i mean i cried half of the game not gonna lie

Imagine : Being Hope Mikaelson’s Twin and Kol blames the Family for constantly ignoring you (part 3)

I AM STILL CRYING ABOUT LOOSING THIS DAMN PART. SWEAR SOMEONE SAY SOMETHING BAD ABOUT THIS PART I WILL STOP WRITING THIS SERIES


Part 2 :  http://nightgirl250.tumblr.com/post/154484517050/imagine-being-hope-mikaelsons-twin-and-kol


Part 1 : http://nightgirl250.tumblr.com/post/153920428680/imagine-being-hope-mikaelsons-twin-and-kol?is_related_post=1



tagged queens: 

@thejulietfarciertlove @meggleangelo (tell me if you want to become one)



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Young!Reader x Uncle!Kol, Young!Reader x Father!Klaus, Young!Reader x Uncle!Elijah





I took a deep breath as the cold air pricked my skin. * why is it so fucking cold *. I pull my jacket closer to my body as the wind blows down the school hallway. “Hurry up Y/n,” my friends Jason and Kara say waiting for me at the gym door. We were heading to the gym since we have to go talk to our gym coach about the pacer test along with meet Hope. ^ Whoopee!^


“Slow down guys remember crouches,” I say tilting my head to the crutches in my hands. “Sorry Black Canary,” says Jason using my nicknames while scratching the back of his head as I finally catch up with them. “It’s fine to let’s just go before lunch ends I am hungry,” I said as we head into the gym when I remembered my plan. I still need to give Jason and Kara the goodbye letters. *Oh yeah soon I won’t see them for as long as they think we will. At least now I won’t be able to bother them anymore. Jason won’t have to wait for me at the end of the street so we could talk. And he could go out with Hope like he wanted to. Kara would have less competition when it comes to ballet tryouts. I am doing them a solid they don’t need to baby me anymore. No one will not even myself* I thought. *The voices will stop no more looking at the knife, in lust. Or wanting to kill someone, along with dreams of torture*. ^Yeah honey like we said your end is the end^. I felt like screaming as the Voice poisonous sound rings through me.


“Hey are you ok, ” asks Kara. “Yeah don’t worry about it I am just thinking about something,”.^More like hearing something, but don’t worry it will end soon just remember the goodbye^.

“Hey if you guys don’t see me for a while, remember that I love you guys ok, “I said not looking at them to see their faces.

“What do you mean are you going somewhere ?” Said Kara frantic, she was always caring for me but if you annoy her too long she will fight you in a heartbeat. “No nothing major just you know visiting some family for a while, ” I said as Jason goes to talk to out gym coach for us while we talk. ^family on the other side^

“But why all your family lives in New Orleans?”She asked. “No not all of them I have am Aunt who lives in Maryland,”I lie.^Ooohh lying you your best friend when you know it’s your last time to see her how pityful^

“How long is a while? Wait are you sure cause Hop–”


“Look it doesn’t matter what Hope says or doesn’t I am nor Hope nor will I ever be.  I am just going away for some time and to answer your how long question. I am not sure but I will come back ok?” I lie. *Thou I hate lying to them it is necessary for their own good. She doesn’t need to know, I am just a burden her parents don’t even like me as they prefer Hope. Once again Hope wins The Voices in my head win. But soon it won’t matter I am ending this soon maybe in the next life I will be happier. *


“Plus I am going cause of family issues something happened with Hope and they think it’s best I go away for a while. just for two weeks,“ I said then took out her letter. ” Here in two days open this letter if I don’t tell you everything that’s going on OK? But you gotta promise me that you won’t tell Jason, I will tell him later on in the day okay.“ She nodded. I wanted to tell her more. Tell her everything but I knew if I did then she would try to convince me not too which wouldn’t help anyone.


“Hey,” said Jason poking my cheek and breaking me from my thoughts. “Huh,” I turn to face then but both of then have confusion written on their face.“Sorry just thinking of when we are going for the trip,” I said acting excited.


“Are you sure?” said Kara death staring me in the eyes and poking my chest. “Yes, Kara I am 100% sure now stop poking me,” I said moving away from her so she nor Jason can poke me. Jason frowns while Kara fake cries. “Oh hey guys,” said Hope as she joins us. We haven’t talked ever since she came into my room last week, which I am grateful for but sadly she decided to hang out with Kara, and Jason. I don’t get how someone can be so fake. She acts like we never had a problem with each other in the first place.*^I do it’s just like how you’re being fake about killing yourself^ Ignoring the voice to best I can I focus on what it in front of me. Jason and Kara are laughing at some joke Hope said. *Jason, kara I am going to miss you two so much but this is for your own good you guys can’t be doing this to you guys, pulling you into my life no point punishing you guys for my sins and mistakes.* I thought.^Yet here you are still in their lives hurry up ^ 


“Yeah I  just a lot on my mind,” I said leaning onto him. Jason, Kara and I always had this kind of relationship. Always caring and supporting each other.  *It doesn’t matter now does it. It’s too later be thinking about that, not like things will get better or something.* I thought as we were about to enter the cafeteria when Kara was called for early dismissal.^finally your thinking like me so why don’t you finish it ^ I felt like another person was in the room whispering this in my ears, but guess what I am falling for it.

I pull Kara in for a hug, not a side hug like I normally do but a full one. I take in her scent as she wraps her arms around me. She smells like strawberries and banana. I felt happy in her arms as her body heat radiates onto me.I felt at peace, nothing could make me mad, or want to cry, the bad thoughts went away. I was at peace and happy, but like all good stuff, it must come to an end  "See you tomorrow,“ she said as we let go then ran off. I felt tears prick my eyes. “Come Canary time food,” Jason puts his arm around me as we went over to the lunch line.^Yeah get your last meal before you pass^ said Voice, might as well give it a name since it will with me till my end.


——————————-Time skip bros end of the school day ———————


I took a deep breath as I walk over to the outside bench with Jason, my crush, behind me. “Hey, are you OK?” He said as he places our stuff down and takes a seat. “ Yeah Just haven’t been getting the best sleep,” I sorta lie.^liar liar death on fire ^


The truth is that I try not to sleep at all and use coffee creamer to stay up planning my end and writing my goodbye letters. Half of my goodbyes are finished. And I already choose the outfit I am going to wear. Just cause I am going to die doesn’t mean I cannot be happy as I do it. But mostly it’s because at night I have nightmares and I wake up screaming which annoys the living hell out of everyone at home, one way to not annoy them is to not sleep ya know.


“So when do you want me to come over for Ms.Greene’s. Project ?”

“Oh right about that—”. ^You can’t cause I am going to kill myself ^ I shake my head trying to get those word out of my head.


“Let me guess I can’t cause of family issues and you cannot come to my house cause Your not allowed out the house for reasons your not telling me,” he said. I felt guilty for leaving him hanging so much lately. We have been best friends since pre-k. We used to play with the building blocks as Marcel would take us to the playground. I sigh as Jason rubs the back of his neck.”What is up with you ever since Kara and I have been hanging out with Hope and you got your leg hurt you have just been so distant


“Look Jason I know I normally tell you everything but honestly. I think I just need some space,” I said. I grew cold with every word I said to him. I am not sure if it was because of the cold but I knew it was most likely for the best. ^You’re going to die soon don’t make it harder for us ^ said Voice in my head.


“So are you still gonna come to my basketball game today after school right?” His eyes lighted. I  wanted to yes so I can see crush the  other team.“ No, I won’t I got to head to the Quarter house,” I said to him. His smile disappears from his face.


“B-but you always come to them so we can have Ice cream,” I take a deep breath .*I wish we could do that forever * I thought as I took his hand in mine  "Look Jason I know we always do that but I can’t this time —“


“Ahh  Y/n there you are.  ” I said Uncle Elijah and Hope. I quickly let go of Jason’s hand and put my hands on my crutches. * shoot I forgot Uncle Elijah was picking me and Hoe I mean Hope up* I thought as Jason picks up his books. I opened my mouth to talk him but he was already walking away. “I will finish Ms.Greene’s  project on my own. let you have some Space,” he spat out the words like daggers then disappeared in the distance between us.


I place my stuff in my backpack, slipped it on and went to Uncle Elijah and Hope beginning our trek to the house.


I pull out my iPod and headphones and start listening to ‘work out’ by j cole. He is one of Jason and I favorite singers. We walked together for thirty-five minutes before Uncle Elijah actually talks to me. Hope is on Uncle Elijah back since she got tired ten minutes ago from walking.

*honestly Uncle Elijah the Little shit can walk on her own  * I thought and continued walking thinking about Jason and I’s relationship if still even have one after today. ^what is there to think about it’s over and you ruined it ^ I felt my heart churn at her voice. *shut it voice*

———————————————————————————————————————-

It’s been two hours since we got home and so far, it’s just been Mom and sperm donner yelling at each other about something that is most likely about Hope or some ‘new enemy ’. I sigh as hear another vase slams my door again. *Uncle Elijah going to yell * I thought. At first, when they occurred I was scared out of my mind, but now I am used to it it doesn’t matter.


^Honestly, what is there for me to worry about. I am not gonna be here in the future so I am fine Right? Why don’t you just pick up a knife and slit your throat no one will notice your dead until the deed is done^. I hugged my pillow closer to my chest and pushed the hollow feeling into the back of my mind. I found these thoughts popping up in my head more often lately. Maybe it was bound to happen you know. ^So what are you gonna go^ said the voice.  

I get off of my bed and walk over to my closet, get into my good bye clothes (https://www.polyvore.com/my_good_bye/set?id=215314515), my wonder woman hat on top. I grab my birthday money and Uncle Elijah old phone which he let me have, doesn’t have a sim card but it still works, and the directions to place. I grab the rest of the letters I need to give and put them in my backpack. “Now the major problem getting out of this house,” I said until it finally hit me.


 I took off all of my bed sheets, which were a lot by the way, off from the bed then threw them out the window. I placed them in a way that they fall one on top of another. I took the pillow cases off of my pillows and threw them down as well. I tossed out my crutches. *I Hope I survive * I thought as I balance standing on the edge of the window. I pull the pillows to my chest and do the leap of faith from assassin’s creed, but it was kinda hard to do with my hurt leg. I groan as I hit the ground even though I made a pile it still hurt. I grabbed my crutches and struggled to get off of the blankets. Once that was over, head straight for Rousseau (Marcel and Cami’s bar). By the time I got there Cami’s shift was hadn’t begun yet thankfully. The room was full of people. I was about to take a seat when ” Y/n what are you doing here,“ said Marcel after I nearly have a heart attack. Thou would kill me it’s not the way I want to go.


 “Oh hey Marcel, how are you?” I said giving him a fake smile but I knew he wasn’t falling for it.“Nice try Y/n ” he said as we take a seat at a nearby table. “So mind telling me what you are doing here?” “I wanted to give this to you,” I said taking out the letters for him and Cami. “They are thank you letters for you and Cami. I wasn’t able to give Jason his either so can you give it to him? ,” I place them onto the table and slide it over to him. “I was hoping to see both of you here. but since Cami isn’t here can you please give this to her?” I query.


 He nods his head and takes the letters. I fight the tears and smile that threaten to break my heartless facade, but I couldn’t help but smirk at knowing those who I truly care about knowing how I feel about them. But as soon as it came it went.“So mind telling me what you are doing giving this to me,” he asked. *Oh Uncle Marcel even thou I didn’t say it a lot to you ‘I love you ’ you may not be blood but you are no water* I thought as I give him a smile. “No Uncle Marcel just a simple thank you letter were supposed to write and deliver one to those who you love,” I said getting up from the table and left Rousseau, leaving Marcel alone looking at the letters.


 _________________________time skip arrival death place_______________




“Finally” passing the entrance of the local indoor pool. No one was here other than me. I passed the locker area and went to the pool. *Huh the little shit is about to do it finally. Thought you were gonna plague the world some more. I don’t see why you are here still you made it this far let’s do it shall we* I wanted to fight the voice but I knew it was no choice. The reason I chose the pool was because of it the one place that no one would look for me. 


When I was young Jason and I would come here with Cassandra Winchester sometimes we all would just play on the not deep side of the pool, but we stopped once she left for a mission and never came back. I highly doubt Jason even remembers this place. No one else knows about this place since I never told anyone about it. The light from the water light up the entire room so it wasn’t dark. I didn’t take off my shoes or jewelry since they all had meant something to me. I walk over to the deep side of the pool that was 7ft. “Goodbye life,” I said then dropped into the water. 


The cold temperature pricked my skin but I didn’t let it bother me as I sank to the bottom. My vision was blurry but I wasn’t sure whether it was because of the water or lack of oxygen. I felt my body slowly sink close to the pools floor*Finally this is it. You free now you don’t have to burden others with your presence.* I thought as black spots blur my vision. I suddenly felt more tired than usual. *maybe a good rest* I slowly close my eyes and release the all the air in my lungs as darkness kills me.

_________Third POV at home_______________time past____________ _____________________________________________________________


No one notices how Y/n has jumped from her bedroom window over Klaus’s screaming. Kol rolls his eyes as his brother talks about how high and mighty he now that he is a hybrid. “Dear Brother Niklaus might you please stop screaming before Hope wakes up,” said Elijah Pouring himself a drink of whiskey. “Klaus opens his mouth to say more but nothing comes out. He storms out of the house slamming the door in his rage making Hope stir in her sleep. “Well that was dramatic,” said Hayley walking into the living room with a tea in her hand. “Has anyone ever told you that is how this family works,” said Cami sitting down next to her. “Cami doesn’t your shift start soon,” said Elijah, Cami chokes on her drink then runs out the room to get to work.


 “Mommmmyyyy!!!!!!” Screamed Hope, the Originals immediately run to her side. She was inside her sister’s room with a letter in her hand. Tears ran down her cheeks as Hayley comforts her child. “Hope what’s wrong?“Said, Elijah, while taking the letter out of her hands. He nearly passes out from what he reads.“There is one in everyone’s room” Hope stuttered holding onto her mother. Elijah hands the letter to Kol, who just stared dead at the letter noticing Y/n’s handwriting, Elijah walks out the room and quickly collects all the other letters.


 “Hope what happened?” said Kol trying not to be angry after reading Hope’s letter.


“Y/n is committing suicide,” she said.


 Everyone froze upon hearing this. That one of their loved ones was willing to take their own life and no one knew why or how she would scream in her pillow at night or how she tried not to sleep til the point she naturally has insomnia. “Why would she do that?” Asked Freya. 


“Why wouldn’t she, you always favor Hope more than her. You didn’t even notice that she was kidnapped,” said Kol glaring at him family “Brother do we—” “STOP BLOODY LYING. DO YOU EVEN REMEMBER HER MIDDLE NAME OR THE LAST TIME YOU LET HER CHOOSE FOR HER BIRTHDAY,” screamed Kol. “You ignore her cause she is human. Cause she isn’t as powerful as Hope. Yet you forget that you were once the same as her but at least we had someone who noticed and cared at least we had each other,” said Kol. “Rebekah,” he said pointing to her “ you have been begging for a human in this family and when we finally have one you ignore the girl”. Rebekah opens her mouth but no words come out. 


“Aaahh and the mother,” he said turning to Hayley. “You wondered about how you treated both of them so badly, but guess what you did even worse you only cared for one,” he spats. Hayley glares at Kol but knows deep down is words are completely right. She never once thought about what Y/n would want to do for her birthday or how she would drink coffee in the morning. “You people may not care for her but I do and I won’t let you people be the reason of her death,” said Kol, storming out the house. Everyone one froze upon hearing these words. The thought of Y/n finally ringing in their heads. Hope dries her her eyes and pulls her mom into a hug. 


The despair was too great that you could cut it with a knife. “I will begin a locator spell,” Freya walks out the door with Y/n’s necklace to begin the spell. Rebekah follows silently out of the house. “Elijah w–"Hayley opens her mouth to ask him a question when she already knows the answer. ‘Was Y/n ever treated like Hope’. They all knew the answer is ‘No’. “ Hope honey its time for bed, ” said Hayley.“ Uncle Elijah will look for Y/n and by tomorrow we will have her back I promise she will be back alive,” Hayley pulls hee daughter in for a hug, Elijah leaves the room but not after placing all the remaining letters on Y/n’s desk before leaving. Hope nods her head and gets ready for bed by herself for the first time in her life. Her mother asked if she needed help, but she denied it and continued on her own. "Mommy you should go find Y/n I will be fine,” Hayley nods and follows her request and leaves the house.

2

🔥It’s my party and I’ll cry if I want to…🎂

Rantaro Amami
* How…how…howhowhowhowhowhowhow
* Amami.exe has stopped working.
* And he’s back to having a mental freak out.
* How could he forget?!?!?!??
* He was sure that-
* As soon as he check’s his phone he realizes his schedule for yesterday and your birthday definitely clashed.
* He can’t quite speak for everyone else, but you’re HIS s/o, he HAD to remember your stuff!
* To make up for his mistake he takes you out that night. He asks you to get super spruced up and he will meet with you later to take you to the most expensive restaurant he can afford.
* Of course money is not everything, and he has to bring his late birthday gift to try and fix everything.
* (Spoiler, it was a bracelet to match his, one he carefully embroidered with your name and ‘I love you’ in the inside.)

Korekiyo Shinguuji
* He. Feels. So. Bad.
* Birthdays are really important, as cultures all over the world celebrate them to commend the celebrated’s success in evading death.
* He would not go unpunished for this matter, but right now he intended to mend your broken heart.
* He knew that materialism wasn’t going to get him out of this one, but why would he settle for a dozen roses when he could settle for a dozen of you instead–
* That wasn’t humanly possible, but he could instead flatter you by creating an entire day dedicated to you–even though technically you already have one and he missed his shot.
* He cries silently to himself as he prepares the festival in your honor.
* With his connections he is able to gather nearly 100 people, all ready to worship you like the deity you are.
* In the center of the festival is a shrine with little trinkets he thought would best represent the wonderful person you are.
* …if you find this endearing, and not creepy af…well your day certainly has been made~

Kaito Momota
* *insert a string of curses*
* *pause*
* *insert more curses*
* Way to go Momota, you forgot your love’s birthday. How are you gonna get outta this one?
* Offer to sleep on the couch for starters…
* Maybe a movie night? No too lame.
* Stargazing on the beach? Nope that’s, like, every Tuesday…
* Sheesh what’s a guy gotta do to- wait–
* While you were moping (in your pity party music video) Kaito rushes up to you and immediately rushes you off to his car.
* “Where are we going Kaito?”
* “It’s a surprise~”
* “I hope it isn’t too far, I hadn’t even had lunch yet.”
* “Oh well in that case we had better get going…”
* During the long drive, Kaito kept you occupied with a game of Ispy, that is until he asked you to blindfold yourself before reaching your destination.
* “Okay, now watch your step…careful…and a short step down…and we’re here…”
* You remove your blindfold…and honestly…you’re speechless.
* Let’s just say Kaito’s connection with the astronauts pays off substantially. He was able to borrow the ‘Moon Room’ which was designed to the tee to act as a replica of the real thing. Even better was the picnic spread laid out before you.
* Two birds, one stone~

Kokichi Ouma
* He forgot it on purpose because celebrating your birthday on your birthday is wayyy too lame!
* That’s why his super duper surprise party is awaiting for you this evening, but shhhh you’re not supposed to know ;).
* Even though you were skeptical, you decided to play along and get ready.
* As soon as you’ve gone off to prepare for your ‘special day’….
* OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!
* WTF OUMA?!? THE GREAT POWERFUL KING CAN’T FORGET HIS BELOVED’S BIRTHDAY! THAT IS AN ULTIMATE EPIC FAIL!
* Now he’s completely stressing himself out trying to get the best last minute party of the century planned for you because of his big talk.
* He figures the best way to get people there in such a hurry was to lie~ And who better could pull off such a scheme other than the Great King~
* …
* The turn out was more amazing than you expected. Maybe Ouma really was telling the truth about that weird trend…
* However…one of your friends’ comments struck you odd…
* “I’m really sorry to hear that your goldfish died… I lost a close pet once too, so I know this situation is a little tough for you. But you’re not alone.”
* What the actual-
* “Happy birthday, babe! Pay no mind to them, because I’ve got you the best cake money can lie- I mean buy! Eat up~”

Shuuichi Saihara
* He…forgot…
* But…but he couldn’t have…it must’ve been a mistake!
* Are you sure your birthday was yesterday??
* Oh no…nonononononononono…
* He’ll make it up to you.
* He– Okay, breath. Nothing is going to be solved by making you more upset than you already were.
* He just had to trust in his sincerity to resolve the issue. Saihara knew this mistake wasn’t something you could just overlook by saying sorry, so he did all so you could feel loved.
* On the side he used his detective skills to pinpoint and question your friend’s absence (he could at least account for himself because of his investigations, but that was still no excuse).
* By the end of the day he has worn himself out, which is not what you wanted to happen at all.
* So to resolve both of your ordeals you settle for calling in some take out food and fawning over a recently released detective novel series.

Kiibo
* Well he has a pretty valid excuse as to why he didn’t show up to the party, he was malfunctioning due to a nasty little prank Ouma pulled on him.
* He still feels guilty for missing your party though, especially since no one else showed up.
* While part of him wanted to reach out to the Internet for help, the other half told him he needed to decide for himself what to do.
* It only seemed logical to reorganize the get together and invite the same people over. It is scientifically just after all, an experiment cannot be decided after only one trial.
* It must be tested over and over again before it can be decided.
* So that’s what he does.
* He continues to throw you a birthday party hoping that eventually one of these trials will yield a different result…
* After day five, you decide that it is time to give up. That and he was running low on cash and throwing all these parties was the reason behind it.
* Even though no one else came to celebrate with you, Kiibo faithfully stuck with you until the end.
* His gesture definitely hadn’t gone unrewarded and you properly gifted him with three uneaten cakes and a couple of unopened presents. At least you got free parties from this experience.

Gonta Gokuhara
* He could do one of two things: cry or be a man and own up to his mistakes.
* And a real gent owns up to his wrongs!
* He apologized profusely and promises to take you on a really nice romantic evening to show how sorry he is…but right now…
* He insists that he helps you out even more by figuring out why your friends did not attend.
* So you two go around town (breaking down doors and taking names…lol jk) rounding up the invitees who were no shows.
* The first didn’t go so well, since some of your friends have never met Gonta…his appearance can be very frightening…
* The results of your mission: one friend had a valid excuse… a handful were going to throw you a make up party and the others were ✂️ from the squad.
* Gonta fulfilled his promise and made your evening worthwhile for his terrible mistake. And you were certainly not disappointed :3.

Ryoma Hoshi
* S E L F - L O A T H I N G I N T E N S I F I E S.
* How tf did he forget?
* He didn’t have a game or practice or anything to do yesterday???? He literally had no excuse????????????
* Gahhh!
* He’s dying on the inside, but practically reduces his human classification to a step stool for being such a lame boyfriend.
* But it’s even more lame to whine about and not take action.
* He practically gave everyone who didn’t come the bird and primarily made the day all about you.
* His pride and joy, a gift from life even…apologizing for all the bs he had to put up with in the past (albeit could have been avoided if–)
* His pampering doesn’t stop with just being your personal butler, he does extra favors for you as well…like baking…
* P L E A S E D O N ’ T B U R N ! ! !

Ninety.

Alex

After Leah’s party, the five of us decided to retire back to my place. I didn’t have much say in the matter. I personally thought I’d seen enough of Traci, Rocky, and Lexi for the week but Cyn all but begged them to come over to the house with us.

Everyone was scattered around the house while I sat in the den flipping through channels. No one cared to bother me and I wasn’t complaining about it.

How everything was kind of felt like my life pre-Cyn. She was the reason I kept in steady contact with my siblings but now that we barely speak, a lot of calls and messages went unanswered and I was by myself most of the time.

Falling into the open spot next to me, Lexi clasped her hands together and grinned “So!” she exclaimed

“What’s up?” I asked

I knew what she had on her mind from the moment I saw her walking towards me. I’d done my best to avoid this conversation but I knew it would be enviable. One thing about Lexi was that she was persistent as hell when it came to things going her way.

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MARGINAL#4 Index 1st Stage ~REVOLUTION!~ Chapter 7 - Revolutionary★Stars (Translation)

Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3 | Chapter 4 | Chapter 5 | Chapter 6 | Chapter 7 | Chapter 8

                 \Happy 4th debut anniversary to MARGINAL#4!!!!/


The contents of this chapter were performed as Reader’s Theater by the seiyuu cast of MARGINAL#4 at Rejet Fes. 2013, the event Universe FES is based on.

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[LONG POST] SJ loves Hyukkie; Everyone loves Hyukkie.

Okay, for your sake, I hope you got it down that everyone loves hyukkie no matter what the haters say. (what haters? I know lol) This boy is too adorable, gorgeous, sweet and did I mention adorable? to deal with all that shit. So I’d like to pin this in people’s heads that everyone loves hyukkie and you know you do too even if you say you don’t. If you hate him because he’s interfering with your ship or something then you need to grow the flip up please and thank you.

It’s just ridiculous when some “fan” would be like “I hate him and the members also hate him” - especially when they wanna argue that “Hae also secretly hates him”. 

Like no.

I’m not saying there are any anti-fans but Hyuk fans know the 2-3 we’ve dealt with, even if it might have been the same person, and it’s stupid. Don’t hate him just because you don’t like your bias hugging him. WTF… =.=

Throw all your ships out the window because that’s not the point of this post but you are welcome to spazz over the moments if you’d like. Just keep it mind, I didn’t make this post to prove any shipping point. you can ship whatever you want. 

Anyway, here we go!
(if the ‘read more’ doesn’t work and you’re on your phone; I’m sorry)

Let’s start at the top with Leeteuk and Eunhyuk and how much teukie cares about SJ’s precious jewel. He and Hyukkie are partners in crime and therefore, he’s always got hyukkie’s back. And he’s always there when Hyukkie needs comfort and love.

He’s an angel for the whole group, always looking over them to make sure they’re all okay and that they’re all happy. Leeteuk adores Hyukkie and takes care of him. He is like a mother figure.

You know…when he’s not teasing the poor boy.

Remember when Hyukkie couldn’t stop crying on his last day at Sukira and teukie hugged him? I don’t know about you but that’s when it really hit me that yeah sure they’re alike at something and always fooling around and partners in crime but hyukkie is still younger than teukie and he’s a crybaby, cute and precious so teukie still has to look after him and comfort him.

Next one, Heechul and Hyukkie…

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Freaks

Pairing: Loki Laufeyson x reader

Summary: Your abilities as a half Frost Giant terrify you, but you soon find out you’re not the only freak on Asgard.

A/N: I’ll hopefully get a couple more fics posted today, one will possibly be a second part to I Think We’re Gonna Like It Here. Also, thank you to @slutamores for requesting this, hope you like it :)

Originally posted by julianamoriarty

(Not my gif)

You stared down at your shaking hands, trying to stop the tears splashing into your open palms. You were a freak, a monster. Those were the only thoughts going through your distraught mind as you glared at your icy blue skin, willing it to fade back to its usual colour. Curiously, you reached out and touched a flower growing nearby. You gasped in horror as it froze and wilted before your eyes.
This garden had always been a safe haven for you; when you couldn’t control your powers, you could hide away from the rest of Asgard until you were in control again. Your mother had never seen fit to tell you that you were half Frost Giant, apparently “it didn’t change who you were”. You snorted in disbelief as you recalled her words; in your opinion, if it turned your skin blue and your eyes fiery red, it definitely changed who you were.
You froze in fear as you heard the gate to the garden creak open. You prayed that it was just the wind, but there was no wind. You made to pull the sleeves of your dress over your hands to hide your frosty blue complexion, but you were relieved to see that it had faded away.
“(Y/N)?” came a familiar voice from round the corner. Taking a deep breath to steady yourself, you got to your feet and walked slowly to where you’d heard the voice calling from.
“Loki,” you greeted your friend. “I didn’t know you were coming here.”
The raven haired prince’s thin lips formed a frown as he studied your face. “I saw you running from the great hall. I was worried about you.”
You twisted your fingers together nervously. “As you can see, I’m fine.”
He chuckled quietly. “(Y/N), you can’t lie to me. You can’t beat me at my own game.”
He reached out slowly and took your hand in his. You watched in horror, expecting your touch to hurt and freeze his pale skin. He tilted his head to the side curiously.
“(Y/N), please tell me what troubles you,” he whispered. “I hate seeing you upset.”
At his words, your mask crumbled. Tears welled in your eyes, and you snatched your hand from his grasp. “I’m a freak, a monster,” you whispered. “Look.”
You held your palm up to face him, and concentrated with all your power to change your skin. You felt the familiar icy burn as your skin became rough and cold, your eyes stinging with tears as they turned blood red. You couldn’t bear to look at his face and see the fear, the disgust, in his eyes.
Your eyes snapped up to lock on your hand as Loki placed his palm flat against yours. Your mouth hung half open in disbelief as you took in the blue swirls and ridges adorning his previously deathly pale skin. Slowly, your eyes moved up to look into his eyes. His ruby red eyes.
“You’re not the only freak around here,” he said quietly. You watched, unable to from words, as he linked his fingers with yours carefully, still holding them up for you to see. “See? We’re the same.”
You frowned slightly. “But if you’re a Frost Giant, that must mean-,”
“I am not a son of Odin,” he finished, smiling sadly. “Unfortunate, isn’t it?”
“How do you hide it?” you asked shyly. “I can’t control it, it feels like it controls me.”
Pity flickered across his face, and you watched as his skin faded back to ivory. His clear blue eyes never left yours, which were still a glassy red. You felt hot tears welling in them; you didn’t feel so confident when it was just you looking like a monster.
“It takes time,” he told you, squeezing your icy hand in his. You expected him to flinch, but his expression didn’t change. “I will help you as best I can.”
You nodded, letting out a breath you didn’t realise you’d been holding. “I thought you would hate me,” you half-laughed. You couldn’t help it; you’d spent weeks terrified that he would turn his back on you.
“I could never hate you,” Loki said gently. “How could I hate you, when you’ve made me realise I’m not alone?”
As he said that, you felt your skin warming, and you nearly cried out in relief as it faded back to its normal tone. You were suddenly aware of the fact that Loki was still holding your hand, and you felt your cheeks burning red. It was just one extreme to the other with you today.
“Next time this happens, call for me and I will help you,” he told you as you both moved to sit on a nearby marble bench. You smiled gratefully, running your thumb across his knuckles gently.
“Thank you, Loki. For everything,” you said quietly. He lifted his free hand to cup your cheek carefully, turning your face gently to look into his eyes.
“You are so beautiful. You are not, and never will be, a freak to me,” he whispered. You chuckled quietly.
“Try saying that when my eyes look like blood, and my skin turns to ice.”
Loki shook his head. “Your eyes are not blood to me, they are rubies. And do not forget that my skin is just as icy as yours, and you still find no fault in it.”
You smiled softly. “I could never find fault in you.”
He leaned in slowly, pressing his lips ever so gently to yours. You barely moved your lips against his, letting him lead. As quickly as it had begun, it was over.
“You are no freak to me,” Loki whispered again, resting his forehead against yours.

WARNING: RAPE/Violence/ cursing Could you write an imagine where  Felix goes after the reader, and before Pan finds her, he kisses the reader, and molests her. She's a shaking flinching crying mess, and Pan calms her down, and tells her he loves her, and she only trusts Pan and he's the only one who can keep her alive. (I.e. Sleeping and eating.)

Quick reminder I do NOT romance rape or anything in my stories, I am always here for you my Neverlanders if you want to talk<3


You were never outgoing in the first place, you were quite, and shy, but you had your moments were every now and then you were extremely hyper and outgoing but that was mostly when Peter was around, he always brought the best in you, and you loved it, he has always been there for you, and he tried to make you feel like you were part of the team , part of the lost boys, and he usually did,but he couldn’t always been there, like this weekend, he wasn’t there, let’s start on Friday.

Friday was just like any other Friday , you guys had to do your chores and work and after that you were free the rest of Friday, Saturday, and Sunday. Nobody ever really paid attention to you or talked to you except the younger boys, they loved you because you were like a mother to them, they would go to you for all types of reasons, getting hurt so you had to fix their wounds,some couldn’t find certain things and you needed to find them, telling them good night stories taking care of them when they felt sick, basically what a regular mother would do, you pretty much would own up to the responsibility’s, and for that Peter made sure you were okay, you took care of his lost boys, he took care of you.

Well this weekend was going fine, you had laundry duties and you didn’t mind it as much as all the other boys, even though some boys did make comments about you doing THEIR laundry, you didn’t mind and ignore them, like Felix, he always made sexual comments, but Peter always told you not to worry, you tried but Felix was always sexual , once he even slapped your ass, luckily Peter saw and told him to never touch you again, and he never did, Felix was scared of Peter, but he wasn’t that scared, because the comments kept coming.

You were all done with your chores, one thing you had to do if you did laundry was give the the lost boys their laundry, which you never minded, until you got to Felix that is.

“You like touching my clothes Y/n?” Felix said

You ignored him, and walked away, you were so annoyed, he was going too far , but tonight dinner was on you and you had a plan. Dinner was soup today, and Felix hated his soup spicy, so you decided to make a “potion” if you will, you just chopped up peppers, and as much spicy veggies as possible and tossed them in his soup. “Maybe now he’ll stop messing with me.” You said laughing. You didn’t want to hurt him, you just wanted him to back off of you and be a gentle men for once, yeah he was a lost boy, but at least all the other boys have manners.

It was getting close to dinner,and you had every sit down and wait for their food, you gave everyone their food and gave Felix his last, he smiled at you “First my laundry ow you’re serving me my dinner? And I didn’t even have to wife you up yet.” all the lost boys laughed, except Peter, he rolled his eyes and ignored him and ate his soup.

You sat next to Peter and ate your soup, everything was pretty chill except the fact that the spices in Feliix soup finally started to catch up with him.

“What the hell?!?!?!” He yelled and spat his soup out his mouth, he grabbed his water and started chugging it. The lost boys laughed at him, you even giggled yourself not trying to give it away.

After Felix calmed down he walked straight to you in a angry manner, Peter took notice and put his bowl of soup down, prepared for anything. 

“You Bitch! You know I hate spicy anything!” Felix yelled at you in the top of his lungs.

“That’s enough Felix.” Peter said calmly.

“Are you’re taking her side really?” Felix looked at Peter

“Are you really making this a big deal? It was a mistake, she probably meant to give it to me. Right Y/n? he asked you.

You looked confused for like two seconds then quickly caught on.

“Yeah Felix calmed down it was for Peter, you know he loves spicy stuff.” You smiled at him with confidence.

“You’ll pay for this.” Felix looked pissed and walked away.

Peter then grabbed your arm ad took you into his cabbin.

“Are you serious right now Y/n? He asked you

“Yes Peter I had to he is so mean to me all the time what do you expect?”

“I told you to stay civil with him, if you can’t do then I don’t know what I am going to do.” he ran his fingers through his hair and licked his lips.

“Peter..” you rested your hand on his arm.

“I’m sorry, I’ll try to be good,but you need to tell him something too!”

“Alright , alright, I will, just go to sleep now love okay?” he looked at you deep into your eyes, and for once you felt a little attracted to him, but you pushed it off and walked to your cabin.

It was a little cold so Peter gave you a blanket to keep you warm while you walked to your cabin, on the way you run into Felix.

“ Hey”

“Oh hey Felix..” you stopped in your tracks, “Listen I’m sorry for everything-”

“No its fine don’t apologize, I deserved it I was a total ass, uhm I was wondering how about a do over?”

You were in complete shock. “Uh-uh why yes Felix! That be awesome, oh my gosh I am so glad we had this talk!”

“Me too, hey I have an idea, tomorrow we play hide and go seek and you should be on my team.”

“I’m usually on Peter’s but I’m sure he will be so happy we made up I think he’ll allow it!”

“Okay so it’s official, see you tomorrow then Y/n.”

“Yes see you tomorrow Felix!” You smiled at him and walked away, wow this was going to be a great weekend, you finally felt okay on Neverland, with Felix your new friend you felt like you could totally be yourself and not worry about what others thought.

Well little did you know, Felix and his friends were planning something for tomorrow, something that would change your life. You were not prepared for what was going to happen.

The day arrived and you were pumped, you fixed your hair in a messy buns, were stretchy skinny jeans, and a tank top, with some regular shoes,you wanted to look nice and wear clothes you could hide in easily.

You got to the camp site and they were already eating breakfast, you saw Peter and ran to him.

“Hiiii Peterrrrr!” you were very energetic.

“Well hello there what’s gotten into you?” he said smiling ear to ear, he loved seeing you like this.

“Me and Felix made and now we are friends and today we are gonna be on teams! Isn’t that great?”

Peter didn’t look happy, in fact he looked irritated. 

“Felix? The Felix who lives here? On Neverland ? Psh yeah right that will be the day.”

“No Peter it’s not a lie, I swear! Look here he comes right now, Hey Felix!” You yelled out waving. 

Felix saw you with Peter and quickly ran over to you both.

“Hey Y/n! How’d you sleep? Hope you got enough sleep for today I’m so excited to have you on my team today!”

Peter crossed his arms, looking eve more annoyed.

“Me too! It’s gonna be so much fun!”

“Why don’t you sit with me and my friends this morning ?” Felix insisted.

“Oh of course I will!”

“Hold up.” Peter held you by the arm. “Felix I need to talk to her, go back to your friends.”

“Oh okay alright, Peter, see ya later Y/n”

Peter quickly turned to you. “Are you serious?” Peter looked at you.

“WHAT?” You were annoyed at him at this point.

“He is playing you.”

“What do you mean?” you were mad that he accused your new friend.

“He is probably wants you on his team to play a mean joke on you, I know Felix, he would NEVER apologize, its just not in his vocabulary.”

“You know what Peter, you are just jelly that I broke down Felix before you and it’s okay, maybe I was what he needed to be nice again that’s all.”

He looked confused, “What is jelly?”

“Oh never mind! I’m on his team and that;s final, see ya on the winner side.” You blew him a kiss, he looked concerned but shook it off.

Later on that day it was finally time for the game and you were so excited.

“3 2 1 HIDE AND SEEK GO!” Peter yelled him and his team were seekers, so they all had to count.

You and Felix go and hide together, he took you to a cave, but really deep into a cave, you didn’t mind because it was with Felix and you trusted him, it was dim, so you could semi see what was going on, then all of a sudden his friends popped up and before you could say hi Felix covered your mouth whith s rag and threw you on the floor.

You were screamed but he slapped your face and told you to shut up.

“Keep a look out boys.” The boys nodded and walked away.

Your eyes opened wide, you were sacred and realized Peter was right, but Peter didn’t think he was going to do what he was gonna do next.

He ties up your hands behind your back and now you’re struggling to get away.

He rips your shirt open and starts to kiss your breast taking off your bra half way and sucking on your nipples, you were screaming but nobody could hear you. He unbottend your pants and took them off and admired your body, “Well well well, look what we have here, laced just for me? What naughty girl.”

You were crying at this point, wishing you Never came to Neverland, , you never met Peter, Felix, the lost boys, ect. You hated yourself for actually believing in Felix and trusting him.

Felix eventually raped you, and you were a virgin, so after he wad one, not only were you sore, but you were broken, something very precious to you was taken away, and you could not get it back, once he stopped he grabbed you by the hair you screamed. 

Felix eventually raped you, he took advantage of you, you cried and cried but he would’n stop, until he got what he wanted, after you fiannly gave up and let him rape, what felt like hours were only minutes but you were broken, after he untied you , you lay there and Felix and his friends left you but before he left the cave he told you something. 

“Oh and Y/n, if you ever tell anyone about this, I’ll kill ya.”

Shivers went down your spine, you lay on cried on the floor not wanting to get up, so you didn’t you didn’t get up.

Peter and his team found everybody , except you.

“Where is Y/n ?” Peter asked with a  concerned look on his face.

“Round 2 ?” Feilix said?!

“YEAH!” the lost boys yelled

“Wait! Peter said “Where is she?

Nobody answered instead looked around trying to avoid Peter.

“Felix! You were with her last, where was she when you last saw her?”

“She told me she wanted to hide by herself I insisted to go with her, she got really into the game.”

Peter looked at him up and down, but brushed him off. “I’m going to look for her, do as you please.” He flew up to the sky and started searching.

It took him about 3 hours or so, but he finally did, he felt your presence, he heard you crying.

“Y/n , where are you?”

Your eyes opened up, “P-Peter?! Don’t come over here!”

He was taken back a bit “Why?”

“Because just leave me, I’ll be fine,” Your voice was cracking up.

He finally lit the cave with fire with a torch stick and aw you laying half naked on the floor.

“Wh-what happend?”

“Nothing Peter nothing.”

“Are you serious?”

“Stop just go away!”

Peter runs to you and holds you in his arms, you start to scream and push him away, he doesn’t let you go though he keeps holing you, and eventually you just cry and hold him back.

“There, there love, it’s gonna be okay, I’m not going to let anything happen to you i swear.”

“I-I can’t” you cried

“You can’t what love?”

“I-cant tell you because he’ll kill me”

Peter’s eyes opened wide, “Who the hell said that?”

“Peter no I can’t!”

“Do you trust me?”

“What?” Of course I do.”

“Then tell me, I promise this will all go away, just tell me who did it, and he’s gone.”

It was silent for two minutes.

“It was Felix and the three guys he calls friends.”

Peter’s eyes grew with fire and his face turned red,before you knew it, you were in a cabin you never been in before.

“Where are we?”

“My cabin love, there’s a shower in here, I want you to wash your self off, and stay in here the rest of the night okay? I’ll check up on you later.”

“O-oh okay Peter. Uhm Peter?”

“Yes.”

“Please, don’t hurt him, I just want him gone.”

Peter nods and goes out the door.

He goes to the campsite and looks for Felix and spots him and the three friends. He walks up to them and pushes them all down and all the lost boys look.

“What the hell Peter?!” Felix yelled

“You really thought I wouldn’t find out?” he said

“What are you talking about?” Felix friend said

Peter punches Felix in the face.

He stands on top of Felix “I promised her I wouldn’t hurt you, but I had to get one in for me. You and you’re friends are banned from here.”

“WHAT?” All three yelled

“Have a nice time in another world.” and within seconds they were gone forever.

“Let this be a lesson to all of you, DO NOT MESS WITH Y/N.” Peter yells.

He goes back to his cabin to find you. Turns out you were showering still, he goes into the shower and leaves comfy clothes and goes back out with out you noticing.

Finally you come out, with a messy bun, a cozy sweater, and sweats.

“Hi there.” Peter said.

“I-is he gone?” you asked

“Yes love, he is.”

“Thank you so much.” she runs to Peter and hugs him tight.

“Anything for you princess.”

3 weeks has

 passed and you haven’t left Peter’s cabin, and he doesn’t mind, he brings you food, he does your laundry, and ect. You sleep a lot, but Peter understands, he is actually the only one who can put you to sleep, he rubs your back and plays with your hair and tells you everything will be okay, you have nightmares every once in a while and he wakes up next to you and comforts you, he has become your comfort, the only one you fully trusted, and he was perfectly fine with that. He would ask you to go outside but you would always say no, and he was fine with that,the boys would ask about you, Peter would just say you weren’t feeling well and they always told him to tell you hi which always made you smile. 

Today Peter told you that it was the youngest ones birthday who adored you, so you finally decided to go out, and Peter was ecstatic, you went out and everyone was so happy to see you, you smiled and sometimes would laugh, Peter didn’t leave your side, and you thanked him for that. You guys played a bunch of games and sang happy birthday, at first you were nervous but it was over as quick as it started, you lost track of time and you felt good that you didn’t have to worry about anything or anyone.

You and Peter went to his cabin and you showered, and he also did in the other shower, he got out before you as always, and waited for you, you eventually came out.

“Hi.” you smiled at him.

“Hi princesses, did you have fun today?”

“Yes actually, thank you for making me go out, I think I wanna go out again tomorrow, maybe even chores.

“Wow that’s great love, but I don’t want you to work, how about you just cook, so I can keep an eye out for ya?”

You smiled , “That sounds perfect Peter.” You kissed him n the cheek, and went to bed.

Simon D – Do I smell jealousy?



            You watched him fixing his hair in the mirror. He looked really focused and you couldn’t help bit stare at his damn good-looking face. You traced his facial features, his long eyelashes, his soft,parted lips, his check bones, jawline, going all the way down his neck, collar bones till your eyes rested on his torso before going back at his face, your eyes meeting his reflected in the mirror.
“Good morning love!”, he smiled and turned around.
“Morning!”, you mumbled and close your eyes.
“Come on! You’re still mad?”, he said and sat next to you. “Babe..”; his hand brushed your cheek and he gave you a peck on the lips.
You rolled your eyes and crossed your arms. “Yes I am.”
Simon laughed and tilted his head looking at you. “I promise I won’t have to kiss anyone.”
“We’re talking about Jay. We all know how sexy his MV’s are. Kissing or not, there will be girls involved.”
“I have to be there. I’m the CEO too, you know. I have to support him. And it’s just a music video. Nothing’s gonna happen, I promise that I will be nice and stay put.”
“Ok,fine. Go! I’m going back to sleep. And I’m not cooking today.”, you said and pulled the blanket.
“See you later. Rest a lot because I’m gonna return horny as hell”, he whispered and kiss your cheek.

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“Are you sure you don’t wanna come over? It will be fun.”
“I’m pretty sure Gray. And I’ll just ruin the mood if I come. Besides, I already planned a video game marathon.”
“Simon’s turn to touch the butt.”, you heard Jay’s voice in the background.
“Ummm, what was that?”
“Simon didn’t tell you? About his part in the mv I mean.”
“Not really..Gray, what is he doing?”
“Well…he..he has to..”
“Grab a girl butt? Well then, have fun.”, you said and hang up.
You knew how Jay’s mv were, you knew he’s going for a sexy concept this time too and you knew that Simon will be there too because he wasn’t only the CEO, he was his friend too, but seeing Simon touching other girls was not a pleasant view.
You tapped the table and bit your lip fighting with the idea of paying him a visit. You walked around the room thinking on a bitchy speech to tell him when you see him. Of course you knew how those girls are gonna be dressed, so you decided to wear some sexy clothes. You grabbed a pair of black shorts and a blue tank top assorted with a pair of wedges.
“Oh fuck! I can’t go around like this.”, you sighed when you saw yourself in the mirror. “ But I gotta see his face.”, you said and got up to grab a jacket.

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You took a deep breath before entering and you bumped into Gray.
“Hey, You came!”, he said and put his hand around your shoulder. “ Let’s get you something to drink.”
“I’m not thirsty..so, where is he?”
“He’s..filming.”
“Oh, so I came just on time to see him touching a butt?”, you said and went towards the place where Simon was filming.
The place was a little too crowded; there were cameras, staff, dancers everywhere. You spotted Jay and went straight to him, leaning on his an Zico’s shoulders before looking for Simon.
“Nice to see you too.”, you smirked when you noticed that they were staring at you. “Judging by your faces, you weren’t expecting me.”
“Umm..not really.”, Jay mumbled.
“Your man is enjoying some fine ass there.”, Zico laughed.
“I bet.”, you said with a bitter smile and walked forward until you saw him.
The set was like an organized mess. People were always in and out, shouting and laughing, some of there were eating while others were practicing. Your eyes searched for Simon and found him happily looking at a girl’s ass while biting his lips. His lips parted when his hand touched her skin and caressed her but. You looked at her expression and you couldn’t help but notice her huge grin.
“Good! Let’s take a break.”, the director shouted.
You held back your tears and smiled while clapping, enjoying Simon’s shocked expression.
“Surprise babe!”, you said and went to hug him. “Enjoying the butt I see..’, you whispered into his ear.
“I wanted to tell you about this, but..”
“But you forgot. Of course. You’re so damn busy, I get it. Well, let me clear the schedule for you. We’re not going out tonight, or tomorrow.”, you said and turned away, throwing a death glare when you passed by the girl Simon touched.
“I wish I could say that I look forward to see the MV Jay, but I would lie. Bye guys!”


You rushed straight to the parking lot and desperately looked for your keys. A woman’s bag is usually a black hole, but yours was worse, if that was possible. Your vision was blurry because of the tears and you struggled to find the keys.
“Dammit.”, you shouted and turned the bag upside down, letting everything inside fall on the ground, including the keys who were now under the car.
“Shit! Why the hell is this happening to me?”, you cried and tried to grab the keys.
“Get up!”, Simon said and pulled you up.
“Don’t touch me!”, you shouted.
“Look at you. You’re a mess. You can’t drive in this condition. And what is this? You’re bleeding you clumsy girl.”
“I’m in a perfect condition, thank you very much.”
Simon grabbed your wrist and pinned you against the car, his face only a few inches away from yours.
“You’re not ok. You’re mad, angry and sad. You wanna punch me and kiss me at the same time. You’re gonna get into an accident if you drive now and I can’t let you do this.”
You felt your chin trembling and you couldn’t keep the tears anymore. He was right. You wanted to beat the hell out of him and kiss him until he wouldn’t be able to breath.
“Please calm down and listen to me.”, he whispered.
You looked away and nodded. Simon smiled and helped you gather your things from the ground before he grabbed the car keys.
After the two of you sat in a complete silence inside the car for almost half an hour, you took a deep breath and looked at him. “Gimme the keys. I’m fine now.”
Simon grabbed your hand and linked his fingers with yours. “Listen to me first.”
“No Simon! I really don’t want to hear the story of how you sacrificed yourself and agreed to caress a butt for the sake of Jay’s mv.”
He bursted into laugh and tilted his head. You stared at him and slapped his hand. “What the hell is so funny?”
“Do I smell jealousy? Because you’re hella cute when you’re jealous.”
You rolled your eyes and leaned over to grab the keys from his pocket and accidentally placed your hand between his legs. You tried not to think about it and put your other hand into his pocket and grabbed the keys, but before you could move Simon crushed his lips onto yours while his hands cupped your face. You tried to resist the temptation to kiss him back, but you failed. A small moan escaped your mouth and Simon took the opportunity to explore your mouth, fighting for dominance while his hands caressed your back, slowly moving down your ass, squeezing it. Your hand moved closer to his member, teasing it trough his jeans.
You broke the kiss and looked into his eyes before you got out of the car. Simon looked at you confused as you got back in on the back seat. You crossed your arms and looked at the seat next to you, then back at Simon who was smirking.
As soon as he got back in he took off your jacket and your tank top, exposing your black lace bra. Hungry as a wolf, lust burning in his eyes, he attacked your neck, sucking and biting the skin, earning a moan for you every time he placed small peck on your skin. His hands caressed your thighs all the way to your torso, slowly sliding under your bra, cupping your boobs. You arched your back, giving him the chance to unclasp your bra. You stood there half naked, looking at him smirking, feeding the lust in his eyes and the greed on his lips. You grabbed him by the collar with one hand while the other one tangled in his hair and pulled him so that his forehead touched yours.
“ I want you to fuck me until you forget about her.”
“I don’t even know her name babe.”, he said and crushed his lips onto yours before taking off his t-shirt. You ran your hands all over his sweaty torso and then grabbed his zipper.
“Naughty, aren’t we?”, he smirked and unzipped your shorts, then he took them down.
His fingers teased your clit trough the fabric. “Damn, you’re so wet already.”, Simon said closing his eyes.
“It’s all your fault.”
“Is it? Let me make it up to you then.”, he smirked and entered you with his index and middle finger. You dug your nails into the hard leather that was covering the seats and arched your back. The car limited your actions and since you didn’t have enough space, you put your neg around his waist. Simon pulled his fingers out and sexyly licked them while looking at you.
“Time to get rid of this.”, he said and pointed at your soaked panties.
“Not so fast.”, you smirked and ran your hand down into his pants, slowly teasing his already hard member. Simon closed his eyes and gulped. You moved your hand painfully slow and you could see Simon clenching his fist and feel his heartbeat rate increasing.
You took off his jeans and boxers, finally releasing his hard, swollen member. You rubbed the tip wit your thumb and then licked it. Simon moaned and grabbed your hair and you took the hint, placing some peck on his member before sucking it. Before he reached his climax, you stopped and looked at him.
Simon grinned and pulled you by the legs until you were lying on your back, then he ripped your panties, placing himself on top of you.
“You don’t tease the wolf and then ran from him.”, he said and entered you without any warning.
He quickly wiped your tears and let you adjust before he began thrusting. Soon, pain turned into pleasure and moans filled the car. You dug your nails into his back while his hands grabbed your but, pulling you closer to his sweaty torso. His lips find yours, your hands tangled in his sweaty hair and he moaned in your mouth. You couldn’t hear anything around you but his moans and breath.
You felt your orgasm building and your walls tightening around his cock. A few moments later both of you came and you collapsed on top of him, both of you barely breathing.
“Damn that was…”
“Spontaneous?”
“Amazing!”, he laughed and slapped your ass.“You know, I can tell Jay to let me slap your ass in the video.”
“I’m afraid that you might accidentally turn the mv into a sex orgy,so let’s leave it that way.”
“Are you ok with it?”
“Well, you’re done filming aren’t you?”
Simon smirked. “I’m ready for a round 2 with you.”

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I know, I made some mistakes >.< I’ll fix them asapanyway, I hope you like it ^^ It’s a lil bit too long..maybe

ProfError-[EdgyShadowChan26]-Last Sunday at 10:23 PM

SHIT MAN I AM THE BEST AROUND look at me when I walk into the room people go silent and uncomfortable and they LEAVE jesustapdancingchristonarug this is just my LIFE IN A NUTSHELL

Oh no- there they go too- EVERYONES LEAVIN ME

Ruen | Dr. Fallen [Wildpaw]-Last Sunday at 10:24 PM

She follows Whip, grinning.

ProfError-[EdgyShadowChan26]-Last Sunday at 10:24 PM

this is what I get for being the worst person in existence, fuckn yay me I hope I got a goddamn blue stupid fckn ribbon for trying

HEY LOOK AT ME, my life is terrible and im dyin alone but at least I have a cheap ribbon reminding me I tried and fckn failed

oh god.

Am I alone.

what a stupid question, HELL YES I AM FOREVER AND EVER

I scared them off. Man where is my fckn blue ribbon I EXPECT ONE NOW

Holy shit worst person ever award I think I deserve a misery sandwich made of my own tears and my destroyed liver from years of alchohol abuse and regret

wait I dont have a liver.

I’m a skeleton.

OH MAN OH GEE OH GOLLY FCKN GUM DROPS

NO THATS RIGHT I HAVE MY PHD

Genius over here

oh wait I know

its because of the vodka. Killed half my braincells like a BOSS

thats how you fckn do it, damnit I deserve to lose every single one of those damn assholes WHAT HAVE BRAINCELLS EVER DONE FOR ME

wait I’m a skeleton

I DONT HAVE A BRAIN

how the HELL DID I GET MY PHD

WHAT THE HELL AM I

HOW AM I TALKING RIGHT NOW I HAVE NO LIPS

oh god

And all my stupid fckn new friends left me

(HEy THATS OK I know he’s insane and fun to watch!)

THATS RIGHT YOU WERE ALL GONNA BE MY FCKN BFFS ungrateful assholes

I mean actually

they should be goddamn happy because holy shit I CANT EVEN STAND MYSELF

thats literally the best goddamn thing to do for them is to get as far as hell away from them and like fckn bury myself in the sand

wait theres a fckn graveyard oh HELL YES

OH HELL YES move over other stupid fckn skeletons I’m crawlin into a grave and burying myself

YOUR WELCOME YOU STUPID UNGRATEFUL NEW FCKN FRIENDS IM GONNA SUFFOCATE IN THE GROUND TO KEEP YOU SORRY ASSHOLES AWAY FROM ME

wait im a skELETON I CANT SUFFOCATE CAN I

oh god this whole stupid fckn thing makes no sense, I make no sense

I’m gonna go back to drinking and like, pretend everything is okay. Which its not. Because I’m still me.

NO ONE LIKES ERRORS

We’re all stupid and awful OH I SEE HOW IT IS

He takes another swig from his flask

HEY KNOW WHAT

I dont even know what I’m doing anymore

I mean I cant see straight, which is probably fine

because I think i’m super fuckn gay

maybe, I dunno

oh wait hell yes I am I forgot

OH RIGHT BAD MEMORY = ERRORS HAVE BAD MEMORY HUR HUR

so FUCKIN FUNNY

Thank god I’m fittin all these stupid error fckn character tropes

who the hell would I be if I WASNT

okay wait

I have a great fckn idea

I say, to no one around me

because I’m alone. And no one likes me.

Because guess WHAT THE FCK IS GOING ON HERE

I’m so horrible the food venders left their fckn posts

SO ALL THAT SHIT IS FAIR GAME

I’m going to eat every single thing

and feel fat and be disgusted with myself as I do on a daily basis

oh god what, why am I so awful

thats my entire personality

like WHAT ELSE EVEN AM I BUT A SELF LOATHIN PIECE OF- you know what who gives a shit I want some free tacos

Proferror SCORES FOUR TACOS! LEVEL UP!

OH HELL YES, FOUR TACOS

man its my only dream in life comin true

stealing tacos from an empty food court

because my life is a lie and everyone hates me

except you, tacos

you like me

Tacos would you like to be my friend? Hell yes you fckn do

but tacos you did not take this into account

IM A FCKN TACO CANNIBAL

OH HELL YES BYE TACO! He eats one taco

he then, lifts up the second taco, and does voice acting “OH HOLY SHIT YOU ATE MY MOM”

“YOUR MOM WAS DELICIOUS”

“YOU SICK ASSHOLE”

“AHAHAHAH GUESS WHOS NEXT?!” he eats a second taco

“WHAT THE FUCK YOU ATE MY BROTHER”

“Your brother was a bit too SPICY FOR MY TASTE BUT I ATE HIM JUST FOR YOU”

“YOU SICK STUPID FUCKIN MONSTER STOP EATING MYFAMILY”

“HELL NO DONT TELL ME WHAT TO DO”

“eh heheheheehheheh. Oh shit. You know what, I do still have your FATHER HERE WHO NEEDS TO GET EATEN.”

“WHAT NO!? NOT MY POP POP!”

“Oh hell yes I’m going to eat your pop pop and not in the fckn fun way”

“IM EATING HIM TO LIKE FCKN KILL HIM this is fckn hannibal lecter town population YOU AND FCKN ME and your dad”

“YOU PSYCHOTIC JERK”

“CALL ME THAT AGAIN YOU STUPID TACO IM FUCKIN INTO IT”

“Oh god what are you like sexually turned on by like, being treated like garbage?”

“UM HELL YES I AM TACO-CHAN”

“Taco-chan?! ONLY MY FAMILY CAN CALL ME THAT”

“WELL YOU KNOW WHAT TACO-CHAN!?” Proferror chooses to consume taco-dad

“YOU HAVE NO FAMILY LEFT TO CALL YOU ANYTHIN YOU LIL BITCH”

Proferror now decides to laugh maniacally, while climbing up on top of one of the food court stands “THATS IT!” The taco screamed “I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!”

“ ‘Wait Taco-chan! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!’ The Professor replied in horror. 'WAIT COME BACK!’ 'NO NEVER!’ Screamed Taco-chan!” The professor held the Taco out as far as possible over the ledge. “ 'I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE, YOU MURDERED MY FAMILY BY EATING THEM LIKE A FCKN STUPID PIECE OF ASSHOLE SHIT’ 'WOAH LANGUAGE!’ ”

“YOU DESERVE THE WORST LANGUAGE, PROFESSOR. You ate them…. BUT I WILL NOW ALLOW YOU THE CHANCE TO EAT ME! ”

“WAIT- NO- NO TACO-CHAN WAIT! NOOOOO!”

The professor drops the Taco about ten feet. It breaks. Poor taco organs- such as lettuce, meat, cheese, or whatever. Spills onto the ground

“OH GOD NO TACO CHAN”

Welp okay Taco-chan is dead

and my dream of eating four tacos in a row is also dead

alas once again my life is awful and gross and full of horrendousness

thats ok Taco-chan had it coming

their father ran a horrible organization which survived off of child labor

so, half the fckn world, essentially

Walmart, thats it

YOU KNOW WHAT

OKAY NEXT GAME

Lets play

a game of

jump off the roof and see what bones I break

I am literally made of bones and only bones so I’ll def know which ones break

Proferror leaps off the building. He hits the ground “ OW oh hell yes, ouch.”

He sits up, examining himself. His bones are fine. He’s in perfect physical condition. Mentally he probably needs a lot of fckn medication

OH THANK GOD NOTHING BROKE

THATS WHAT I WANTED

I wanted to be physically unhurt

I wasnt trying to go for BREAKING SOMETHING AT FUCKIN ALL

maybe I should just do it myself

wait not that’ll hurt

ACTUALLY IM COOL WITH HURTING

Look at all tHESE NEW FRIENDS WHO LEFT ME- INCLUDING TACO-CHAN

Taco didn’t know it yet, but we were gonna be bffs

I mean thats somethin Errors do, murder your family and kidnap you until you love them

WAIT A MINUTE HOW COULD I BE SO BLIND

I should start kidnapping family members

and maybe not doing like cannibalism

just kill em outright and steal some poor soul

and like use that good ol stockholm to get them to love me

though, I mean, I dont even love me.

I fckn hate me god I’m a horrible piece of terrible trash

and MAN I DESERVE TO GET FCKN WRECKED

((im still goin I apologize)

Like man you know what I need

somone to shove me down and like remind me what shit I am

I’d LOVE A GOOD OL NIGHT OF SAD TWISTED REGRET

especially if I fckn cried at the end

like man that would be fckn sweet

but I havent cried since the great war of 82

a war of which I WAS NOT IN

BECAUSE I WAS TOO BUSY BEIN A GODDAMN MOTHERFCKN SCIENTIST

probably, I cant remember what I ACTUALLY DID

but IM ASSUMIN I WAS A SUPER BADASS SCIENTIST BEFORE I ERRORED THE FCK OUT

and became this sexy as shit nightmare

man tho poor Taco-chan

I still wanted to kill them with my mouth

YOU KNOW WHAT

Im going to eat Taco-chan

(I think anoter error is gonna show up  )

(I mean maybe who knows)

Error walks over to Taco-chan. Their body is a sad heap on the ground

Aww poor Taco-chan, I always FCKN HATED YOU

He sits down, and picks up the pieces, shoving them in his mouth “EVEN MGGFFF IN DEAFF- YOU CANNOT ESCAPEE ME”

Well ok thats done- wow p sure that was dirt

yeah no that was lots of dirt

mostly dirt, even

I LITERALLY JUST ATE DIRT

and you know what

its like true fckn cannibalism

because Im dirt

and ALSO GARBAGE SO YOU KNOW WHAT THE FUCK EVER

IM EATING MORE DIRT

FUCK YOU WORLD AND YOUR STANDARDS

IM EATING WHAT I WANT!

E R R 0 R - Ninjatore-Last Sunday at 10:58 PM

he enters the food court and glances at the prof doing weird shit …
he tilts his head confused …

ProfError-[EdgyShadowChan26]-Last Sunday at 10:58 PM

and with that, Proferror starts shoving dirt in his mouth. Holy hell, thinks the audience. What a smart guy. He’s so great and smart, eating dirt like that to defy an awful classist elitest social system- THATLL SHOW THE WORLD WHOS FCKN BOSS

Prof stops, glancing over to Error “….” He has a handful of dirt shoved in his mouth

E R R 0 R - Ninjatore-Last Sunday at 10:59 PM

… …

wh-what t-th-the fu-fuck ar-are yo-you do-doi-doing . ..

ProfError-[EdgyShadowChan26]-Last Sunday at 10:59 PM

He spits it out. The dirt falls on the ground “….I’m roleplaying.”

Hum

Inspiration from twentyone-pilot’s cover of Elvis Presley’s Can’t Help Falling In Love.

“Do you ever wonder how birds poop?”
You squint your eyes to the boy, “That’s totally not random.”
Laughter then filled the room as you try to imagine how that logic really did work.

You sit across him on the soft mattress of the hotel bed, your feet on his lap while he’s sitting on the foot of the bed. He taps his pen on his notebook that’s placed on his knees, looking out the huge window. He’s been writing, and quite frankly, you didn’t really mind; probably a new song in progress. He would occasionally hum, stop, and hum again.

“What are you looking at?” you questioned, breaking his humming streak, wanting more of him on you.
He mumbles an ‘I don’t know’ and looks over to you, “What do you want to do later?”
“What do you mean ‘later‘?” you leaned back on the soft pillow, looking up the ceiling “You and the boys have an interview later and wont be back until, like, I don’t know, tonight? ”

Namjoon stands up, placing your feet on the mattress. You feel him walk about the room, and the notebook making a noise as he puts it down next to a nearby table. A dip on the bed next to you breaks your thoughts. You look over to the right and see him, face plopped down.

A small smile appears on your face as you shift to the him and started patting his hair. He lifts his head facing you, eyes closed.

Silence then fills the room. You close your eyes as you cuddle into him, his hands wrapping around you.
He suddenly starts humming again. A familiar tune you’ve heard before. As you softly started singing the words, he’s patting and rubbing your back to the beat of his low and steady voice.

-Wise men say, only fools rush in

When you met Namjoon, it was like something that came out straight from a film, you know, where the very quiet and shy girl meets a rambunctious and loud boy (for your eyes only, of course)? Then somewhere along the way, they fall in love. That’s exactly what happened. Very cliché as it sounds, he met you at a coffee shop one late night after one of the group‘s concert. You both hit it off the moment he asked if you he could speak to you.

“Is this your thing? Talking to random strangers-?” you asked, a grin appearing on your face
“Well, Is it your thing responding to random strangers?” He says, cocking an eyebrow.
You point at him, sipping your coffee “touché,” He follows your movements and continued speaking again.
“This is gonna sound super weird but is it okay if we meet again?”
“I thought you weren’t from here?”
“Yeah, but I mean, can we keep in contact? Just incase I come here again.”
“That’s if you and your band comes back here.”
He gives you a smile, dimples forming as well “Pretty sure, there’ll be a different reason next time.”

You’ve kept contact with each other for the next several months, entering a year and a half where he finally asked you to be with him. It was like taking an oath to you, some kind of marriage that you don’t know you’d commit entirely to. But Namjoon made sure to always be there in some kind of way when he’s away. You made sure to contact him so he wont be missing you so much.

-Shall I stay? Would it be a sin?

It wasn’t always flowers and butterflies. His life was far different from yours. There was an unspoken rule that you stick to each other when something is wrong. but what if you two were the problem?

“We cant keep doing this Namjoon!” frustration is taking the toll on the both of you
“WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT ME TO DO?” throwing his arms in the air, anger filling his lungs

A couple of months of tour leading to this. You try to stay off the radar for the fans, pretending to be a staff that’s mostly around them. Hiding here and there for kisses, the thrill eventually dying down. No late night walks holding hands, no affectionate hugs in public. You’ve lost count of how many times you’ve had an argument, over everything and nothing at all. This would probably be the last. The last you’d see and hear from each other again.

“why don’t you just fucking go back home then??”

Those words hit you harder than the screams, you couldn’t respond. You try not to break down in front of him, so you just emit a broken sigh, walk out of another hotel room you shared together. Namjoon asked you to come on tour with them for a bit, and now you’re starting to regret it.

“Y/N,” He yells, as both of you approach the staircase at the end of the hallway, “Y/N–”

You open the door to the staircase in hopes he’d get the hint for you to be left alone and attempted to close it on him, but all you got was a foot stopping it and a hug from him. You started weakly hitting him, over and over, trying to muffle your own cries. He just held you until you stopped. All was heard were your tears.

“You gave up so much just to be with me, I shouldn’t have said that.” he spoke, “I’m sorry.”

It was a selfish thought, you didn’t know if you wanted to stay with him. You feel so torn about your decisions, you forgot he was trying to stay with you, too.

-Darling so it goes, something are meant to be

The entire group in one room would always be a loud one. Hanging out with the rest of the boys is fun, you know you were accepted by them right away.

“Oh come on, Y/N-noona, can you let me win this time?” Jungkook asks as you two were playing a video game that seems to be in favors of you.
“Ha, I cant, I have to win this for the boyfriend because I was promised ice cream.” you look over the couch and wink at Namjoon
He’s sitting across Jimin and Taehyung, all eating strawberries. “You tell him babe” he winks back
“You two make me sick.” Yoongi playfully says, chuckling along with Jin

“Jealous, hyung~?” Namjoon snarks back “She’s meant for me.

Traveling with them is quite exhausting, but it was fun. You get to be a part time photographer from them, taking weeks off of your simple life. Taking a picture of the final bows in their shows is the best part. After the crew cleans up, you get to spend time with him.

-Take my hand, take my whole life too

He takes your hand in his as you both say your goodnights to the boys. Walking slowly down the hall, hand in hand in silence, You speak up about your day.

“Im exhausted, I mean you are too but man, that was the hardest I have to take shots of you.”
“How so? I was just on one side.” He pauses “Well, most of the time.”
You chuckle at his response. You look up to him and he’s already staring at you. “What?”
“Nothing.” He smiles, stopping in front of the door of the room you shared
“Tell me!” shaking his arm “Come on!”
“It’s really nothing!” He laughs, pulling you in the room “Rest up. We got a wake up early”
You give a sarcastic look after not telling you what was that about.

Little did you know, Namjoon had the thoughts of marrying you. He wonders what it would be like, wearing tuxes with the boys and having you wear a wedding dress. He thinks its too early to speak about it but not a day goes by he doesn’t think about it. He wants to be with you. Only you.

You lost track of the time after recollecting the memories as you sing. You’ve been singing along with his hums and you feel yourself getting pulled in to taking a nap. Opening his eyes, Namjoon notices as you’ve stopped singing. He continues and you hear him sing the last line before you finally get to slumber, a quick kiss on the forehead sealing your eyes closed. He smiles down at you, slowly running his thumb on your cheek.

For I can’t help falling in love with you~

//

add on: I FUCKING LOVE THIS SONG AND THIS IS JUST- THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUBMISSION HONEY OMF- BYE. BYE I NEED TO LIE DOWN

Love/Hate - Liam Dunbar, Teen Wolf imagine

Liam Dunbar - Can you do an imagine where Liam or Brett and the reader don’t get along like at all. Always fighting and being rude but they have to be around each other because of the pack. Then something happens or something and they admit feeling or something.

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“Move it McCall.” Echoed down the corridor. You groaned, turning round to face the werewolf behind you, his constant remarks beginning to irritate you.

“Ugh, I thought I could smell something, stinks of dog in here.” You snarked back. Your brother Scott could tell you to be nice to Liam during pack meetings, but 1 on 1 in school with no-one around he was fair game.

Mason laughed, “Play nice guys.You know what Scott will say.”

“Well he’s not here” You both said at the same time.

Mason gave you both a look, “Yeah well make sure he doesn’t see you two playing up. Not gonna lie he makes one scary werewolf and I don’t want a dead best friend.”

“Well don’t worry too much,” Liam said. “Scott has bigger things to think about. The name Dread Doctors comes to mind.”

You winced not liking where this conversation was going. “Well as much as I would love to stay and carry on this decreasingly inviting conversation, I have a class to get to.” You walked off leaving Liam to listen to Mason’s new found supernatural discovery.

4 hours later you joined the mass of people on the bleachers, ready to watch the first lacrosse game of the semester. You spotted Scott and Stiles out on the field warming up and waved as you took your seat in between your mom and Sheriff Stilinski. Lydia and Malia smiled at you from the row in front and nodded towards Liam talking with Coach.

“You two got over your little stand off in the hall earlier?” Malia asked, eyebrows raised.

Your mom gave you a pointed look, “Really Y/N? He’s a nice kid. Do you have to be mean to him?”

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Bucky Drabble #8 & #34

Ever since you joined the Avengers, you had built a close friendship with Steve. He and Clint were your best friends. Being an ex-assassin/mercenary, it was only natural for Steve to get you to help him with Bucky once the events of Civil War were over. Bucky had to live in the tower so that both Tony and Steve could keep an eye on him. You shared a floor with Steve and Bucky because it made things easier for all of you. Slowly the cold hearted assassin started to warm up to you.

“Hey Bucky, you wanna watch a movie with me?” you questioned from the couch as Bucky walked into living room of your shared floor. He stopped short as if he’d been distracted and turned to face you. You could tell today wasn’t a good day.

“What?”

“Are you okay Buck?” you asked as you stood and walked towards him slowly. “You wanna talk about it?” He looked at you for a moment before sighing and giving you a half forced smile.

“You always know huh?” he walked over to the couch and sat down, putting his head in his hands. “I just don’t know how you can stand to be around me. After everything I’ve done, people I’ve killed. You and Steve just won’t give up on me. Why? I don’t even deserve to live.” You moved over to his left side and purposefully grabbed his metal hand, with your left and rubbed his back gently with your right.

“Hey,” you started softly “Buck, listen to me. You may not feel like you are important or that you matter but you listen to me, Steve and I care about you so much. You are not a weapon anymore; you aren’t the Winter Soldier. You’re James Buchanan Barnes. You’re a good man Bucky. You have to let your past go. You can’t change it, but it’s still a part of you. You have to forgive yourself. That wasn’t you. Everyone deserves a second chance. I used to feel like you. I thought that I was just a piece of trash, waiting for someone to come along and just end my misery. I was so tired of working for the bad guys, but I knew I wasn’t a hero. Then Steve found me. He showed me I’m more than a past, more than my perceptions of myself. You can be good Bucky, you already are” you smiled as he lifted his head to look at you. He looked at you with a look you had never seen. He sat up and turned towards you.

“Thank you (Y/N). You always know what to say. I don’t know what I would do without you or Steve helping me with all this” he smiled and leaned forward a bit. “You guys mean everything to me, you do (Y/N)” he looked like he was going to kiss you, so you leaned in too but just as abruptly has he leaned in, he was standing up and leaving. “uh, I’ll catch you later (Y/N), maybe some other time on the movie” You were left stunned. Does he like me? Why would he lean in to kiss me then leave? Maybe he changed his mind. He doesn’t like me like I like him you thought sadly. You turned your attention to the tv and tried to lose yourself in your favorite movie to ease your mind.

Later that night…

You awoke to the sound of screams. Rolling over to look at the clock, 3:05AM and you had a mission in about four hours.Is that Bucky?

Another strangled scream rang out through the floor. You quickly jumped out of bed and took off towards Bucky’s room. You reached his door just as Steve did giving you an uneasy look before you gently pushed the door open. Bucky lie on his back sheets twisted around him; sweat beading on his forehead, choked screams and noises coming from his mouth. You walked over carefully and ran your hand up and down his shoulder trying to wake him without scaring him even more. 

“Bucky,” you said quietly “Hey Buck it’s me, (Y/N).” Steve moved to Bucky’s right and tried talking to him as well. 

“Hey Bucky, wake up. You’re safe, it’s okay. Wake up he said as he shook him gently at the same moment you went to brush his damp hair from his face. Bucky suddenly bolted up in bed, unaware of his surroundings. He grabbed you by the throat and slammed you against the wall. You started to gasp for breath and Steve grabbed Bucky from behind trying to make him release his grip on you. 

“I-it’s okay, B-Bucky” you choked out. Tears streaming down your face as you tried desperately to breathe. Finally fully aware of himself, Bucky let go and you collapsed to the floor. You held your neck as you coughed and gasped for air. Bucky sat down on his bed and put his head in his hands as Steve rushed over to make sure you were alright. You carefully stood up and made your way to Bucky. 

“I’m okay Buck,” you said even though your voice was strained and hoarse. “You didn’t mean it. Look at me, please Bucky” you said as you put your hand on his knee. He stood up and turned away from you.

“Go away. Leave me alone.”

“But, Buck I-”

“Get out of my room!” he yelled. You shrank back and swallowed thickly. You didn’t even look at Steve as you ran to your room and slammed the door. You jumped on your bed and cried yourself into an uneasy sleep.   

…..

The plan was simple: infiltrate the HYDRA base and destroy all files, take out any threats and bring any high tech equipment back to SHIELD. You and Steve had split up to gather any Intel and destroy the files, while Bucky, Clint and Nat took out threats and gathered any equipment.

“Hey guys can you hurry it up? There’s way more of these agents than there are of us and we could use some help” Clint muttered into the comms. You could hear the sounds of the fight ringing in your ear.

“Almost done! Hang in there!” Steve said as the flashdrive blinked ‘finished’

“We ain’t got all day Steve” Bucky’s gruff voice said. The two of you hadn’t spoken since last night. You weren’t sure what to say after everything. You loved Bucky but lately all he did was push you away. You and Steve were running towards the others when you heard a shout through the comms.

“What was that!?” you said in a panic, you and Steve picking up the pace.

“Barnes is down!” Clint said and you could hear coughing on the line. Reaching the others, you saw Bucky lying on his back, right hand on his lower stomach, blood pooling though his fingers. There weren’t that many agents left to take out. You used your rage as fuel to take out as many as possible before running over to help Bucky up. You wrapped an arm around his waist to steady him and struggled until Steve came to help you. With all the agents taken out, files destroyed and Intel gathered, you made your way back to the jet. You and Steve helped Bucky on a cot on the floor. He was losing a lot of blood.

“I’m fine” he said weakly. You felt tears sting your eyes. You knew you loved him now, you’d always know, but at this moment you felt like your heart was breaking. He couldn’t die.

“Bucky stay with us, please. You’re gonna be okay” you said as you held his hand. You put pressure on his wound with the other hand.

“I’m so sorry (Y/N). I was so mean to you, doll” he said as he looked up at you. “I don’t want to hurt you anymore. I’m not good for you. Do you know how hard I’m trying not to kiss you right now?” He reached up to wipe your tears.

“You’re going to be okay Bucky. We’re almost there. Please, just stay with me. I didn’t fall in love with you to lose you. I love you Bucky, don’t you see? You’re all I want.” Tears flowed as you held him close. You pressed a kiss to his lips as the jet landed.

“I-I love you too (Y/N) I should’ve told you. I’m so sorry” he squeezed your hand as the medical team rushed in and started to lift him onto a gurney. You ran by his side as they rushed him to medial. You and Steve sat outside and waited for word. Steve rubbed circles on your back as he held you as you cried, silent tears running down Steve’s cheeks. The doctor came out after and hour and a half and told you that he was going to make it. You and Steve laughed and hugged one another. He’s gonna be okay. Bucky is okay! You knew that you would be by his side through his recover every step of the way….


I’m sorry this one is kinda short! 

Snowed In

Summary: Dan and Phil are invited by Google to go on holiday with other YouTubers and smut ensues.
Warnings: smut, a little bit of dom/sir phil, toys, slight overstim, comeplay(?), uhh… some language
word count: 2809, one-shot

i am only going to get 4 hours of sleep because i stayed up writing this kinky mess. enjoy.

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“A retreat? From what?” Dan looks up at Phil from his spot on their sofa, questioning the invitation that had been handed to him. “Playing Peggle all day?”

Cracking a smile, Phil just shrugs. “I don’t know. Sounds nice though, cozy cabin in the woods for a few days. And look” handing his phone over to Dan. “A bunch of other YouTubers will be there.”

Dan scrolls through a couple dozen tweets of YouTubers saying how excited they are about going. “I guess. I mean, do you want to go?”

Phil nods slowly. “Yeah, and I’m pretty sure we aren’t doing anything that week. I could use a little holiday.”

“Yeah, same. Okay then, I’m in.”

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AU College Series #07 Heartache (his and your pov)
AU College Series can be found here A/N: This series is turning out like a fanfic, but writing five different stories at once.. Hope you like this part; warning you - this one is sad :( LIAM: (your pov)

*next thursday before practice*

“Who are you playing this week Liam?” I asked. He smiled and stepped closer to me. He opened his mouth to answer, but a cheerleader walked up to us. “Hey Liam,” she smiled and touched his shoulder. “Hey, ready for practice?” he asked, looking at her. I looked from Liam to her and felt myself fill with jealousy. “Come on Payno, no time to chat up the ladies,” his teammate yelled. “We need to practice for the game tomorrow, you know that team is going to be hard to beat,” another addd. Liam nodded and took of his jacket. “It was lovely talking to you girls, but I gonna go,” he smiled, dropping his jacket on his bag. “I’ll see you around,” he waved and ran onto the field. My eyes followed him; a smile growing on my face and I could feel a slight blush turning my cheeks pink. I quickly snapped out of my thoughts when she stepped closer to me. “He is the captain of the team,” she whispered, “he’s supposed to end up with the head cheerleader, not,” she paused, looking you up and down, “someone like you. So step aside and stop interfering with fate.” She smiled before running after Liam. It took me a minute to realise what she said; she liked Liam and wanted me out of the picture. I wrapped my arms around myself, holding myself together. ‘Liam and I are friends. I like him but I knew he would never like me back, but it hurt to hear.’ I looked up and regretted right away; Liam was standing with his teammates watching the cheerleaders practice. As tears clouded my vision, I took a shaky breath and walked off the field. I didn’t look back; I just needed to get away from them, and stop thinking about Liam; but that was easier said than done. As soon as I approached my dorm room, I fell onto my bed and cried into my pillow.

LOUIS: (his pov)

*Sunday after the street party*

I closed the door behind me and looked around the street. Although it was the weekend, most students were either getting over their hungover or studying in the library. I put my phone into my jeans back pocket and slid on my jacket. I heard voices across the street, followed by a soft giggle. I quickly looked up and saw a couple walking down the footpath. As they got closer, I noticed it was Y/N; she was with another guy. I heart started beating faster as he put his arm around her shoulders, bringing her closer to him. Anger grew inside me as I watched them, but for some reason I couldn’t look away. They stopped walking and the guy moved to stand in front of her, so his back was to me. I noticed Y/N saw me watching; her eyes widened and even from across the road, I could see something flash through her eyes. She looked at the guy and suddenly wrapped her arms around his neck, resting her head on his shoulder. We kept our eyes locked, neither of us could look away. She pulled away and kissed his cheek before they start walking again. I sighed angrily and could feel the jealously building inside of me. I ran a hand through my hair, slightly pulling at the ends in frustration. 'What is she doing? She knows I’m watching her but does it anywhere. Why am I jealous, I don’t even like her? Or do I?’ I bit my bottom lip as I looked across the road. My hands formed fist by my side and frowned appeared on my face. Although I had plans, I turned around and walked back into my Frat House, slamming the door loudly behind me. “Hey mate, you alright?” someone from the living room called out. I ignored him and walked upstairs towards my room; picking up my soccer ball, needing to release my anger.

NIALL: (your pov)

*later on at the Frat Party*

“I just have to use the bathroom, I’ll meet you downstairs?” I said, as we walked down the corridor. “Don’t be too long darling,” he whispered and kissed my cheek lightly. I turned and walked to the bathroom quickly before he could see my reddened cheeks. Once I was finished, I walked down the stairs, stopping halfway. I looked around for Niall and smiled when I saw him sitting at the counter. I walked towards him, careful of the people standing around drinking. “Hey Nia-,” I froze. A girl with loads of make up and a very short and tight dress was standing between his legs, hands around his neck. I licked my dry lips and wanted to run away but it felt like my feet were glued to the floor. On the inside I was falling apart; this boy who just moments ago was perfect; was now flirting with another girl. My body filled with anger. I don’t know where it came from, but I found the strength to approach him. “I knew you were like your friends,” I said loudly, making him look at me with wide shocked eyes. “Y/N, no this isn’t what it looks like,” he said, letting go of the girl. I saw a half full cup on the counter and before I knew what I was doing, I picked it up and pour it over his head. “You will never changed. I don’t want to see you ever again,” I snapped. As I stormed out of the house, all eyes were on me but I didn’t care. It wasn’t until I was in the cab, that my chest felt tight. My eyes feel with tears as I thought about everything he had said to me. 'Was it all a lie? Did he mean any of it? or was I just a game to him?’ I looked at the window and let the tears fall down my cheeks; I had let him in and he hurt me; embarrassed me in front of everyone; there was nothing he could say or do to make this better.

HARRY: (his pov)

*Next week, Wednesday afternoon*

I walked down the corridor, I heard her voice. I stopped and pushed her door open a little. Y/N sat at the desk in the corner of her dorm room with her back to me. She lent on her elbows with her phone pressed to her ear. “London is amazing, you definitely have to come visit,” I could the smile in her voice. I bit my lip as I tried to hear the person on the other end. From what I could hear, it was a deep voice; a male voice. “I miss you too,” she said, her voice soft. I felt my chest tighten; I thought we had a good time the other night. Although I knew it was terrible to eavesdrop, I couldn’t walk away. “Yes I have friends,” she giggled, “oh, you have to meet Harry. He is the friend who showed me around.” My heart sunk to my stomach, making me feel sick. 'Friend,’ why did I think she would like me more. I couldn’t listen to anymore, I needed to get away from her, but as I stepped away from her room, the floorboards in the corridor creaked. I froze hoping she didn’t hear, but when I heard light footsteps approach me, I knew she had. As she opened the door, her face lit up. I put on the best smile I could manage, while on the inside my heart was breaking. I had opened up to her, told her everything about me and thought she liked me too, but like every other time, I got it wrong. I may know a lot of people on campus, no one really like-liked me. “I’ll call you back later,” she said into the phone, before hanging up. “Harry, it’s so nice to see you again,” she smiled. I swallowed thickly and looked away from her. “I’m sorry I just got a message from my mum, I have to go,” I mumbled and quickly walked away. I didn’t talk or look at anyone as I walked down the corridor and through campus; I just to clear my head and I knew exactly where to go; the music room.

ZAYN: (your pov)

*Monday after the crazy night out*

As I walked around the corner towards the art studio, I saw Zayn standing in the corridor in front of the door. I took another step and froze when I heard a girly giggle. I quickly stepped back behind the wall and looked around at them. She watched him with a big smile; his eyes lit up as he listened to her. “Are you free tonight? I would love to take you out for dinner,” Zayn said, making my heart beat faster as I waited for her answer. She smiled and placed her hand on his chest. My eyes widen and I held my breath, but I couldn’t look away. “I would love to Zayn,” she replied happily. “I’ll pick you up at 7,” he smiled and leaned towards her, pressing a kiss to her cheek. In that moment, I felt like my heart was literally breaking; he meant everything to me, but to him I was just his best friend. My breath caught in my throat and I begun to find it hard to breath. I quickly covered my mouth with my hand as tears filled my eyes. I turned away, not wanting to see them together anymore. I swallowed thickly and tried to keep myself together, but the tears starting falling down my cheeks. 'But he kissed me. He doesn’t remember, oh my god. He doesn’t remember what happened on Saturday night. But I love him and I thought he loved me too,’ I said under my breath and sobbed into my hands. I lent against the wall and I closed my eyes, but Zayn smiling and kissing her cheek replayed in my mind, over and over. I snapped my eyes open, my breathing coming out in quick gasps. I harshly wiped my eyes and frowned as I noticed my hands were shaking. I pushed off the wall and walked as fast as I could back to my dorm; I didn’t want to see or talk to him; I had been strong how the past four years, but I couldn’t anymore.

A/N: We would love to hear feedback on what you think. Or if you have any ideas for the series, let us know. The next part in the series will be ‘Midnight Memories’ part 2 (based off more songs from the album) but in your pov

- Holly

Long Way Home || Michael (SMUT)

Pairing: Y/N | Michael
Smut: yes | no
Request: YES | “Michael and the girl are lost in the middle of nowhere and they are just friends and things get more heated in the car”
Words:
3200+


« You should’ve turned left there… » you pointed out, your eyes glued to your phone screen.
“Oh my god, Y/N! I know what I’m doing okay?” Michael moaned for what felt like the thousandth time since he’d started driving.
“Alright, but the GPS says—“
“I don’t fucking care about this thing, I know exactly where I’m going”
“Alright Alright, chill, jeez… you’re such a party pooper”
you poked his arm and turned up the radio so you could avoid his complains for at least a couple minutes. 

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anonymous asked:

please write more PearlxLapis!!! <3 (if you're free/willing of course ;u; )

Just Breathe (½)


Summary: A story in which Lapis Lazuli is ‘redeemed’ but still really angry and hurt and confused (she ain’t no Crystal Gem!) Pearl’s not really the best person to calm her down, but maybe the two of them can work something out (or fight something out, Gem-style!) If you prefer your Lapis 100% kind and well-intentioned, this may not be your thing. If you prefer your Lapis still really pissed about all the shit cards life has dealt her, well, maybe this won’t be a waste of your time.

Credit to lapislazuhli for the idea that Lapis remembers Pearl from all the times Pearl has asked her to bring up images of Homeworld and/or Homeworld-controlled planets. And deep thanks to oathkeeper-of-tarth for the beta.

 Rating: T

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“We found this gem-powered mirror at the Galaxy Warp. It can capture and display any event it’s witnessed in all of Gem history.”

“…It is in pretty rough shape. It must finally be broken. What a shame.”

“Steven, it’s just a mirror, a tool. It can’t want anything.”


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trapped by extenuating circumstances


Time drenches everything in a haze. Everything was grander. 

Gems were so much more powerful.

Gems were always right.

Homeworld was the universe, or at least, had everything worth having in the universe.

Lapis wishes someone could understand.

Lapis also wishes she could just turn off her mind, just sink into the waters without a war within her or a cage around her. 

She feels no relief that she has been freed, that she’s been offered companionship, that on some evenings Steven sits with her on a deckchair by the beach.

Sometimes she finds herself back in the past, a mirror, bound to the wishes of whoever is holding her.

Sometimes she’s still there, at the bottom of the ocean, chained with her own power, locked up in her own jail cell.

She hates this form, sometimes. Wishes that she could claw out the illusion of skin. Wishes she could tear herself apart. She’s never believed in this miserable hunk of rock. Now she is bound to it by the loss of Homeworld. Even when she screams, it is not enough. Even when her throat hurts, it isn’t enough.

There are days when she hides herself from the Crystal Gems and Steven. They don’t run after her, probably on Steven’s wishes. They give her space.

She hides herself because it’s too easy to lash out at anything. She materializes water whips from the ocean and cuts rocks into halves, fourths, eighths – on and on until they’re nothing but bits scattered on the sand. The sound of rock cracking surrounds her, and still it’s not enough. The earth completes its rotation, but Lapis can go on for much longer when she’s in the mood, days and days of wandering around, traveling beyond Beach City and to surrounding islands, destroying, destroying, destroying, wishing that she could lose herself.

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Interview with Katnissdoesnotfollowback

Originally posted by hungergamesprobs

Catching up with @katnissdoesnotfollowback today! She was gracious enough to talk to me while she was on vacation, and let me ask her lots of personal questions. :) Settle yourself on the couch with a blanket and grab your favorite beverage for this little treat. 



Ready for your first real question?

Let’s do this thing!!!

We’ll start out non fandom..

So you just packed up and moved 2/3 of the way across the country. What was that like?

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title: and if there’s a reason i’m by her side (i’m willing to wait for it)
characters: ginny baker, mike lawson.
pairing: ginny/mike, vague mentions of mike/rachel.
rating: g.
summary: the mike gets traded and stuff happens au.
word count: 914.
status: completed.
notes: throw me in the trash heap with the rest of the bawson shippers.

read it on ao3.

He gets traded on a Monday morning.

Oscar says it’s just business, that the money is tight and that’s how it goes. That he’s inbetween a rock and hard place with singing the Cuban. (Mike reads between the lines. They can get more out of the new guy than they can him. Throwing hometown hero Mike Lawson under the bus for a defector that’ll last nearly double the seasons Mike ever would in the upcoming years.)

“Keep it out for a while, if you could. Gimme a chance tell Baker. Think I owe her that much.”

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