i must go my fandom needs me

  • Me : *is the messiest person in the entire world*
  • Me : *never cleans anything and is totally cool with it*
  • Me : *does not give a shit about things being messy*
  • Also me : WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON MY BOOKSHELF ISN'T PERFECTLY TIDY AND NEAT AND MY BOOKS ARE ALL PUT IN THE WRONG ORDER LIKE THERE WAS A REAL LOGIC HERE AND NOW THIS IS SO MESSY HOW IS THIS EVEN POSSIBLE I NEED TO FIX THIS NOW CAUSE I'M HYPERVENTILATING AND I MIGHT DIE OF ANXIETY
Long Lost Love: Pt. 2

Pairing: Kol x Kai x Reader

Warnings: Kidnapping

Word Count: 2498 aka a lot longer than part 1

PART ONE | PART THREE 


Today, there’s a free music festival going on in the lovely city of New Orleans. The weather is amazing and all you see is happy faces surrounding you. Freya joined you and Kol, then ended up heading back home after a couple of hours to help out Elijah. Klaus was miles away taking care of what he called ‘business’.

As you were dancing to the upbeat music with the rest of the crowd on the freshly cut grass, Kol left to buy the two of you a beer. Wine was never your thing.

Moments later, you were at a loss for breath from all the dancing, so you stepped aside from the crowd to quickly rest. Admiring the music and soaking up the sun felt just amazing, but that fun soon vanished because a hand covers your mouth and you quickly pass out.

Finally, you wake up sitting on a chair. But this time, you aren’t at the festival. You are in an unfamiliar place, an empty warehouse from the looks of it. The first thing you tried to do was stand up and stretch, but your hands were tied behind you with vervain ropes. It stung like a motherfucker. “What the hell?! What is this?” You said aloud to yourself.

You hear footsteps approaching you, so you turn to face whoever it is. “You’re awake! Great!” The stranger says. He was a tall, dark male wearing blue jeans and a black t-shirt.

“Who are you? What am I doing here?” You wiggled your wrists, but the vervain only pierced your skin once again.

“You’re Klaus’s precious sister in law right?” He asked with a smirk on his face.

“Do you see a ring on my finger? No. At least not yet.” You spat.

“Who cares. I needed someone to get to him. And you were the easiest target. Poor Kol is probably wondering where you are.”

“Well Klaus isn’t in town. And even if he was, screw you.” You looked at him in disgust. There was no way you were going to rat out Klaus’s whereabouts. Especially to any enemy. No matter the consequences.

“Feisty one you are. Damn!” The man yelled in amusement and you scoffed at him. He sure was annoying.

“Since you won’t tell me where he is. Maybe this will help.” You furrowed your brows at his statement, then suddenly, his eyes turned yellow, revealing his fangs and didn’t hesitate to take his time sinking his teeth into your neck. The pain took over you, making you scream your lungs out. A werewolf bite is lethal to vampires and you thought to yourself how dead you are.

Finally, he stopped, but the dead weight of his body laid on you and the next thing you know, you see Kol above him, ripping his heart out of his back. Kol then threw his body off of you like a piece of trash.

“Oh my god, Kol. Thank goodness.” You sighed in relief. Your boyfriend sure is your savior.

“Hello darling.” Kol smiles as he’s wiping the blood on his hand to his shirt, then he quickly goes over to release your wrist from those damn ropes. He can handle the stinging of vervain way better than you can. “That’s a rather nasty bite you have there. Are you alright?” He added because he didn’t see it healing.

“Yup. Werewolves.” You shook your head as your were watching your wrists heal.

Kol cups your cheeks with his palms to draw your attention to his face. “I’ll call Nik so that he can cure that godforsaken bite.” He plants a kiss on your forehead, then reaches in his pocket for his phone to call Klaus.

“I should’ve listened to Elijah when he said for me to keep viles of Klaus’s blood. Now look where I am.” Luckily for the Mikaelsons, a werewolf bite won’t ever kill them, you were the odd one out.

“Not to worry, darling. He’s only a town away, last I heard.” Kol put his phone to his ear, waiting for Klaus to answer.

“Douchebag.” You sneered, looking down at the man that kidnapped and bit you.

“There you are, baby girl!” You flinched from the loud voice that wasn’t Kol’s. You couldn’t believe who it is. It was no other than your ex boyfriend, Malachai Parker walking in. This has to be the side effect of the werewolf bite making you delusional. But no, you noticed that Kol sees him too. “Out of all places you could be. New Orleans? Really?” Kai added, tilting his head in confusion.

You were speechless. Frozen. How is Kai he even here? The last time you saw him was years ago when Damon separated his head from his body. But you have to admit, he damn sure looks good.

“I’ll ring you later, brother.” Kol says to Klaus over the phone and hangs up. Kol looked confused as ever at the fact that you didn’t deny knowing Kai and you just stood there not saying a word.

“And who the bloody hell are you?!” Kol asks angrily.

“I’m her lover, duh. Cool accent by the way.” Kai jokes, then approaches you to look at your bite but Kol stops him by pushing his hand on his chest.

“Pardon?” Kol narrowed his eyes at Kai.

“Hmm…Did I stutter? Yeah. I don’t think so.” Kai quickly grabs Kol’s hand and siphons his magic. Kol tries to fight it, but he failed as he was weakening to the floor.

“Stop! That’s enough!” You vampire sped up to your boyfriend and your ex boyfriend, putting yourself in between the two. “First of all, how are you even here?” You asked Kai.

“Long story, babe. But please tell me who is this vampire that is that’s getting all worked up. You got a body guard now?”

“Kai, this is my-” You paused. “-boyfriend, Kol. He’s an original.”

“Yeah originally annoying. But ouch. I have to admit, that cuts deep.” Kai fake pouted on the outside, but on the inside, he was pretty hurt that you moved on while he was stuck loving you all these years. “And don’t tell me he’s the one that turned you. That was supposed to be my job.”

“Yes. But it’s been years, Kai. Years.” You over exaggerated the word ‘years’ because it’s really been that long. “I’ve moved on. Not to mention, you killed Jo. You killed all of those people. If you ran off with me instead we wouldn’t even be in this position.”

“This is enough. It’s no time to reminisce, love. Leave him be.” Kol looked at you while grabbing your waist, then looked at Kai. “Leave her be.”

“At least let me siphon her nasty bite.” Kai implied.

“She-WE don’t need your assistance. My brother’s blood will happily do the trick.” Kol glared, pulling you closer to him. Jealousy definitely took over him that he had to be stubborn.

“Kol, it’s alright. Let him help me.” You insisted.

Kol took a deep breath, scowling at Kai. “Fine. But make it quick.”

As Kai is siphoning your bite, he whispers in your ear. “This is what you really want?”

You looked back and forth between Kai & Kol. The old memories with Kai flooded your thoughts, but you fought it, replacing it with memories of Kol instead. “Yes Kai. This is.” You said while making eye contact with Kol. You knew that he was listening. And finally, that werewolf bite was all gone.

“Alrighty then.” Kai turned you around so that he’s hugging you from behind, then cloaks the both of you. 

“Let go of me! Let go of me now, Kai!” You instantly try to free yourself from his grip but he was too strong, especially with the help of him siphoning some of your magic as well while he’s holding onto you. 

“Y/N! Y/N!” Kol cries out for you. He looked around 360 degrees and couldn’t see you or hear you, but you were right in front of his eyes.

“Don’t worry, babe. Your little boyfriend can’t see you. Boo hoo.” Kai’s voice started to fade as you were passing out from his constant siphoning.

(1 Hour Later…)

Waking up feels like deja vu. Only this time, it was your ex kidnapping you for your affection, not some stranger looking to kill you. Instead of waking up in that warehouse this time, you were on a bed in what looks like a hotel room. Kai was sitting on the edge of the other bed waiting for you to wake up.

“So….How was your nap?” Kai asked smiling.

You instantly vampire sped up to him, grabbing him by the collar. “Kai what the hell is going on?” You were so enraged that your eyes turned red and veins started forming under your eyes.

“Aw, someone’s groggy from their nap.” Kai joked, but you weren’t laughing. 

“This isn’t a fucking joke. You kidnapped me! My supposed-to-be-dead ex boyfriend kidnapped me!” You shouted, tightening your hold on his collar.

“Okay okay. First of all, you can let go of me now.” Kai uses his strength and grabs your arms, pushing you so that you’re sitting across from him on the bed, then he started walking back and forth from the nightstand to the TV. “And secondly, I just missed ya, puddin. I thought maybe we can hang without that Mikaelson pest that you’re grossly screwing.” 

“And how do you know that I wont try to escape?” You straightened yourself sitting on the bed, crossing your arms in front of you.

“Trust me, sweetie. You won’t. Because if you do, i’d happily put your boy toy in a sleeping spell how I did Elena.”

“You wouldn’t.” You exhaled through your nostrils, giving Kai a death stare.

“Oh I would. And good luck asking Bonnie for the spell because last I heard, her and the Mikaelsons aren’t exactly buddy buddy. Unless, she and rest of your gang know about you being with Kol Mikaelson.” 

Kai was right. Bonnie and the rest of your friends would like Kol dead just as much as Kai. Not to mention, the part where they have no idea that Kol is even alive. There’s no need to get them involved in this funny business at all.

“Okay, so basically you kidnapped me in hopes I’ll fall in love with you again? Yeah Kai, that makes perfect sense.” The sarcasm in your voice was hard to miss. The word ‘love’ triggered Kai. He stopped his pacing and sat next to you on the edge of the bed.

“You know I’ll never in my life hurt you. A day, all I need is a day. Maybe two to make up for lost time. And if you still want to be with that pathetic vamp, then I’ll let you go.” Kai frowned.

“Okay fine. Deal.” You agreed. “At least let me tell Kol that I’m safe. I know he must be worried.”

(Meanwhile…)

“We need to find her!” Kol commanded to Freya, breaking his bourbon glass he had in his hand. His voice was so loud that you can probably hear it all around the compound.

Freya had her witchy knick knacks laid out on the table including a map and your hair brush to try and locate you. “Just calm down. I’m trying. But he must be using a cloaking spell on her because it’s like she doesn’t exist.” Freya made known.

“What’s going on? What’s with this shouting, Kol?” Rebekah rushed into the room.

“Y/N’s past lover took her and vanished because she chose me.” Kol said as he was pacing back and forth.

“What? Who?” Rebekah asked.

“Some wanker named Kai. What I heard, he was dead and now he’s alive.” Kol turned his attention back to Freya. “Please Freya, I must find her.” There was desperation in Kol’s eyes as if he was afraid. Either he was afraid to lose you to Kai or he was afraid that Kai will hurt you.

“Do you think he’ll hurt her?” Freya started to feel worried at how upset her brother is.

“How should I bloody know?” Kol started losing his patience.

“Trust me, he won’t. That boy loves her.” Rebekah implied. 

At one point you’ve told only Rebekah all about your relationship with Kai because she was always there whenever you needed an ear. There was no way you were going to vent to Kol about him. She’s also confident in her answer because from personal experience, no matter what goes down between Marcel and the Mikaelsons, Marcel would never lay a hand on Rebekah because he loves her.

Kol’s phone starts to ring in his pocket, so he quickly took it out in hopes that it’s you calling. Lucky for him, it is you that’s calling, Kol’s eyes lit up and he answered it immediately. “Y/N. Where are you? Are you safe? Are you hurt?”

“I’m fine. I’m safe. I don’t know exactly where I am but don’t come looking for me.” You informed Kol.

“What? Are you mad? What has he done to you?”

“He needs me for two days and if I try to leave or if you come for me within that time span, he’s going to put you under a spell that even Freya can’t reverse. Kai won’t hurt me. I promise.”

“So the two of you expect me to just do nothing and wait for you to come home then?” The thought of you spending time with Kai made Kol sick to his stomach. You’re his and only his. He doesn’t want anyone else getting in the way of that.

“Pretty much.” 

Kol snapped. “That’s rubbish! You tell that bastard I’ll tear him limb from limb if he dares to lay a finger on you.”

“Kol, I love-” Kai takes the phone from your hand and breaks it in half. Tossing it behind him on the middle of the bed.

“Wow. He sure is violent.” Kai felt no guilt disrupting your phone call.

“You’re so annoying.” You scoffed, grabbing the nearest pillow, smacking Kai in the chest with it. This is the man you have to put up with for the next 48 hours. You felt terrible for how worried Kol is going to be, you’re just hoping that he doesn’t lash out and go on a killing spree or something.

“Yup. But remember, you loved me at one point and I’m hoping to bring that spark back you know.” Kai smirked. 

“Yeah yeah yeah.” You rolled your eyes. Yes, you did love Kai at one point and part of you will always have love for him, but you have Kol and he’s just an outstanding lover and friend. From listening to your gossip to telling you how much he loves you before bed and even making you coffee every morning.

“Alright come on. Go freshen up.” Kai patted your thigh as he lunged off of the bed. “We’re going out.”

Yoonmin Fic Recs Masterlist

So I have been reading a lot of Yoongi/Jimin because they are giving me all the feelings, here are some of my favourite ones. I will keep updating this. It is short because I just started not too long ago. :)

Note that this is for fun only and I do not actually believe that the real Yoongi and Jimin will be romantically linked in any way. 

All of the fics are complete and on Ao3.

Updated: 3rd June 2017

I have returned with some new fics I found over the last few weeks. Enjoy! :D 

Out of My System

Yoongi likes one night stands and he understands how they work. What he doesn’t understand, however, is how he ended up in bed with a probably-not-legal kid crying in his arms about his broken heart, because he’s pretty sure (and correct him if he’s wrong) that a babysitting job was not what he was looking for when he went to the opening of his friend’s new club.

Me: How do I say this, there are fics that start with one night stands and none of them went on as beautifully as this one. It is a natural progression, almost like a real relationship, I am like the way Yoongi is portrayed here. Conflicted but ultimately a softie at heart.

where the heart is

She hadn’t been ready to be a mother and Yoongi hadn’t been ready to be a father, but where she had turned tail and run, Yoongi had vowed never to do the same.

Me: I wasn’t expecting this single father Yoongi story to pull me in as much as it did. There is sufficient twists in this to keep it interesting and also a climax at the end which is nice. A soft, mostly fluffy story of how a Yoongi believes in love again. 

tear the moon from the stars tonight

“Remember what I told you. You are mine now and I take care of my things.”

Joseon Era AU: Jimin, a low born, catches the attention of nobleboy Min Yoongi.

Me: I wasn’t sure what to expect of this Joseon AU fic but it was pretty good, with enough character progression. Read it for something different.

Paper Chase

Jimin thought that joining a fraternity would be all parties and fun. He hadn’t anticipated falling for his cute roommate, Yoongi.

Me: If you are looking for some light fluff and PWP, this is the fic to go for. It is a hard R so beware.


Updated: 29th May 2017

when you’re in love all the lines get blurred

Jimin isn’t sure what possessed him to lie to his mother and tell her that he had a boyfriend, but now that he’s opened the position, he has no choice but to fill it. Yoongi is, apparently, his only option.

Me: I just love love love love the whole fake boyfriend idea no matter which fandom I am into at the moment. I really enjoyed this one there is some angst but also so must fluff.

The 100-Day Love Challenge 

For a variety show challenge, Jimin must tell Yoongi every day for 100 days that he loves him.

Me: There is nothing for me to explain. Nothing. If you are having a bad day and need fluff this is it.

Conflicting Arrangement

“Absolutely not,” Yoongi deadpanned. “Namjoon-ah. I value you as a friend, and I think I’d even go as far as to say that you’re my best friend, but absolutely fucking not.”

“You owe me,” Namjoon pleaded. “Come on, Yoongi, it’s not a big deal.”

“Your boyfriend’s best friend’s best friend needs a fake boyfriend to come out to his family this Chuseok, all the way in fucking Busan.” Yoongi repeated drily without pause, making Namjoon wince. He flipped a page of his textbook, picking up his highlighter. “Not a big deal, Namjoon. Amazing.”

Me: This is a really really long fic but god do I love it. It is worth it. Slow but the character development is really really well done. It is also yet another pretend boyfriend fics (I just love them)

First Love

Jimin is being courted for the first time. He doesn’t really know what to do.

Me: This fic is in the OmegaVerse, if you are not into it please do not enter. I repeat, DO NOT ENTER. However if you are, this fic is just too precious not to share I want to drown in the fluffiness of it all.

Do You Like Your Drafts Rough?

As a romance novelist, one would think Min Yoongi would have his own romantic life sorted out a little more than he actually did. Because instead of being in a happy, nauseating relationship, Yoongi was juggling both a one-sided crush and some punk who lived downstairs.

Me: This is an AU where Yoongi is a writer and Jin is a librarian. I highly recommend the entire series.

we pass in front of a flower shop (and i catch the scent of roses)

Jimin’s a florist who sings to the flowers and crushes hard on the mint-haired man who just came in to buy a cactus.

Me: Just picture Jiminnie singing to flowers and watering them because i am dying at the thought of it and this fic is exactly what it is. PLEASE READ for a fluffy time.

anonymous asked:

Hi, I'm a new adlock yacht member, can you recommend me A Must Read Sherlock/Irene fics? because I falling deeper and deeper with this ship and i'm not even sorry! P.S.I check out all your fics on AO3 and the quite remarkable. Thank you, have a good day/night.

*Grins and waves* Hello and welcome aboard :D More than a little surprised to be asked (because surely anyone would’ve already been admiring my fandom heroes’ brilliant works before they came across any random stuff I wrote?) but thank youu and I’m honoured to share my personal ‘Omg amazing writing’ list!

(For a non-waffly version of recs, please simply refer to my bookmarks on AO3 - they’re mostly adlock x)

1. These fandom classics ♡ (Apologies if, like me, you already know them so well you find that you can effortlessly recite the chapter titles and many of the beautiful lines therein, but they absolutely need to appear in every adlock rec)

Neither a Soldier Nor a Gentleman and (work-in-progress) Sui Generis by Francesca_Wayland (the author is a legend and @francesca-wayland​ is the adlock blog, where you’ll find her list of fic recs, amongst other adlockness)

^ Exquisitely written. NaSNaG [97k] is basically fanon for what happened between Sherlock and Irene in Karachi, and SG [224k+] is its incredible (AU) sequel. The latter was what converted me from a non-shipping BBC Sherlockian into an obsessed adlocker.

- (work-in-progress) The W Hypothesis by ElinorX ( @elinorx​ this girl’s an evil genius x)

^ Victorian AU [75k+]. Another masterpiece, like seriously it’s literature. Clever and intricate plot, layers of mysteries, immense magnetic pull and tension between our OTP. Angsty. Though according to a reliable source the readers might get a treat in the next chapter(s).

- Come Attrition, Come Hell by InkInc ( @tales-of-inkinc​ The Angst Queen, whom I really hope is doing well at this moment, sending her best wishes)

^ aka Angst and Heartbreak and (Despite Everything) Love [89k]. You will likely not be okay whilst reading this story, and you will quite possibly not want to be. Certain strings of words in the English language will never be the same again. Gosh. There’s a letter/email from Sherlock to Irene, and it’s just T T. Also, CACH was the reason I registered on AO3, to leave my first ever comment.

- Death Takes a Holiday by LyraNgalia and rude_not_ginger ( @lyrangalia​ and @team-science​​, they have got to be the best role-play/writing partners in the history of RP-ing and their works are a synergy of brilliance; dreamwidth)

^ Fanon for Sherlock and Irene’s adventures during The Fall, collaborating to dismantle Moriarty’s web. Emotional constipation journey inevitably ensues. The DTaH series [546k] is approx. the length of the entire Lord of the Rings trilogy plus The Hobbit. Epic.

- What He Likes and its sequel (incomplete) The Way the Heavens Go by solojones

^ WHL [65k] also features post-Reichenbach Sherlock and Irene. Dark, with soul-crushing angst, and a spiralling-into-drugs-and-demons Sherlock. Don’t worry though it gets bittersweet and everything will be okay and aww these two are adorable. TWtHG [71k] is post-Resurrection, canon-divergent since it was written before Series 3 aired but still marvellous.


2. A few more multi-chapter must-reads (Sorry I realise how ridiculously long this post is getting, after merely five recs, and shall turn down/off the commentary hereinafter, but should reiterate that these are all absolutely wonderful)

- The Price of Retrouvailles [76k] by akajustmerry ( @akajustmerry​ who also has another beautiful work-in-progress, In the Absence of Skulls)

- The Games We Play [13k] by Maple_Fay

- This is Not a Safe House [14k] by SaraDobieBauer ( @saradobiebauer​)

- Staying Alive [6k] by  g_girl143 ( @adlocksentiments​)

Ships in Glass Bottles [49k] and A White Flag on Baker Street [13k] by Scatterboom (also, would recommend subscribing to her work-in-progress The Shape of the Universe and allowing it to brighten up your Tuesdays : ] )

The Curious Case of the Boy In the Raincoat [44k] by rude_not_ginger

- Dining with Frogs [61k] by CherryBlossomTide


3. My single-chapter favourites (Not an extensive list, my AO3 bookmarks contain more x)

Exceptions by Del (Everything @goddessdel​ writes basically ♡)

The Uneventful Afternoon by Del (goddessdel) >>> John’s perspective; fluff in the uniquely adlock way, always such a delight to reread!

Life among the dead by Del (goddessdel) >>> His Last Vow missing scene

A Most Murderous Case by Del (goddessdel) >>> Our OTP & Scotland Yard

- Ave Verum by Francesca_Wayland >>> John’s discovers Sherlock’s secret

Midnight by rude_not_ginger >>> It’s like poetry

A Very Different Level by SorrowsFlower ( @sorrowsflower who is another very, very talented yacht member) >>> A collection of lovely gems

broken hearts, like broken bones by Tyleet ( @wildehacked)

- the way we live now by themuslimbarbie

- Twenty Degrees of Inseparation by nom_omnis_moriar


4. Seriously I cannot begin to describe how much I admire some of these authors. Our yacht is so fortunate to have them. (I’ve mentioned some of their works above but do check out the links to their AO3 page or tumblr for more adlock-y awesomeness!)

Have a good day/night to you too, anon, and to anyone else reading this x

anonymous asked:

Can you link all of the princess Betty fics/royalty fics? I can't seem to find them! So sorry to bother you

YES I CAN! (also - you are never a bother, Grayface. Ever!) 

I can only link to the ones I’ve seen already. I’m certain there will be more - but as of publishing this answer - these are the ones I’ve got:

Shattered Kingdom by @bugheadandjughead

No Sooner Met by @malmo722

Princess Betty Part 1 (and now Part 2) by @bughead4days

Crowns by annoe 

If you Love Me for Me by @itstenafterfour *

The Serpent and The Swan by @jugandbettsdetectiveagency *

For context to people who are new - there was this awesome post by @southsidevixens of Lili’s recent photoshoot mashed up with one of Cole’s from a while ago. They looked like a Prince and a Princess and the fandom erupted in a desperate need for fic. (I swear this wasn’t just ME demanding it!)

THEN @itstenafterfour made this amazing aesthetic and it only made the fandom MORE desperate for fic. So then I declared that I must have fic and other people figured - hey, we should listen to Jandy once and a while (lol this is not actually how it went down) - and I woke up the next day with Prince Elizabeth and Prince Forsythe fic! I didn’t even have to wait until my BIRTHDAY! 

Anyway - I hope there is lots and lots more fic in this AU going to be written… and if you know of a fic that isn’t posted here - please let me know and I’ll edit this original post. <3

* Edited after original posting.

0.1

(your beautiful point of view)

I was scrolling through my Twitter feed as I usually do. Retweeting really good fan art and random shit DIY’s as I please.
Until I come across a post. It’s tagged in my username. Since I’ve been dating Dan I’ve been ignoring the posts, I’ve been tagged in.

But I’m too damn curious. The link was to a YouTube video. Titled “15 REASONS WHY (Y/N) (L/N) IS UGLY AND FAKE”  Now any normal person would have clicked away, but you see I’m not normal. I clicked on the video. I watch until about reason 7.

I clicked out. I looked at the retweet it was “tbh they make a lot of sense. She’s only with him for views and she’s playing him. Dan doesn’t deserve someone like her.” The video had pinpointed every single insecurity I had and a few I didn’t even realize I had.

I went to Dan and I’s shared room. I opened the door. He wasn’t there. I flopped on the bed, I wrapped myself up in the monochrome covers and cried.

Daniel POV
I unlocked the door, sorta stressed because​ I had to go to the store, AlOnE. I put the groceries away. I was listening for (Y/N)’s loud seal like laugher. Silence. I listened for Phil’s soft muttering of him vlogging in his room. Nothing. I listened for shouting from the gaming room. Nada.

I finished with the groceries. Making sure to hide my precious  cereal child. Oh crunchy nut how I love thee. I slowly approach the stairs up to my room, not wanting to scary anyone. Until I hear soft crying. (Y/N) must be looking at that (Marvel interview/Favorite Fandom you potentially cry about) again.

I go in expecting her to be crying with a phone in hand. (Y/N) is crying but her phone’s on the other side of the room. She’s in my sheets wrapped up like a burrito. She’s practically sobbing. I scrambled over to the bed.
“(Y/N) why are you crying, Who do I need to fight?” She looks up at me with her (e/c) eyes. “I’m fine.” She lays in my lap. I stroke her hair. I notice her phone open on Twitter.

I see it’s a rant about how awful (Y/N) is. She looks up at me tear filled eyes. “ I’m fine, I’m over-” I shake my head. “No, ( Y/N) this isn’t okay, they shouldn’t be doing this.” She sits up and leans her head in my shoulder. I sigh. “I’m sorry they’re so damn​ agressive, You don’t deserve this.” She sighs, “do you think i’m only here for your fame because I promise I’m not, I love you and I hope you know that.” Her voice sounds so sad and depressed. I pause, she looks up at my face.

“I know that your a beautiful person and you love me and I hope you know I  love you.” I kiss the top of their head. She pulls me back into the sheets and wraps  her arms around me.

I lay back with her, she squeezes me and I wait until she falls asleep. I pull out my phone open to the Twitter who posted the video and the rant.
@thatrandomtwitteracct
Do you think this is okay?
I really shouldn’t even be acknowledging your clear ignorance. But your actions aren't​ affecting me. They are hurting one of the most beautiful person in my life. Your words are hateful and mean, I don’t mind if appreciate you’re being an opinionated fan but don’t attack someone because you “think” they’re bad for me. You don’t have a single clue as to what
(Y/N) is like so please don’t say anything more like this thank you.“

I read over my tweet, liking how it sounded. I posted it. I looked at (Y/N)’s tear stained face.  She was smirking and clutching on to me. I put my phone on the charger and curled my arms around her and gave her a small peck on the forehead. I fell asleep not worrying about the fan but only about holding onto (Y/N).

I want to thank @regrettablewritings I didn’t think I was going to post any of my fanfictions but I decided to just do it, I was scared super nervous but what’s the worst that can happen. 

anonymous asked:

Like, I know that people (surely must) tell you that you help make their lives better, but do you *know* that you make peoples lives better? Do you actually realize that some people (me included) smile and keep going in most due to *your* writing? I just. I need you to know how amazing you are. Because you are amazing, and I am so thankful that you decided to grace fandom with your pressanse.

Oh, um, wow. I don’t really know what to say…. I spend most of my time thinking that I’m pretty worthless and don’t add much value to anyone’s life, so I appreciate your very kind comment. It’s kind of nerve-wracking (and hard to believe) that my words could have that much power in someone’s life. I hope my fics and I never disappoint you, anon.

Ale's Olicity Fic Recs List

In honor of my three years on tumblr, I wanted to make this list of my top favorite olicity fanfics i’ve read since i joined the arrow fandom. Honestly this list could have been so much longer but alas i’ll make myself make a part 2 sometime in the future. I hope you find new fics you haven’t seen before or that you choose to reread an old favorite. Thanks for being so amazing darlings, your talent and creativity has made my experience with the olicity fandom one of the highlights of this past year. 

Also a special shoutout to an amazing blog that i ALWAYS go to when i need to find new fics to read. theolicitylibrary check out this blog, follow it or bookmark it and enjoy all the amazing fics this fandom has to offer <3 

Enough chit chat, happy reading everybody!



Must Reads - These are the fics that I literally read over and over again without ever getting tired of them. And if you were to ask me which fics you should read first, these are it. Start with these ones. 

Pink Drinks and Pick-Up Lines - Frea_O, complete, rated t, strangers au, blind date au, there is just something about this fic that makes me laugh and smile and squee every time i read it. I think its the fic i’ve reread the most i practically have it memorized by heart. 

what does home look like? - sarcastic_fina, wip, rated t, series- 2works, i am SO obsessed with this fic, i just want to know what happens next and gah lovesick oliver always just makes me emotional. no island au, high school au, family feels , Lance is Felicity’s stepdad, Sara and Laurel her stepsisters kind of au. there is also a oneshot from Oliver’s pov that i practically know by heart i’ve read it so many times. 

The Victory- December_Daughter , not rated, complete, fluffy chance meetings au, this fic makes me smile and my heart melt i love it

Convergence - Nightkeepyr, complete, explicit, porn, straight up porn without a plot, strangers au, sooo fucking hot

should’ve left my phone at home (this is a disaster) - leviosaphoenix , complete, rated t, fluffy strangers au , so cute and fun and perfect to distract from all the angst

Dear John - Shideezhi, complete, explicit, i cannot say enough good things about this fic, felicity decides she needs to leave the arrow lifestyle, oliver doing everything to get her back, reeead it.

Open Heart and Lithe Tongue (Speak and We are Undone) - RosieTwiggs, complete, explicit, a fic dedicated to oral sex, need i say more?

Hang My Head Break My Heart (Built From All I Have Torn Apart) - ciara2531, wip, mature, starts off with a strong Thea x Felicity relationship before it gets to olicity. its incredible. 

and you know what??? honestly read all of lee’s fics, (sarcastic_fina) i mean i already posted a few of my top favorites into this list but ALL of her fics are amazing and i love all of them and it would take forever to post them all so here, this is a link to her ao3. have fun reading <3



Bratva!Olicity/Mob FicsThe title speaks for itself. I adore these fics, there is just something about them that has me hooked. also this genre could be an extension of my must reads, i reread these fics all the time too.

you could be the king (but watch the queen conquer) - sarcastic_fina , wip, explicit 

A Matter of Trust - bluesuedeshoes, complete, explicit, arranged marriage au

Russian Roulette - Caiti (Caitriona_3), series -7works, wip, teen

What He Needed - GeorgeHeesto, complete, explicit

Behind The Hummingbird  - GeorgeHeesto, wip, explicit

Я чувствую это слово для вас - angelica, complete, rated g,

Just following the map that leads to you - ohmypreciousgirl, complete, mature, arranged marriage

Russian Speaking Oliver - Mimozka, complete, rated t, series-3works, bratva

Oblivion (Is Calling Out Your Name) - seetheskyaboveus, wip, mature 

I let it burn, not afraid to feel it shine on me. - fueledbybooks, complete, mature

The Reluctant Queen - December_Daughter, wip, rated t, blackmail, protection au 



No Island Au’s- Sometimes its just nice to get away from canon. These fics do it remarkably well. All kinds of aus.

Stories Of Duke Of Starling - Saturn_Queen, wip, mature, historical au

You’re The Boss - gnimaerd, complete, explicit, prostitute au

Taste of Your Poison Paradise - HoodiesandComputers , complete, explicit, prostitute au

Felicity The Virgin - javajunkie , wip, rated t, inspired by Jane The Virgin

Let it rain, let it pour - Nightkeepyr, complete, explicit, pwp, strangers au

Creatures of the Night - thierhappystory, complete, rated t, prostitute au

Cleared for Take Off - Nightkeepyr, complete, explicit, strangers au

Confined Chaos - Nightkeepyr, complete, explicity, strangers au

Eye of the Beholder - Bre_o, wip, rated t, beauty and the beast retelling

My Little Corner of the World - javajunkie, wip, rated t, friends to lovers au

Camp Crush - bluesuedeshoes, complete, rated g, summer camp au

The Accidental Boyfriend - javajunkie, complete, rated t, pretend wedding date au

Let’s Remix This Business - Frea_O, complete, rated t, social media au

Everything To Lose (Everything Gained) - Hann789, wip, rated g, college au

Executive Stress Therapy - trueplainhearts, complete, mature, prostitute au



Canon Divergence-  So this is basically fics that are based off of canon but at some point take their own path.  

If I Were A Better Man - sarcastic_fina, wip, explicit, series- 3works, pre S.1 , season 1 rewrite 

You’re His Hope - ChronicOlicity, wip, rated t, EPIC, more than 78 chapters, post episode 9 in the 3rd season, league of assassins Oliver.  

What happened in Vegas… - Jules_Ink, wip, explicit, season 1 rewrite, vegas au

The Dilemma - goingvintage, complete, explicit , pwp, masturbation

Rivers and Roads - angelica , wip, not rated, season 1 rewrite, felicity is oliver’s psychiatrist

Click - LadyChi, complete, explicit, smut, CEO & Executive Assistant 

Hands - redtoes , complete,  rated t, post S.1 , friends to lovers au

Don’t you just love the desire taking hold of you (well, I can tell you do) - sarcastic_fina, complete, explicit, CEO & Executive Assistant

What’s Your Fantasy? - chasethewind, wip, explicit , series - 15 works, smut smut and more smut here 

Felicity Smoak, Technical Advisor - thatmasquedgirl, wip, rated t, season 1 rewrite, fucking AMAZING, one hell of a series. 

Devil’s Backbone - anthfan, wip, explicit, post sara’s death.

Sins - SmoakandArrow, wip, mature, season 1 rewrite

Without a Thought (Without a Voice) - cindysark, complete, explicit, something was bound to happen on the training mats

And A Bottle of Wine - ciara2531, complete, rated t, 

remove all doubt - puzzledhats, complete, explicit, post S.2 pre S.3

What happens in Vegas… - redtoes, complete, explicit, not to be confused with the other fic, if the different authors didn’t give that way already. vegas au, 

You told me I was like the Dead Sea (I never sink when you are with me) - sarcastic_fina, wip, rated t, island au

This Ain’t Love (It’s Clear To See) - callistawolf , complete, explicit, season 1 rewrite

One night stands and vanilla cupcakes - redtoes, complete, explicit, jealous oliver oooh, felicity doing what needs to be done to be happy, fuck yes.

Late fees - redtoes, complete, explicit, pwp, 

Lengths - rosietwiggs , wip, explicit, bdsm (but focuses more on emotional aspect and not just the sexual, its so beyond incredible)

Be Still - sarcastic_fina , complete, rated t, ANGST, SO MUCH ANGST, IT HURTS, IT REALLY HURTS YOUR HEART AND SOUL AND IF YOU DO NOT CRY FROM THIS HOW ARE YOU A HUMAN BEING????

Little Talks - december_daughter, complete, rated t, friends to lovers au, 

Filled with Gold - december_daughter, complete , explicit, sequel to Little Talks



Drabble Collections- So many writers in this fandom do these, they are wonderful and encompass everything from tropes and au’s to episode fixers and requests. I love reading them and they are quick reads too. 

Take a little piece of my heart (and keep it for yourself) - sarcastic_fina, wip, rated t

Sultry Sunday Smut Series - callistawolf, wip, explicit 

throw your soul through every open door - effie214, wip, rated t

Dim Sum After Fisticuffs - ihatepeas, wip, rated t

Olicity Flash Fiction - ihatepeas, wip, rated t

Fragile Things - bluesuedeshoes, complete, not rated

Russian Sunshine and Other Terms of Endearment - bluesuedeshoes, complete, not rated

Tropes - anthfan, wip, rated t

At First Sight - thatmasquedgirl, complete, rated t, all KINDS of au’s that lead to different series, all amazing. also these are more oneshots than drabbles, some of them are pretty long actually and so fucking amazing. i can not say that enough.

I’ve Never Truly Loved (Until You Put Your Arms Around Me) - thierhappystory, wip, mature 

Bits and Pieces - mimoska, wip, rated g

But You Stood By My Side Night After Night (You Loved Me Back To Life) - ciara2531, complete, rated t

I can’t escape this now (unless you show me how) - callistawolf , complete, explicit

Drabbling in Your Love - rosietwiggs, wip, explicit, series- 3works, 



Domestic Olicity/Family Fics - basically these are the fics where Oliver and Felicity are married or parents, fics where there is team arrow family fluff, and even fics where Oliver and Felicity aren’t together (yet) but everyone still considers them a couple/family figures.

nothing comes from nothing (nothing ever could) - effie214 , complete, rated g, ITS SO SWEET AND PERFECT AND I CRY DAMN IT, kidfic, sound of music appreciation life forever!!!!

Like A Queen - leli1013, rated g, complete , everyone can see it au

Legacy - ash818 , rated t, complete , next generation, 

The Man Under the Hood - ash818, rated t, wip, next generation

His Little Genius - CSM, complete, rated g, precious fluffy fic, kidfic

Give a Little Love - jemmaniac, wip, rated t, inspired by life as we know it , godparents to guardians au, kidfic

The Gorgeous One - ohmypreciousgirl, complete, rated t

Sunshine and Rain (Make A Beautiful Thing) - ciara2531 , complete, mature, kidfic

Ways To Grow - lizook12, complete, rated g 

You can tell - mariss95, wip, rated t, everyone can see it au



Olicity + Others - Not gonna lie, sometimes I indulge myself and read some smoaking canarrow or better yet some smoaking billionaires (i mostly just read tommy felicity oliver but if you have recs for smoaking canarrow let me know, i’m not opposed). Threesomes can be so much fun.

How the Mighty Fall (in Love) - abbie & rosietwiggs, complete (ish?), explicit, smoaking billionaires, 

Lustful innocence - nightkeepyr, complete, explicit, smoaking billionaires, strangers au

You Owe Me - bluesuedeshoes, complete, explicit, smoaking billionaires 

After Hours - chasethewind, wip, explicit, smoaking canarrow , prostitue au, bdsm

Curse of Cuervo - redtoes, complete, explicit, smoaking billionaires

 Where Heaven Stops and Earth Begins - rosietwiggs, complete, explicit,  smoaking billionaires 

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Hey all!!
I decided I wanted to start selling art prints! Since prints are expensive, and since I’m unemployed and disabled, it’s going to be hard to start. (Plus I need more samples!)

So I’m opening 10 commissions for a full body colored illustration! You can also turn it into a couple piece for an extra 5 dollars!

Will art:
Nsfw (all my samples are that right now sorry. Also you must be 18+ to order one)
Sfw
Most fandoms
Ocs
Guro

Will not art:
Underage nsfw
Mecha
Furries
Steven universe
Overwatch

Please message me here or email me at eyekink@gmail.com
You can also check out my new art blog at @eyekink

I’d really appreciate it if you could reblog this even if you can afford one! Right now 5 slots are open.

I wish I had 5H in my life when I was a teenager

Disclaimer: This isn’t about the music industry or anything, but I am in a bit of a sentimental mood and feel like sharing something very personal. Now that I have this small platform, I just feel the urge to share a bit of my story. Please don’t read if you are going to shit on me for writing a personal essay!

I must admit that 5H is more of a guilty pleasure for me than a full-on fan girl thing. Mainly just because I’m in my twenties now and sometimes I think I’m too old to be acting like a teenager and messing around on fandom tumblr. But the thing is, I truely fell in love with these girls’ voices and their personalities, and now they just provide me with a bit of escapism from my serious job and everyday life. I feel really protective of them and feel the need to keep an eye out for them as they struggle through the rocky terrain of the music industry. I also love the fandom (well.. most of it anyway lol). You guys are all so open, caring and creative (and hilarious). I also love that in-between reblogging memes and funny stuff people like to talk about society and politics. That’s literally so cool. Especially here on tumblr, I love the family vibe. There’s such a sense of community.

I was thinking about all this and thinking “god I wish I had this when I was 15″. Tumblr wasn’t even a thing I knew about then, and I didn’t have any particular pop stars that I idolised. I went through a pretty hard time as a teenager. I grew up in a rough neighbourhood, so that didn’t help. But when I was around 14/15 I found myself in a nasty abusive situation. I was exposed to a fair bit of violence at the hands of someone who in theory should have loved and protected me. I basically internalised every punch and insult that was thrown at me, and sunk into a deep self-loathing and depression for a couple of years. I had some good friends but I never told them what I had been through. The only thing that really kept me going was music - making music and listening to music. My guitar and my headphones became my lifeline. When you are in these situations, when you are trying to get through a hard time in your life, or even just trying to get through the day, you hang on to whatever piece of meaning or hope you can find. Maybe you find that meaning in a guitar. Maybe you find it in a person. Maybe you find it in writing poetry, or playing basketball, or walking your dog, or watching your favourite TV show. Or maybe you even find that meaning in following your favourite girl band.

I just want you to know that if you come home from a hard day at school or work and the first thing you do is go on your laptop to watch interview videos, or reblog fifth harmony gifs on tumblr, and this puts a little bit of happiness and meaning in your life, then that is totally valid. Don’t ever let anyone make you feel that your love of a girl group is silly or useless. I wish so much that I had this when I was younger and going through a tough time! You are so lucky to have these girls and this fandom in your life. Don’t ever let anyone take that away from you. Don’t let the recent events and all the negative PR bullshit take that away from you either. Life is hard. The world is an unfair place. So if it puts a smile on your face when you get a snapchat notification from Ally, Dinah, Lauren, Normani or Camila, thats great! Hang on to that! Be young and carefree. And if you need to, make use of the community here on tumblr. 

That’s all I wanted to say. Just wanted to share some of my story and encourage you to remember why this fandom is so important to so many people. Keep supporting the girls as you always have. Do whatever you can to put a smile on your face in these troubled times.

Love - Meg

“Forever” is a show about resurrection. Let’s prove it.

The supernatural crime drama “Forever”, about Dr. Henry Morgan (Played by Ioan Gruffudd of a notable roster of historical epics like 2004′s “King Arthur” and James Cameron’s tour-de-force “Titanic”, as well as “Horatio Hornblower” and, as a cute turn of fate, a film called “Forever”, out later in 2015) his juggling repeated returns from death spanning two and a half centuries with an ordinary day-job as the chief medical examiner for the New York Police Department, was not picked up for a second season. 20,000 people signed petitions. Every post the show made on any public media was met with overwhelming fan love and support. Despite all of that, it wasn’t picked back up. 

Here’s why we need a show like “Forever”:

- The cast has incredible chemistry that flows easily and features formidable talent. These actors have notable acting pedigrees and the love of their fans.

- The crimes are technically the bare bones of the episodes, but they tie into much larger and more universal themes like death (naturally), love, loss, protection, character, saving face, secrecy, and family blossoming from where you least expect it. 

- Love period-themed dramas and glimpses into history? As we see Henry’s flashbacks into past lives we are actually educated on topics like the slave trade, the Holocaust, World War II, and other happenings that we must understand in order to avoid repeating. We see Henry’s constant battle to be a good man despite those around him showing truly human weakness, as is often displayed in such conflicting events. He does his best to judge their actions but never discount the people themselves. He truly sees the precious gift of life as just that. The themes of racial injustice and genocide surface often and are still so painfully relevant today. We need a show with this perspective to bring up these dialogues to fearlessly.

- Love something as simple as Ioan Gruffudd’s dreamy voice and good looks? How about a show where you constantly see him bare-ass naked? Henry’s condition means that when he dies, he’s reborn in the nearest body of water, swimming for his life without a stitch of clothing on. Hence, he’s stuck in a loop of being thirty-five. For decades. However, we learn that he’s not the only one, and Burn Gorman (”Dark Knight Rises” and “Pacific Rim”) plays a man in a similar position with deadly panache and grim charm. 

- His bond with his son, Abraham, is extraordinary. Ioan Gruffudd and Judd Hirsch have such an easy rapport with one another that it’s hard to believe they haven’t actually known one another all of their lives (and lovingly berated one another all the while). When you stay 35 years old and your son is a septuagenarian hippie who never grew up and sees laws as gentle guidelines to be occasionally ducked under, the world is indeed a colorful place.  

- The precinct’s premiere figures of authority are Lieutenant Reece, (eminently wise and dry-but-fair, and played brilliantly by Lorraine Toussaint of “Orange Is The New Black”) and Detective Jo Martinez (brought to life by Alana de La Garza, of previous “Law and Order” acclaim). They are two capable, whip-smart and strong women of color that are given great depth by the glimpses of their vulnerability, which is never shown to be feeble or womanly, merely human. We see Jo on the heels of her husband’s untimely death and she and Henry grieve the loss of their spouses in tandem, propping one another up as they go without ever seeing the other as weak.

- Henry sees the women of his daily interactions rightly as equals and figures of their positions without hesitation and clearly shows them their due respect. He wears it as if it is the duty of all proper men not to coddle or humor women but to see their strengths and encourage them. He calls upon sex therapist Iona Paine (Hilarie Burton, sensual and sharp as a tack) as a consultant on a case and is baffled (pleasantly) by her insight in the case. Her works is just that to him, and he sees it as fascinating. They even experience a potent romantic attraction and not once is her work considered an unpleasantry to be skirted around. It’s actually his own past pain from the loss of his wife that keeps him from truly embracing her. At one point, a suspect begins to berate her repeatedly for her line of work and Henry, the scarf-loving and pacifist ponce that he is, bashes the brute in the jaw for it. 

- The story of Henry and Abigail is a truly beautiful one. They meet during the Holocaust as war doctors and not only do they quickly fall in love, but adopt one of the camp survivors, an infant named Abraham. Abigail’s loss is referenced repeatedly in the show as a long-running mystery that whipsaws Henry and Abe alike, and their unshakable bond is tested through their journey to unearth the truth about her final years. Abigail (The pixie-pretty Mackenzie Mauzy) is kind, loving, generous, nurturing, but in the end falls prey to the very human fears of inadequacy and judgment of her peers. 

- Later on, it’s a a potential romance between Henry and Jo that brings another layer of intrigue to the series and it never quite gets properly brought to light. While admirable to keep it a slow burn, many a fan wants to see precisely where they might end up.

- The other main men of the precinct, Detective Mike “Handsome” Hanson (Donnie Keshawarz from “The Wolf of Wall Street” and “The Adjustment Bureau”) and Medical Examiner’s Assistant Lucas Wahl (Joel David Moore, seen in “Dodgeball: a true Underdog Story” and James Cameron’s lush epic “Avatar”) , round out the main cast with equal parts intellect and wit. Where Mike is the closest we get to the typical tough and dry New York cop we expect, he still displays warmth and charm, and works well with Detective Martinez. Though she doesn’t need it, he readily halts a suspect’s sexist attitude toward her without pause. He’s a family man who seems the most grounded, reflecting many concerns with which the audience can easily identify and agree. Lucas is a lovable nerd without being a punchline (which, frankly, we direly need.) and brings equal parts finely-honed talent and goofy lovability. Henry often doesn’t know what to think of him but Lucas never falters as a loyal and eager accomplice, even when called upon to re-enact the sometimes grisly circumstances of some of their murders. He only flinches most of the time. All the same Henry recognizes Lucas’ work ethic and sees his worth, past the references that clearly go right over his head (not least because he’s almost a head shorter than Wahl’s lanky frame on a good day).

So what can we do?

There are several options. The show’s Twitter account, @ForeverABC and Facebook account (Simply “Forever”) are swimming with devoted fans showing overwhelming approval on every post the series has to offer. The writers and actors (Sans Judd, who seems a wee bit less tech savvy that his on-screen counterpart who consistently bests Henry in the realm of all things electronic) are very active on Twitter, and clearly love their work. We’ve moaned, we’ve wailed, and some of us have dropped colorful language. But what we need now is fandom. 

The kind that brought back shows like Community and Arrested development for more seasons. Hell, if we’re lucky, the kind that got tiny half-season Firefly a BIG DAMN MOVIE. 

Make shirts. Draw fanart. Post jokes. Cosplay. Make Vines. It’s not enough to type sad posts about missing the show. We need a show like this and we need to show the execs what a gem they missed. The show is being heavily lobbied to Hulu and Netflix, where it has a great shot thanks to its built-in fan base. I feel like this is our strongest chance. Contact both entities (politely!) and tell them what a great series this is! The more you wear your fandom on your sleeve, the better a chance it has. Even if you make one little doodle, spread it on every form of social media and tag the heck out of it!

If nothing else, the world always… ALWAYS needs more butt-naked Ioan Gruffudd. 

so at the end of my shift tonight i met a customer who had this gorgeous necklace and was looking for cat food. So i was walking alongside her, and chatting about Halloween, when she asked me if i did anything for the holiday. So i told her that i dressed up as Bast the Cat Goddess.
And i swear, her face just lit up. And she told me that she had a Bast statue in her house, and how she would burn incense and how she felt connected to Her since her early twenties. I swear, we talked for what felt like hours. Words cant express how amazing it was to be able to talk to someone like that, to tell them about my relationship with Mama Bast and listen to their’s in turn. Gods, it was just so amazing. And the entire time, i just felt Mama hovering over me and nodding, all smug and pleased XD She totally orchestrated that, i know it.
But anyway it turns out that my customer didnt know why she was so drawn to Bast, but now that i explained to her what Kemeticism is she’s pretty sure she’s been honoring Bast this entire time without realizing it XD i just feel so honored to be able to help her realize that. Tbh, this may be what i needed to pull me out of my fallow time funk thats been going on for months now.
Anyway, im still just shocked and awed that this happened today and my mind may or may not be reeling but yeah that was my night lmao

Attack on Titan characters react to their fandom selves!

As people in the SnK fandom may have noticed, we sometimes tend to dumb character’s personality traits down to only a basic few, sometimes for humorous purposes. Basically, here are my interpretations of the exaggerated versions of the out-of-character Attack on Titan cast as invented by the fandom, as well as how the actual canon characters might react to their other selves!

1. Fandom Marco meets canon Marco

 ©Marco: …

 ©Marco: I appreciate that my personality is probably the one that’s been changed the least out of the ones on this list, but this fandom seems to have a really hard time grasping the fact that I am in fact canonically dead.

 © Marco: Half my body was gone, guys. Accept it.

2. (Fandom) French, fancy Levi meets canon Levi.

 (F) Levi: Hon hon hon,shall we adjourn to the salon, my beloved?

 © Levi: …

 © Levi: What the actual titan shit happened here

 © Levi: Also apparently being humanity’s strongest means having no muscles whatsoever.

3. (Fandom) Crazy Hanji with a titan-fetish meets canon Hanji

 (F) Hanji: Ahahaha let me lick your arm, Eren! Ahahaha I’m going to dissect you now!!

 © Hanji: …

 © Hanji: I am afraid that you are a health hazard and must be terminated.

 © Hanji: Although this concept of alter egos is very intriguing… I might just dissect you afterwards.

 (F) Hanji : AHAHAA DISSECT HEE HEE HEE

 © Hanji: … Dammit

4. (Fandom) Angry Eren meets canon Eren

 (F) Eren: RAAAGH KILL ALL THE TITANS

 © Eren: Ok it feels really weird to say this to myself, but dude

 © Eren: I’m just trying to protect the people I care about. I don’t know what it is you’re up to, but you seriously need to chill

5. (Fandom) Un-feeling, cold Mikasa who is obsessed with Eren meets canon Mikasa

 (F) Mikasa: My speciality lies in the slicing of meat. And also in Eren. Eat your vegetables, Eren. Shower regularly, Eren. Never leave my side, Eren. Where are you going , Eren.

 © Mikasa: *repulsed look*

6. (Fandom) Food-obsessed Sasha meets canon Sasha

 (F) Sasha: HEEHEE GIVE ME POTATO CONNIE YOUR HEAD LOOKS LIKE POTATO IMMA STICK IT IN MY MOUTH

 © Sasha: As someone who literally fended off a titan with nothing but a bow and arrow I must say I’m kind of insulted.

7. (Fandom) Screaming/crazed genius Armin meets canon Armin

 (F) Armin: *shrill screaming* IF THIS TACTIC WORKS THEN THAT MEANS I’M NOT COMPLETELY WORTHLESS AAAHHHHH

 © Armin: …

 © Armin: What. Just what.

8. Fandom Jean meets canon Jean.

 © Jean: Well at least you don’t have a crazed gleam in your eyes that’s a good sign-

 (F) Jean: *puts on horse mask*

 (F) Jean: *neighs*

 © Jean: Ok guys it’s starting to hurt a bit

Need more blogs to follow

Wow this is cleché. But I’ve realized, if I’m going to make a habit of this Tumblr thing I need to get some of my fandoms in my dash, so reblog if you post any of the following and I’ll check out your blog.

- Anything funny
- Homestuck
- Pokémon
- Sherlock
- MERLIN!! (Can’t stress this enough! I need more Merlin in my dash)
- Doctor Who
- Supernatural
- D.Gray-man (need to get some of that on my blog)
- Animation (Things like flipnotes or short flash animations would be awesome!)
- FUNNY! (A must)
- Anime
- Adventure time
- Lord of the rings
- The hobbit
- cephalopods!!!! (Not your hentai shit or anything, I mean like octopus’ or cuttlefish, you know CEPHALOPODS! Don’t question me, octopus’ are amazing)
- Fun or interesting facts! (Gotta learn something while I’m here.)
- How I met your mother
- Misha Collins (Need more adorable Misha or I will die.)
- Pirates of the Caribbean

So yeah, thanks for helping me out!

1.5k Follower Milestone!

Sooooo, as some of you might have seen, I hit my 1.5K Follower milestone a little while ago…and now that I’m almost done with my holiday prompts, I can give my attention to this!!!  :D  I’m so excited!  

Originally posted by yourreactiongifs

So, in order to thank you all for being so wonderful and amazing, I’m going to do blog rates and compliments!  

So what do you need to do to get a blog rate and a compliment from me?  

  1. Must be following me. (Natch ;) )
  2. Reblog this post
  3. Send me an ask (no anons please) with the name of your favorite fictional character (regardless of fandom) and (this next part is optional) a short explanation on why they’re your fave.  <3  

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Let Me In (Marichat Fanfic)

Sooo I’m going to get off the angst train for a minute and try my hand at fluffdom. Because seriously, these characters need all the love they can get. T-T Anyways, I’m thinking of taking on some Miraculous writing requests since things are lighting up over on my end. My #1 rule is that all requests must be SFW. If I get any requests that are questionable, I won’t work on them.

Thanks for your time!

Fandom: Miraculous Ladybug

Pairing: Marichat (with hints of Ladynoir and Adrinette)

Rating: General

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Tap. Tap. Tap.

Ignoring. Flipping a page and finding the latest design idea for a dress.

Tap. Tap. Tap.

Still ignoring. Grabbing a mechanical pencil and drawing in details.

Tap! Tap! Tap!

Snickering and rolling of the eyes. Continuing to work.

“Princess! Fair Princess!” A familiar voice sounded out from outside her trap door. “May your faithful knight gain access to your wondrous abode?!”

Marinette couldn’t stop a laugh from bubbling out as she set aside her fashion journal. Tikki laughed quietly alongside her before ducking under some nearby pillows. For the past three months, Chat Noir had made it a habit to stop by Marinette’s house after his day for patrol ended. Whether it was because curiosity was itching the cat or satisfaction was bringing him back, Marinette can’t find it in herself to dislike her akuma fighting companion’s visits. She reasoned that as long as he didn’t see Tikki and he didn’t put two and two together that it would be fine.

“That’s the third time this week.” Marinette said with a smile still on her face as she climbed up her ladder, sat on her bed, and faced her trapdoor. She can just picture the poor kitty cat pouting, knowing that his sensitive hearing allowed him to hear her footsteps leading her towards her bed. “You’re making me think that you’ve got nothing better to do if Ladybug’s not around.”

“I just want to see your pretty face Princess.” She could practically hear the pout in his voice and his ears drooping. Thank goodness it wasn’t raining out or a certain feline would be catching a cold.

“Then why don’t you look in a mirror?” Marinette retorted, leaning back on her comfy cat pillow.

“You think that I’m pretty?!” Chat Noir crooned, his tone turning very cheerful. “I would pre-fur being called handsome, but I’m still honored my Princess.”

Marinette burst out into laughter and thanked her luck that her parents were out taking care of a delivery. If they had been home, they would probably be more than a little curious about their daughter’s cheerful antics. She sat up, fumbled for a moment with her trap door’s lock, and sat back down as the door opened. A split second later, a smiling black cat with bright green eyes gracefully swooped into the room and flopped onto Marinette’s bed.

Chat Noir could never grow tired of how bright and warm Marinette’s room is. Compared to his monochrome, toy filled bedroom, her room actually looked like it had life in it. Maybe that was because she was so full of life herself.

He continued to drink in the atmosphere of the room as Marinette hopped up from her bed and flew back to her desk. His eyes followed her, curiosity getting the better of him. The next thing he knew, Chat Noir found himself pouncing down from his perch on Marinette’s bed to her chaise. As Marinette opened her fashion journal, Chat Noir was drawn in and captivated by her creativity and imagination.

As Adrien, he had seen Marinette perform her magic when she made that pigeon feathered hat for his father’s contest. She was even kind enough to make a replica of the hat with fake feathers so that he could wear it for the photoshoot while giving the original to a thin looking guy who always seemed to be hanging around feeding the pigeons. If only he was given more opportunities to see that spark in her eye whenever she made her creations.

“So what do you think of this?” Marinette asked suddenly, pushing her journal towards Chat Noir so that he can see it. She was pointing at a scarf design colored pink and with a frilly lace at the end. It almost reminded him of the scarf his father had given him for his birthday. Maybe he, as Adrien, could ask her to make a scarf for his father’s own birthday. They might even match.

“As usual, you make lovely designs Princess.” Chat Noir purred, pleased that she trusted him enough for his input. It was a risky and almost sacred thing when an artist shows a pre-design towards another person. They were practically revealing themselves to someone who could hurt them. Taking off a mask and trusting the other person to not hurt them.

Chat Noir quietly watched Marinette continue working, drinking in her pencil’s strokes as her dreams from her mind and heart took form on paper. He couldn’t help but wonder what it would be like if he and Ladybug were to be like this if they weren’t wearing masks. Would she trust him with her secrets? Would he be able to show her how deeply he loved her without worrying about his heart being bruised? Again?

Chat Noir glanced at Marinette and smiled. It was nice to know that he can at least get to know this amazing girl without her running away from him all the time. When she wasn’t avoiding him or stumbling over her words, Marinette was hilarious, full of sparks, and an all-around wonderful person. She didn’t have to let the superhero in her home. It wasn’t like she owed him any favors. But she still let him in.

If only Ladybug could let him in. There’s so much he wanted to do for her. But she wouldn’t let him without fearing that she would grow too dependent on him. There’s so much he wanted to share with her, identities notwithstanding. But Ladybug won’t even tell him her favorite color without acting like she had to look over her shoulder.

Didn’t she trust him? Didn’t she want to be friends after Ladybug and Chat Noir weren’t needed anymore? Eventually they were going to find Hawkmoth and put an end to the akuma. They both made that their goal while they fended off the enemies that came their way.

Marinette paused in her drawing and turned to look at Chat Noir. He has been really quiet for the past week, like he was mulling over something. It bothered her that her dear friend was troubled like this. Chat Noir should be full of life and awful puns, ready to take on the day with confidence in his every stride.

She placed a quick peck on his furrowed brow and blushed a little when the cat jolted out of his thoughts and stared at her with wide eyes. Marinette almost giggled when she noted how red his own cheeks were despite how much his mask was hiding his face.

“You don’t have to keep it all in you know.” Marinette said as she closed her journal again. “If something’s bothering you, let me know. Or at least let Ladybug know.”

Chat Noir smiled softly and scratched the back of his head. “It’s okay my Princess. A knight shouldn’t place burdens upon those he should be protecting.”

Marinette shook her head and booped his nose, laughing out loud when he looked at his nose cross eyed. “And isn’t it a princess’s duty to make sure that her knight is able to protect her from all of the baddies out there?”

They both laughed for a couple minutes. When they managed to calm themselves down, they stared straight into each other’s eyes, unable to turn away from each other. With a sudden shyness, Chat Noir inched his gloved hands towards Marinette’s smaller hands. When she didn’t pull away, he dared to envelope them both in his hands, careful not to harm her with his claws.

“Can you promise me something Marinette?” Chat Noir asked, not breaking eye contact with Marinette, who nodded with a little smile still on her adorable face. “If something’s bothering you, or if you’re in trouble, promise me that you’ll let me know. I know that it is my duty to protect all of the people in Paris, but you’re special. To me.” Chat Noir gulped, feeling himself tremble as he took in Marinette’s shocked, wide eyes. “I want to be there for you when you’re hurting and I want to be there for you when you’re happy. Please…” He gulped again and fought to keep his eyes on hers, fearing that his nerves would get the better of him. “Please let me in. And…and I would be happy to let you in.”

He may as well have said it out loud. I’ll bare my heart for you. Please bare your heart to me. Ladybug knew that she would be willing to let him bare his heart to her, but would she dare to bare herself to him? Not right now she won’t. But maybe someday. For right now though, Chat Noir will dare to hope that someone would be willing to cross the bridge with him.

As Marinette stayed quiet though, her face unreadable, Chat Noir felt his heart start to tremble just a bit.

Please. Please let me in. I promise that I won’t harm you. Just please…let me be there for you. Like you’ve been there for me. Chat Noir begged to her silently, praying that she would be able to get the message through his eyes.

Then he saw it. Marinette smiling and returning the grip on his hands.

“Yes.”

That one little word was all that it took. Chat Noir scooped her into his arms, stood up, and spun her around with him. When he got home that night and became Adrien once again, the warmth of her hands remained in his and he held them close to his heart. For right now, Marinette will open herself to Chat Noir. Someday, she’ll open herself to Adrien. Maybe even someday he’ll be able to bridge the gap between himself and Ladybug. But until that day comes, Adrien will revel in the warmth and color that is Marinette.

dystopian-argonaut-deactivated2  asked:

I NEED your help🙏🏼. I've FINALLY caught up on the 100 so I can finally rage blog about it without worrying about spoilers. pls recommend blogs that post mostly if not all the 100?? I would love you forever ❤️

WELCOME TO FANDOM HELL FRIEND. FEEL FREE TO HIT ME UP IF YOU EVER WANT TO RANT TOGETHER.

Moving on, I’m happy to help! There are LOTS of fantastic blogs for The 100. But, I’m just going to let you know that 98% of The 100 blogs I follow are dedicated to Bellarke and/or Bellamy Blake so that’s what you’re going to get in my recommendations lol. But, judging from your icon, I’m guessing that’s probably okay. Also, I don’t really remember which of these blogs are multi fandom or not so you might just have to check it out yourself. :/

There are lots of great blogs you can follow, but there are some that you HAVE to, okay? @spacexualkids is one of them. She’s a Bellarke shipper and she is absolutely HILARIOUS and she always gives me Bellamy or Blake siblings feels. Her blog is A+++ and she is always calling out problematic aspects of The 100 or people who say problematic things. Basically, she slays. GO 👏🏻 FOLLOW 👏🏻 TIERNEY! 👏🏻 You won’t be disappointed. And if you are? Idk man people are weird (Also, she writes fanfic :))

Next up: @rosymamacita Rosy is a pillar of positivity. Honestly, she keeps me sane. And since you’ve just joined Tumblr - believe me, there are going to be rough times when you are going to need people like Rosy. Unless you are a crazy sane person like Rosy, yourself, you will not survive without people like her. Be warned. She also happens to write lots of meta (and I love meta - idk if you do but I mostly follow people who write meta) as well as Bellarke fanfiction.

If you are a Bellamy stan like myself go follow @bellamyblakeprotectionsquad2k16 . Seriously. April is awesome. She is always there to defend Bellamy and shut offensive/racist/biological/etc antis DOWN. We need more people like April.

If you love meta, like me, you MUST follow @abazethe100 . Her meta honestly BLOWS MY MIND. I mean, damn. It’s insane. She wrote some stuff paralleling The Iliad and The Odyssey to The 100 and Bellamy and Clarke awhile ago and I still can’t get over it. What you have to understand is this: The Tumblr Bellarke fam is full of geniuses and meme-queens. It’s a wonderful world.

If you are a Bellarke shipper, go follow @bcrevolution . Like Rosy, they are a large part in keeping our fandom positive about our ship. Whenever something bad happens and the fandom is feeling down, they launch a positivity project to cheer us up. It’s really great.

@hisstericallypawesomesleepurr creates really beautiful Bellarke gifsets, so if you’re into that, she’s a good account to follow.

@the100-news is not a Bellarke fan account, they just relay news about The 100 and, in my opinion, DOES NOT get enough credit. Seriously, they do such a good job and if you want to stay up to date on what is going on at cons, in filming, BTS, interviews, etc you must follow @the100-news

If you love fanfiction @bellarkefanfiction has you covered. You will never have to search long for new Bellarke fanfic ever again - they’ll bring it to you.

Another great meta account is @metastation run by @reblogginhood and @kane-and-griffin. Both are Bellarke shippers, but if you are a Kane and Abby and/or Kabby fan then the former has got you covered on her blog. The two of them do a really fantastic podcast about The 100 called Meta Station (which is what the acc is for) and I HIGHLY recommend it. They come up with some really neat discussion points.

@teamhodgins creates really lovely Bellarke fanvideos, some of which kept me alive last hiatus, so if you like that sort of thing: follow her!

@the100positivitynetwork is another great account for positivity if that’s what you are looking for (and believe me - you’ll probably need it at some point).

@junebugninja is just honestly such a nice person as well. She’s so kind to everyone and is an awesome Bellarke account to follow. Seriously. She’s great.

@hawthornewhisperer writes meta and lots and lots of fanfiction. She’s a great account to follow as well.

@idontgiveaneffie is also a really good account to follow. She always writes these short little posts (often about Bellamy) that either make me laugh or cry and it’s amazing.

Aside from who I’ve already mentioned, @wellsjahasghost and @bellohmyblake also write Bellarke fanfiction.

@easnadh1 @nataliecrown @mego42 @insufficient-earth-skills @blyedeeks @irisouy @eskimo-whispers @jane-doe07 @jewelleighanna @rashaka and @velvet-tread are all Bellarkers who write meta so I recommend following all of them if you like that sort of thing.

That’s all I can think of right now. I know I’m missing people - that’s not everyone I follow so I’m sorry! But there’s your starter pack of who to follow.

Again, welcome to the fandom! I am always open to be salty w/ you or talk lmao. Have fun

Well

Just smiled for the first time today since I heard about the Orlando shooting at 3am. Spent two hours waiting for updates then went to bed at 5am and cried myself to sleep when the death toll was at 12 and they predicted at most 20 deaths. Woke up at 12pm just in time to here them say they underestimated the bodies inside and raised the toll to 50, cried on and off today. And now I finally smiled because the reality of this is we’re all gonna move on. The families affected won’t move on but the rest of us will, most of us don’t want to but the natural order of the world says we will move on from this tragedy until the next one, then another and another. This world sucks, the faith of Humanity is in shambles and I shudder to think of just how bad it will be when my nieces and nephews are adults. We’re all gonna advocate gun control, etc but the government won’t do anything, nothing will change 50 people are dead but it doesn’t serve their interests nor line their pockets so nothing will change. A crisis was bearly averted today as a man with a car filled with guns and ammo attempted to go to LA Pride parade and slaughter more of our people. A madman murdered 20 children and the NRA and gun rights supporters came out in droves to prove to us that their right to guns trumped others’ right to live peacefully. I am not anti gun, I am pro gun control, there’s no logical explanation why a single citizen needs weapons of that magnitude nor that much ammunition. So I must do what I usually do, retreat into my fandoms, because you guys make me smile. In case I don’t say it enough I am grateful for everyone in my fandoms, even Clexa which I don’t talk about anymore. You all were/are a source of happiness and solitude for me so I thank you for that. May the Orlando 50 RIP. #LGBTPEOPLEDESERVEBETTER