i might cry i am so happy

Did you hear the good news guys???


plz consider:

  • Oikawa practicing his dance with Iwa-chan bc he doesn’t want to screw up in his wedding
  • Iwa-chan crying a little in their wedding bc these 2 dorks are so good for each other and he is really happy for his friends
  • IwaDai as best men

I was watching Victor and Yuuri pair skate again, as one does, when it bit me. Victor and Yuuri are In Love. They are canonly in a relationship and are Getting Married. I already Knew all this but looking at the love and adoration on their faces as they skated together really made me step back and look at it. An extremely visible, healthy, loving and well loved Canon Homosexual relationship in a very popular and beloved sports anime. I am so amazed by this show and I am so happy to be represented so well.


like deja vu

louis/niall, ot4 & ot5 | ~104k

Niall knows if he turns, Zayn won’t be there. He doesn’t expect Zayn to be there, but he should be. He should be next to Niall, looking out at Dubai and smiling and bright and happy and with so much awe that he can’t hide any of it. He should be here next to Niall. They should be sharing this moment.

Zayn isn’t here. Zayn is gone. He’s not letting Niall into anything anymore.

Niall’s afraid the space next to him will never stop feeling empty.

a canon compliant magical realism au that follows niall and the boys while they try to navigate a post-zayn world. written for round 4 of the @1dbigbang

the stunning art above is by the superbly talented amanda @becomewords. she also made an absolutely incredible mix for this fic that can be found below! make sure to go and let her know how truly beautiful all of her art is!!!

read on ao3 | listen to the mix | thank you post

the cold air bites my naked back, jolting me awake
you share the covers with me as i watch the light from a candle flicker and dance on the wall
you put your arm around me and hold me close and kiss my head
but if only you could read my thoughts
because you’re the only thing i’ve ever been sure about

run away with me
we can hide in our own little corner of the universe under this duvet
let me teach you how to waltz with me underneath our own imaginary stars
(not planet earth and its polluted skies)

play hide and seek with me in furniture stores
we can get lost in daytime night-dreams
fantasising about our future together
our dogs, our kid
our days, our nights
our youth, our growth
our optimism and pessimism

but tomorrow
let’s just sleep the day away

—  k.g.

Because today is a special day for @theflamingcommander & I, I thought our dorks deserved a drawing, but also because I love them so much and because I am so thankful to have such a wonderful partner to live out this ship with - looking at you, hotaru, so thank you from the bottom of my heart, you mean the world to me. <3

anonymous asked:

what are u gonna do when we have 5 more days left till season 2? i'm gonna be so happy i might legit cry.

Honestly…I’m not sure yet lol. But I am pretty certain that the last few days before season 2 will be…excruciating lmao. Having to somehow pass time, knowing that the greatest thing in existence is at last so close, but nothing you can do wil bring it any closer will be very very painful lmao.

Some days I just think about watching the first episode and that alone gets me so hyped up i start jumping and screeching like a maniac…quite frankly I’m afraid of the real deal lol. At this point I’m fully prepared to actually lose my mind or die from a heart attack lmao. I haven’t been in the fandom for so long…by the time we get to April I’ll have 20 months on record…yet it already feels like an eternity. I’ve spent every day since the 10th of August 2015 getting excited and hyped for the 2nd season and at this point I can say with certainty that I’ve never been this excited about anything else before, and knowing the contents of the manga and everything surrounding the marketing and production, I already am certain that season 2 won’t let us down; meaning that the 1st of April will basically go down as one of the greatest moments in my entire life lol. We’ve all waited so much; and getting rewarded after all our struggle will be…amazing. I’m sure many of us will cry (myself included probably), scream, go crazy…it’ll be a day to be remembered. But the few days leading up to it will be nothing but pure suffering lol. I don’t think I’ll be able to rewatch and focus on the previous material, knowing whats coming. Hell, I doubt there will be anything powerful enough to distract us lol. 

But once we get to April 1st and the “episode 1/26″ links start popping up everywhere…oh boy. I’m getting all giddily all over again  

So rn i am living at my parents home because I just moved back to my home state to get bearings on my life after a cruddy time alone in another one and I left my sketchbook out on the table and
My mom saw it and said “you shouldn’t leave your sketchbook out on the table it might upset your father”

First of all I’m 21 and have lived on my own for two years I can draw whatever I want

Second this is how internalized homophobia starts and I’m angry that I was so confused and terrified my whole life because anything gay was seen as a bad thing and I refrained from anything or seeing anyone because I was terrified of the consequences

Third you shouldn’t look through other people’s shit without permission. Period. If you don’t want to find something you don’t want to see, don’t go looking for it. Sketchbooks can be, especially mine, personal diaries.

Don’t look, everyone has stuff they want to hide or keep to themselves.
For me, that’s a lot of things, and it’s rarely ever happy.
Or straight.

mrs-lamezec  asked:

Ten years is making me so emotional. They both are in so much pain and Bucky loves her. Really loves her. She is starting to realize that she might love him too. The excitement in Steve's voice when he is talking to her, it's like Bucky thinks she hung the moon. I hope they can forgive one another and start over. I love them together. I am going to go back to crying right now. ❤️

Aww don’t cry! It’s nice when two people find each other, and they certainly both deserve to be happy one way or another. 😍 thank you for this sweet message! I’m so glad you liked it, and that it hits you in the feels! 😊


We just don’t want to be like that. We want to pick and choose where we extend ourselves and who we group up with. It might seem incredibly controlling, but I don’t care enough about success and money to compromise… I just want to be able to leave every day feeling good. There are going to be days when you just feel crappy. But when you’re at a show and you have 200 fans smiling at you… And you think, “I could cry right now, I’m so happy.”

wgm with suga

sorry for the long wait. bts, day6, and seventeen were all too much this week

  • he’s really chill before he meets you.
  • loljk he might look like he’s keeping his cool but it’s obvious how nervous he is at how he keeps pacing himself and checking if his beanie placed okay on his head and checking his if his outfit isn’t wrinkled and he’s a mess in a cool, calm way.
  • and he sees you coming, his mouth drops open and he suddenly has this really cute, big smile on his face and he’s giggling and o m g please yoongi nooooooo
  • he bows a lot when you guys are finally within talking distance.
  • awkward first meeting; he doesn’t know what to do or how to start conversations and it’s just a bunch of awkward giggles.
  • after a while tho, it get’s a lot better. like A LOT BETTER. conversations are super natural. you guys can talk about anything.
  • he likes complaining about bts to you and you’re just like “but you love them” and he’s like “yeah i guess, most of the time”
  • he cooks for you because he wants you to be healthy.
  • skinship is pretty hard but he will hold your hand because of the fact he doesn’t want to lose you.
  • at your wedding photoshoot, he’s dying inside bc skinship but he pulls it off naturally. in between takes tho, one way he copes is that he jumps around and screams and then apologizes profusely to you and the photographer and it’s just  pl ease yoongiiiiiii!!!!!!!
  • when he sees you eyeing matching shirts while walking around in hongdae, he drags you away and playfully scolds you to NEVER EVER think about it again.
  • when he takes you to meet bts, he’s really protective and won’t let anyone near you.
  • he always shoos them and *threatens* them if they get close to you.
  • HIS BARS. BARS ON BARS ON BARS. he raps for you on your anniversary and TT-TT it was so good like it wasn’t too mushy and was ON FIRE LIKE YOU WERE BURNING.
  • he gives you a hug. QUICKLY THO. like a two second hug and gets all embarrassed afterwards.
  • sometimes he feels he’s not showing enough to express that he really appreciates you so what he would do is he would leave small notes around the house about how he is glad to be with you and he hides whenever you find one and cringes to himself.
  • you find him though and he’s all red and blushy and you thank him and he’s all like “it’s not that much but i wanted to tell you that you’re a great person to be with and i am happy i am the one with you.” *ugly sobbing*
  • when you leave the show, he plans to have a normal day with you because planning something extravagant means a real goodbye and he thinks that by spending the day like you normally did before, the goodbye you say in the end will mean more of a  “see you later” than a real goodbye.
  • he gives you a long hug when you do finally say goodbye and whispers in your ear to stay healthy and to not get sick and to always drink water and to practice diligently in order to be really successful in the future.
  • you agree with him as long as he does the same and you end your time on the show together with a pinky promise TT-TT

more wgm scenarios

Sunlight on picnic blankets
picnic blankets under smiles
playing with the shadows peaches cast
so pointlessly beautifully
carnations dotting skin like freckles
like the millions of memories made in a month
a whole life drowning in happy honey

barely lit new moon adventures
counting stars and starting fires
clouds bulging with lightning
pregnant with life and violent love
tears on stony faces
betrayal and a battle cry in the same moment
drama personified

while I am wondering
where these people found themselves
and how to cover themselves in it
where I might be hiding
or if I exist like this at all

—  A.O.A.M. || What am I  
Scarlet Heart Ryeo: Episode 5 Part 1 (Spoilers)

The smallest things kill me, like when they are at the temple and Wang So sees his brothers bow and hurriedly does the same. My question is did his jailers (That’s what they were!) not bow respectfully to ancestors or did they never take him with them to anything like that? My money is on the latter which means this might be the first time So has ever done something like this and it hurts

Lolz eun stay awake. Dear dear Wang So, crashing at astronomer bro’s place just to look at the stars he looks so peaceful and happy I am crying

Poor lady (?) every time she sees her husband lately he is mooning over hae soo and I just want to slap him silly. She is the absolute sweetest. Wait did she just set wool and hae soo up???? NO (lol hae soo is mesmerized by his writing and it is beautiful) lol I just realized autocorrect changed wook’s name to wool :D

Haha she can’t read the poem! I love this show because it shows so much of how things are difficult when you change time periods! But prince (wait is this baek ah I don’t have him memorized yet!) interprets it but she says it is from Wook and baek ah looks at his wife and she smiles sweetly and ENCOURAGES HER AND AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ABSOLUTELY NO THIS HURTS BAEK AH IS LIKE WTF AND I AM IN PAIN


Hae soo is the cutest when she is trying to control her heart :)


Lolz hae soo is so in awe of the king. Hahahahahaha her apologizing to her old teacher!!! And HAH EVIL QUEEN LOOKS TICKED OFF

*SCREAMING* WANG SO APPEARS AND JUST WRAPS HIS ARM AROUND HAE SOO AND SMILES AND I DEAD. Oh gosh she just looks at him all cleaned up and she is just like whoa and he is so discomfited I can’t. He isn’t used to this! Then he tries to be all rude and scary “what are you doing here you don’t belong) but it fails so bad :D

AAH she ducks away from his mom and he places himself in the doorway like in a protecting kind of way but NO NO EVIL MOM RIPS INTO HIM AGAIN WHY MY POOR SON

Oh gosh Lady Hae is the sweetest woman alive *cries forever*

*and immediately starts laughing because of ji mong* though whaaaaat is going on so he knows about her and what happened or has an idea of what will happen whaaaat


I used to be such a happy and stable person. Now I swing up and down so fast I can’t keep up with myself. One day I’ll be brimming with ideas, looking forward to my day, to meeting people. The next day I could be tired and testy and just feel like everything is a heavy obligation. And then the next I might feel calm and content, happy in both the company of others or myself. The day after that I might despair, cry, and feel intense sorrow at the state of my life. I don’t even know what my “natural state” is anymore. I think it’s the calm one, or the enthusiastic one, but I am so tired so often I don’t even know…

Today is a despair day.

//Ok look at me! I’m back! Tavis isn’t lethargic anymore and writing doesn’t make me want to cry!!! *sobs happy tears* God these past couple of weeks have been horrible so I am happy to have it back. My grammar might be a bit off right now but I am happy and Tavis is happy which is all that matters, because that’s when we can do replies.

anonymous asked:

What do you think heaven is like? Like do you think we'll eat and sleep? Will we wear white robes? Will we truly be happy and at peace?

I think heaven is unlike anything we have ever seen. I am not sure about the eating and sleeping part though maybe we will or maybe we won’t. We might wear white robes? Again I’m not God so I don’t know 100% :)

Here are some verses about heaven:

Revelation 21:4 - And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away.

1 Corinthians 2:9 - But as it is written, Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that love him.

John 14:2 - In my Father’s house are many mansions: if [it were] not [so], I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you.

Revelation 22:1-5 And he shewed me a pure river of water of life, clear as crystal, proceeding out of the throne of God and of the Lamb. In the midst of the street of it, and on either side of the river, was there the tree of life, which bare twelve manner of fruits, and yielded her fruit every month: and the leaves of the tree were for the healing of the nations. And there shall be no more curse: but the throne of God and of the Lamb shall be in it; and his servants shall serve him: And they shall see his face; and his name shall be in their foreheads. And there shall be no night there; and they need no candle, neither light of the sun; for the Lord God giveth them light: and they shall reign for ever and ever.

Hebrews 11:16 - But now they desire a better country, that is, an heavenly: wherefore God is not ashamed to be called their God: for he hath prepared for them a city.

Revelation 21:22-27 - And I saw no temple therein: for the Lord God Almighty and the Lamb are the temple of it. And the city had no need of the sun, neither of the moon, to shine in it: for the glory of God did lighten it, and the Lamb is the light thereof. And the nations of them which are saved shall walk in the light of it: and the kings of the earth do bring their glory and honour into it. And the gates of it shall not be shut at all by day: for there shall be no night there. And they shall bring the glory and honour of the nations into it. And there shall in no wise enter into it any thing that defileth, neither whatsoever worketh abomination, or maketh a lie: but they which are written in the Lamb’s book of life.

Revelation 21:21-25 - And the twelve gates were twelve pearls; every several gate was of one pearl: and the street of the city [was] pure gold, as it were transparent glass. And I saw no temple therein: for the Lord God Almighty and the Lamb are the temple of it. And the city had no need of the sun, neither of the moon, to shine in it: for the glory of God did lighten it, and the Lamb is the light thereof. And the nations of them which are saved shall walk in the light of it: and the kings of the earth do bring their glory and honour into it. And the gates of it shall not be shut at all by day: for there shall be no night there.

2 Peter 3:13 - Nevertheless we, according to his promise, look for new heavens and a new earth, wherein dwelleth righteousness.

Hebrews 13:14 - For here have we no continuing city, but we seek one to come.

Revelation 21:1-5 - And I saw a new heaven and a new earth: for the first heaven and the first earth were passed away; and there was no more sea. And I John saw the holy city, new Jerusalem, coming down from God out of heaven, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband. And I heard a great voice out of heaven saying, Behold, the tabernacle of God is with men, and he will dwell with them, and they shall be his people, and God himself shall be with them, and be their God. And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away. And he that sat upon the throne said, Behold, I make all things new. And he said unto me, Write: for these words are true and faithful.

If you would like to know more I encourage you to go and research your questions! A place I usually do my research is https://www.gotquestions.org/

Take care and God bless!


Bucky couldn’t help but start crying as he looked at her. “Marissa… hey. I’m your daddy.” He whispered, smiling at her with tears falling down his cheeks. “She’s amazing. Wow. I- Pepper I just- I wanna start by saying I am so sorry. If- if I had the choice I would have stayed.” He spoke soft and slow, not wanting to scare her off. “I am so beyond sorry. I never stopped thinking of you. Never.”

Pepper watched Bucky closely, was it for the fact that she was very protective over Marissa or because she feared he might disappear again. But in that moment, she was happy more than anything else. At least Missy would get to grow up with her father after all, even if she was still a bit hurt that he had left them. ❛ She’s brilliant, absolutely perfect. ❜ Pepper agreed. ❛ I know, I understand. I mean, I am hurt that you left, how could I not. But I understand. I always thought abotu you as well, I missed you. ❜