My favorite uncle. The one who sang me italian lullabies when I was a baby.. Who inspired my love to cook. Who helped me love to ski. Who wants to help me learn again after my accident. Who loved me and made me feel special when i was a sick little girl.. He had a massive heart attack yesterday and I just found out.
He’s on dialysis and in ICU.. It’s.. It’s bad. It doesn’t look good and I’m in shock.
I don’t know what to do or what to say. I can’t feel anything except absolute dread.
I don’t know if this means i’m going to bury myself here to try and hide from the world, or if I’m going to be absent for a while. I suppose it depends on what happens to him.
I love him so much. I can’t.. I can’t even comprehend this.