i miss you idiots

“He’s such an idiot for hurting you.” They said, tossing words left and right into the bottom of the sea.

“No, you’re wrong. He’s not.” I replied. If fact, he’s anything but an idiot. He was my world. I thought he was my future. When you loved someone, it’s hard to talk bad about them, not matter how bad they hurt you. As they just rolled their eyes, thinking how clueless I am, I keep my eyes from spilling gallons of water because I miss you. I’m the idiot, the idiot for not being good enough.

—  Excerpt from a book I will never write #1156

let’s marry at the space station! listen here –> (☆)


01.  가나다같이 (AKMU)

02. Candypop (Heartsdales ft. Soul’d Out)

03. Lover Boy (Clazziquai)

04. Limited Addiction (Okadada Remix) (Tokyo Girls’ Style)

05. Insomnia (Humming Urban Stereo)

06. There’s No Way I’m Missing You (Homme)

07. Anyway Someway (Idiot Pop)

08. Love to Live By (m-flo Loves Chara)

T-Minus 15 sleeps until BMAM-Mass!  In the spirit of @thepurrbutton ‘s wonderful series reminding us just how nuanced, complex and wonderful Bernie Wolfe is, I was thinking again about this piece of dialogue from Back in the Ring

“Well how about this, Serena Campbell, Occam’s Razor. For every accepted explanation of a phenomenon there are an incomprehensible number of possible and more complex alternatives.”

It seems to me, the perhaps Bernie could apply this to her relationship with Serena when she returns home. Her whole life has been dominated by difficulty with emotional choices.  But now, if she’s brave enough….

Serena Campbell. An incomprehensible, more complex alternative.

Extra Serena Campbell Bonus as illustrated with shitty, poor resolution screenshots.  This is Serena’s face in the exact moments when Bernie begins to say her name. Bernie and Serena are verbally sparring as they walk down the hall and Serena’s face is fairly neutral but the moment Bernie says her name, Serena’s face lights up in a smile that could power Holby. Tell me this ins’t the look of someone in love.

I don’t remember falling in love with you. I just remember wanting to keep holding onto you when I knew it was time to let go.
—  just stay with me a minute and I swear I’ll make it worth it (via @sleepingwithbieberr)
that lyric that everybody knows
  • fall out boy: baby, seasons change but people don't
  • my chemical romance: G, F#, B, E, D, G, C, B, E, A, D
  • pierce the veil: darling, you'll be okay
  • green day: *guitar noises* don't wanna be an american idiot
  • blink-182: i miss you, miss youuuuu, i miss you, miss youuuuu, i mi
  • panic! at the disco: hAVEN'T YOU PEOPLE EVER HEARD OF CLOSING THE GODDAMN DOOR
Masterlist

Fic requests are open, but here’s what I have so far!

[D] = Drabble (under 600 words)

Hamilton

Phillip Hamilton

John Laurens

Hercules Mulligan

Lafayette

Eliza Schuyler

In the Heights

Usnavi