i miss you guys a lot

Holy shit is maraitidalwave alive???
Henlo yes I am. Catch me on discord, kasugami #1061.
I miss a lot of you guys. I might return once university goes easier on me.
Meanwhile, here’s my puppy, now grown.

With love, the fishmom.

Don't let me go part 2

A/N : Hey guys ! How are you all ? Hope that you are having best days ever in your life . Hope that you are all fine . Also I hope that you have missed me .

So this was requested by @andy-blur . Thank you so much for giving me a chance to write such a thing . I don’t know if is it too long or too short or just ok . I still have a lot to write in this story so if you need more please don’t hesitate. I just hope you will enjoy it as much as possible.

Warnings: Angst / Fluff / Tragedy and sadness, but just like the last part I promise with a good end .

Summary: You are the human twin for Hope and you have a heart disease that your father didn’t know about it . You are just struggling to get love and reception from your father just as much as Hope .

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It has been to weeks now since you and your father had your small adventure beside the lake . Those days were like heaven to you , you finally knew how heaven looks like and smells..heaven looks like your father and smells like him . He wasn’t there all the time , but when he was he made sure that you two would have some private time together to talk and play . He noticed that you always pick up his things and that you knew where exactly is everything that belongs to him , so he invented you a game . He would put you some of his things in the forest and then when you pick them all up you find the place you both are going to meet in .

You loved the idea so much . It was your hobby after all since he came back . You loved everything that belonged to him with all of your heart, just as much as you love him.

He enjoyed that game with you as well , he surprised you every time you both did that and he always felt happiness and freedom with you , but he would never forget about yesterday when he had and emergency call from Elijah telling him that there’s someone who is following him and Hope . He thought he would be able to come back on time , he thought he would be there before you get the last object so he just left..

You stood there that night waiting, you waited and you waited and he never came . He got back home with Hope and Elijah late at night and after he made sure that Hope was asleep he went to your room and then he didn’t find you there.

“ Y/N..” he yelled and vamp-speeded to nearly everywhere and when he was nearly tired he found you there , at the place he was supposed to meet you . You were freezing and already unconscious

“ Y/N..” he called softly getting his kneels on the ground beside you

“ What have I done ? ” he whispered to himself thinking that he have lost you. For another time he went before Hope leaving you behind. It wasn’t really about his search for power..or at least that what he hopped

Your hand started to move. It was like you had a radar that tells you whenever he is around, like you only a live just for him.

“ Daddy..” it was more a moan than a call

“ Yes , Love ! This is your daddy and he is so sorry ” he said he eyes focused on you not even blinking and then his tears fall down without him even knowing about it

“ It is ok..the most important thing that you came back safely..” you suffered to talk . Your body that was leaning on the tree now moved to fall on the ground after those few words that you said. You were already tired of everything

He got you in his hand and vamp-speeded until he got you home and that was the first time he recognized it, he recognized that no one cared . Hayley spent the whole day crying when Hope wasn’t there for a half hour, Elijah got crazy when he knew that someone meant harm to hope and they were just silent when they came about you.

He asked himself when he was getting you your medicine and putting you to bed about how many time..how many times you talked and they told you you were a liar, how many time they thought about you as one , how many times you needed a glass of water and no one helped you to get , how many times you were sad because of them , how many times you suffered there alone without him ?!!

He was wondering about how you lived all of this time alone with your -supernatural- heart disease, hunted, and almost by yourself. When they all seemed to be forgetting about you -including him - how you were able to live , love and forgive ?

He put you in bed and then he laid down beside you . He spent that night watching over you until he fall asleep. He enjoyed the voice of your breath even it was still shallow, he was able to hear it and that helped him to feel safe .

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The morning came and you woke up first. You were still feeling weak and tired , but that wasn’t what you thought about . You only thought about your dad after remembering that he came back yesterday late and find you like that . * You must scared the hell out of him * that what you thought. It was when you decided to go and find him, you only looked to see him by your side..he wasn’t letting you go . Just as he promised .

You didn’t want to wake him up . You put a kiss on his check and the you let your small hand to rest on it . You rubbed it softly as you weren’t able to fight that . The warmness of his body that what you liked the most .

He started to shift , he was waking up . He opened his eyes to find you . He smiled as he saw you innocent face . He thought that he have reached heaven as well .

Remembering what had happened yesterday made him freak out again and then he got up quickly to check on you “ Y/N! Are you feeling alright? ” he asked seriously with a worry look in his eyes

“ I am fine , Dad . I am so sorry that I made you worry. I should have came back home , but I was so worried about you . It was the first time..” You weren’t able to continue as he cut your words

“ It is ok , Love! What should I do to get forgiveness for my sins ? ” he asked feeling guilty, not wanting to remember what had happened yesterday

“ What is the most thing you want in this life ? Just ask . Your demands are orders ” he asked with passion. He really needed to know you .

You closed your eyes which were half-shut already as you were still tired and sleepy and then you answered innocently and naturally without thinking “ I want for myself the same things I want to you . To love and be loved , to live happily with the people I grew up to find as a family and with the people I will choose them to be a family, to be able to say goodbye in your arms after doing a lot of good things to you , to be able to re-born if I didn’t find you in heaven, if I am so tired of waiting and if I missed you so much I want to re-born as every person you are going to pass by , as your strong baby boy as the girl you would fall in love with..I just want to be yours ” you finished with a smile on your face and the you opened your eyes only to see your father crying. Your words just left him like that , you hit his weakness spot that he never told anybody about - even himself- he didn’t even know he had such a thing.

You just left him speechless. You buried your face into his chest when you found out he was crying “ Sorry , Dad ! I didn’t mean to make you sad . If this is so hard to be real..” you were crying as well and then he cut your words “ I promise that I would never let you go..” he was sobbing at this point and he tried to control himself but he was not able to. He got you into a tight hug and then he got his fingers through your hair “ And if you saying goodbye was a necessary thing ..I will make sure that you will have a good one with your body in my hands and if I wasn’t able to make it to heaven on time..” the sobs stopped him again “ I will make sure that I will find you when you are re-born. I will look at every face I am going to pass by in the street, I will wait to have you as my baby again..I will wait to find you as big girl that I can fall in love with..I will spend the infinite waiting for you.” Klaus was trying to control himself and to use the right words * He was trying to control this unknown part of himself *

This part of him that recognized that even the ever has an end , that goodbye can happen anytime with any person and his power can’t stop it , that force is not the only way to the throne and love is easier way to it.

“ Thank you daddy ” you mumbled still burying your face into his chest

“ No ! Thank you , Y/N ..for not letting the shadows to hunt me once more . Thanks for not letting me go for my darkest side again. As long as you can * Don’t let me go * ever , Y/N

He said rubbing your back , putting you to sleep again as he knew how tired you were and he just wanted to enjoy watching you asleep for another couple of hours..he was not able to let you go for now

Listen I’m bi as Heck and as much as I love girls, I also love boys? Boys are amazing and pure and liking boys is a wonderful feeling? I never see a lot of posts talking about cute boys so

Some Boy Aesthetics™ I’m in love with include:

Their tired grins? Have you seen a cute boy grin when he’s tired? Life Changing

Sleeves rolled up to forearms is all good and Well but also when they have Sweater Paws in their hoodies or jumpers? Makes the tallest of them seem so smol? I’m lov?

When they run their hand through their hair and it sticks up in places and it looks So Good

Collar Bones

Soft pudgy stomachs they absolutely make me melt

When ya boy gets flustered A++ Bonus points if he giggles Boys giggling is Everything

Fighting with Peter Parker would include..

- cue dramatic af peter LMAO

- anyways

- the angel just wants you to be happy 24/7

- but sometimes arguments just happen, ya know?

- it started out very simple with slight banter

- and then it escalated to you two yelling at each other in his apartment

- arguing about the littlest of things

- ‘peter did you eat my piece of toast’

- ‘asdfghjkl pls don’t kill me’

- ‘PETER I SWEAR IM GONNA-’

- trying to give each other the silent treatment

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Dead cold hands.

Presumably, if adult humans are weird, then human kids must be weird as well. But of course, since aliens probably wouldn’t interact with human children too much, there might not be much about them in the human guide.

Imagine a human leaving her kid with an alien friend because her SO is sick and none of her human crewmates are able to act as babysitter and she’s got an important meeting. So she goes to the meeting and the alien takes her kid to one of the rooms in the ship that acts as a sort of play area.

Then, when the human comes out of the meeting, she picks her phone up and sees that she has some missed calls…

1st call: “Hey, Katie, it’s me, Grit. I know you’re probably in the meeting by now and can’t answer your phone, but I was just wondering… Jackie’s been chasing the other kids a lot, is she hunting them? Is that part of the whole predatory instincts thing? They all seem to be having fun— at least I think so, they’re all making that weird noise you guys make— but I just thought I’d let you know. And, um, listen… she’s not going to try and eat the ones she catches, is she?”

2nd call: “Hi, Katie, Grit again— look, I know that you guys are descended from tree climbing mammals and so your offspring need climbing equipment to satisfy those instincts— but there’s no way she’s supposed to be that high, right? None of the other parents are doing anything and I can’t go up and get her down because my hooves can’t get a grip on the frame. She’s right on top and— NO!<incomprehensible noises that sound like a cross between the moo of a cow and the bray of a donkey>— okay, so she’s swinging from the bars. One of the other humans just explained that that’s normal. He’s offered me some coffee, but I said no because I’m pretty sure that stuff’s toxic. I’ll try not to call again unless there is an emergency.”

3rd call: “I’m so sorry, Jackie’s been injured. She tripped over and seems to have lost a layer of skin from her knee. She’s making these noises and there’s liquid coming from her eye sockets and I don’t know what to do! Please pick up! There’s blood and the coffee offering human keeps saying she should suck the blood out or something. Is that a thing? Does your species’ saliva have healing properties? Shoud I call a medic?! Please pick up!”

4th call: “Sorry for that last message. Jackie seems to be doing fine now. I don’t know how— she should be laid out for weeks after an injury like that! Please, for my sanity, can you get a human babysitter next time?”

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Like on one hand I’m super embarrassed by old art but on the other I’ve gotten better! Which is! The aim! As well as having fun!

So yeah, I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who’s followed me, and especially thank you to those who have stuck with me since my very earliest n00b days. But above all! Thank you to all the amazing friends I’ve made!

@little-noko - Gah I can’t even describe how important you are to me. I never expected that I could get so close to someone and trust them that much, but with you it just happened so naturally. I love spending time with you, whether it’s chatting or rp-ing, and I can’t wait to meet you! You really are the most amazing girlfriend, and I feel so lucky to know you! I love youuuu <3

@askinfresh - Dude it really is thanks to you that I got into rp-ing. You were the first rp blog that I followed, and I felt super nervous sending in those asks, but you were always super nice and it encouraged me to be more confident and to become more involved in rp-ing! Becoming friends with you was completely unexpected (but considering how much we rambled about torturing our poor muses and/or screaming over the shippy-ness it was pretty inevitable xD) but I’m really happy we did! I really admire your writing skills, and it’s always so fantastic to rp with you! ilu beeeeeeb <3

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Guess Who’s Back

Writer - @damndescendants 

Requested - nope. Send in request!

Disclaimer - I do not own any of Descendants’ characters and/or ideas all credit goes to the creator and producers of Disney Descendants

Pairing - Harry Hook x Reader

Summary – (Y/N) is the daughter of Dr. Facilier and is one of the Villain Kids who go to Auradon but when Mal returns to the Isle she goes with Ben, Evie, Carlos, and Jay to get her back when they run into her boyfriend, Harry Hook

Warning(s) - threats, if you squint harm/harassment hinted and mentioned, protective 

Originally posted by adisneylover92things

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170710 CH+ CHATROOM W/ TAE

> Hello🐯
> I missed you guys so I came🐯
> I got chubby on my face, so I’m going to work harder🐯😂
> But I can’t control my hunger, so I bought a large burger🐯😍
> I’ve been eating the BLT Long Chicken burger lately🐯😭
> I’m going to save my burger until I watch Fight For My Way🐯🤘🏼
> Let’s all pray… that athlete Dongman gets his hearing back…🐯😭😭😭😭😭
> Our break is too long I want to see our ARMY soon🐯😫
> And tomorrow Bon Voyage comes out🐯☺️☺️
> I’ve been taking a lot of photos lately, but I’m afraid my camera will get wet from the rain🐯😅😅😅
> I will work hard to take and upload pretty pictures🐯👍🏻
> Bye🐯👊🏻
> muah💋

trans: jhope-shi | do not repost without giving credit!

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6 selfies of 2016! Tagged by @aishizaya @gubro @phenyx @altostrat 😽💖

I tag: @boinoir @narutx @yurameshi @kagoma @gavrial @enodio @eneru @mongreul @moonpurinsu @leichenfresser @tianxies @verkune @antihumans @ixthushiv @rarz-illa @bigbucky @aerigoth @cruciphix @blackphysicist @aobittybaby @bruvanature @cirqkeus @gghostling @krkaro @lnkubus @0rganist @mjcuro @noble-of-shadows @ro-ku @vinsu-moon @waricka @amunaet

important points from the podcast w/ Chris Salih (longest list ever) (n it gets sad)
  • https://soundcloud.com/21pilotspodcast
  • he first met tyler when tyler was graduating highschool
  • tyler would literally create his songs by singing into a laptop’s mic
  • chris met josh at guitar center
  • tyler had never been in an actual studio before he went to chris’s
  • he. talked. about. the. taco. bell. saga.
  • chris and tyler wanted to start a band but “two people don’t make a band”
  • Self-Titled was written in tyler, chris’s and nick’s shared basement.
  • there were no live drums in Self-Titled… just programmed ones (i personally had no idea WHOA)
  • ideas from self-titled were recycled into blurryface!
  • the band name was almost “Bicycle Thief” or “Chill Coat”!!!!
  • they would go through the newspaper or captchas on ticketmaster to see any cool word combinations that would be good band names
  • the live show, as said by tyler a thousand times, was the most important part of gaining a fanbase
  • nick had to learn to play the bass as the band progressed
  • they used to have their programmed backup music stream from an ipod during the shows (and sometimes they still come up on shuffle when Chris is listening to music)
  • the piano tyler plays is actually a keyboard inserted into an old piano that chris gutted and repaired
  • ode to sleep was one out of three of the options for the name of the song, but most of the fans voted for ode to sleep, so that became the name
  • TOP played RAB songs at concerts before the album was released
  • Chris had to quit TOP to pay off student loans and fix his car. “everyone has this dream of being a rockstar, and it doesn’t always happen.” (so sad)
  • an argument with tyler over whether or not to play at a college campus was the final straw for Chris.
  • leaving twenty one pilots broke Chris’s heart: he cared so, so much about the band.
  • after chris quit, tyler and josh played for a full year, still not knowing if the band would work out
  • chris had no desire to leave the band.
  • tyler felt like his band had given up on him. he was devastated.
  • “if twenty one pilots is going to be successful, it can be successful without me. i know i will always be part of the band.”
  • tyler: “josh and i thought about quitting multiple times that year.”
  • tyler felt let down and abandoned.
  • (tyler texted him while he was talking about him LOL)
  • tyler and josh met at chris’s house after chris fell asleep. tyler went with josh to church the following day, to see him play in the church band, where before and after the service they were playing TOP music. tyler started going to that church. 
  • josh would go to the shows and go hang out with tyler afterwards.
  • josh was about to move to nashville to make a push in the drumming industry.
  • chris took josh to lunch and convinced him to be the drummer of TOP
  • Nick still works for Josh and Tyler!!! I thought he had disappeared!
  • chris was the behind-the-scenes guy on a lot of the stuff they were working on & was still a huge driving force in the band
  • Michael! Snyder! Mark! I Miss Them!
  • tyler likes the Killers and Coldplay and was influenced by Bob Marley
  • they almost had a second keyboardist in the band!
  • Chris is super bothered when people ask him/tell him that he regrets leaving the band because their famous now. it drives him crazy. “how would you like it if i made fun of your personal life?”
  • “people will eventually forget what twenty one pilots is. people will say that is a “used to” or “was band at one time” 
  • it’s hard for tyler and jenna to even walk down the street or go to dinner because of they attention they receive. it’s really hard on them.
  • Chris gets a LOT of crap online, and he wishes it would stop.
  • NICK IS GONNA BE ON THE NEXT EPISODE!
SKAMS04E08 Clip 1 - Miss you

[SANA: Hi. There’s something I have to tell you.

Hi. What are you doing today? Can we meet up?

CHRIS: I’m hungover af

VILDE: Magnus and I are talking.

NOORA: How are you doing Vilde?

VILDE: He thinks I’ve cheated on him with Elias.

EVA: We’re gonna kill those who made the hate account. Sana: I’m also hungover af and dad is visiting from Bergen to celebrate my 18th birthday. Yippee!

No Yippee.

Plus fml.

CHRIS: Eva!! Mom said it’s okay for us to celebrate your 18th birthday at my place on Friday!!

EVA: SHE DID?? Fucking hell!!

CHRIS: She asked why you couldn’t have it at your place, and I was like… ehhh.. they’re renovating. After the last party.

EVA: Hahahaha!! Awesome!! Who are we going to invite??

[Elias watching Youtube video of the boys]

SANA: Hi.

ELIAS: Talking to me?

SANA: Sorry for being mad.

ELIAS: So you’re not mad anymore? That’s good. I thought you were going to be mad for the rest of your life.

[YOUSEF: Okay, are you ready?]

SANA: Why aren’t you friends with Even anymore?

ELIAS: No, the guy doesn’t want to be with us anymore, so we can’t make him.

SANA: So it’s not because he.. tried to kiss Mikael? Because I heard Mikael freaked out.

ELIAS: That’s not why. It’s.. A lot happened. The guy just started doing a lot of random stuff. Then he tried kissing Mikael, among other things. And we tried to get him to chill, but it didn’t work. Then he dropped out of school and I talked to Sonja and she told me he was depressed. And when she told us we tried to call him and text him a lot, but.. So it’s his deal if he doesn’t wanna hang out with us.

SANA: You know he’s dating Isak? I think he misses you.. Because he asked about you the other day.

ELIAS: He did? Tell him hi, then. Hey. You know Yousef?

SANA: Just forget about it. I’m over him.