I waited for Adrian to hurry his ass up.

Sending a quick head nod to Jeremiah who jumped into his range, I watched him back out of the car park and make his way over to my house while still waiting for Lani to answer. Frowning as the phone continued to ring out, I took a deep breath trying not to start stressing as I knew she was probably just not near her phone.

My frustration grew by the second as Ace took his sweet ass time while I tried to keep Lani out of my thoughts from my mind for the moment and just before I was about to speed out of there, Adrians skinny ass finally came into view causing me to turn the car on instantly.

“Brah anyone ever tell you, you’re impatient as fuck?”, He huffed as he slide in and sat his duffle on his lap as I hit the gas and sped out of there not bothering to wait for him to put his belt on.

“Anyone tell you you take longer than a girl, fucken princess”, I grumbled under my breath causing Ace to throw his head back as he began laughing like a damn hyena, “You a bitch”, He laughed as my jaw clenched.

“Your mom’s a bitch”, I muttered back which only seemed to fuel his laughter even more, “Cuh your mom’s a bitch”, He howled as I fought to hide my grin by shaking my head, amusement won and I balled a fist and raised it for him to dice, “Brah you aint never lied”, I chuckled as he tapped his fist with mine.

“You forreal gonna come through on saturday?”, He suddenly asked causing me to glance over in suspicion, “Why you busting my balls about this, fuck you up to?”, I side eyed him as he chuckled and shook his head.

“Nothing man, just that we aint hit up a club or strip joint in a minute. Shit we young bra but I be feeling old as hell with all these nights in”, He stressed causing me to let out a sigh as I understood what he meant but didnt necessarily feel the same way he did.

“Nigga you forgetting I gots a kid and woman at home? Shit bra you got a woman too, fuck you need to be out clubbing all the damn time for?”, I muttered with a raised eyebrow while reaching for my packet of smokes and offering him one.

“Cuh just cause we got girls at home dont mean we cant still go out and have fun. I aint saying to go out a fuck them groupies, hell na bra. Im just talking bout downing a few drinks with ya boys and having fun”, He shrugged as he lit both cigarettes and handed mine over.

Thinking about what he was saying for a minute, I licked over my lips once before placing my cigarette between my lips, “You know what? You right bra. I mean aint like we cheating or sumthing. No harm done by going out for a bit”, I agreed causing a massive grin to break out across Ace’s face while I just shook my head in amusement.

“We taking the girls or nah?”, He asked with a raised eyebrow causing me to think about it for a second before shaking my head, “Nah bra, we having a boys night out”, I smirked slyly while dicing his fist with my own.

“Its settled than, Zay’s party tomorrow than the day after we bustin out for a boys night”, He cheesed causing me to begin getting hyped at the thought of drinking with my niggas although my thoughts were interrupted as Ace stopped chessing and looked my way, “Damn you think our women are gonna give us a hard time?”, He frowned causing me to chuckle lowly before inhaling my cigarette.

“Bra the fuck we look like? We aint no little ass kids, we can go where ever the fuck we want”, I huffed in a cocky tone causing Ace to instantly start chuckling while shaking his head, “Yea we’ll see if you still singing the same tune after you tell Lani, or should I say ‘ask’ Lani”, He laughed as I just waved him off.

“Man you just tell your girl and let me handle Lani, she ain’t gonna say shit”, I muttered lowly although even as the words left my mouth both he and I knew that Lani was most definitely going to have something to say about this.

It took us another 15 minutes before we reached home and as soon as I parked the car I was jumping out and making my way straight inside without a moments hesitation.

Walking past the lounge room, I stopped in my tracks a the sight of Brock stretched out across the couch, beer in hand as he watched movies, “I’on even know why I be paying yo lazy ass”, I muttered under my breath causing him to look my way before breaking out into laughter.

“Bra I deserve this relaxation time, ya girl had me walking around the shops for hours. Matter fact Imma need a pay rise”, He chuckled causing me to shake my head while flipping him off and heading towards the stairs, “Pay rise these nuts”, I said over my shoulder as I jogged up the stairs and headed straight to Zay’s room.

Peeking my head in, I mushed my eyebrows together at the empty room before closing the door and heading off towards my bedroom. Again without any hesitation, I flung the door open only to find Nalani in a deep sleep while Zay was sitting up and watching cartoons as he played with his mom’s hair.

“Whats my little man up too”, I cheesed just as Zay’s attention turned towards me causing a huge grin to break out across his face before he began to crawl across the bed and towards me.

“Hi Dada”, He said in his baby voice as I reached down and picked him up and tossed him in the air a few times causing the room to fill with giggles and squeals. Completely forgetting that my girl was still sleeping, we both froze as a wild haired Lani sluggish sat up and sent us a frown while her big lips were turned into a pout.

“Shit we woke your moms up”, I mumbled slowly to Zay who seemed to think it was funny as he hid his face in my chest and began laughing, “You have to be so loud nigga? Always gotta wake me up and shit. You just get back?”, Lani mumbled sleepily as she sat up and stretched her arms out above her head as I just frowned at her shitty attitude but deciding to ignore it

“Drop the attitude and yea mama, what y’all do today?”, I asked as I kicked my jordans off and got onto the bed and moved over until I was next to Lani with Isaiah still in my arm.

“Just went last minute shopping for the rest of the stuff needed for tomorrow, then came home and been napping since, nothing special. How was practice?”, She yawned in a uninterested tone causing me to eye her out suspiciously as I knew she wouldn’t just have attitude for no reason. Although I couldn’t read her like I usually could as she scooted over and laid her head on one side of my chest while Zay laid on the other.

“Was good. Tired as hell, swear coach trying to kill me with all the shit he got me doing”, I muttered in a unimpressed tone before leaning down and kissing them both on the head.

Truth be told I still felt like I was living in a dream.  Here I was with my whole world in my arms and to think that less than a year ago I was tearing up this very city and didnt have either one of them was crazy.

“What are you thinking about Ty?”, Lani’s asked in a muffled tone before pulling her head away for my chest so she could look up at me with curious  eyes, “Just how lucky I am”, I mumbled truthfully as I leant down and pecked her lips a few times while mentally telling myself she was fine and just grumpy from being woken up.

“I think Zay and I are the lucky ones, we’re lucky to have you daddy”, She smirked causing me to chuckle as Isaiah’s attention stayed glued to the TV that was currently playing re runs of Tom and Jerry.

“You feining for this dick huh?”, I mumbled slowly while raising my eyebrow and licking over my lips, “Tyson! Our son is right there, you overly horny ass”, She huffed while rolling her eyes although I was being dead serious. A nigga was horny as hell and after all that working out I was looking forward to sitting back and letting my girl ride my dick until I bust deep in her.

“Soooooo is that a no?”, I grinned as I eyed her body but soon frowned as I noticed she was wearing sweats and a baggy shirt to bed, something she never does.

“I cant”, Lani mumbled lowly causing me to pull my stare away from her clothes and back up to her face where she had her head down and red cheeks meaning she was blushing.

“Your shit broke or sumthing?”, I asked curiously although she just sucked her teeth while shaking her head at me which only seemed to confuse me more.

“You know, It’s the time of the month”, She whispered lowly although I just continued to look at her with a blank face, “No I don’t know actually, the fuck you on about?”, I huffed in annoyance as I felt myself losing patience.

“I GOT MY PERIOD YOU STUPID”, She blurted out loudly before continuing, “You know that thing women get a once a month where we PMS, get cramps and bleed from down there”, She dramatically explained causing me to cringe with disgust before quickly placing Zay on the bed and jumping off.

“Oh hell nahhhhhhhhh, you mean the red river of hell? Man not again”, I groaned in disgust as a shiver went down my spine causing me to shake it off while Lani just rolled her eyes and smacked her lips.

“Oh please its not that bad”, She huffed in annoyance while rolling over and pulling Zay towards her, while I on the other hand scouted out the bed to make sure there was no traces of demon blood on it.

“So shit where you sleeping tonight?”, I asked in a hopeful tone before quickly ducking so I could dodge the pillow she sent my way all while Isaiah sat there clapping and giggling at us.

“Big bad Tyson cant handle no periods? Looks like you the one with the pussy”, Lani huffed as she got out of bed with a mug, “Here we go with that grumpy ass shit, Imma let you be before we start throwing hands at each other”, I teased her which only seemed to annoy her more. Laughing at her saltiness I picked Zay up and began making my way out the bedroom, “Where are you talking my son?”, Lani yelled from behind me causing me to raise my hand and wave her off.

“Im taking OUR son too seek out refuge from your demon tendencies”, I muttered over my shoulder but soon staggered forward with a groan as a pillow hit me on the back of my head at full force, “Crazy ass lady, lets get the fuck outta here before she really kills us”, I whispered to Zay who was hiding his face in my chest as he laughed.

Jogging down the stairs I began making my way to the lounge room where my boys voice were coming from but quickly stopped as little LJ or Mason as Lani calls him, was rolling around like he was on pills.

“Everyone in this house has done lost their damn mind”, I mumbled while bending down and picking LJ up with my free hand before continuing to make my way into the lounge room.

“The fuck was going on upstairs?”, Ace chuckled as soon as I came in view. Him, J and Brock all occupied a lounge each while sipping beers and watching what seemed to be ‘Friday’.

“Lani’s lady parts are leaking”, I sighed as I collapsed back on the couch just ask the boys all groaned in disgust, “What the fuck nigga, no need to go in detail”, J muttered while shaking my head.

Shrugging my shoulders as I chuckled, I sat the kitten on my lap so Zay could play with him, before stretching my legs out and letting out a long yawn. “You tell her bout Saturday night?”, Ace suddenly asked causing everyone to turn their attention on me.

“Bra what you think? She like possessed by the devil right now, Imma tell her when she is on chill mode”, I explained causing them all to laugh as they shook their head, “Bra don’t do her like that she got deal with your moody ass all the time”, Brock chuckled before taking a sip of his beer.

“Man y’all think I got Bipolar? Shit its these woman on they rags that have bipolar, I be looking like a mother fucking angel next to PMSing girls”, I said as Ace nodded his head in agreement.

“I CAN HEAR YOU, ASSHOLE !”, Lani suddenly yelled from just outside the lounge room causing us to all freeze up before letting out a breath after 5 minutes when she didn’t storm in.

“Y’all see what the fuck I gots to deal with?”, I huffed lowly as they all just smirked while shaking their heads, “Nigga why you acting like we aint gotta deal with that shit too, you been forgetting we got women as hell”, Jeremiah chucked as he pulled out his phone before looking up at me, “Whats the chances you think if we ask her to cook?”, He asked as we all started laughing.

“Slim to nothing bra and if you really wanna know than yo ass gonna have to ask her yourself”, I said, letting them know straight away that I wasn’t about to do nothing to piss off the hormonal female anymore.

“Stop being a little pussy nigga, go handle that bra we hungry”, Ace grumbled, instantly causing me to frown at him before picking Zay and LJ up and handing them too J. Walking past Ace who was watching me like a hawk, I faked left before sending a punch straight to his arm causing him to groan while we all started laughing.

“Teaches yo ass right, talking to me like you aint got no damn sense”, I chuckled while patting his head while he continued to groan and rub his now dead arm.

“Telling you man, everyone in this house gone lose they mind”, I said loudly to no one in particular as I began walking towards the kitchen where I could hear the girls talking.

“How are all you beautiful ladies doing today?”, I grinned trying to charm my way into not getting my ass beat by my tiny yet very feisty woman.

“Hey Tyyyy”, Jas and Briana said in sync causing Lani to roll her eyes while smacking her teeth. They all stood around the middle island, cutting and mixing different foods causing me to mentally thank god for not having to ask.

“We good, just making you boys some food cause we no you hungry”, Briana chuckled as I winked at her and stood behind Lani who was doing her best to ignore me, “You look really good today baby, you do something new with your hair?”, I asked even though it was wild and curl and pulled into a bun on top of her head.

Picking up the knife she was using to cut the potatoes she turned around until she was facing me and pointed it at me with a mug, “Don’t make me hurt you Tyson”, She said in a deadly calm tone.

“So this would be a bad time to tell you and yo girls that me and the niggas are hitting up the club on Saturday night, huh?”, I muttered without think before mentally slapping myself and backing away from the mug that had now turned into one of those death glares.

“Club? What club, Adrian ! Bring your skinny Asian looking ass in here now”, Briana yelled as Lani sent me a smirk before sticking out her tongue to which I quickly grabbed with my fingers and pulled, “Ouchhh nigga!”, Lani chuckled as she slapped my arm away.

“You too Jeremiah!”, Jas suddenly yelled out causing me shake my head as I pulled out a stool and took a seat just as the three boys came in, with J carrying Zay.

“Well looks like y’all are about to get your asses chewed up and spat out so Imma bounce. Ill be here tomorrow at 1. If you need anything call Remy and leave me the fuck alone”, Brock instructed as he dapped up the guys and gave the girls hugs.

“Don’t forget to pick up the cupcakes on your way here tomorrow!”, Lani yelled over her shoulder as Brock began making his way to the front door, “Tell yo man I want a mother fucking payrise!”, He yelled out just as he closed the door behind him.

“Should go and kick his ass”, Nala muttered under her breath as J handed me Isaiah who was drinking a juice box that Lani hand just handed him.

“So what the fuck y’all hollering and yelling about?”, Ace asked as he sat on the stool and pulled Briana’s body so that she was standing in between his legs, “You going out Saturday night? Why didn’t you tell me?”, She accused with a small neck roll causing me to lick over my lips to hide my amusement.

“Yea I was gonna tell you soon”, He shrugged as if it was no big deal. Lani on the other hand had continued to cook the food while Jas stayed hugged up in J’s arms.

“Well if you guys are having a guys night, than why don’t us girls have a girls night?”, Briana said instantly making my smirk turn into a frown as Nala and Jas started beaming and nodding their heads in agreement.

“Na you cant”, I immediately said while shaking my head and shifting Isaiah onto my other leg as he started to get numb, “Uh why the hell not?”, Lani frowned as she sat the cooking spoon down and faced me.

“Cause someone gotta be here with Zay”, I said simply not explaining that the other reason I didn’t want her going out is because I didn’t want no niggas trying to crack on while I wasn’t around.

“That’s okay my mom can look after Isaiah, his meant her a few times and seems comfortable around her”, Jas spoke up causing me to mentally groan and bite my tongue from saying something harsh as I liked Jas and she didn’t deserve my wrath.

“Ya mom don’t gotta do that, its okay Lani can stay here and look after our son”, I said casually although I knew due to Nalani’s current demotic state she would not be letting this go any time soon.

“Actually Jas that is a great idea. We haven’t had a night out in so long and it would be so good to get out. See if its okay with your mom and if so than we’ll go out Saturday night as well”, Lani cheesed before looking over at me a smirking which only caused me to grit my teeth, “Don’t worry baby, if you think we are going to ruin your boys night don’t worry we gonna be hitting up a different club from y’all anyways”, She said sweetly before closing the distance between us and planting a kiss on my cheek, pissing me off even more.

“Im with Ty on this, I think y’all should just keep yo asses at home and look after the kid. Let us niggas do the partying”, Ace piped up before Briana sent a slap to the back of his head causing him to groan as he rubbed the spot that she had hit.

“Alright, alright y’all need to stop being so damn violent and aggressive.  Boys lets just let the ladies go out and have their girls night and we’ll go out and have our boys night. No harm “, J spoke up as he tried to defuse the tension that was visibly building up between the guys and girls.

“Man whatever but best believe if I find out any niggas try talking to you Lani  I swear Imma kill him than Imma beat yo ass”, I shrugged as I slipped off the stool and began making my way out the back.

“Imma beat your ass nigga!”, Lani yelled from behind me just as I slammed the glass door shut and walked over to the pool with Zay in my arms, “Don’t mind yo mom little man, she just been visited by a little demon of hell that comes once a month and makes mommy a little crazy”, I explained to Isaiah who just seemed to look at me with confused but curious eyes.

“You know what, don’t even worry about that bra, wanna put our legs in the pool while we wait for the food to get ready?”, I asked him, to which he instantly began nodding his in excitement. If there was a few things I learnt about my kid it would be that he was quiet unless he was with his parents, he loved basketball and most of all he loved the pool.

“Ight lemme roll your sweats up”, I muttered as I sat him on his feet and rolled his mini Miami heat sweats up to his thighs and helped him out of his shoes before slipping out of my own.

“Hold my hand daddy”, Zay asked as he held his small hand out waiting for me to get a hold of it while bouncing on the balls of his feet in excitement, “Alright lets go little man”, I grinned as I grabbed hold of his hand and began walking towards our large pool.

Stepping down on the first step, I turned around and picked up my little man and sat him on the step so the water came up to his knees. Almost instantly the grin on his face was huge as he began walking up and down the step while holding onto my hand tightly.

“You like the water don’t you man”, I chuckled as I watched on with happiness as he bent down and splashed his hands in the water as if it was the greatest thing in the world.

“Yea daddy, we go waves next time ok?”, He said as he pointed out to the water of Miami beach that we had taken him down to a few weeks ago, “We’ll go next week okay?”, I chuckled as he nodded his head while jumping up and down so the water could splash around his feet.

“Ty the foods ready, hurry up or you can starve!”, Lani suddenly yelled as she stuck her head out of the glass doors and waved us over, “Yo fat ass can starve”, I yelled back which she responded by flipping me off and slamming the door while I started laughing.

“Come on Zay, we better go eat before your mom really does kill me”, I chuckled as I stepped out of the pool and helped a now pouting Isaiah out as he wasn’t too happy about the short pool trip.

“More daddy, more”, He frowned as he pointed to the water causing me to sigh, “When we finish eating we can come back out ok?”, I told him as I carried him over my shoulder which made him forget the pool and start laughing as I began to jog while he was bouncing up and down.


After a tension filled dinner and another swim with my son. I put his worn out self to bed and showed my niggas and they girls out. Yawning at my sudden wave of tiredness, I jogged back up the stairs towards our bedroom only to find Lani sitting on the bed flipping through the channels of the TV.

Suddenly any trace of tiredness left as the thought of getting my dick wet entered my mind causing me to get hard almost instantly but as quickly as it came it left at the remembrance of her being on her period filled my mind.

“What are the chances of getting some dome?”, I asked cautiously as I sat beside her and wrapped my arms around her waist so I could pull her closer to me, “Very slim”, She chuckled in a much nicer tone than what she had for the past few hours.

“Damn you back to being my sweet Lani that I love?”, I mocked causing her to playfully roll her eyes as she chuckled, “I wasn’t that bad”, She giggled as I looked down at her dumbfounded at the dramatic mood change.

“Damn if that’s what Im like with my bipolar than I seriously feel sorry for you, cause damn that shit is fucked up”, I muttered as I shook my head in disbelief at how easily someone could change moods and not to mention how dramatically different the moods were.

“Sorry baby, I was just not in the mood this afternoon, beside you weren’t making it any better with all your shit talking”, She chuckled as she stood up and straddled my lap instead.

“Swear to god you leak on me and Imma turn shit up in this house”, I muttered seriously as she pecked my lips while trying to hide her amusement although I was being dead serious.

Deeping the kiss, I let out a groan as I felt my dick once again begin to get hard as the thoughts of fucking my girl in every possible way filled my mind, “I wish we could have sex”, She moaned while biting down on my bite causing a grunt to escape my lips.

“Maybe we can?”, I smirked as I pulled away while pulling on her bottom lip with my teeth, “What do you mean?”, She asked with curious eyes.

“Let me fuck you from behind?”, I grinned as I eyed her out while she just wore a blank expression, “Im sorry what?”, She asked with a raised eyebrow.

“Fuck you from behind? Pound your ass, slide in the back door,  stick my dick in your ass?! Need a nigga to spell it out for you?”, I mocked as she playfully rolled her eyes while lifting up off my lap and standing in front of me.

“I know what you meant idiot but I dono Ty”, She sighed as she shifted on her feet while I just continued to get harder and harder at the thought.

It wouldn’t be the first time Ive had anal with Lani, it just would be the first time we’d do it without it being against her will. Yes the piece of shit that I am fucked her in the ass a number of times without her permission but that was back when I was mentality fucked up. Okay, well I still am mentality fucked up but not as bad as I was before. At least I didn’t think I was.

“Look we can go in the shower so your red river doesn’t come out or whatever the fuck it does and the water will be like lube”, I suggested with a shrug as she stood there contemplating it for a few seconds.

“Okay fine but if it hurts or doesn’t feel good you’ll stop okay?”, She asked for reassurance which I gave her instantly as I began nodding my head with a grin.

“Okay give me a few minutes alright”, She said as she began making her way into the bathroom while I started pacing along the bed in excitement at the thought of sliding my dick inside my girl.

The sound of the shower could be heard from our bedroom and I immediately started stripping out of my clothes in anticipation, “Ty baby come in”, Lani yelled from inside the shower just as I kicked my sweats off.

Not wasting another second I jogged towards the bathroom and instantly found myself becoming harder by the second at the sight of Lani’s naked wet body behind the clear glass shower doors.

“God damn this is so gonna be worth it”, I muttered under my breath as I opened the shower door and stepped inside the large shower that was big enough too fit at least 10 people.

“Come here baby”, I mumbled as I licked my lips while my eyes roamed her naked body that was to perfect for words.

“Go slow please”, She plead as I nodded my head and wrapped my arm around her waist so I could pull her body towards mine.

Standing on her tippy toes, Lani wrapped her arms around my neck, “Wait wait, you aint gonna like leak blood are you?”, I cringed while she rolled her eyes playfully.

“No dumbass, I haven’t even started bleeding yet, Im just getting cramps”, She laughed as I looked down at her dumbfounded and confused, “Wait, wait you had me thinking your pussy was a loose red tap this whole time and you aint?”, I asked in a mocking hurt tone causing her to bust up in laughter while I just shook my head.

“I tried to explain but you started loosing your mind with all this ‘red river’ shit so I let you believe what you want. Truth is we still got like a day or two before they officially come”, She laughed while I stared at her blank faced, trying to figure out how I could get back at her for making a nigga wait all day to fuck when I could have hours ago.

“You in for it now”, I muttered as I placed my hands on her hips and hoisted her up so she could wrap her legs around my waist, “Mmm I like it when you get rough”, She moaned as my lips found their way to her sweet spot on her neck that always drove her crazy when I sucked on.

“Im still fucking you in the ass tho”, I muttered as I kissed along her collarbone and up her jaw until I met her lips with my own, “Do whatever you want baby, it gotta last for the next few days”, She moaned as her nails ran down my back roughly.

“Damn girl, I gotta be inside you”, I groaned as I sat her on her feet and turned her around. Placing her hands on the wall, I grabbed my dick and rubbed it up and down her soaking clit to lube it up before slapping her ass so she could push it up in the air for me.

“Im gonna go slow first okay baby, just relax”, I muttered as I sat the tip of hard dick on the entrance of her small anus. Watching her take a deep breath, I reached around and started to rub her wet clit slowly to take her mind off the pressure and pain of me entering her from behind.

Lani let out a moan as I slipped two fingers inside of her just as the tip of my dick pushed through and entered her ass. Groaning at the feel of her literally swallowing me up, my fingers began pumping her pussy as I gritted my teeth at how good it felt entering her from behind.

“Oh shit Ty”, She breathed out as her chest was heaving up and down while she clenched both her entrances tight, “Baby you gotta relax”, I grumbled as I slowly pushed a little more inside her causing us both to groan and moan out.

Fucking a girls pussy is good as hell but fucking her ass was on whole other level. Shit literally felt like you were burying deep in heaven.

“More Ty”, Lani moaned out causing a smirk to play across my face at the thought of her wanting more and as always I never left my girl unsatisfied. Pushing my dick in the rest of the way until I was balls deep, she moaned out as I pulled my fingers from out of her pussy so I could place my hands on the sides of her hips. Slowly pulling my dick out a little,  I thrust it back in until she was swallowing me up nicely and more easy.

“Play with your pussy baby”, I grunted as her moans got louder and filled the room while I lifted my head and closed my eyes so I could savor the feel of me fucking her ass.

Each thrust seemed to send me deeper inside her and after a few minutes I started to pound her in a rhythm that even had me feeling weak at how good she felt wrapped around my cock.

Continuing fucking her for the next 5- 10 minutes, I knew we were both close and wouldnt last much longer.

Gripping one ass cheek tight, I sent a slap to the other before I pushed her hand away from her pussy and took over with my own, “Come for me baby”, I groaned as I felt my own nut built up due to being so rough and deep inside her that my balls were loudly slapping against her ass every few seconds.

Pushing three fingers in her while using my thumb to rub her clit, I felt her clench tightly around my fingers as her cum dripped down them, “Oh my god, Ty. Please don’t stop, don’t stop”, She cried out as my other hand gripped her hair and pulled it back so I could suck on the side of her next roughly, wanting to leave mark there so that way on Saturday night niggas knew she got a man.

Just the thought of her going out caused my thrusts to get harder and rougher and minutes later she cried out as she came hard around my fingers. Letting her ride it out for a few minutes I pulled my fingers out and brought it up to her mouth where she proceeded to suck her juices off while I continued to fuck her in the ass hard.

Gripping each ass cheek tight, I let out a loud groan as I nutted a massive load inside her that felt like it went of for ages as she continued to throw it back until my thrusts died down. Breathing hard, I rested my forehead on the back of her head and together we stayed silent trying to catch our breath.

“Holy shit that was so good”, Lani mumbled breathlessly after what seemed like five minutes of panting in silence, “I hope you don’t think we done yet. You wanted to get reckless with a nigga today, I gotta show you who’s boss”, I muttered as I slipped my once again hard dick outta her ass and turned her body around before lifting her over my shoulder.

She didn’t know it yet but she wasn’t going to be getting a wink of sleep tonight, you can believe that.

Chapter TwentySix

Third Person POV

“Nala, I didnt know you have it in you!”, Briana exclaimed as she laughed along side both Lani and Jasmine. Linking arms, they rushed through the quiet mansion and headed straight for the backyard. It was only early in the morning, 2 AM to be exact and the girls were more than turnt up with their spirits high.

“Girl did NOT see that coming, I swear her head looking like it was about to pop off”, Jas giggled while shaking her wild, curly hair as they began kicking off their shoes while walking closer towards the pool. Still clearly intoxicated and high with adrenaline from tonights events, the girls only plans for the rest of their ‘girls night’ was a late night swim and a few more drinks.

“Im telling you that bitch had a hard ass face, like my hand feels broken”, Nalani pouted as she used her good hand and helped unzip Brianas dress before turning around to face Jasme so she could do the same for her. “Must have been all that makeup the bitch was wearing”, Brianna laughed as she scrunched up her face at the memories of the girls thick layer of cover up.

Tilting their heads back they all laughed a little more before stumbling over to the chairs with jelly legs, thanks to the alcohol that was running freely through their systems. Sitting back on the outside lounge chair, Nalani held her feet up as each of her best friends grabbed her skin tight jeans and peeled them off her body. After what seemed like a simple struggled the three best friends were left in nothing but bras and thongs and proceeded to hold hands and squeal as the all jumped into the pool.

Coming up for air, they all laughed at each others wet hair and now smudged make up which they helped each other wipe from under their eyes, “This water feels so good on my hand, its like soothing it”, She giggled as she help up her hand that was swollen around the knuckle area from repeating punching the girl at the club tonight.

“Lani went OG, Mike Tyson, Muhammad Ali on her ass”, Briana screamed with excitement as she slapped her hands in water repeatedly, splashing the girls repeatedly in the process. 

“Bitchhhh!”, Jasmine laughed as she spat out the water that had gathered in her mouth and jumped on Briana’s back which ended up in B piggybacking her all around the pool while Lani ran inside and got a secret stash of Tysons expensive whiskey out.

Waving the bottle in the air as she showcased their next poison of the night, the girls excitement shot through the roof as Lani strutted her stuff towards the lit up pool that was steaming thanks to the installed heat sensors.

“Lets hope Tyson doesn’t notice his favourite liquor missing”, Lani chuckled as she stepped into the pool while pulling off the packaging of the bottle and throwing it on the ledge.

“Make a toast!”, Jas squealed as she bounced off Brianna’s back and swam to the shallow end where Nalani was currently standing while holding up the bottle in front of her.

“TOO NALA OG , THE BADDEST BITCH AROUND!”, Brianna yelled while laughing causing the girls to join in before cheering Lani who tilted her head back and began sculling the liquor. Pulling away as she coughed, her tears watered at the taste of the alcohol burning the back of her throat.

“Yo I dont no how Tyson drinks this shit so effortlessly”, Nala groaned while handing the bottle to Brianna who happily took it from her and also gulped down large mouth fulls.

“Speaking of Ty can we please discuss his reaction though, poor guy looked torn between laughing, being angry, raging, or pulling you off”, Jasmine said as she tilted her head back and laughed at the memory while the other girls joined in.

“Just another typical night in the world of Tyson and Nalani”, Jas smirked as held the bottle of whiskey up and downed it while Briana and Lani nodded in agreement.

It was indeed just another typical night for them. Filled with nothing but drama, anger and fights.

One Hour Before

The girls had been at the club for no more than two hours. The atmosphere was incredible and the club was packed to the limit thanks to the fact that NBA royalty was in the building tonight.

After being on the dance floor for most of the time they were here, the girls grabbed a tray of shots plus their prefered cocktail and made their way to the sidelines so they could observe and chat.

The dozen shots that they had brought were gone within minutes and each girl could already feel in running through their bodies as they swayed their bodies to the beat and refrained from running back out to the dance floor and showing the rest of these girls how its done.

“Im so glad I decided to wear jeans tonight, I can shake my ass more freely like this”, Lani blurted out causing her two best friends to start laughing as they both slapped her ass at the same time.

“Girl you lucky you have an ass and a nice one at that”, Jas chuckled as she leant back and eyes out Lani’s body that was looking right in the outfit she had decided to go with for the night.

“Bitch you have a nice ass too, what you talking about!”, Lani exclaimed as sent her a wink before bringing her drink up to her lips and letting the alcohol fill her system.

“Lets all agree that we all packing some serious ass and what we need to do is get our asses back out there and show these people how to really work it”, Brianna cut in as she lifted her glass in a cheers gesture and sculled it down without waiting for anyone to cheers her.

“Shit, 1:00, thirsty niggas headed this way”, Jasmine whispered under her breath causing all the girls to cuss under their breath. They were not in the mood to deal with anyone spitting game and them and they were most definitely not in the mood to have their men come over here and start anything. 

Thinking fast, Lani grabbed her drink with her left hand and purposely flashed her overly large diamond engagement ring. Brianna on the other hand decided to go for the direct approach, holding her hand up in a 'spot’ motion she mouthed the words 'taken’ which instantly halted all three guys in their tracks.

Placing her hand over her mouth, Jasmine held but her laugh as Lani couldn’t help but let it all out as the three men turned around and looked for their next prey, “Bitch talk about shut down”, Lani exclaimed as she shook her head while Briana just shrugged in satisfaction.

“Oh shit, Lani shes here!”, Briana suddenly whispered loudly towards the girls, instantly sparking up Nalas interest as she sat her drink down and followed Brianas finger to where she was pointing.

“Damn B, you did that too her nose?”, Jasmine chuckled as she looked over the appearance of Adrianna who just so happened to be at the same club that the girls were at.

It had been a crazy day at the brown household. Between Tysons withdrawn self,  struggling with dropping off and leaving Isaiah at Jasmines moms house, getting ready for tonight and last but not least finding out about what had happened at the party for Ty to fall black. To say Lani was stressed out would be an understatement, not only was she stressed but she was also livid at the fact that this stalking groupie had the audacity to show up at her sons birthday party.

To make matters worse, this crazy girl just had to go and ruin her fiancee’s mood and send him into a dark place while at their sons birthday party, added to her anger. Although Lani was thankful that Brianna was there to stop him from doing something crazy she couldn’t help but wish she too was there so she could at least get a few punches in herself.

Nalani had sensed all yesterday afternoon and this morning that something major had gone down at the party to send Tyson manic so quickly and the fact that he had avoided her questions like the plague confirmed her suspicions.

It took her most of the last 12 hours to get any sort of information out of him and when she was just about done and going to give up he caved in and spilled out everything to her. Though he had every intention to never tell her, Lani was a very persistent woman and had practically pried the information out of him.

Once he had told her though he immediately regretted it because she was livid and had not been at ease at all. While he sat her down and told her Lani’s mind drifted off halfway through and her only thoughts were that she wished she come across Adrianna in the street so she could do some of her own damage. 

Now looking across the room, it looked like her wish had been answered as a poorly makeup covered Adrianna stood sculling shots with another two home wrecking looking girls.

“Girl I only hit her once, the other bruises are from Ty”, Brianna whispered with amusement causing the girls to all look at each other before laughing at the damage Tyson had done to her, “We so should not be laughing at a woman being beaten by a man but that bitch deserved it”, Jas chuckled as she provided an excuse for their not so having filter.

“Hell yea she did, I wanna go over there and add a few Plus that is not a woman, that my dear friend is a true definition of a groupie hoe”, Lani muttered bitterly once she had died down from laughing and finally realised what this actually meant for her.

Obviously the numerous warnings and abuse, Tyson had inflicted on this girl had done nothing to scare or get rid of her so now it was time for Lani to show here that her family was not to be messed with.

“Is Tyson looking?”, Lani whispered to the girls as she had her back to him and didn’t want to risk looking over at him in case he could read her next intentions.

“He is now, wait a few minutes”, Jas causally mumbled into her glass as she pretended to scan the club and sip her cocktail. 

Due to Tyson still being in his black stage he wasn’t so easy to persuade in letting Lani leave his sight tonight. So what was meant to be a girls night and a boys night at separate clubs didn’t exactly sit well with him.

So to ease his mind and keep his eye on her and every other male within a radius of her, he made sure that they all went to the same club. Though Lani didn’t mind that they came to the same club she was now wishing he wasn’t here because she had new plans to beat the shit out of this girl and didn’t need him getting involved. Especially while his manic.

“Nala you know I have your back girl, but lets try to do this in a not so crowded place. If media gets a hold of this, thats not something you want to fall back on you”, Brianna said as she tried to make her see sense which automatically made Nala nod her head in agreement.

Though she wasn’t a celebrity herself, she was engaged to a major NBA player and that meant constant spot light and media stories. Just because she wanted nothing more than to lay waste to this groupie in front of every woman as warning, she wasnt about to ruin Tysons reputation like that.

It wasnt right , nor was it fair on Ty. So being logical she removed her piercing eyes from Adrianna and her drunk friends and instead put them on her own friends who were looking around acting casual as possible.

“You’re right, you’re right. So what do you suggest?”, Lani muttered as she casually looked behind her to see if Tyson was still looking at her and of course his gaze never fell short on her.

The whole night he had looked nothing but withdrawn and anti social as always, doing nothing but puffing his life away on cigarettes and death staring every and anyone who feel in his line of sight.

“I say we wait till that hoe visits the bathroom and judging by the way she is downing them drinks it won’t be too long now”, Brianna smirked as the three girls watched Adrianna and her friends ruthlessly and carelessly continued to throw back drinks as if water.

Feeling that she needed to even the odds out, Lani downed the rest of her long island iced tea in one go before setting it on the table that they girls were currently crowded around. Brianna had already began pulling her long black hair in a ponytail while, Jasmine discreetly taking out her hooped earrings.

Chuckling at the sight, Lani shook her head as she slipped off her huge diamond ring off and slipped it in the pocket of her tight fitted jeans before eyeing out their enemy, “We must look hella ratchet right now”, Lani laughed lowly as she looked over her shoulder to where Tyson was sitting. Still in his same stance the only difference now was that he was waving off some girl but Lani wasn’t bothered as she had bigger problems to deal with now.

“Fuck it, Im so ready for a re match with this bitch”, Brianna shrugged while Jas nodded her head as re applied her lipgloss as if it was needed, “Ohh ohh look their heading to the bathroom”, Jasmine whispered sending all the girls to look over and watch as Adrianna and her drunk friends held onto each other as they pushed through the crowd to get to the bathroom.

What caught the three best friends eye though was that Adrianna suddenly stopped in the middle of the dance for as something or someone caught her eye. Following her line of sight, Nala gritted her teeth as she found her enemy smirking at her fiancee as if he hadn’t just tried to kill her just yesterday.

“You seeing this?”, Jasmine asked without looking at the girls and instead kept watching along side them at the sight that was playing out in front of them. What happened next sent Lani over the edge, Adrianna blew a kiss while winking at Tyson who had spotted her, before continuing her journey to the bathroom.

Drunk or not, Lani wasn’t having that type of disrespect and was not about to let it go this time. Unfortunately for her though, Tyson having seen Adrianna caused him to break his death stare from the retreating enemy and turn his gaze to his fiancee. 

Making eye contact with Lani for only a second, he knew immediately what was about to go down. Not wanting his woman in this mess, Tysons senses kicked in at full force as he watched with narrowed eyes at Lani pushing through the crowd as she headed in the direction Adrianna had gone in.

Briana and Jasmine were hot on her heels, both looking ready to fight if needed and Tyson’s anger and concern were now working over time. Jumping from him seat so quickly that both Jeremiah and Ace jumped at the sight, Ty quickly downed the rest of his whiskey before placing his lit cigarette in his mouth.

“Fucks wrong nigga?”, Ace asked with confusion as both he and J stood up and began following a fast paced Tyson, “It about to be world war 3”, Tyson mumbled what seemed to be the first words he had spoken all night.

Both still confused by his sudden outburst knew better to ever question Tysons motives or meaning and instead followed close behind him as Ty bypassed adoring fans and partygoers until they made it to the hallway that led to the bathroom.

Instantly female yells and voices could be heard and Tysons blood bubbled at the thought of his wife being in the middle of it. Spitting out his cigarette, he jogged the rest of the way until he kicked opened the womens bathroom door and stood there with torn emotions.

“You. Stay. Away. From. My. Man”, Lani yelled out in between each punch that she sent to a bloody faced Adrianna who looked like she was trying to fight back. “Damnnnnnn bra!”, Ace exclaimed excitedly at the sight that was playing out in front of them.

Quickly pulling away, Lani turned just in time to dodge a punch and send a quick punch to one of Adriannas drunken friends before turning back and continuing her damage. Jasmine on the other hand leant back against the sink and placed her foot on the girls back making sure she stayed down which lucky for her, she did.

Though Adrianna had gotten a few weak punches in and refused to give up the fight, Nalani had the upper hand. She didn’t hold back as she sent punches, slaps and kicks to the woman who had continued to be an unwanted presence in their life.

Adriannas other friend who looked scared up until she spotted the good looking basketballers decided to act a little brave and try hit Lani from behind but Brianna being ready sent a solid hook straight to the nose sending the drunk girl down, “Hell yea baby knock that bitch out”, Ace cheered in excitement while Jeremiah looked over at him with a frown at his antics.

“Stupid Bitch!”, Lani yelled out as she sent a hard back handed slap across Adriannas face as her chest heaved up and down. All while Tyson stood around tossing between letting his crazy woman continued her rampage or pulling her off before she killed the girl.

Deciding on the latter, his sane side bit down on his lip in amusement while his mania side balled his fist ready to strike if need be. Sighing as he shook his head, he took a few steps forward as Brock and Remy covered the door so no one could come in and see the chaos that was going on.

“Lani”, Tyson muttered as he got closer while Jeremiah wrapped an arm around Jasmine and pulled her away from the girl that she was practically standing on, not wanting her to suddenly join the fighting as she looked like she was about too.

“Lani!”, Again Tyson grumbled a little more sternly before quickly stepping back as he dodged Lani’s flying hands that she was now throwing around while having a rant about staying away from her family.

“If I ever find you near my family again, shit will be a lot worse next time bitch, this was just the warm up!”, She yelled out in anger while her hands continued to fly around as she paced around a fallen Adrianna.

“NALANI! CALM THE FUCK DOWN!”, Tyson yelled out 10 times louder causing the room to instantly go silent due to base and rage in his voice. Breathing hard, Lani’s chest heaved up and down as she looked over at Tyson with wide eyes knowing she fucked up, before turning her attention to the mess she had created.

“She deserved it”, Lani muttered causally as she shrugged it off and walked over to the sink where she continued to wash her bloody hands all while Adrianna groaned on the floor and her friends knocked out cold beside.

“Brock, clean this up man”, Tyson sighed out sympathetically to Brock while shaking his head, disappointment evident in his voice which only seemed to annoy Nalani, “Oh please save the good boy act Tyson. That bitch had it coming and you know it and now if she knows better she will stay the fuck away”, Lani spat out the last bit towards Adrianna before chuckling with satisfaction while pushing past Tyson and heading out the door.

Not waiting a second Brianna patted Tyson on the shoulder softly, “Talk about roles reversed huh?”, She laughed lighting causing Ty to smirk lightly but quickly washed away as he looked at the scene before watching Brianna and Jasmine walk out and followed behind Nalani.

“Yo lets get the fuck outta here bra”, Ace spoke up as he peeked his head out the door a few times before nodding his head towards the back door in the hallway. Nodding his head as he sighed, Ty looked over his shoulder one last time and shook his head at the mess Nalani had made, “That shit aint okay bra”, He muttered lowly to Jeremiah who nodded his head in agreement.

“Why the fuck not bra, like she said the bitch had it coming”, Ace laughed as he kicked the back door opened and jogged down the a few stairs at a time until they all safely made it to the back parking lot. Shaking his head he didnt even bother to try explain to Ace because he knew he wouldn’t understand so instead he kept his mouth shut and headed towards the black SUV that they had drove here.

“Man I ain’t seen Lani drag a bitch in the longest”, Ace continued to bragged on  once they got in the car. Tyson on the other hand tried to block him out while Jeremiah drove them out of there while shaking his head, “Nigga shut up”, J muttered as he mugged him through the rearview mirror knowing that he was only fueling Tysons anger.

“And you see my girl? One punch bra, one punch and she was goneeeeeeee”, His drunk self continued as he ignored Jeremiah’s warnings. “She shouldn’t have been fighting”, Tyson muttered once again under his breath to himself as he tried not to lash out although the images of his woman fighting continued to fill his mind.

“Oh come on bra, it was harmless. Loosen the fuck up”, Adrians intoxicated self spoke freely causing J to groan while Tyson clenched his jaw. “SHE A MOM, NIGGA! SHE AINT GOT NO BUSINESS GOING TO CLUBS, FIGHTING  AND ACTING LIKE NO GHETTO BITCH”, Tyson roared as he finally let out his emotions causing both his best friends to jump, “DON’T TELL ME TO LOOSEN UP BRA, DONT”, He continued as the base in his voice was so loud and forceful that even the windows shook a little.

Though any normal person would have been trembling at the sight of a manic Tyson who was currently raging, both Adrian and Jeremiah had seen it one to many times. No amount of anger from Tyson, even towards them could scare them off or stay away.

Knowing what was coming and letting him be, J and Ace sat in silence as they sobered up quickly and let their brother and best friend cuss and yell in anger as the drove to nowhere in particular. 

“Fucking beating up chicks in club bathrooms like she done lost her damn mind”, He spat out in disgust as he balled up his fist and began beating the glove box in front of him, “She wanna drop our kid at some stranger’s house for that, to beat bitches up? What type of shit is that bra? Thats fucken childish, thats what it is”, Tyson breathed out as he ignored the throbbing in his fists while thoughts of his crying son filled his mind.

Earlier this afternoon when Tyson and Nalani had dropped of Isaiah to Jasmines mom’s house, it was hard for the both of them. Not only because it was the first time they would be leaving him with someone but because Isaiah didnt want them to leave him. He had cried the entire time on their way there and literally had his dad, turning the car around a number of times before he finally fell asleep from crying.

“FUCK. FUCK STUPID ASS MOTHER FUCKING FUCKKKKK”, He continued to roar as he let out all his frustrations and anger. It wasnt until a while later that he had calmed down and it was only because his voice started to get raspy at the damage all the yelling had done to his throat. Instead he repeatedly banged the side of his head on the side window trying to desperately numb his thoughts.

“I need a line J, a need a pill or something my head hurts man. I'on wanna think no more, I need to numb it”, He pleaded helplessly in a low tone as he silently cussed out Lani in his head for putting him through this. He had been fine since yesterday afternoon, he controlled his mania and was dealing with it well enough for him to ride it out until he woke up from it but now he knew he’d be stuck like this for a few more days. The mere thought exhausted him mentally.

What seemed to frustrate Tyson even more was that no one understood the amount of self control it literally took for him to stay from lashing out and raging. Sure they all said they did but unless they physically and mentally experienced it, no one knew. All his focus and strength was aimed at fighting his mania and staying from lashing out. It had to be the most exhausting thing he had ever experienced, hence why he became withdrawn and silent.  

 "Come on bra, you don’t need that shit", Jeremiah tried to mutter as smoothly as possible, careful not to trigga him off even more in case he lashed out again. Though they had agreed to sedate Ty when he was raging in his episode, due to him being with them and not around his wife or kid they let him be as they were able to handle and look after him .

“You dont get it man, no one gets it. Zay already got one crazy ass parent he don’t need two”, Ty mumbled in defeat as he rubbed his now bruised hand down his face while sighing.

Tyson understood why people might turn around and say he was a hypocrite, considering he was just about to kill the same girl yesterday. What most people didn’t understand though was how his mind worked. He was the crazy, mentally unstable one in the relationship while Lani was the sane one who brought the stability to the relationship and balanced them out.

If they didn’t have a kid it would be a entirely different story but the fact was that they did have a kid. They had a kid and one of them needed to be in their right mind when the other wasn’t.

Yes, he got that she felt like she needed to put this girl in her place but he couldn’t help but feel disappointed in her. Disappointed because Nalani was fully aware that he was currently manic, she knew better than anyone how he was while during an episode and she especially knew how hard it was for him to control it. She also knew he was there tonight, yet she went out and got pissed drunk and beat a girl all while he struggled to not lose his mind at his girl fighting.

She was fuelling his anger just by her fighting and she knew that, yet she continued to act upon it and fight this girl as if he wasn’t already fighting to keep his temper under control.

“How we suppose to raise a kid together yet we out in these streets beating people to a bloody pulp”, He chuckled bitterly as he roughly ran his hand through his growing curls that Lani herself made him grow out, “I may be manic bra but even I have the common sense to see Zay is better off”.

“Hey, dont think like that man. You both are the best thing to ever happen to that kid ight?”, Jeremiah muttered in a hurt tone, not ever liking the way his brother always put himself down. If Tyson had one fault it would be that he never believed in himself, he always had something negative to say about himself and barely ever let himself be great.

J blamed Tysons parents for that because they were the ones to constantly drill in his head he was not good enough and even though Tyson had gotten that closure from his parents it didn’t mean it healed all his insecurities.

Adrian also feeling bad for the way he was acting, he mentally slapped himself and frowned in disappointed at his own naivety. He was one of the people who knew first hand how Tyson was while manic and yet he didnt even consider being the least bit sensitive towards his brothers situation.

“Yo man, Im sorry bout all that shit I was talking. Just the alcohol, weed and adrenaline, you know I talk some stupid shit when I be turnt up”, Ace sighed his apology as sat up in his seat and wrapped his arm around Tysons head where he proceeded to tap foreheads with him. A sign of affection and respect that the boys had picked up on since back in their teen days.

“You know what Im thinking right now?”, Tyson muttered a lighting tryin to lift the mood of the night and show his appreciation of his brothers, “You gonna tell us or make us guess?”, J joking mocked causing Ty to grin lowly as he shook his head while silently being thankful to them both for not holding a grudge over his outburst that occurred only moments ago.

“Im thinking we stop off get us a couple dozen Krispy Kreme donuts, smoke a few blunts, kick yo asses in a few video games and get drunk until we pass out”, Tyson grinned lowly as he  told them the first fun thing he had suggested in a long time while manic.

“See now this, this is the manic Ty I be missing bra!”, Ace exclaimed as he high five Tyson a few times while getting hyped at the thought of the olden days where the boys use to hang out. 

Before Nalani had returned when she had ran away those years ago, Tyson use to have three types of manic episodes. Raging, Withdrawal and the boys personal favourite, Chill Ty.

Chill Ty was rare but not non existent like he had been recently.  Instead when he was in this mood, the three best friends usually spent the afternoons, getting high, video games, mucking around, binging on fast foods and having a good ole time.

“Now you talking bra”, J cheesed hard, not being able to hide his excitement of having one of their back in the day boys nights, “Mine or Ace’s?”, He asked as he waited at the intersection so they could decide which exit to take. Purposely not suggesting Tysons place as J knew better than anyone that Ty needed to cool off for a while before he goes home because if he even attempted to step foot in that house he would go off and speak some things that he may regret when sane.

“Yours nigga, I ain’t got no food stocked”, Ace admitted causing J and Ty to look at each other before laughing as they shook their head, “Typical”, J muttered as he sped down towards the highway that led towards his condo.

“We gonna call the girls and let them know what the go is?”, J asked as the pulled into the 24 hour Krispy Kreme that they frequently visited when they needed a late night munchies fill.

“Fuck dat!”, Ty and Ace yelled at the same time before they all began chuckling while pulling up to the intercom so they could they place their order of 3 dozen original glazed donuts, a box for each of them.

“Yo its been a minute since I had this”, Ty admitted as his mouth watered just at the sight of the pictures on the board. Krispy kreme was the one food that the boys could bond over and was one of the best gifts they could ever gift to one another. It may seem silly to some but it was tradition for the boys that dated back to the days when they were kids.

“Nigga you lacking forreal, I aint go a week without it”, Jeremiah muttered truthfully as his best friends looked at him like he was crazy, “What bra, I like em”, J shrugged casually as he reached over and paid for the donuts before grabbing them from the lady and handing the boxes back to Ace.

“Dont be picking at em either nigga”, Jeremiah warned Ace sternly through the rearview mirror which caused Ace to slyly retreat his hand from the box without them noticing. Huffing as he sluggishly rested his shoulders, Ace sat back and counted down the minutes until they got to Jeremiah’s condo so he could eat his donuts.


It wasn’t until 4 hours later that one of the boys phone finally rang. Groaning at the loud sound, Tyson quickly grabbed the source of the ringing and tossed Jeremiah’s phone over to him before resting his head back and continuing his and Ace’s currently game of 2K14, “Damn its Jasmine, what I say?”, J muttered as he handed his lit joint to Tyson while sitting up, trying to prepare himself for what was coming.

“Tell em the truth bra, we crashing here tonight so tell em to do their thing and we ain’t wanna hear from them for awhile”, Ace shrugged casually before biting into his donut and returning his attention back to the screen while J just mugged him for his poor advice.

They had been smoking, eating, drinking and playing video games for the past few hours and surprising their girls hadn’t bothered any of them until now which was not like them, not that the guys were complaining.

“Yo wassup baby?”, Jeremiah muttered in the phone trying his best to sound sober so his girl wouldn’t go off on him, “Hey handsome, where you and the guys at? Thought you would have made it back to Ty and Lani’s by now especially considering its 6am and clubs are closed by now”, Jasmine asked as he could hear the other two girls whisper in the background.

“Damnnn its 6 am already?”, J exclaimed as he laughed and looked down at his wrist so he could check his rolex. Shaking his head when it did indeed say 6:20am, he looked over at the boys who were  laughing at the time that had flew past without them noticing.

“How can you not know what the time is baby?”, She chuckled uneasily as she picked up on his slurred words and carefree demeanour which was so un Jeremiah like. “Huh? What? Uhh nothing babygirl, we just chilling at my crib playing some video games”, He shrugged as if she could see him, not really wanting to go into much detail.

“Well I’ll be home in a few hours or so. Are you gonna bring Ty home and that way you can pick me up?”, She asked causing J to sit up as he tried to come up with a excuse, “Uhh lemme, lemme call you back okay baby?”, He stutter as he looked towards the boys for some help although they were as useless as ever.

“J what arn’t you telling me?”, Jasmine asked instantly as she sensed he was hiding something from her. Jeremiah was the mature one, he didn’t lie and he most definitely did not keep secrets therefore he wasn’t the best at acting because he never had too.

“What you talkin bout barbie?”, J chuckled nervously as he scratched the back of his head a habit he tended to do when he was on edge. “J don’t lie to me”, Jasmine immediately responded but before he could even respond the phone was filled with shuffling noises before Nalani’s voice boomed through the phone, “Jeremiah what is going on?”, Lani asked sternly causing J to silently groan as he kicked at Tysons foot to get his attention.

Catching J’s drift, Tyson immediately paused the game and sat up alongside Ace and watched as J hit the loudspeaker on his phone before talking, “Ain’t nothing going on Jamaica, we just chilling at my crib”, Jeremiah muttered lowly as he subconsciously inhaled his joint, forgetting she could most likely hear it.

“Why hasnt Tyson come home yet and why are you smoking?”, Nalani questioned, as Tyson had been away from her way to long and the fact that he hadn’t even called sparked up her worry and concern.

“Damn niggas cant smoke now?”, J chuckled as he shook his head and eyed out Tyson who rolled his eyes at his woman and hit the blunt a few times before passing it along, “Well for one you don’t smoke cigarettes so that means you must be getting high and if your high that sure as hell means Tysons high and you know he shouldn’t be getting high while manic”, Nala retorted which only seemed to annoy Tyson.

“Oh what now you care his manic”, Ace mumbled loudly speaking the words Tyson has just been thinking, “Excuse me?! Who was that and what the hell is that suppose to mean? You know what I dont even care, let me just speak to Ty”, Nala sighed out in defeat as all she wanted to do was hear her mans voice so she could get some sort of relief.

Jeremiah on the other hand didnt think that was a good idea for Tyson to speak to her just yet as he knew he was still pissed off and annoyed at her and he would most likely say some hurtful shit.  Although not wanting to get in between them he looked over and silently asked if Tyson wanted to speak to which Tyson replied without words. 

“Nala maybe you should call back a little later ight, he aint really able to talk right now”, Jeremiah tried to let her know as politely as possible although he knew nothing can soften the blow that he was delivering.

“What do you mean he’s not able to talk? What the fuck J, let me speak to him right now”, Lani blew up, her anger from the night re building as she didn’t understand why her fiance didn’t want to speak with her.

“Look Lani I’m just delivering the message okay, he aint really feel like speaking right now Ill get him to call you when he’s up to it. I gotta go”, Jeremiah sighed before quickly hanging up as he didn’t want to feel the wrath of Nala that he knew was about to come.

“She gonna tear you a new asshole nigga”, Ace chuckled although Tyson wasn’t bothered. He wasn’t bothered in the slightest and instead of feeling bad or needing to talk to her, he brought the blunt up to his lips. The drug substituted for her absence and for once in his life he didn’t mind it at all.

“You sure you okay with not seeing or speaking to her?”, Jeremiah asked concerned as he knew first hand that Tyson couldn’t bare even 2 hours without her or even her voice. The fact that he had now gone over 4 hours without showing even the slightest need was alarming to J as he had never seen it before.

“Na man, Im good right where I am”, J faintly heard Tyson mumble as realisation hit Jeremiah that it was most likely just the weed and alcohol keeping him from wanting her, “Whatever you say man, whatever you say”, J sighed as he sat back and rested his head on the couch as the boys started up their game again.

Tyson didnt want to think about the event that had occurred over the last 12 hours because thinking resulted in caring and right now he wanted to do anything but care. He wanted his mind blank so that way he wouldn’t have to constantly battle with his rage.

He wanted peace and for the first time in his life, he couldn’t get it from Nalani.