i miss you when i sleep

It Truly Is A Good Night When I Know You

I sat in the dark and thought about you. I’m not ashamed of you. I just wanted to see you as clearly as I could. I want to stare at you until my eyes flipped inside out and turned negative to everything but you. Because you’re my honeymoon. If mine were to end, I would miss your sweetness and how you stuck to me. You always did.

I want to rent out a hotel room; eat dinner; joke about how they put my detractor’s hearts in this dish (“they taste like smoke from a gun, spitting out dust and disease…”); pretend to have a semblance of control of myself and sleep early, stay up all night because of you; wonder if your lips taste softer than my pillows or dreams coming into incarnation; run experiments like testing how slowly your heart beats when I tell you that I love you, and be astounded when it runs faster than my thoughts of you; and arise in the morning with red eyes from crying out how beautiful you really are…just not by myself this time. Because you’re my honeymoon. And if mine were to end, I would miss your sweetness and how you stuck with me. You always did.

Listening Linkin Park albums hurt so bad.

I remember all those nights when I did’t sleep, because I was waiting for premiere of new song/ album/ live. 

I still have all those old posters and magazines. 

I have all fanfictions I was written with my friend when we were kids. 


I remember those days when I became Linkin Park fan. They were part of my life for so long. 

I feel like I lost one of my closest friend.  

I will miss you Chester forever and always. 


What have you done boy. What have you done.

Chapter 2 // About Your Summer

Author: @sincerelystiles
Pairing: Stefan x Reader
Word Count: 2,137

A/N: the girl in the gif below is who i see when i think of willow! also, i know stefan hasn’t had much to say, and it is quite slow and confusing, but it will all add up eventually!



My eyes fluttered closed, head slipping in my hands and I slowly began falling into a light slumber. “Are my lectures lulling you to sleep, Miss Wyatt?” My eyes snapped open, my back straightening in my seat and all heads were turned in my direction. “No, Mr. Saltzman. Sorry.” I mumbled, shifting in my seat as he gave me a playful pointed glare, the class returning their attention back to the front of the class as our professor continued his words.

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anonymous asked:

This is a bit of a strange question...but have you seen another Toudan cry before? If so, do you know what it was about?

Gokotai cries frequently over any number of things. Izuminokami is also a frequent crier but always pretends he has dust in his eyes or some such. Mitsutada cries occasionally when he’s overwhelmed by taishou or the tantous doing something cute. If they’re doing something cute together he’s a goner. I’ve seen Kasen cry over particularly moving poetry and once over a genuinely stunning sunrise. I’ve also seen Fudou cry when he was drunk and missing our days with Oda. I’ve also woken Ichinii when he cried in his sleep from nightmares about a burning citadel. I think I came across Souza crying in the early hours of one morning when I was walking to my room after an all nighter in the lab. His breathing was uneven and he covered his face when I approached, and he snapped at me to leave him alone when I asked what was wrong. I didn’t press the issue because one doesn’t press the issue when it’s with Souza, but before I went on my way I told him he could always come to talk to me if he wished. I have doubts as to whether he will, but at least he knows the offer exists.

  • Me to my family before I leave to go to the other side of the country: see ya
  • Me to my cat before I leave: I love you be good I'll be back soon you can sleep on my laundry when I'm gone give me a kiss I'll miss you so much

Listen I’m bi as Heck and as much as I love girls, I also love boys? Boys are amazing and pure and liking boys is a wonderful feeling? I never see a lot of posts talking about cute boys so

Some Boy Aesthetics™ I’m in love with include:

Their tired grins? Have you seen a cute boy grin when he’s tired? Life Changing

Sleeves rolled up to forearms is all good and Well but also when they have Sweater Paws in their hoodies or jumpers? Makes the tallest of them seem so smol? I’m lov?

When they run their hand through their hair and it sticks up in places and it looks So Good

Collar Bones

Soft pudgy stomachs they absolutely make me melt

When ya boy gets flustered A++ Bonus points if he giggles Boys giggling is Everything

My heart is trapped somewhere between the beginning and the end. It still does not quite know how not to want you every day, how not to miss you when I open my eyes, how not to reach for you in my sleep.
It still does not understand why it hurts and it hurts and it hurts each day and yet still looks forward to tomorrow.
I guess it still hopes that maybe, just maybe, the sun rises, with you on the horizon.

17.06.23 fancafe - bts_v

01:23  Hello

How are you guys??

01:40 Kekekeke

Haha you missed me didn’t you? I missed you too. Everyday before I go to sleep, when I wake up there are always two drops of tears on my pillow

01:47 I also don’t know

I screencapped all the comments about the movies ARMYs recommended to me here on Fancafe. Today, I decided to watch this movie. If it’s fun, I’ll recomment it to the members or to you guys on Vapp hahaha. Anyways, I really like to watch movies and because of ARMYs(!!!) I feel like I’ve become a better person!!!

01:53 Because of everyone I

I’ve been interested in paintings and photographs these days, I’ve also been recommending a lot of them, haha. These days I started taking pictures of the landscape as well. I ahve representative models, there’s a lot of them, there are 6 of them. I bought a filming camera 3 days ago, so I tried to take pictures with it properly. Haha, the important thing about this is the ISO, focus, aperature and shutter speed. I don’t know anything about it so I’m trying to learn, but I’m afraid that I might stop because it’s so difficult. So, please stop me from quitting.

02:06 Euoh I’m touched??

Because you guys keep cheering me on~~ Saying that I can help you with things like this, I’m very proud. If I didn’t meet ARMYs, I wouldn’t have been interested in art. I probably wouldn’t get to watch movies or listen to a variety of music, only watching Oseam* during Chuseok**. I wouldn’t know about other things too if it wasn’t for ARMYs recommendation and different lifestyle, which I gained strength from!!! Ahh, I’m so proud!!!

(*Oseam is a Korean animation movie
**Chuseok is a national Korean holiday)

B02:16 Right now

I can’t read all the comments, theres so many. When I have time I’ll come back and read them all. Sleep well.

trans cr. peachBOY_0613
picture cr. yoonggi

some day, you are going meet some boy who will fix your heart, just like one fine day your ex lover broke it. you won’t see it coming but that day it wont hurt anymore to look at couples holding hands in supermarkets, it wont hurt anymore to see boys purchasing red roses and it wont hurt when somebody whispers i love you to the girl eating pasta in your favourite cafe on the next table. i know your tumblr is filled with quotes about boys who didn’t text you back but this one is for the ones who did, who called you when you were sick and held you when you had a panic attack and let you sleep on them. this one is for the boys who made you realise love is more than flowers and holding hands and sex. this one is for the boys who fix heartbroken girls. this one is for you, my love.
—  t h i s. o n e//nikitagupta
I think about you sometimes. I wonder who’s comfort do you seek for when you’re having a bad day. I wonder if you got that promotion you had been aiming for. I wonder if you’ve been to that place where we last kissed. I wonder what do you say when people ask about me. I wonder if you’re doing okay without me.
—  Things I realized when I couldn’t sleep, part X
So baby, even when you think it’s too late and I may or may not be resting,
call me and tell me how much you have missed me.
I want to hear your dirty confessions bloom quietly into sweet nothings, draped in a raspy voice, irreplicable to anything else in this dimension.
I want to listen to your interpretation of the honey dripped memories of me. Filled with curious fingers and two pair of legs entangled together under hotel sheets, I’ll slowly drift into pipe dreams of your hands on me once more.
—  Put Me To Sleep by: Madalyn O’ {via @lunaunplugged

anonymous asked:

Reader waiting for her boyfriend Peter to get back from his first big mission with the avengers, she waits in his room but falls asleep bc he doesn't get back til like 2 in the morning. He gets back to his room and he's completely drained and exhausted but he sees her sleeping in his bed and it just makes him smile and he cuddles in beside her and it's just adorable

Peter limped down the hallway, his mask clutched in his hand and his suit draped over his shoulder. He was glad he’d listened to Bruce’s suggestion of keeping a change of clothes in the Quinjet, and gladder still that the clothes he’d left were his comfiest pyjamas.

As he entered the code to unlock his bedroom door, his thoughts turned to you, his girlfriend. Part of him had hoped you’d be waiting for him when he returned from his first mission, but the more rational part of him reasoned that it was two in the morning, and he couldn’t blame you for choosing sleep.

If he hadn’t turned the light on so he could see the drawer to put his suit in, he wouldn’t even have noticed you in his bed, sound asleep.

He smiled lovingly; you were snoring softly, a peaceful expression on your face as you unconsciously pulled the duvet closer to yourself. He pressed a kiss to your forehead, biting his lip as you smiled in your sleep and began to wake up.

“Pete?” you mumbled sleepily, your eyes fluttering open. “You’re back.”

“Hey,” he whispered, sitting on the side of his bed. “Sorry I’m so late.”

“’S okay,” you replied, sitting up and rubbing your eyes. “The mission went well?”

“It was awesome, Miss Romanoff said I was-,”

He stopped talking when he noticed you trying not to yawn, and he smiled slightly.

“I’ll tell you in the morning. You wanna sleep in here tonight? I missed you.”

You smiled softly, lying back down and opening your arms to him.

Peter climbed into bed beside you, resting his head on your collarbone as you wrapped your arms around him. He pressed a gentle kiss to the area between your shoulder and neck, and draped an arm over your belly.

“I missed you too,” you whispered, massaging his scalp slowly in the way you knew helped him fall asleep. “I was worried about you, out there without me.”

“I’m home,” he mumbled. “You don’t need to worry anymore.”

A small smile tugged at your lips, and you buried your face in his soft, chestnut hair.

“Good,” you whispered, closing your eyes and allowing yourself to fall asleep, content with the knowledge that Peter was home and safe in your arms.

Aisles [m]

Aisle Three

Summary: Jungkook was your best friend. You held onto his secrets. And he knew all of yours. Except for one. One that would change your friendship forever. You were in love with him.

Pairing: Reader x Jungkook

Genre: bestfriend!au, college!au, angst, smut

Word Count: 5,802

Originally posted by sugutie

Aisle One Aisle Two Aisle Three

Surprisingly, it was easy for you to lie yourself and to everyone around you. Flashing a smile anytime someone around you asked you how you were doing. The layers of concealer under your eyelids hiding more than the lack of sleep. You tried to keep yourself busying, burying yourself under piles of books and notes to occupy your mind with anything but Jungkook and how he wrinkled his nose when he smiled.

 In a very strange way you found solace in the amount of schoolwork that was piling up in the pages of your planner. Exams, research papers, and presentations were keeping you out of the house and inside the walls of the library. You were regretting your schedule for this semester, but with the MCAT looming you couldn’t afford to take any risks. Medical school was the light at the end of the tunnel, and not even a bunny toothed boy was enough to keep you distracted.

 Hoseok however, had a problem with the fact that you should probably start paying rent to the librarian. He missed you, constantly sending you reminders to eat and drink water during the hours you were studying. You had regretted the night you told him that you hadn’t eaten since 7 in the morning and 45 minutes later a freckled teenager came into the library with the largest bag of Chinese takeout you had ever seen. And your name was scribbled on the front.

Y/N 9:35 PM: Hobi, I appreciate the thought but can you please stop sending me food while I am in the library.

Hoseok 9: 47 PM: I’ll stop sending you food when you actually sleep in your bed, for once

Sighing, you throw your phone back down on the table. He had a point. You hadn’t slept underneath sheets in weeks. By the time you got home from school you were too tired to make it your bedroom. Every morning waking up regretting the fact that you had decided to buy the lumpiest couch known to man. You knew that this wouldn’t last. That eventually you wouldn’t be able to hide behind the excuses of academics to avoid having a life. You were going to burn out.

But two days later you found yourself in the same position.

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sincerelythepiper  asked:

I adore ur blog? I subscribed to notifications just so I don't miss any of your voltron headcanons

i?? oh my god thank you???

  • *allura voice* “what do you mean humans need to sleep every night”
  • some people actually find hunk intimidating when they first meet him
    • listen. he looks like he can bench press a school bus???
    • but then they talk to him and they’re like ah. he’s a gentle creature
    • lance never had this problem, he met hunk and was immediately like “aw heck yeah i just won the best friend lottery
  • lance: “so i heard you like bad boys ;)” alien: “not really” lance: “oh thank god”
  • on average, shiro spends 50% of his day looking for lance or keith
  • pidge doesn’t show coran earth tech anymore because he always smiles condescendingly at her and calls it “cute”
  • they’ve got planet-specific memes
    • “how dare you make me look at this with my own four eye spheres”
    • instead of “who are you and what have you done with [insert paladin here]” it’s now “hunk get me a jellyfish i think we’ve got a case of mind-swishing here”
    • “lion goddess” makes consistent comebacks
  • hunk: “keith i don’t think that’s a good idea-” pidge: “no no wait let him do it, i wanna see where this goes”