i miss you so much little piece of shit :((

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i must really love you guys cause this took me forever

imagines

BABY #3 “oh, god, i love you more.”

BREAKDOWN “do me a favor, okay, baby?”

MONDAY MORNINGS “please tell Hazel she needs to wear underwear to school.”

LONG WEEKEND “maybe I’ll give you a foot massage?

LITTLE SISTER “I don’t want to break her.”

SOCCER SCARE “oh shit, that does not look good.”

SUMMER DRIVE “can you believe you didn’t like Ed Sheeran before we met?”

SUPERBOWL 2017 “you’re just cute.”

FIGHT FOR YOU “did you just put your hands on my girlfriend?”

FUTURE PLANS “I would never force you to do something you were that uncomfortable with.”

TUTOR “it’s just-I’m sorry-it’s just…you have the most beautiful eyes.”

OVER SLEEPING “have you been sleeping okay lately?”

PARALLEL PARKING “don’t worry about it, love. you’ll get it eventually.”

STUCK IN BED “it’s a good thing I brought ice cream, then.”

ROAD TRIP “just promise we’ll be together.”

TE AMO “did i say that right?”

BABY GIRL MENDES “baby girl is going to have the most beautiful name in the world.”

DANCE COMPETITION “did you really think I’d miss this?”

PHYSICS TEST “you’re not breathing, baby.”

BACKSTORY “just trust me, baby.”

COMING OUT “promise you won’t hate me?”

RED IN THE FACE “we’re gonna get so much shit for this.”

DUE DATES “just relax. I’m coming. I’ll be there soon.”

A THOUSAND PIECES “then fucking stay!”

ROSES “this bed is too big without you here.”

INJURED “you scared me a little, you know that?”

MY GIRL “awh, shawn, are you jealous?”

LAP KID “you want to have another baby?”

divide series

PART ONE // ERASER “my mom says I’m cynical.”

PART TWO // DIVE “baby, are you okay?”

PART THREE // PERFECT “you didn’t have to do this.”

PART FOUR // HOW WOULD YOU FEEL “wanna watch a movie?”

PART FIVE // HEARTS DON’T BREAK AROUND HERE “you’re my favorite person.”

13 reasons why series

TEASER “what do you mean she disappeared?”

TAPE 1 “hey. it’s me.”

blurbs

“you’re seriously like a man-child”

“welcome to fatherhood.”

Kas' 2.5K Follower Writing Challenge!

Thank you all so much for the 2.5K followers! You guys have been with me through thick and thin, you all are the best! My life has been insane this year, but things are settling down so I’ll be more active. You guys are so amazing, and I’m so happy to have all of you in my life! 

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Kas’ 2.5K Dialogue Prompt Challenge!

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Could you do a scenario of what it would be like if law’s s/o and eustass’s s/o was an amazing chef and they love their s/o cooking and their s/o would tease them and use food a black mail “Cuddle with me” “not right now im busy” “alright then ,I guess I’m not make cake tonight” “come here *cuddles*” requested by briannabrown4878

A/N: I hope you like itttt


Law:

You loved to cook. It didn’t matter which kind of dish it was, you simply loved the sight of it and the smile it brought to the faces of your loved ones, when they tasted it. With loved ones, you especially meant your boyfriend Trafalgar Law.

The two of you were together for quite some time now and even though you knew each other very well, there still were a few secrets that were… well… secret. Your love for cooking for example, or better said, your talent for cooking. It never came up in a conversation and you guessed, it wasn’t really important anyways, so why bother telling? And that’s what you did. You never mentioned anything about it, besides that one time.

“And who’s gonna cook for us now?”, Bepo had whined. “We will starve now, right? Either starve or get poisoned!”, he had cried again and flung himself into penguins arms.

Said man had almost lost his balance due to the weight of his crewmate, but caught himself before his face had met the floor. “Calm down, Bepo! Maybe Captain will cook for us?”, he suggested, not really sure about it himself.

“What’s going on, guys?”, you had interrupted the conversation, too curious to stand in the corner any longer.

“Oh, Y/N!”, the bear had screeched and switched from penguins arms into yours. “Dwe dchef dcook is dwick and- and-..”

Confused you had looked over to penguin, your left eyebrow raising shortly after. “What exactly…?”

“The chef has caught a cold and Captain told him he needs to stay in bed and not touch anything in the kitchen- and not touch anything related to you- unless he gets better. ”, he had explained and you let out a quiet sigh. “I mean, we have enough food for a few days left, but we have no one who can really cook them.

I mean, we could try something… but we’ll probably poisen the whole crew afterwards and just die horribly… or we starve to death… horribly.”, he had ended and you felt bepo wailing harder in your arms.

“Relax guys, no one will die. I can cook!”, you had said, letting go of bepo and walked into the kitchen. “Don’t worry, I got you!”

And that’s how it all started. You tried your best to be at the same level as the chef and to be honest, it worked. Everyone loved the dishes you had put down on the table that day, even if it was just something simple, they loved it. It had warmed your heart after you saw that nothing was left and everyone had a satisfied smile on their face.

You couldn’t help but notice that Law had eaten most of it, though. Even the next day you saw your boyfriend eat bowl after bowl and not helping yourself, you started to giggle. He really did like your food, a fact that made you smirk. You could use that information very well.

That evening, after almost everyone went to bed, you quietly walked into Law’s room. All the lights were off, the only source of light the little lamp by his desk, where he sat, a book in his hands and a frown on his face. He did not react to you sneaking in and for a second you thought that, maybe, he might have not heard you.

As quietly as possible you walked over to where he was seated, but before you could reach him, he had stopped you. “What do you think you’re doing?”

You almost slipped, a grip on the shelf next to you, your lifesaver. “God, you scared me.”, you whined, the heart in your chest beating fast.

“You were the one who sneaked into the room.”, without bothering to look up, he changed the page on the book. “Why are you still awake? You need to get at least 8 hours of sleep.”

You opened your mouth, ready to tell him the same, but decided against it. Instead, you walked up to him and slung your arms around his neck. “I want to cuddle.”

“Not now, I will cuddle with you after I’m done with this book.”, he said, not really bothering to wait for your answer, just simply deciding this one.

“Hm, is that so?”, you smirked against his neck. “You know, I actually wanted to make pasta tomorrow… the one you really like, but I don’t think I will… I don’t feel very good.”, you sigh dramatically and loosen your grip on your boyfriend, but a hand on your arm stops you.

“Well, actually, I think I wouldn’t mind you sitting on my lap while I read this book.”, he said. You bite your lip to stop yourself from laughing and walk around the chair he is sitting on, taking a seat on his lap and snuggle your face into the crook of his neck.

Instantly you feel your heart beat faster again and welcome the comfortable warmth that comes from Law’s body. For a few minutes the both of you don’t move, his hands and his head the only things that occasionally move to change the page and to slowly snuggle closer to you.

“Law..”, you mumble sleepily, eyes closed.

“Hm?”, he whispers back. “I thought you were asleep.”

“I want a kiss.”, you whisper back and open your eyes a bit, looking up to his own, only to find them already looking at you.

He hesitates for a few seconds and you think he will decline, so you do the only thing that comes into your mind. “You know, the pudding that I made today…the one you really loved…I think I can do it tomorrow too, but I might need some encouragement, otherwise, I might forget the recipe.”, you bite your lip and look at him, trying your best to look sad.

“I know exactly what you’re doing.”, he whispers, a bit annoyed and a bit amused. “I think you have forgotten who you’re playing with.”

Smiling you look around in the room. “Hm? Sorry, what was that?” He smirks and before either of you can say something, his lips are already pressed against you own. It’s only a short kiss, but still long enough to take your breath away.

“So,”, he whispers against your lips, eyes half closed. “Pudding then?”

Kid:

Eustass Kid was not someone to play with. That was something everyone knew. You knew that from the first moment and you will probably remember it until your last moment. That red haired idiot was intense, reckless and most of the time angry.

He was a handful, always did things on his own and made you and your crewmates worry about him 24/7. You couldn’t control him, no one really could, and even though he was your captain and your lover, he frustrated you to no end.

“Kid, wait, that makes no sense!”, you had yelled after him, Killer standing right next to you.

“It doesn’t need to make sense, it just needs to work.”, he yelled back from the other side of the room. “They were annoying me; so we will destroy their home. It’s simple.”

You had rolled your eyes, watching the redhead walk towards the door, the masked man following him silently, both of them ready to leave the ship, ready to visit the amateur pirates that had decided to annoy your partner. Honestly, how stupid could they be?

“Seems like I’m not going to cook today, then.”, you had whispered, mostly to yourself, and raised your eyebrows surprised when the two man stopped walking and turned around.

“You’re right.”, the captain spoke again. “It makes no sense, we will just visit, steal some stuff, break a few things and come back to the ship… with dinner… on the ship.”

Confused you raised your hands in the air. “Ugh, you confuse me so much!”, still happy that you somehow got your will though.

And that’s how it really started. You found out that every time you mentioned food, or better said, the food you were making, Eustass kid, the angry, reckless and troublesome Eustass Kid, turned quiet. You had him completely wrapped around your finger, not only him, but the whole crew. The first time you had helped in the kitchen, everyone had complimented the food and even though you knew, you were an alright cook, you never knew it was THAT good. But who are you to complain, right?

Day after day you would blackmail your loved captain with food, always making sure to stay subtle about it. He never noticed anything, or if he did, he ignored it.

You searched for him, a plan already forming in your head and after a few questions to Killer, you found him in his room, talking to one of your crewmates. You stood by the door for a few seconds, not sure if you should come in or stay hidden, but after a while you walked inside.

“Understood?”

“Yes, captain!”, and then he walked out, sending you a friendly smile, which you returned happily.

“Hey,”, you greeted the red haired man. “Are you busy?”

“No.”, he answered and briefly checked you out. “At least not for you.”

“You know,” Smiling you walked up to him and stopped right in front of him, trying your best to look innocent. “I really need some new clothes, all of my old ones got destroyed by fights,”, you blinked twice. “or by you.”

“You can buy some as soon as we go on land.. which is in about 2 days. ”, he mumbled, a strong grip on your hips holding you close to him.

“But, there’s this island I saw a few hours ago. If we just change the route a little bit, we can-”

“Absolutely not.”, he let go of you and walked towards his desk, searching for something. “We will definitely not change the route. It will cost us too much time, it doesn’t matter how much clothes you need.”

A sigh left your lips, you knew this was coming. “Alright then. I guess I can’t change it.”, you pouted, but smiled shortly after and went for it. “It’s just so sad, because there’s food missing in the kitchen and I don’t think it will last for two days. At least not for that one bowl of soup you like so much.”

You looked at the floor and sighed again, more dramatic this time. From the corner of your eyes you could see him turn around, watching you for a few seconds before he started to whisper.

“Aren’t you just a little shit?”, then he huffed. “I know exactly what you’re doing. Do you think I’m that easy to play with? Me, Eustass kid? Do you really think, I will change the route, just because of food?”

You raised your eyebrows and crossed your arms, staying silent. You were sure he would fall for it, so sure, but now, you were once again frustrated. For a few seconds neither of you spoke, him glaring at you and you glaring right back.

Then, after a few more seconds, he looked down on his desk, then back up to you. You could practically hear him arguing with himself in his head and after a while, he broke the silence.

“How long did you say will it take to the island?”

You grinned, you just knew it would work.

me and my friends watched more miraculous. it continued to be a wild ride

part one

stuff that’s not in quotes is me, anything in quotes is one of my friends

(note: some nsfw stuff, including sex mentions this time)

copycat

  • “i think alya’s my favorite so far”
  • “alya’s thicc”
  • i like how she hides
    “that’s what i would do”
  • “i hope he hears it”
  • [if he does i’ll die of shame]
    “me”
  • “[adrien]’s a sexy beast”
  • [it’s locked!]
    “no SHIT it’s called a LOCKer”
  • [what does ladybug see in him?]
    “god only knows”
  • “i love how i relate to the butterflies because they’re all like on the ground around him, but when they see the harsh light of day they all *hisses*”
  • [the thought makes me puuurrrr]
    “*shudders* can we NOT”
  • [of course adrien would own a high tech phone]
    mari you do too
    “pfff yeah it’s right there”
  • “why won’t this thing come off? because it’s extra”
  • [transforms] “extra”
  • “*points to chat* yellow”

(more copycat, as well as dark cupid, pixelator, animan, darkblade, the pharaoh, timebreaker, and the gamer under the cut)

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A little present for @caora because she likes bats? Something felt missing so I tried adding some ‘lavender’ but… uhhhhh… oops. Sorry! No going back now, but I hope you like it! It took longer than I expected, but at least it’s done haha I I am so sorry I really tried but it just !!!!!! Feel me???? Love you :)

Fighting with Jai

requested by: anonymous

You were beyond frustrated with your boyfriend, Jai. It was the third night that week that he had made dinner plans with you, but blew them off without any explanation.

That left you sitting in front of the dinner that you had made that was slowly growing colder with every minute that passed. He was two hours late, and you were seething as you picked at your food. You would call him, but you weren’t sure if he’d even pick up.

The door opened, and you stood up, crossing your arms.

“Hey, babe.” Jai called, walking into your view and stopping in his tracks. “Oh. Shit.”

“There’s no way that you could’ve forgotten this time too, Jai.” You said quietly, tears welling up in your eyes.

“Look, y/n, i’m sorry. it’s not that big of a deal.” He grumbled, tossing his jacket onto the couch.

“It might’ve not been a big deal the first time, but this is the third fucking this week that you’ve blown off plans with me to go out clubbing.” You said, walking towards him, you scowled when you caught the scent of sweat and liquor.

“I just went out and had some fun, it’s not like i got completely shit-faced.” He explained, raising his voice. It was obvious that he was drunker than he thought.

You laughed, clearly upset. “The number of shots of tequila you had isn’t the problem, Jai! You promised me that you’d make it to date night!! Do you even care about our relationship?!”

He was fuming at that point. The expression set in his eyes was one that you had never seen before in all the time that you had been together. There was a deep rage that you could see within his brown irises, one that made your heart pound and made your hands shake, because you were just as upset. 

shouts turned to snide remarks, which turned to biting insults. You could tell that he was just intoxicated enough that he wasn’t thinking about what he was saying, but that didn’t mean that his words didn’t hurt. You’d ended up with your back pressed up against the wall, and him ominously close in front of you. 

After glaring at him for an intense moment, you realized that there was no way that Jai, this drunk, was going to back down from any arguement. “Whatever, Jai,” You said. Your voice heavy. You decided that tomorrow would be the time to talk to him about it, after a lot of water, black coffee, and advil. However, He saw your intentions to move and slammed his hands into the wall on either side of your head to keep you there.

“You’re not going anywhere,” He said, his voice coming out a low growl from his chest. He’d never used that tone with you, and it was terrifying, making your heart drop through the floor. 

“Let me go. We can talk about this later.” Your voice came out a small whimper. He stilled, his gaze softening. You slowly lifted your hand to cup his flushed cheek gently. 

There was a moment of tense silence between the two of you, which was broken when Jai’s eyebrows suddenly furrowed, his jaw clenched, and he let out a frustrated yell at the same time that he slammed his fist into the wall next to your head. Judging by the crack of drywall, it’d left a dent. 

You recoiled, choking out a sob and forcing your way out of his embrace. His hostile expression faded when he saw how freaked out you were, and he tried to reach out to soothe you, but you flinched away from his touch. 

Get out of here,” you whispered, looking at him with wide eyes. Jai had never acted aggressively toward you, and this side of him was scaring you. 

“Baby,” He pleaded with a soft voice, taking a step toward you.

You took a step back from him and shook your head. “GET OUT.” You said with a much firmer tone, though your voice shook. You watched as his shoulders slumped forward, and he slowly grabbed his keys and his jacket before walking back out the door, slamming it behind him. 

You turned your phone off, still sniffling from the tears that refused to stop flowing. It took a long time for you to fall asleep, as the bed was colder than it had ever been.

~

You rolled out of bed the next morning and sat on the edge of your mattress as you turned your phone back on. You had 3 missed calls from Jai and 2 texts from Beau. 

You opened up the texts first.

From: Beau: jai called looking for a place to stay, is everything alright?

From: Beau: he’s drunk and won’t stop crying, what happened?

Your heart swelled a little when you read that he had a place to stay and wasn’t passed out on a park bench somewhere. You went to your voicemail next, where you had one from your boyfriend.

“Y/n,” He started with a soft coo of your name. It was slurred, so he was still wasted, and he was crying, like Beau had said. “Y/n, I’m sorry. I’m so so fucking sorry. I love you so much, i don’t know what i was thinking. It’s cold and it’s only been an hour but i miss you,” He paused to sob a little hiccup. “I’m a piece of shit and you deserve better, but please let me come back, baby, i’’m sorry.” He continued to cry, repeating i’m sorry over and over again until Beau’s voice came from the background, saying “leave the poor girl alone,” 

It sounded like there was a struggle for the phone, and then his brother’s voice came on the line. “Sorry, y/n, he’s kind of a mess right now.” Beau said. “I promise i’ll look after him, and i’ll call you in the morning when he sobers up, ok?” He pauses, and Jai’s incoherent babbling could be heard in the background. The call ends there. 

You took a deep breath, running your hands through your hair and thinking about all that happened the previous night. You hesitantly padded into the kitchen, phone in hand, and busied yourself with making coffee, nervously awaiting a call from Beau. 

Your phone rang nearly an hour later, and you picked it up on the first ring. “Hey.” You said, anxiety settling in your fingers.

“Hi, how are you feeling?” He asked you, and you shrugged to yourself. 

“I…” You exhaled heavily. “I don’t know.” He hummed on the other end, encouraging you to go on. You stood up and began to pace. “It’s been a tough night. I miss him.”

“What exactly happened?” He asked, and the closing of a door made it sound like he had gone outside. You told him everything: the plans that he blew off, the him coming home drunk, and him punching a hole in the wall. He let out a low whistle. “Fuck, i didn’t know it was that bad.” 

“Is he alright?” You asked rather abruptly. 

“Well, he’s crashed on the couch right now, he just drank 2 bottles of water, and i think the alcohol is finally out of his system.” He said. “What do you want me to do?” 

You paused, chewing at your lip. “Bring him home.” You said finally.

~

When you answered your door fifteen minutes later, Jai was standing there, looking unsure. He was in the same clothes that he was wearing the night before, and it seemed that he had slept in them, and he probably had. His eyes were tired and bloodshot, like he hadn’t slept much, and his gaze was set on you.  

There was a moment of stillness between the two of you. When you finally couldn’t take it anymore, you lunged forward, hugging him tightly around the middle. He hugged you back immediately, as if he were waiting for you to make the first move, so that he knew that things were at least somewhat okay. “I’m so fucking sorry, y/n.” He murmured into your hair.

“It’s ok, It’s ok.” You murmured back, nuzzling your head into his chest. “I forgive you.” You pulled back from the hug. “We just need to talk about some things, ok?” 

“Ok.” 

“And you’re going to pay for that fucking dent in the wall.”

He laughed. “Okay, of course.” You took him by the hand and pulled him inside. It was amazing how his presence made the place feel like home again.

[fin]

[a/n: this was almost 1.5k words, oh my god! i’m actually totally in love with this one, and i hope you all liked it!]

My first reaction with the signs

Aries: trASH BUDDIES

Taurus: youll always get to turn up with me

Gemini: memelOrd

Cancer: someone needs a drink of water damn your lips are really faded

Leo: No…… i dont love yo. u….. i dont want to. be wit h yOu….. not,, at::: aLL.,.,.,..,,, you"’re no t. the reason..- why i. wake up . everyday,,-/“ why:- i e. xist :::))))

Virgo: ZERO CHILL

Libra: g o o d m u s i c i l i k e i t

Scorpio: Okay but why are you so obsessed with the human centipede

Saggitarius: okay but how do you make so much money and still work at home?,,, are you a pornstar

Capricorn: FUCK YOUR MARIO KART. FUCK IT. FUCK YOU AND YOUR METHOD OF TRYING TO PISS ME OFF BY TAKING YOSHI. THATS THE ONE I ALWAYS USE. ALSO WATCH WHERE YOU FUCKING THROW THAT BANANA PEEL LITTLE MISS FIRST PLACE.

Aquarius: thats som e good best friend shit sign me the fucK uP

Pisces: please stop putting minion yaoi into my history

Ok, let me do this again, with more details, however, it’ll be one of the most harmful things I’ve ever commented...

Law….

DON’T DIE,LAW! I WANT TO KNOW MORE ABOUT YOU! WHY DO YOU HATE BREAD SO MUCH? HOW DID YOU ESCAPE FROM THE SWALLOW ISLAND? HOW DID YOU MEET YOUR CREW? WHAT ABOUT BEPO??? DID YOU HAVE ANOTHER TEACHER WHO COULD MASTER YOUR OPE OPE SKILLS? PLEASE, DON’T DIE YET!

HOW THE FUCK COULD I MISS SUCH A DETAIL???????

LUFFY! MOVE YOUR LAZY ASS AND KICK  KILL THIS DICK! NOW!

YOU’RE SUCH A FAGGOT, DOFFY! WHY, INSTEAD OF TOYING, DON’T FIGHT SERIOUSLY WITH LUFFY?! IF YOU KEEP YOUR DUMBASS PLAYING LIKE A LITTLE BRAT GAME, THEN LUFFY WILL DEFINETLY SHIT YOUR FACE!

THAT’S RIGHT, LUFFY!

OH, PLEASE….NOT AGAIN!

WHAT THE FUCK???? WHY IS IT SHRINKING???

Missing Child - Part One

Word Count: 1678

Pairings: Zayn Malik / Louis Tomlinson / Harry Styles / Liam Payne - relationship. Zayn Malik / Louis Tomlinson / Harry Styles / Liam Payne / Niall Horan - family.

Warnings: Abuse, Strong Language, Kidnapping, Self Harm (later on in the story.)

Additional Note: Well, this is part one. :) it’s pretty shit, but it’s taken me all week to write this. I had to keep re-writing, but it’s still pretty bad. The next parts will be better. :) I’m just not very good at starting stories. :P anywho, hope you all like this. It has looks into the fathers’ lives and also Niall’s life. Niall’s is in italics and the boys’ are in regular text. Please let me know if it’s any good. I have a few plans for this story, so hopefully it will get much, much better as the chapters go on. :) I’m gonna stop rambling now and let you get on with reading it. :) enjoy! xx

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anonymous asked:

my father took good care of us after my mom abandoned me and my little brother and was always kind and made us feel like we were his whole world I miss him still so much on this day every year please don't say such things about father's day

Yeah I’m not going to change my mind about a holiday celebrating pieces of shit because *you personally* have a nice dad, random person on the internet.

Heart Skipped A Beat (Part 2) - Fanfic

Hey guys, I just wanted to thank you for all the compliments that the first part received, that just make me feel so happy. Also put a lot of responsibility on me to write chapter two, so I’m sorry if I let you down, i’m just beginning and I will get better on it. Have a nice time reading the fic ;)

CHAPTER 2

RAE’S POV

DEAR DIARY

Things with Liam haven’t been the same since that day on the pub. Now he just ignores me. Every time I see him in group therapy or on the street he just wave at me. No conversations. No hugs. No nothing. I really hate this! But, on the other hand, things with Finn are great. He is a really nice friend! We talk about our romantic problems almost every day, and I always find out something new about him. He is a really nice guy and he is helping me a lot. We’re there for each other, that it’s what I most love about our new recent friendship.

He suggested that we unite to make jealous on Liam, but I don’t know. Isn't that too much cliché? I really don’t know what to think and I just can’t talk about this with Kester, because he’s gonna star to make all those questions that I would never have a straight answer for.

Life is difficult Diary, but let’s be honest, if everything supposed to be easy, we would be so bored so easily.

***

Sometimes I like to come to the park alone and just look to the wind moving the trees and hear the birds singing, it’s so calm, so quite! When I’m here I’m able of organizing my thoughts and my feelings and make some decisions. They aren't all good though, just like when I decided that I was an embarrassment to my mum and friends, that my death wouldn't make a difference in anyone’s lives. Of course I was wrong, but that is the thing about feelings, sometimes they are not right or good.

-Hey, Rae Rae!

FUCKING JESUS, IT’S LIAM!

-Hello, stranger!

Cold and quick, good one Rae!

-Come on, don’t do this! I miss our time together, but every time that I see you, you are with that guy from the pub.

Is he jealous?

-Who? Finn?

-Yeah, if that is his name!

- Don’t be a dick Liam, Finn and I are just friends.

- Really?

- Yes!

- Well, good to know!

Good to know? Do you think you are my FUCKING OWNER?

-But I was thinking, he is really cute right? Maybe I could just try something with him…

Okay, so I think that I’ve just accepted Finn’s offer of making Liam jealous! This will be so fun!

-What? So you like this guy?

-Why do you care Liam? As my friend you should just support me!

-You know what? You’re right! Go ahead and be with this guy, but just don’t come cry on my shoulders when he dump you for some ordinary blond dumb girl!

And then he just left! He was so pissed! He was jealous! Finn’s plane was working before it even begin. I need to go home and call him to tell the news!

***

- Hey, girl! How are you?

- Hi, Finnley! I’m fine and you? I have big news!

- I’m fine too! What’s the news?

- I decided to accept your offer of making jealous on Liam! And I already started, and he is pissed! Thank you so much, this was such a great idea!

- Oh… That is great Rae! Can’t wait to help you! So, what you think about me and you meeting in the pub tomorrow for a bear and talk?

- That sounds fantastic! It’s a date! I mean, a fake one!

- Yeah, it’s a date!

***

I don’t know why, but I was nervous waiting for Finn at the pub. Like I was anxious or something, I don’t know… This is so weird, because he is just a mate, nothing more, right? Right! Don’t even start with this Rae, you need to focus on Liam!

I was so distract that I got scared when I heard someone talking near my ear.

-I heard that here in this pub they play the best songs. Is that true girl?

God! It was Finn! He was so handsome with that leather jacket. I could just kiss him right here and now! NO RAE! FOCUS ON LIAM!

- God Finn! What a fright!

- Sorry, I was just trying to mess with you, I just didn’t know I would succeed so much!

- You little piece of shit!

- Hey why do you like to swear at me so much? You are starting to hurt my feelings Miss Earl!

- Seriously? I’m so sorry Mister Nelson!

- I will forgive you just this time, don’t expect so much generosity of the next time.

- Oh yeah? Really? What will you do on the next time?

- Wait and see Rae, just wait and see.

- I count with that Finn!

And then this really sex and romantic mood hang in the air and we just couldn't stop staring at each other. God, what was I doing? I don’t love Finn, I love Liam. That’s why I’m here for God’s sake! I’m crazy! That’s the only explanation! I need to break the mood. I need to say something really stupid and funny.

-So, have you heard the new Babylon Zoo song? It’s amazing!

-Really? Do you like Babylon Zoo?

-Of course! My dream is come to a concert of them and just hug and kiss the singer and cry during the song. That is how much I’m a fan of them.

- Oh God, I actually had believed in you.

- Really? And I thought that you knew me well, Nelson kid!

- Nelson kid? A new nickname now?

- You know, just when you say a stupid thing!

- Stupid thing? Let’s make a deal, you come tomorrow to my house and listen to the new Babylon Zoo song and tell me if that is a crappy thing, if you don’t like of it I will buy to you the new Weezer album, but if you just admit that the song is good, you will by me one.

- Okay, it’s a deal! But it can’t be tomorrow, I already combined to go out with Chloe!

- No problems, we rescheduled to another day! But we will make this and I will show to you that I have a better knowledge about music.

- In your dreams Finnley… In your dreams!

We keep teasing each other and talking for hours. It was such a funny night. Finn and I were really close and those awkward moments keep happening during that time, but he or me always changed the subject. It was easier when the gang arrived, that way we weren't able of concentrate all the attention on each other.

When I got home my mum told me that Liam have called. So my plan was working pretty well, but the question is: Do I still want this? Run after a guy that didn't appreciate me of the first time and played with my feelings during months? A guy who had changed so much that I barely recognized? God my feelings are a mess. It’s like I never was able of seem all of  the shitty things that Liam had already made for me, and now, everything it’s appearing in my mind like a movie. I need to think straight! I need Kester and his complicated questions.

hi my name's morgan and 800+ people put up with my bullshit

really tho!!! i hit 800 followers a few days ago and i am an absolute shit who procrastinated on making this but here i am so nOW i present you with my 800+ follow forever to say thank you to every beautiful soul who follows me !! 

the ones who own my soul ; 

sadlynovelli ;; !!!! NICOLE !!!! my little sunshine!!! liSTEN LITTLE PRINCESS i love you so much you’ll never understand just oh my fucking god. you were literally my first friend on indie and you disappeared for a while but i’m so glad we got to keep in contact because i loVE YOU just honestly i can never explain how much i love you and you’re literal perfection and that’s just that. no one can ever ever replace you and you’re just my little sunshine and i love you and thanks for putting up with my headcanons and other fuckery <3

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phase two

these are like honorable mentions because ily a lot y'all are rad!!! 

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phase three

these are the cool little cuties i’ve rped w/ a few times and love a lot and are v v quality and i probably watch you from far away bYE

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phase four

okay liSTEN you all are cuties that i love a lot and you’re so quality and i want to rp with all of you so mucH i probably also stalk your blog a lot okay i’m just a meSS but yes here

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and yeah!! that’s it and all that stuff and there’s a lot more people i piiinky proomise.

also big thanks to fcrreira for making the graphic!!

so yeah thank you for 800 again ily ily all