• he stares at you in awe a lot
• you do the same cause he sexy
• “my boyfriend bad as fuck!” you playfully smack his butt
• “yo chill y/n, im supposed to do that to you ” he just laughs at you
• he has hella pictures and videos of you doing stuff or random things on his phone
• texting all day
• video chatting when he’s away just to see each other’s face cause y'all miss each other so much
• falling asleep on the phone
• you get piggy back rides everywhere
• playing in his hair
• sharing flat irons
• he likes to talk about you to the other members all the time
• he buys you stuff but not everything you want cause it’s “a waste of money”
• “kiss me”
• you tease him a lot
• playful relationship
• randomly lyao (laughing y'all’s asses off)
• “what the fuck is even funny?”
• ^asked by members 24/7
• sharing drinks
• long tight hugs
• kisses on your forehead
• “you’re so beautiful, you know that?”
• “i know, you’re beautiful too baby”
• movie nights
• watching the sunset
• studying together
• reading educational books cause being educated on various things is sexy and lit
• “stop smiling you’re making me smile”
• he adores your smile
• he’s your bestfriend
• your sexy caring funny bestfriend 🌚…
• hella orgasms
• expect his fingers in your pants a lot
• he literally doesn’t give af about where he is
• if he wants to do sexual things, he’s gonna do it
• dirty talk
• he turns you into a screamer and a sheet gripper
• soft kisses while he effs the life outta you
• he has a daddy kink
• so ofc you calling this boi daddy
• morning sex
• he laughs at you and teases you when he notices your limp that he obv caused
• “shut your yellow ass up johnny!”
• other than all of that, he buys you hella sweets
• he also writes little poems for you
• it’s really cute
• if y'all were to break up, you’d most likely get back together in a week’s time
• you can’t get enough of each other
• the bond is too strong
As soon as she stepped onto the driveway the sun started heating her skin, drowning her in warmth. Adjusting the two backpack straps around her shoulders, she reached into her back pocket for the list she had made the night before.
“You sure you have everything you need?” She asked as she reread the slightly crumbled piece of paper in her hand, marking off the little checklist she had made for her boyfriend one last time before helping him load his bags into the trunk.
The sun reflected off of the lenses of his thick rimmed glasses as a small smirk made its way onto his face.
“Babe-” Stuart groaned, a giggle following as he wrapped his arms around his girlfriend’s torso, resting his chin on her shoulder. “I said I’m good.” He assured her.
You knew Jack was up to something. Despite his attempts to
hide it you knew exactly what he was up to. Of course, it helped when you were
taken in for questioning about the Four Horsemen but you’d neglected to tell
Jack about that.
So, when he mysteriously vanished for a while you decided to
travel to Las Vegas and attend their show, finding it easy to get the money
with a few simple tricks and cons. As soon as you set foot on solid ground and
walked through the airport you’d managed to con your way into a few free nights
at the best hotel Las Vegas had to offer, a town car and a chauffeur.
Authors Note: I’m really excited about this one! There will also be a part two that I’ll have to start working on! I want to thank @thelittlestkitsune for mentioning to me for this to be sinful and giving me a few pointers! A HUGE thanks goes to @smutandahalf for reading this over plenty of times and helping me express what I was saying better and helping on a few parts I didn’t know how to explain.
Warnings: fluff, with a teensy side of angst but not really
Word Count: 766
A/N: I’ve got the daddy! Jensen feels in a BAD way. Sorry. And honestly I’m avoiding writing OTHER things. So this just kind of came out of NOWHERE when I saw this gif in my inbox. It’s not the best I’ve done lately, but I’m trying to get back in a good writing habit. Suffer with me!
Okay so first of all I’d like to appreciate those who take a minute to appreciate me. Like this really means a lot. Though I still need to learn, learn to polish myself you guys praise me. It really feels nice to know that you guys do read and like my self to some extinct. Thank you so much for supporting me peaches. Love you all xx Ria.
Here I present you some family fluff. Hope you guys like it :). Feedbacks are appreciated.
Word Count :: 1067
“Daddy!!! Mommy wake up!!!!” You heard your eldest five year old yelling with excitement laying between you guys. You grunt and rolled over pulling your little baby girl to your chest.
“Sleep Rose bud.” you mumbled massaging her scalp trying to get her to sleep as well. But being the hype girl she was, refused to settle down and sat on Harry, who was fast asleep yet.
Harry’s been busy the past days, promoting Dunkirk all over the Europe and America. He hasn’t been able to give time to his children. Rose who was 5, Noah 3 and little baby Snow who was 5 months old. He’s tired no doubt and needed sleep but he loved his kids way too much so he promised them to take them to the beach the coming sunday. Poor man didn’t know that the time would fly so quickly.
“dada !!!!” Rose whined pulling on her father’s tee shirt in order to wake him up.
“bubba sleep” Harry said the same as you and pulled her to his chest but this time she didn’t struggle. She quietly laid on his chest. Harry smiled to self still eyes closed as she pulled covers over her body, cuddling her to him. Now you were fully awake. The sight of Harry asleep with now sleeping Rose, wrapped in blanket on him was heartwarming. Seeing Harry with kids has always been a weakness of yours and when you had your own, it turned to your strength.
Getting out of the bed, you leaned down and pecked the forehead of your husband and daughter and made your way to Noah’s room. Opening the door, you found your boy sitting on the floor, with toys sprawled on the floor.
“watcha doin’ baby?” you asked crouching down.
“packin mumma. To go to the bweach.” he said busy in packing the stuff. You giggled and picked the little boy up. You set him on your hips and kissed his nose.
“Do it afterwards. Help mommy to make sandwiches first” you said. Noah loved helping you. He loved to help his mommy being momma’s boy he’s.
“okwayyyy” he said squishing your face and placed sloppy kisses on your lips. You giggled and carried him downstairs to the kitchen and sat him on his baby chair.
You were cutting the vegetables, when you heard loud screeches and giggles erupting in the house. Immediately knowing of who they were you chuckled to self and poured Noah a cup of milk.
“save me mommy!!!! The tickle monster is here″ Rose laughed running to you as she clutched to your leg. You picked her up giggling. She wrapped her arms around your neck tightly, shirking away from her Harry trying to hide herself in you as he approached you with wiggly fingers.
“where’s my baby boy???” Harry asked to god knows who as he pretended to not see Noah sitting on his baby chair. Noah laughed loudly bouncing in his chair trying to get his fathers attention.
“Herre daddy here!!!!” His baby giggle filling the house along with Rose and Harry’s as Harry picked him up.
“hi baby!!” Harry said showing his dimples which Noah happily poked. Noah always had a thing for cheeks, he loved squishing, kissing, poking the cheeks of you both. Even sometimes you’d find him poking Rose’s cheeks who’s fast asleep in her bed.
“Mornin t’yeh too beautiful.” Harry said leaning over to kiss you. Mornings without kissed were never completed.
“ready for today?” you said setting Rose down as Harry did the same with Noah. Giving him a gentle smile, you rubbed his side. Tiredness written all over his face. His eyes had bags under them, his shoulders lumped. Baby did needed to rest.
“it’s okay boo. We can go next week. You need to rest.” You said. ed about him
“no baby. I promised poppets. can’t break it” he replied with a smile. One of the traits you loved about him. He never stepped back from his words. He’d always stay committed to his words and this time this was outta love. This was for his babies and he wouldn’t break the promise at any cost.
“Don’ go far baby.” Harry said from behind with a sleeping Snow in chest carrier.You had Rose and Noah holding each of your hand as you three walked along the shoreline. Everything was perfect. The moment was perfect. The deep sound of the ocean mixed with the cool breeze hitting you face was perfect. The two munchkins jumping in the water along with the one sleeping was perfect. The man who has his shades on, glistening under the bright sun wearing a white plain tee with his jeans folded was perfect.
Coming to a halt, you allowed the too monkeys to built a sand castle while you walked with Harry along the shoreline, keeping an eye on the kids. You held his hand and kissed the smooth flesh of it.
“this is so perfect isn’t it?” you asked him. You started at the ocean and turned your face to look at him as you expected an answer in turn. But, Harry was already staring at you. His eyes adorned your face with so much love. With love that was meant for you and only you.
”thank yeh. It’s yeh who made it perfect baby. Thank yeh so much” Harry said as his eyes started to tear up.
“hey hey. what’s wrong?” you asked him collecting the tears under his eyes with your thumb.
“It’s jus’ I’m a very lucky man. I’ve yeh my love, This litle baby and those two monkeys.” Harry chuckled through tears as he looked at the two siblings covered in sand. You smiled softly cupping his right cheek as your rubbed the apple of it with your thumb.
“i love you” you said ever so softly that only he could hear.
“i love yeh too.” Harry said. Within few seconds, his lips were on yours. Your lips fitted in so perfectly, so lovingly. Each of your kiss expressed your conditional love for him. You were so into it hen tiny fingers pulled on Harry’s cheeks. Looking down he saw that Snow was awake. Her big green staring at his face giving him a toothless when she realized who that man was.
“hey beauty” Harry said cooing the little girl. Happiness couldn’t fill you more.
can you do bucky coming home from a really long mission and just being really touchy and snuggly towards the reader??
You rubbed your eyes tiredly, determined to stay awake to see your husband coming home. He’d been away on a mission with practically no contact for the last two months, and you’d missed him like crazy.
You were checking the time on your phone for the hundredth time when you finally heard a key in the door of your apartment. Scrambling to your feet, you reached the hallway as your husband appeared in the doorway.
“You’re home,” you whispered, your voice muffled as you wrapped your arms around him tightly and buried your face in his chest. He held you as if he was scared of letting you go ever again, and hid his face in your hair.
“Yeah I’m home,” Bucky mumbled, rocking you slowly from side to side. “I’m here, sweetheart.”
You let out a noise that was somewhere between a laugh and a sob, as all the worries and fears you’d felt over the last two months were replaced by the overwhelming relief that Bucky was home and safe.
Bucky slid his backpack off his shoulders quickly, and scooped you into his arms. You nuzzled your face into the crook of his neck as he carried you carefully over to the sofa, sitting down with you still in his arms.
“I missed you so much,” he told you, pressing kisses all over your face to make you smile. “So damn much.”
You cupped his cheek, rough with stubble, and pressed your lips to his in a tender kiss. Bucky’s lips moved against yours almost hesitantly, as if he expected you to disappear. His fingers traced indecipherable patterns on your hips as you pulled away reluctantly for breath, resting your forehead against his.
“I love you so much,” you whispered, running a hand through his beautiful dark hair. He smiled, stealing another kiss from you.
(So I just realized I spelled ‘taught’ wrong, sorry for the misunderstanding~)
“So, Captain Levi… Some citizens in the city informed me that here I would have found ‘humanity’s strongest’, but all that I see is just the same little, annoying brat I had to bear a long time ago” you stated, sarcasm dripping from your voice.
You had barged into Levi’s study without even knocking, causing the Corporal to glare hardly at you. The (H\C) woman had been rather sassy and rude, but in his eyes you had never been more beautiful and charming; your (E\C) eyes glittered with excitement and mocking spirit, while you put your foot on the Captain’s desk.
“And I see the same, old, sour spinster I had to listen to a long time ago; is that a wrinkle I see on your face?” he smirked, satisfied with his remark. He would never admit it out loud, but he had missed you, very much so.
“Well it might be. Or it’s just your sight getting worse and worse because of old age” you smiled with mirth and smugness. Back to the old days, the two of you had shared the same kind of arguments everyday, never getting bored of bickering like an old married couple. He had missed that part of you too.
You sat in the chair in front of the man, crossing your legs and planning on testing your long lost student just a little more.
“So shorty, I assume that you’re still the same cleaning obsessed moron you have always been, aren’t you?”
“Yes, just like you’re still the same pathetic old hag you’ve always been”
“Well I’m happy to hear you say that because starting today I’ll be residing here and now I know for sure that this pathetic old hag won’t be sharing a room with you”
“Tsk like if I would let that happen”
“Oh and who exactly are you to tell me what I have to do, brat?”
“I’m the reason you’re here, aren’t I?” he smirked again thinking about the good old memories he had shared with you.
A/N: Here is part 3 everyone! This took a while for me to get right, so I hope you guys enjoy it. Sorry it’s being posted so late too. Work sucks! Let me know what you think! ♥
Other Characters: Steve, Tony
Word Count: 1,321
Warnings: - language, maybe?
Tags: (at the end)
*gif is not mine.
The thin, delicate pane of glass was the only thing separating you from what you thought you knew and what was sitting right in front of you. It seemed like a dream, as his sapphire eyes chilled you to the bone, piercing your very soul. Your knees felt weak and Steve could read your body language, walking over and hooking his hand right into the crook of your elbow, squeezing lightly.
If you don't mind me asking, which episode or moment made you ship nalu? For me it's a tie between the phantom lord arc where Lucy trusted that Natsu would catch her, the episode with the rainbow sakura tree (still not over the fact he uprooted an entire tree just so Lucy could see it, too freaking adorable), & when they both fought Kain during the tenrou arc.
I guess the Rainbow Sakura omake/episode is what made me seriously consider NaLu romantically. Natsu is such a cinnamon roll, how he didn’t want Lucy to miss out and did something so romantic (and it was romantic, that’s above and beyond what a friend would do). Honestly, that scene sent shivers down my spine, with the FT music playing and the sincerity behind his actions. It was beautiful.
And the look on Lucy’s face…Natsu made Lucy feel like that. Why wouldn’t I ship a pairing where they obviously love each other so much?
This is the scene that convinced me Lucy had romantic feelings for Natsu. And I don’t blame her. 😌
And then this scene…
My shipper heart was sold. These scenes convinced me Natsu felt the same, irrefutably so. His anger and passion over Lucy being “taken” from him, I absolutely loved this show of emotion. I watch Natsu protecting Lucy scenes, again and again, I will never tire of them. 😁
Of course, the other scenes add up to me shipping NaLu but these are the scenes that stand out the most to me (in how I came to ship NaLu). The fact that they are best friends before lovers is important to me. It says they are more than “oh they look good together”, it says they make each other happy and their lives are enriched by being together.
The fact that Lucy isn’t happy when Natsu isn’t around is telling. When Natsu disappeared for the year she could have gone with the other FT members but she didn’t. She could have joined Mira or Cana (they wouldn’t have said no), the only explanation that makes sense to me is she didn’t feel right without Natsu by her side. To Lucy, Natsu became home, he is her tie to FT and if he’s not there it affects her mentally. He motivates her, gives her hope.
Lucy doesn’t have her parents anymore and she was alone when she met Natsu. He’s the one who introduced her to the guild, gave her a family again. Her violent emotional reaction to his “death” in chapter 538 attests to how much she loves him. I wouldn’t be surprised if NaLu becomes canon on their reunion. I don’t think either of them will be able to get away with withholding their love for each other, especially with Lucy thinking he is dead. Natsu knew that loss not too long ago and went demon over it.
Summary: tom is jealous of how close you are with Josh while you’re on tour with twenty one pilots
A/N: josh and Tyler are literally my loves so if anyone gives me crap about them I will personally come for you. This also fucking sucks so I’m sorry
“Y/N! We’re going bowling! Wanna come with us?” Josh called from the door.
“Yeah! Just let me get my shoes!” I called back.
I grabbed my tennis shoes and then was out the door. Josh, Tyler and Jenna were all waiting for me by the car when I reached them.
“Hey, kiddo. You ready to go?”
I nodded and climbed in next to Josh in the back seat. Josh yawned and laid his head in my lap as Tyler pulled out of the venue. I began to run my fingers through Josh’s bright yellow hair as Tyler told us a story about a past experience he had with bowling that ended with him being tossed out and banned from the bowling place in Columbus. I looked down when I felt Josh laugh and smiled at him.
“So, Y/N. How are things with Tom?” Josh asked once Tyler finished his story.
“Yeah! How is he? He still a knight in shinning armor?” Jenna asked.
I smiled and looked out the window at the mention of Tom’s name.
“He’s great. He’s super busy with Spider-Man and everything though so I haven’t been able to talk to him much.”
“I’m sorry, Y/N. I’m sure he’ll call the second he has a chance, though.”
I smiled at Jenna before I turned my gaze back towards the buildings we were passing. Tyler and Jenna began to tell more stories as I felt Josh watching me. I knew he wanted to talk about Tom, but I just wasn’t up for it. After a few minutes pass, we finally pull up to the bowling alley. Tyler made us all sit still for a moment while their manager called him about details for tonight. I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket and pulled it out to see Tom was trying to FaceTime me.
“Hey, Tom!” I said as I answered the call.
“Hey, Y/N. it’s Harrison actually as you can see. Tom’s doing an interview and I was bored and my phone died. So I decided to use his and talk to you.”
“Oh, hey Haz. That’s cool. How’s the press tour going?”
“Good. Tom’s exhausted though. What’re you up to?”
“I’m with Tyler, Josh and Jenna. We’re going bowling. Say hi, Josh!”
I turned the camera to show Josh laying in my lap. Josh made a funny face before we both started laughing.
“Oh, hey Josh. Well, I gotta go, Y/N. Tom’s almost done…”
“Oh. Okay. Bye, Haz.”
I felt my heart drop as the screen went black. I was hoping to at least see Tom’s face or hear his voice.
“Ready to go, Y/N?” Tyler asked.
I nodded and tried to ignore their sympathetic looks as we walked into the building.
By the time we were done bowling, all thoughts of Tom had left my mind. Tyler and Josh tried to keep my laughing at all seconds which ended with us getting kicked out. Not really a surprise though since at one point Josh literally ran down the alley and knocked some other kid’s ball in the gutter.
On the way back to the venue, I posted a picture of me sitting on Josh’s lap and Tyler and Jenna standing behind us making funny faces. I knew the picture would make the fans laugh.
When we arrived back at the venue, I ran to get ready for my set.
Josh and Tyler high fived me as I walked onto the stage.
The crowd went insane as I sang my heart out and Josh drummed in the back. Since my drummer was sick, Josh was filling in for the night. After I finished, Josh came up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed my cheek. The crowd went insane as we walked off the stage with Josh’s arm around me.
“Alright guys. Good luck! I’m beat so I’m gonna head back to the hotel.”
Tyler and Josh said goodnight to me and then I was on my way to the hotel.
As soon as I closed the door behind me, I felt my phone begin to vibrate in my pocket. I pulled it out to see Tom trying to call me. It was probably Harrison again, though.
“Harrison? Is this you again?”
“What the fuck, Y/N!?” I heard Tom’s voice yell.
“Woah, calm down. What’s wrong?”
“Don’t give me that shit! What is going on between you and Josh!?”
“Me and Josh!? What are you talking about!?”
“Harrison told me he was laying in your lap, and then the picture and then him kissing you tonight!? Is there something you would like to tell me!?”
“Tom you need to calm down! There is nothing going on between me and Josh! He is like my brother! And like you would even care! It’s been like 2 weeks since I’ve talked to you!”
I heard Tom sigh on the other side of the phone.
“I know, love. I’m sorry. I’ve just been so busy I barely have time to breathe. And I’ve never stopped thinking about you and I just wanna see you so bad but I knew I couldn’t ask that of you when you’re on your dream tour and then when Harrison told me about Josh laying on your lap and then you posted the picture of you in his lap and then the kiss tonight, I just snapped. I’m so sorry, love.”
“I love Josh, but as a friend. I’m IN love with you, Tom. I haven’t stopped thinking of you either. I miss you so much.”
“Good. Cause I’m standing outside your hotel room.”
“I have tomorrow off. And I just need to be with you. Come let me in, love.”
I hung up the phone and ran over to the door. I opened the door to see my beautiful boyfriend standing on the other side smiling at me. I jumped into his arms and nuzzled my face into his neck. Tom wrapped his arms around my waist before picking my up and carrying me into the hotel room. Tom laid me down on the bed before pressing his lips against mine and sliding his hands up and down my sides. I moaned into kiss and Tom smirked. I knew I was in for one hell of a night.
“Well, this is a surprise.” Jenna said as her and Tyler walked down to breakfast the next morning.
I smiled and laid my head on Tom’s shoulder.
“I have the day off so I decided to visit my beautiful girlfriend.” Tom said as he kissed my forehead.
But the beautiful moment was soon cut short once Josh came into the room.
I rubbed Tom’s shoulder to calm him down as he death glared Josh.
“Tom, please behave.” I whispered into his ear.
“Well, Josh. Seems like your plan worked.” Tyler said to him.
“Wait, hold on, what plan?” I asked.
“Well, Josh noticed how upset you were about Tom being so busy so he decided to MAKE Tom have time for you…” Jenna said as she stirred her coffee.
“What do you mean?”
“He was ummm… kinda going above and beyond to seem flirty with you to piss Tom off…”
“I’m sorry, Y/n! I really am, but you were just so sad and I knew he would call if he thought he was losing you! And it worked didn’t it!?” Josh said.
“I’m gonna kill you, Dun.”
Josh’s eyes went wide as I began to chase him through the hotel.
“That’s my girl.” Tom laughed as he watched me chase Josh up and down the halls.
LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP WITH POE. MAYBE YOUR ON A MISSION WITHOUT HIM AND HE HASNT SEEN YOU IN MONTHS AND NEITHER OF YOU ARE COPING SO LEIA INTERVENES IN SOME WAY
“Dameron? Dameron, wake up!”
Poe groaned and pulled his blanket over his head as he heard General Organa’s voice from behind him. He froze in fear; either he was being called in for a mission, or he had been extremely drunk last night.
Breathing in deeply, he rolled over in bed. For the first time in months, he was actually relieved to see the bed empty. He reached for his earpiece which he had left on your bedside table for some reason.
“General?” he asked tiredly, rubbing his bleary eyes.
“Ah good, you’re awake. I need you in the briefing room as soon as possible, there’s something you need to see.”
Thoughts of your mission flung themselves to the front of Poe’s mind, and he flung the bedsheets off himself and climbed out of bed.
“I’ll be there in five, ma'am.”
As he got dressed, Poe thought of how you would laugh if you were there to see him awake so early. There was usually a battle between you as you tried to get out of bed, and he tried to get you to stay and cuddle with him. He sighed, the empty bed catching his eye as he stood in front of the mirror to brush his teeth. He wanted you home.
Poe wasn’t sure if he was hallucinating as he approached the door to the mission briefing room. He was sure he could hear your voice, but it couldn’t be, could it? You still had two weeks left of your mission.
The door opened automatically for him, and he stepped inside. His eyes skipped over the General, and a couple of medics, before landing on the image of you which was being shown on a large screen above the table.
“Poe?” you called out in surprise and joy, and he watched as you moved closer to the camera. Suddenly forgetting every word he’d ever learned, he walked over to the screen and placed his palm flat against it. Giggling, you lifted your own hand so that it was as if the only thing separating you both was a screen, and not half a galaxy.
Poe’s eyes filled with tears; this was the first time he’d seen your face in just under three months. He was vaguely aware of General Organa and the medics leaving the room.
“You look good,” you commented with a grin. “I like the stubble.”
Poe shook his head with a chuckle, rubbing his hands over the thin stubble that had appeared on his jaw overnight.
“I keep forgetting to shave,” he told you with a small smile.
“Well, keep forgetting until I get back,” you replied. “You look hot as hell.”
He burst out laughing, the first genuine laugh he’d had since you left.
“I miss you so much,” he told you, his eyes flitting all over your face as you smiled softly at him. He could see that you’d lost a bit of weight, your face was slightly sharper than usual. A thin, dark purple line went from your right eyebrow and trailed off towards your hairline, telling him that you’d been hurt.
“I miss you too, Poe. I hate being on missions without you.”
You frowned in confusion as he stared at you in silence.
“Why are you looking at me like that?”
“You’re so beautiful,” he mumbled, just loud enough for you to hear. You chuckled, your hand going to the new scar on your forehead.
“You like the battle-scarred look?” you joked. “I think it makes me look all mysterious.”
He smiled slightly. “How did it happen?”
“A trooper set off a grenade in the middle of a fight, the bastard,” you spat. “I was hit by debris, a couple of villagers found me unconscious a few hours later.”
Poe’s stomach sank at the thought of you being hurt. “Just try and be careful for the next couple weeks?” he asked. “You worry me.”
One side of your mouth twitched in a half-smile. “You worry too much.”
“I’m your boyfriend, it’s in the job description,” he replied with a grin. You smiled lovingly at him.
“I love you so much,” you told him, placing your hand against the screen again. Poe copied you, closing his eyes and trying to imagine the feeling of your warm hand against his instead of the cool screen.
“I love you too, (Nickname). I-”
A voice from somewhere offscreen cut across him, and your easy smile was suddenly replaced by a serious expression as you spoke in hushed tones with someone he couldn’t see. Eventually you nodded, turning back to face him.
“Poe I’m so sorry, I have to go,” you said urgently. “There’s a squadron of troopers heading our way.”
Fear bubbled like acid in Poe’s stomach. “Stay safe, please,” he pleaded. You smiled a soft, sad smile.
please I beg of you I've been following you for a while & I know how good your fanfics are so I literally need you to write a fanfic for Vivienne and Kallias in order for me to keep existing ❤️
A Court of Love and Waiting
Vivienne knew that voice. The sound of her best friend, the male she loved. She hadn’t heard that sound in fifty years. Hadn’t heard the soft lull outside of her dreams.
She was afraid to turn around. This was a trick her mind played, it had to be. He..he was with Amarantha. He was Under the Mountain, far away. She shook her, no he wasn’t here, it was like every other time she thought she heard it. She would just be heartbroken all over again. She shouldn’t-
Her heart fractured in her chest and she was turning before she could stop herself.
A sob broke from her.
She was running. Running to him. To her High Lord, to her friend, to her love. He enveloped her in a hug and she pulled him down to her lips, her hands shook, touching his face.
She kissed him, his cheeks, his brow, his temple, his lips. She kissed him breathless and Cauldron she missed him, she loved him.
They were on their knees, hugging each other, trying to meld into one another.
“I love you.” She was breathless. “I loved you since forever.”
His glacier eyes lit up and his beautiful smile lit up the rest of his face. “I love you, Vivienne. I love you so much.”
She kissed him again. Slower this time, more tender, less frantic. She clung to him and sobbed. “I never thought I would see you again.”
He brushed back her tears and she did the same for him.
“Not a day, a second, went by,” he whispered, “That I didn’t miss you.”
She clasped his face and kissed him.
“Tell me everything.”
this literally popped off the top of my head, i hope you like it. Comments are loved XO
Reggie Mantle x Reader
THE ARTIST & THE JOCK
I cant believe people actually liked this, I honestly thought nobody would like it, but I got 84 notes as of now. I really want to thank you guys for liking it and rebloging it. I am currently writing part three so hopefully, you guys like where this is going.
Pairing: Reggie x Reader
Summary: Dinner b/w The Mantles and (Y/L/N) with a bit of a twist at the end.
Spoilers: Cute, fluff flashback b/w Reggie and the Reader.
A/N: I had fun writing this so hopefully you guys like it!
You arrived home practically speeding home, since for business
dinners, your father wants everything at its best. But before arriving you
stopped by the flower shop to get tulips for Reggie’s sister Riley (I made this
character up) and Pink Roses for his mom Vicky (this is his moms name in the
comics). Hoping these were still there favorite type of flowers.
I’m home!” You shouted opening the door to your home.
“(Y/N) you’re a bit late, now go on and start getting ready”
your father answers you.
“Sorry dad, I stopped at the flower shop as quickly as I could
to get flowers for Riley and Mrs. Mantle.” You spoke up and your mother gives
you a smile
“Well that’s sweet, now go on take a shower and start getting
ready, do you want to give them like that or should I find a vase for them?”
your mother asks
“No just like this, I think, you don’t want my help getting
the stuff ready?” You question them.
“No honey” your parents answer in sync
“Okay” You nodded and went up the stairs to start getting
ready. Wondering why they were acting strange about you looking nice since they
usually didn’t care as long as you tried.
You turned on your music and got in the shower, then If we were a Movie by Hannah Montana started
playing on shuffle, and you couldn’t help but smile and start singing along to
the song that brought a great memory to you.
If we were a movie
You’d be the right guy
And I’d be the best friend
That you’d fall in love with in the end
You and Reggie were
watching TV at his house, both 9 years old. You persuaded him to let you watch Hannah Montana with him. His
parents were away with Riley at the clinic. He
would pretend he wasn’t enjoying it, but you’d catch him smiling every now and then. You sang along to those lyrics dancing
around the living room.
Wish I could tell you there’s a kiss
Like something more than in my mind
I see it could be amazing
Then Reggie got up from the
couch and started to walk away, when you grabbed him and made him dance with
you. He squirmed to get away, but defeated he did what he knew would get him off
your grip. He pretended to start slow dancing with you, so his hands reached your
waist and he started to tickle you. You ended
up on the floor laughing/screaming “Please! Reg! Stop! Its hurts!” until you
ran out breath to speak. He removed himself and brought water for your dry mouth.
That day was
great for you because you and Reggie were growing up and your little group was
growing and sometimes you just wanted to spend time with him. You were both
about to turn 10 and your parents promised to take you two camping.
Turning off the shower, you grabbed your towel and
started to get ready for the dinner. You dried off your hair so you could curl
it. A smile plastered on your face to the memory that was now flooding your
brain. You could not get yourself to think about anything else, and thought
nothing about the fact you could not get Reggie of your mind, you simply pushed
that away by lying to yourself that maybe it was better this way since you
would have to deal with him and his parents.
You ignored the fact that the memory made you
think so much about the old Reggie, Oh the old Reggie was so charming, caring,
and you were the only girl in his universe until his sister showed up in your
lives when you both were 7 and throughout the years you started drifting apart,
not because of her, but the fact that growing up meant changing and you both
were no longer into the same things anymore.
It was now 6:50pm as you applied red chapstick,
since you weren’t a big fan of makeup, you kept it simple with a bit of black
eyeliner to match your dress as well since that’s all you could do.
Your heart sunk the moment you realized you had no
dressy shoes, mentally preparing yourself for your mothers’ wrath. You recently
bought new converse, and you decided to pair them with “fancy” looking black
It was now 7:00pm when you heard the doorbell
ring. And you heard you parents call you, so you made your way out of your room
and down the stairs.
You couldn’t help, but smile at Reggie.
amazing in that maroon blazer, white shirt, and black pants. You were glancing
at him until your mom took you out of your trance.
“Well well” your mother spoke up “look how
handsome you have turned out” She directed a smile at Reggie
reaching the last steps and you felt Reggie’s eyes on you.
looks so beautiful Reggie
“(Y/N) you look amazing” was what came out of his
mouth as he reached his hand towards you, and you grabbed it and finally made
to the last step.
“Um, these are for you (Y/F/Flowers), hopefully
they’re still your favorite” you nodded at him as you took the flowers in your hands and you were both staring at each
other until Riley broke it by hugging you.
“I missed you sooo much (Y/N)!” The brown haired
girl with a huge smile on her face spoke.
“I missed you so much too! Look I got you flowers
too” you grabbed her hand leading her to the kitchen island where her and Mrs. Mantle’s
bouquets resided. Your dad led the family to the dining room.
“I got you flowers too Mrs. Mantle” you declared
when you walked in the dining room with Riley and she took the seat across
“Oh that’s so sweet, but please hold them for now”
you nodded “And please call me Vicky” she added on and you smiled placing her
bouquet on a small table in the dining room.
As you were about to take your seat, Reggie got up
grabbed your chair, so you could sit in it and pushed you in, and took the seat
next to you and you both couldn’t help but smile at each other. The parents
were on their own side of the table as our mothers brought in the food.
“So what business are you guys doing together?”
you spoke looking directly at your father and Mr. Mantle after a few minutes.
“I am going to start a practice at the hospital”
your father spoke up taking a drink of his merlot.
“I am going to pitch in some money, to help your
father out start the practice” Mr. Mantle added on.
There was a bit of shift in the mood of the dinner
now and you somewhat regretted that you asked.
“This Garlic, Basil Chicken is great Mrs. (Y/L/N)
the tomato butter sauce really makes it pop” Reggie spoke up to get rid of the awkward
silence that you started and you smiled at him and he returned it.
“Why, thank you so much Reggie” your mother spoke
up while your father and Reggie’s father glanced at each other.
You and Reggie started to talk, as your parents
held up their own conversation and Riley was playing games on her tablet with
headphones plugged into her ears you would turn to see the 10 year old, so into
her little world.
“Well” Mr. Mantle spoke up “I hope you can keep
your end of the bargain” and the dining room went silent, so silent you could
even hear the crickets outside chirping.
“(Y/N) do you like Reggie?” Mrs. Mantle broke the
silence and you choked on the water you were drinking.
“I really hope you do because your parents and I would
love for you guys to date, right?” She kept going and you were so confused as
to what was going on and all the parents smiled.
You looked at Reggie who was staring down at his
plate with a somber look on his face.
“Um, what is going on?” You finally spoke up and
Mr. Mantle and your dad handed you a small stack of papers.
“This is a contract your father has signed in our
partnership in the practice, in return I would like for you to date Reggie,
during any events we have since he is not popular for his attitude and with you
we could have an advantage to these fundraising events” Mr. Mantle spoke up “See
honey you are sweetheart, compared to Reggie” he added on.
“You would make it look like he was changing his
ways” Your father spoke up and your mother and Mrs. Mantle were just smiling.
You were speechless, you couldn’t get a word out,
you could not believe your ears as to how Reggie’s parents were talking about
him or your parents who didn’t seem to care about you to agree to such a thing
in exchange for money. Instead your body took over and you stood up from your chair
and walked out.
I couldn’t believe
the way my parents did that, we had agreed that I would ask her out like a normal
teenager. We were 16, and throughout the days I made it my mission to start
changing, I know she noticed; but now that plan was out and I had to go out and
look for her.
Request: Yoongi is wrecked when you say you will leave him because he isn’t taking your relationship seriously and you found out you’re pregnant + Y/N wants to give up the relationship because she isn’t sure of it anymore so Yoongi does his best to salvage your relation.
Genre: Angst / Romance.
It was another night of you waiting, you had told yourself a while ago that you should just stop doing it, why waste your time in something that was futile? Because you had hope? Because of love?
You were beginning to think it was just your stupid whimsical thinking that things could get better, that when he saw you waiting like this he wouldn’t do it anymore, you were giving Yoongi all the signs of your fight, you have talked about it with him too many times by now and you were tired. Of waiting, of being the one who had to call on him for the lack of attention.
You waited in your room, watching your phone seeing he hadn’t answered the last text you had sent, you wouldn’t be calling him anymore. Why would you? To fall on the voice mail again and increase your anger? It was again futile. You thought about your boyfriend, how you had moved together recently so you thought things could get better, but now it seemed having you here was more of an excuse to stay out because he knew you would be home when he got back. You had a lot to read for work but so late at night with the thought of Yoongi on your mind you couldn’t really concentrate, so you laid in bed waiting to fall asleep, wishing you could do so, but all you could think was that he wasn’t there with you.
First you heard the door which made you lift your head and breathe deeply, finally he was home, then you heard things falling, following by the strident noise of something hitting the floor, it sounded like a glass.
Alarmed you went out of your room to go check out what was happening, your eyes focused on Yoongi, he was holding the wall to keep himself from falling as he looked at the floor with a tired expression.
-Yoongi- you breathed watching everything, his drunken state was evident, he had dropped a glass and its broken pieces were scattered around the floor, your eyes went back to him and you felt your self getting even angrier -Min Yoongi-
This time he looked at you and smiled, he dared to smile. -Y/N- he stumbled from the wall to you. -Beautiful Y/N, I’ve missed you- his arms were around you before you knew it, he supported most of his weight on you, too drunk to hold himself properly, he smelled of pure scotch. -I love you sweetheart, I love you so much-
You bit your lip to not whimper at those words and at the way he held you so close, it wasn’t supposed to be this way. You pushed him away almost making him fall. -What’s wrong?- he slurred coming back to you. -Come on-
-Yoongi, stop, we can’t do this-
-Why?- he hugged you again, his face resting on the side of your neck, how you dreamed with him coming home to do just these things, but not like this, not after three in the morning, not with him retching of alcohol.
-Yoongi, you are drunk-
-So what? We can do this-
-No, we can’t, don’t you realize what time it is? Don’t you see that what you are doing? You are never home, and then you get here and expect…-
-You are talking too much much, come, let me…-
You pushed him again, this time causing him to hit the table behind him making him wake a little but his eyes were still glossy with the intoxication. -What’s wrong?- he frowned.
You tried to suppress a scream, but the sound of frustration came out surprising him. -You are drunk, you fucking asshole, you… you are never here-
You turned to come face to face with a familiar face. It was Shin Hoseok. The heir to your families rival mafia family. You shot a glare in his direction. “I see someone doesn’t care about his own safety.”
Hoseok entered into your bedroom through the window, a cocky smile spread across his face. “Please,” he chuckled. “You couldn’t hurt me if you wanted to.”
You took the gun that was placed under your vanity, lazily pointing it towards Hoseok. “You really wanna bet your life on it?”
Hoseok continued to saunter over towards you, not concerned about the firearm pointed at him. He took your hand that held the weapon to make the nozzle press against his chest. “Then do it,” he breathed.
You rolled your eyes as you withdrew the pistol. “You seriously have a death wish.” He shrugged, but that smug smile never left his face. “So do you wanna tell me why you risked coming here? You know that if one of my fathers men catches you they’ll kill you without a thought. Especially with you being in my room.”
Hoseok took your hands, pulling you up and into his body. His arms snaked around your waist. “I like to live dangerously,” he whispered into your ear. The breath hitting your sensitive skin, causing chills down your spine. His head dipped to leave a teasing kiss on your neck. You closed your eyes, tilting your head to allow him better access. “Tell me love, how much did you miss me?”
omg drunk keith is so cute. what would happen if keith got drunk for the first time infornt of the kids when they are teen. Somehow I think lance would have blast/could not believe that this is his daddy. And would it escalate if Shiro wasn't there?(Keith doesn't seem to have any impulse control when drunk) btw I love the little knb picture when I go to your askbox it's adorable!
[The Voltron Family] Shiro was away to attend one of those conferences for doctors outside of the state and Keith was missing him so bad. It has been 8 days now and Keith didn’t wanna be clingy but sometimes he just missed Shiro’s kisses and cuddles.
The kids were at a party of a friend of theirs and it was only 9pm but Keith drove there anyway to pick them up, despite saying he’d pick them up at 10, they were teens now after all. They earned it after acing all their exams. Keith arrived at the party and he entered frowning. Ugh. Teenagers are too rowdy at parties. Back in my days…crap, I sound like an old man.
He went looking for his three kids when some dude came up to him.
Some Dude: *offers a cup of beer* Whoa. You’re a new pretty face. Might I offer you some beer? Keith: *glares* I’m a wine type of person and I’m old enough to be your father. Some Dude: *chuckles* Right. Of course. I’m guessing you’re about 25 or 27 by the looks of it? *gives Keith a once over* *points at the leather jacket* *whistles* Nice. Keith: *ignores* Where’s Lance, Pidge and Hunk? *looks around* Some Dude: They’re by the library last time I saw them. Keith: Thanks. *leaves* Some Dude: Hey! I have wine. Can’t have a guest walking around without a drink of their choice. *smiles* Keith: *stops* Do you have 1947 Cheval Blanc? Some Dude: *blinks* What? I have no idea what you’re talking about but we could check it out by the bar? *points at the bar* The bartender might know. *eyes Keith* You looked so stressed, man. You okay? Keith: *sighs* I am the epitome of stress. Some Dude: Awww, sorry for hitting on you, man. Keith: It’s fine. Some Dude: I’m Leonard. Finals are over but you’re probably the type to stress over results, huh?
Forget about it tonight. C’mon, let’s get you a drink. You need it. *places an arm around Keith’s shoulder* Keith: Oh boy, do I. *rubs temples*
Lance, Hunk and Pidge were about to leave the house to wait for their Daddy Keith to arrive to pick them up when Pidge spotted something.
Pidge: Oh sweet baby mac and cheese. Is that Dad by the bar? Hunk and Lance: *turns around and sees Keith*
Keith was drunk and he was ranting and ranting to their poor friend Leonard who had to hear everything. The three teens approached the bar.
Keith: And then he would usually surprise me to a lunch date when he visits me at work. *sobs while taking another drink* Such a wonderful man and now… *hiccups* He’s not even here with me. Leonard: Oh damn. You have a bad case of love sickness. Keith: *nods* I do and I hate the fact he’s out there somewhere miles away and I’m here like a mess. *turns to his side and sees a girl* *cups her face and leans in* Hunk: Is Dad drunk?! *shocked* He would NEVER do THAT! Pidge: Dude, we gotta do something! Lance: No no, wait, you guys. Let’s see what happens first. *amused* I’ve never seen Daddy Keith drunk—ever. Girl: *smirks at Keith* Hey, pretty boy. Keith: *scrunches his nose* Pretty boy. You’re not Shiro. *frowns* He calls me pretty boy when we snuggle at night. *cries* *hugs the girl* I miss him so much. I want to see him. *turns to another person* Do you know where Shiro is? He’s the most beautiful man I’ve ever seen. Have you seen him? Pidge: Wow. He got drunk because of Daddy Shiro. Keith: *gets up from his seat* *wobbles as he walks towards the dance floor* Hunk: Uh, guys, should we do something now? Keith: *walks randomly to every guy and cups their face to look at them* *shakes head* Nope. Not Shiro. Not you. Too short. Too tall. Too lanky. Not my type. Leave. Lance: Are you guys seeing this? *laughs* This is GOLD. Hunk: No. This is horrifying! Daddy Keith’s so broken. Some other random dude: *walks up to Keith dancing* Hey, sexy. Keith: *glares at him* What are you doing? Some other random dude: *chuckles* Thought we could have some fun tonight. *touches Keith’s arm* Keith: *grips the guy’s hand* Don’t. You. Dare. Touch. Me. Only one man can touch me. Some other random dude: *grins* Shit, that’s hot. I could be that— Pidge: Dad! *shouts and approaches Keith* Keith: *turns head* *smiles* Oh, baby girl. I came looking for you and *sees Lance and Hunk* your brothers. Some other random dude: *looks at the three teens* Hey, I saw him first. Keith: No, you didn’t. *glares* Shiro saw me first. Some other random dude: Who the heck is Shiro? Hunk, Lance and Pidge: Our Dad. Keith: My husband. Some other random dude: What the shit, dude? You’re married?! Keith: I am. *teary eyed* And I miss him. I miss my husband. *sobs as he wipes his tears* I… *walks wobbling* Hunk: I got you, Dad. *catches Keith and embraces him* Keith: *sobs* I miss Takashi Shirogane. Bring me Takashi Shirogane. I love Takashi Shirogane. *clings to Hunk*
Hunk drove them all back home and they put Keith to bed. The following morning, Pidge handed him the phone. Shiro was on Skype.
Shiro: Hey, sweetheart. Good morning. Keith: Shiro. *whispers* Shiro: I heard what happened last night. *frowns* Keith: Oh my god. *groans* Shiro: *chuckles* Hey, I think it’s nice to know you rejected everyone’s advances because they weren’t me. Keith: *whispers not looking at Shiro* I only want you. Shiro: *flushes* Keith, you’re not playing fair. Keith: It’s true though. Shiro: Why don’t we go out tonight on a date? Keith: *shocked* *looks up* Tonight? Shiro: *smiles* Yeah, I’m coming home, pretty boy.
Overview: Y/n and Shawn face time where they are interrupted
Author’s note: I have 900 followers um what??!!? BTW The cute heading is a lie, beware
“I miss you,” I coo into the phone, seeing Shawn’s face reflecting back at me.
“Gosh, its good to hear that,” Shawn’s distorted voice calls back to me, the face time call freezing momentarily.
“How’s tour been baby?” I ask him, curling up in bed, excitement unfurling in my stomach at seeing his face.
“Been so good, Sweetheart, would be so much better if you were here though,” He grins at me and my heart rate speeds up at the beautiful man that I could gladly call my boyfriend.
“Aw Shawn,” My cheeks feel hot at his compliment. We’d only been dating for 8 months yet I never got used to his sweet commentary.
“I can’t wait to see you Y/n,” Shawn tells me, the connection freezing again.
“Only a week left then you will be back home for a week!” I say enthusiastically. There was only 7 more days until I could hold him in my arms again.
“7 days are too long,” He whines, leaning his forearms on the table and resting his chin on top.
“You’ll survive,” I tease him, watching him smirk in response.
“I don’t think I will, not unless you’re here, right next to me within the next hour, I’m pretty sure-”
I never caught the rest of his sentence for a loud voice called over the top of him.
“Shawn, you’re taking forever baby, c’mon,” A high pitched voice calls, quite loudly may I add, the door to what ever room Shawn was in, slammed against the wall with a thud.
“Shh,” He cuts the person off, eyes darting in the voice’s direction before looking back at me worriedly.
“What’s wrong? Are you on the phone to your mum again? I thought we were going to have dinner?” her sultry voice murmurs and I feel my heart sink to my stomach. His eyes widen at her, as if saying stop talking.
“Who was that?” I ask, swallowing the lump in my throat as tears threatened to fall from the scenarios flooding my head.
“No one,” Shawn answers, all too quick.
“I swear I didn’t know you were on the phone to her,” Her sharp voice whispers to him, as if she thinks I can’t hear her, or maybe she wants me to.
Shawn nods, his eyes looking at something past the screen and my stomach twists. I’m angry. Angry that I can’t be with him because of my job. Angry that he’s surrounded by people who can enjoy his lifestyle with him while I can’t. Most of all, I’m angry that I fear he’s found someone else. Surely, I had enough faith in him that the thought of him cheating shouldn’t even be crossing my mind right now? Surely?
“Can you hurry up and hang up, I’m hungry,” I hear her whisper again and my blood boils, angry tears welling in my eyes. I felt betrayed. If Shawn was to hang up right now, abide by her wishes, rather then stay talking to me, his girlfriend who he had not seen in 3 weeks, I don’t know what I would do.
“Hey honey, I’ve got to go, sorry sweetheart, I love yo-,”Beep, beep, beep, beep.
The black screen shows my reflection, my finger still hovering over the end call button where I rushed to press it, not wanting Shawn to see the hurt that was written all over my face.
Author Note: Thank you so much again @rainbowspouses for all the help with this part!!! Love you babes!!!💜💜💜 MWAH~💜🐢
Length: really long
Warnings: SMUT!!!!, mentions of murder
Today was the day. You would finally get the answers you wanted from Jerome. You were sitting at your desk getting out his file.
A loud noise rings throughout the quiet room as the door is unlocked and opened, Jerome emerges in his arkham uniform and shackled at his hands and feet…his prominent smile upon seeing you was hard to miss.
“It sure has been a while, hasn’t it doll?”
You looks up at him, a frown stained on your lips.
“Take a seat Mr. Valeska.”
You tried to stay professional but it was hard. You flipped through the file the threw it on your desk and ran a hand through your hair.
Jerome’s smile falters at first before plastering back on his face double the size it was before. He realized what you were doing. Jerome can tell that you had missed him just as much as he has missed you, but you areholding back…two can play at that game. He took a seat with his elbows resting on your desk leaning impossibly close.
“You know, sweetheart! I’ve never liked it when you frown, gorgeous, but my my, I must admit, you’ve always looked so beautiful when you do,” he utters slowly in a deep guttural tone as he stares you down.
You gulped. You had to stay professional or else they may take him away from you. You sat straight up in her chair.
“I asked you a question Mr. Valeska and I would appreciate you answering it. In case you forgot the question I am obliged to repeat it. Why did you kill your mother?”
You didn’t like it. The way you had to talk to him. You felt as if the two of you were complete strangers. Hell you would do anything just to be able to hug him and kiss him and tell him how much you had missed him. But you couldn’t. In your eyes there was a deep conflicting pain but you still kept your composure.
He gives you a hard stare and leans back in his seat. He rubs his chin with his hand, appearing to be deep in thought. He wasn’t thinking about what he was going to tell you, although he was almost certain that is what you’re expecting. He’s thinking about how much this hurts, he knows deep down why you are behaving this way…if anybody here finds out that the new hire had a thing with him, they’ll never be able to see each other again.
Even though, he definitely knows that this is what’s going on deep down, all common sense is going out the window. He is starting to bubble with anger and he is trying hard not to let it take over, but he’s loosing his patience!
He leans forward again and slams his hands down on the desk hard, his eyes intently staring you down. His face becomes stone, as his eyes turn dark and his tone becomes malicious; venom-laced even
“You know damn well why I killed that whore of a mother, you know exactly the stuff she has done! The bitch had it coming and for you to sit here and trying to pretend like you have no clue isn’t really setting well with me, doll…cut the act!”
He felt guilt wash over him immediately, you had never witnessed him behave like this before.
You jumped in your seat when he slammed his fists down. Your eyes widened with fear. You were shaking. You scribbled down what he said and then shakily went to another question.
“H-How d-did you you feel when yo-u k-killed her?”
You looked down pretending to be ready to write but really you were trying to avoid his gaze. You were scared and there was no hiding it. Hell you could barely get your question out.
You tried to control your shaking and regain your composure and you managed to do both, but your grip had over obviously gripped tighter on the clip board.
He was back to growing impatient at this point. You weren’t really paying him the attention that he wants. He figures he might as well play along and indulge you by answering your questions.
He relaxes his shoulders, shrugging nonchalantly at the question. He hums to himself, looking up towards the ceiling thoughtfully as his mind works through how exactly he wants to express his feelings to you. Suddenly, he looks at you and giggles.
“You really want to know how it felt to kill my mother? One word comes to mind to describe the whole experience, doc: energetic! I know what you just be thinking, hmmm, ‘what is energetic about something like this?’ Fear not, I’ll happily inform you doll. You just had to be there: the cooling atmosphere blanketed in death, her cries for help that mirrored my own as she used to beat me, the heady scent of her warm blood spilling with each time my blade met her flesh. It felt liberating to watch her take her final breaths right before my eyes. I guess what I’m getting at is that, although I am locked away for what I presume is a lifetime, I am actually finally free…free from that bitch that I sadly had to refer to as my mother…trust me, doll face, can I call you doll face…ah, what the hell I will anyhow *laughs before turning serious once more* I have no remorse for what I’ve done…I regret none of it, the only thing that saddens me is that I can’t experience the thrill of killing her all over again…given the opportunity, I would take it every damn time”
He finishes and stares at you expectantly awaiting your response.
You gulped. The way he described it was horrifying to say the least but you still scribbled it down.
You looked up and watched as the guard left for lunch duty. Which means you could ask more personal questions and not have to worry. You moved your chair so that it was right in front of his.
“Jerome you could have stayed with me… We would still be able to cuddle and night and kiss each other in the morning. Why couldn’t you just walk away?”
Your whole body posture changed. You seemed more relaxed and back to your normal self.
He instantly relaxed, taking notice of your change in demeanor. If Jerome is being honest, this is the first time he has been comfortable around Y/N since your little reunion. He really had to think about this question…he honestly had no idea what to tell you because he didn’t have an answer for himself. ‘Why couldn’t I just walk away? I wouldn’t be where I am now’ he thought to himself. The worst part isn’t where he ended up, because as Jerome always says, 'every choice has a consequence’, no, what bothers him the most is the loss of the one person that truly cares for him…all the time he spent here, could have easily been spent with his doll face if only he had just walked away.
He looks at you with sorrowful eyes.
“I don’t know why I couldn’t walk away…I had every intention of doing so, doll…please believe me! I went to talk to her, to tell her that I had planned to stay in Gotham, that I no longer wanted to travel with the circus…everything I could ever want was here…with you! But, you know how my nagging mother is, she JUST…KEPT…PUSHING! I went there with every intention of walking away and things escalated fairly quickly doll, if I do say so myself. One minute we’re screaming at each other, the next thing minute I push her to the ground…I barely touched the drunken Whore yet there she was crying in pain on the floor of the trailer! I’m not going to lie, it was mesmerizing seeing her like that…she looked like a helpless animal. It was in that moment that I finally realized, he life was in my hands…I was the one in control. One thing led to another and well, you know what happened next”
He makes quick stabbing motions with his hands and choking noises as he falls into a fit of hysterical giggles.
There was a look of sorrow in your eyes. This wasn’t the Jerome you knew… but you could tell he was still in there. You refused to give up on him. You slowly reached forward and grabbed one of his cuffed hands. You looked him directly in the eyes.
“And if you could go back….”
You had empathy in your eyes. You were the Y/N he knew. You weren’t the clueless Psychiatrist you were forced to pretend to be. You weren’t the scared girl from earlier. You weren’t the stranger from the beginning. No. You could be yourself. You were yourself.
You looked up at the clock to check the time and knew they didn’t have very much longer together. And you weren’t going to let it go to waste. You smashed your lips against his and kissed him more passionately than you ever had before. When you parted from his lips you leaned your forehead against his.
“What would you choose?”
His heart is pounding in his chest. He forgot just how soft your lips were against his. As your forehead rests against his, nothing else matters. The anguish your conversation has dissipated…in this moment, everything that he is familiar with when it comes you is coming back to him head on with sheer force. His senses are on fire as he steadily inhales that sweet smell he has missed for so long, a smell that is so uniquely YOU! He has become so distracted by you enveloping him in every sense of the word, that it slipped his mind that you asked him a question. He knows the answer to this question, no matter how you word it…no matter when the question is asked, the answer will always be the same.
“You…doll face, I would choose you! It would always be you”
The look of sadness overtakes his features as he pulls away from his lover.
“But, it’s too late for that…We can’t change what I have done…we can’t make it better.”
He leans into your touch, staring deeply into your soul, and with a faint whisper.
“No matter how bad we wish we could.”
You heaved a sad sigh.
“So I’m guessing that means no white picket fence and a big house and kids and no Barbecue on the weekends, huh?”
You giggled a little before frowning. You took both his hands in yours and twiddled with his fingers. You were starting to get lost in thought. Thought about how things would be and could be right now. But at this point it felt like a far away dream. Just out of reach.
“But hey at least I can see you whenever you 'need’ to see a phycologist . I had to fight to get the position as your personal phycologist. You seem to be a popular case around here.”
Jerome had become lost in thought himself at the mere mention of you wanting to have a family with him! The idea leaves a funny feeling in the pit of his stomach…there is a small part of him that wants the good old 'American dream’ as they say, but there’s no point in dwelling on that now.
It’s not until you mentioned how popular he is around here, that he draws away from his thoughts and back into the conversation! A grin wide enough to make the Cheshire Cat appear solemn spreads across his face.
“Oh doll, you have no idea! I’m not just popular with the shrinks *laughs* I pretty much run the place. Arkham has become my own little paradise! I’m a star and everyone knows it!”
His grin softens into a look of pure love and fascination.
“You being here is the only thing that could have really livened up this lackluster place, and I’ll be damned if dreams don’t come true.”
You go to say something when you hear a knock on the door.
You rolls your eyes and stand up and walk to it. You put on a fake smile and open the door.
“Yes can I help you.”
A guard looked down at you.
“Valeska needs to return to his cell.”
“Well we are just finishing up here so I’ll bring him to his cell when we are finished.”
The guard hesitated before nodding and moving along. You shut the door and sighed before turning back to Jerome.
“So, what now, doll?”
Jerome grinned mischievously
“How much time do we have before you have to send this big bad guy away?”
“Well I get off work at 11, it is 9:55 now. All therapists, consolers, and psychiatrists have to stop doing appointments at 10:15 for safety reasons so I’d say a good 20 minutes.”
You walked back and sat on your desk and sighed.
“25 counting how long it will take to get you back to your cell.”
You crossed your legs and folded your hands in your lap. While waiting for a response.
A beaming smile takes over his features.
“There’s a lot I could do in twenty minutes, doll.”
He leans in towards you and inhales deeply.
“What do you say, Y/N…wanna have some fun before I have to leave you?”
It feels as though the world has stopped as he patiently-maybe not as patiently as he thinks-awaits your response with bated breath.
“Thank god for sound proof office rooms.”
He walked to you quickly and started to make out with you roughly. You parted your lips a tiny bit and Jerome took this as an opportunity to shove his tongue into your mouth. His tongue explored every inch before he parted panting heavily.
He dove towards your neck and immensely peppered it with kisses. As much as you loved foreplay you didn’t have time for it now.
“Jerome no hickies. They will see. Plus we don’t have time for foreplay. If someone walks in we are both screwed…. And not in the fun way.”
He let out and over dramatic sigh but quickly helped you get your skirt off. Your panties were soon to follow.
You quickly took his pants and boxers off. Both of you were in a rush at this point. Both were scared of getting caught.
He pushed you back farther onto your desk and spread your legs apart. He took his finger and circled it around your entrance a few times before shoving it into you. After a few pumps he added another finger.
He covered your mouth as a precaution to muffle your moans.
Your stomach was in a knot and right as you felt your high coming on he removed his fingers.
You whimpered from disappointment. He looked you in the eyes and peppered kisses all over your face. He lined himself up at your entrance and asked.
“Are you ready doll?”
You nodded and with one quick thrust he filled you up. Tears clung at the edges of your eyes but you ignored it. He gave you some time to adjust before he started thrusting.
You threw your head back and wrapped your arms around his neck. Your muffled moans only made him more turned on. He slammed into you harder and harder. Your stomach was in knots again and before you could say anything you came. A few more thrusts and he came too with a groan.
He kissed you on the lips gently and ran his fingers through your hair.
“I love you doll.”
“I love you too.”
You put your panties and skirt back on and fixed your hair.
“We should probably get you to your cell before people start to get curious.”
He smirks as he kisses you again, trying to level his breathing. He pulled up his boxers and his pants and looked at you.
“Whatever you say, doll face! Feel free to take me away!”
He laughs maniacally as he holds his arms out for you to take.
As you are closing his door, he turns and grabs your wrist to stop you. He looks into your eyes with his own pleading orbs.
“Hey, this isn’t the last time I’ll see you is it, because I really have missed you. I haven’t been able to stop thinking about you, wondering if you hate me or not. I know that you had no idea where I went and what happened, you must have thought I abandoned you. *quick laugh* But, if I lose you again, I don’t think I’ll be able to handle it. I love you!”
He brings your hand up to his lips and softly places a kiss before smiling at you.
You kissed him on the lips and holds his hands. You look up into his eyes.
“My dad wouldn’t tell me where you were and I thought you had gone with your mom and left me. I cried for so long and I was heart broken. Jerome I’m in love with you and I swear I will never leave you. Hell Im your personal psychiatrist.”
You laughed and kissed him again and hugged him tightly.
“I will always be here when you need me. Just start throwing a tantrum and I’ll be right there!”
He can’t help the thought of marrying you crossing his mind briefly.
“A tantrum huh, oh doll, you know me…I’ve got that covered! I’ll be throwing so many tantrums, you won’t know what to do with yourself!”
You laughed and kissed his forehead.
“One day I’ll get you out of here. We can leave Gotham and get married and have a family and play competitive Uno on family game night.”
You laughed and smiled.
A voice sounded over the speaker.
“Y/N Gordon, you are need immediately back at your office for a patient Emergency. Please come immediately.”
You sighed ,“ it must be Blake.”
You gave Jerome a kiss on the cheek before turning to leave.
“I’ll see you around, doll face!”
He hated to see you go, but he knew he would see you again soon.