i miss you talking to me

Hogwarts!Shawn Blurb

a/n: this is me procrastinating because i don’t have a plot line anymore because i forgot it so i don’t know where i was going with this, so this is all i have, so enjoy what little bullshit i’m giving you like this isn’t even worth posting but like whatever #amirite?

“Shawn, c’mon man!” Matt yells from the Gryffindor Common Room into the boy’s dormitories. “If we’re late again, Wood is going to have our asses!”

“Yeah, yeah, I’m coming!” Shawn yells back, throwing his guitar in his case and shoving it under his bed before grabbing his robe and dashing down the stairs.

Shawn and Matt hurry through the halls of Hogwarts towards the quidditch pitch on the south keep where practice is about to begin. When they arrive on the field, the captain, Oliver Wood, is already staring them down, shooting an annoyed glare their way.

“Mendes, Camick, you’re late. Again.” Wood screeches at the boys as they hustle with their brooms to the center of the pitch.

“Sorry, won’t happen again,” Shawn promises, but Oliver shakes his head.

“Camick, get to the rings. Mendes, take a seat. This is your third time being late—you know what that means.” Wood orders, and Shawn’s eyes widen in disbelief.

“What? You’re kidding right?” Shawn detests. “This is the Ravenclaw match! There’s only two more games before Slytherin! You can’t bench me, not now!”

Oliver shakes his head again and whisks his broom off the ground. “Sorry Mendes, rules are rules. Don’t be late again.”

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Hi there! Daddy Harry has got me fucked up :) Here is one more fluff. Hope you like it. Btw talk to me about astrology or if you need any help or just wanna talk, my asks are always open. Feedbacks please:).

Word count :: 1470

You were seven months into pregnancy. Having a round belly whilst having two monkeys at home wasn’t an easy thing. The mood swings and hormones weren’t a much of big help as well. Rose and Noah were only 4 and a half and 3 respectively. quite young the babies were. Plus Harry being busy with the movie promotion and new single coming up was difficult, though he always tried to give you time as much as he can.

You groaned siting down on the couch. The soft spongy stuff giving relief to your hips and your swollen feet as you rest them on the coffee table in front of you. You just had gotten Noah to sleep and now you were beyond exhausted. Harry was at work. Rose in school. Harry had told you that he’d pick Rose up from her school the morning he left so one thing was off your list to worry about.

You closed your eyes and laid head back trying to relax when you sudden pressure on your stomach. She was kicking again. It was a weird thing for you to have her kick during a specific time. In mornings she’s calm but as it makes to afternoon, her hype self starts and so does her legs. You rubbed the swell of your belly trying to get her calm down.

“Hype baby aren’t you? ” you smiled to self with the thought of once again having small bundle of joy in your arms in a few days.  Time went like sand slipping through fingers. It’s like you blinked and your babies were this much big. Though they were pain in nose sometimes, you loved them endlessly. For a mother, her children are her everything. She devotes herself to her kids. So did you. Rose and Noah meant everything to you. They were the centre of your world.

“Can’t wait to meet you Snow.” You whispers as a fast tear rolled down your cheek.

When you found out that this one is gonna be a girl, Harry suggested to name her Snow. Beatiful and pure as it.

“y/n!!!!” Harry came running to you where you stood in the bathroom.

“look its snowing! First Snow fo winter!” He said excitedely. He had so much passion and love in his eyes. No matter how old he grew, he still was a kid at heart. But when his eyes when to the thing which had you distracted from him, he teared up. Blinking your own tears away you nodded smilig. Positve the test showed. One more baby was on the way.

“If it’s a girl can we call her Snow?” he asked with hope in his eyes. All you did was nod and embraced him in a tight hug.

And basically that’s how he came up with it and with the name Rose and Noah as well. Rose because, when she was born she was pink as it and Harry found her immensely delicate. So you guys decided to stop on that name. Noah becasue when he was born, Harry though that he looked more like Ryan Gosling. Though you didn’t think like that, to you he looked like Harry only but for his happiness you let Harry name him Noah. All three names were admirable and suited your kids personality perfectly.

Rose was beautiful and delicate like one. She was kind and was just like her father. Gentle and humble.

Noah was much like you. Bubbly, talkitive and had brown straight hair unlike Rose who had curls at the end. But he too had a kind heart like his father.

Harry was no doubt brought upp a gentleman by his mother. And he was doing the same for kids. Along with you, he gave kids the best habbits he could. How you should always brush your teeth before bed, how you should fold your own clothes, carry your plate to he kitchen etc.Though they were bit too young, he wanted to have it from the beginning. And when kids started following his rules, you could see the happiness and pride in his eyes glistening with love for his kids.

“momma?” You heard small croacked voice. Opening your eyes, you saw Noah standing with tears in his eyes. His hair were messy and his pyajamas was scrunched along with his tee. He had his penguin fluffy toy tucked under his arm. His lips bottom started to wobble so without wasting a time you called him to you.

“baby c'mere. What’s wrong?” You cooed as you opened your arms for the toddler to come in them and being momma’s boy, he gladly did so.

“what happened?” you asked tucking him under your right hand and he insantly hide his face in your chest. You rubbed his back with one hand and ran other in his soft hair.

“yeh wove meh no more afte’ baby come” he said. There was a hint of sadness in his voice, how the tiny baby boy was despersately hurt thinking that his mother won’t love him after the new baby. Hearing those words broke you just like every mother. How could you ever stop loving him? But the poor three year old believed that you could.

“oh no no bubba. Momma can never stop loving her precious baby.” you said holding up your own tears. You felt his grip going tight on you. His tiny arms couldn’t reach your back but rested on the swell of your belly.

“b-because new baby is small and need momma more” he said weeping as he oulled away to face you. His nose pink along with his cheek and ears. You cupped his small face and rubbed his tears strained cheek. Collecting the small tear soff his eyes you leaned in to peck his forehead.

“that’s right. Baby is gonna be so tiny and will need mommy but, that doesn’t mean that mommy will stop loving you. Even Rose had tp share me with you when you were born. You were so tiny that you need to be looked after all th etime, but that didn’t made mommy to stop loving Rose. now did it huh?” you asked softly still rubbing his cheek. He shook his head sniffling.

“i-i don’t wanna share mommy” he cried once again clutching onto to you and this time, it was bad. He was so innocent that the thought of him sharing his mommy with the new baby was unbearable for him.

“hey hey. Baby look at meh” you said craddling his face. He stared at you sniffling with those green eyes he resembled from his daddy. You smiled softly and put his hand on your belly. His hand small baby hand scrunched at first but eventually flatend on your belly. And soon there was a kick. And taking you by surprise, Noah eyes were wide open and mouth big agaped.

“momma!!! Something happen!!!” he said. Tears now were forgotten.

“yes baby!! It’s your sister. She says she loved you. She just high fived you from momma’s tummy!” you exclaimed gigglng. His face expression changed from surprise to happiness as he sat properly so that he can look at your tummy properly.

“Really mommy?” he asked.

“yed baby!! try again” you said and so he did it again. And once again you felt the kicks. His smiled grew and next thing you knew was Noah kissing your belly.

“I wove you too baby sister.” he said out of love. The heartwarming scene brought tears to your eyes.

“How was you’ day?” Harry asked rubbing your shoulder with your face hidden in his neck. At last you had your man and all you wanted was to have a nicw warm cuddle with him. It was past kids bedtime and they were already tucked in beds.

“good. Noah started crying because he thought after Snow is born i won’t love him.” You mumbled pecking the soft skin of his neck.

“really? wha’ happened next?” he asked showing interest in hearing out about his baby. Harry missed spending time with kids so he made uo by hearing to their stories.

“I made him feel the kick a-” you were going on but the loud thud made you pull away. You saw Noah running through your bedroon door and crawling on the bed betweeen you two. Carefully he leaned in and kissed your belly softly and then hugged it.

“love you snowie. I wove you. Always. I am your bwig brother.” He said and ran off to his room before kissing your tummy one more time.

“He fell in love with his sister.” you smiled watching him go and tilted your head to look at harry who had tears in his eyes. You cuddled to him and let him be. Fathers did needed to cry. They’re fathers after all.

Our Final Goodbye

L: Its been a long time sinse i saw you.
A: I haven’t heard from you for a long time
N: I only know that i miss you
D: I miss your beautifull smile.
A: I know that everything is complicated now that we gona in diferente aways
Long days of weeks that we have passed trying to find our way.
L: Heartache and tears are blinding my sight, It feels like i’m 6 feet under and i cant excape.
D: i need to find you, i need to find Love , long nights that only the stars saw.
5H: ohhh I miss you
L: we should had talked. But instead things got complicated.
And ppl are makeing us fight.
Ohhh i miss you
The memories that we shared, everytime that you were there.
But then you played no fair.
And then your gone and i’m here.
N: can you tell me, Why did you leave me?
Why did you leave me crying on my knees.
Waiting that it was all a dream.
I didn’t wanna lose this dream that we created.
But there was nothing i could do to make you talk.
D: Ohh yes now its over.
What we had
Its over
And its so bad.
Ohh i miss you.
It gets repeted all over again, and enter the repear part.
G-Eazy: Girl, I can’t belive you, you left me after all we been throgh
I dont hate you, but i dont love you
Can you think about anyone that its not you?
I mean
I’m not the shit you tryna start,

But yeah what you did its hurting me.
I’m man enough to admit.
Dont talk anymore with that fake shit,
Just turna round and grow up
Young Gerald, and you know who said that.
5H: ohhh I miss you
L: we should had talked. But instead things got complicated.
And ppl are makeing us fight.
Ohhh i miss you
The memories that we shared, everytime that you were there.
D: (ohh no)
All the times that you were there)
But then you played no fair.
And then you were gone, and i’m here.
L: trying to Forget you…

Submitted by @thefaceoflj Supposedly these are the lyrics to their possible next single and THIS IS LIKE A DIRECT REPLY TO MILA’S I HAVE QUESTIONS AND I AM SO EMO AND TRIGGERED RIGHT NOW.
Message For You

Author: @dylan-trash-tbh

Pairing: Stiles x Reader

Words: 2076

A/N: It’s not edited and English isn’t my first language.
There is gonna be second part :) Not much Stiles in this part
Thanks for proofreading Piggie 🐷💖💕 @golddaggers

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anonymous asked:

heyy i'm new to the fandom and I'm trying to read up on the lore and figure things out. Can you help explain the adult timeline and other timelines? I'm pretty confused.

in ocarina of time, link spends 7 years in what is basically a coma and misses out on his childhood/teenage years, so he chooses to go back at the end of the game once he has defeated ganon, back to when he was 9-10 (aka before most of the game happens). this leaves us with two timelines:

  • adult timeline:  the timeline where most of the game took place. since link has gone back in time, there is no link in this timeline – therefore, no spirit of the hero to reincarnate and defeat ganon once he breaks free. shit goes down, wind waker happens
  • child timeline: the timeline link went to at the end of the game. most of the game hasn’t happened yet (it’s not specified at which point of the game he is, but it’s before ganondorf steals the triforce of power). link tells zelda and the royal family about everything that happened and they bring ganon to justice and an eventual execution. but there’s a twist: link returns with the triforce of courage in his possession, which causes the triforce of wisdom and power to go to zelda and ganon. shit goes down, twilight princess happens

there’s a… third timeline… where nintendo dumped all of the classic games… caused by link dying to ganon in the final battle of oot. nintendo said something about link messing up the flow of time and whatnot but it’s bullshit and i want a legitimate explanation as to why only this game over is canon. there’s a few theories (some of which i actually really liked) but they’re not convincing enough imo. anyways:

  • downfall timeline: the classic game dumpster. link dies, zelda and the sages team up to imprison ganon’s ass in the sacred realm. it works for a while, until it doesn’t. shit goes down, a link to the past happens

i don’t think i need to explain the original timeline, but just in case, it’s the one that starts with skyward sword and continues with the minish cap, four swords and the beginning of ocarina of time. it happens before the split, which means that all these events happened historically, no matter what timeline.

i hope it helped!

when i started playing fo4 i didnt know who deacon is nor anything about him because for some reason i didnt recognize that he is the same guy fandom was talking about romancing half the time (the other half being nick) so he was a cryptid to me and i had this folder made with people who i thought were deacon and ended up actually being deacon 

i miss having him be a cryptid he is now just mean to me around sanctuary :/

anonymous asked:

"yeah i wanna make you cum but i also gotta check in on that mental health and see how your day was ok like what u need to talk about?? u can tell me while i go down on u" <---- that's a post I saw and it reminded me of jongtae dont you think?

Jonghyun doesn’t get it until Taemin shifts again and looks up through his lashes at him. “What, you gonna show me how much you missed me?”

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anonymous asked:

I don't get how you can still reblog Harry after Louis made it clear he's the reason they broke up


2. Did you miss the part where Louis also said
“If you asked me now if I think it’s the wrong decision, I don’t think it was.”

or where he said
“I have forever had a very, very high level of respect for Harry. He’s great in this situation, he’s great on stage, he’s a great musician and artist. It’s just one of those things that happens naturally in a band.”

or maybe where he said
“I just feel really really proud actually, it’s real nice.”
when talking about seeing Harry standing next to Tom Hardy during Dunkirk press.

I could go on but you don’t care, you just wanted to get under my skin so mission accomplished, now crawl back under your rock please, I have Louis promo to reblog!

anonymous asked:

my girlfriend wont stop talking about her ex on social media but when I ask her whats wrong she ignores my messages or tells me its nothing and changes the subject,(I'm a girl) it hurts a lot because she talks about missing him and will get in moods where she ignores me for days. we just started dating, should I back out of this?

Maybe she’s not over her ex? You should talk to her about it! Don’t put up with being ignored and not treated right

anonymous asked:

If there was Touka instead of Kaneki who met Eto in her "last" moments would she take Eto with her or leave her like thatv?

she would leave her there, unless touka was pregnant back then and let’s suppose eto asks for touka’s help…

eto: if you leave me here, i won’t be able to tell you the secret to your child’s survival…
touka: what kind of sick joke is that? 
eto: *giggles* who says that i’m joking? i’m a natural hybrid after all, i know certain things you won’t be able to know from someone else’s, but it’s okay if you decide to leave me here and go, i guess your hatred towards me is bigger than the love for your own child.


anonymous asked:

what first made you know that you loved her

A few things
- one time in November I went to a movie on a day off and school and the movie went on past 3:00 and I freaked out because Rachel got out of school at 2:00 and went to swim at 4:00 for me so I wanted to talk to her and I was worried that I wouldn’t get to
- when she disappeared for a few months I found myself missing her
- when she came back I knew the feelings never went away
- when I went to thanksgiving and I could picture myself bringing her home to my family i was like “fuck I’m in love with her”
- when she didn’t leave me over my mental illness and abuse

the-shortporal  asked:

Hi daddy. I have a friend who I really love, more than anything (platonically). We haven't seen each other in a while bc I'm away for the summer, but I'm worried about her. She wrote something beautiful based on her depression and anxiety. It really meant a lot to me that she shared it. I miss her, and I think she misses me. Can I have some advice on how I can help her? Also, I believe she may have a mild fear of closeness, but she told me things very personal. I love her, and you as well ❤️❤️

Ask her. Ask her if there is anything you can do to make her feel good and respect her answer whatever it might be. Talking is always the key. Be there for her when she needs you but also give her enough space. And most importantly trust her

anonymous asked:

I do believe I've seen an ask about this before, but I can't remember the answer XD But would you consider making an actual rp blog for the skeletons? Or is that too much to handle on top of everything else?

Actually, I kinda have one?  I have an ask blog for the skeles that does some casual rp.  


It’s probably the closest I’ll get to an actual rp blog just because breaking into the rp community of tumblr is super daunting.  I love following Undertale roleplayers (*cough* @honeyhogger  is someone I stalk because damn, you’re such a good Stretch let me love you *cough*) so I can read their posts and check out starter meme things (I lowkey would really love to have the skeles react to some of those).

But yeah!  I’m totally willing to do casual roleplays on the ask blog.  

I only have two rules:  don’t rush me, and no hard feelings if it ends up on the wayside.  

If you guys are interested in more details about what/who I’d do/use in a roleplay, I could post something?  -shrugs-

just-a-lil-nerd  asked:

Hhh hello parent! How have you been?? It's been a while since I've talked to you! I've been looking at your blog a lot when I can and love seeing your art! I haven't had the best week so far but seeing you on your blog always makes me feel better! I had uh heh recently gotten in a car crash. The car was flipped upside down;;; had to crawl out;; wasn't fun, got a little bruised up too, some cuts and stuff as well but I'm alright! Been missing Tumblr a lot! *hugs tightly*

After Party Finale

A/N: Sorry this took so long. I actually went to GD’s concert and it was so amazing. I was a little distracted with all the videos lol. But anyways, hope you enjoy the last part! Tell me if you liked this one. <3

Part 2

During the next 3 months of GD’s world tour, he called you at least once a week. It was always a surprise when his name would flash on your phone. You never knew what time of day or what day he would call but you never missed a single one. He always sounded so tired when you spoke to him, but you didn’t want to stop talking to him. 

As the weeks went by, you became more and more greedy. Wanting to see him, wanting to hug him, wanting to be more than friends. You knew it was a little far fetched but you couldn’t helping imagining what could be. You couldn’t figure out what you and him were. You knew him being a celebrity made him lonely so maybe you were just something to kill time with. But then there were always times when he would confuse you by saying things that were only said by significant others. Things like, ‘I wish I could see you,’ or ‘I miss you,’ or ‘I’ve been thinking about you.’

It was 2:00 am and you were sound asleep. Until your phone started violently shaking on your nightstand. When you reached over to see who it was, Jiyong’s name was brightly lit. You immediately answered, not taking into account how sleepy your voice would sound. 

“Were you asleep?” he asked meekly. 

“It’s okay. I wasn’t asleep for long.” you lied, trying to make him feel better. 

“Good…so then, what are you wearing?” You could hear the smirk form through his voice. You came to found out that Jiyong liked teasing you. During your past phone calls, he always had to do it at least a few times. 

“Why do you do that~” you whined. 

“Haha I’m just kidding….

Hey. I delivered something to you. It should be there right about now..” he said quietly.

“What? No one’s gonna be out delivering this late.” you denied. But just as you finished your sentence, the doorbell rang. You immediately sat up in your bed. “…why would someone be delivering this late..” you said, thinking out loud. 

“Go get it.” He urged as the doorbell rang once more. You hopped out of bed and ran to the door with your phone still to your ear. As soon as you opened it, you stumbled backwards, shocked to see who was there.

“So that’s what you wear to sleep.” Jiyong said as the corner of his mouth rose, creating the all too familiar smirk that you grew to miss so much.

“W-what are you doing here?” you stuttered as a nervous smile formed on your lips. 

“I wanted to see you. Is that okay?” he asked as he let himself in. You simply nodded, not being able to believe he was standing in your apartment. He looked so good. But also so tired. He was wearing a simple, black V-neck that fit him loosely and tight ripped jeans. His black hair messily fell over his forehead as he took off the black hat he was wearing. He reached his hand up to his neck and started rubbing back and forth, nervously. 

“Should I not have come?” He asked shyly while looking down at his shoes. 

“No no!” you said, waving your hands in protest. “I wanted to see you too.. I’m just a little surprised to see you.”

He looked up at you and shot you a smile any girl would have fallen for. He outstretched his tattooed arms towards you and pulled you in for a hug. While standing in his embrace, you knew you would never forget this moment. You wouldn’t forget how slender his body was, how tightly, yet carefully, he held you, how amazing he smelled. As he started to release you from his grip, you pulled him back, squeezing him tighter into you. 

He was a little baffled when he felt how tightly you were hugging him. He pulled away just enough to where the two of you could look each other in the eye, but still keeping his arms wrapped around you. Then, his gaze lowered to your lips. He looked at them for awhile, making you nervously blush. You wiggled around in his arms trying your best to get out of his grip but he wouldn’t let you. It was like you were being hypnotized with the way he just kept looking in your eyes then back down at you lips. Slowly, he started to dip his head down to yours. And then, his lips finally met yours. 

The kiss was much softer than you imagined it would be. It was so tender and warm. You could almost feel yourself melting, conforming to him. The kiss slowly got more fierce, becoming how you had imagined, as his hands slid down your back and stopped when he got to your waist, making your arms to wrap around his neck. He gently squeezed your waist and caused a moan to come out of you, surprising the both of you. He then broke the kiss and looked down at you. His eyes were dark and hooded over as you were both breathing a little heavier than before. You noticed, for the first time, there was a tint of rose on his cheeks. And you knew if he was a little flushed, you definitely were as well. 

“I missed you.” he said barely audible in a deep, sultry voice. That’s when your thoughts got the better of you. You suddenly pulled away from him, causing his eyebrows to furrow together. “What’s wrong?” he softly asked. 

“I don’t think we should be doing this..” you said looking down at the ground. “I told you I didn’t want to do this…” this time you whispered, scared of what his reaction would be. 

“Do what?? I didn’t come here wanting to fuck you, if that’s what you mean.” There was a hint of frustration in his voice. “Why do you keep thinking that’s what I want?” He asked confused. 

“Can you honestly blame me? You come see me in the middle of the night and start kissing me! How else should I take it.. you keep confusing me..” your eyes started watering, realizing how much you had actually fallen for G-Dragon. You felt stupid for having hope that a celebrity could have feelings for you. Of course he only wanted sex. 

“What’s confusing.” he rhetorically asked as he took a step towards you, causing you to look back up at him. “I tell you I miss you. I call you every chance I get. I came back before the crew so I could see you, even if it is just gonna be for a little bit. I like you and you like me. What’s confusing about that?” The tone in his voice had changed drastically. He was now speaking in a low growl and was only inches away from your face. Being as flustered as you were, you tried to look away, but he grabbed your chin in between his index finger and thumb and forced you to look at him. “What’s confusing about that?” he said again. 

“Y-you…what? You like me?” you asked with a trembling voice. 

“I like you. I thought I made that obvious?” he said with a smirk. At any other time, you would have loved that smirk. But right now, it was only making you doubt him. You pushed him away from you, making him stumble backwards. 

“Stop teasing me! You’re always doing this. I always end up getting more and more confused because of you! Just sto–” You felt him press his lips against yours, forcefully, cutting you off completely. 

“Why are you such an assho–” but he interrupted you again. You tried hitting his chest, pushing away, and pulling your face away, but he wouldn’t budge. He grabbed the back of your neck and titled his head to the side, trying to deepen the kiss. He took his other hand and slid it down to your ass and firmly grabbed it, causing you to moan and your lips to part. He took the opportunity to explore the inside, not giving you a chance to stop him. But now, you didn’t want him to stop. You wanted him to keep going. You grabbed the sides of his face with both of your hands and pulled him into you, forcing him to back you up against the wall. His hand moved from your neck to your chest. But he hovered over your breast, debating whether he should grab it or not. You pulled away from the kiss and looked up at him. “What?” you asked breathlessly.

“I’m not an asshole..You’re all I’ve been thinking about since I’ve met you. When I was on stage for the last 3 months, all I wanted to do was call you and talk to you. I’m not just gonna fuck you then leave you. I’m not an asshole..” he whispered while never breaking eye contact. During his mini-monologue, he had taken a few steps back. You saw all the sincerity in his eyes and you wanted to believe him with all your heart. You stepped towards him and reached out your hand. You cupped his face into your hand and lightly grazed his cheek with your thumb. He leaned his face deeper into your hand, closing his eyes, loving the simple contact. 

You leaned forward, closed your eyes, and kissed him. He took no time to reciprocate and resume where you left off. He was keeping his hands places that he knew were safe; your waist, your arms, your neck, your back. And you knew he had to be a little afraid of what you would say if he tried to touch anywhere else. You took the initiative and grabbed his hand. Placing it on your breast, you kept your hand over it and squeezed it, letting him know it was okay. He took the hint and began to knead the soft flesh on his own. Softly at first but then he became more aggressive as the kiss intensified. 

Wanting more than just a kiss, you pulled away and grabbed his hand and led him into your bedroom. Once you got to the bed, you turned around to look at him and stood at the edge. Not breaking eye contact, you slowly took your clothes off. First your t-shirt, then your shorts. Standing in just your bra and panties, he broke the eye contact and took you in. He stepped back to get a better view as he ran his hand through his hair and bit his lip. You reached your hands behind you to unclasp your bra, letting it fall to the floor. After awhile, you began to feel embarrassed because of how intensely he was still staring at your body. You started to cover up your breasts with your arms but he stopped you, pulling your arms back down to your side. He brought his gaze back up to you,  making you feel beautiful. probably the most beautiful you’ve ever felt. He took his hand and slowly grabbed your breast. You slightly threw your head back and sighed at how good his touch felt. He took his other hand and placed it on your lower back, pushing you to lie down on the bed. He hovered over you, getting in between your legs, breaking the kiss. 

“Are you sure about this? I don’t wanna do this if you think I’m just gonna leave you.” he whispered. 

You took a moment to get your thoughts together then said, “….you’re not gonna leave me?” He vigorously shook his head no. “….you promise?” Instead if verbally answering you, he laid down on top of you. Putting all his weight on you while nuzzling his head in your neck. You were a little shocked at the sudden affection from him. “What are you doing?” you said.

“I don’t wanna fuck anymore. I just wanna do this.” he said cutely. You smiled as you laid there looking up at the ceiling. You wrapped your arms around his head, playing with his hair. 

“But you can’t leave me like this..” you whispered shyly into his ear. You could feel him instantly smile after you finished your sentence. He rolled from on top of you to the side of you, still having his face in your neck. He reached down in between your legs and started stroking your mound through your panties. 

“You’re so wet.” he stated. He kept his pace slow, knowing exactly what he was doing. You became greedy and wanted more. You moved your hips to try to get more friction from his hand, but every time you tried to, he would stop and pull his hand back. “You’re so impatient.” he said. 

You really were impatient. You brought your hand down to his jeans, surprising him. He let out a small yelp as you started to roughly palm his jeans. You brought your other hand down to help unzip his jeans. You took his boxers down with the jeans and took a second to take in his length while he took his shirt off. You could feel yourself now dripping wet. You grabbed his shoulders and pushed him down on his back, climbing on top of him. He grabbed your hips and you leaned forward to kiss him. 

You slowly start circling your hips on him making him groan into your mouth. You could feel , as he began pushing his own hips into you, how hard he was. The thin material that kept your lips from feeling the bare skin of his member was almost torturous. You had had enough.

You pulled away from the kiss and looked at him. He was just as breathless as you were. You placed your hand on his chest, resting all your weight on it as you lifted up your hips and pulled aside your panties. You grabbed him and slowly started rubbing his head up and down your drenched folds. The noise coming out of his mouth combined with the look on his face could have made you cum right then and there. 

“Stop..teasing..” he struggled to say. He sounded like he was in pain and you absolutely loved it. This time, it was you smirking. You gave into him, not being able handle it anymore either. You lined his tip up at your entrance and lowered yourself down on top of him. He felt so good inside of you as he stretched your walls. When you had taken all of him in, you took a second to adjust to his size then started moving at a steady pace. His hands rested on your hips, helping you move. You couldn’t help moaning out loud, adding to the mixed sounds of your skin slapping against his and both of your labored breathing. 

You sped your pace up as you began to feel a familiar feeling in the pit of your stomach. Your moaning got louder and his grip on your hips tighten. The sight of you with your head thrown back, moans coming out of your mouth, breasts bouncing up and down, and pussy slamming down on his dick almost sent him over the edge. He had enough. He threw you back down on your back and got in between your legs, shoving his member back into you without hesitation causing you to moan louder than you had been. You wrapped your legs around him, wanting him to go faster. Your nails dug into into his back, forcing a wince out of him. His thrusts became faster and faster as he felt you coming to your high, walls clenching around him. You brought your arms to wrap around his neck, bringing him to rest his body on top of yours while keeping his hips slamming into you. The sound of his breathing in your ear is what caused you to reach your peak.  Over and over again, he slammed into you, his thrusts getting more and more sloppy. His breathing went from soft moans to loud, sporadic yelps of pleasure. 

“Jiyong!” you screamed out as you finally felt yourself release.

“Fuck..!” he muttered under his breath as he felt your walls tighten around his dick. Then, with one final thrust, his hips stopped moving and you could feel him cumming inside of you as his dick twitched. He collapsed on top of you, trying to catch his breath. After awhile of the both of you just lying there, he cleared his throat and said, “My next show is my last one.”

You laid there motionless, not knowing what he wanted you to say. “Oh..” was all you could manage.

“I want you to be there. When I come home.” he said while nuzzling his head back in the crook of your neck. 

“What do you mean?” you asked, still unsure of where he was going with this. 

“I wanna come home to you. Either here at your place, or you at my place.” he clarified. He snuggled as close as he could while giggling and saying, “just move in with me~”

You knew he was joking, and you wouldn’t have said yes if he was being serious, but he was so cute. You smiled and wrapped you arms back around him. “I’ll be there. Maybe I’ll even make you dinner or something.”

“Really?? That would be great!” he exclaimed. You just laughed in response. 

Suddenly, the atmosphere changed. He shifted around on top of you and cleared his throat again before finally speaking his mind. “Um. You know what this means right?” You had absolutely no idea what he was talking about. You just shook your head no. He sighed, frustrated he couldn’t say whatever he was trying to say. “You can’t fuck anyone else..” he said a little demandingly. 

“What?” you laughed at the ridiculous statement. Not because he was clearly trying take authority, but because you weren’t the type of person that would just go around and sleep with everyone. “What do you mean?”

“You– I’m– ugh..” he stuttered. “You’re my girlfriend now. so you can’t go around flirting or anything..” he finally said. 

You were speechless. Both at the fact that he was calling you his girlfriend and the fact that it was Jiyong saying these words. You couldn’t be any happier but you were also a little scared. 

“….you can’t either then..” you softly said in his ear. 

“Of course I won’t. Did you think I would?”

“I just– I know who you are. I know you can probably get anybody with just a glance.” you said. 

“yeah, maybe to just fuck. But not to actually be my girlfriend.” He laughed then kissed your neck. “I’m not gonna hurt you.” he whispered against the skin on your neck. You knew he was being sincere but you couldn’t help being scared. As if he was reading your mind, he then said, “Just trust me. That’s all you have to do.” 

He pulled away and looked at you. His eyes were serious as he placed his hand on your cheek, lightly stroking it with his thumb. “Can you do that?” he whispered.

You stared at him for a second, thinking about what you wanted to do. Did you actually want this? You could only think of how much you wanted to believe him, how much you wanted to be with him. You had no choice bit to trust him. You snuggled yourself as close as you could to him, feeling safe being wrapped in his arms. You stayed silent for a moment before muttering, 


If I told you each time that I thought of you and my heart ached from missing you, I’d be talking to you forever. A piece of me will always be part of you, and another part will have your name etched across it. A tear whispers your name across my skin more than anyone will ever know. You were and still are some of the best parts of me. I miss your smile and your laugh, I hope they always stay bright.

What a Weekend

I had the absolute pleasure of spending some time with my squadron mates @cuethetommo @phd-mama and @twopoppies this weekend along with meeting some brand new fandom friends! It was…nothing short of incredible. I always marvel at how lucky I am to have met these kindred souls who share with me so much joy, love and passion. I’m still reeling from the whole experience and I already miss them terribly. We laughed, we talked, we sang along to Back to You, we gushed about Niall, we cried over Dunkirk (and squeezed the shit out of each others hands…Lissie…😂). It was a weekend I won’t forget. Love to you all. I’m lucky to call you friends.

coolca4t8  asked:


coolca4t8 asked: Not sure if I was meant to specify muse for the previous one, but if so then definitely Cerulean :3 

{ Send me a “💣” and the muse will speak to you on the mun’s behalf. }

❝They’re excited to see how I will interact with your muse! They say that they missed roleplaying with you before, and they’re sorry that they lost muse, but they’re really happy to be able to do it again with another.❞

❝Also, they hope that you have a lovely day or evening, depending on when you read this. They really do like talking to you.❞

i rly miss just blogging like in my old lj days and i feel like i need to since i have no one to truly talk to and i don’t want to bother anyone since adulthood is tough and everyone is busy and i have no right to demand attention. so i’m creating a personal blog on a different platform. if any friends want the address you can ask me.