i might never be okay again

anonymous asked:

Fallout 3 / fallout 4?

put a video game in my ask

never played | want to play | terrible | boring | okay | good | great | a favorite

YOU NEED TO PLAY FALLOUT.


Originally posted by bubbless0c


I FUCKING LOVE FALLOUT LIKE HOLY SHIT COME ON SON COME AT ME DEATH CLAWS FIGHT ME RAIDERS LEGGO

I fucking love this series. That’s all I have to say about it. It’s amazing. HHHHHHH OKAY BUT LET ME TELL YOU A FEW THINGS INVOLVING ME AND FALLOUT just some funny stories:

So, Fallout New Vegas is actually my favourite, but I might be a bit bias because I actually did some advertising material for it! I had only just started doing graphic design stuff and it was pretty cool….. exceeeeept for the part where the guy who contracted me didn’t pay me in the end and just sent me a copy of F:NV and never talked to me again. Hm.

Okay but here is a better story (at least for me). So I preordered Fallout 4, but didn’t get in fast enough to get the Pipboy edition which came with the Pipboy. I was a little disappointed, but I thought the lunchbox you get with the next edition down was pretty cute and more useful so I didn’t gripe too much. The day I went to pick up my game, I must have just missed out on some drama at the store because the employees looked like they were in a huff. I said I was there to pick up my game, gave them my name and all the information aaaaand… The guy put a Pipboy edition onto the counter. I was just waiting for him to say ‘oh sorry, wrong edition, ha ha’, but he never did. I ended up paying for it and taking it home with me… >.> Doo doo doo…

ALSO THANKS BETHESDA FOR PUTTING IN BASICALLY THE MOST CHARMING SON OF A BITCH IN FALLOUT 4 AND NOT MAKING HIM ROMANCEABLE LIKE

Originally posted by makushin

CRUSH MY HOPES AND DREAMS WHEN THEY’RE MEANT TO BE ACHIEVABLE LIKE WHY WOULD YOU LET ME BE ABLE TO CONTROL A WHOLE TOWN BUT NOT HAVE VALENTINE LOVE ME. I WEEP. I WEEP.

Originally posted by austindarkwolf

okay fine i’ll take the ghoul <3 xoxo

Lock the Door

Jungkook
Genre: Smut
Word Count: 3980-ish
In hindsight, maybe you weren’t that sorry for not locking the door.

A/N: Holy fuck, this is some extra shit. Read at your own risk. The Kook thirst is real. I had this half-written for a while, and then I got a request that was quite similar, so I thought I’d finish it. I might have a thing for the way Kook says ‘noona.’ Shit.

Originally posted by theking-or-thekid

You knew it was a bad habit, not locking the bedroom door. But locking doors inside your own house had never been required before – growing up, it was discouraged (courtesy of living in a one-bathroom house) – and you didn’t really expect anyone to come barging into your bedroom when you lived in your own apartment.

Then again, you hadn’t expected to have seven rowdy boys hanging out in your small living room that evening, and that happened so…

Okay, you should’ve locked the bedroom door.

But you didn’t.

And that was how you ended up scarring Jeon Jungkook for life. Ish.

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Bully Beware

Request: I am in love with all or your stories! Could you maybe write something where Bucky is a single father of a little girl, and he’s trying to teach her self-defense when he finds out she’s being bullied at school?- from anonymous

dad!Bucky Barnes X Reader (kinda? alludes to?)

Word Count: 2330

Warnings: Mentions of schoolyard violence

A/N: This might have gotten a little bit away from me, but I hope it’s okay and you like it! I don’t know anything about parenting so.. Again, Feedback would be freaking amazing. 


Bucky was running late. It was always like this. There never seemed to be enough time in a day for him to get everything completed on his daily task list. He always thought it was normal, for being a single parent to feel a little overwhelmed at times. Lately he had been feeling this way all the time. Running his hands over his face, he hit the familiar speed dial button on his programmed work phone and waited for an answer. 

“Buck, whats up? I though that you had an early day today?” Steve’s voice rang throughout Bucky’s office. 

“I know, I was supposed to leave hours ago… Listen can you do me a huge favour?” 

“Yes, I will pick up Maisie. But Buck.. You have to talk to your boss, this is like.. the sixth time in the last two weeks. I know things are tough right n-” 

“I know Steve. I know..” he sighed. “I’m just… If I get the promotion I can work from home, set my own hours. Every time I get ahead, I get pushed back a couple steps. Fuck..” 

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  • What they say: I'm fine
  • What they really mean: Did you see the hurt on Dirk's face after Todd said he never wanted to see him again? He was so hurt that as soon as they traveled back in time, when he saw the arrow pointed at him his only response was "oh". He took the shot looking like a wounded animal, because all he cares about is Todd, he wanted to solve the case but he knew it might mean Todd hating him. I just want his happiness. Dirk deserves so much love and forgiveness and I just want him to be okay.
  • Two women on the show: *stares dreamily at each other*
  • Friend: hey, that looks like it could be a cute new Lesbian OTP for you!
  • Me: ah..I’m not getting my hopes up. One of them might be straight or with someone, maybe not into anyone at all. That or they might be just be a fling, maybe one of them might wind up leaving the show anyways or shot or killed. I mean for all I know they may never talk or look at each other again or fall for someone else randomly. It’s probably not likely the writers even like these two being friends at all! Or the show may get cancelled.
  • Friend: okay wow, that’s some really negative thinking there..you never know, it may work out!
  • Me, a faberry, Clexa, Swan Queen, Willara, Pousoso, sleeping warrior and brittana shipper: *stares into the camera like the office*
BTS Reaction - When you break up cause you think that you might not be good enough

Thank you anon for this request! To all my beautiful people out there, never let anyone make you feel like you are not good enough <3

Jin

“And in what twisted world do you think that i would agree on breaking up because of that? You are my everything and more then good enough”

Originally posted by syubbie

Jimin

“Please say that again. It’s my girlfriend you are badmouthing and that is not okay, even if it’s you talking shit about yourself”

Originally posted by lethargicmin

Jungkook

This sweet angel would not know what to do with the words he had just heard from you. “I need you, and you know that! Please don’t leave me and quit talking like that about yourself, cause it’s heartbreaking to hear my everything getting shit for something that’s not true”

Originally posted by jungkookfortunekookies

Suga

“Good luck breaking up with me, cause it’s not happening. Now tell me who got this bullshit in to your head, cause i have some business with that asshole”

Originally posted by bwiseoks

V

“I hate that you feel that way. I just wish that you could see yourself through my eyes. Then you would know how much i need you to be able to live”

Originally posted by myeong-su

J-Hope

He would not have this. He knew that you had been getting some hate from the fans and could only imagine what you thought of yourself after reading all the comments. He would come home with the biggest bouquet of roses since he knew how much you loved them. “The only thing that matters is that we love each other, and don’t let anyone  say anything else”

Originally posted by baebsaes

Rapmonster

“What made you think like that? You are scaring me, so quit saying those stuff. You know deep down inside that it’s not true”

Originally posted by ygnj

anonymous asked:

It sucks but that harasser's got a point. Don't start something unless you intend to finish it

So says someone who apparently has never written something in their life if they can’t understand the basics of being a writer. 

Shall I just never do anything again simply because my muse might decide that it’s lost interest? Should I forever sit on my ass doing nothing because there’s a chance I will lose inspiration and just shouldn’t bother in the first place? Maybe the world should work like that. As there is always a chance real life and other things get in the way, perhaps we should all just stop trying to get anything done.

Man, harassment is now perfectly okay because I’m not perfect and might make mistakes or I might have a life outside of fanfic writing.

I hope you feel stupid for saying that. And learn to put punctuation at the end of your sentences if you want to seem all-knowing and better than me.

Majority of ARMYS agree that You Never Walk Alone has a left and right version because the left and right wing. Was I the only one who thought of “whether you walk left or right you will never be alone because we’re always here” type of scenario??? Did I get in too deep again?

Barry Allen- High school crush

Requested by an anon:  Okay… so this might get a little bit confusing. Can you write a Barry Allen x Smart&Kind!Reader where in high school they both like each other, but they never say anything. Iris is best friends with the reader and knows about the reader’s crush. Years later the Reader a scientist at Mercury Labs needs a sample or something from the forensics lab at the CCPD. They meet again and go on a date. You can make up the rest.

811 words

A/N: Thank you for the request. I wrote most of this with @majorstinkybunny in my free hour at school. The end kinda sucks tho. Feel free to request something :)

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Okay you know what I love about this damn show, especially this season? Sure, the episodes might be short, but there is not one clip that doesn’t have a purpose to it and isn’t in some way moving the story line along. It isn’t like other shows where there’s a random specific character storyline each week that adds some comedy and then is never talked about again. Even the cute scenes aren’t there just to be cute, they have a PURPOSE to them. All the clips are so perfectly linked together, and in each clip we learn something new about one of the characters, or later figure out how that clip contributed to their character development. EVEN THE DAMN RANDOM LOCKER SCENES ARE IMPORTANT. That’s why every episode seems to feel so BIG, because there’s never just an episode that can get tossed away as one that doesn’t really matter. And THAT is good writing.

Honestly, love, I know you might not accept it - in a “it’s okay, you don’t need to apologize!” way - but I am terribly sorry for giving this ask to the other. Had I actually done “research” on them I’d never given them this and the other asks. It’s too late now to take them back but I’m glad that you’re still okay with me doing this. Again, I apologize greatly! Love you!


McCree;

※ Now, the cowboy knows how it is to be possessive of somethin’ you love but this…might be a little too far for him. The arguments you two end up having when he confronts you about it is so heartbreaking to him. He wants you to understand that he loves you and that he’s never had anyone else on his mind.

※ He’ll try to approach the situation more lightly- treading carefully. He doesn’t want to upset you but he knows that this is something that needs to be discussed.

※ He’ll have the talk when you’re both calm, collected, and prepared. He won’t rush into it like he’s done all the other times. He’ll make sure you feel safe and comfortable.

※ If it ends well then he’s content. He’s glad that you finally understand his point of view and understand how much he cherishes you. He’ll be more outgoing around everyone again without the fear of hurting you in the back of his mind. Sadly, though, he’ll still feel a bit bad when he thinks about how you might’ve just told him you’re okay to make him feel better.

※ If it doesn’t end well then he’s devisated. He wants this to work out, he truely does, and he wants to have a life with you but this- this jealousy is getting in the way. He’d react poorly, which in return makes you react the same. An argument would ensue. Even after you’ve both went to your separate rooms he’d still cling to the small part of him that wants to grow old with you.


Hanzo;

※ Hanzo knows a good thing or two about jealousy and possessiveness. He gets like that when people seem to be giving you passing looks. He doesn’t like it one bit.

※ The fact that you both can be a bit hetic at times doesn’t help the situation at all. If he sees you with a friend he doesn’t commonly know then you better expect for him to usher up an escuse and take you away with him.

※ This upsets you. The person is just a friend! They’re nothing more than a platonic companion. Even if you try to tell him this he’ll still be doubtful, sometimes mumbling things under his breath. You can hear his words perfectly fine and, with that, a heated argument happens.

※ The argument could last a few minutes but the aftermath could last up to days. Neither of you want to say that you’re wrong and that doesn’t help. It would take quite a while, and a lot of coaxing from his brother, until he apologizes. Unless it’s you apologizing, then it’d be your friends coaxing you.

※ If you pull him away while he was doing something just because you didn’t like the people he was around he’d call you childish. Do you really need his attention 24/7?

※ You’d get irked at this and call him out for his similar behavior, to which he denies greatly. “I’m a man of honor.” He’d say, “A man that works alone.” Ha! You’d laugh as you’d feel your chest tighten. Fine, if he wants to work alone then he can!

※ The aftermath…well, lets just say it isn’t pretty. You’re both a mess, too stubborn to let your pride go, and you’re not speaking to each other. Neither of you want to end the relationship, god no, you love each other too much for that, but this has been really damaging. Every argument, every fight, every harsh word, it’s all too much.

※ Perhaps two possessively stubborn people just aren’t meant to be.


Genji;

※ At first he thought nothing of it- assuming you just needed affection more than others did. It wasn’t long until it started getting out of hand.

※ The first argument you both had didn’t end all that bad. Genji, being the peaceful man he was, listened to your words until you calmed down from your high just long enough for him to be the first to apologize. To say that you might’ve cried would be an understatement. You were in such an array of emotions that crying seemed the best option when his soft voice told you he was sorry.

※ He tried to live with your neediness, he really did, but when it got to the point where he couldn’t do certain things unless you were there was when he realized that maybe this situation was more extravagant than what he thought.

※ Genji would try and talk to you. He’s heard your side and he was hoping that you’d be able to hear his too. He wants you to know that he loves you with all his heart and that he’d never give you up for anything. You’re too precious to him for that. You made him feel whole.

※ When you sat down and listened to what he had to say he could feel a ray of hope shine through him. You apologized to him as well, even though yours was late overdue, and he accepted it straight away. He knew you both could work this out.

※ He was patient with you. He knew that this would be a slow process and was willing to wait until the end of time for you. With every jealous look you’d give to others he’d give you a light scolding followed by a light peck. He wants you to learn that he’s not going anywhere and that you don’t have to be so possessive over him.

※ He’s not going anywhere and has all the time in the world for you. He knows you’ll get through this and, maybe, then you’ll both be the happy couple you two dreamed of.

Despite fear.
Despite fitting in.
Despite judgment.
Despite insecurities.
Despite others standards.
Despite a lack of resources.
Despite anything or anyone.

I will never give up on MYSELF!

Do you need a pick me up today, feeling low, feeling insecure?
Please know that we have all felt this way at one point or another, and that you might feel that way again later in life. What is important to remember is that it is OKAY to not be okay, it is alright to have emotions and feelings, even when they don’t make sense. Always be true to yourself, change when you need to, learn & grow…

BUT NEVER GIVE UP ON YOURSELF! YOU ARE VALID.
YOU ARE WORTHY OF LOVE!

Xoxo
-Elliott Alexzander

okay, but like, i’m 22 and skam has me all nostalgic, missing my teenage years. crying because teens are so pure and i’ll never be one again. i might never fall in love the way i did when i was a teenager.

but for those of you who are actually 16/17 and can relate to skam’s characters? i’m extremely happy for you.

i wish i would’ve seen a show like this when i was 16. i wish there had been such a strong, supportive group of female characters who are friends, who don’t look perfect, and don’t always have the best behaviors either. because they are learning. friends who help other friends to understand, friends who educate each other. they make each other better, because people need people.

i’m tired of those best tv shows of all time lists, in which all we can see are men killing men, or dealing with drugs, or mistreating women. those may be good for entertainment. but shows like skam is what young people need. or, even, what the world needs. i’m so, so, so happy for those of you who are still in their teenage years, and who are watching skam and feeling everything, and learning and falling in love. i’m so jealous and i love y’all so much.

Prayer request for a friend

I have an online friend who attempted suicide around Thanksgiving. It was really nerve-wracking not hearing anything for awhile, but we eventually got word that they were okay. They’ve been discharged from residential psychiatric care and seem a lot better, but please pray that they might never feel so low as to attempt suicide again.

Binding Tips

Okay so I’m going to do this for afab bros out there because it’s super important.

1) Never. Ever. Sleep with your binder on. When you sleep you breathe more and then your ribs get all tight and just, you need those.
2) Don’t wear your binder for more than 8-10 hours at a time. Your body needs a break.
3) If you’re relaxing, take it off. You don’t know how tired you might be and you might fall asleep and then break your ribs and once again, you need those.
4) Don’t exercise with your binder on. You need to breathe!
5) Don’t wear it when you’re sick. You might already be coughing and sneezing and you don’t need something making it so you can’t breathe either.
6) Get two if you can. They get gross real quick so you might need one for when the other is washing.

I know I probably missed some stuff so I’m sure one of the other mods will add on later. But really, be safe! I know dysphoria sucks but, you need to breathe.

-

Brooklyn 

THINGS ABOUT SUPERGIRL 216 THAT I LIKED – a list by me

  • it’s over.

okay, let’s try that again.

THINGS ABOUT SUPERGIRL 216 THAT DIDN’T MAKE ME WANT TO DIE – a list by me

  • it’s okay, there is no more show, it’s all over. teri hatcher was here to devour every set in sight. (what a ham, i wish she and harewood had shared a delicious scenery meal together.)
  • kara danvers: funemployment extraordinaire!
    • “you’re so special.” “i know that. i deserve better than being lied to.”
      • PLEASE DON’T FORGET THAT BY THE END OF NEXT WEEK.
    • “i would never hurt you on purpose.” “and you won’t again.”
      • I MIGHT HAVE SHOUTED ”FINISH HIM” ALA MORTAL COMBAT AT THIS.
    • “superfriends back in the habit.”
      • this is a sister act 2 reference i will not be told otherwise.
    • “i’m ready to nancy drew the crap out of this.”
      • can you actually imagine baby alien kara reading nancy drew? i can, and let me tell you: adorable. 
    • “i could use a interdimensional post break up vaycay.”
      • girl, you deserve one!
  • alex is here to speak for us all:
    • “please don’t point to where they are.”
    • “enough with the overenthusiastic deflecting”
    • “scared him?” “almost as good as i do.”
      • TAG TEAM BIG SISTERING WINN, BE STILL MY HEART.
  • speaking of my smol son winnaling:
    • “yes, it is great that picasso is intergalactically adored.”
      • YES WINN, IT IS.
    • not even winn reads dc over marvel, and he clearly has the best taste if he’s reading she-hulk.
    • “you’re a good egg sawyer.”
  • maggie was there!
    • snuggled on the couch!
    • in the A plot of the week!
  • random other things
    • FORT ROZZ. THEY REMEMBERED.
    • PRETTY SURE ALEX CONFIRMED GROFFLES IS AN ALIEN.
    • THERE WAS AN ENTIRE SCENE WHERE SET LIGHTS WERE REFLECTING OFF KARA’S GLASSES.
      • i find these kinds of fuckups endearing, okay.
    • HI DARREN.
    • THE LAST 2 MINUTES OH MY GOSH.

TEXTS I (probably) WON’T EVER SEND:

I miss you.

God, I miss you.

Did you know you’re still my emergency contact? Sorry about that.

I can’t take it when you hold your mouth like that,
I want to devour you, I want to eat you alive

This is going to sound stupid
You know what, never mind.

Hey, I don’t want to get back together but if you
meet me halfway we can fuck in the back of your car.

How about we just both admit we aren’t sorry.

Hey. Thinking of you again. Sorry.

I mean it this time.

Okay, you know what fuck you. I mean,
FUCK you, but also–fuck you. Fuck.
That’s not what I mean.

I almost bought a plane ticket, today.

I was in love with you and I don’t think I ever mentioned.

I was in love with you and I might have mentioned
but you might have thought it was a joke and I just
want to make sure you know that it wasn’t and I
love you even though I’m not supposed to.

Hi.

Me again.

—  TEXTS I WON’T EVER SEND by Ashe Vernon
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I might have gotten a little bored after finishing both of Byron’s Queen’s Reign endings (which were perfect by the way because the premium one gave me everything I wished for Byron and HNGNGMNHG). :v 

Anyway, I renamed my MC.

Again.

Is this really something that should be posted on Tumblr?  ಠ_ಠ

Oh well.

*whispers* I am not sorry.

Saw Fosterhood this evening.

She is okay. Her fragile family is intact, and it seems it will stay that way. The blog will stay down til further notice–until the adoption is finalized (if and when that happens). And then I hope she’ll write a tell-all memoir that shines light on the vindictive ugliness that her family has been through. No promises on that from her, though. She might want to move to another country afterwards and never think of this painful episode again.

That’s all I can share. I’ll let you know if I hear more from her.