i miss them five boys

I’m crying...

I’m just crying because Larry hugged.

I’m crying because I don’t know what to do with my life now.

I’m crying because I don’t know how to survive the next 18 months.

I’m cring because the boys deserve their long break so much.

I’m crying because the boys said they’ll be back.

I’m crying because I’m afraid they won’t come back even when they said so.

I’m crying because I wish Zayn was there last night.

I’m crying because I already miss RBB and SBB.

I’m crying because I’ll be 20 in 18 months.

I’m crying because I love all the boys so much.

I’m crying because I miss them so much.

I’m crying because those four five boys shaped me into a better person.

I’m crying because 18 months is a long time where everything can change.