i mean really love you

Is there ever someone in your life that you are just blown away by how they have stuck by you for so long??? And they are just so beautiful and you’re like wow you’re just beautiful. Not in the stupid YA teen book way like ‘they were so beautiful it put x to shame blah blah blah’. No. I mean in the way were they were so beautiful they reminded you of the stars. The galaxies. The finest of melodies. The most beautiful pieces of art. You looked at them and you just are blown away by how beautiful they are. Achingly beautiful. And then you realize you have them and they are here in your life. What did you ever do to have someone that you compare to the mysteriousness of space, the finest of art, and the most angelic of songs in your life? It must have been something damn good.


Thanks @acreasy1

Have You Ever:

- Said “I love you”?
Yes a few times but only when I really mean it.  I don’t do casual I love yous.

- Waited all night for a phone call?

- Stayed out literally all night?
In high school for prom but no I don’t do this nor do I advocate it.  You have to have sleep to function.

- Snuck out?
No, I had a very straight forward and fairly liberal relationship with my parents growing up.  They believed in being pretty brutally honest so there was a pretty open policy of talk about it and you won’t get in trouble vs do the thing and they find out and be punished.

- Smoked a cigarette?
Yeah a couple of times in high school but  honestly I have asthma so not my brightest idea. Menthol is nasty BTW.

- Slept in a bed with a person of the same sex?
Yeah especially on trips.  Sometimes you just squeeze as many people into a hotel room as you can to split costs ;)

- Stolen money from a friend?
No.  I’ve never stolen money from anyone.  It’s theirs, not mine.  

- Been on an airplane?
Many times.  

- Slept all day?
Never.  I mean maybe I came close after traveling over seas a lot and had jet lag when I was a teenager

- Missed someone so much it hurt?
I suppose so.  It kinds of depends on how you define hurt.  

- Fallen asleep during school?
No, I paid too much for my college education to do that! 

- Been lonely?
Not really.  Maybe sometimes but usually I enjoy peace and quiet and I am super independent.

- Cheated at a game?
Maybe when I was a kid?

- Gotten lost?
Sometimes.  I”m usually pretty good with directions.  Siri on iphone is not to be trusted!!!!  .

- Been in a car accident?
A couple of times.  Not my fault and I wasn’t injured.  It was mostly my car and my stress level that was damaged.  

- Had detention?

- Given money to a homeless person?
Yes but I generally prefer to donate food.  Although that makes some homeless people angry so be mindful not everyone wants that kind of help.

- Been so happy you cried?
Once after I passed my licensing exam post college.  

- Regretted loving someone?
Many times.

- Got in trouble with the law?
Not really.  I got a seat belt warning once.  I keep my guardian angel very busy. 

- Have you ever had a secret admirer?

Do stalkers count?  Cause that was not a pleasant experience and I don’t consider it the same.                                        

- Been scuba diving?
Nope - I can’t with my asthma.

- Broken a bone?
No, I am very lucky and see above for very busy guardian angel

- Been told you have an accent?
LOL yes!  I think one guy in a London hotel had a hard time understanding me so I made an effort to tone it down.  I can go very Southern or tone it down if I’m dealing with someone in a professional setting like people from the Northeast or out in California as they tend to be a little rude if they detect a Southern accent.  I’m pretty good at being a chameleon and fitting in to whatever I need.  I pick up accents pretty easily.

Tagging:  @caedmonfaith  @lastbluetardis @chocolatequeennk @fogsblue

@goingtothetardis @licieoic


Sherlock: Is a phone call possible? 

Mycroft: Phone call? 

Sherlock: Sherlock has a brother he may wish to say goodbye. John has a daughter he may wish to say goodbye.


halla. halla. 


… if only he knew the things he could see in him.

dear person reading this:

  • your crooked teeth make your lovely smile extremely cute and endearing  (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧
  • your splotches of freckles? yeah, those are places where the galaxies whirling inside of you leaked out to radiance their brilliancy into the world
  • your thighs touch? that’s a GOOD thing. you’re getting proper nutrition! you have muscles! d o  n o t  b e  a s h a m e d!!!! also, thigh gaps are awesome too! anything related to thighs is awesome! all thighs are different because every person is different, and honestly, why does it matter what your thighs look like?? people who are bothered by thighs are weak tbh
  • “bingo arms”???? listen up: you only have bingo arms when you’re WINNING. otherwise why would you be yelling “bingo”?? thought so. you’re a winner – you can do anything you set your incredible mind to!
  • your hair is so unbelievably gorgeous and don’t you deny it. don’t forget to style it, dye it, try new shampoos with it, as long as you want to! your hair is your own, whether it be frizzled or dry or thick or thin – be proud of that, and remember that you can always change it up!
  • your eyes are not too small, or too big, or too wide apart, or too ugly. your eyes are your own mortal doorway into your soul, expressing your thoughts and emotions in dazzling swirls and hues for others to decipher. don’t be afraid to cry, don’t be disgusted by the crinkles at the corners when you smile, don’t hate on the small, microscopic blood vessels running through them. don’t lock your door out of needless shame!
  • scars!!! scars are so cool! they’re visual results from a chapter that makes up the story of your life! no matter where scars are, don’t be conscious of concealing them! ppl loVE scars! even the tiny lil ones! anyone who has a scar is automatically known as an ultimate badass sorry that’s the rule
  • same goes for stretch marks! those little ripples on your thighs, your hips, your waist, your belly? those mean that you’ve GROWN. your body has adapted frequently throughout your life, and leaves those little ripples as little hints of your amazing journey from babyhood to adulthood! (or maybe you’re just a mystical ocean god/goddess and those waves are symbols of your enormous power, onlookers should be on the lookout)
  • sorry, did you say you had a pig nose? do you even kNOW how cute piggies are you should be PROUD of your nose cAUSE U CUTE
  • long, thin nose? p l s. that just means you’re king/queen of everything. don’t deny it. you know how powerful you truly are
  • tummy rolls? everyone has them. seriously, no matter how thin a person may seem, tummy rolls are inevitable. you are not alone! tummy rolls rock! ROCK THOSE TUMMY ROLLS!
  • trust me, barely anyone see your feet anyways. besides, feet aren’t that bad – how do you think your hands would look if they walked everywhere over the earth’s rough terrain? feet are hella 
  • ears are so cool omg they’re like fingerprints, unique to you and you only! plus you can pierce them! repeatedly! how cool is that? ears are best
  • do nOT be anxious about flaunting your legs! wear that short skirt! wear those shorts! own that bikini! your legs are marvelous! ppl would kill for a pair of dandy lookin legs like yours! pale or tan, legs are glorious! L E G S
  • lips. lips. do you know how many magic tricks your lips are able to perform? the formation of words, the ability to smile or frown, the ability to express, to kiss, to wear makeup; lips are ethereal and exquisite in all forms!
  • #1 tip: your eyebrows are always on fleek  (▰˘◡˘▰)
  • and lastly: you are not dumb. you are not worthless. you are not a waste of space, an empty void, a meaningless shell. you are loved. you are worth everything. you are so incredibly intelligent, you are utterly unforgettable, and you are breathtaking in every single way.
  • next time you look in a mirror, blow yourself a kiss and don’t worry – you’ll kill it out there today. ♥

i have a lot of feelings about star trek: voyager


If you guys ever need:

Someone to talk to

Someone to vent to

Someone who will try and understand

Or just someone to chat with

and if you ever feel like you’re alone


Don’t be afraid to message me. I promise you that you will not be a bother to me. You won’t be annoying. You’re not a burden. If you really need someone, reach out. I am here for all of you! I love you *hugs you* ❤️💜💙💚💛

I know that some people give up because they feel like they are really alone. That no-one cares, that they have no friends. I am your friend, if you want me to be! So please, if you think you’re alone, talk to me. I am here. ❤️💜💙💚💛

When it’s over I just want to be able to look in the mirror and say, ‘Well, you were a half-decent player.’

Play the Odds - written by alivingfire
By Organization for Transformative Works


Harry and Louis are best friends since childhood who, after a night of drinking, find themselves locked in a bet: first one to kiss the other a thousand times wins. Wins what? They don’t know. Glory, Harry supposes. Bragging rights, though those don’t do much in this economy. All Harry knows is that this is one bet he can finally win. What he doesn’t expect, though, is what happens when he starts kissing his best friend on a daily basis.

Namely, he doesn’t expect falling head over heels in love with his best friend.

Now all he has to do is make sure the bet never ends, so he never has to stop kissing Louis.

Author - alivingfire            Tumblr - @alivingfire

One shot  |  26,963 words  |  Fic published December 22, 2016

Review - 10 out of 10 Larry Thumbs!!!!

The cuteness of this fic… it knows NO BOUNDS!! From delightful drunken conversations to even more adorable best-friends-maybe-more-that-friends kissing sessions, this fic is top notch. Be prepared to read it all in one go. Its sweetness is highly addicting! 

I genuinely had so much fun reading this. It’s sweet and charming, funny and lighthearted, really well written, and full of good times. If you’re looking for something fluffy with a splash of hotttt chemistry - here’s the fic for you!