i miss everything

It’s never too early to get going on a lifestyle change, right?  I’m going to start trying to cut out fast food and limiting over processed food in my diet.  I’ve done it before.  In fact, at one point I had completely cut out over processed food, soda, and fast food. I don’t gain weight when I’m eating crap, but I sure do feel like crap.

I can do this, I just need to be completely invested in it.

sometimes i really fucking miss the way your smile felt against my lips. i miss the nights you’d call me and tell me, “i just need someone to talk to.” i spent every day diving off of buildings just to be the hero that swooped into save you. i always ended up with more bruises than applauses. but i kept on. sometimes i miss the way i always felt like i was falling. i could never once catch my breath when i was with you. you took me to a place i haven’t quite come back from. but i’m running. because i have told everyone that i’m healing and i am, but i still miss your smile and when you said my name it all came back to me and it didn’t hurt. it was just really bittersweet.
—  missing you is so bittersweet
And I have never loved someone as much as I loved you, and you have never loved someone as much as you loved her
—  Silent–streets