Montgomery x Reader Imagine (Part 11/?)
Me and Monty drove back to
Bryce’s I quickly grabbed my bag without saying a word to anyone, then he drove
me to my car and I got home. I walked in, my parents weren’t there, shocking.
I took a shower, changed into my pjs, made myself a sandwich and then someone rang on doorbell.
“Hi”, I said surprised when I opened the door. Zach was standing outside with big toblerone. “Come in.”
“I wanted to tell you about the bet before the game, I swear. I found out about it after me and guys left Rosie’s but I blew it off because it’s you and you would never just slept with Marcus, but then you agreed to go to the party with him and I thought he’d try something and I wanted to warn you but you…”, he was sitting out the words.
“But I was an idiot and didn’t want to listen to you”, I sighed and rest my forehead on his arm.
“I thought that maybe toblerone would help me to get you to listen to me”, he gave the candy.
“You didn’t have to”, I laughed. “I’m done with being idiot.”
“So we’re good?”
I nodded my head.
“Okay, good”, he hugged me. “I just want you to know that you’re more of my friend than Marcus”, he said walking to the door.
“I honestly don’t know how could I thought it was different”, I shook my head.
“I gotta go, bio test tomorrow. See ya!”
“Bye!”, I said as Zach left. “Idiot!”, I hit my head with toblerone.
Next few days were quiet intense but on weekend I finally had moment for myself to sit and not think and do nothing. Well, not exactly. It was Saturday and I was babysitting Trixie.
“Y/N?”, she asked.
“What tampons are for?”
I looked at her innocent
little face with my eyes wide open and couldn’t believe what I just heard.
Should she already know about periods and sex? Is it too soon? She’s just seven. Am I the fight person to talk about it?
“Sweetheart, you should probably ask your mum, okay?”, I said.
I blow her off but not for too long. Next day we all had family dinner.
“I talked to mum”, she whispered.
“Really? That’s good, sweetie. Probably…”
“Do you have period?”, she asked.
“You mean… Now?”, I mumbled.
“In general”, she rolled her eyes.
“In general yes.”
“Trixie!”, I hissed. “Go to kitchen, my mum will give you extra ice creams.”
I sat there for a moment thinking and the ran upstairs to grab my phone. I opened calendar and started scrolling and counting…
“Oh fuck…”, I whispered.
“Are you okay? You haven’t say a word today”, Zach said at the cafeteria.
“Yeah, I’m fine”, I smiled faintly.
Liar, liar, liar. My whole life was circle of lies. But I couldn’t just say listen guys, me and Monty are fucking since September and now I might be pregnant with his child. That would be really freaking big bomb to drop.
“Okay, what is really going on?”, Monty asked when we were leaving Chemistry.
“Nothing…”, I said automatically, because hey, that’s what everyone does, automatically say they’re fine. “Actually…”
“Something happened?”, he asked and looked at me concerned.
“Maybe… I don’t know…”, I felt tears coming to my eyes. “I want to talk to you… But not here.”
“What’s your last period?”
“You can skip, drive to my house, okay? I’ll meet you there.”
I nodded my head and went to next class.
Monty got to his house faster than me, when I stopped my car at the driveway his was already there. I just walked inside without knocking.
“I’m here”, he shouted from upstairs.
I almost ran there taking two stairs at one step.
“I’m late”, I said opening door to his room.
He looked at me confused.
“Late for what?”
“Fuck, Montgomery… My period is late”, I said trying not to cry.
“Are… Are you… Sure?”, he mumbled.
“Well I’m pretty fucking sure I know how to use calendar… It’s three weeks late.”
Monty started walking around the room.
“Did you take the test?”, he asked.
“Not yet”, I whispered.
“Jeez… Wait here, sit, don’t move”, he pointed at his bed and left room.
“But… Montgomery!”, I shouted but listened to him and sat on his bed.
I laid down on my back and stared at ceiling, I don’t know for how long but it was long enough for Monty to get back.
“Go to the bathroom”, he threw few tests next to me. “How it may even be possible? I mean, we used protection and everything…”, he pinched bridge of his nose. “Usually.”
“What did you just say?”, I stopped walking halfway to the bathroom.
“Usually”, he mumbled.
“Montgomery. We had condom every time. Right?”, I said through clenched teeth. He took a deep breath. “Fuck, look at me and say you wore it everytime!”, I screamed.
“That time… In car… After that thing with Marcus…”, he mumbled. “It all went so fast…”
“Are you kidding me?!”, I threw pregnancy test at him. “Are. You. Fucking. Kidding. Me”, I hit his arm with every word. “You’re dead, Montgomery”, I took second pregnancy test, not the one I just threw, turned away, slammed the door and went to the bathroom.
We didn’t have condom. He
probably got me pregnant. While we’re still in high school. We’re not even a
couple. My parents are gonna kill me. My dad is gonna kill him.
I already made few scenarios how I’m gonna tell my parents when I sat down on toilet and looked at my underwear.
“Thank God”, I sighed when I saw some blood. “Oh my God”, at this point I was almost laughing.
I came back to Montgomery’s room to get a tampon from my bag.
“I’m not pregnant”, I said without looking at him.
“You don’t know that, you have to wait three minutes”, he responded while reading instruction.
“Yes, I do. I got my period”, I took tampon and left room again.
“You’re not pregnant, we’re good, right?”, he asked when I got back to the room again.
“I don’t think we should do this anymore”, I said and grabbed my bag.
“The thing between us. It’s over”, I said without looking at him.
“But… Why? Hey, talk to me”, he came closer to me and pulled my face up to make me look at him.
“I just… For last two day I was scared to death I’m pregnant. With your baby. We’re seventeen, we’re not together, we’re just having sex. How would I explain it to my parents? How would I explain it to anyone?”
“But you’re not pregnant, you’re worrying about things that are not going to happen. I want to hear one good reason why you want to end this”, he crossed his arms.
“Because I…”, my voice cracked. I couldn’t tell him the truth. Telling Montgomery about my fellings? What would I expect to hear in answer. I knew him. I knew him well. He would become the one to end things between us very quickly. “I don’t want to do this anymore”, I shrugged. “You said nobody would ever found out and still, Sheri saw us. We’re done, Monty”, I walked past him and left him home.
I got into my car and quickly drove away. I got home, took box of ice cream from freezer and went to my room. Changed into sweats, I put my earphones on and played some music, sat on bed and started eating.
I did the right thing. Relations like that were only right, if they were right at all, if both sides felt the same way. Montgomery definitely didn’t feel what I felt and sooner or later he would call things off when he would get bored and then I’d get hurt more than I am now and I’d be the only one to blame.
He tried to call me few times but I ignored him. As much as I could avoid his calls for eternity I couldn’t really avoid him in school.
“Can I talk to you for a sec?”, Monty asked when he stood next to the table we were all sitting at in the cafeteria.
“Umm… Sure”, I said as I stood up and walked to the side with him.
“What is going on?”, he asked when we were far enough so none of our friends could hear us.
“Nothing”, I shrugged.
“Bullshit”, he snorted.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about, Montgomery. What do you want me to say?”
“I want you to explain why you suddenly act so strange”.
“You think I act strange because I stopped something that was convenient for you?”, I crossed my arms on my chest.
“Yes. Because you ended thing suddenly, out of nowhere. We’re good together, Y/N. We had fun. What changed?”
“There is no we, Monty. There is no us. And we never were together”, I felt bigger and bigger lump in my throat. “And life isn’t only about having fun”.
“What do you want to hear? What do you want me to say?”.
Did he just asked me to say that I want him to tell that he has a thing for me or am I going crazy. Definitely the second option.
“Do you have anything to say? Then just say it”, I didn’t realized I was raising my voice until I saw some people looking at us. I looked at Monty, he was avoiding my sight. “I thought so…”, I said quietly and walked away from him.
“What is going on?”, Jessica asked when I came to the table and grabbed my bag.
“Chemistry project”, I lied and left cafeteria. I really didn’t want to confront him again at chemistry so I decided to skip the lesson.
I got to my car and spent the next hour driving around the city, listening to music and ignoring few calls from Sheri, Justin and Jeff.
I went back to school for the next lesson and Sheri caught me as soon as I walked in heading to my locker.
“Where were you?”, she asked standing me in the way.
“Here and there, you know”, I shrugged and tried to walked around her, but she stood in my way again.
“You know you can tell me everything, I’m always here for you, you know that?”
“Yes, can I go to my locker?”, I asked but she got in my way again. “Damn it, Sheri!”
“You can’t, actually”, she said quickly.
I looked over her it the direction of my locker where I saw Monty talking to freshman girl with big boobs, who just got to the cheerleaders team, the same on he asked out when we both went on a dates. “Seriously”, I sighed and rolled my eyes.
This time Sheri didn’t stopped me when I started walking.
“Great, sweetie, I’ll pick you up at seven”, I heard Monty when I was close enough. Jesus, he was pathetic.
“Sorry, guys, it’s my locker”, I said. Monty sighed and very slowly moved away a little but his new friend who literally stood in front of my locker didn’t move even for an inch. “It’s my locker”, I said again.
“Yeah, and we’re having conversation here”, she snapped back.
Sheri frizzed, Monty frizzed, even some girl few locker away stood with her mouth open.
“You know were in the same cheer team, right?”, I asked calmly.
“And you know I’m vice captain right?”, I asked again. This time she didn’t answer anything but her mean smile faded away. “You’re a freshman so I can understand you feel a little bit too confident because number one fuckboy in liberty high asked you out but if you speak like this to anyone ever again I swear you’ll get kicked out of the team very soon”.
“Okay”, she said looking down at her feet and moving away from my locker.
I didn’t like being mean and I never used the “I’m vice captain” card, but this little bitch deserved this. Plus I had though few days.
I quickly grabbed my book and walked away.
“Wow, you’re a bitch”, Sheri laughed. “I mean, she deserved it but I’ve never seen you like this”.
“Yeah, me neither”, I sighed. “Can we meet later?”, I asked. “I need to talk to someone”.
“Sure. You want me to come to you?”, she asked, I nodded my head without a word. “Okay, I’ll go home after school and I’ll be at yours as soon as I can, okay?”
“Okay”, I smiled a little. “Gotta go, bye”, I said and walked in the classroom.
“Wow… That’s like… A lot”, Sheri said after I told her everything about Montgomery situation.
“I know”, I nodded putting another spoon of ice cream in my mouth. “And I also know that I’m an idiot. I mean… It’s Monty”
“You know… He did change lately”.
“Sheeeeri, stop”, I moaned. “You’re saying this because it would be a perfect little picture – me having feelings for him, him changing, not being an asshole, having feelings for me and then everyone live happily ever after. Not gonna happen, Sheri”.
“So what are you going to do about that?”
“I think watching him treating girls like trash again will make those so called feelings go away”.
I didn’t even have to wait long. Next day he came to our table at cafeteria with that girl.
“Yo, guys, this is Tina, she’ll eat with us today”, Monty said and their sat down.
“Hi, Tina”, everyone said.
Justin kicked my ankle under the table to bring me back to reality, because I was sitting there with my mouth open in shock.
“So, Tina, you’re new cheerleader, right?”, Zach started conversation, but after he finished his question, Sheri sighed and pinched her nose.
“Yeah, I just got in”.
“Girls are in team, too”, Justin said and pointed at me, Jess and Sheri. “Y/N is vice captain.”
“Yeah, I know”, she said looking down at her lunch.
“She’ll probably be the captain next year”, Jess said, crossing her arms.
I finally understood, they all knew about locker episode from the day before, but I wasn’t gonna be a part of that scene.
“Okay, you know, guys. I just realized I forgot about my Spanish homework. So I’ll go to the library to focus and get it done and everything”, I said standing up and picking up my stuff.
“Sit down, Montgomery can do it for you”, Jessica said. “Right, Monty?”
“No, he can’t”, I said through my clenched teeth.
“Why, it’s not like he hadn’t done it before”, she rolled her eyes. Jesus, she was so dumb sometimes. Or sneaky, it was hard to tell.
“Because… I had to take advanced SAT on Spanish if I want to go to the Law”.
“But you don’t want to go the Law”, Monty spoke for the first time.
I looked at him a little bit shocked about the fact that he even remembered about that. Yes, I told him about my parents wanting me to go to Law school, but I didn’t think he was listening.
“I don’t know yet”, I shrugged. “See ya later, lads, see you at practice, girls”, I grabbed my stuff and went to the library.
I spotted Jeff and Clay. Looking at Clay I could tell, Jeff wasn’t doing great.
“Hey, guys don’t bother yourself, I’m just gonna sit next to you and I will not interrupt”, I said sitting down next to Jeff untangling my earphones.
“You’re not at the cafeteria?”, Jeff asked.
“Nope. Oh, if anyone ask – I do my Spanish homework here”.
“Does it have something to do with Montgomery and Tina or whatever her name is?”
“Excuse me?”, I chuckled.
“I’ll go and look for that book I was telling you about”, Clay got up and disappear between shelves.
“So?”, Jeff crossed his arms.
“Are you still gonna deny and act like there is, or was, nothing between you and Monty? Come on, Y/N, I know you better, than I know myself.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about”, he was messing with me, he didn’t know about anything.
“One time you were at my place, you went to bathroom, our phones were next to each other, you received message, I thought it was my phone ringing, so I looked down and saw text from him”.
I was looking at him with my mouth and eyes wide open.
“Really, I didn’t mean to read your texts, it was a mistake. I’m sorry, sweet”, he apologized.
“Jeez, Jeff, you don’t have to apologize for anything”, I rolled my eyes. And grabbed his hand. “Why didn’t you say anything? And like… I always thought that if you’d ever find out about any guy only having sex with me, you’d beat his ass. Especially Monty’s”.
“That was my first thought”, he nodded his head. “But then I thought that you don’t look like anything wrong is happening to you, so”, he shrugged. “Plus, Monty wasn’t such an ass for people around for last few months, so it was a win-win situation. So – what happened?”
“Nothing”, I said, looking down, avoiding his face.
“You’re lying”, he said with such confidence in his voice, that I hated him for knowing me so well.
“I just don’t want to do this anymore”, I shrugged. “It was fun, yeah, but I just want something more and because Montgomery is Montgomery, he probably isn’t able to give anything more to anyone.”
“You really think so?”, he asked looking at me suspiciously.
Clay came back and he actually really brought a book for Jeff.
“For your next history essay, use this, not google”, he put book in front of Jeff.
“Okay, I gotta go for chemistry. Have fun, guys”.
I got to the class before Monty, when we arrived he sat next to me and not said a word.
“Well, hello to you too”, I snorted.
“Oh, so now we talk to each other?”
“We never stopped talking. We stopped doing other thing”, I whispered. “You started showing off with your new girl, that’s the other thing”.
“I’m not showing off. I’m being myself. You shouldn’t be surprised, you were telling this is who I am for last few months.”
“You know what, let’s just get back to not talking again, huh?”
IT’S BEEN AGES, I KNOW
June just had been very busy for me and well, you know, some things you can’t speed up.
Plus I didn’t really feel like writing for last few weeks and I really truly strongly believe that it’s better to wait and give people some decent content than to write crap just because it has been week or two since you last posted. I already have and idea on next part so it should be sooner than after three weeks lol x
Oh, I wil do proof reading tomorrow so if there are any mistakes, sorry x