Moments- (Rob Benedict x Reader) PART 1
Summary: An actress on Supernatural, You and Rob are in a relationship, and recently you had revealed to him that you had been sexually assaulted in the past; and it was why you were so afraid to be intimate. But as a songwriter, another secret gets let out.
Pairing: Rob x Reader
Word Count: 1,236
Warning: Mentions of past sexual assault, Emotional Confrontation, Language, Fluff lots of fluff
A/N: It’s 6:15 AM and I haven’t slept yet. If there are any spelling or grammar mistakes, I’m not even sorry.
Who could have ever known that one innocent fan question at a convention would open a door in your relationship that you just weren’t ready to have opened.
“Have you ever written a song about Rob?” asked a fan; as the fandom had just recently found out about you and Rob’s relationship, even though you had been dating for nearly 7 months.
Your face immediately turned red, the answer now obviously being yes. Rob, Rich, and Matt all turned to you with a smirk on their faces.
“Um, no?” You asked, not really comfortable with where this was going. The answer was obviously yes.
“Oh c’mon that is totally a lie!” said Rich, coming up and slinging his arm around you. He didn’t notice or feel you flinch, though. Rob did, though. After everything you two had been through, he knew.
“Yeah that’s a total lie, Y/N.” said Matt, laughing.
“Okay, okay fine. I have written a song for Rob, but before you even ask Rich, there’s no way you’re hearing it!” You said, turning mostly to get his arm off of you, but playing it off with a laugh.
Rob eyes widened at the answer, not even he knew about it.
“Awe why?” asked Rich.
“Cause not even Rob’s heard it for crying out loud!” you said.
“Wait, now I wanna hear it!” said Rob, joking around still.
All of a sudden, Billy, Stephen, and Mike walked out from behind the curtain, indicating the end of the panel.
“Ah, saved by the band. That’s our panel folks!” said Rich, as the four of us slowly navigated off stage. The three of Louden Swain remained to introduce Misha.
You tried to escape to the bathroom, knowing that R2M would hound you for an explanation.
“Oh, no you don’t.” said Matt, blocking your way into the bathroom. “I can somewhat understand why Rich and I haven’t heard this mysterious song written for Rob, but not even Rob has heard it?” asked Matt. You found yourself being pushed to the couch by the three men as they stood around you.
“Look, guys. It’s not that big of a deal! No one’s heard it! Rob, I’m sorry, but I’m asking you to respect that this I just one thing I need to keep to myself.” you said, standing up and pushing past them, leaning against a table with your back facing them.
“Hey, hey. It’s okay Y/N!” said Rob, walking up behind you, turning you to face him.
“Those two idiots will shut up, I swear. If you don’t want me to hear it, I’ll respect that.”
“Hey!” yelled Matt and Rich in defense. You just laughed at the two of them before turning back towards Rob, pulling him into a hug. “Thank you.” you whispered into his chest. He just kissed the top of your head.
“What’re you guys talking about?” asked Billy all of a sudden, entering the room with the other two guys.
“Oh we just found out that Y/N had written a song for Rob.” said Rich, casually.
“Oh, Moments? It’s a beautiful song, isn’t it!” said Billy with a smile, grabbing a water bottle and sitting down on the couch. Rob, Rich, and Matt immediately spun on their heels, facing you with wide eyes.
You turned to Billy.
“And thank you, for that.” you said, giving him a look. His face fell as he realized what he had done. “Sorry, forgot it was supposed to be secret.” said Billy as he slid into the sofa. You looked at the other 3 innocently.
“Billy may or may not have helped me with some chords…”
Matt and Rich turned to you, automatically bombarding you with protests of wanting to hear the mysterious song; that all of a sudden you had made into a big deal. You looked at Rob, a bit defeated. He looked sad, leaning against the wall. He thought you were past all this, he thought you were past the secrets, he thought he knew everything.
He thought you trusted him.
You sighed, holding up a hand to Matt and Rich.
“Guys, shut up.” you said, silencing them immediately. You turned to your boyfriend.
“Rob?” you asked. He looked up at you questionably.
“Remember that thing we did, that thing we talked about that we swore we would never bring up again?” Matt and Rich stepped back a bit, not realizing that an intimate line would be crossed in this conversation.
Rob tilted his head confused. Of course he knew what you were talking about, but by your request he promised never to bring up the conversation you two had ever again. He was surprised you did. Never the less, he nodded.
You reached into your pocket, pulling your phone out as well as pulling the song up on it.
“Well, it’s about that. If you want to hear it, fine. If not, well fine. But there’s no way those two are gonna be in the room when you hear it, and I don’t want to be either.”
“Oh c’mon, Billy, back us up. You’ve heard it and obviously know what it’s about!” said Matt.
Billy looked up from his phone, barely even paying attention to the conversation.
“Oh, I’m with her on this one.” Billy glanced at you and Rob, realizing that the two of you didn’t expect to be put in this position today, and the five of you others being in the room probably wasn’t helping.
“Um, fellas? Why don’t we go hang out outside for a while?” he asked as he faced Rich, Matt, Norton, and Mike. He didn’t even give RM a chance to respond before pulling them out of there, the other two trailing behind them.
You looked up at Rob, just waiting for the next word to come out of his mouth.
“I’m sorry Rob, I didn’t mean for this to come out today, let alone at all.” You slid your phone back into your pocket, sitting down.
“Hey, hey it’s okay. Really.” said Rob, coming up and kneeling in front of you. He wrapped his arms around you and just held you for a minute, stroking your back in an attempt to calm you. He knew the stakes. He let you go, facing you still.
“If it’s alright, I really would like to hear it still.” Rob reached up; wiping a tear off your face that you didn’t even realize had fallen.
You sighed, not seeing much of a point to keep this to yourself any longer. You pulled out your phone again, pulling up the song as well.
“I’m, I’m gonna go back to our room for now. I’m done for the day so, I’ll see you at the concert?” you asked, softly.
Rob smiled, leaning up to kiss you.
“I love you.” said Rob, as you walked out. He sighed, sitting on the couch and pulling his headphones out of his pocket. Knowing you, the next few minutes were definitely going to change your relationship.