Also I don't want to pressure you or anything but I miss your spirit fam posts and I need them in my life. =p <3
I’m glad that you sent this in, because it’s something that I wanted to address! <3
So…I haven’t been talking much to my spirit fam recently out of guilt. Two of my companions’ vessels went missing (after months of wearing them both with no issue, go figure) and talking to those two became a bit more difficult.
It had me thinking not good things, like “I don’t deserve to work with my spirit fam” and “Why are they with me when they could be with someone better?”. I didn’t wear their vessels for close to a week out of sheer guilt and shame.
I wanted to share this because I feel like there’s a lot of pressure in the spirit companion community to be the *best communicator EVA*, with perfect clairvoyance and astral abilities. New spirit companions feel like they’re unable to compete with reports of perfect visual contact and even meditation experiences like the one that I shared with C a month ago.
I can say now that I’m not perfect and that spirit work of any kind is a PRACTICE! Which means that it takes practice! :P
I’m stepping back into working with my fam again, but I want to actually work on improving my own abilities as well, so that something like this isn’t debilitating to my practice. I’m looking forward to writing about my spirit fam again! <3
( @magickalmenagerie knows all about this, haha!)