i missed these tcs

“I wanted so badly to lie down next to her on the couch, to wrap my arms around her and sleep. Not fuck, like in those movies. Not even have sex. Just sleep together in the most innocent sense of the phrase. But I lacked the courage and she had a boyfriend and I was gawky and she was gorgeous and I was hopelessly boring and she was endlessly fascinating. So I walked back to my room and collapsed on the bottom bunk, thinking that if people were rain, I was drizzle and she was hurricane.”

John Green,

Looking for Alaska

8

it’s some bad mythology, the guards are here, i don’t know which heart is yours

inspiration based on this!

One could say
that I write my best poems
when I’m either falling in love
or falling apart

But then again,
these two states
are so incredibly close to each other
that sometimes,
they are even the same.

—  // writing poetry
j.d.m.
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  • the only other game i basically play besides ts4 ~ been playing for about 3 years! this is my mayor-inspired sim + my current babies/townies :> C

visit me n my town - [ 4A00-0014-FCBC ]

Waiting for a text from you
Waiting for you to say you want me too
Waiting for you to give in
Waiting for you to ask me how I’ve been
Waiting for you to show up at my door
Waiting for you to tell me you’ve never wanted me more
Waiting for you to take me out on the town
Waiting for you to strip me down
Waiting for you to trace my skin with your fingertips
Waiting for your hips on my hips
Waiting for you to whisper you love me in the moonlight
Waiting for you to stay with me all night
Waiting for the sun to rise
Waiting to wake up next to you for the rest of my life.
—  Waiting // 8.26.15
Is it bad that when I’m not with him I’m constantly looking around to see if he’s there, to see if he’s looking in my direction? I constantly miss his company, his jokes, his laugh. And when he is there, and even when we’re just silent I feel so alive and at home.
—  Crying @mariah123321

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10

Thank you, Víctor Valdés!  

“A day I would like to repeat? The day I was born I suppose. There’s so much that happened that I would like to change so if I had to choose one day to go back to I’d choose that day. There’s no better way to start again than starting from zero. Of course there are memorable days in my life that I recall with great affection, like the birth of my three children when I was lucky enough to be in the birthing room, like the moments when I won important trophies professionally, but if I selfishly had to think about what I’d want it would be to get a clean start and make other decisions than the ones I made. I’d change many decisions. Life is a series of crossroads and you decide what road you take in each of those crossroads and that ends up creating your life and your destiny. And the only way to change the things you aren’t happy about in your past is being born again.

Sometimes I am looking at you
and something in my chest tightens
and my hands start shaking
while blood rushes through my veins

And I cannot stop admiring
the way your eyes sparkle when you laugh
and how your lips appear so kissable

And I wonder
how it is possible
that you do nothing at all
while I am falling to pieces

—  // can you fix me?
j.d.m.