i miss her so much.. :'(

This good bye tastes different
It’s got more of a finality to it-
a subtle hint of everything
that has crashed down around us

There’s no more room
for fighting or crying
No tearing down each other’s walls
or even building them back up again

so this good bye tastes different
in that “I could’ve sworn this was gonna last but we still ended up here” kind of way

this good bye is just
you, me,
and not enough reasons to stay

—  is this what good bye is supposed to sound like
You are tearing me inside out and I can’t stop it because I let you in the first place
8

everybody screws up. that’s what happens. it’s what you do with the screw-ups, it’s how you handle the experience - that’s what you should judge yourself by. i have a great life and an amazing kid. and i took a detour, i ended up some place good.

i just wanna know small personal things about Taylor now, like, kind of an update from last time she talked about these things!! what are her favorite shows right now? did she recently bake something that she thought tasted amazing? is Meredith still giving Taylor judgy looks? is she still excited that it is almost September which means it’s almost autumn, and we can shamelessly order tons of pumpkin spice lattes? is Taylor secretly still into sparkles and glitter? ahhh taylor please give us an update!