Borrowing - Calum Hood imagine
Haha I know I’ve asked you for an imagine already but could you maybe do a Calum imagine based off Borrowing by Halsey…? Thanks :)
“Please” I whisper desperately into the line .
“We can’t do this Y/N ” Calum sighs , his hands loosley cradling his third glass of beer.
“I miss you so much , i know you miss me too” I say softly , willing myself not to cry .
Calum is quiet for a moment
“It’s been months since weve broken up, i have a new girlfriend” He says , trying to convince himself more than me.
“I don’t want to worry about responsibilities right now . All i can think about is you . The way you kiss my forehead as i try to go to sleep , and the way you hold me close as if you’re protecting me from the world. I’m sorry i couldn’t love you the way i should’ve but i need you.” I cry , hearing his sharp intake of breath .
“Where are you” He says after a moment , and my stomach flutters rapidly .
“I’m at my place” I say shakily , running my hands through my hair .
“Y/N , i moved remember? I’m miles away” He says , and i bite my lip .
“Okay , i understand” I murmur , the fight slowly loosing itself in my voice .
“No wait-” Calum tries
“I get it Calum , i’m sorry for bothering you . This was pathetic of me anyways . Have a nice life” I finish , ending the call .
How could i have been so stupid?
I peel my clothes off and walk into the shower , before sitting in the tub and cradling my knees to my chest , letting my tears wash away with the water .
An hour later i finally get out and go to bed , trying to get the Australian boy out of my head.
Just as i was falling into a deep sleep i hear a loud knock on my door , making me jump in shock .
“Coming!” I say , who the hell .
As i open the door my mouth drops in shock , brown eyes connected with mine .
Before i could say anything else he grabs my face and attaches his lips to mine and im lost , lost in the sensation , and the way his thumb cradles my face as he kisses me roughly , the way he turns us around so my back is against the wall , and the way my body has finally ignited , from the top of my head to the tips of my toes .
“Y/N” Calum deeply sighs , before kissing me again .
I wrap my arms around his neck and push us closer if its even possible , before squealing slightly as he grabbed behind my thighs and lifted me up.
He smiles slightly . “ I missed that squeal”
Soon he walks up to the bedroom , leaving us both in complete bliss
I smile as i feel his arm wrapped around me , the memories of our time together clouding my thoughts .
I snuggle closer to him , his warm body making me feel safe.
I jump when i hear his phone ring , making him groan slightly as he wakes up and answers it .
“Hello?” He answers groggily , his eyes widening as the other person speaks .
“Hey baby” He says , clearly his throat slighty and not meeting my eyes . I look down.
“Oh me?” He asks , finally looking up at me.
I bit my lip , begging him with my eyes not to leave , not yet .
“I stayed the night at Luke’s , we were working on some tracks but i’ll be home soon” He says , and i smile slightly.
“I love you too” He says , and i cant help the way my heart drops.
“Oh my god” I say , moving away from his touch as he tries to pull me next to him .
“What? Y/N whats wrong?” He says , confusion laced in his voice .
“That girl! She loves you.” I say , suddenly feeling sick .
“She loves you and i just made you cheat on her. She probably woke up this morning , reaching for you and you werent there . She probably makes you breakfast in the morning , and wears your class ring or something cheesy like that. And here you are with me!” I say , disgusted in myself .
“I’m sorry Calum , im sorry for doing this , for breaking your heart and then bringing you back to me. You deserve to be with someone who is capable of loving you.” I say , the tears threatening to spill .
“Y/N stop , i want to be here , with you” He says but i shake my head .
“This isn’t right , you shouldnt have came , i shouldn’t have asked” I mumble
“Go back to her Calum” I say
“Y/N ” Calum sighs .