i miss full house

anonymous asked:

what are some things that make you happy?

sunflowers, the sound of a full house, skyping with people i miss, getting coffee with my sister, swinging at the park near my house, going to super markets, the end of family weddings when everyone’s tired and we all head back to a central house to hang out for the rest of the night and we talk about how things used to be and we look at old pictures and we take new ones, and poetry, and seeing people who are from where i’m from and finally feeling understood, and love, and love, and love!! and the promise of someday love that isn’t love yet but will be soon

I don’t miss you.

I don’t miss you, but I miss your voice. I miss the way you’d say my name, like I was hearing it for the first time. I miss the way it was so stern when talking to everyone else but it seemed to melt when you were speaking to me. I miss the way you’d say “come here” and hold your arms open, like you were gesturing me to come home.

I don’t miss you, but I miss your eyes. The way the light would hit them so strategically, making brown seem like the most beautiful color I’d ever seen. I miss the way they’d stare at me from across the room like it was just us two in a crowd full of people. I miss getting lost in those eyes.

I don’t miss you, but I miss your hands. I miss the way your rough palms would feel against my soft skin as you ran them down my arm. I miss the way our hands seemed to find each other, fitting perfectly together, without us even realizing. I miss them in the back of my hair when you’d kiss me; I swear sometimes I can still feel them there.

I don’t miss you, but I miss the way we’d reconnect so easily, like no time had passed. Picking up on things we had left off on, talking for hours about nothing- which ended up being everything. I miss hearing your stories about the things you’d done, things you’d seen. I’d give anything for those stories again.

I don’t miss you, but I miss your smile. I miss the way your lips would curl, showing off those perfect teeth of yours. I miss the way I’d catch you looking at me. I’d ask “what?” and your response was always “nothing”, but that smile you gave afterwards told me everything I needed to know. I swear that smile could end wars.

I don’t miss you, but I miss the memories. I miss driving around with you, even when all I wanted was to be watching movies on your couch. I’d drive to the end of the world if it meant spending time with you. I miss talking to your mom, when all you wanted was for us to be left alone. I miss the eye rolls you gave when her and I agreed on things about you. I miss you telling me how beautiful I was, no matter what I looked like, and knowing you meant it. I miss walking into a party with a house full of people, and catching you staring at me from across the room, waiting for your chance to come over. I even miss the bad memories. I miss being worried sick about you making stupid decisions with your friends, and then getting into fights with you over it. I miss the way people would question why I cared about you so much, like you were an outlaw. I miss you texting me at 3 AM drunk off your ass, telling me you missed me, even though you were supposed to be with her. I miss the way you were never sure about anything. There was never solid ground with you. You were the raging seas, while I was just a sailor, holding on for dear life.

I don’t miss you, but I miss being in love with you. I miss my heart racing every time I’d see you, even if it was the 500th time. I miss those butterflies in my stomach when you’d kiss me, even if it was just on the cheek. I miss being sick to my stomach on the bathroom floor thinking she could never love you like I did, but cheering you on to your face, knowing your happiness meant more to me than anything. I miss when you said it. Those 3 little words. The one and only time you ever said it. I miss holding that in my heart, knowing it was the one thing I had from you that those others didn’t.

But I swear I don’t miss you.

—  Serenesonder

Guys I found this on my phone and I almost broke down. That’s a lie I’m breaking down rn. I took this a week before he passed and I want him back soo much. I miss his floppy ears. I miss cleaning the dirt off his slobbery snout. I miss taking him for long walks around our town. I miss the chuckles I would get when I wore my “most official bitch” tank on those walks. I miss how he would wink back at me when I told him I loved him or asked him a question. I just really miss my puppy guys. I was not ready for you to leave me and my nightmare came true of me being the one to find you first. I was 11 years old in the back of our truck holding the runt of the litter who had matching dark brown eyes like mine. I asked if I could love you forever. You kissed my nose and you were mine from that moment on. I love you Deuce Dartanian forever my favorite goofball and first true friend 💙💞😢

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‘Sunday’ by January O’Neil

You are the start of the week
or the end of it, and according
to The Beatles you creep in
like a nun. You’re the second
full day the kids have been
away with their father, the second
full day of an empty house.
Sunday, I’ve missed you. I’ve been
sitting in the backyard with a glass
of Pinot waiting for your arrival.
Did you know the first Sweet 100s
are turning red in the garden,
but the lettuce has grown
too bitter to eat. I am looking
up at the bluest sky I have ever seen,
cerulean blue, a heaven sky
no one would believe I was under.
You are my witness. No day
is promised. You are absolution.
You are my unwritten to-do list,
my dishes in the sink, my brownie
breakfast, my braless day.

An actual adult made this.

Let’s see we have racism, homophobia, Scotiaphobia, trivialisation of a mental disorder… I think we’re missing something for a full house..? Oh… wait… superiority complex.

What a cunt.

Korean Dramas I've watched so far

I’m addicted to kdramas but I’ve been on a break from them recently. So far I’ve watched:

Heartstrings
Dream High
You’re Beautiful
Flower Boy Next Door
Full House
Playful Kiss
Boys Over Flowers
Secret Garden
My girlfriend is a Gumiho
Rooftop Prince
Princess Hours/ Goong
Lie to me
Coffee Prince
My Lovely Kim Sam Soon
To the Beautiful You
A man called god
49 days
City hunter
Personal taste
Dr. Champ
Flower Boy Ramyun Shop
Sungkyunkwan Scandal
Faith
I Miss You
Pasta
Nail Shop Paris
The Heirs

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Grimmauld Place

Characters: eventual Dean x Reader

Words: 1844

Summary: The summer starts, and the reader can’t stand to be so far away from Dean.

Warning: crying

Part 24 in the Magic Series (Harry Potter AU).  Read Part 1 here, Part 2 here, Part 3 here,Part 4 here, Part 5 here,Part 6 here, Part 7 here, Part 8 here, Part 9 here, Part 10 here,Part 11 here, Part 12 here, Part 13 here, Part 14 here, Part 15 here, Part 16 here, Part 17 here, Part 18 here, Part 19 here, Part 20 here, Part 21 herePart 22 here, and Part 23 here.

I hated not including Dean, but I do love this part. Enjoy!

Gif not mine!

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