i miss you so much come back

This is random and needlessly salty of me to say, but I honestly hate it so fucking much whenever someone says something like “music was so much better back in the day” or “i miss when people were making REAL music”, or even “all modern music is crap”. Like…seriously. 

Maybe it’s just my diverse taste in music, but this is such a snobby thing for you to say. Whoop-dee-fucking-doo, you like old music. Who the fuck cares? Why are you preaching about this shit on Youtube? Fuck, I see this shit on Tumblr sometimes. Like…I expect it coming from older adults or baby boomers, but coming from teenagers, and kids younger than me, it’s just pretentious as all hell. And usually this shit is said in regards to some generic 20th century rock song.

I literally do not care what decade a song is from, as long as I like how it sounds, I’m gonna listen to it. I’ll listen to jazz from the 50s, rock from 60s, disco from the 70s, new wave from the 80s, dancepop from the 90s, and anything from the 2000s and 2010s. I don’t care what it is, what year it came out, if I like it, I listen to it.

You’re never gonna catch me saying “music was so much better in the 80s” just because a majority of the songs I listen to at the moment are from the 80s. Just because I like certain types of music doesn’t mean I’m above others. Who the fuck cares if you don’t like pop? You’re not above the people who do for that one thing. I’m not above people who like rap and hip hop just because I’m not a fan of the genre.

Get your fucking head out of your ass, and acknowledge the fact that music is subjective, and don’t you ever shame anybody for not liking the same music as you do. 

Sorry for the unwarranted salt, I was just thinking about how people actually do this and I just wanted to say something about it.

Batch Request: Reunion

“Look at how tall you’ve gotten.”

“You haven’t changed a bit, have you?”

“It’s almost like you didn’t leave for two years.”

“I missed you so much, it hurt.”

“I counted the days like the stars, hoping you’d return to me and here you are.”

“I may have been gone longer than I first predicted, but I’ve come back.”

“Do you have any idea how alone I felt?”

“We’ve both changed, but it was for the better.”

Missing you has become an everyday essential to my life. I miss you so much I forget why I left you. I miss everything about who I was with you. But I know that when I miss you, I’m missing the past and not who you are now. I miss who you were and I miss who we were together. And even if I miss you everyday for the rest of my life, if the choice comes of bringing you back in my life and being who I was with you, I would reject it. Even if I miss the memories and how great everything seemed, I know that is not an option anymore because we are both different people. And the most important part is that when I left you I became myself and I grew more than I ever could with you.
—  Excerpt from a book I’ll never write #87// @writtwithwitt | best friend breakups suck when you’re over attached

Dear x,

Dad let you come outside with me and Roll today. We couldn’t wander very far, but you really enjoyed seeing the outside world after being confined in the walls of the lab for so long. I remember how much your face lit up when the sunshine hit you for the first time. Roll found lots of flowers and you and her picked some. She gathered your favourite ones and put them in a clay pot in your room so you can see them even when you’re inside your capsule. We sat outside for a long time. You asked why the sun continuously got lower and lower, and once I explained the sunset you refused to go inside until you could experience it for yourself. But it was okay, me and Roll loved being there with you for the last time. Eventually we had to go back inside. We knew what was coming. I miss you so much already…I wish we had more time together. Dad had to seal you in the capsule after we came back inside. You kept crying…It all happened so fast. Dad programmed me with the ability to feel, and every emotion overwhelmed me all at once. I know he made a extremely significant upgrades to your ability to think and feel too, completely outmatching my own. I can’t even fathom what it was like for you…I hope that once your testing is complete, we can see the sunrise too.

Dear x,

Blues came to visit us today. He doesn’t come by much with his malfunctioning core and all. He still refuses to get help, I feel so far away from him. I think I’m making progress though, but he’s really hard to read. Wily’s plan for world dominations slowly get stupider and less severe the older he gets. Bass mentioned that he’s building a super robot like you. I’m very scared…even Bass was worried for what he could do. I hope that he doesn’t hurt you. Bass also told me that he could have free will on the same degree as you, so maybe he would rather be your friend than follow the path set for him by Wily? I’m worried. Apparently he isn’t done yet. I just hope that if he is bad, that he doesn’t outmatch you.

Speaking of Bass, he doesn’t really follow Wily anymore. He just kinda…does whatever he wants. He still constantly wants to battle me to prove he’s stronger though. I still win every time, but its become more of a aggressive competition than a matter of life or death. I’m really happy about that. It’s been about a year since you were sealed. 29 more to go…see you soon.

Dear x,

Today is mine and Roll’s birthday. Dad said we were turned on for the first time 16 years ago. Blues came too. He also told us that he started developing you 11 years ago. He’s getting really old…me and Roll are afraid of what will happen when he passes on. Blues’s core won’t last much longer, and dad gets sicker every day. Everything is falling apart. At least I’ll have Roll. Bass too, I guess.

I don’t know what’s going to happen to us. I’m afraid that we’ll have to be scrapped or something. The government has very harsh and strict rules against robots, and they can’t live forever. Do we have a set date to die? I really want to see you again…

Dear x,

Dad can’t do much lately. He’s really out of it. Me and Roll have been taking care of him. Wily hasn’t done anything in a few years, so we haven’t had much to do. Bass stops by sometimes to fight me. At first we did, but now he just stops by to see how we’re doing. Blues comes by too. I like it when we’re all together. Bass told me that Wily stays up all night working on his prized robot. Seems like he’s putting all of his focus onto him and has given up on taking over the world for now. He’s around the same age as dad, so he won’t last much longer.

Dear x,

Blues’s core is finally being replaced today! I’ve convinced him to let me and Roll fix him. I’m so happy…I was very worried for what would happen in the future. I can’t remember whether you met him or not. I think you did, but if you didn’t, I know you’ll like him. It’s been about 4 years since you’ve been sealed. 26 more to go.

Dear x,

Dad died today. He really wanted to live long enough to see you. We all knew it would never happen. I wish I wasn’t programmed with emotions.

Dear x,

It has been really quiet since Dad passed. It’s a little bit better now. Roll has been very depressed. I’ve been helping her keep the house tidy. It’s been fine, but going into your room is…emotional. Roll hates going in there. She tries avoiding your capsule. But she always just sits there for a long time. It’s so lonely. If me and Roll get separated, I don’t know what I would do.

Dear x,

It’s been so long…Bass and Blues come by to keep me and Roll company. Wily passed on a long time ago. He sealed that robot away to emerge some time later in the future. I miss you so much. I don’t know how much longer I can live. Without dad here, I can’t be repaired. Blues taught me how to self-repair myself, but I’m not sure how much longer it will last. Me and Roll will break down eventually. I hope we can last long enough to see you again. I’ve been counting down the days until I can see you once more. 7,000 more days…20 years is a long time.

anonymous asked:

Hey, I've been avoiding tumblr because I was working when s4e3 aired and now that I've finally watched it and have come back I feel like I'm missing a lot. I'm seeing a lot of people are disappointed, but by now the posts are kind of vague. Would you be able to do some dot points or something to catch me up on why people are feeling this way?

Oh god it’s just so much stuff. Inconsistent characterisation, plot holes, empty story lines, queerbaiting, weak plot, continuity errors, a camera man on screen, awful development to female characters, ERRORS of all sorts.. 

I miss you
But I shouldn’t
Because we’re told,
Not to miss people that have hurt us
We’re told to move on
But that must mean there’s something wrong with me
Because I miss you so much it hurts
I can’t eat or sleep
You consume my thoughts
We’re not supposed to want those people back
But it’s my little secret,
That I wish every night that you’d come back to me
—  Chapters from my life
I"m tired of feeling like I’m too much. Like I care too much. Like I drink too much. Like I love too much. Like I’m sad too much. Like I break too much. Like I push people away too much. Like I question everything too much. Like I fuck up too much. Like I fall in love too much. Like I blame myself too much. Like I eat too much. Like I feel alone too much. I just want someone to tell me, “You’re not too much for me to handle. You’re not too little. You’re perfect for me.” I wanna stop overflowing, I wanna just be. I want to feel wanted. I want to stop choosing people that try to fill their holes with pieces of me, because I’ll never fit right. I want someone who just wants me to be me.
—  I’m tired of collapsing
I always imagine that if we’d loved each other more gently it would have worked,“ she said. “We wouldn’t have hurt each other so much that it became impossible to come back. Our love was rushed, we knew there was an expiration date to “us”. As that date got closer and closer we took all the love we had for each other and used it as a defense mechanism and it turned into hate. The damage had been done and now matter how much I miss you now, I know there is no way to go back to how things were back then, no matter how much I wish we could.
—  from me to you
Missing you has become an everyday essential to my life. I miss you so much I forget why I left you. I miss everything about who I was with you. But I know that when I miss you, I’m missing the past and not who you are now. I miss who you were and I miss who we were together. And even if I miss you everyday for the rest of my life, if the choice comes of bringing you back in my life and being who I was with you, I would reject it. Even if I miss the memories and how great everything seemed, I know that is not an option anymore because we are both different people. And the most important part is that when I left you I became myself and I grew more than I ever could with you.
—  writtwithwitt | best friend breaksup suck when you’re over attached
I became so good at shutting out the pain that I don’t expect the blow when it comes, knocking the air from my chest and me off my feet. It’s weird and ironic how your absence somehow feels like a constant presence, not like a missing limb or a hole in my heart but like a dark cloud hovering over me, reminding me that you’re gone every time it breaks apart and douses me in ice cold raindrops. When I reach for you, my fingers only close around air and somehow it gets worse every time I understand anew that you won’t come back, not now, not tomorrow, not in a week, not next Christmas. Not ever. And it hurts. It hurts so goddamn much, like nothing else I have experienced in my life and I allow myself to grieve, I allow myself to cry, I allow myself to scream and doubt the world and life and death and love. There’s something I keep telling myself. I’ll be okay I’ll be okay I’ll be okay. But right now I need ten minutes for myself. Ten minutes to wipe away the tears and remember you, remember the sunshine that spilled from your laughter, the galaxies that grew in your mind and the flowers that bloomed beneath your touch. Has it been four days or four years since you left? I moved on, I swear I did, but that doesn’t mean that it can’t be bad on some days. It doesn’t mean I can’t miss you. Because I do. Every single day.
—  Wish you were here
n.j.

Do you ever think about me?“ She asks, full of hope that maybe she hasn’t lost him.

“I stayed up every night trying to find the right words for you, and eventually I’d fall asleep, but my dreams always consisted of you.” he answered.

“Why didn’t you come back to me?”

“Because eventually I realized that I didn’t really miss you, it was that I missed someone caring so much about me.”

And like that, all her hopes that they could be together again were crushed.

—  (hope)
5

Derek x Reader

Requested By @dontyouwishyouhadlove


You smiled at the little gift Derek had sent, it was a picture of the two of you, a few Hale siblings and cousins were squished in as well, you could never remember all their names. It was just like Derek to add to your hoard of photos, in fact you wondered if he sent you the pictures so they’d survive, he was forever bending or accidentally washing photos and bits of paper so it wouldn’t surprise you.

When you pulled up in the drive your front door swung open and your brother launched himself down the porch so he could yank open the door.

“I’ve missed you so much!” Scott sighed and you chuckled as you ruffled his hair.

“You saw me at gradation.” You chuckled and he rolled his eyes.

“Yeah and then we’ve had to wait for months so you could finish up there and come back home.” You groaned as he yanked you out of the car and into the house.

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its been so long but im still trying to figure out how you could go from “i love you” to “i don’t care about you anymore” in such a short amount of time

If you have free time, read the Seerah of the Prophet ﷺ. Know who your messenger is, try to live the life he lived and grow to love him just as he loved you.

I’M BACK!!!!

Finally Thanks to @cosmicglitteredpumpkin we finally finished my part in @gfdeepwoods -project!!! NOW I’M FREE!!!! I can come back (you were gone?) and draw what ever I want!!!!

You have no idea how much I missed Mullet Stan~ But now I’m back and I’ll be more active~

Not mention that I get cold and I’m still a little bit sick so I had to draw a little animation about Mullet Stan a little cold but still reading journal. I think he looks good with glasses <3