Im have trouble understanding why some shippers care about what others think of them shipping kaisoo? People are going to look down on you for it whether you ship them casually or “to the extreme” you’re still going to always be a “dirty gross kaisoo shipper” to them no matter what so why care? 🙄 Just ship them happily and let it be.
note: i’m tired as hell, so sorry if something doesn’t make sense, or if it sounds bad–i more than likely didn’t intend it to be.
so the whole situation with hansol is quite literally shattering me; i know i’m a few days late on this, but i didn’t really have the courage to speak up here until now.
there’s been a couple of things that went on last week that already left me emotionally beat up, but this particular one has taken a piece of my heart away with it.
i wasn’t there during the live, and part of me is angry that i missed it, but another is saying it’s probably better i didn’t since i wouldn’t take it any better than how i am now.
what’s been bothering me the most is how he, someone who’s known for his uplifting nature, adorable laughter, and definitely his talents, feels like this in the first place. i don’t know where to begin honestly, it tears me up so bad that i can’t stop crying when i think about him being so upset, so lost.
ever since i found topp dogg on megan bowen’s videos with them pronouncing western names, i fell in love with the group. but for some reason, i seemed to click with hansol more than the others. please don’t misunderstand, i really like all of the members, even the ones who departed.
in the very beginning, something in my gut told me that i should watch out for hansol, which i quickly assumed it was because we all know that he is really sensitive.
when i found out about his statements of wanting to die while having tears in his eyes, my heart dropped. i really look up to him, i love him so much, i can’t imagine what i’d do if something were to happen to him.
hopefully that by now, his best friend, and other people in his life, are taking care of him and making sure he’s safe. he deserves all the love and support he gets from everyone and i hope to see him get better. no matter how long it takes, we’ll be there for him every step of the way.
sorry if that was too much, i know that’s not what i typically do here, but i just felt i needed to address this.
I just love and admire Troye Sivan and Hayley Kiyoko for being so unapologetically gay and bisexual in their music and explicitly expressing that these songs are for boys and girls respectively and not allowing there to be even a shadow of a doubt in or out of their music that these songs are love songs for people of the same-sex