Baby the distance between us is not favorable and it does make things hard. But having your love makes it easier. The best part about the distance is how much we communicate. Because we are always missing each other, we are always talking. Weather it be a simple quick snap chat. A text saying, “I love you”, “I miss you” or “sup nerd?!”. We are always so ready to hop on Skype the very moment we have free time. Always catching up on a show or playing a game together.
You and I fall asleep on Skype every single night together. Watching you sleep. Being there when you wake up from a bad dream. You waking me up before you head into work to tell me you love me. Seeing you cuddle with your cat, Nibbs. Talking till we nod off. Sometimes you talk in your sleep and it’s super cute. You being on the other end, though so far away, makes you seem so close. It makes me feel safe.
I don’t like missing you so much. I have my fears and worries that come with the distance, but fear is what makes the love and commitment that much more real. I talk about you with friends and family as if you are already here. I love to talk about you. I love to think about you and imagine all that we will be when we are together. When I miss you, I’m reminded of all the reasons I love you.
You are so genuine and true to yourself and I admire that so much. I adore how bright an vibrant you dye your hair. I get lost in your blue eyes as vast and blue as the endless ocean. I forget the world around me when I see your smile. I feel my heart flutter when your laugh echos through my ears.
I have this crippling fear that I sometimes may say too much or not enough. How do I know when to say what is on my mind, or when to hold back? You accept everything I say, no matter how much or how little it may be. I love that I can be myself and finally feel vulnerable with someone.
You are important. You matter. You are cared for and loved deeply. You make every day worth it. The distance between us will one day vanish. Though the distance is rough, I am happy it brought us together.